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Alexandra Payne BOT 15-Jun-22 11:15 PM
She couldn’t help the feeling of dread that always came to her whenever she walked into the entrance of the hospital. Instantly that clean disinfectant smell drifted into her nose and was close to making her feel sick. She took a deep breath and hauled her backpack closer into her shoulder. She could dream the route to the neuro department by now and finding it was no problem at all. Passing by all those patients hooked up to IV poles and looking pale and sick. It was strange to think that she was the one dying, while they might actually live. She had already had her scan two days before, all she needed to do today was go for her consult. They would have reviewed her scans, probably tell her that her tumor had grown once more, talk through her symptoms and give her a refill on her medication. The headaches had been getting worse and more frequent, but what could she really suspect? She finally walked up to the receptionist of the neuro floor and forced a smile on her face. “Hi. My name is Alexandra Payne. I came for my appointment at 13:20?” She offered. “Ooh yes! Ms Payne. I have you right here. Your appointment is with Dr Ulrich. You can wait in room B.” The receptionist said and was about to go back to whatever she was doing before she walked up. “Wait.. no. My appointment is with Dr McCall. He is my surgeon.” She said, looking confused. The receptionist her face fall than. “Ooh, you must not have been informed. Dr McCall retired early due to personal circumstances. His patients are being transferred to new doctors. I am so sorry Ms Payne. We believed everyone would have been informed.” Alex sighed. She hated this.. At least Dr McCall and her had come to an understanding when it came to her treatment. Now she would need to start all over again. “Okay.. well fine. I will wait in waiting room B.” She said, clearly a bit frustrated. Yet she took her seat and waited to be called. Her foot tapping in anticipation. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 15-Jun-22 11:26 PM
"Your first patient, Doctor," Stephen heard as he sat in his office, he had just gotten moved in and comfortable in the office, it was time for him to start taking new patients. He was part of a group of neurosurgeons that were bought in to take over the patient care for the legendary Dr. McCall of the hospital. He had a work load of one patient, but to suffice with new guidelines in the hospital, the three of them would split his patients, giving them enough time with each individual patient, but a lot of down time as well. "Thank you, Nancy," Stephen would say as he stood up and grabbed the chart from her, "Can you tell me anything about... uh... Alexandra Payne?" "Oh, she is a sassy one," she said with no pause as he immediately would smile at that, but looking at the age, 21... wow, "But, she is a good kid, just has a bit of complex that she would rather die than live or try to treat the condition. Dr. McCall and her had a pact of some kind, but he would not let us in on it. Should I go get her?" He smiled at her, "No, no," he said with a smile, "I will get her." He walked towards the lobby and waiting room B where he was informed she was, "Welcome to contestant number one," he would say, mocking a game show host voice, "Alexandra Payne! Come on down!"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 15-Jun-22 11:33 PM
She had been on her phone when the doctor came down and called her over in the way of a gameshow. She couldn’t help but roll her eyes. Great it was one of those, the ones who tried to be funny. She got up anyway and looked his way. He was young.. way younger the Dr McCall had been. She couldn’t help but wonder if he was fresh off med school.. he looked to be around thirty maybe? But med school took a long time to complete after all. “That’s me.” She just said and forced a smile, trying to not be a complete brat right away. She walked over an offered him a quick hand. She hauled her backpack into her shoulder and walked with him to his office. It was still pretty bare, a box with things in the corner that still needed to be unpacked. It had that familiar smell of desinfectans in the air and in one corner was a examination table with that familiar crinkly white paper on top of it. She sat down on that usual chair and hunched her shoulders together. She was nervous about this new guy and her eyes would follow him like he was about to attack her. He might as well, there was no way this young doctor, fresh from medical school, ready to safe some goddamn lives, would accept her choice to not go or the chemo that could safe her. “Okay.. just give it to me. How much has it grown.” She then said, wanting to just get to the point. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 16-Jun-22 11:25 AM
Stephen would continue to try and talk with her, but all he would get is just smiles and nods or shakes of the head, noting that he would have to ask something more than a yes or no question with this one. He had just sat down at the desk before looking over at her, the desk's shiny stain distracting him for just a moment before the question was asked on how much it had grown? "Oh, I..." he was kind of blindsided by that, most of the time, that was the last thing the patient wanted to talk about, but Nancy had warned him, "How about we discuss some other stuff first? I mean, I would love to get to know the person behind the charts here. I don't like not being able to know the person. So, tell me more about Alexandra?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 16-Jun-22 11:30 AM
“Just Alex.. please.” She said with first a little bit of annoyance but then a soft chuckle and a shake of her head. This is why she wanted to keep Dr McCall. No life stories to be told, they kept to the facts and when it came to signing the things she needed him to sign he would do it without much question. Every once in a while he would offer her a clinical trial he had found, explain her odds and the moment she said no, they would not discus it again. That was clearly over now. She was going to have a doctor who wanted to ‘doctor’ her. “There isn’t much to tell.” She shrugged. “I am 21, I live with my parents. I am not allowed to drive a car. I get headaches only daily and they ain’t fun ones. I go to school even though I know that a degree won’t help me with anything. And I have barely any friends, because who wants to be friends with the girl who is sick all the time and who likely won’t live more then two years from now.” She shrugged and gave him quite a flat toned face. “That enough for you?” She said sarcasticly. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 16-Jun-22 12:05 PM
He smiled at her for a moment, almost a little overwhelmed with her response. She definitely had some issues with being here and what was going on, it was too be expected. Who gets told they might have a year to live and is okay with it? "I mean, not really," he would jest as he looked back over at her, "Like, see... I wouldn't have even known you liked being called Alex if you didn't introduce yourself at the beginning. And that you don't drive... And that isn't a bad thing, have you seen those gas prices?" He joked, but he knew that it might land flat as he looked back up, "Alex, I am not sure what you were working with Dr. McCall, but I am sure it was not something that promoted cynicism and dread. Let's make this a positive experience as best we can. I am not someone who gives up lightly on people and because you have something like that this doesn't mean it is the end. It might be a road block, but I have seen positivity and happiness improve a lot of issues with this."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 16-Jun-22 12:27 PM
She couldn’t help but cock her eyebrow a little bit as he said he didn’t know that she didn’t drive. She couldn’t stifle the chuckle. “You should know, you guys are the ones who decided I can’t.” She said with a little bit a smirk. “Something about it being to dangerous with the possibility of me passing out behind the wheel.” She informed him as she sat back and crossed her arms. As he continued his talk she looked away from her and the cockiness seemed to fade from her face as she did. “Look. I know you might not understand me right now. You have never been here, you have been honestly told you have a year to live. You might find me cynical, but I promise you that when I am not here I try to make something of that last year. If anything being here annoys me because it reminds of that time I have left and I have a thousand things I would rather do then being here while you tell me that I have a shot and you have seen people recover and blablabla. Because what I have learned over this past year is that everyone is so willing to talk to you about the ones who made it, the ones who lived. But nobody talks about the ones who didn’t.” She held his eyes for a moment longer before she sat herself back up and reached in her backpack. “So please, spare me the whole talk. If you actually want to help me, make me happy. Sign these for me.” She said as she slid three bundles of staples together paper of two pages each. “They are from a skydiving company. Since I never lie on my forms about medical issues, they need a release from a doctor before they let me jump.” She said it almost matter of fact like. After all Dr McCall had always signed her off on these things. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 16-Jun-22 12:37 PM
His smile and kind demeanor never faded even though inside his heart was breaking for the poor young girl in front of him. She was right, he had never been told that he honestly had a year to go, but he did see the heartbreak, torment, and, sometimes, pleasure, it could give in people's faces. But as she handed over the papers, he smiled at them, "Skydiving, hell yeah..." He would grab the papers and look over them, but he wasn't too keen on doing this just yet. "When is it? I am new in town and looking for stuff to do, skydiving seems like a helluva good time." As he read the papers, he would reach up and grab the tie that was hold his hair up behind him, releasing the makeshift bun and a his shoulder length locks to cascade down his shoulders.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 16-Jun-22 12:45 PM
She couldn’t help but be slightly surprised that he went along with it that easily. She had somehow expected him to be against it. But he was alright with it, cool! Unless.. yeah great. Now he wanted to come… was he serious? “They didn’t plan me in yet.. because I needed the papers signed first.” She told him and it was actually the truth. The bad part about that was that likely if he called them up about it the chances of them ending in the same group were big and she didn’t have the money to pay for a private one. “So you are signing off?” She asked, just wanting to make sure that he did and wan’t just messing around. His eyes were reading that paper as his hair was released and tumbled down his shoulders. If she had met him on the street without his coat, she surely would have never taken him for a doctor. Skydiving.. yeah, that seemed to fit him better somehow. “Look I can’t stop you from coming along, but you are not going to doctor me or I swear to God I will ask for someone else.” She didn’t need a doctor in her life outside of this circus that was a hospital. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 16-Jun-22 12:53 PM
"Na," he said with a smirk as he looked back at her, "I keep doctoring in this office and in this office only, but..." He smiled as he would take the paperwork and place it in his drawer, turning a key that was stuck in the drawer, "I don't think I can sign off on this, well, not just yet" Was it harsh? Maybe... Was it something that could potentially make her go to another doctor? Maybe... Would another doctor ever sign off on her doing something so extreme with her condition? Absolutely not... He would use this as a bargaining chip gladly, he had done a little research on her conditions as they sat there, "Looking at your paperwork, Alex," he said as he thumbed open the metal portfolio and looked through papers, "On top of all that you have going on with your brain tumor... I am honestly seeing a lack of positive vibes in your life," he said now, obviously joking around with her, "So, I would prescribe some of that before I can authorize skydiving. I mean, it would also help if there was a medical professional somewhere around as well, but not doctoring, if that makes sense. But, before any of that can happen, I gotta say, we need to see more positivity here."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 16-Jun-22 12:59 PM
“Wait what..?” She said as he suddenly put those papers away. He had sounded like he would just sign them just now! What happened? “That is unfair!” She exclaimed to him, but he didn’t seem to care at all and just sat back down to give his little talk to her. The whole time she was just shaking her head in disbelief at him. “That is my positivity! That thing right there in your drawer.” She complained. “You can’t just lock that up and tell me to find something else!” He was being unreasonable, surely he could see that. “What do you want me to do? Quit school to go do more fun stuff? My parents don’t let me! Find friends? I tried! It is not that easy Doc..” it seemed that this conversation was only making her more frustrated. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 16-Jun-22 01:06 PM
Stephen could see more and more frustration to grow across her face, but he couldn't waiver now. He needed to see an improvement in her mental health before he could do this, he sighed as he looked down and back up at her, "Friends? We can get there with that. Quit school? Not in the slightest, you are gonna need that in the future you are GOING TO HAVE," making a huge emphasis on those last few words, "But, Alex, depression, anxiety, the laundry list of other issues here, they don't lead me to a good conclusion." He stood and took his jacket off, placing it on the back of the big swiveling office chair, his body arms exposed under a short sleeve button down blue shirt, but they were covered in ink from his hands up to the bottom of the shirt sleeves and presumably further. He looked at her, "This is not Doctor Steve talking, this is Stephen Ulrich. What is the next thing after this? Do you have an idea? Or is the only thing that you are looking forward too? I have seen patients like this before, they have one goal or just want to do the next experience, but not worry about getting better or working to get help. They would rather just call it quits after they get the diagnosis and just plan up until that day and that's it. I don't want that for you, Alex."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 16-Jun-22 01:11 PM
Now she was just getting angry. She knew that he thought she was helping, but those were the things she didn’t want to hear anyone say. She heard them from her parents often enough and that was already plenty hard. Why didn’t she try harder? Why didn’t she let them treat her? Why had she given up? As if it was that easy.. The chemo had such a small chance of working, of shrinking it enough to make it operable, or even shrink it at all. She would be sick for weeks if not months, lose her hair.. and for what? To just end up in the same place, inevitable death. Why would she want that? Why risk it for that 5%? She could feel the tears stinging in the back of her eyes and she decided to deal with those feelings the only way she knew. By lashing out and he was her target. “You just know all about it don’t you? Got all the freaking answers. Fresh of med school and think you can save everyone who lives on this earth. Newsflash. You can’t!” she said as she looked him dead in the eyes. “So no, the next thing is sky diving and if you won’t sign off it, I will find someone else.” She the grabbed her bag from the floor and made her way to leave his office. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 16-Jun-22 01:23 PM
Before she could leave, he didn't attempt to stop her, but could only say a few things, "No, Alex, I can't save everyone... Believe me, I tried..." He leaned over the top of the chair, and if she would stop for a moment, he would continue on, "My mother, she had a brain tumor, a little different than yours. It was sudden, completely sudden. Something that, like you, could easily be treated. But, before she could, she turned to doing all of these new experiences. Was she happy doing it? Maybe, but was the happiness momentary and then she would turn back to the depression that was her diagnosis? Yes," he sighed loudly as he walked across the desk and sat on the edge of it, crossing his arms for a moment and looking back at her, "It wasn't too long after her diagnosed final days that the depression got her. She didn't even try going to the doctor before she just ended it. I found her that day..." He looked up at her, "We had an autopsy done, just for the thought and to see if the tumor got bigger, well it didn't... It actually shrank, to a point where it was almost benign and could be removed. But, she was so obsessed with what was coming next and her death that she didn't want to wait anymore. She took her own life because she knew death was coming and she didn't even see that things were getting better. She was only focused on one thing, her death and doing what she could before it. I don't want anyone to see their diagnosis as a finish line that we have to get everything done before hand, I want you see that life past that point is possible, and the happiness of life can help cure as well as treatment."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 16-Jun-22 01:32 PM
She did stop. She didn’t know why but she did. She kept herself in that door opening, the knob barely not being crushed in her fist as she listened to him. But she never turned to look at him, just couldn’t bear it. Fairy tales.. that is what they sounded like to her. All fairy tales. The story of those who could have made it or actually made it. But how many other would have rather not done their treatment? Would have given anything to be healthy for that last year instead of being miserable before they died anyway. That was her fear.. She didn’t want to throw away her life. Didn’t want to end up in a bed being pitied.. She didn’t have anything else to say to him, didn’t know how to respond. He wouldn’t understand.. he couldn’t understand. Even with his mother as sad as it was, she had made her choice and there was something to be said for that. Just as she took those few more steps to get out of his office and leave that room behind a wave of a headache just caught her. This happened more often, mostly when she was stressed or agitated. The sudden spike blinded her and made her sink to the floor as she rubbed her temples in an attempt to make it go away. “Fuck..” was all she could exclaim. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 16-Jun-22 08:16 PM
As she would crumble to the floor, Stephen was quick to jump in, "Ah, there we are..." he said as he sighed at himself, "Stress will do that, I shouldn't have done anything to stress you any further." He slowly moved to the girl and let his arms go under her and, if she would allow, he would pick her up and bring her over to the exam table. "I don't mind signing the paperwork for you, Alex, I really don't... I just want there to be more to life than just the next experience for you. I want you to live for something. I don't want you to look at it, 'Well, I am only doing this because I want to do it before I die,' I want you to do it, just because..." His way with words have never been great, but he hoped that he had explained it correctly, "If you feel like you need to go to another doctor, feel free, I would understand," he said with a sigh, "But, I can promise you, no doctor will sign off on that. I am willing to work with you and sign for you to do anything you like. Just... indulge me."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 16-Jun-22 09:41 PM
She would have normally probably struggled against him picking her up like that. It felt like she was being pitied by him and she didn't like it. But the sharp pains were enough for her to let him. As he placed her down on that exam table she still had her even closed and slowly it would sink down again. She felt so frustrated by the whole thing. She had wanted to leave just so she could get away from it. But now she was back in that room and he was once again telling her she needed 'happiness.' She sighed as she slowly opened her eyes again just to close them again against the light. "Dr McCall did.." she said softly, but she knew he wouldnt go with that. He was stubborn.. like her. "Fine.." she eventually said as she placed her arm over her eyes. "What do you want me to do then?" Maybe if she just heard him out. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 17-Jun-22 12:08 AM
As he would step back and let her gather her thoughts, he smiled as she asked what he wants her to do, "Nothing, but enjoy life and once I feel like you are at a point where positivity is not an issue," he said with a sigh, "Then we will get you on that plane to jump out of." He walked over to his chair, pulling it out and taking a seat allowing her space to gather her thoughts as he would continue to read her chart and gathering more information, but he needed to throw another comment, "Just from the little bit that I have known you, I can tell that you are not someone who cares what other people think or will do anything for anyone that you don't wanna do, so I appreciate you just even thinking about it. But to circle back to your first question, no changes from your previous scans on the tumor."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 17-Jun-22 12:18 AM
Again she could not surpress that sarcastic chuckle. "Right. Just be happy and enjoy life. Good advice." How was that advice useful to her? How was she supposed to do that. It wasn't a switch she could just switch off. She had school whivh she hated and her parents wouldn't let her quit. She couldnt have a job because she was plagued with headaches, which in turn meant she had no money to actually do things. She picked at the braid in her hair snapping at the little elastic. Only when he told her there were no changes from her previous scans did she let out a soft sigh of relief. Good.. a bit more time. "Good." She said out loud then. "I am going to need a refill on the headache tablets. I am good on the others." She said trying to stir the conversation away from the positivity talk. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 17-Jun-22 12:07 PM
He sighed at her sarcastic comment, but it couldn't make him do much more than smile. She was gonna be a challenge, good thing he liked challenges, "Headache meds, gotcha..." He made a note on the pad, looking over the prescriptions she was on, which were not much. The typical cocktail used for the tumors shrinkage, or attempt there of, and the pain pills for headaches, but a really low dose. He wasn't shocked, but surprised. He figured she would be a very hard risk for pain management, but maybe Dr. McCall... He couldn't help himself... "The nurse, Wendy, said something in passing that you had some kind of agreement with Dr. McCall that he kept under wraps, but she knew of something that was between the two of you..." he tried to tip toe around it, but... "Can you tell me what it was, maybe it will help my stuff here?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 17-Jun-22 12:18 PM
She looked up at him from where she was sitting on the examination table. She had been with Dr McCall since the very start of the tumor developing. He had helped her through it. He had been with her through that stage of grief, the stage of acceptance. Even if maybe not even him had understood her choice to not fight it, he had supported her. Even when her parents had sat down with him and yelled at him for not treating her he had remained calm and faced their wrath, saying it was her choice. He had been her number one ally.. and she had lost that ally. “I respected Dr McCall.. and he respected me. He understood what I was doing and he gave me the power over my own body. He always signed papers when I needed it, fought my parents when they came back for another round of shouting..” she said as she looked away. She wasn’t sure if she should tell him the last part of her relationship with the man. If it would make him think bad about Dr McCall. It had been a silly thing that they had agreed to and after wards they had both been to stubborn to admit defeat. “The one thing he wouldn’t do was pump me full of drugs.” She eventually said. “He said that if this was my choice, my honest choice, that I should not count on him making it easy for me. That I would have to endure for my right to do it my way.. And I respected the hell out of him for that.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 17-Jun-22 12:50 PM
Stephen would grin at the dig about signing papers and fighting the parents, he knew that was pointed in his direction, but he shrugged it off, "I can see what you are saying about the drugs," he commented as he thumbed through the sheets, "Other than pain killers for your head, you don't have anything out of the normal, nothing for mood or pain management, just stuff for immediate relief. But, I honestly feel like you are not telling me something..." He looked through the paperwork and couldn't figure out what she wanted to hide, but he knew it must be something worth hiding.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 17-Jun-22 01:15 PM
She just shrugged. "I don't know what to tell you. That was it. I do it my way, I don't get heavy drugs. The only ones he gave me extra were the ones that stilled the worst of the headaches when they happened. Nothing daily." She answered. She had always wondered if he had believed it to be a punishment. Something to eventually drive her through treatment because what was worse. Going through chemo or eternal headaches? She got up from tha examination table then. Her headache had subsided enough for her to function again and take the light of the room. And really.. she was ready to get our of here and go home. "Anything else?" She asked him. "Or are you done grilling me over my lifestyle?" @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 17-Jun-22 02:54 PM
"For now," he smirked as he placed the clipboard on the counter, "Definitely want to see you again in a week, normal checkups as usual, but in the meantime..." He would unlock the drawer for the moment, smiling as he pulled the paperwork out that she gave him, signing his name at the bottom, "Enjoy your skydiving," he said as he pushed the papers across the desk, "Just know if you have any headaches in the air, you are to sit in the plane until it lands, but jumping with someone else is recommended." He looked at the paper and took the date in that she was going to go, remembering it for now. "Have a good day, Alex," he said with a smile, "And remember, positive vibes..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 17-Jun-22 08:58 PM
Her eyes went wide when he suddenly pulled out the set of papers from his drawer. The moment he put his signature down she couldn’t contain her excitement. She had truly believed that her little adventures were done for now till she could prove to him she was a happy go lucky gal. She quickly dashed forward and grabbed the paper from him before he could change him mind. “Yes! Thank you!” She quickly said as she pulled those papers against her chest along with the subscription for the pils. She then paused a moment and looked up at him, still unsure how to feel about it. “I uhmm.. I will see you Dr Ulrich.” She then said before she hurried out. ——————————— It was a few days later she had send out those papers and had gotten her approval to go for her skydiving. So she was taking the bus to the place and walking the last bit of the way there. She had a big smile on her face and had been looking forward to it ever since the paper had been signed. She walked into the small office attached to it and walked to the counter to sign herself in. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 19-Jun-22 08:44 AM
The next few days were filled with the normal gaggle of patients, one that wanted his help, others who wanted to be elsewhere, others that seemed to just be content, but for those few days, he was unable to shake the feeling that was Alexandra Payne. He would slowly creep through his week and finally, the day had come, his alter motives for signing the paper. As it was an off day for the office, he was left with nothing to do, but he would find his way pulling his motorcycle into the parking lot of the small airport on the edge of town. As he walked through the doors of the building, he would be met by several nervous and several excited people, but not the one face that he was looking for, "Stephen Ulrich," he said with a smile, "Signed up for the skydiving trip today..." He finally heard the voice from behind him as he finished signing in.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 19-Jun-22 08:50 AM
"You have to be kidding me.." she couldn't help but say it out loud as her 'doctor' was now standing by the desk signing in for the same sky diving group that he was. She knew she had sort of given him permission to tag along. But she sure as hell had expected him not to. She had her arms crossed over eachother. Her hair partly braided and in a high ponytail. She was wearing distressed black denim jeans with a black top and a ted and black flanel tied around her waist. "You really are out to make my life more miserable arn't you? Which is ironic since you made me promise you to make it happier." She said even if she couldn't help the soft chuckle at her own joke. Just then their instructor appeared at the door as their group was now complete and wanted them to assemble. "Whatever.." she shrugged with a sigh. "Just remember what I said... you are not my doctor here." And she walked off to where they were meant to go. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 19-Jun-22 09:23 AM
Stephen listened to her for a moment, letting her get her rant and issues out of the way before looking over at her, "So, not here as a doctor at all," he laughed with a confident tone, "Nope, today, I am sky diving instruction Steve." Among his many talents, he was actually a sky diving instructor as well, hasn't done it in years that the license has expired, but he would hold up the license to show her before laughing, "I am just here to enjoy the day," he said with a grin, "Get some of those valuable positive vibes..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 19-Jun-22 09:29 AM
She just rolled her eyes as he showed her his license. She couldn't help but still be skeptical about him being here and for the most part she ignored him as they walked to the instructor and did their safety talk. Alex actually paid attention, knowing that this was important. Even if Stephen might not believe her, she did not have a death wish. As it became to get them all strapped into the right gear that would fit them to their own instructor to take the dive with. Solo dives were out of the question for beginners after all. She also took her headache meds from her packback and took some as a precentative measure. Just to make sure. "Alright! You are all looking good! Group one can come up to the airplane for their jump! Group two will go second." The instructor said. She was in group one.. perhaps he had been put in group two and she could be saved from being in that plane with him. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 19-Jun-22 09:34 AM
Group two was the more advanced group, ones that were being allowed to skydive alone, but with an agreement of not suing for death, and an instructor watching over that could intervene with issues. However, he felt confident with the equipment that was provided. He smiled as he looked up and seen Alex being strapped to an instructor and felt better about signing off on those agreements now. However, he was continuing to listen to the instructions of the coordinator. "Now, when we dive, we will do it one at a time," He said, "The beginners will be in the air with instructors as well, so make sure to avoid them, but as for that, have fun flying through the air!" He looked down and watched as group one went.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 19-Jun-22 09:44 AM
She let out a small sigh of relief when Stephen did not step forward. She wouldn't have to deal with him in the air. And if the headache did set in when they were up there she could just ignore it and pretend it wasn't there. She was not sure she could get away with that, sure somehow he would know or something. She was introduced to the instructor she would jump with and then led towards the plain. As it climbed into the air there were some final instructions and repeats before they got strapped to their counter parts. It was a weird feeling, like being someones backpack but then to their chest. Especially since Alex her instructor was tall. She barely reached the ground. As they got on the right level and the door was opened the air whipped her in the face. That instant hit of adrenaline that entered her body from it gave her that exact feeling that was the reason while she did so. "You ready?" The guy shouted at her. She took a deepbreath. "Hell yeah!" She shouted back then. He smiled at that. Appreciating her enthousiasm and moved to the edge. "In three! Two! One!" And just like that they were suddenly in a free fall. The wind rushed past them, making her eyes water even under the goggles. Yet she felt weightless. She couldn't help whooping in the air. However it didn't take long for the pressure of air and force on her head made that familiar headache show itself. Fuck.. not now. Come on! She tried to ignore it best she could. Until the parachute opened and a sharp tuck on her body only made it worse. She needed to just ride it out. She could do this. Don't show it.. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 20-Jun-22 12:51 PM
As he would step on the edge of the launch doors, the first group was already half way down and close enough to the ground that parachutes began opening. He eased in the fact that there didn't seem to be any kind of freaking out from any of the parachuters, so that was good. He could ease into this and have a good time. He jumped off the edge of the plane, the wind circling around his body as he sent it into a free fall spin, something he loved to do, before using the suites wings to slow himself down a bit before he would rip downwards as fast as he could. Almost catching up with the crew before he would rip the cord and out would come the parachute. As he grab the handles, guiding his way towards their designated landing spot, the adrenaline of the jump coursing through his veins, he couldn't get rid of the smile that was plastered on his face. He slowly glided to the ground and hit with both feet, slowing himself up the best he could as he looked along the ground.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 20-Jun-22 09:28 PM
She couldn't fully enjoy that last part of the glide. Needing to close her eyes often to keep herself from the light. Her instructor tried to talk to her and she just shut him down. Once they got close to the ground he talked a bit more. "Okay, stretch out your legs, we almost to the ground." He informed her. She tried to stretch herself out as much as she could. Yet once they got to the ground she had trouble to keep herself upright and if it wasn't for how fit the guy was she was strapped too she would have surely tumbled to the ground. It was the first time he started to catch on. "Hey. You okay?" He asked. "Yeah, I am fine!" She said almost snappy. He started to unhook the straps that kept them together and she let herself fall to the ground. "You don't look good." He once again nagged at her. "I am fine.. just give me a second." She wished he would just shut up. "I am going to go grab someone. Stay here." And before she could tell him not to do that he was already off. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 20-Jun-22 09:36 PM
As he looked up, he would see a guy flying down, carrying a body figured that looked like Alex. He smiled as he watched, but something was wrong. He could see the same body and facial expressions that she had when she had her headache and collapsed in the office. He became more started than he should be, but once she hit the ground and the guy ran off to get someone, he stopped him, "I got it," he said as he passed the guy, "I am her doctor..." He wasn't sure if the guy would have believed him or not, but he didn't care as he pushed forward to her, "Well, might not have needed to sign off on it," he said as he felt to his knees near her, looking in her eyes, "What's going on, tell me what you are feeling other than brain pains?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 20-Jun-22 09:44 PM
She could only grumble as she heard his voice standing over her now. She forced her eyes open, blinking at him a small bit before deciding it wasn't worth the harsh sunlight that was on them. "I am fine.." she tried again. "Just brain pain. It will go away." She assured him and rolled on her side away from him. "Don't doctor me.." she reminded him once more. She sharpest of the pain was already starting to calm down. She tried to reach for her jeans pocket, but the many straps she was strapped into held her away from it. "Ugh.. help me with these please." She then asked him in frustration. One of her pills was in her pocket.
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 20-Jun-22 09:57 PM
Stephen quickly burst into action, he couldn't help but smile when she uttered her famous line, "Don't doctor me..." "Not doctor at this point," he said with a smirk, "More like making sure you don't die of an explosion in your noggin in the middle of a field where people are landing from skydiving." As she asked for helps with the peoples, he thought that she meant grab the pills, not take the straps off, he would begin to reach into the tight pockets of her pants, looking for the small pill before finally grasping it.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 21-Jun-22 03:07 AM
She couldn't help the soft surprise as he suddenly just reached into the pocket of her jeans. Even if he was doing it to help her it made his hand brush against her hip and outer thigh, only the very thin layer of fabric of the pocket between it. And he stayed there for quite a bit as he looked for the small pill that was lost in it. By the time he took his hand back, her face was just slightest bit flushed and she quickly took the pill from him and popped it in her mouth to swallow it. She would have taken it with water, but there was none around. She then turned her gaze away, hoping he wouldn't notice the slight pink on her cheeks. "I'm fine.." she once more said, her voice still sounding annoyed. "It will go away soon enough.. no big deal." @DoctorTriangular
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 23-Jun-22 06:22 AM
"I gotcha," he said with a smile, "But, I can't let you stay here in the middle of the LZ. Come on, let's get you back to the building..." He didn't ask permission or worry about if she would give him sass about it, he would slowly let his arms sweep under her upper body and knees as he would pick her up, almost with ease, she almost felt too light to him. He would have to check out on that again when he "doctorer" her again, or when he was allowed too. He looked down at her with a smile and a wink as he continued to walk in the direction of the building.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 23-Jun-22 07:05 AM
“H-hey!” She yelled at him as he suddenly swooped her up from the ground in an almost princess manner. She first pushed off from him, but as soon as she noticed that he had a firm hold on her and was not letting her go she wrapped her arms around his neck so she would not fall. She quickly buried her face into his chest to hide that blush that had slowly deepened. She could only hope that once they got off the landing zone and he let her down it would have calmed down as well. “You’re an ass..” she said as they were halfway down, but at least by then she was starting to give in to being carried around like princess. The instructor that had jumped down with her found them again and got in line. “Is she doing alright?” He asked, which only made Alex more pissed off as it almost sounded like she was not there. “I am fine.” She said as she took her face out of his chest. The guy looked from her to Stephen, clearly not trusting her opinion over his. “We knew she had some things going on, but her doctor signed off on her jumping.” He explained, clearly trying to get rid of the liability. By that point they had reached the edge of the landing zone and before he could answer the instructor further she needed to get out of his arms. “You can put me down now.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 23-Jun-22 10:08 AM
"I know I am," he smirked as she called him an ass, but as she threw her arms around him and buried her head in his chest, he got a warm and fuzzy feeling deep within his chest and stomach, "I got her, she is okay. Her doctor is a moron for signing off on that. He probably didn't realize what it would do to effect her." As they got to the building, he found a bench outside of the building, ultimately deciding to let her sit there instead of the cramped office. He sat her down as she said he could put her down, resting her gently on the bench, "Well, that was something..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 23-Jun-22 10:28 AM
Lucky for her by the time he sat her down on that bench her blush had fixed itself and she was no longer showing the embarasment of being carried around like a princess. She had clearly not forgiven him completely yet as he sat her down and she started to undo the straps around her, finding them restricting now. She quickly stripped the harnas off. “Well at least we agree on one thing, that my doctor is a moron.” She said, almost more to herself then to him. But she knew what this meant most likely. It was going to be much harder to get him to sign off on stuff like this next time. So damn unlucky. At least she seemed to be doing alright again. She got up from that bench, wanting to prove to him she was fine again. The attacks from the headaches were painful and strong, but usually didn’t last long. She stretched herself out. “Yup! It was cool.” She said, almost in a nonchalant reason. “Well, if that was all.” She then said, just wanting to put distance between them. She didn’t need another headache to overcome her and him pampering over her again. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 23-Jun-22 10:32 AM
He sat beside her while she recovered for a few moments, smiling at the ground as she bashed him, "What is your problem with me and this treatment, Alex?" He couldn't help but feel an anger, stress, and anxiety of all that just happened to him, but he continued to push for happiness and she didn't want any of it.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 23-Jun-22 10:38 AM
She paused for a moment, looking at the floor herself. Taking a deep breath. “You come out of nowhere, take the place of the doctor that I actually liked.” She paused. “And then tell me to get my act together and be happy even though I am dying.” She said as she looked up at him. “I don’t really see how you would think that is a treatment I would just get long with in a second.” She said to him in a bit of a sarcastic manner, making him think about it. “I get it, you are a doctor. This is what you do. You spend probably ten years in a goddamn school to be a doctor and now you can finally do it.” She said to him. “And then you have to treat me. Little old Alex who doesn’t want to fight.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 23-Jun-22 10:44 AM
"Little old Alex who doesn't want to fight..." He sighed as he looked up at the sky, "I am not asking for a miracle here, I was just looking for a little bit of help and happiness with the plan. Even if it was just a stupid thing in your mind..." He stood for a moment, "If that is the case, Alex," he said with a sadness in his voice, one of disappointment, "What can I do to make sure that you are happy? That is all I want..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 23-Jun-22 10:49 AM
She let that question hang in the air for a small while as she looked at him. Why did it bother her that he seemed sad about that? Why did she hate that fact that he decision seemed to have now ruined someone else’s life and dreams. She took a deep breath and let it dance of her lips into the air. The only answer she could find to his question was that he could not. So instead she ignored his question and asked him something else. “So, in this perfect little world of yours. Where I would be a wonderful patient. What is your plan? How would you treat me? How would you assure that happiness you seem to find so important?” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 23-Jun-22 06:55 PM
As the two would sit beside each other on the bench, he would look at the ground, counting individual blades of grass. He was waiting for a sarcastic remark or a sadistic look at things. He smiled as she asked the question... "That's the beauty, Alex," he said as he would lean back on the bench, looking directly in her eyes, "In a perfect world, where you a wonderful patient, you still may die. There is no perfect world in this scenario unfortunately, the best thing we can do its look into treating your brain with what medicines we have available and what little knowledge we have against this thing. Unfortunately, that still might not be enough. Do I want you looking at an end date during this time? No... So I guess my perfect world involves you living like there is no end date. Feeling like you do, the sarcasm, the cynical behavior. It is only causing your brain to look at the end date as more of a way out..." He would sit forward again, "Manic depression, major anxiety... Dealing with a brain tumor is bad enough, add those to on top of that, you have a equation for the same thing that killed my mother. And I may not have known you for more than a couple of days, talked even less than an hour, but Alex. I like you. I don't want that for anyone, but you even less."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 23-Jun-22 07:55 PM
She closed her eyes and just gave that a bit of a thought, but what he was asking of her. "I can't pretend there is no end date when there is one.." she simply told him. It was a truth that she was living with every single day. How could he just ask her to ignore that? It was there, looming over her every single moment. "I just don't see how fighting this.. how accepting having poison put into my veins and becoming violently ill as a result of that could possibly be a better option then what I am doing right now." She said. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 24-Jun-22 11:16 AM
"I get it," Stephen said, almost defeated in his response. She really was presistent in this, maybe he should just give up, he thought to himself, but he couldn't do it. "But, I also don't..." he said with a head turn, "If someone told me that I had an end date but I could prolong it or even eclipse it with any kind of treatment, I would be head over heels to do it. There is so much in life to experience outside of these little trips, like the smile of a first born, the smell of a fresh cut grass at your first home, love..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 24-Jun-22 11:25 AM
Again, those were not the thing she wanted to hear. She couldn't bear hearing about never having her own place, about never becoming a mother. About how she kept everyone at arms length because she didn't want to get close enough to anyone to start caring. Because that was the hardest part of this all, leaving behind the ones she cared about. She wrapped her arms around herself. "Just.. don't.. that is unfair." She said to him before he could continue. She bit down on her jaw and pressed her lips together, forcing herself to not cry in front of him. How could she show him...? "Fine.." she eventually said. "Do it. Do your doctor thing. Get me my options. Get me whatever trials you think could work. Whatever treatment would fit. But only on one condition." She said as she looked up at him. Her slightly red nose the only sign that she had been close to crying. "When we talk about it.. I want numbers. I want to know odds, succes rates, side effect, treatment length and more. You don't get to talk emotions then.. or I will walk out that door and I will get someone else." @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 24-Jun-22 11:30 AM
A spark of life, excitement, and general happiness hit his lips and eyes as a smile would creep slowly across his face, "That sounds fair," he said with the smile permanently attached at this point, "Numbers, odds, success rates, all of that will be given and you will definitely be given the opportunity to say no. I am not someone who is gonna just experiment on you to do so. Everything that I will do will be for your survival and nothing more..." They sat there for a few moments after the conversation and the moment lingered for a while, "How are you feeling now?" Once she answered, if it was a positive one, he would ask, "Umm, weird question," he put the hand on the back of his neck, rubbing for a minute, still in his jump suit, "After we change back to our stuff, do you wanna go get something to eat? I am not doing anything today and I have my motorcycle... If you wanna ride...?
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Alexandra Payne BOT 24-Jun-22 11:58 AM
She would hold his eyes for a moment after he gave his answer and then reached out her hand towards him. If he took it she would shake it. "Deal." She said and took it back before silence once more creeped up between them. At least it had stopped him talking.. that was something. So why was that silence so.. suffocating? His sudden question took her off guard, but it did make her realize that the headache was gone now, just the soft nag remaining that always seemed to be there. "Better." She answered him honestly. However it was that next question that took her completely off guard. She really just gave him a strange look anf narrowed her eyes at him, yet he seemed genuine. She almost felt that blush creep back up and quickly pushed it down. "Only if you are paying." She said then before she got up from her seat and started to undo the straps. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 24-Jun-22 12:29 PM
He would shake her hand when she reached for the deal, this was a huge step in the healing process and he was glad to have her slight agreement. "Obviously," he would laugh when she said he would have to pay, "I mean, I have to make up for all this doctoring I had promised not to do." He laughed as he stood up and extended a hand to the girl as he walked past, helping her up as they walked to the respective dressing rooms. He was unsure of if she wore anything special or not, but he would tear the wingsuit that he was wearing off as quick as possible, replacing them with boots, blue jeans, a button down brown flannel shirt and covered that with a leather jacker for riding. He stood outside of the building waiting for her to arrive.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 24-Jun-22 08:53 PM
She would disappear in one of the dressing rooms and find the locker that held her backpack to get changed again. She changed back into the distressed jeans she wore earlier, a black tank top that hugged close to her body and and a flanel fest that she kept unbuttoned. She also put back on her ring and necklace that she had needed to take off. She then came back out where he was waiting for her. His suspicion from before would be sort of confirmed and that was that she was skinny. Maybe not dangerously so, but she was closing in at the underweight category. It wasn't that she did not want to eat, she was actually quite a foody as he would discover soon, but some days the headaches just plaqued her to much for her to think about food. She saw him standing there and for the first time she actually took a moment to look at him. He was good looking.. a sharp jaw, fit body, slightly longer hair that fell around his face in a messy way. He was also much taller then she was. She quickly brushed her admiration from her mind again. "Okay, I am ready." @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 25-Jun-22 12:22 PM
As Alex would appear, he couldn't help but find him in awe of the girl in front of him. While she was underweight, only his Doctor brain would shout that, his guy mind was screaming, HOLY SHIT SHE IS HOT, but he had to quiet that portion of his mind as it was not appropriate or anything that he wanted to cross. But, his thoughts immediately went in an opposite direction. He smiled at her as she came around the corner, his hair pulled back into a small bun on the back of his head so he could put the helmet on he would greet her, "Awesome," he said with a smile, "What food were you thinking? I usually try to avoid seafood or Indian food after flying, too much on the stomach."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 25-Jun-22 08:30 PM
"Ooh no no no." She suddenky said waving a finger at him. "Look. You don't go for an adrenaline high and not end the day with absolutely aweful food. We are going to Burger Pop." She said decidedly as she started to walk with him to his motorcycle. Burger Pop was one of those food places that had the type of burgers that no person should ever eat. As big as you grown man hand and stacked to oblivion. The place itself in poppy retro colors, waiters on rollerskates and an oldschool jukebox in the corner. "Let's go!" @Big Daddy Doc
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 25-Jun-22 08:44 PM
As she told him where they were going he laughed, "I like a woman who can take control," he smiled, but internally screamed as he really just said that last line outloud, "So, um, I do have a doctory request..." He sighed as he walked forward to the bike, upset that he had to say this, "Again, you shouldn't be riding a motorcycle like this, but I have a spare helmet in the saddle bag, you are gonna take the full faced on and sit in front of me. If something does happen, I am gonna be a meat shield for you."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 25-Jun-22 08:54 PM
She couldn’t help just the slightest of blushes to decorate her cheeks and she would quickly reach into her bag to take out her sunglasses in an attempt to hide it. The sun was still very much out and as it was starting to get later in the day it was climbing down to shine low over the ground. As they reached the motorcycle she couldn’t help but admire it. She even went as far as to let her hand glide over the body. It was beautiful. She had always wanted to get herself one, but of course that was not going to happen. As he began his talk she was about to get angry at him when he continued it. “Sit in front? Isn’t that even more dangerous..?” She asked him, but she shrugged and said she was fine with that. She removed her sunglasses again and took the helmet from him to put it over herself. His head was much bigger then her and she needed to adjust the straps quite a bit to make it fit her head. She then climbed into the motorcycle with him once he was ready. Since a motorcycle wasn’t made to be ridden this way, the space in front of him was quite slim. She could instantly feel herself sliding back till she was snug against him, her back flush against his chest and her rear buried against his crotch. It made her bite down on her lip and was almost happy that helmet covered her entire face. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 25-Jun-22 09:03 PM
"Normally, yes," he would respond when asked if it would be more dangerous, "But, I would feel more comfortable if I could catch you in front of me before you fell off the back of the bike." He would watch as she went to the front of the bike. He handed her his helmet, which was obviously way bigger for her than it needed to be, but she adjusted accordingly. After she was on the bike, he would join her and the puzzle of trying to sit themselves comfortably would begin. He would throw his leg over the back of the seat, the more racing style of the bike making it easy for him to shelter her between himself and the body of the motorcycle. As he felt her body slide down into him, he gulped for a moment, feeling an already increasing arousal to this girl beginning to rise of a unfriendly level. As he would put the key into the ignition, he would find the helmet in a side bag, throwing it on his head as he moved his body in place over her, bending her into the frame as he did, his body fully pressed into her back, he tried to give her breathing room. "How do you want to do this? Slow and comfortable, or do you want a little adrenaline?" Why did he just ask that...?
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Alexandra Payne BOT 25-Jun-22 09:09 PM
The little struggle between them as they tried to find a way to make this position work that was obviously not meant to be done on a motorcycle, let alone one like this. As he bend forward to grab a hold of the handles, he took her with him and she was just completely embraced by him, causing her rear to stick out even more and press against him. She could feel.. something there but she told herself that was most likely just his jacket that was bunched up. Yet is was a weird experience. She had not been this close to a guy like this is a long time and it was making her heart beat fast in her chest. As they finally seemed to have figured it out and he seemed to get them ready to take off she would hear him talk to her. She couldn’t help the chuckle coming from her lips as he asked. She considered it for a second, she was snug. He had not lied when he said that he could catch her if anything happened. She was stuck underneath him wether she wanted to be or not. “I think you know my answer to that.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 25-Jun-22 09:16 PM
He would nod, "Alright, you asked for it..." He smiled in the helmet, but it was not like she would be able to see this, he would turn the key, roaring the motor under them to life with a loud clatter and the rumble beginning to shake the two of them. However, he didn't think about this at all, and it was becoming very apparent that the rumble and the movement of her rear against his crotch that the arousal he felt might not go away anytime soon and things were becoming a BIGGER problem. As he would lean forward and pull the throttle back, a rev in the engine would become louder, he wasn't sure of her reaction, but he hoped that it made her smile, she had a lovely smile...
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Alexandra Payne BOT 25-Jun-22 09:26 PM
It did give her that exact adrenaline rush that he had been hoping for. The sound of the motorcycle was beautiful and rough. She could feel it vibrating through her entire body to the very tips of her toes. She would rest her feet on top of his as it was the only place she could rest them. “Well.. what are you waiting for?” She would tease him with an obvious smile in her voice even if he could not see her face and as he started to pull out of the parking lot she couldn’t help but feel that intense joy in her chest. The drive was intense and beautiful. The wind rushing past her body and every time he would move the bike to turn it would feel like such a natural thing to her. The whole time she was smiling and laughing, whooping from time to time as he would make them go faster again. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 26-Jun-22 10:02 AM
Once they left the parking lot, he could feel her excitement beginning to rise with every twist and turn of the motorcycle. He could hear the excitement and smile in her voice with each and every turn of the bike and especially with each acceleration of the throttle as well. He even would turn the bike hard to one side or the other just to try and get a reaction out of the girl. Once they finally made their way to the place that the GPS in his phone on his ear pointed him too, he stopped the bike in a parking spot and smiled. "So," he said with a smile, "Was that fun?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 26-Jun-22 10:11 AM
By the time they stopped she was amazed and exhilerated. Even as he stopped and pulled up to the parking lot she just yelled excitedly in the air. As he rose from his position she did so with him, pressing herself even tighter against him as she put her arms in the air. "Are you kidding me!? That was amazing!" She said to him as she took of her helmet and petted her hair back into it's place. "Why would anyone even want a car." She said chuckling. She starting to climb of the motocycle. Struggling a little bit to move her leg over to his half and almost kicking him in the chest in the process. "Woops.. sorry." @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 26-Jun-22 10:18 AM
When she excited squealed, even when parking, he couldn't help but laugh as it seemed like she was enjoying this more than anyone he ever seen on the bike. But, as she poked back into him trying to rise from the bike, he prayed that she wouldn't feel what having her crushed under him and having her ass vibrating on his crotch had done to him as he was almost fully erect, but the jeans he wore helping to restrict things a little better than he thought. As she threw her leg over the bike kicking him in the chest, "Dang," he said with a smile, "Was it that bad of a ride?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 26-Jun-22 10:21 AM
"Don't be a baby, I am just trying to get off." She quickly said as she finally managed to get off the side and stretch herself out. She rubbed over her rear at the spot that she had believed his jacket to have been bundled up. It had caused a little bit of a sore spot. She handed him back the helmet before turning towards the burger joint. "Well come on then. I am starving." She said as she started to walk towards the joint. "And since you are paying I can havr an extra helping of union rings." She teased him while rubbing her hands together. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 26-Jun-22 10:31 AM
He laughed, but noticed that she was rubbing the spot on her back that was almost directly on his crotch. He immediately grew nervous. She didn't say anything, but she knew, right? She had to know, right? He followed her into the 1950s looking diner. He had never been to place like this, but it was like the old retro diners you would see on television or in movies. As he would follow her in, the sound of the 50s tunes coming from an old jukebox, the smell of burgers, hotdogs, and fries, he could come to like this place. He watched as she made the table arrangements at moved to a table. He would hold her seat out for her and slowly push her in once she was sat. As he would take his seat, menus would be placed in front of them, "What do they have here?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 26-Jun-22 10:35 AM
She liked this place and came here more often when she got the chance. Sadly those chances had become less and less. So of course now that the opportunity had presented itself, this was her first choice. As they were seated at a table she smiled at him as he helped her into her seat and she didn't even need to look at the menu to know what she was going to order. "Their burgers are amazing. The onion rings are good as well and I absolutely love their deluxe milkshakes." She instructed them as she pointed at the menu to the respective things. "Some people also like their hotwings, but meh.. doesn't beat their burgers." "Good afternoon. My name is Daisy and I will be your waitress. Can I get you a drink?" A girl asked that had skated to their table. "A mint chocolate chip milkshake for me please." @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 26-Jun-22 10:42 AM
He would follow along on the menu as she would begin to show him each thing she listed off, "Whoa," he said with a giggle in his voice, "How often do you come here?" As the waitress would make her way over, Daisy her name, he would look over the menu, "Let's go with a chocolate shake, something to try out, might try another as well later. What is the best thing her, Daisy? My friend here seems to be under the assumption that burgers are the best, but I want the gorgeous waitress' opinion." He never denied being a flirt when it comes to talking with women, he was an open flirt.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 26-Jun-22 10:49 AM
"Too often." She chuckled as he asked how often she came here. She would watch him as he suddenly blatantly started to flirt with the waistress. The girl instantly blushed and brought her hand to her face to hide her soft chuckle. "Well.. if you have to insist." She said as she bent forward a little bit, bringing them closer and pointing to the menu. "I don't think you could ever go wrong with the double stack." She said. Pointing to a burger that had almost everything on top of it. "I must warn you though, it can be quite spicy." She chuckled at him as she winked. "I will be right back with your drinks." And off she went. Alex couldn't help but roll her eyes and sit back in the booth a little bit at the display. "Maybe you should tell her you are a doctor. She might just swoon right in front of you." She scoffed. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 26-Jun-22 01:13 PM
"She just might, right?" He nodded with a playful smirk as he looked across the table at her, "I think I am gonna take that burger that she recommended." He smiled as he would look across the menu, "So like double onion rings for you? What do I want... Cheese sticks! I want cheese sticks!"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 26-Jun-22 06:44 PM
She couldn’t help the slight cringe that could be read on her face as he seemed to go along with her suggestion of telling her he was a doctor. Ooh god.. I bet that would actually work on girl wouldn’t it? “Yeah.. you do that.” She just said, giving him a bit of a scoff and chuckle at the same time. “Yes, double onion rings!” She said excitedly. “And I want the regular cheese bacon burger and twisted fries.” She started to list of her order. In truth that was most likely already way to much food for her, but right now she was convinced she could muster it. She was hungry and still full of all the excitement of that day. She would look up to see the waitress already returning with their shakes, her eyes instantly stuck on Stephen. “Ooh, your fangirl is back already.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 27-Jun-22 05:27 PM
"Ooh, is someone jealous," he would return with a smile and a stuck out tongue, "Maybe I will let her know I am a badass doctor with almost a million in loan debt, that will help... Hello Daisy!" He smiled as his attention diverted from Alex to Daisy, "Daisy, I got to say, that is the most beautiful milkshake I have ever seen coming from the most beautiful waitress I have ever seen." He would notice a blush from the waitress who would smile before asking them what they would have, "Well, I will have that double stack that you mentioned, but can you add like a little bacon on there for me and then twisted fries. My friend here..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 27-Jun-22 08:59 PM
She would roll her eyes as he continued to be flirting with the waitress. It pissed her off even if she could not put a finger on why. So the moment she had the milkshake she would start poking it with a straw just to have something to do. That was when the idea hit her and she couldn't stop herself from grinning at it. "Ooh babe! Stop flirting with the waitress.. ugh he does this all the time.." she said and would reach for his hand while rolling her eyes at Daisy. "Sometimes I wonder why I stay with the guy. He needs his ego boosted all the goddamn time." She said shaking her head a bit. "Anyway. I will have the single cheese burger with twister fries please and a double helping of onioon rings." She smiled at Daisy. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 27-Jun-22 09:44 PM
As she began to act as if she was his girlfriend or whatever she thought in her mind, he couldn't help but smirk, oh she knew what she was doing and she was doing it very well, "I know, dear," he said with a smile, "What ya gonna do with me, a guy needs an ego boost every now and then?" He would look up at the waitress who didn't know if she was about laugh or cry, he smiled at her, "Sorry, dear, seems like the wife is not down for the whole swinging thing anymore. I remember when you use to be fun," he said as he looked back at her, "I guess, she is possessive now..." The waitress would laugh and let them know their food would be back quickly before immediately getting away from the weird couple in the corner. "You..." he said as he looked over at her with a smile before shouting at her in a whisper, "Cock block!"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 27-Jun-22 09:49 PM
“Ooh of course! Now it is my fault we stopped swinging.” He said, rolling her eyes to almost the back of her head. “It was not my fault that you were no longer welcome because you laid hands on just about ‘everyone’.” She said before peeking to the waitress. The sheer confused panic that was over her somehow was incredibly amusing to her. As soon as she left she could no longer contain her laughter and him angrily whispering at her only made that worse. “Ooh don’t be so angry Hubby~.” She tease him as she played with that straw some more. “That is what you get for doctoring me in the LZ.” She chuckled and took a sip of her milkshake. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 27-Jun-22 09:57 PM
"You almost fainted!" he whispered again as he looked at her, "Did you want me to let you get squatted by 400 pound Margret when she came in for landing? She was already panicking in the training class!" He smiled at her again before he noticed her playing with her straw, was this something? Na, probably not... But... He shock the thought out of his head, "What do you have planned for the rest of the day?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 27-Jun-22 10:00 PM
“Doesn’t matter Dr Ulrich! A promise is a promise.” She lectured him with a smile on her face. Why was she enjoying this so much? To tease him like that. Somehow seeing him just that slightly frustrated had her mood way up. A small dose of dopamine in her system that had not been there for a small while. “Hmm.. No plans really. I usually keep my time free after activities like these. Just in case.” She shrugged. That was her life. One step at the time. You never knew what could trigger you back into your bed. She rather under plan and make stuff up on the fly, then to have to cancel. “How about you? Now that I ruined your plans with the lovely Daisy over there.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 27-Jun-22 10:11 PM
"Since I can't take Daisy out like I had planned," Here is was, kind of a big swing in the dark, she had given hints and signs, but nothing concrete, "I was thinking of going back to the park later today, not sure what I would do there, but would you like to accompany me?" He hoped the tone of what he was trying to prevail was there, but he couldn't help but feel she saw a bit of a friendly ask in that other than what he had intended.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 27-Jun-22 10:16 PM
“Pfft.. good try.” She would chuckle at him then. Even if she was having a very good time with him, she was not at the point in her mind to see him as anymore the her doctor. “I am afraid I have to tell you that I have had quite enough of your doctoring for a day.” She said with a chuckle. To him it was perhaps feeling like a rejection, but she really didn’t mean it that way. She simply saw it as him wanting to make sure she was alright the rest of the day, nothing more then that. And she didn’t want his pity. “I am sure you can find another Daisy to keep your entertained.” By that time Daisy came over as if called and placed down their food on the table. This time she didn’t bother to really talk to them much, still seemingly flustered by their little act before. She just looked between the both of them and smiled awkwardly before she skated off again. “Okay.. maybe it was just a little bit mean.” She chuckled then as she reached for her onion rings. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 27-Jun-22 10:24 PM
Indeed the feeling of rejection ran over him, but it was a big shot to make and he was kind of proud of her for rejecting him the way she did. He looked over at her and smiled, "Good decision," he laughed as he looked down at her, "I might have to find one." "A little mean," he said with a smirk, "I think you traumatized the poor girl..." He couldn't help but have a devious smile come to his mind, "So, we can make this so much worse," he jotted down a fake number on a piece of paper, "Do you have lip stick?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 27-Jun-22 10:31 PM
“Maybe.. is it bad that I don’t feel bad?” She chuckled at him as she munched on that first onion ring. Only when he asked for lipstick did she look back towards him. “Uhmm…” she said, thinking about that. She was normally not really the type to wear lipstick. Yet she went into her backpack and rummaged around eventually finding the one she had used at her parents wedding anniversary. “Here.” She said. It was a deep burgundy red, a pretty vibrant color. She looked at him questioning as she saw that number on the paper, wondering if that was actually his. “What are you doing?” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 27-Jun-22 10:35 PM
Once she tried to hand it to him, he waved it off... "No, apply it," he said with a smirk, "What I want you do to do, kiss it and sign your fake name on it and take it to her before we leave..." He couldn't help but smirk as he did this and finished the fake number, which was actually the number to the sky diving academy.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 27-Jun-22 10:39 PM
She looked at him in a confused way at first until she realized what he was saying. “That is so mean..” she said but at the same time her eyes were dancing with amusement. She looked over her shoulder to the girl who was now serving others and then pulled out her phone so she could look at the black screens reflection to apply the lipstick. The bold color of it stood out instantly. Once she was sure that it was applied right she placed a kiss in the corner of it and quickly hid it away underneath the tray. No use for her to see it right now. She was chuckling softly as she grabbed one of the napkins and started to wipe the lipstick off again. She was mostly succeeding, but it did leave a reddish stain behind on her lips. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 27-Jun-22 10:41 PM
"See you like a bit of fun, then?" he laughed as he watched her place it under the tray of stuff, "Didn't even have to double dog dare you." He would grab his food and finish it, while they began to make small talk, "So, tell me more about you, Alex? Stuff I wouldn't know from the charts..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 27-Jun-22 10:47 PM
“I skydive for fun.” She said as she rolled her eyes at him with a chuckle. “You should have guessed that I am not that boring, Dr Flirt.” She teasing him. She finally grabbed a hold of her burger and attempted to take a bite of it without getting it all over her face. Of course she didn’t quite succeeded and soon needed to grab for another napkin to wipe of her mouth. “Not much to tell.” She shrugged at him as she finished the bite in her mouth. “Maybe I am a boring person..” she suddenly said with a soft chuckle. “I suck at math? That is something.” She tried to make light of it.
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 27-Jun-22 10:55 PM
"I mean that is something, so am I!" He would say with a smirk, before laughing, "I lied, I am great at math... It is something that I have to be good at for doctoring as you call it." He took a bit of the burger as well, taking a piece of the bacon that fell out and securing it in his mouth too, "But, come on, think of something I want secrets and scandal!"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 27-Jun-22 11:00 PM
“I was going to say.. there is no way you are bad at math.” She said to him with a bit of an annoyed look as she also went for another bite of the burger. Each time she needed to wipe her mouth, simply not having one big enough to fight that burger. It was good though! Very good “You make it sound like every single person in the world has secrets and scandals!” She said to him with a chuckle. “I just don’t..” she said, throwing her hands up. “You go then if it that easy. Tell me a secret.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 27-Jun-22 11:03 PM
"Umm," he took a moment to think about it before he responded, taking another bite of the burger and fries, taking a drink of the milkshake to wash it down, "Secret, umm, I am single, obviously, ummmmm..." He continued to think for a moment, "Umm, my biggest one was the mother thing and you kinda got that out of me the first day..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 27-Jun-22 11:11 PM
“Yeah.. that is not really a secret.” She teased him as he said that he was single. There was no questioning that. He was such an open flirt it was hard to believe he would have someone waiting for him at home. As he mentioned his mom her face kind off fell. She had pushed that away kind off. She couldn’t imagine how hard that must have been for him. The mood instantly seemed to have changed a bit on that table. “I am sorry..” she said again, feeling like she should apologize. She quickly tried to think of something that she could say back to him. To lighten the mood maybe. “I have a spot at the beach that only I know about..” she then said as she poked at her fries. “I go there when I want to be alone.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 27-Jun-22 11:15 PM
"Oh, secret beach spot?" He said with a smile, "Nice! I bet it is awesome..." He smiled down at the burger and immediately felt the mood change as well, but was quickly to move away from the mood as well, "I don't know anything about this town, I moved her after I was finished with the neuroscience stay I had at one of those fancy giant hospitals in the city. I am sure they have went over the thousands of them with you, so I won't mention it. No doctoring right..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 27-Jun-22 11:35 PM
“Yep. To bad you will never know it, because I ain’t sharing that spot with anyone.” She said determined, hoping that it would dissolve that mood and it seemed that it was working. She sighed then, playing more with her food. “My parents actually moved here especially for Dr McCall.” She then said. “They had heard great, miraculous stories about him. The top of the list. The doctor who got to do all the fancy new drug trials. The one who could cure me.” She said. “You can imagine how mad they were when I refused them all..” she said. It had destroyed her relationship with her parents. Daily fights over her getting this treatment, about not caring enough. Her house had stopped being a safe space long ago and it was why that spot on the beach was so special to her. “They were quite pissed when I said Dr McCall retired.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 27-Jun-22 11:54 PM
"If you were refusing all treatment," he asked with a curious tone as he continued to tear into the burger, three-quarters of it almost gone, "why would they be pissed when he retired? Did they not think he would be replaced by someone as good?" He straightened his chest and acted like he adjusting a tie on his chest in a mocking way before looking down, smirking while he did.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 27-Jun-22 11:58 PM
"I guess they still held hope that one day he would convince me." She chuckled. "The amount of time they have been at his office yelling at him to just force me. That they would sign all the papers for me. To claim me tobe clinically insane so I wouldn't be able to say no." She said, looking down at her milkshake. "I know they are trying to be good parents.. but they are going about it the wrong way." She shrugged. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 28-Jun-22 12:08 AM
He would listen and feel his heart break at her words, she definitely didn't need the undue stress, but for hear parents to attempt to go to such lengths to have her have completed treatments. He felt almost guilty as he looked down at his milkshake as well. He looked up, a concerned look on his face, "Are they still this pushy with it or have they given you the space you need with all of this?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 28-Jun-22 12:26 AM
She couldn’t keep the almost saddened laugh from her face. “Of course not.” She said. “Why would they ever give up on this till the day they actually have to put me in the ground. And I will promise you it will be talk of my funeral. ‘If only she accepted treatment.’” She said as she almost felt tears prick in her eyes. She quickly blinked them away and broke eye contact with him. “And I don’t have money to move out on my own. I have tried to find organisations to help me, but I don’t qualify for any of them.” She said. “So yeah.. Whatever.” She said, not wanting to go all emotional of him. She quickly put another bite of the burger in her mouth. One that was way to big and had her covering her mouth as she tried to struggle through that. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 28-Jun-22 12:35 AM
Stephen listened, almost too intently to her answer, he felt that pain that he had seen, but pain in a different way, pain of trying to force his mother to do the same treatments that her parents are trying to force her to do. He felt guilt in that moment, guilt for pushing her to the treatments that he wanted her to do, something that he knew she truly didn't want. But, he didn't felt guilt in the fact that he wanted her to live past her 'fictional' expiration date that everyone had been giving her. He looked up from his milkshake, a soft smile across his face, "It's okay to not want anything to do with your parents..." The words came across almost too easily for him, "I have told you about my mother... Maybe I should tell you about my father. He immediately left when my mother got her brain scans and it was determined inoperable. He left a note on the fridge that said he couldn't do it anymore and just vanished into thin air. He didn't want to fight with her, he just wanted to run from a situation that, obviously, had gotten sour with my mother. He didn't care if it left me without that person either. I don't think he really cared about anyone other than himself in that moment." He sighed for a moment, "He fought with her for months to try and get her to do the fighting against her tumors, but she didn't have the strength. And who was he to push that on her, she could make her own decisions, just like you can make your own decisions. If you were to look at me in the office on your next visit and say, 'I am done fighting this...' I don't think I would blame you... I would just be so fucking sad that I failed someone like you, because in the half a day I have known you, Alex, you have laid such an impression on me that I can't begin to describe to you. Your witty, smart, fun, and a fucking genuine person... Something the world needs to keep around more of..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 28-Jun-22 07:56 AM
She would listen to his story as she poked more at her burger. Her appetite had left her a little bit since they started to speak about their parents. She still forced herself to take more bites of it, knowing that she was already to thin and she actually been looking forward to it. “It is not that I don’t care about my parents. I do.. they were good parents to me. It is just that ever since that tumor got discovered it seems like that is all that I am. I was no longer their daughter who liked skateboarding and loud music. Suddenly I was a patient, a sick person, someone who was going to die.” She sighed to him. “It just.. gets old real quick.” She said with the slightest sad chuckle. “I don’t want them out of my life, I just need space from them.” She explained. As he suddenly seemed to turn the conversation on her she looked back up at him again. “Well.. I kinda did tell you that and you told it was not okay.” She teased him, trying to make this conversation a little bit more lighthearted. She sighed out deep. She didn’t like him saying those things about her. She had always been bad at taking compliments, but ever since knowing that she wasn’t going to be around for long, making connections like this was hard for her. She was both enjoying her time with him and screaming at herself to get the fuck out. She eventually leaned backwards, giving up on the last bits of food as she just couldn’t stomach them at this moment. “Feel free to finish that.” She told him, forcing a smile on her face. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 28-Jun-22 02:34 PM
"I am okay..." he said with a sigh as he sat back as well, the bacon cheeseburger and fries filling up his stomach as well, "I think I am done myself, that was a big meal for such a little place. Good pick on the place." He smiled over at her, trying to ease what was obvious tension between the two, or even if he felt so, "Do you need help getting back to your place or...?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 28-Jun-22 08:05 PM
The tension between then could suddenly cut the air and she could feel it in almost her entire body. She hated it. It was that same tension that she always felt when she was at home. This had been a bad idea. What had she been thinking? He was her doctor. Of course the conversation would lead to this. "No, I can make it back myself." She told him then. "And I think that is exactly what I am going to do." She pushed herself up fron the seat and hauled her backpack into her shoulder. "Thanks for the food doc, see you are the next appointment." She said without even looking at him again and just walked off inna fast pace. The receipt with the kissing lips still under the tray, the joke forgotten. She just needed to get out of here and she could only hope that him needing to pay gave her just enough time to make it outside. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 29-Jun-22 03:14 PM
He sat there, almost completely stunned. As she stated that she would make it back herself, he sighed, but didn't expect the next motions as she stood and began to leave, "Uh, wai..." his words just feel into the ether as he watched her begin to move quickly towards the door, she even left the note for the dare on the table. A semblance of what had just happened between the two of them. He sighed as he would reach down, grabbing the piece of paper that had laid between the two of them, he would place it in his pocket with a sigh. As the girl would return, he would smile up at her, "Did your wife leave?" "She wasn't..." he thought about it for a second, almost dropping the joke as well, "Yeah, she was a little upset, but I will pay for this whenever you get the bill..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 29-Jun-22 07:48 PM
She left for her house with mixed feeling. On one hand she had a good day, a fun day. Filled with adrenaline, laughs and good food. On the other hand she was now feeling aweful. Their conversation having brought so many emotions bubbling up. It had been a long time since she had spoken out loud about her feelings towards her parents. It made her not want to go home. Yet of course she had no choice in the end. ‐---------- It was another two weeks before she would see him again. It was time for her next appointment with him. The last two weeks had been uneventful and quite boring. She had failed another test, but at least passed two others at school. Her parents were still annoyed about the new doctor and even if they didn't tell her, it wouldn't surprise her if they had already went over there to talk to him. She herself didn't know how to feel about it. That afternoon had played in her head a lot. It had been fun, she had been happy for just a little bit. And to her that wad worth something. But he was also her doctor. She shouldn't be friends with her doctor should she? So she was going to be his patient today and try and not talk about their little 'date' . Even so she couldn't help feeling nervous as she waited in the waiting room. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 30-Jun-22 07:54 PM
He felt conflicted in his thoughts after that event, heading home on his bike while she immediately left in an Uber or however she would have gotten home, she didn't talk to him, but he couldn't expect she would as he never gave him her personal number. The next two weeks went by with no mention, nothing from her, and no searching out for him. He didn't expect, but in the back of his mind, he kinda thought she would, but he was left disappointed. He knew it was the wrong decision to search for him, he thought, but he would continue on. He sat in his office as he was finishing paperwork. He would get a knock on the door as one of the nurses would say, "Alexandra Payne is here," she would say with a smile, "Whenever you are ready." He smiled and nodded as she walked away, and he thought to himself, whenever I am ready, what if I am not... Moving to the lobby, he would smile as he opened the door and let her in, "Alex?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 30-Jun-22 08:10 PM
She was soon picked up by him. It brought her back to three weeks before that. Her first meeting with him. So similar, yet was it the same? She couldn’t help but notice him in a slight different light. As the man she had gone out for food and had made her laugh. The way they had teased that poor waitress till she had become flustered. She still was not a fan of all the talking.. but there was no way that she could think of him as just her doctor anymore. Thought what else that made them she was not sure. “Yes, I am here.” She said and got up to follow him to his office. She went inside and sat herself down in the same chair she had said before. She looked around his office and he seemed a lot more settled in. There were a few pictures now, his credentials on the wall, more books on the shelves. It felt less empty and more personal. “Soo..” she said, unsure what to say. Did she do her usual routine? Just asking if it grew? Ask for her refill? She remembered she had asked him to find her all the option. Her eyes scanning his desk to look for the stack of paperwork that that would lead to. “So how am I doing Dr Flirt?” She ended up with, needing to say something. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 30-Jun-22 08:16 PM
He was a little uncomfortable when he was bringing her back, unsure of how to proceed, "Hi, Alex," he would say as he brought her back to the office and sat at his desk, "So..." But, once she called him Dr. Flirt, he smiled as he looked over at her, "Doing pretty good for an escape artist," he said with a smile, as he couldn't resist a little barb, "I see that you went for the scans and everything, thank you for that, let's take a look at the scans." He would walk over to a little light board behind them and placed the scans on the board, as they shined through, he looked at them with her.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 30-Jun-22 08:23 PM
She scowled at him a little bit as he called her an escape artist. She wouldn’t have left if he had not been pushing the subject. She didn’t know why he would be salty about that. She had gone to get food with him, she just had skipped out before the bill. He was going to pay anyway. So she decided to not comment further on it. No use bickering. “Alright.” She said and followed with her eyes, paying attention to the scans that he put on the lightboard. She always hated this part. It made her feel strange. To see the inside of her own head, to see her brain and the shape of her eyeballs, the inside of her jaw and mouth. It made her feel almost.. exposed. Like someone was looking at her naked brain. It didn’t help that her naked brain was not normal. “It grew didn’t it?” She then asked a hint of sadness in her voice. Why else would he take the time to actually put her scans up. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 30-Jun-22 08:29 PM
"Let's see..." He said with a smile as he looked over the scans a little bit before holding a small ruler of sorts to the tumor part of the scans, "Actually..." He went back and measured again, before nodding his head and writing as confirmation, "No bigger, but actually just a small decrease. Looks like a little less swelling around the tumor has resulted in the tumor falling just a little bit, less than a millimeter, but some shrinkage." He held a scan of her previously and a new scan of her head together on the light board, "See, just a small bit," he said again, smiling, "Nothing to be disappointed or elated with. But, we might be working towards something good here."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 30-Jun-22 11:03 PM
She couldnt keep the shock from her face. "Decrease..? How?" She asked. It had never shrunk before. It had always gone in small burst. Having three scans with nothing and suddenly it grew in size once more. She got up and walked over to it, standing directly next to him as she looked up at the scans. She couldn't help the small shaking of her hand and had to grab into them to keep him from seeing it. She did see it. Just the tiniest little difference. "It never shrunk before.." was all she could say in that moment. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 30-Jun-22 11:10 PM
"We must be doing something right, huh?" Stephen said with a smile on his face as he began to take notes, holding the ruler up to the measurements again so she could get a look on it, "We are not out of the woods or anything, but progress is progress. Again, I will take less than a millimeter of shrinkage over nothing." He smiled at her, before looking at her hand shaking, "Are you okay?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 01-Jul-22 01:25 AM
She looked up at him and then down on her hand. She hadn't even noticed that she was shaking. "Ooh yeah.. fine.. i'm just..." she paused as she looked at the pictures hanging of her tumor again. What was she? Relieved? Happy? Shocked? "I don't know.." she eventually said. The feeling was so complicated. Was she allowed to be happy because it shrank? Even if she had been actively keeping them from doing it. When she had been refusing her treatment the way she had. Somehow it felt unfair towards everyone around her to feel happy in that moment. Yet she did.. the feeling incredibly overwhelming. And those thoughts only made the shaking worse. "I need to sit down." She said then as she turned around, the shaking in her legs almost making her trip before she reached the chair. She put her head in her hands. "I'm an idiot.." she said then to him. "I never eat before these things. Just can't stomach it before an appointment. Guess that is biting me now." She said. Chuckling softly in an attempt to laugh it off. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 02-Jul-22 09:35 PM
"Certainly," he said, almost instinctually reaching out to her to give her a helping hand when it comes to sitting down, but pulling back for a moment when she moved to the chair by herself. He couldn't help but feel like he needed to help her in more of a way than a doctor could provide and this feeling was extremely uncommon for him. He had tried to suppress any and all thoughts he had during this time to make sure that he didn't affect their doctor/patient relationship, something he had most certainly already violated with the skydiving and diner... fiasco. He had felt this strange emotion over seeing Alex again over the last couple of weeks, but she eased him down, only to stress him that this was a doctor/patient situation again when she felt emotional over how her tumor had shrank... "Wait," he would say as he sat down, "Your tumor had never shrunk before?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 02-Jul-22 09:53 PM
She would reach for her backpack and take out a bottle of water. Taking a good few sips to get herself feeling a bit less faint. She sighed deeply then and capped it once more as she took a deep breath. She kept the bottle in her hands in case she wanted to drink a bit more. “No.. never.” She said to him. “It just always grew and grew and grew.” She said, she looked down at the bottle, letting it dance in her hands. That feeling of guilt for being so happy about this still gnawing at her. Still feeling like she was allowed to feel that way. “Even when we actually tried to get it to shrink with drugs it never did.” She admitted. They had tried some things. Treatments that were not so invasive and that didn’t make her feel sick. But it had soon became apparant that it didn’t respond to that and needed the more ‘hardcore’ stuff that she didn’t want. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 02-Jul-22 10:03 PM
He would watch as she would generiously sip from her water bottle out of her bag. Making his way to his side of the desk, he would open the drawer and pull out a stash of treats. He would pull out a packet of peanut butter crackers, a bag of mini cookies, a multigrain bar, and a packet of mini M&M's offering them over to her on the desk, but not saying a word, "I understand that," he was careful in the way he wanted to word this as he could see it being a sore point, "But, is there anything that might have happened this past couple of weeks that might have changed it? Any less headaches? Anything like that?" He pulled out her chart, moving a pen to paper for the moment and beginning to take notes on what she might have to say.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 02-Jul-22 10:12 PM
She reached to the table grabbing the packet of mini M&M’s and opening it, she would empty it in her hand and if he was paying attention he would notice that she would pick out certain colors first. Starting with red, moving to green and going that way till there was only brown left before she ate those. “I don’t know.. maybe?” She said. “I did use less of my pills.” She said then, knowing that she still had quite a few left while normally she would need a good refill by now. “So I guess they were less.” She said. “I don’t know what changed.” She admitted. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 02-Jul-22 10:54 PM
"Umm, interesting," he would say with a smirk, his thoughts immediately moving to what he would think did it, but quickly releasing that thought before it even had a chance to move to his lips, she would immediately get snarky, he thought, "Well, I would highly recommend keeping with the medication, nothing like that is going to make it grow or hurt in anyway, but it is nice to see some shrinkage." He would stand and start walking around the desk before stopping and sitting at the edge, looking towards her, "We are not out of the woods, yet," he would proclaim, "And I don't want you getting discouraged if we see growth or issues with the next x-ray as these tumors are known to grow and shrink at random times, but I am very proud of you for doing whatever you did to make it go down. I wish we knew what it was so we could do more of that..." He lingered on that for a moment, giving her a gentle smile before he moved back to the front of his desk.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 02-Jul-22 11:39 PM
“No.. of course not.” She said to him perhaps a bit to snappy, as he said they were not out of the woods. Somehow she couldn’t help but be a bit annoyed at him saying that. Like she suddenly would believe she was getting better, like she wasn’t going to die. That wasn’t a thing. He should know she wasn’t that dumb. But she quickly pushed that feeling back down again. There was no use to get annoyed with him at that point. She ate the last of her M&M’s and then threw the wrapper into his trash bin. She was already feeling a little better, the shock of it having died down. She took a deep breath. “Well.. is that everything we needed to talk about?” She then said, looking up at him. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 03-Jul-22 12:00 AM
"I don't know, Alex," he said as he would take a momentary pause, "Do we need to talk about anything else?" He sounded a bit snippy, but he felt like he didn't mean it in the slightest. His thought was he was casually testing to see if they did need to talk about it. His mind was a whirlwind of emotions on the subject and he felt like he needed the moment to see if she was possibly serious about something here or if this would remain doctor/patient.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 03-Jul-22 12:05 AM
She looked down at the floor again. "I don't know.." she said honestly. There were so many conflicting things inside her. Part of her was glad that he seemed to not have brought up her treatment option, another part wanted to ask about them. Especially now that the tumor had shrank. But like he said. These tumor shrank and grew back all the time. It meant nothing. Just a lucky draw. That was all it was. So she got up from her chair and started to put her backpack into her shoulder. "Yeah no. I think we are good." She said then, flashing him a quick smile that was not genuine. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 03-Jul-22 12:10 AM
He had to act quick, he couldn't stop it now. He felt like every fiber in his body was losing the battle and she was going to reject him right now. This was it. It was all or nothing, put the cards on the table... All the other analogies... "Wait..." Time seemed to stand still for him, but he couldn't seem to place the words correctly in his mouth, so they spilled out... "Go out with me..." Well, that was lazy and unoriginal... "To this benefit gala... Your old doctor is having a benefit gala type of thing and he invited all of his replacements. I would love for you to be my plus one. Dinners with you seem fun..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 03-Jul-22 12:18 AM
“Wait…” She stopped and turned around, looking at him with a questioning look. “Go out with me..” The confusion only grew. What? Was her doctor just asking her out? “You’re my..” she started but then he continued his sentence. Her face kind of went ‘oooh’ and she shifted her weight so both her feet again. A benefit gala? Dr McCall loved those.. he had invited her to one before. Wanted her to be a speaker. He had talked about how important they were to gather funds for research. How there would be many rich people who could make donations. She paused though, not sure. It would be fun to see Dr McCall one last time though. She took a deep breath and then sighed. “Fine.. I will come. But only because free food and it would be cool to Dr McCall again.” She warned him. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 03-Jul-22 12:26 AM
"Free food seems to be your vice," he said with a smirk as he looked up at her for his permanent spot on the ground that seemed to be burning a hole from his embarrassed stare, "But, deal. Free food, you come to the gala with me." He looked over at the ground for a second more, "And if you wanna do anything else exciting, let me know." He placed her chart on the table and took the rest of the snacks, placing them back in the drawer. "Lost your chance on free crackers and cookies, though... These are now all mine."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 03-Jul-22 12:55 AM
It was about a week later when the Gala came around. She had asked her parents if it was alright to go and at first they had not been alright with it. But once they learned Dr McCall would be there and she wanted to see him, they were happy about it. And the more she thought about it, the more she was looking forward to going. She gathered some of the money she had put aside and went shopping for a dress, going by all the thrift stores to find one that she liked. She got lucky and found one she loved for a good price. It was just the smallest bit to big on her, but she would take it. So when the night came her parents drove her down to where the Gala was held. She would meet Stephen there. Somehow she was almost nervous.. She had DIY’ed some stitches on the dress to make it fit her better and had borrowed some black heels from her mother. Her legs were smooth and shaven. A small black choker around her neck. Her har was done up in a braided bun with soft wisps falling down past her face and she was wearing bold make-up with a smokey eye and dark red lipstick. She almost felt like she was going to prom. She clutched her purse with medication in her hand, waiting for Stephen to show up.
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 03-Jul-22 01:06 AM
The week went by slowly for Stephen, several patients and one of the worst cases he had seen had left him mentally drained, but the night of the Gala... His mood seemed to bounce greatly as he thought of Alex and just getting to spend time with her. He had been in several relationships, been involved in several friends with benefits or hook up situations, but Alex... something about her intrigued him beyond his wildest thoughts and emotions. She was a 'firecracker' as his old Southern grandfather would say, and he couldn't get enough of her. Days before the Gala, he had reached out to her via her phone number, something he vowed never to do, but after they exchanged numbers before he left, he texted her and let her know that he would be there a couple of hours before the event started, and he spared no expensive. Pulling up to Gala in a very nice tux, driving a rented blacked out Escalade. He would treating this as a date, even if they had never officially said that... I mean, he did ask her to go out with him... As he would pull up to the Gala, he would see her waiting in the wings of the building for him and his jaw would immediately, everything from the smokey eyes, to the choker, to the expensive looking black dress... She was perfect. He had to gather himself together before he could figure out what to say, but all that could come out when he walked up to her, was, "Wow..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 03-Jul-22 01:15 AM
She had been so lost in looking around her that she had missed him walking up to the build. She was leaning into one of the pillars, an arm across her stomach and the other endlessly twirling one of the wisps of hair that had fallen from her updo. So it was only when his voice rang out that her eyes turned his way and met with his. And she couldn’t help but blush slightly at the compliment. She had tried hard to look good that evening, she wasn’t going to deny that. Yet it was a reaction she had not expected. It was so genuine. Her own eyes would dance over his own frame as well, taking in the tux that seemed to fix perfectly around his frame. She had not noticed it that much before in his doctors jacket, but he was more fit then she would have expected. Her eyes quickly danced up to his again, not wanting to make it awkward. “You look good too.” She quickly said. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 03-Jul-22 01:19 AM
"Thank you," he would say with a smile as he continue to walk with his hands behind his back, obviously holding something, "This is the first big event that I have ever been to like this, so I don't know if this is for this or... like... prom, but I brought this for you." He felt like he was stammering like a love struck high schooler, but he would bring his hand back around, which was holding a plastic container. In the container, a corsage. A purple flower with a wrist band of black under it, he smiled as he reached it over like a sad puppy presenting a stick they found to their owner before looking up, "Again, I didn't know if..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 03-Jul-22 01:25 AM
She looked at him a little bit confused, rising an eyebrow at him. As he pulled the little box out from behind his back, that second eyebrow joined it as well. She took the box from him and looked at it before looking up at him again. That blush was threatening to overflow her face and she quickly brushed it off, deciding to concentrate on something else. “You have never been to a benefit gala?” She asked him. “Ooh boy, you are in for a treat my man.” She said, chuckling softly. This might be way different from what he would be expecting. Had this been more then him just inviting her along? She looked back down at the box. It was a cute gesture. “Well.. you lucky it fits the vibe I have going.” She then joked with him and took of the top of it, placing the flower around her wrist. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 03-Jul-22 01:28 AM
He smiled at her, she acted as if she had done this a hundred times over. He couldn't help but keep the continued smile at her confidence and her quip about him being lucky that it matched her outfit. He was indeed lucky, very lucky that she had chosen to come with him, but he felt a sinking feeling in that moment. She didn't feel the same way he did. This was not the same for her as it was him. The feeling would stick with him as they stood there, but as much as he would try to shake it through the night, it would not escape him... He smiled at her, "Shall we?" His arm extending out, looking for her to join him in a loop of the arms as they began towards the door of the Gala.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 03-Jul-22 01:40 AM
She would indeed scoop her arm into his, chuckling a bit of the way. They looked ridiculous, but whatever. It was just a gala after all. She was mostly just excited to be out for a night, away from that stuffy room at her parents place. And she knew the food was going to be good. As they walked in, it was clear that they were already setting up for the big guests. There were round tables everywhere, some big and with chairs around them, other higher up and meant to be enjoyed standing. Multiple caterers already setting up the many courses of food that were going to be server that night. Rows of clean white plates and utensils. Everything was beautifully decorated with flowers and ribbon, made in a theme that seemed to consist of white, pink and orange. At the back of the hall was a stage where speakers were being set up and they were testing out the beamer that could display their presentations to the guests. And of course the most important thing of the evening.. A counter with how much money had been pledged to the hospital. “So.. why are we here this early? Did you have something you needed to do before they started?” She wondered, knowing that they were just walking into the whole set up right now. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 03-Jul-22 02:12 AM
"Umm," now was his chance, he shouldn't stumble over his words or make it too much for her, but... here it goes, "I wanted to kinda talk to you out of that doctor/patient setting... you know?" He felt a shake in his voice for a moment. Where had the strong confident doctor went, why was he a mumbling mess in her presence now? He couldn't understand it and shook off the thought, "I mean... I dared you to do something and you never really finished the dare. Alexandra Payne, you are not a dare escapee, are you?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 03-Jul-22 02:16 AM
She paused in her tracks, looking up to him once again. What was he doing? Talking outside of the doctor/patient setting? What did that even mean? She couldn’t help but feel the soft nerves rolling through her. Come on Doc.. don’t make this awkward now. That would be such a bummer during such a fun night. But then he started talking and she couldn’t keep the chuckle away. “Me? A dare escapee?” She scoffed. “I mean, that was completely your fault for getting so emotional that day.” She joked with him, not wanting to admit that she had ran. “I do not shy away for a dare.” She said, crossing her arms over one another. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 03-Jul-22 02:21 AM
He smiled across the way at her, "I don't know," he stated, shaking his head mockingly, "We will have to see what dares might present themselves today and we will REALLY see if you are a dare deserter." He laughed for a second before walking over to the a table that seemed to be serving a drink, he began to pull out his wallet to pay a drink for himself and possibly one for her, "No need, sir," the waiter behind the bar would say, "Open bar tonight, feel free. What can I get you...?" He took a moment to think about it before looking over to Alex, "Umm, interested in a drink?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 03-Jul-22 02:26 AM
She couldn’t help but scoff at him again as he challenged her to a dare off. “Pfft, you are going to regret this so hard.” She almost promised him as she still kept her arms crossed. Yet when he walked over to one of the tables she followed him. What else was she going to do while they waited for the actual gala to start. She saw him pull out his wallet and had to press her lips together not to chuckle. He really had never gone to one of these before… as he asked if she wanted a drink she nodded and turned to the waiter. “A gin and tonic please.” She said then as the waiter waited to hear that Stephen would want. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 03-Jul-22 02:29 AM
"Umm, do you have like bottles of Smirnoff?" Stephen's answer was not confident and very hidden as well, he didn't want people to know what he drunk, but how could they not see him walking around with it? "Umm, no malts or beer, sir," the waiter would say with a smile, "Mixed drinks only..." "Oh... okay..." he paused for a second to search his face, looking over at Alex with a face that screamed HELP ME!
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Alexandra Payne BOT 03-Jul-22 02:34 AM
She just closed her eyes and sighed into the air before rolling her eyes. She looked him over, wondering what kind of guy he was. What kind of drink he would take. Smirnoff was a vodka.. so that at least told her the kind of thing he would enjoy a little bit. She thought for a moment more before she turned to the waiter who was still waiting. “He will take a screwdriver.” She then said. The waiter nodded and started on their drinks. Not long before she got handed a very elegant glass that was decorated with a citrus peel along the rim and his was served in a longdrink with plenty of ice and an orange slice as garnish. “Thank you.” She thanked the guy and walked off. “It’s orange juice and vodka.” She informed him in case he didn’t know what she had gotten him. “If you don’t like I will finish it.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 03-Jul-22 03:18 AM
"Oh, that does sound nice..." He would begin to move towards the tables. Seeing no name plates or numbers on the table, he would assume that the Gala would be free seating at whatever location you would want to sit at. He looked over at her with a smile, "I guess her will be nice," he would say as he sat his drink down on the table claiming as spot as his own as he would move to the chair beside him, pulling it out and allowing her to seat down.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 03-Jul-22 03:26 AM
She took the seat that he offered, smoothing out the front of the dress just to make sure that it stayed down on her before she sat down. She took a good swallow of her drink before placing it down on the table. She looked around her again and it seemed that they were not that far away from finishing their preparations. And just as she thought that, the lights would be turned off and mood lighting be turned on. Turning the whole place pink and red with the lights. She couldn’t het the soft groan that left her. These things always needed to be so extra. “Guess that means the first people will show up soon.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 03-Jul-22 02:20 PM
"First people?" As Stephen would ask this, almost on queue, the very loud public announcement system would scream out above the crowd, "Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome our speaker of the night, stage 3 tumor and cancer survivor, best selling author and television personality, Martha Ann Presley!" Stephen would smile as he would clap. Everyone in his line of work would have heard of M.A.P. after her reality show on one of the more main stream networks would become a hit and explore her entire process of gaining notoriety of being an heiress to the a small business that was featured on one of those same networks. She was only put in a positive light, but from the look on her face, Alex did not feel the same way.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 03-Jul-22 08:38 PM
Just that name made her freeze in her chair. No.. they brought her? Her parents had made her watch that story over and over again. Listen to the interviews going *See honey? Not all is lost yet. She survived. You can too." all she could do was lift that glass to her lips and just drink it down her throat. "Wonderful.." She said nothing more about it. Knew she had to be respectful at least a small bit. Yet the whole time her leg was bouncing. She talked about how she had felt lost, how she had given up hope. About how doing the trial was the beat thing she ever did. How she now had a full life in front of her. It pissed Alex off. Not because the girl survived just.. she couldn't even explain it. The moment her speech was done she got off that chair and went to grab herself another drink. Something stronger this time. Why had she agreed to be here? @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 04-Jul-22 12:06 PM
He would sit and watch the speaker, M.A.P. would continue to talk about how she overcame this and he would drink the drink. He had heard this whole story before. His lead doctor in the university that he got his doctorate loved her and would make the group study her case rigorously, so everything she stated he already knew up and down, but once she was done and clapping began, he would turn to notice Alex getting up and almost storming off in an angry manner. He was unsure what was going on as he turned his head and clapping had ended. As he watched her standing at the bar, he would begin to walk over himself, "Umm, ma'am," he said with a sneaky grin, "I know you are not trying to escape me already."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 04-Jul-22 07:41 PM
She had just been handed her drink when he heard him behind her. She took a deep breath, closing her eyes a second and then turned back to him forcing a smile. No use to be angry tonight right? She had gone out to have fun, she was going to have fun. “Pfft.. Of course not! Just enjoying the open bar.” She said to him as she took a sip of her drink. It burned going down and she couldn’t say she hated it. It washed that anger away a little bit. She looked back to the state and the announcer was now thanking everyone for coming, explaining the program of the evening and thanking M.A.P. For being so couragious to share her story with them. It almost made her gag. Then he invited everyone to join the buffet, to eat their share, the next speaking would speak in half an hour. “Hmm.. you ready for some high quality free food?” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 04-Jul-22 07:47 PM
"I love some high quality free food," he would joke as he looked over at the buffet that was being hastily set up in the side of the room with the less chairs, "Looks like it is getting ready, can I get you anything? You can go back and sit down and I will bring it to you?" He would smile as he listened to her order, if any, before he would turn to the bartender, "You mind getting the drinks and taking them back to the table," he asked to Alex before turning to the bartender, "Umm, can I get one of those screwballs again?" "Screwball?" The bartender asked with a curious look before realizing, "Oh, screwdriver, no problem!" As Stephen would nod, thanking him before walking away to the buffet and beginning to pick through the buffet as the bartender would speak up behind Alex, "Your boyfriend is cute," he would say, a little feminine tone coming out in his voice, "I wish my boyfriend was as adorable as he was. Screwball... I think I might have to start calling a screwdriver that."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 04-Jul-22 07:56 PM
“Okay so. I will tell you a little secret.” She said as he asked her what she wanted to have. She would lean into him a little bit. “The desserts are the best.” She whispered before chuckling. “And they go way to quick! Because I am the only one who knows that secret.” She was talking to him like she was talking about treasure. “So grab me that. Grab me desserts, anything you can get.” She chuckled. “I can always go back for the rest, but those are limited.” As he ordered his drink she couldn’t help but shake her head and facepalm, but soon he was off again and she was left with the bartender to make the drink. Your boyfriend is cute. she looked up to him. “He is not m..” she stopped midsentence and just paused, what did it matter. As he talked about the screwball she couldn’t help but chuckle as well. “Yeah not the brightest is he?” She said then, not going to mention he was a doctor and was probably way smarter then her. “Tell you what! You should make a slushy screwdriver and call that a screwball! That would be a hit.” She suddenly said. “That.. is actually not a bad idea!” The bartender chimed. And then someone came in to steal him away as they also wanted a drink. She would make it back to the table and place the drinks down. Her eyes found M.A.P. She was talking to some people in expensive suits. She concentrated on her lips, wondering what she ws saying. The extreme facial expressions seemed so fake to her.. She felt like M.A.P. Had long ago stopped being a survivor, now she was just a walking check, raking in the money because she could. By the time Stephen came back, she was once again not in the bestest mood and already finished half her drink. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 04-Jul-22 08:00 PM
"Chocolate cake, carrot cake, pineapple upside down, brownies, chocolate chip cookies, and fudge," he said as he would come around behind her and place the plate of desserts in front of her, "You said get desserts, we got desserts, lets eat like we are 12 years old who are staying up to late and munching on unhealthy foods." He looked down at her with a frown, "Not a fan of the desserts?" Her face screamed that she was upset, but he couldn't place exactly why she was upset. He didn't want to assume anything and face the 'wrath of Alex,' but clearly something was up.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 04-Jul-22 08:06 PM
It wasn’t till he placed down the desserts on the table that she looked back up, even just jumping a small bit. She had been so focused on M.A.P. She quickly forced a smile again, but it seemed that he had already noticed. “Oooh no, just mad you didn’t get even more.” She joked to him as she took a fork and popped a piece of the carrot cake into her mouth. She instantly let out a soft moan and rolled her eyes. “Soo good..” she said, her mouth still filled with cake. If he attempted to grab a bite of the carrot cake for himself she would hit his fork away with hers. “Claimed.” She said then teasing, her eyes looking up at him, a strange playfulness behind them. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 04-Jul-22 08:11 PM
"But, that was the only piece they had ready..." he sighed with a playful frown, "I was thinking we could share." He smiled as he looked back at her watching for her reaction before giving her a playful stuck out tongue and reaching down, beginning to tear into the chocolate cake. As he would take the bite, he would playful moan as well, "This is so good, here..." He would grab a forkful of the cake and begin to move it to her lips.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 04-Jul-22 08:14 PM
She was slightly surprised when he just backed down that easily and watched as he put his fork down into the chocolate cake instead. Of course the moment that he had just own little moaning moment over it she knew that she needed to get a bite of that somehow. But to her surprise he actually just offered it to her. She backed off a tiny bit at first, feeling just the smallest bit suspicious since she had just denied him the carrot cake, but eventually she leaned forward to take it from his fork is he let her. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 04-Jul-22 08:21 PM
As she would lean forward to grab the bit of chocolate cake from his fork, he would lean in with it, his hand slowly sliding across the table, faking a reassuring positioning of himself, but quickly moving forward to snatch the side of the carrot cake and pull the plate over to his side of the table and away from her if she would not be the wiser to his tricks.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 04-Jul-22 08:23 PM
It was the moment that she closed her mouth around his fork that she suddenly saw her own plate shifting underneath her. She tried to take it back, but she was already to late. “Hey!” She said to him with a mouth full of chocolate cake as she backed off the fork. She would launch forward a bit, trying to claim the plate back, bringing their bodies quite close in the process but he kept it just out of her reach. “If this chocolate cake wasn’t so goddamn good you would be in so much trouble.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 10:22 AM
He smirked as he pulled the carrot cake beside of his, fending off her advances on it as he wanted, "Now, since you can't share properly," he said with a smile, "I think we should divide this up evenly, front or back of the cake?" As he took her answer and began to cut into the cake, their child like play was almost immediately interrupted with a voice coming from over his right shoulder, "Alexandra Payne in my keister. And who is this? Dr. Ulrich? Fancying seeing you two here!" Dr. Joseph McCall, the former lead neurologist at the center that Stephen worked at now, the one where he replaced him, walked up to the table with Margret Ann Perkins in tow and on his arm, "It has been too long, Alex, how are you, hopefully the staff at the hospital is treating you right?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 10:27 AM
“Pffft, clearly someone here is even worse at math then me.” She teased him as he asked her if she wanted front of back. “You cut it through the middle obviously.” She chuckled at him and the moment he cut that cake through she stole another bite from her side of it, popping it into her mouth. Right then she heard the voice beside her, looking up to find Dr McCall beside her. She finished her bite and then smiled, though the presence of M.A.P. Made that smile die down quickly again. But she just focused on the doctor first. “It has been alright, they got the biggest Asshat of the sever seas to replace you.” She teased. “Wouldn’t even sign my skydiving papers at first.” It wasn’t a lie. She sipped a small bit of her drink again, slowly starting to feel the effects of it in her system. She was a lightweight after all and her medication made her tolerance even less. “How is retirement treating you?” She asked. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 10:37 AM
"Dr. McCall," he stood and greet him with a smile, "I am the biggest Asshat." He smiled as he shook his hand before moving to M.A.P. "And Mrs. Presley," he said with a smile, "It is an honor to meet you, we learned about your case in the university. Our doctor was a dedicated fan, he would be jealous to know that I am talking with you right now." He would smile as he extended his hand before Dr. McCall would add in, "Didn't sign the skydiving paperwork, how dare you show concern for your patients and their health?" He laughed before reaching out to her, "But, I understand, she can be a bit convincing and... I think the word I always wanted to use was annoying... with her demands for excitement."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 10:41 AM
"Hey!" She instantly complained towards her old doctor, though it was said with a smile on her face. "Don't you call me out like that. You were always more then happy to sign off on my annoying excitement." She said as she made air quotes. Meanwhile she popped another bite in her mouth deciding the ignore the admiration Stephen had showed for Margret. It annoyed her more then she had likes to admit. "He came through in the end though." She admitted. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 10:49 AM
"Oh, Mrs. Presley," Dr. McCall would add in, "This would be Alexandra Payne, she is a local patient of mine before I retired. She is actually a stage two tumor patient, I am not sure where she sits now, but she is definitely pushing against this thing with life experiences like skydiving for instance." "Oh my," she would add, a thick southern, Louisana accent coming out from her, "That is absolutely darling. I have learned that taking life experiences seriously does help with the healing process. I remember when me a Jabidah would go out on the jet skis in season 2 of the show, it helped so much with the stress of the moments in this." Stephen would smile as he looked over at Alex, but saw her less than enthused about this...
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 10:57 AM
The last thing she wanted right now was to talk to Margret. She didn't want this happy bubbly girl to tell her how great life was after recovery. She didn't want her talking about her damn show that made her so much money. And she sure as hell did not want to get pitied by her. Yet she would attempt to force that smile into her face. "Yeah well.. some of us just need to have fun in our life while we still can." She forced out. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 03:13 PM
"Definitely understand that," M.A.P. would say not at all reading the emotions or tone in Alex's voice, something that Stephen definitely caught, "God, rollercoasters, surfing, partying, hooking up, going to the beach and going as far out as you can handle. I have done all of those, they definitely did ease things..." "Dr. McCall!" Someone would yell off in the distance, calling his attention. "Looks like we are being summoned, definitely good seeing you Alexandra! Let's not be strangers!" M.A.P. would add before they begin to leave, with Dr. McCall adding in, "You are amazing, Alex, don't forget that, feel free to look me up later."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 08:45 PM
The more she talkes the more it pissed Alex off. She couldn't help that feeling of pity and the slap in the face off 'ooh, but of course I didn't actually die.' of her words. The alcohol in her system not helping to let that anger die down. The two glasses, especially the stronger second one, already putting in quite a floaty place for her mind. She could feel that headache slowly creeping in from getting worked up. She reached for her glass and downed the last bit of her drink before stuffing a bit od carrot cake away as well. "I am going to the bathroom." She then said with her mouth full as she stormed off. Almost tripping over her feet once and needing to hold into the wall. You are amazing, Alex, don't forget that. Yeah.. but even you left me to battle for myself without even a single word to me.. she had respected Dr McCall, but all he had done there was rubbing it in her face. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 09:02 PM
Not even a couple of seconds after the doctor and M.A.P. had left the table from talking with them, Alex took a bite of cake and finished her drink and rushed off towards the lobby of the building, "Alex..." he said with a sigh as he watched her almost storm off, "What's wro..." his words cut off as she darted around a corner to the lobby. "Ladies and gentlemen, our second speaker of the night..." The lights begin to dim as Stephen would stand, finishing his second drink before following her out into the lobby, he was unsure of the issue, but he wanted to make sure that she was okay. Something could have made her sick with the alcohol. He was trying to avoid 'doctoring' but he wanted to make sure his date for the evening was okay. He would round the corner just quick enough to see her moving towards a sign reading restrooms, he would follow. Unfortunately for her, but fortunate for him, this lobby did not have traditional male and female bathroom, but communal or family bathrooms with a sink set, but locking rooms that had toilets and urinals. As he would enter the bathroom, he would ask, "Alex?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 09:07 PM
She was so fruatrated in that moment. She felt losing her footing and by the time she reached that bedroom she had ditched both her shoes, leaving them somewhere in the hallway. How dare she talk to her like she understood? She didn't! She didn't understand her at all. She had survived, she had done the treatment, she lived.. she held one hand to her temple, that headache threatening to overflow in her head. As she reached the bathroom, she didn't lock the door but grabbed a hold of the sink. "Fucking asshole.." she muttered to herself. "Abandoning just like everyone else.. probably got sick of my 'annoying' requests.." she was angry Dr McCall too. "Couldn't even say goodbye properly and now he had to rub it in.." She had not even heard Stephem come up behind her, to lost in her own self pity. "They can all fall dead." She said before a strange chuckle escaped her throat. "Haaa... funny.." she half laughed. She was the only one dying. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 09:10 PM
"Whoa," he said as he heard the words escaping her lips from the sink behind her, he stared at her reflection in the mirror for a moment, her electing to stop at the sink instead of going to one of the stalls, "Alex, I don't think they were sick of you, he had to go..." He didn't have the right words in the moment, he knew he didn't, but he could be an ear in the moment, "Tell me what you are feeling right now...?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 09:24 PM
She had not noticed him and when he said ‘Whoa’ her eyes would find him in the mirror. Yet she wouldn’t move and as he would start to talk it right she only seemed to get even more frustrated. And his question only made it so much worse again. Suddenly she was looking down in the sink, her hands gripping into the side of it till her knuckles turned white. “Everyone leaves me!” She suddenly said. “They act like they care, they act like they want to help.. but the moment they find out I am a lost cause they leave! Dr McCall left, my friends left, even my goddamn parents can do nothing but shout at me!” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 09:32 PM
"Dr. McCall didn't leave," Stephen said as he kept distance, but close enough to where if she lost her senses and fell, he would be there to catch her, "He had to retire, the reason why he didn't get the chance to say goodbye is because it was an emergency retirement..." He feared that he said too much, but would continue on, "I don't know what to say about your friends or your parents, but your parents have fought hard to show that you are not a lost cause, I have seen that in just the documentation we have for you and what you have told me. And if friends are leaving you because of this, were they even friends to begin with?" He continued to stare in the mirror, "I know nothing, believe me you have let me know that a dozen times," he said with a sigh, "But, I am not leaving, I have nothing out there that would make me leave. I study brains day in and day out, and your the only person among that group that has fascinated me more than the medical science behind all of it. You are not a lost cause, we want to help you. We care about you. I... care about you. More than you realize." The drink might have been making him bold at this point...
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 09:37 PM
She didn’t know why but the moment he said he cared she could feel her body just freeze in place. Her mind swirling out of control. It had been so long since someone said that to her, how she had longed to hear that from anyone. And somehow the fact that it was him.. it made this even better. And with that alcohol thick in her system, it wasn’t helping the huge turmoil of feelings that was raging inside of her. Suddenly her hands left that sink and she turned around. She walked forward, pressing him against the wall behind him and pressing her lips against him. She had given him zero warning, zero signs of what she was going to do. If anything he probably thought she had turned just to hit him. But instead her lips were on his, her dark red lipstick staining his own. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 09:40 PM
He almost flinched when she turned around, the look on her face was not one that said something nice was coming his way, he definitely did think that she was going to punch him in that moment, but when her lips found his, he melted into the wall. His arms went from an alert tenseness to falling against the wall in almost an ooze.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 09:46 PM
She didn’t stop there, neither did she care that he didn’t instantly seemed to return her kiss. He said he cared right? He could show her he cared.. it was still a motivation that came from frustration, from needing to feel something that was not despairs and anger. But there was also something else there, a secret desire that had wanted him to say something lik that. And she wasn’t wasting time. Her hand coming up to open that button of his blazer and pushing it aside. Her hands going for the buttons of his shirt next, she opened the first, then the second.. making her way down them one by one unless he stopped her. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 09:51 PM
"Wait, wait..." he said with a smile, "I am not stopping you, but let's just..." He would slowly look around the bathroom before he would swipe literally feet from where they were standing to a bathroom stalls. These bathrooms unique to your typical stall as they were enclosed in a small room of sorts with no openings whatsoever except for the fan and AC at the top of the room. The door, a almost closet like looking door, would close completely, leaving the two with relative privacy between the two, he would fall back against the wall of the bathroom before slowly allowing his hands to fall to her hips, "Proceed..." he would say with a smile.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 09:55 PM
She was about to pull him back, about to tell him to shut up when she noticed what he was doing. The sudden stop between them kind of brought her down to earth a small bit again. The sound of that door closing, the click of the lock being put in place. Her brain was swirling. What was she doing? Why was she doing this? Despite what M.A.P. Had said, hook ups were actually not part of her ‘live hard, die soon’ routine. So why did she not want to stop? So as he went back against that wall she did go back to what she had been doing. Her fingers going straight back to taking those buttons apart and exposing his chest to the open air, running hand hands over them as she succeeded, feeling those ridges of muscles underneath them and biting into her lip as she did. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 09:57 PM
As she would expose his chest to the open air of the room, he would smile as tattoos would be revealed, several designs and shapes under a small layer of chest hair would shine through, but no mention of it as all he could do was throw his head back and moan at her touch. It had been some time since he had been touched like this and he could only beg for more mentally. He watched her continue to push her hand across his rippled chest and abdominal area, waiting and longing for more of her touch.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 10:03 PM
Her eyes would dance over the ink, admiring the work. Her drunken brain not being able to fully understand what she was looking at but still liking that it was there. Her hands still running over the muscles, never having imagined he was that fit underneath. Her eyes then went up to his face, watching his head being brought back against that wall. Why hadn’t he kissing her back? Why were those hands on his hips so silent against her? Was he just letting her do what she wanted because he thought she needed it? Another spike in her emotions took place. Was he taking pity of her? Was that what was happening here? Her hands would stop in it’s place. Silence and quiet returning between them. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 10:05 PM
"Don't fuckin' stop..." He said, almost breathlessly, his lips falling to hers almost immediately, his hands moving up from her hips to cup her cheeks on either side, pulling her in hungrily for a kiss, "Don't you fuckin' dare..." The words were not harsh, or mean spirited, but almost command like, he needed this, he needed her, he needed her to feel that he needed her. Although, he was enjoying her touch, her kiss, he couldn't help but feel that moment of doubt in her touch when she stopped. He wouldn't allow it.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 10:12 PM
That sentence was all she had needed. Instantly she could feel a heat blooming inside of her. Her grabbed into her face and pulled her closer, pressing his lips back into hers. Finally he kissed her back and she could do nothing but deepen that kiss. Opening her lips so he could explore the inside of her mouth. “Then stop being a fucking doormat..” she said to him, referencing to how he had just stood against that wall and taken it. She quickly went back to kissing him after she said it. Her hands were back on him, her nails now scratching gently over it before she reached his belt. The sound of the buckle being undone filling that bathroom. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 10:16 PM
When she told him to stop being a fucking doormat, he couldn't help but feel a surge of adrenaline running through his veins. He looked down at her face with a wicked smile, as she unbuckled his belt, he would slowly reach down, his hands trailing the back of her fancy dress and then finally stopping at her firm, round ass, but they wouldn't sit there for long as he would move his body weight forward and lift her up from behind, pushing either leg to either side of his hips as he would slowly push into her and back into in the opposite wall. It almost felt like a battle of wills at this point, and he couldn't lose. He pushed her body against the wall with a soft thud. As he looked up at her, her face above his now, he would push his lips into hers again, still as hungry as before.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 10:24 PM
She had just managed to undo his belt when he reached down for her and lifted her up. Her hands went up quickly to grab into his shoulders and neck to keep her balance and not fall backwards. Within moments her back was against the cold wall and it got a small moan from her as she felt him press against her core. "Well.. don't stop now." She said to him. Challenging and teasing him before his lips were back on hers. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 10:30 PM
He smiled as she told him not to stop now, and he would now. His lips would continue to open for her, pushing his tongue into her mouth, invading hers. He couldn't help but let his hands continue to run across the back of her thighs, up and down in soft strokes. But this was getting them nowhere but more worked up as they did it. He would slowly let his hands continue to get more and more adventurous, sliding under the backside of her dress, feeling her ass with a gentle pressure to them. But, he couldn't help but be in awe at what he would or wouldn't find underneath...
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 11:01 PM
She felt those hands roam over the backa of her thighs and she would breath out into his lips a bit deeper. Fuck she wanted more, needed more. Wished those hands would hurry the fuck up. Her kissing became a bit more eager, her teeth finding his lip and gripping into it softly as she urged him to hurry up. Her hands moving that shirt and jacket away from his shoulders so she could grab into her bare skin. And as his hands travelled to her rear he would find a black lace hipster that was sheer in nature except for the very part that covered her sex. It matched the dress and he would later discover that her bra would complete that set. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 11:07 PM
As her kissing became eager, he could feel a fever pitch in the room that was almost ready to explode. He couldn't help but feel an excitement in him that helped push the pace almost quicker than he would normally like. He would smile up at her as he pulled away from her kiss, because he wanted to see her expression, as he would take two fingers and slowly press force into her lower lips when he would find that warm spot. "Fuck..." he would say with a smile, "I want to fuck you..." His fingers would slowly find the lining of the panties, sinking two fingers under the fabric and just pushing it to the side, letting those same fingers that were applying pressure to push across the lips, feeling the wetness that had accumulated before pushing them in softly to feel her.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 11:13 PM
As he found her gaze on his he would see her eyes slowly hooded, her lip between her teeth and the softest of blushes on her cheeks. Her lipstick was a mess, half of it having gone on his face instead. And as he pressed those fingers into her she couldn't help the gasp that left her, one that was dangerously close to a moan. "Then fuck me..." she said at his admission. His fingers moved again, pulling her panties aside and finding the wetness that was there. She was shaven shaven and smooth. She moaned out gently as he pushed into her wetness and then again as he pressed them in. She moved her head backwards, resting it against the wall behind her, her hands gripping into his shoulders more tightly. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 05-Jul-22 11:49 PM
As he would pull his fingers out of her, he would move his hand to his undone belt, moving it quickly out of the way and unbuttoning his trousers, letting them fall limp and falling to his knees where they seem to stick. Under his trousers, his boxer briefs held his hardened cock almost in place as he would reach down, wasting no time putting it over the waist band and into his hand, slowly navigating the head of his cock below her dress and around her panties, slowly beginning to push the head into her softly. He would felt the immediate tightness engulf him as he would throw his head back in another moan.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 05-Jul-22 11:56 PM
He seemed to waste no more time. Those fingers leaving the confines of her sex and the sound of his pants dropping to the floor. She knew what was coming and her whole body was screaming out for him to hurry the fuck up. And then it was there. His tip against her and without warning pressing into her. She instantly gasped and moaned out as he entered her, her sex pulsing around his length as she got accustomed to having him in. Fuck he felt big.. Her hands would wrap around him tighter, one hand ending up in his hair and pulling him against her neck. “Fuck yes..” she said to him. “Don’t hold back..” he said to him, soft moans in the back of her throat. “Fuck me hard..” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 06-Jul-22 04:25 PM
The command was swift and it was most definitely heard. She didn't want to be taken care of, she wanted to be fucked and be fucked hard... He would smile up at her as her hand would end up in his hair, pulling backwards only slightly before he would begin to push into her as quickly as he could. The tightness of her sex did become an issue, as he would feel her almost clamp around him. But, as he pushed in, the more the feeling seemed to loosen. He wanted to fuck her, fuck her hard. And he was going to do just that... He slowly would pull himself back out, but the next push was a harder one, his cock sliding into her roughly until he would hit a wall again. A little quicker the next push, until he hit that same wall. He would continue this swift motion, harder and harder with each pump. As he pushed, he would bury his head into the exposed part of her chest, and almost like a feral dog, begin to move the fabric down using his teeth. He wanted to taste her skin on his teeth and he wasn't going to allow fabric to stop him.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 06-Jul-22 08:07 PM
Every time he thrusted into her he pulled a deep moan from her throat. Her eyes now closed, her mouth open and her eyebrows knitted together at the feeling. It send such shock waves through her core. She had not had sex since her diagnosis, which made the whole experience even more intense. That combined with how foggy her mind was the alcohol.. he felt pretty goddamn good. As she his teeth working at the fabric of the dress she brought one hand down and started to move the fabric down that he was trying to move. Moving those sleeves further down her arms and the bodice down as much as it would allow without opening the zipper at the back. It exposed the bra that was underneath. Black with lace and so sheer that it clearly showed her skin and nipples underneath. The harder he went into her the more her walls tightened around him, especially when he hit that very back of her. By now her voice was probably loud enough to be easily heard outside that bathroom, but her drunken brain didn’t care, to lost in the feeling of him.
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 06-Jul-22 08:45 PM
"Fuck," he would say, almost in a growl as he would pound back and forth into her, almost hitting that wall at every point now, "Hold onto me..." He almost commanded that last sentence as he would swiftly move her over to the toilet seat that sat in the back of the bathroom stall. Sitting down, he tried to make sure that his body was angled just enough that he would not slip out of her as he moved, but unfortunately, physics would not allow it. He would find a seat on the toilet, with the lid completely shut as not to fall into it, and would ease her into a sitting position on top of him. He would bring his hand beneath her dress and grab his rock hard cock, stopping for a second to slowly tease her opening with his head before he slid it back into her. His hands would glide to her hips, her size becoming almost too apparent in the moment, as he would easily begin to lift her up and down on top of him, almost using her like his own personal sex doll.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 07-Jul-22 03:20 AM
As he said to hold into him she did as he asked and grasped her arms more firmly around his neck and shoulders. He easily lifted her front to the ground and she groaned as she felt him fall out of her. But it didn't take long before he pulls her back on top of him and teased her right before slamming back into her. She didn't even need to do anything but enjoy as he grabbed into her hips and moved her up and down on him. Yet she put her ankles over his knees and soon did the heavy lifting for him. Her chest was bouncing even if it was still contained by that bra and she had to grab into his shoulders for balance. She was moaning loudly from him, the feeling so intense and delicious. She dipped her head down again, pressing her lips against his as she rode him and kissed him eagerly, moaning into his mouth and biting in the supple flesh of his lips. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 07-Jul-22 04:55 PM
As she would hook her ankles around his knees and she would begin to bounce up and down on him, he would move his hands since she was taking care of that. He move his hands to her chest, giving both of her breasts a gentle squeeze before slowly moving the fabric of the bra down to expose her chest. Once she would break away from the kiss, he would eagerly move his head into her chest, his lips immediately moving to her nipples, his tongue slowly making circles around the sensitive area before suckign it into his teeth and give it a gentle bite. As she continues to bounce up and down, he could feel her pulsing and tensing with every movement. It didn't feel like he was going all the way into her, but the sound of smacking skin echoed through the small stall.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 07-Jul-22 06:59 PM
“Aaaw fuck!” She would moan out when his lips found her breast, the added stimulation only driving her further into that space in her mind that was making nothing else matter. She wasn’t going to lie. It was nice. Just for that moment nothing else seemed to matter, she was just concentrating on all the feelings that were going on in her body. Needing to enjoy that moment. He bit into her nipple and she moaned out deep again, her sex grabbing around him at the same time. She rode him hard, never letting up even as she was stating to pant. She angled herself in such a way that he was rubbing against that sensitive spot inside her, only making it feel even better. It didn’t take long before she felt that pressure building inside her. “I am close.. fuck..” she moaned out against him. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 07-Jul-22 08:32 PM
As she continue to ride him, pounding into him, her sex gripping him like he had never been gripped before, he would not feel himself getting close. He didn't want it to end, but he knew if she kept this pace up, he could let her ride him all night. It wasn't that he wasn't enjoying it, she felt amazing, but the will to please her outweighed his need to pleasure himself. As she moaned out and said that she was close, his lips would come off her body for just one moment to say, "You better fucking cum for me..." before they fell back to her chest, continuing to alternate and push her harder and harder toward the end goal.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 07-Jul-22 08:46 PM
She kept going. Kept moving herself faster and faster. Moaning out and gripping into his shoulder. Her hair slowly starting to get more undone and falling around her shoulders. His mouth only adding to that feelings. His words only adding to it and the way he played with her nipples.. It came on her hard. Suddenly she was clamping around him, her back arching even more. She tried to keep that pace going at which she was riding him, but her muscles were tensing so intensly that she slowed down. She rode it out before an intense deep moan echoed through that bathroom and she let her upper body fall into him, panting hard. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 07-Jul-22 08:51 PM
He felt her tense up and he knew that meant only one thing, that what he was working towards was almost completed. He knew the orgasm was coming, so as she rode it out, his hands would move back down to her hips, moving her still, trying to keep the same motion that she was enjoying moments before as the loud moan rang out. He couldn't help but feel like they were definitely being heard, but he smiled as he didn't care. He really couldn't care less in that moment. He watched her fall into him, panting hard as he would continue to push the pace. She didn't tap out yet, when she tapped out. He would stop, but not until then. He couldn't help but smirk that devilish smirk as the eyes would meet again.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 08-Jul-22 02:32 AM
Somehow she had not expected him to keep going after she came. As he continued his pace she couldn’t help the shivering of her thighs at the mere sensitivity that she felt. Her moans becoming a bit less frequents but all deeper. She pulled back just a bit after, pressing her lips against his, wanting to kiss him more as he still made her bounce on top of him. She shifted her hips just a bit, him hitting that sensitive spot now almost overwhelming. “You going to keep fucking me?” She moaned into his mouth as her hands grabbed softly at his hair. “You not done yet?” She said a grin against his lips as she was obviously teasing him. “Come on Doc.. Surely I don’t feel that bad.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 10-Jul-22 01:18 PM
As she moaned against his lips, asking if he was going to fuck her or not, he could feel the tenseness raising in him, something about those words, the way she teased him and egged him onwards was just... overwhelming. The sensation began to feel increased by thousands of percent. He looked up at her, he couldn't speak, the only thing escaping his lips was a panted moan and sigh. He looked up at her, "Fuck... fuck... fuck!" On the third fuck, he couldn't hold back, without even the hint of a question of where he was going to finish, his head feel back against the cold wall, the echoes of his moans escaping the stall. His cock pulsed, tensed, and exploded inside of her, spilling strand after strand of his pearly white juices inside of her, mixing and dripping down himself and onto the floor below...
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Alexandra Payne BOT 10-Jul-22 10:17 PM
It didn’t take long before she was back to riding him, the smacking of their skin coming together filling that bathroom, and soon his voice joined it. He pumped himself into her and the hilted her as he came inside of her. She feel the pulsing of his length inside her and it made her moan out just the same, clenching around him as her body milked him of his seed. And then they were just a mess of breaths and sweat, both of them panting after the explosive sex that they had just enjoyed. At first her mind was still just in that sex mode, half drunk on alcohol and half drunk on that orgasm. But slowly but surely it was coming back to her. The reality of what had just happened. And with that she stepped away from him, letting his softening member fall out of her and reached for a piece of toiletpaper to wipe herself down between her legs before tossing it into the bin. She went to the mirror, seeing her hair all tumbled down to her shoulders, her lipstick smudged and her mascara running just slightly. The took another bit of paper and dabbed her eyes before letting her hair down. The whole time she hadn’t said a word. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 12:06 AM
Once he came, his body was racked with pleasure, every motion she would make on top of him sending jolts of pleasure and passion throughout his body. He smiled as he looked up at her, but that smile was not shared from the way she moved off of him and left the stall almost immediately. Leaving the door open, Stephen scrambled to make sure that it was shut back with no one seeing him, as he was still completely naked. He began to adjust himself and his clothing, taking a few extra moments before he would begin to walk out of the stall. The entire time he was talking, he didn't hear a word from her and any noise he made would not get a response from all from her, but as he stepped out of the stall, he was shocked to see what he saw.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 12:12 AM
She had left. The moment that she had let her hair tumble down her shoulder she had just skipped out. What the fuck had she been thinking? He was her doctor.. she had just been so angry. She didn’t even go back into the banquet hall, she just went to the entrance and walked out, not letting anyone stop her. Outside there were taxi’s already waiting, ready to take the ones home who had drank to much to drive. She stepped into one. “Bring me to 6th drive.” She told him, not going to sugarcoat it. The taxi driver just nodded and started his timer. She could only hope that she had enough cash to cover it or her parents would have to pay for her and that would be quite the talk to have.. ——————— It was two days later that Stephen would hear anything about Alex and it was most likely not the news that he had wished to hear. A nurse came knocking at his door. “Dr Ulrich?” She said with a smile before handing him over a paper. “I am sorry to disturb you. Ms Payne has requested to be seen by a different doctor. Dr Vander will be overseeing her care from now on. If you could transfer any ongoing files over to him, that would be great.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 12:34 AM
After finding himself alone at the benefit gala, he didn't know if he even wanted to return to the banquet hall, but he forced himself to look in on it. Once he found that everyone was in full attention to the speaker and he couldn't concentrate on what was being said, he began to walk to his car. He couldn't help but feel the disappointment almost radiating off his body. He pulled his phone out and with a sigh, he tried to call her, no answer, no texts. He would continue to try for the next two days, sending a text message in the morning and at night, but nothing... He was emotional over the whole situation, why would she do what she did and just leave? Was he nothing but a random hook up for her? When he received the word from the nurse, that she would be moving from him to Dr. Vander, another neurologist in the hospital, his heart nearly broke in two. He couldn't see the reason why she would do what she did and then just break immediate contact. It would begin to make sense. She was not wanting to do this with him. No relationship, no 'doctoring,' no nothing... He was very sad, the only way to describe it. He would smile at the nurse, hiding his heart break as he would begin to send the patient files from his system to Dr. Vander's side. It took him a couple of moments to do so with the system they had... Was he getting rid of her in his life as well? He didn't know... He looked down at his phone, pulling up his contacts for Alex Payne... His phone highlighted over the delete button.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 12:53 AM
The last two days had been a nightmare for Alex. She had skipped out on him after what had happened in that bathroom, but she had not done it for the reasons that he might have thought. It was mostly because she was scared. Ever since her diagnosis she had been afraid of getting close to people, afraid to make any meaningful relationships. She might have told Stephen that her friends had walked out on her, but the truth was that she had pushed him away. She had adopted a life style where once she died, the least amount of people would be mourning her. She simply could not stand the fact that she was leaving them behind. So when she had done what she had done with him.. it had ignited that same fear inside of her. She had gotten to close, much to close. She had gotten to a place where simply alcohol and anger had allowed her to give in to the one thing that she had needed so much over that last year. Intimacy and closeness from another person.. And she couldn’t deal with it. So even when his texts and his calls came in she didn’t answer. She just ignored him completely, because it was the only way she knew how to deal with it. To run away. She had stayed home from school, claiming her headaches had gotten worse and she just spend that time in her room, drowning in her own self pity. ————————— It was another two weeks before she got an appointment in with dr Vander. She had gone for her scans and just like always she had skipped her breakfast coming there. Dr Vander was not a bad guy. He stuck to facts and she appreciated that. But once the facts had come to the table.. Her tumor had grown and it had grown more then during any other scan. The urgency of her actually accepting treatment came up. She was nearing the point of no return. She was nearing that spot where they would no longer talk about it and instead move to talk about hospice care instead. It was a shock to her system. She had always known she would get there, but now that it had gotten close.
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So she couldn’t go straight home. She had kept it together while she was in Dr Vander’s office. But the moment she left she could feel her emotions bubbling to the surface. She just grabbed a hold of the first door that she could find and barged inside. It was a supply closet of some kind, but she didn’t even care. She just cried and she cried hard at the other side of that door. Hugging her knees close to herself, rolled up in a little ball on the floor. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 08:22 PM
However, Stephen wouldn't be able to actually delete her number. He would continually look at it, day after day, but never find the moment or opportunity in his mind to let her mentally go from his mind. However, he wouldn't message anymore, he wouldn't call. One could say that he was hurt, but another would say he was giving her what she wanted. However, he never wrap his head around why this was happening. Two weeks later, he had lost track of her scheduled appointments, however, she was still on his mind daily. She never left his mind though. In the mean time, he would focus on work. During the three weeks since the event, he would find himself focusing on patients who actually seem to want his help, draining his work into their cases and making sure that he could only make their cancer and tumors smaller, while helping them maintain their lifestyles and happiness. And another girl, someone he worked with, was becoming closer and he could feel it.... It was a random Wednesday when he was walking Mrs. Johnson, a 67 year old fitness enthusiast, out of the office when he would see her in the waiting room. Alex Payne... And he said nothing. He saw her through the nurses station and she definitely didn't see him. But, he didn't go to her. Its what she wanted. He would take his next patient, 35 year old Stan, who wanted to make the best of the situation and was the happiest patient he ever worked it. It was a quick in and out, we were seeing shrinkage with his case, but not a lot, however, he was celebrating it. As they walked out, he gave him a pat on the back next to a supply closet, "You, sir, have the best outlook, go enjoy that Applebees to celebrate and have a marg on me. See you in two weeks, Mr. Stan," he said as he opened the door out of the office before turning to the supply room, he needed more gloves, as he opened the door, he would find Alex on the floor, "Alex..." he said, a frown crossing his face, "What's wrong?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 08:35 PM
She froze as she heard the door opening to the closet, and she even seemed to hold her breath as she heard him say her name. Why did it have to be him? If it was anyone else, she could have told them to go away, to leave her alone. But not him.. There was still a part of her that felt comfortable with him, a part of her that had wanted to call him, to go to his office instead. So for the longest time she just held her breath, as if that would make him go away. Till her sobbing lungs could not do it anymore and she had to take a deep breath and with that everything just came flowing out. “My tumor grew, they want to move me to hospice care. And I never thought I would care, but now that it is here I just don’t know what to do anymore. My parents are going to hate me and I have nowhere to go.” It was said without even a single pause in her speech. Only breathing after it was out. “I just want to disappear..” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 08:41 PM
He felt sadness in her tone, the actually notion that she cared ringing every bell in his head. He knew it, he knew that she did care, but would she continue to rebel, why did she just stop with him...? Thousands of question rang in his head and as much as he wanted to just walk back through that door and shut it, acting like he never saw her or nothing happened. The scared girl sitting on the floor of the supply closet wouldn't allow that. He did care for her, there was no denying that, but he was not going to be hurt again. He couldn't allow that to happen to himself again. The weeks of torment and questioning why... He reached a hand out to her, "Come on," he said sternly and forcefully, almost a command, not a request, "Let's go..." He would wait to see if she would accept his offer, if she wouldn't, then that would be it, however, if she did...
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 08:53 PM
“Come on,” She froze again, but after a second she looked up at him with tear stained eyes. She saw that he had his hand reached out and she couldn’t help but hesitate for a moment. Why did he still care? She had been so horrible to him.. she had just left him right after, she had ignored his calls and texts. Why was he still here. Yet she was emotional and hurt and in that moment she couldn’t force herself to stay away from him like she had for those past three weeks. She took his hand and let him help her to her feet. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 08:56 PM
As she stood, Stephen would walk her out of the supply closet, dodging between people and navigate her back to his office. In the office, he would walk over to a little makeshift sink and cleaning area on the side of the office, grabbing a small rag and tissues, wetting the rag and bringing them over to her and sitting them in front of her at his desk, before he would pull out the offering of snacks as he did before. He didn't know what to say, but he couldn't not say anything. She was hurt and vulnerable. She needed someone right now... "I never stopped caring..." he would blurt out...
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 09:03 PM
She was silent as he dragged her along, her face towards the floor in front of her. She didn’t want people to see that she had cried. Her mascara running over her cheeks, her eyeshadow most likely ruined. She sat down in that chair as he placed her down and as he offered her the wet rag she would dab at her cheeks, attempting to at least get some of the black smudges under control even if she didn’t have a mirror. “I never stopped caring…” Again his words made her freeze. He cared.. The exact reason why she had skipped out on him, why she had left. Because that was the one part of this that she could not handle, that she could not take. If it had just only been about sex.. “I.. I can’t do this..” she said, her voice shaky and her eyes still stuck to the floor. “I can’t have you caring..” she said, her tears threatening to fall once more. Then she did look up as her voice suddenly became stronger and high pitched. “I am dying!” She suddenly shouted at him, almost like it was a whole new admittance to herself as well. “Don’t you see that? You don’t want me! I am just going to leave you behind. I am just going to.. going to..” she faltered again her eyes darting away again. “Die..” she finished that sentence. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 09:09 PM
He would let her continue, almost berating him as she looked across the desk at him, she needed to get this out. He could just feel it, but her words echoed in his mind, "I can't have you caring..." "Why am I not allowed to care, Alex?" He said with a angry turn coming to his brow, "You! YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO TELL ME WHAT I GET AND WHAT I WANT!" His words were angry, harsh and echoing, "Don't you get it... Your tumor shrank, it went down. BECAUSE YOU WERE HAVING A GOOD TIME AND HAPPY..." He sighed as he sat back, "And even if you don't want to fight this, what is wrong with nothing have a couple of weeks of fucking happiness to end it, Alex...? Making someone else happy in the mean time..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 09:13 PM
“Because I won’t make you happy!!” She shouted back at him. Getting up herself and smashing her hands on his desk. She was sure by now that anyone outside there walking by could hear them shouting at eachother, but she could not stop herself. “Maybe for a little bit, but then you are left behind! I am going to die!!” She said once more, her voice partly falling apart. “So no! It is not OKAY!” She smashed her hands on the table one more, hurting her fists in the moment. Right after she turned around and just kicked the chair, sending it flying through the room. She calmed down just a small bit then, bringing her hands up to her face and sobbing into it. “I don’t want to be mourned…” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 09:22 PM
"You are not allowed to tell me what can and can't make me happy!" he would screaming at her, standing up and almost looking directly eye to eye to her, "You are someone who makes me happy and even if you do pass, the memories of you will make me happy!" It was in the moment where she turned around that his words made him wince. He realized the hypocritical nature of what his words just meant. He tried to make her realize she needed to be happy, but she is allowed to find her own unhappiness as equally happiness. "I don't wanna be mourned..." The words echoed in the air... "Well, too fucking late, Alex..." he couldn't help but say, tears beginning to flow from his lips, "I mourned the loss of your conversation for the last two weeks, I thought this was it. However, here we are... Dancing the same dance again. I am done with this. I care for you fucking deeply. In the last month I have known you, you have showed me perspectives, challenged me, loved me in a way that is hard for anyone to compete with. If that means nothing to you, then walk out that fucking door and I won't say another word to you. But don't you dare tell me who and what I will mourn. When you are gone, something very fucking special goes with it."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 09:30 PM
His words hurt her so much. She was already to late.. she couldn’t turn back this fucking clock anymore. She didn’t want this. She had tried to stop it. She had tried to just.. take her distance. So why couldn’t she forget him? Why was part of her happy to hear those words. To hear him say these things out loud. She just hugged herself close, making her body small and her shoulders hunched forward as she pressed her lips close against each other. He was offering her a way out.. he was offering her to walk away. She had done it before.. in that bathroom. She had walked off and hadn’t turned back. So why couldn’t she get her feet to move. Why couldn’t she take it. It frustrated her so much. Why couldn’t she just walk.. And then suddenly she did move. But instead of running out she went straight for him. And perhaps he thought that he was going to get punched, that he had gone to far in what he had said. But what she did was completely different. She ran up against him and pressed her face into his chest, wrapping her arms around him and just sobbing into him. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 09:44 PM
He almost flinched as she turned her feet and looked at him, as she walked towards him, he didn't flinched, but did ready himself for something vicious that was about to come. He didn't expect her head to be buried in his chest, her arms wrapping around his body, and her to just openly weep into him. As he shook off the shock of the moment, he would slowly begin to let his arms creep around her, not wanting to do something she didn't, "Shh..." he would say as he would hug her tightly when allowed, "It's okay, I got you..." He would stand there holding her for as long as she needed, the familiar scent of her lingering in the air at the moment, putting a gentle smile on his face.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 09:49 PM
She cried into him hard, her mascara smudging into his shirt, her tears staining it. The whole room was filled with her sobs as she just let it all out for a moment. Because finally she felt like she could. She would never admit it to herself, but in that moment she felt safe and cared for. She felt like she allowed to be upset, that for just that moment she did not need to pretend to be strong or tough. It took a long time before she had exhausted herself and her crying slowed down. The tight grip that she had held on him starting to loosen up even if she didn’t let go of him completely. And the whole time he had held her tightly against him. So she just leaned against him, her brain a complete mess from everything that had happened. “Maybe..” she would say, her voice small and sounding so vulnerable. “I don’t want to die..” she admitted. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 09:58 PM
"And we are going to do our best not to allow that to happen," he said with a smile as he looked down at her, his eyes almost exclusively looking at her lips, the ones that tasted so amazing weeks ago, "You are not going to go without a fight, right?" He smiled at her, allowing her to move away at her own pace if she wanted, if not, he would continue to hold her. He watched her intently with a soothing look on his face, he said what he needed to say and she was here. In his mind, even she hadn't come back, she had closed the bad feelings he had away.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 10:05 PM
For just that moment her walls were down, her emotions raw like burn wounds. And even just him saying ‘we’ made her just burry deeper into him. She didn’t understand why he cared, didn’t see what she had done to have him being here with her. She had been nothing but a smart ass with him, fighting him all the way. So why was he still here? After all that.. “You are not going to go without a fight, right?” Maybe.. but at the same time she was terrified. She was scared of becoming sick and bed bound and then dying anyway. She was scared of needing to be ‘cared’ for. Yet.. she knew that she had no choice anymore. It was that or dying. “I.. I can’t do this alone..” she admitted. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 10:12 PM
"You won't be doing this alone," he said with a smile as his arms continued to wrap around her, giving her a reassuring squeeze, "You have me..." That was it. That would be the moment that he would go back to years later. Stephen was never a believer in love at first sight when he first began life, but over the course of a month, this girl who came out of nowhere, was an unbelievable ass to him for so long, even leaving him in a bathroom stall alone, he had fell for her and fell hard. The words that escaped next didn't come from a thought or a place of comfort... It was pure unadulterated emotion... "I think I love you, Alex Payne..." His eyes shut open as he realized what he just said... Did he just ruin everything?
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 10:18 PM
She almost instantly tensed up in his arms. What did he just say? Instantly she could feel her heart starting to beat hard in her chest, but it wasn’t because of love, it was fear. She had come into that room afraid of him caring for her and even if she had accepted his help. For him to just say that out loud like that. She pushed herself off him, taking a few steps back, putting distance between them. She didn’t know how to react to it, didn’t know what to say. Saying it back was no option, not for even a second. Running.. yes.. running was what she needed to do. The one thing she was good at, running away. “I.. I should go..” she started to say as her eyes went to that door. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 10:30 PM
His worst fears were being remembered... He couldn't believe that he had said that himself. But, she was running again... Even after he admitted that to her. But, he just promised. He promised that if she needed him he would be there. No words would escape his lips as she stepped away, but as she said she need to go, "Please, don't..." He said with his head dropping... "I know your first instinct is to run and after what I just said, I would run too, but please..." his eyes would come up to meet hers, tears beginning to flow again, "I can't do this again, you running away. If you are running away now, Alex, please know that is it. I will be here for your treatment and moral support. But, I am not doing this again. I can't hurt like this again, I can't hurt like I have in the last couple of weeks again. I truly fucking care for you, as my words have damned me too, but I will not allow myself to be hurt by you again. If you run, you run from all of this... This is it."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 10:36 PM
She had made it to the door, the handle in her hand, before he started to speak. She stopped, pressing her forehead against the door. Her fingers around the handle tight enough that it made her knuckles turn white. She could hear the sobbing in his voice, could hear how upset he was and it broke her heart in two. This is what she had wanted to prevent wasn’t it..? That hurt, the grief of her being gone. “I.. Don’t know what you want from me..” she said softly against that door. She had to leave that room at some point, she had to leave even if she did not know where she would go. She needed time to collect her thoughts. She had not planned on running from him forever, she had just planned on running from the ‘now’. And now he was saying that she couldn’t do even that. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 10:45 PM
He sat in his chair, grabbing one of the tissues out of the box and dabbing his eyes as he looked over at her, completely stopped at the door. He knew every fiber of her being wanted to just run off and never be seen by him again. The same thing that she had done before at the Gala, but this wasn't a hook up, this was an emotional confrontation. Fate had brought them together, even if this was the last time, but Stephen was going to make sure she knew what he wanted and what would happen if she ran away from this like she normally did. “I.. Don’t know what you want from me..” she said, Stephen looked up at her, tears still streaming down his face before three words would cross his lips... "Don't fuckin' run..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 10:51 PM
Her hand would slowly slip away from that handle and fall beside her body, even if her forehead was still pressed against that door. “I can’t..” she said to him. “I need to leave..” yet her body stayed there, making no more movements to open that door. It was such a clear sign of how she was fighting that fight inside the very core of her. She couldn’t talk about them together, she couldn’t think about the ‘what if’, not yet. She wasn’t there yet. She had mades steps today and now it was just starting to become overwhelming. Her hand then went up to her head as she stress was finally getting to her. The instant ringing in her ear as the headache spiked out of control. “Nnnghh..” she mumbled at it as she rubbed her temple. “It’s too much..” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 10:56 PM
In that moment, he knew... He fucking knew... And it hurt. "Go..." he said with a sigh, "Just go before you hurt yourself beyond repair..." He wouldn't be running to her side to save her this time, he was the one causing this stress for her. He couldn't imagine anymore pain being inflicted on her and he would not be the cause of stress anymore. He couldn't do that to himself, knowing that he hurt her just by making her stick around. He couldn't fight her on this anymore. She won... she can run.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 11:03 PM
The moment he told her to go, the moment she got his ‘permission’ she was off. Her hand going to that handle and just running out and she didn’t stop running till she left the hospital, kept running till she came to the bus stop, completely out of breath and grabbing into a streetlight to keep her steady. Another person that was there stared at her with a worried glare and she just told them to fuck off. She couldn’t, not right now.. She didn’t go home. Instead she went to the one place that was hers. That spot on the beach.. It was a little spot that wasn’t accesible unless you knew how to get there. Surrounded by big rocks that were piled up it made a small cove almost of about 35 feet in size. At some times during the day it would be flooded, but right now it was just simply a stretch of slightly damp sand that had laid un disturbed until she placed her feet on it. She sat there for hours, letting her mind calm down. Everything that had played out that day slowly playing in her head again as she hugged her knees to herself. And she knew that she was being unfair.. unfair to him and even to herself. She was the problem, she had always been the problem, yet she did not know how to change.. And then suddenly, around 7 pm that night, when the sun was starting to make it’s way down the sky slowly, Stephen would receive his first text from her. It said nothing, it was completely empty, except for a GPS location. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 11:22 PM
Stephen would not let that ruin things. She ran away, she couldn't stop herself. The moment he said go, she was gone. She didn't even hesitate. In his mind, that was the part that hurt the most. He looked up at the door with a sigh as he leaned back in his chair. He stayed that way for a while. I guess not having any patients for the rest of the day was a good thing. He sighed as he leaned forward and he would hear a knock on the door, "Stephen," an angelic voice would say from the other side of the door, "Stephen, it's Alyssa... Are you okay?" "Yeah, come on in, Alyssa," he would make himself look presentable, but it was obvious something was wrong or had happened. "Oh my God," she would say as she entered the room, "Is everything okay?" "Yeah, just a long day with patients," not a lie in the slightest, but it would cover him. "Oh you poor soul," she said as she would walk forward, dressed in pink scrubs, with her hair laying out, she would come and hug Stephen as he stood, taking him a little by surprise, "Anything I can do to make it better?" He smiled at her, "Nothing at the moment, but how about later, okay?"
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They would talk for a little, nothing significant coming out of it, but the thought of something sparking was there to Stephen. He smiled at her as he would go to leave for the day 6pm. He would get in his car, beginning to move towards his apartment. The commute taking longer than normal today due to traffic. But, it would be interrupted by a text message... From Alex... He almost deleted the message without looking at it. He was done, but as he saw numbers that looked like a longitude and latitude, he grew concerned. Did something happen? Is she hurt? Questions poured over his mind as he sighed and threw the car into the next lane to go the opposite direction of his house in search for her. He would come to a road off the side of a beach like area. He was close, but looked like he would have to hoof it the rest of the way. Luckily, he had changed into an athletic pair of shoes before he left work. He would park the car off the side of the road and find a small path that led in the direction of the coordinates. At 8:05pm, he would arrive at the location.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 11-Jul-22 11:42 PM
She had been waiting on that beach for him. The nerves inside of her bubbling up and down the entire time. She watched the sunset, watched the sun slowly going down. By 7:45 she had given up on him showing up. No text, no answer, no Stephen. She deserved as much.. this is what she had wanted wasn’t it? The sun was slowly coating the area in orange. The flood going back even more and making the small shells that it had left behind glisten in the sun. Suddenly she heard footsteps and she almost could not believe what she was looking at. He had showed up. Her mouth just fall open a bit, almost in disbelief. She got up to her feet, her pants covered in sand, but she didn’t bother to wipe it off from her. “I’m sorry..” she instantly said. “For everything. For running out, for leaving you in that bathroom, for treating you like absolute shit. You didn’t deserve that… ever..” she spoke to him. “I am the problem, not you.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 11-Jul-22 11:56 PM
The rage that set through his mind and body seemed to just make things more and more harder to accept. He was hurting, she ran again, but now, she brought him back here now. Wherever this weird beach was, to do what? "What is this, Alex...?" His voice was harsh, and his tone upset. His eyes began to water, "You ran away... again. I fell for it again. After expressing to you how I felt, you ran. You know what?" His body would tense, he wasn't a doctor, he wasn't a friend, he was a man hurt by a woman who was in front of him, "You know what!? You are the problem. I fell for you at a terrible time in your life, I get it... but you are not allowed to take it out on me. You are not fucking allowed to play with my emotions like this. You left me truly in awe of you when we first met. There was something amazing about you which was confirmed with the skydiving trip and leaving me at the table at dinner after what I thought was a very fun time. You left me in a bathroom after giving me something truly amazing, you didn't text me for two days afterwards before moving doctors because you wanted to run. You are afraid to fucking live, then fine... You can run all fucking day now. I am not stopping you." He sighed as he looked at the ground, "I came here cause I thought you were in trouble or that you wanted to admit you felt the same way. I didn't know that I would be giving myself the option to be fucking hurt again. I promised myself when you left that office, with no hesitation that I would never let you do this to me again. But, here we are... Hurt again. You want to run away from something that is so fucking real and special. Something that I have never felt in another person ever in my life, then fucking run. You are right. I don't deserve that. I don't deserve the berating and running away from me you have done. I told you I fucking loved you. Only person who ever heard that from me was my mother. Apology not fucking accepted." Stephen would turn to leave.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 12-Jul-22 12:09 AM
She couldn’t believe what had just happened and her eyes were wide by the time he was done shouting at her. What had just happened? No.. he had misunderstood.. that was not how this was supposed to go. Yet suddenly his back was turned towards her and he was about to leave. She didn’t want him too. “No. Please.. wait!” She shouted after him, hoping that he would stop. She wanted to go over there, grab his arm, stop him physically. But it was like her feet were glued to the sand below her. “I didn’t ask you to come because I wanted to hurt you!” She said to him if he did stop. “I..” come on Alex, you fucking idiot. Just say it! “I asked you because I wanted to stop running!” She shouted out at him. “Because I wanted to tell you that I know I am an idiot, that I know that I hurt you. Because I wanted too. I wanted to..” she tried. Fuck why did she always choke up at those moment. Why was it so hard to just get her feelings out. “This place.. I don’t share it with anyone. When I run, this is where I go. Right here. Nobody knows about it.” She then started, focusing on something else. “But now you know.. Stephen. I am taking away my ability to run from you.” She was giving him her most closely guarded secret and she could only hope that he would understand. “Because when I do.. this is where I go..” she repeated, trying to get him to understand. “I can’t do this alone.. but I have spend my life pushing people away.. I am trying.. I really am.. But I don’t know how to do this..” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 12-Jul-22 12:21 AM
Stephen stopped in his tracks, his mind screaming at him to just keep walking, don't fall for this again, but his heart felt differently. It was almost entangling his feet and just as she was almost glued to the sand below her feet, he was glued to his spot, listening to her. He couldn't help but feel the emotion in her voice as well, almost transmitting itself to him as the tears slowly begin to fall again, "Just stop..." he would say under his breath before looking back at her, turning to face her again as she continued... "You can't keep pushing me away..." he said with a sadness in his voice, "You don't want to be alone, but then when someone gets close like I have, you want to cut that growth off like it is going to not affect them. I fucking fell in love with you. I did something with you I have never done before. That bathroom hookup might have just been a cheap fling for you, but I told you that I cared for you. I expressed my feelings for you." He sighed as he stepped forward, "I tell you I want to keep you alive, you run away. I skydive with you, you tell me not to doctor you. I try to have a first date with you, you run away when I get too close. I invite you to an important Gala and tell you how I feel after you run off upset over some TV bitch, then fuck me after I tell you how much I do care for you, just to run away from the bathroom because we are getting close. I pull you crying from a supply closet and express my love to you and you run away. What do you expect from me, Alex!? What do you want me to do!? Just sit her until you are ready not to run anymore? Come running to this beach once you have ran away from me a fifth time!?" He continued to approach her, but stopped himself, "You run and run and run, but have you ever consider that you running from making people mourning or caring about you has hurt more people than if you actually let them care about you in the first place? At least we would have good memories of you..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 12-Jul-22 12:35 AM
“Don’t you see?” She asked him, almost interrupting him. “I am trying not to run..” she said to him, her voice almost cutting off from the emotions. “I am trying to open up to you.. I just don’t know how.” She said as she sniffed at her own. “You tell me to stop running, but that is what I do.. You can’t expect me to just stop doing that from one day to the other. Because I can’t..” she tried to hold his eyes. She knew that she needed to pour it all out, know that she needed that bucket to overflow almost like it had done in that closet. Hoped that once she started it would just keep flowing. “That is why I showed you this.. because I can’t promise I don’t run..” She balled her fists, closing her eyes and taking a deep breath. “I didn’t like you after our first meeting. I thought you were cocky and an ass.” She started the soft ramble that would hopefully lead to what she wanted to say. “Even when you showed up for skydiving I was angry that you were there, but by the end of it I was glad that you had come. I accepted to go for dinner with you because I truly did think it would be fun and it was. I had fun.. I had more fun than I had had in such a long time. I was excited for the Gala too. I spend so much time working on that dress.. making it perfect. On my make-up and my hair. Because I wanted to look perfect, I wanted to look perfect for you.” She paused for a small moment, but she knew that this would be the worst time to stop. “I don’t regret the time in that bathroom. It was amazing, it was good. And it wasn’t good because of the sex.. it was good because it was with you. And when you found me in that closet… If it had been anyone else I would ran right there.. but because it was you I let you comfort me and it was good. I lo… loved that.” She was still not able to say it, she just wasn’t there. “You say I need to stop running.. You only see it when I do run. I don’t think you realize how many times I didn’t..” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 12-Jul-22 12:43 AM
Stephen stood in silence, letting her talk, seeing that she was only able to gather her thoughts as she was speaking. He couldn't stop himself from stepping forward even more. They were only a step away from one another, and he couldn't help but feel the tension in the air. As she stated that all he had seen was the times she did run, not the times that she didn't... "Alex," he said again, the emotion clearly still racked in his voice, "I can't stick around and wait for you to decide that you are done running, we both know that you don't have that kind of time. Just answer me a question..." His voice was creaking, hurting as his words came out. He was tired of the games already, he couldn't put himself through this again, but she had him wrapped him around her fingers. He would think that she knew it, but it was never like that... "Tell me to stay and I will stay... Tell me you won't run away and I will stay."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 12-Jul-22 12:48 AM
As they stood there on that beach, barely any space between them she couldn’t help but avert her eyes from him. Her jaw clenched shut and the tears still falling down her face and merging into the sand that they were standing on. “Tell me to stay and I will stay… Tell me you won’t run away and I will stay.” It only made her feel more insecure about herself, made the tornado of emotions that was running rampid in her brain grow to unimaginable sizes. She could feel the headache spiking once more, but she tried to push it down, tried to concentrate on her breathing. If she pushed him away now it was over.. she knew that. She knew the truth in his words. “Please stay…” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 12-Jul-22 12:51 AM
That was it, that was the words that he had been searching for from her... He stood there a moment, letting the words linger, the emotions of the moment continue to move between the two of them as he stared at her. Her looking away from him, it troubled him... "Alex..." he said with hardness of emotion, "Look at me... and say that..." As he called her hand, a hand would fall to her chin, pulling her eyes to meet his, the gaze of hers meeting his.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 12-Jul-22 12:54 AM
As he lifted her chin, her eyes were bloodshot from all the crying that she had done. Her eyelids swollen from rubbing the tears away and her make-up everywhere, but where they belonged. His soft beg for her had her heart beating in her chest. She opened her lips, but at first nothing came out. For a few seconds just silence live between them. Before she finally managed to open them. “Please.. Stay with me..” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 12-Jul-22 01:01 AM
“Please.. Stay with me..” The words felt like the sealing of a contract. He was hooked in that moment, he couldn't find a way to move away from her in that moment. His eyes would stay locked to hers as he would move forward. In the dull glow of a setting orange sun, with the twinkle of starlight beginning to glisten the sky, Stephen's head would begin to lower, locking his lips onto hers in the moment.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 12-Jul-22 01:06 AM
The moment his lips touched into her she would exhale against him before pressing her own against him just as much. Her hands came up to frame his face, to feel that beard that grew on his chin on her hands as well as on her lips. She deepened the kiss, opening her mouth to invite him in if he wanted to and pressing her body tighter against him till she was almost flush with him. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 12-Jul-22 01:16 AM
He would smile as she would push into him, the kiss meaning more to him than anything right now. The familiar taste of her lips settling his unsteady mind and her body pressed against his would send shockwaves of pleasure throughout his body. But, pleasure in the sense that she still wanted to be there. As he lips would cross his, he would smile with a bit of a giggle, "Alex Payne in my kaiser..." he would mutter as he pulled away for just a second, "More like Payne in my ass..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 12-Jul-22 01:29 AM
She couldn’t help but chuckle as well, a chuckle that still sounded pretty stuffed from how full her nose still was from the crying that she had done. But it did make some of the tension fall away from them and as she broke the kiss she would put her head against his chest again, like she had done before in his office. She closed her eyes, just leaning into him for a moment, listening to his heart beating in his chest. “Take me to your place..” she suddenly said, deciding to just not think to much about it. “Fuck my parents.. I don’t want to go hom..” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 13-Jul-22 09:49 PM
He smiled down at her, as she leaned into him, he would hug her tightly again. In its essence, it felt like this is just what she needed. Someone to show her, not tell her, how much that she means to them. As the tears flowed from his as well, she would request to go to his place... "Are you sure?" He would ask with a curious look, "I don't want to ruin things between you and your..." His sentence stopped almost immediately. She was a grown adult, and hell, he never knew her parents to even do anything since he took over her treatment. He smiled down at her, reaching for her hand, grabbing it before beginning to move through the brush and sand that separated them from the car. Once to the SUV, he would open the passenger door for her and let her get in first before walking over to the driver side and beginning to start the car.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 13-Jul-22 11:17 PM
"Yes. I am sure." She said almost instantly. Even if he had not broken off his own sentence she would have pressed on. "We already fight constantly anyway.. what is one more fight." She pressed on and was happy that he seemed to agree. They made their way back out of the little cove. By now it had really started to get dark. 9pm close to rolling around. She took out her phone and texted her parents she was out for the night and not to worry about her before she just plainly turned the thing off. She was not dealing with their endless calls, demanding where she was. She smiled at him as he opened the passenger door and then got in. "And here I was hoping I got to ride your motorcycle again." She chuckled at him. Even now the nerves were still rolling through her. Even if she had admitted to needing him, you couldn't changer her tendency to run in a single day. But at least she was trying.. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 13-Jul-22 11:34 PM
"I mean," he chuckled along with her, "I didn't know that someone I thought that had disappeared from my life would be showing up again..." He smiled over at her as he would slowly begin to pull on the road. Silence was shared between the two for a few moments before he would reach over, letting his hand fall to her thigh. He would softly begin to move his hand up and down the middle of her thigh, trying to give her comfort.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 14-Jul-22 02:18 AM
She had been so lost in thought that the sudden hand on her thigh made her jump just a small bit, her eyes shooting his way. But then she just give him an apologizing smile and relaxed again. She kept looking out the window, watching all the other cars pass her by. But she did enjoy that hand on her thigh. It was comforting.. to know he was there. To know someone would be at her side. She had decisions to make.. and she was still so unsure how to go about it. “Be my doctor for a moment..” she said then. “I asked you to look into my options before.. before I changed.” She said, pressing her lips together as she seemed to realize what a bad idea that had been. “What are they?” She asked as her eyes went to him again. There was concern and fear written all over them. She was scared of what would come next, that much was obvious. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 14-Jul-22 06:11 AM
She was actually asking him to doctor him, he had to have a snappy quip, he thought, "Oh, now you want me doctoring you...?" As she would turn to him, he would give her an inviting smile and as she would ask her question, he would look at her, thinking for a moment, "Well, I had a couple of trial programs that were available for someone of your age and diagnosis," he said as he thought for a moment longer, "You have the typical stuff, radiation, chemo, and the like... But, I don't know if you want to do that. You are shrinking though... So, I don't think there is any kind of major problems..." He smiled at her, the last scan of hers, he saw shrinkage beginning to happen, but he had not see anything new and she had not told him any different. After she moved from him being her primary doctor, he had to relinquish any other thoughts of looking at her stuff. In his mind, she was just having a breakdown in the closet over everything that had been going on. "Other than that, I have information on several new drugs through those trials, as well as some other stuff, chemical mixtures, etc."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 14-Jul-22 06:24 AM
She couldn’t but roll her eyes at him as he teased her about asking him to doctor. It would have normally gotten a soft chuckle from her, but she was a small bit lost in the moment of self pity. As he talked about the shrinkage she couldn’t help but feel her face fell. God she had felt happy then.. she should have known it was only temporary. That it wouldn’t mean anything for the future. That she shouldn’t have grasped on that tight. When they had now told her that the growth they had seen had been exponential it had hurt only more. It had been part of the reason why she had ended up in that closet. “It grew again.” She said the, her voice almost breaking on the words. “And it grew a lot.” She said. “They say I am at the point of no return. It is treatment now.. or hospice care.” She said as she tried her hardest to not cry out. “So.. What would you do if you were me? Which program? What are my odds?” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 14-Jul-22 06:33 AM
When she said it grew and it grew alot, his heart nearly sank out of his chest. He couldn't believe it. Even through all of the bullshit of the last couple of weeks, he still thought that she was recovering and getting better, but now... Now this... He didn't let his face show that sinking feeling, "Just another hurdle we will overcome," he said as he patted her leg, he wasn't giving up on her, not yet, "I tried to hint to in the office that day it shrank, but you really didn't grasp at it, did you?" He knew she knew what he meant as he looked over to her, and he could feel her getting ready to eye roll or tell him off, but he continued anyway, "Happiness. I may be wrong, but were you not happy with our day together, did we not have fun and then the very next scan it went down? That, that is what I would recommend... Plus trials and chemo or radiation. Whichever though, expect some side effects. I think you might good bald though." He was joking and stuck out his tongue and gave her a soft pat, "We got this..." He was getting use to the we part, he liked it.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 14-Jul-22 08:17 AM
He might be starting to get used to the word we, but Alex was nowhere there yet. Every time he said it she could feel her stomach pulling together, but she tried her hardest to not let it show. She was going to need to get used to this, but it would take her a little while to get there. She listened to him talking about how happiness had made the tumor shrink and she really felt like it was a coincidence, but she didn’t have to heart to tell him. If he really believed he could heal her with ‘happiness’ then perhaps that was not such a bad thing. “Chemo.. blegh..” she said instantly. She knew the horror stories, but radiation was not much better either. And radiation near the brain, not a good idea. As he joked about her going bald she couldn’t help but cringe a bit. “Hmm..” she said before she chuckled softly. His encouragement was sweet though and she really did appreciate it. She took a deep breath. “Dr Vander wants me to come in in two days to discuss options and then I got till the end of the week to decide what I want. Hospice care being an option.” She said. “I really don’t know what to do.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 14-Jul-22 08:31 AM
An idea crossed his mind, something that may not have been viable, but something that he could look into doing, "So, I have an idea, and I don't wanna say I can do it or not," he looked at her for a moment before turning back to the road, "There is a program, like a volunteer hospice care that the hospital offers. Usually it is for like interns of medical schools or nursing schools. What if I offered to volunteer for that program, but I help with you..." The idea crept into his mind, he didn't know how it would sound to hear, but volunteering his time to help with a patient of the hospital and one that is going to be in trials, the board would eat that up. However, it would mean that they would see each other constantly, he didn't know how she would take that.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 14-Jul-22 08:40 AM
She listened to him as he talked about the program. “No.. I don’t want to see how things..” but she stopped her sentence as he kept going. She had thought that he would say she should go and take a look through that program, so how it was there. But instead he wanted to be her carer? She couldn’t help but look at him in slight confusion. The idea of hospice care scared her. Because generally it meant that they believed that she would get sick enough to need almost constant care. Even if being out of her parents house sounded good.. she didn’t know if she liked this. It was scary and she had never even been in a hospice before. “I.. I don’t know..” she said softly. “Are they bad? The hospice places? I always just imagine it is cold and smell like death..” she admitted. “I have never been to one. It was offered to me before to look, but I was always to scared to do it.” She the chuckled softly. “Something about running away from it..” she whispered then. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 14-Jul-22 08:53 AM
"Well, I mean, hospice is something that you make of it..." He would tell Alex with a smile, trying to make it sound like something good, "Hospice can be a call on thing or a full time thing, in your state right now, you won't need full time hospice. From what I can tell, you can still cloth yourself, feed yourself, and go to the bathroom on your own. Hell, we all know you can still run..." That little jab was for his own satisfaction, but he would stick out his tongue as a sarcastic joke. "But, with this program, you would have a team of hospice members that would be at your disposal. Got a fancy app for it now a days and everything. What you could do is have them... err... me come to your parents house or if you decide that you don't want to be there wherever you are. I mean, hell, I got a spare room if you want to bunk there for a little bit..." The last bit came naturally off tongue that he didn't feel like it was something huge, just a friend offering a friend a room.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 14-Jul-22 08:58 AM
She nodded at what he was saying. “That.. doesn’t sound too bad actually..” she said. To have people who can help her if she needed it. She knew how stubborn she was. She was bad at admitting that she wasn’t feeling well. If the side effects got bad.. well, she could see herself trying to do all her stuff anyway and get in trouble. It would also be nice to not need to bother her parents if she needed to go to appointments, or get medication delivered. “I don’t think I can do this if I stay at my parents home..” she the said softly. “The constant fighting, the way they are trying to control everything. They would drive me insane with all their demands and expectations.” She said. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes for one second as she gathered her guts to say the next thing that she wanted to say. “If I am going to fight this.. I want to fight it hard.” She said then. “I don’t want to look back and think I could have done more. If we fight then I want it to end in me living..” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 14-Jul-22 09:04 AM
"Well, if you don't wanna live with your parents," he said with a confident tone, but the overwhelming nature of this next question hitting him, "Why don't you move in with me? I have a full room that has nothing but clutter in it. I will have to clean it out, but it is all yours..." He looks over at her for a moment as he waits for her answer, the last response gave him the confidence to even attempt the question, but he didn't know how she would respond. Especially with something possibly blooming here...
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Alexandra Payne BOT 14-Jul-22 09:10 AM
She let the silence stretch between them after he suggested that. Not because she wanted to make it awkward, but because she didn’t fully know how to respond and she wasn’t completely against it either. The truth was, she had nowhere else to go. She didn’t have money to pay rent, she didn’t qualify for any of the programs that could help her. And like he said, full time hospice was not needed either. But to live in the same house as him.. it felt to soon and too fast. “I can’t pay you anything..” she said then, as if the reality of it just not being possible was easier to accept. “I can’t even afford to buy my own food and everything probably.” She added to it, her brain focusing on the imposibilities. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 14-Jul-22 09:29 AM
Stephen would giggle for a second as he listened to her answer before puffing out his chest, "That is why they pay the big bucks as a Doctor," he would smile as turned his head to her again, "That's fine. Could you imagine me asking someone with a tumor to pay rent on a room I just offered up?" He looked back at the road, "All of that is fine, I would like to actually have you eat more with me anyway, it is kinda fun to have a dinner so one every night would be fun. Plus, you might be able to help me figure out how to cook at home instead of ordering pizzas and subs every night."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 14-Jul-22 09:32 AM
She couldn’t help but smile softly at that. Even if it still made her a bit uncomfortable, it was nice that someone was paying attention to her. That someone wanted to be with her. It made her feel both bad and good at the same time and it was a strange mix. “I will just.. look at the room first.” She said then, figuring that she didn’t need to decide right then. “And just roommates.” She said to him, wanting him to know. She was not ready to share a bedroom with him, at least she believed that she wasn’t ready for that. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 14-Jul-22 09:35 AM
His face did falter for a second at that last comment, he definitely didn't do a good job at hiding, but finding a smile before he looked back at her, "Sure," he said with the smile, "Roommates..." He would continue to drive, letting the silence grow a little between them as he thought for a moment about her previous comment. Did she not feel what he was feeling, was she not wanting that too? He let the questions rush his brain as they would pull into a condo parking garage, he would ride to the top floor of the parking garage, finding his motorcycle sitting there, chained to a large pipe, he would park the SUV beside of it, "Home, sweet, home..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 14-Jul-22 09:39 AM
At his obvious distaste at the word roommates she was about ready to hit herself in the face. She had not meant it like that.. She just.. wanted her own room. Ugh, she was bad at this. She just wasn’t ready to like live together? Did that make sense. She needed her space, her own bit.. Multiple times she wanted to open her mouth and clarify it, but she didn’t know how to word it. So in the end she gave up. She looked up curiously as they ended up parking in a big garage. She had always wondered where he lived, but now she wondered even more. She chuckled softly to herself then as he said, home, sweet, home. “I mean.. could have at least told me that you were homeless before offering me a ‘room’.” She chuckled, actually making the air quotes. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 14-Jul-22 09:48 AM
"Shesh..." he said with a smile as he hopped out of the SUV, waiting for her on the other side, "The building is over there." Pointing to a taller building that was connected to the garage, a building that was slightly larger than the five story garage, "It's condos," he would say as he walked towards the entrance to the elevators, hitting a button to call for it, "Each floor is their own condo. There are six condos and we are top of the world." He stood beside her for a moment as they waited for the elevator to arrive, he couldn't help but feel a little tenser now that she said she wanted to just be roommates. The idea of them not being together still didn't sit easy on his mind. The elevator would open to reveal a long hall way on the other side of the elevator, showing the elevator had double doors before he would step in and hit 6 to take them to the condo. The ride was relatively quick on this newer elevator, so when the doors opened to reveal his floor, he smiled, "Now, home, sweet, home..." Walking forward, he would tap a key fob from his key chain against a small black marker on the wall. The door would click open from a small hallway, allowing him access to his condo. He would walk across the small hallway and swipe the key fob once more to get into the condo proper.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 14-Jul-22 10:01 AM
“Sure sure, I don’t believe it till I see it.” She teased him as she walked with him to the elevator. She too could feel the little bit of tension that was between them and she didn’t like it. She knew that she was pulling away from him again. That she was still ‘running’ even if she was here. But it was a hard habit for her to quit that easily. They waited for that elevator and once the doors opened and they went inside she couldn’t help but look at in in aw. It was a nice place. Plenty of space and a spacious living room. He even had a small deck. “Wow..” she said as she stepped in. She reached down to take off her shoes, since it only felt like common sense in a house like this. And her parents always told her to take them off as well. “It’s nice..” she said with a chuckle. “You sure you live here?” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 14-Jul-22 11:02 PM
He would smile as she began to walk in the apartment, taking her shoes off, as he would as well, placing them beside the door on a mat that was there for shoes, but once she asked if he was sure, "The rent check that I send every month seems to indicate that," he would chuckle with a smile, "So, I reckon I do." As he would walk into the living room with her, he would smile at her taking in the place, before he would move over to the couch, beginning to take his watch, wallet, and keys placing them on the coffee table beside of an L-shaped couch that looked up at a large, 75 inch television. He would look down at here with a smile, "So... thoughts?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 14-Jul-22 11:10 PM
She would follow him inside and eventually take her seat at the couch a little bit away from him to give him space. She felt like she was invading his house almost, like she wouldn’t be there. Yet the place was beautiful and it was clean. It looked nothing like the old fashioned house that she grew up in. “It’s.. beautiful.” She said in all honesty, not seeing a reason to lie to him about it. “It looks expensive.” She chuckled at him. She liked his ope kitchen, and she very much liked his patio. Even the view was very nice. “Why does a doctor even need such a fancy house? I bet you are barely ever here.” She chuckled at him. She knew that doctors usually had crazy hours to work. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 14-Jul-22 11:13 PM
"It would surprise you," he said as he would unbutton his shirt a little bit, exposing his chest and the tattoos underneath before sitting down on the couch near a corner, "I actually keep most of my work between 9 and 6, Monday through Friday. I don't ever really bring a lot home with me. Now when I was a resident, sure, but now that I have a specialist association and work on just that, it is smooth sailing." He would smile as he looked over at her, "Did you tell your parents that you were...?" His question stops there, not sure if she even wants to speak about it or ruin the moment for her, "Are you hungry? I can make food or order out?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 15-Jul-22 10:04 AM
Of course her eyes moved down to that exposed skin of his chest. She couldn’t help it. She loved his tattoo’s. The ink looked beautiful on him. She had always wanted one. Wanted to get her skin tattoo’d. But her parents had never allowed it, said she shouldn’t but her body through more torture then it was already going with all the medication. She looked up at him as he asked his question. “That I am here? No.” She said with a chuckle. “That I wasn’t coming home and I was safe? Yes.” She let him know. His question of food had her thinking. She wondered what she wanted… her parents rarely ordered out. In fact she had not had any fast food since they had gone out for those burgers. “Hmm.. pizza?” She suggested. Her eyes danced down his chest again and the curiosity in her eyes sparkled just a bit as she rubbed over her knees. As if she didn’t know what to do with her hands. “Could I…” she stopped midway, pressing her lips together. “Could I see your tattoo’s?” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 15-Jul-22 08:46 PM
As he would sit there, grabbing his phone and beginning to scroll for pizza places here them, he would smile up at her. He was still new to the area and had no idea what kind of food options were around as he would usually just pickup from the hospital or around the hospital and bring it home, however, her next question would send him for a loop, not knowing how to respond in the moment, but then a devious smile would creep across his lips. "I reckon I need to get out of these work clothes anyway," he smiled as he placed his phone to the couch before standing up. In not even a sexy way, just someone who is normally taking them off, he would slowly unbutton his shirt, making sure not to tear any of them before untucking it. Under his shirt, he wore a A style undershirt that was white and hide a bit of his chest, but as he untucked the dress shirt it would come untucked and he would take that off as well. Not stopping there, he would look at her with a smile as he would reach down and unclasp the belt from his pants and whip it through the loop of his pants with a slapping and smacking sound. Next, he would unbutton the trousers he was wearing and with a small wiggle of the hips, they would fall to the floor under him, leaving him in just a part of tight boxer briefs and ankle socks. He would look back at her and smile as he would sit, bringing the phone back up before saying, "Pizza?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 15-Jul-22 09:37 PM
As he got up she could kind off feel herself getting excited for the prospect of him taking off his shirt. Her eyes would follow him as he got up and then stay on his chest as that final layer came off. She couldn’t help the lip that went between her lips. She knew she had seen it before in that bathroom, but that had been different. She hadn’t taken her time and it had been such a different lighting. He was stunning. His chest was fit and he was absolutely covered in tattoo’s. She wondered what their stories were. And then his hands went to his belt and her eyes would shoot up to his face as her eyebrows kind of went ‘what-are-you-doing?’. Yet she didn’t stop him and his pants came off as well and once more her eyes went down to go over his whole body again. He sat back down and called for pizza, she looked back up at him once more. “Yes. Pizza.” She said. She wasn’t going to let him get her. She got up from where she was sitting and without warning she would sit down on the very edge of his lap. She kind off pushed him back a bit against the back of the couch and then started to trace her fingers over the many tattoo’s that covered her chest. “What do they stand for?” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 15-Jul-22 09:46 PM
As he would smile at her, feeling like his job was accomplished, he intended to act like it was never the stranger for him, but she would turn the table on him as she would move straight to him, sitting directly on his lap. He would look up at her, his lips coming between his teeth as the lip bite would ignite something in him. As she traces her fingers along his chest, he would smile, "Most of them, no meaning whatsoever," he said with a smile, "Which is the beauty of all of them." He would smile up at her before looking down at his chest and pointing at a few different ones, "Like this one, the hummingbird, was a tribute to my mom as she loved hummingbirds, but the lion," as he would point to a lion head that seemed to blend into his shapes and lines of his other tattoos, "That is only because I liked it. Not every tattoo has to have a meaning or a resolution behind it. Sometimes, art is just art, no meaning or rhyme. Just beauty."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 15-Jul-22 09:52 PM
Everything he would point out would soon be felt by her fingers. She somehow expected to be able to feel the lines on it, but it was just as smooth as the rest of his skin. They were beautifully detailed. Some even holding bright colors. Some had thick bold lines, other delicate lines and shadows. She liked those the most. They looked like small pieces of art. “You don’t even have any space left anymore.” She chuckled at him. Her eyes never left it and her hand would follow where her hand went. Even once she got to his neck she just caressed over the skin softly. “How can a doctor with so many debts even pay for all these tattoos?” She teased him more. Only then did her eyes go up to his again. “And why haven’t you ordered my pizza yet?” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 15-Jul-22 09:56 PM
"Someone keeps asking about my tattoos," Yeah, that was the reason, he thought to himself before continuing, "So, I have had to explain those instead of looking at my phone... Dominos, Pizza Hut, or this little joint named Alfredo Fred's?" He smiled up at her, enjoying the touch of her hand all over him, he couldn't help but smile and lean into a couple of times, surely noticeable, but he didn't care. Maybe she didn't mean the roommates comment.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 15-Jul-22 09:59 PM
"That is your fault for having so many Sir." She said right back at him. "Domino's" she instantly decided as he gave her the options. She loved herself some dominos. In her opinion they had the best crust. "I want a bbq base with chicken, onions and mushroom." She said. Her standard pick. But she loved it. She did notice him leaning in. But somehow in that moment, she felt quite comfortable with him. It felt natural almost. She was just admiring his tattoos after all right? Nothing weird going on. And he was attractive. She never denied that. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 15-Jul-22 10:05 PM
He smiled up at her as she gave her order. He started to push buttons on the phone, downloading the app, putting in the two pizza. Her order and then his pizza, just a regular pepperoni pizza. He would order it for delivery and then look down, thirty minutes. He would throw the phone to the side of the couch as he would look back up at her on his lap, his hand snaking around her side, trying to be as sneaky as possible, before pulling her a little closer into him. As he would laugh and watch her for the moment.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 15-Jul-22 11:16 PM
Her eyes had already dipped down to his chest again. Taking in that ink that was there. She just liked the look of it a lot. It was only when those hands started to come up her side that she looked back up at him. She didn't flinch away though. Even when he pulled her closer so she was sitting more in his lap then on his knees like she had been before she didn't actually pull back. She just watched him with almost a curious look on her face, wondering what he would do. She couldn't be the one to make the first step this time. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 16-Jul-22 12:05 AM
As he would hear glance, the curious stare seemed to be acknowledged by him, the look of 'what are you gonna do?' feeling the air in the moment as his giggles would turn to an almost icy stare. Looking up at her, his stare almost begging in appearance would be met by his hand sliding up and grasping her the back of her neck, softly, but firmly. Almost commandingly, he would begin to push her lips towards his own. A hungry desire behind these moves.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 16-Jul-22 12:23 AM
That hand that travelled up to grab at the back of her neck almost made a shiver run down her spine. It had always been a sensitive spot of hers. Her lips parted slowly to let some air escape her lunges before he pulled her towards him. Their lips met not soon after and she couldn't help but melt slightly into him. It did fuel something inside of her as well. Even if she had ran from him before, it had not been the sex that had made her do it. And now that their lips touched once more she couldn't help but feel that same fire reignite inside her as it had before. The hand that had been tracing his tattoo's was now joined by the other one as she laid them across his chest. Her fingers digging into his flesh just slightly as she opened herself up for his kiss. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 16-Jul-22 02:05 AM
Her fingers digging into his chest and her body leaning into his, it was the right amount of mixture for the passion to continue to raise. As their lips contacted, almost immediately, his tongue would reach out and look for acceptance into hers. He needed her more than ever right now, and the motions she was making was just making that more and more apparent. He would move his hands to her back, giving soft and gentle strokes as he did, but it was only momentarily as well as he would tun her body completely into him at this point, helping her to move each of her legs to either side of his body.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 16-Jul-22 02:09 AM
She gave him that acces that he was looking for almost without delay. She would tilt her head to the side a bit, her dark hair tumbling over her shoulder. She felt him tug her even closer into him till she was flush against him. She could feel that heat slowly rising, her body responding to his as she pushed her hips into him. One of her hands came up from his chest and ended up at the base of his neck as well she played with the hairs that were there. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 01:19 AM
Pulling his head in closer in process of playing with his neck hairs sent shivers through his body that he could only shake with slightly as he smiled into their kiss. His body openly reacting the same way as hers, the arousal that began when he first started stripping his clothing only increasing as she continued to push the pace. The bulge that was present in the tight boxer briefs beginning to grow stronger and stronger with every touch of their lips and movement of their body. He couldn't help but feel himself twitch under her body several times.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 08:17 AM
She could feel his erection growing under her. Even through her jeans she could feel it there. Slowly but surely her breathing was starting to get deeper as their kiss continued. Her hips starting to grind more and more into him as they almost dry humped each other. Her fingers would go up a bit more and grasp into his long hair as she bit into his lip gently before deepening their kiss once more. Yet she wouldn’t take that next step between them, not yet. With no booze of frustration to fuel her, she was taking much more of a following role between the two. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 08:24 AM
Once she continued to put more into his hair, the hungry kissing continued, he couldn't wait any longer. His hands would move from her sides to the pull the flannel vest and shirt up, motioning for her to let him pull it off of her. He needed to feel her skin on his skin, the contact of the two. Her touch was already sending electicity through his body, but he slowly realized that she was not pushing the pace as hard as she did last time, maybe this was on him this time, he thought.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 08:30 AM
She couldn’t help the soft inhale of air as her hands suddenly grasped at her shirt. The sudden contact of his cold fingers against her skin sending a soft shudder through her. Yet she lifted her hands into the air and let him pull it over her head, breaking their lip lock to do so. It revealed her skinny body, something that he had not seen when she had been in her dress. Her ribs would be slightly visible under her skin, though it wouldn’t be disturbing. Her hips were wide and came in quick towards her waist. Her bra would cup her breasts perfectly, the black lace laying gently against her skin. She was slightly sun kissed from her time spend at her little private beach. As part of her still knew that she shouldn’t be doing this with him. A part of her still wanted to get as far away from him as she could, but at the same time she was being pulled along in the rhythm and the taste of his mouth against her hers. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 08:34 AM
He would smile in their kiss as she let him pull the flannel and shirt over her head, revealing her small body. He could say that he never really liked women this skinny, but there was something about her that was just stunning him whenever he was in her presence. His cock stiff against his boxer briefs, his arousal at a high, he couldn't see anything else but her on him right now, no other notices from the rest of the world or even his mind. He would reach behind her as he did, look to unclasp the bra, fumbling with it slightly, before giggling in the kiss, "I am no good with bras..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 08:38 AM
“For fuck sake..” she would say back into his mouth even though it was accompanied by a bit of a smile. She would reach behind her and easily unclasp it from underneath his fingers and let it fall off the front of her. She peeled it from her shoulders and the tossed it away to the side before taking his hand and placing it against her breast, moaning softly into his mouth as she returned for another kiss. Se was too deep in yet again, her mind filled with just as much lust as he was. Her hips still moving against him, whenever she got the chance. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 08:43 AM
He laughed at her smile, but as she placed his hands on her chest, an almost equally soft moan escaped from his lips until hers as he would push his tongue back to meet hers and continue where they had left off. His hands would begin to gently massage her perky breasts, almost perfectly placed in his hands with a tight and persistent motion before finding her nipples, poking out, and pinching them between the middle of his fingers as he squeezed. His lips would soon find their way off of her lips, falling to her neck, giving soft and sucking kisses as he would slowly begin to inch his way down, more and more, until he would meet her collarbone, then moving directly to her chest, a nipple guided into his mouth, with a soft pull from his lips and a swirling of his tongue around it.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 08:50 AM
She moaned into his mouth again as he pinched her nipple and as he broke their kiss she almost instantly let her head fall back so her eyes would pointed towards the ceiling. Her breath was coming out in deep bursts as her chest expanded against him. First her neck was kissed, then her collarbone and soon he was going down to have his mouth find her hardened nipple. “Ooh fuck..” she said softly as she could feel the heat between her legs starting to grow, knowing that she was growing wet there. All his play was doing was making her need him more and she was starting to consider just getting up from him and ripping off her jeans herself. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 08:57 AM
His lips would continue to suck in her hardened nipple, giving her tiny swirls from the tip of his tongue to continue to stimulate, but he would also smile as he bounce to the other one almost immediately after as well, continuing to simulate both. He would pull away for a moment as he would smile, the thoughts running through his mind, should it be here or in the bedroom? He would slowly gain his footing under her and push her up off the couch, maintaining a grasp around her waist as he would smile up at her before beginning to walk towards the back bedroom. He didn't expect this day to go like this at all, so his bed was unmade, clothes on the floor, stuff thrown everywhere, but he didn't pay attention to it as he would immediately toss her down to the bed in front of him.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 09:05 AM
She wasn’t expecting him to suddenly lift her from the ground. Her legs around hook around his hips to keep herself up and her arms coming around her neck to hold him a bit better. But suddenly she was in the air as he tossed her into the bed. She didn’t hit it hard, but it still was enough to surprise her. As soon as she was down she would look his way with eyes that were filled with lust, a soft hue of pink on her cheeks from te heat. Her nipples were hard, gleaming in the light from the saliva that was still on them as she seemed to be waiting for his next move. Her eyes dancing down his frame to see that shape of him hiding in his boxers. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 09:15 AM
Once she was on the bed, he would smirk down at her with a soft grin before slowly stepping back a step, his fingers moving to the inner side of his boxer briefs and slowly loosening them enough to where he could begin to push them down. As they began to fall the sight of his cock would begin to appear, slowly coming over the top of the waist band, then once the waist band was below him, his cock would fall straight forward, hanging in the air as veins would bulge and the tip would twitch slightly. Once his boxers hit the ground, he would step out of them, but not onto the bed. He would walk over to her, slowly reaching down and letting his fingers trace up the jeans she was wearing, slowly looking up at her as he would begin to move his hands towards the button of her pants. Unclasping the button, he would slowly hook inside of her jeans and any underwear that she might be wearing underneath and begin to pull them away.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 09:20 AM
The moment his member started to show from his boxers that lip would disappear between her lip. She moved her front up a bit so she was sitting on her elbows. Her eyes going back and forth between it and her eyes as he pulled those boxers own. “Tease..” she scoffed at him softly. She knew how he felt. She remembered it and fuck did she need that right now. And then he came to her instead, those hands undoing the button on her jeans and hooking behind her underwear as he pulled them down her legs. She shimmied her hips to help his speed up the process. It revealed her smooth mound as as parted her legs slightly to allowed him to pull it further down it would show the soft glistening at her lips to him. “God your slow..” she complained softly, though she didn’t mean it to sound angry. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 09:28 AM
"And you are impatient..." he would say with a smile as he looked down at her, before moving forward, "But, if that is what you want..." He would waste no more time. He was slow, he was going to show her just how fast he would. His knees would find themselves onto the unmade bed, slowly moving up to her before he would lay down, holding his body weight off of her with a hand as his right hand would reach down and grab his shaft. No games, no foreplay, he is going to fuck her. Fuck her good. He would slowly guide his head in between her lips before he would stop. Looking down at her, "Is this what you want?" He was hoping that he next comment would be a snide one because before she can get the second word out of her mouth, his cock was pushed into her as deep as he could with no warning.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 09:36 AM
And just like that he was suddenly on top of her. She would spread her legs out for him as he placed himself between it. She could feel him press against her and she couldn’t help the soft exhale that left her in anticipation before he once more stopped himself. “Is that what you want?” Her eyes found his as she angled her hips against him. “Hurry u.. aaah!” She couldn’t even finish her sentence as he would suddenly push himself deep inside her, making her moan out loudly as her sex grabbed around him at the sudden fullness. She angled her head back, as she closed her eyes. “Ooh fuck..” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 09:43 AM
"That's better," he would say as she moaned against him, before he would pull out of her and push hard into her again, "Say it again? Tell me what you want?" A smirk crossing his lips as he would look down at her, the games just beginning between the two of them. He slowly begin to sway his hips back and forth as he looked at her, letting just a small bit of him angle in and out of her as he listened for her answer.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 09:51 AM
She moaned once more as he pushed into her again, her body moving underneath him from the force. “I want you to fuck me..” she said to him as she watched him straight into the eyes and she would keep her eyes opened as he kept pushing in and out of her. Each push in producing a soft moan from him as he teased her. “Please..” she added to it as he was being mean. Her legs coming around his hips to try and urge him on. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 09:56 AM
Feeling her legs loop around him sent an excitement up his spine that he could not imagine. Something that was more intense than he had ever known. He smiled down at her as he would let his hips slam into her, his full length actually crashing into her this time, the smack of their hips echoing through the room. He would pull back and smile down at her, pushing the tone of things just a little more... "Please what?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 10:00 AM
That sharp thrust made her cry out into the air, though it was a cry from pure pleasure. Her sex was clasping into him as he hilted her and her hips pushing back against him as she grabbed into the blanket underneath him. “Please what?” Her eyes met him again, hers speaking of her stubbornness. She didn’t want to give him what he wanted, she wanted him to be just as frustrated by how slow he had gone as she had been. “Just please..” she teased him with the smallest bit of a grin on her face. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 10:05 AM
"Oh," he said with a smile, "Is that so...?" He would slowly pull from the spot of their hips connection, to the point that every ripple and groove of both of them could be felt by the other, he slowly moved back to the point of his cock head sitting inside of her and nothing else, "I will ask again," he said with a smirk, "Please what?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 10:13 AM
She could feel him pull out of her, making her squirm underneath him as he did. She closed her eyes for one second, feeling those veins that were alongside his shaft. As he asked her again her again she would look back at him. She was still not ready to quite give into him. She would press her lips together for a second as her sex would grab around his tip, trying to invite him back inside her. “Please.. Doctor.” She said, trying to pick the least sexy thing she could think of as she grinned up at him. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 10:16 AM
As she would grin a shit eating grin up at him after calling him doctor, he couldn't help but feel like she was testing him, and he fucking loved it. He couldn't help but feel an excitement in his body in this point beyond the arousal in him. He would slowly push inside of her again, "Fuck, you like being a little bratty slut, don't you?" He was definitely testing boundries now, he wasn't sure what he should do now, but he slowly lifted his hand from the bed, adjusting his weight to the other side as his right hand would slowly move from beside her and his fingers would creep across her neck, "Now, say my fucking..." he would slam his cock into her with as much force as he could muster, "...name."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 10:22 AM
The slow push caused a low moan to leave her. Her eyes never leaving his even as her face kind of pulled into more of a moaning face then the grin she had worn just now. Neither would they leave as he suddenly wrapped his fingers around his throat. The deep thrust of his length inside her made her flinch into the bed, but the hand on her throat kept her in place. The soft pressure of it somehow sending her into an even deeper place of lust. "Stephen.." she moaned out to him. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 10:27 AM
"Good girl," he would say as he would slowly move himself back out of her, letting her feel the ripples of him again before he smirked down at her, "My good, good girl..." With that, his hips would slam back into her once, twice, three times... Continuing to move into her as his hand would remain around her throat, unknowingly getting tighter and tight around her throat as he would continue to pound harder and harder into her, "Fuck..." he would moan softly.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 10:33 AM
She didn't know why but hearing him call her that made her feel warm inside. He pulled out again, making her quiver underneath him at the feeling of it. He really could have driven her crazy from just doing that. But he didn't and instead he started to move into her in more earnest. She moaned for him into the air, the moans slowly started to get more shallow and less loud as he closed those fingers around her more. He was't exactly preventing her from breathing as much as he was closing of her blood vessels. The pressure in her head slowly increasing and making her light headed in the most pleasant way. It made her focus more on the feeling of him. One hand came to rest around his wrist even if she didn't pull him back while the other still grabbed into the blanket underneath. "Doc... tor.." she teased again, not wanting him to win just yet. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 10:38 AM
He could only laugh as she would call him doctor again, he smiled down at her, "You are my fucking brat..." he said with a smile, but he would immediately stop his quickened pace, "But, brats don't get what they want." He stopped almost immediately, pulling his cock out of her to the point where his head was the only thing left in her, his hand moving from her throat as the smile indicated she was enjoying that before he would smile down at her, "So, what is my name again?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 10:43 AM
She couldn't help the soft complain and pushing of her hips against him as he stopped his pace again. That hand on the throat preventing her from moving muxh. And she knew that she was the one causing it, but it was to fun not to. She could see the small bit of frustration in him to and it only made her smile more. She opened her mouth to breath a bit deeper as she looked him in the eyes. "Whats up doc..?" She chuckled at her own little joke. "What you going to do about it?" @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 10:49 AM
"What you going to do about it?" He couldn't help but smirk at her response as he looked down at her. It almost felt as if a switch had kicked for him. She obviously didn't want to push the pace, but she liked being bratty, but he knew what he wanted so he was going to get it. He looked at her and was going to give her what she wanted as well. She wanted to be fucked... She was going to get fucked. He slowly pulled himself out of her completely, moving to the end of the bed, standing there for a moment. He had felt how easy it was, how light she was, he could easily put her wherever he wanted and that is what he was going to do. If she said anything, he didn't hear it, but he would grab her ankles, almost sliding her body to him before he would easily pick her up from the bed, making her stand in front of him before turning her and pushing her onto the bed with a thud so she was face down and ass would directly over the bed. With one smooth motion, a smack would echo across the room as his hand would connect with her ass. "You want to get fucked... I am going to fuck you." He would position himself behind her, his even harder cock in his had as he would set up behind her, before pushing into her hard with a thrust.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 10:57 AM
For a moment she thought that she had pushed him to far. He pulled away from her completely, even that hand around her throat leaving. She was just about to look up when suddenly she felt him tug her ankled. She yelped into the air as he suddenly pulled her up and yanked her to her feet, only to grab into her hips and twist her around before pushed her roughly into those sheets. It was went so fast that she barely had time to respond. The first thing coming from her mouth being the cry at having her ass spanked. And then he was there again, pushing into her roughly. "Aaah! Fuck.." she moaned out. "Yes.. I wanna be fucked!" She cried out to him just at the moment that the doorbell rang, making her pause and go silent before she couldn't help the laugh that escaped her. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 18-Jul-22 10:55 PM
"Fuck..." he would say with an aggravated tone as he would look down at her as she looked up at him in silence, "Please don't move..." He would slowly pull out of her as the doorbell would ring again, he walked out of the room, stopping by a nearby linen closet and grabbing a towel to throw around his lower half, adjusting himself so he would not be poking out of the towel as he got to the door, "Hey, order from Domin..." The girl who was standing at the front of the door, probably no more than twenty stops in mid sentence as she looks at him. His body glistening slightly from the activities, but his tattoos looked fantastic in that light, even he would have to admit. He would look at her with a smirk, "Uh, order for Stephen Ulrich?" The girl would immediately click back to reality in the moment, "Yeah, sorry, here ya go!" "Thank you," he said with a smile as he would slowly shut the door behind him, before giggling. He would throw the pizza on the counter as he walked past slinging the towel off as he walked back through the door.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 18-Jul-22 11:19 PM
She really couldn't help herself. The small chuckle at his obvious frustration had her smiling. Yet this time she was going to do what he asked and she stayed there with her ass sticking up in the air and her face in the bed. The only thing she changed was putting one knee on the end of the bed to be a small bit more comfortable. She could hear the girls voice and could only imagine how he looked wrapped in that towel, his hair a mess. God.. he could probably get anyone looking like that. That girl would get fired in a heartbeat to be in her position. But the door closed again and she could hear his footsteps getting back to her. She looked over her shoulder at him, her sex still glistening in the right and her eyes full with amusement. "What you want more Doc? Pizza or sex?" She teased him. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 19-Jul-22 01:17 AM
As he would return to the room, before he could even say anything, she would say, "What you want more Doc? Pizza or sex?" It would stop him for a second, she never ceased with the bratiness. But, this did not deter him. Without a word, he would move behind her, positioning himself with cock in hand, sliding the tip of it in before continuing the pace that he began earlier. No words, no doubts, just the sound of his hips smacking off her ass as he would continue to pound into her. His hand would slowly begin to creep up her back, the long strings of dark hair bouncing with every motion. It would not be very long until his hand was wrapped with her hair, giving it a gentle tug and before he knew it, he was using it as leverage and pulling her back into him.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 19-Jul-22 01:43 AM
Her question was soon answered as he pressed himself back into her and she could only moan in responds, the softest of smiles on her face. She soon had her eyes closed as he got into that relentless pace, making a moan leave her lips at every thrust that he made into her. She felt his hand coming down and before long it had grabbed into her hair. It started of gentle but soon enough it was that hand that was pulling her body back into him and created these hard and heavy thrust that were starting to make her thighs quiver. “Hmmm..! Yes.. fuck me!” She moaned out to urge him on, loving every second of it. Her mind not worried in that moment about where they were, of how they should act. Just enjoying that moment with him. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 19-Jul-22 01:50 AM
He would continue thrusting, hard and deep. Every moan she would make would be met by an equal one from him. His grunts of passion feeling the room. Their sounds echoing through the room, "Fuck," he would let out, "You feel so fucking good!" His hand never left her hair, almost yanking with every thrust now as he would mindlessly pull out and thrust in with as much power as his hips would offer. His free hand would move from a grip on her hips to laying a solid smack across her ass, "Who's pussy is this?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 19-Jul-22 01:53 AM
She hadn’t known how much she had needed this. How much she had needed the mind numbing sex that was happening to her right now. For just that moment she didn’t have to think about anything but what was happening between the two of them. Even with her head pulled back she had her eyes closed, moaning into the air. Already that feeling building in her stomach. She half moaned and half cried out as his hand landed across her rear. “Yours.. it’s yours!” She said out as he demanded the words, not wanting him to stop. “Fuck..!” She moaned out soon after as she could already feel that pressure building in her stomach. “‘Don’t stop.. don’t stop!” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 19-Jul-22 02:03 AM
He never stopped. The same pace and same smacking of her ass on his hips would echo through the room as he would moan along with her. He was feeling it as well, the arousal building to a climaxing point. He couldn't help but feel like he was right at his point, but he needed her. He needed her to finish first again. He bit his bottom lip as he continued to thrust in and out of her with a needed pace, "Oh fuck, Alex... Oh fuck..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 19-Jul-22 02:11 AM
It didn’t take long before he got his wish. After a few more high pitched moans she suddenly went silent as her body tensed up during her climax. Her sex would clasp around him, making it harder for him to move as fast, but not impossible. The silence stretched for a few more thrust before a deep grunt would leave her as she reached that climax that he was hoping for. Her heart beating fast in her chest and her breath coming out in pants as she just let her head hang in that fistfull of hair. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 19-Jul-22 02:16 AM
Once her body would clinch and he would feel her tighten up, he would continue to push in and out of her, but he was unable continue the pace that he wanted, but once she would let out that low guttural grunt, he would smirk. She was there and her body was almost quivering with every stroke he would continue, but he finally felt that moment creeping up on him as well. He couldn't help himself, he didn't wanna stop either. He push hard as he could and a couple of moments after she finished, he would let out a low growl and then a pleasurable moan as he would let the weeks of built up emotion spill out of him. His pearly white seed would slowly feel her up and he could feel his cock almost squirting it out of her with every continued thrust. He couldn't help but continue to push forward for another moment or two... "Fuck..." he said with a smirk, "Fuck..." he would repeat as he would fall forward and his cock would nearly just pop out of her. "Holy shit..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 19-Jul-22 02:24 AM
She kept moaning out softly as he continued and finally released inside of her. By the time he was finished and fell over on top of her she couldn’t keep her body up anymore. She that knee fall from the edge of the bed and just went into her knees on the ground so her stomach was also resting against the matrass instead on being up in the air. She felt is weight on top of her, but at least this way she could do it. She was panting hard, her body still buzzing with excitement from the orgasm that it had just experienced. “God..” she said to a soft smile on her features. “That was good..” she admitted. She had liked the roughness of it, liked how it had made her feel numb in her mind. For a moment she hadn’t felt like the sick girl, she had felt needed and sexy and she liked it. Perhaps that was part of why she had urged him to hurry up, because she didn’t want the loving part of it, she had needed this. “How about that pizza..?” She the chuckled underneath him. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 19-Jul-22 03:40 AM
Stephen would just pant for a few moments, this being a better workout than he had had in many years, but finally he would roll off of the top of her and onto his back on the side of the bed, finally beginning to catch his breath in the moment. He smiled at her as he looked over, "Yeah, pizza..." he said with a smile, "I almost forgot about that..." He sat up on the edge of the bed, looking down at his body and hers, he was still dripping with a combination of both his and her juices, "Hold on a second," he said with a smile, "I will get us stuff to clean up with..." He stood, his legs a little wobbled from the moment, as he began to walk across the room and grab his towel before walking out of the room and grabbing another towel before spotting the pizza and grabbing it as well. He would bring a towel for her and the pizza into the room, moving to the top of the bed, placing the towel for him down and enough room for the boxes of pizza to sit on top of it while handing her her towel, "Dinner date?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 19-Jul-22 03:57 AM
Even as he walked off she just stayed there like that for a moment more. She closed her eyes, marveling in the soft buzz that rang in her body, to exhausted to move and make herself more comfortable. She could feel his cum dripping gently down her thighs and it only send more shivers down her spine. Only once he came back did she force herself to push off from that bed. She grabbed for that towel moving it to between her legs as she wiped both of them away from her and then finally tried to gather herself and sit up. Her legs shook underneath her and she only had the strength to push herself up before she sat down on that bed. It took everything to not just plot down and go to sleep. “Dinner date?” She couldn’t help the chuckle. “Usually you ask that before you take the girl roughly in your bedroom.” She joked at him. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 19-Jul-22 04:01 AM
"When have you and I ever been freakin' traditional!?" He would say with a smile on his face, and a look of admiration in his eyes, "Anyway, I am assuming you didn't bring a bed with you, so sex, dinner, than cuddles while we sleep sound awesome to me." He looked over at her as she would get into position on the bed and he would open up the box of pizza, the barbeque chicken with onions and mushroom filled the air with a scent and her eyes as he would hold it there for her to grab a slice. Once she does, he would grab a slice for himself from the pepperoni box.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 19-Jul-22 04:07 AM
It was only when he mentioned the sleeping together that she would feel that buzz sink down a bit. Was that how this was going to go now? That they were going to sleep like a couple in one bed? Somehow that felt to fast, to much. She was still getting used to all the opening herself up stuff and for a moment she just looked at him unsure. She drowned that thought in pizza though. Going for her food instead. She folded she pizza slice over and held her hand under it to not spill on the bed. She ate it in silence as her eyes seemed to stare into the distance. Just like that her brain had found it's mojo again and there was plenty that it would annoy her with. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 19-Jul-22 04:13 AM
He noticed the lack of comment, the distinct lack of change in her demeanor when he mentioned her staying in his bed and he felt a rush of sadness and almost an abandoned feeling crash over him again... Is this happening again...? He ate about half the slice again and looked at her, "Do you not want to be here...?" The question was abrupt, but he was not going to hide this stuff anymore. His emotions couldn't handle it.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 19-Jul-22 04:22 AM
The question almost made her jump as she looked up at him. Silence stretched between them as she tried to figure out how to answer that. She avoided his eyes a bit in as she seemed deep in thought. The answer ‘I don’t know’ was so close on the tip of her tongue, threatening to spill over. But she knew that answer was not fair. “That’s not..” she said in the end as she looked down and shook her head. “I am just.. I am trying.” She said as she searched for words to convey her feelings. “I am not used to being cared for..” she admitted. “And just yesterday I had said I would never do this with anyone. That I didn’t want someone to be this close.” The whole time she still avoided his eyes. “I am trying..” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 19-Jul-22 04:32 AM
"I don't know how to feel about that answer, Alex..." A whirlwind... that is the only way he could describe her as she came into his life. He had never cared this deeply and quickly about someone, but now... she was beginning to seem like she didn't want that. He looked down at his pizza and placed the half eaten piece back into the box. He sat there in silence for a moment, thinking about her answer, "Do you not think I care?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 19-Jul-22 04:36 AM
“No..” she said instantly. “I know you do care. That is the problem. Don’t you understand that?” She said as her eyes found his, a sadness written in hers. “It is because I know you care that this is so hard. Because I never wanted to hurt you. I never wanted another person mourning when I left, or being worried about me once I get worse.” She said honestly. “And I know that you say you don’t care about that, but the truth is that I still do.” She put another piece of pizza into her mouth just to give her some time to think about her words. “Please don’t expect me to be able to change that in one day.. I am trying.” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 19-Jul-22 04:52 AM
He fell silent in that moment. Nothing that he could say or do in the moments that followed this would be able to hide what he was obviously feeling in that moment. Heartbreak, contempt, anxiousness, depression, all of them combined in him in the moment. He looked over at her and all he did was smile and look down at the bed. He couldn't help but just feel a deja vu feeling running through him. This was happening again, he thought, and I am allowing it to happen. The words, "I'm trying..." rang in his head over the next couple of minutes. Why was it so easy for him, but she was just trying? Did she not feel the same way that he did? Obviously she didn't, but why? How can you just do that with someone you are only 'trying' to enjoy? He felt a rush come through his body, "Uh," he said with a sadness, "I am going to shower..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 19-Jul-22 05:01 AM
She could tell that it wasn’t the answer that he was looking for and her shoulders would slowly hunch forward as he sad before her. And the finally he got up and just excused himself to go and shower. The moment that bathroom door closed shut she just felt her sobs slowly ring from her shoulders. Why was she fucking this up? She fucked everything up.. She was here wasn’t she? She was here even if everything inside her told her to run back to that beach. She had stayed here, she had enjoyed being with him. Was it really that wrong from her to not feel excited about sleeping in the same bed as him? She had never done that.. not with anyone. Before her diagnosis her parents had simply not allowed sleep overs with boys. And then after her diagnosis she had not allowed herself that intimacy with anyone. She hated that he could not see that, could see how much she had already pushed her limits for him. But he always wanted more from her, more and more and more. She was still silently sobbing, tears running down her nose into the bed when she heard that bathroom unlock again. She tried to wipe her tears away as fast as she could, trying to hide her obvious distress to him. She turned her face away from him as if that would help, stuffing more pizza into her face. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 19-Jul-22 05:08 AM
He would silently shower quickly, washing everything from the moment off of him, grabbing a new towel from the rack in the bathroom and wrapping it around himself, he heard soft sobs from the room, but he couldn't help but feel disjointed from them now. He sighed as he would unlock the door and look up at her with her moving her head to avoid his gaze. He would walk to the dresser beside of the bathroom door, pulling out a pair of pajama pants and placing them on himself before bringing over an old t-shirt and a pair of tight fitting boxer shorts for her to sleep in. "I am gonna use the couch tonight," he said with a hint of any emotion in his tone, those 'bad news' moments he had to do as a doctor proving their worth, "I put clothes at the end of the bed for you. Feel free to use the shower or get anything you want out of the kitchen and the remote is on the night stand with the phone chargers." With that he would exit the room, leaving everything in there for her. He would not wait for another word as he would shut the door behind him and head for the couch.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 19-Jul-22 06:52 AM
She couldn’t help but feel that void emotion in his voice and she knew that it was because of her that he sounded that way. She had tried so hard and yet it still was not enough. She hated this, she hated it so much. “Thank you..” she said softly as she still couldn’t look up at him. She was so angry with herself. She kept fucking this up and she just didn’t know how to make it right. She couldn’t be with him and she couldn’t be without him. Even now as he gave her exactly what she had wanted, sleeping on the couch, she couldn’t help but feel like it was not how she had wanted this to go. He left for the living room and she would slip into his shower, getting a quick one in. She washed with his body wash and shampoo and couldn’t help but notice how much it smelled like him. She liked the smell.. it smelled like pine and lemons. Once she was showered she wrapped her hair up in a wet bun and put on those boxer shorts and t-shirt. They still looked big on her, but at least the waist band of the boxers preventing it from falling down her. She would peek around the corner into the living room and look at him watching tv from the dark. He hadn’t even noticed her there yet. So she just stood there for a while as he seemed so lost in though. He wanted her.. actually wanted her.. wanted to help her, to be with her. Even with everything he was here.. So why couldn’t she turn of that part of her brain that wanted to run away from it all. That couldn’t open up. Without a word she would come forward then. Even if he asked her anything she would stay quiet. She went into the couch next to him and then without much warning she would crawl into his lap and push herself against him and her arms around his neck. This time it wasn’t about anything that seemed to be about passion or sex like it had been before. It was about comfort and being near him. The cuddles that he had hoped to get after the pizza. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 20-Jul-22 11:01 PM
He would go to the living room, his heart already shattered in that moment, he couldn't help but feel the disappointment of... well, everything... again with her, he cussed himself for being so stupid. He would grab the remote and begin flipping through the channels on the television, looking for something or anything to distract him from the girl in the bedroom right now. He sighed as he looked up at the television and would get comfortable on the couch. This would be his home tonight, at least. It wasn't until he heard rambling of feet in the hallway that he would look up at the television, he felt her there, but didn't wanna say anything. Maybe she was headed for the door, and he would have just let her go, but feeling her walk in front of him and sit beside of him before finding her way over to his lap. She would bury her head into his chest as he would slowly let his arms wrap around her, slowly moving up and down her back.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 20-Jul-22 11:11 PM
He didn't say anything and perhaps that was the best thing in that moment. She just hugged into him and as he put his arms around her she just sank into him. She was fucking everything up and she knew that. But it was hard.. it really was. Yet she came back to him everytime and even that she seemed to have no control over. "I'm sorry.." she said into his chest, not expecting him to say much else back to her. She let the silence stretch between them, just sitting there as the television played sounds into the otherwise quiet room. Causing different lights to cross over them. His shirt was so big on her that she almost looked like a child sitting with him. Her wet hair still up in that bun. "Will you.. Do you want to come to my appointment with Dr Anders? Please.." @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 20-Jul-22 11:29 PM
As she said she was sorry into his chest, he could felt his heart almost melt. He couldn't stay mad at her, no matter how much he tried, but he would be lying if he said his guard was not up now. He looked down at her for a moment, contemplating what to say next before she would ask if he wanted to go to her next appointment with her... He felt almost shock in her asking this, he felt like the days of him helping her were over. Even if she was asking his advice, she didn't want him to be her doctor, with good reason he couldn't now, but he looked down at her as he thought for a moment, "I will, under one condition," he said with a smile, "You don't run..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 20-Jul-22 11:46 PM
She couldn’t help but grab into him a bit tighter as he named his condition. She didn’t know anymore what running meant to him. Because she had stayed, she hadn’t ran, yet they still ended up here together. Sitting here on this couch after they had fought once more. After he still claimed that she was not letting him in. Physically running.. at least that part she could say yet to. But the rest.. she didn’t know. Yet she nodded into his chest, agreeing to the condition. “I don’t want to go alone..” she admitted. She didn’t want him to come as a doctor. She wanted him to come as her friend, as someone she trusted, as someone she knew would be honest with her about it. She needed that more then ever. She already knew what her parents would say and she didn’t want their opinions. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 21-Jul-22 12:24 AM
He smiled as he held her, the joke not landing like he wanted, but she still nodded her head. He laid his head on top of hers as she continued to speak, "Can you promise me one thing?" His voice was almost shaky at this point as he figured out how to make this question sound right in his head, "If you feel like mentally detaching, or wanting to not be around me mentally, will you let me know first before you do... Maybe there is something that I can do to fix it..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 21-Jul-22 12:39 AM
She would listen quietly to his request as she laid there against him. She was just staring into the distance at that point, her ear resting against his chest and hearing his heartbeat drumming softly against her. There was a bit of a pause before she answered him. "Okay.." she said then. She could try that. It was better then him telling her not to run. More reasonable. And perhaps this was the best time to start with that. "I.. have never slept with someone in the same bed." She said to him then. Voicing out the thoughts that she had kept to herself. "I have not even had sex since my diagnosis." She just blurted it out. "I just.. it's so fast." She admitted. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 21-Jul-22 12:44 AM
He wasn't surprised to hear that she had never slept in a bed with someone before, but he was surprised to hear that she hadn't had sex since her diagnosis... "But, why?" he asked before his brain could stop his mouth from saying it, "It is not something to be hated or not want to do. As for fast, I understand. I am... confused... on why I have fallen for you this fast myself, Alex, but I have, and I can't deny it."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 21-Jul-22 01:06 AM
She looked up to him for the first time since she had sat down on his lap. "Because I didn't want to get close to someone.." she said. "I didn't want to risk it... but with you it just happened." She admitted as well. "So please.. don't be angry that I said no to sleeping in your bed." She asked him as her eyebrows knitted together. "I can try.. if you want." @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 21-Jul-22 01:17 AM
"I understand," he said, every emotion in his being wanting to just scream out and tell her to love him or don't, but he was beginning to understand that this was difficult for her, "Makes sense when you said roommates only now. But, I still don't understand why you don't want to get to get close to someone." He stopped there. Nothing else would need to be said even though he had a thousand other comments and questions running through his mind. His hands never stopped rubbing her back as she lay there on him, dug into his chest.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 21-Jul-22 01:34 AM
She couldn't blame him for being so unsure about it. He had never been where she was. All he wanted was a connection.. that much he had made clear. From the first moment they met he was friendly and open. He had wanted to help her even before he fell for her. "Imagine being me for a moment.. imagine knowing that you are dying, choosing to be dying." She corrected herself. Knowing he didn't agree with her there. "Now.. think of all the people in your life that care about you. Your patients, your parents, your siblings if u have any.. friends, co-workers.. everyone." She looked up at his eyes again. "Could you still choose to die? Or would that temptation to fight. To take the 5% chance of actually making it through everything win out?" She let him dwell on that a second. "That is why I didn't want it.. I didn't want to risk it." Finally her voice broke as she fell into him again, fighting her tears. "I didn't want to feel that I wanted that 5%.. and ever since I met you.. that 5% has been all that I could think about." It was a admittance of love in her own personal way. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 21-Jul-22 01:48 AM
He felt almost smitten with her in that moment, the 5% comment hit right in the spot that she wanted it to hit and he could feel a small admittance of some kind, even if she would never admit it. He smiled at her, letting his hand fall across her shoulders again, pulling her in again if she would let him holding her, stroking her back, "I understand, believe me I do," he said with a smile, tears beginning to form himself, "My mother was the same way, she was very distant those last few years. Didn't want anyone to have memories of her that were of her old ways, if that makes sense. I never understood it..." He let his lips touch her forehead, giving a small reassuring kiss to it, "But, it made me fight all that more, I didn't care if she didn't want to be close to someone or not, she was my mom, she was the only one in the world that I had at that time, and it hurt me even more that she didn't want to be there." He almost stopped himself, cause he was sure she had heard it before, even from him probably, but maybe after all this time, it would hit differently... "Just because you don't want people close to you doesn't mean they won't be regardless. Friendships, feeling of attachment, love... None of it can be fought against. It will happen regardless of rather you want it too or not. Why run from it? Why not embrace it? Enjoy the time that you had left and screw what everyone else thinks. I promise you. If you are doing it right, and not pushing everyone away, yes, people will be sad if you go, but people will also have fantastic memories and moments with you that they can't take back, instead of bitter moments of being pushed away or having them run from you because they couldn't handle the thought of the other person being sad. Make your own happiness and others will follow..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 21-Jul-22 05:40 AM
His words did make her feel things, but at the same time she still felt like he did not understand. He had spend his whole life wishing to be a doctor. Wishing to help these people that needed him. Wishing to cure the sick. Of course he didn't understand what it was like to accept death. But could she blame him for that? She just grabbed into him tighter. "I know you think that.." was all she could say to that. It wasn't that easy, not for her. "I guess I am just not that good at being happy.. my life has been a mess since my diagnosis. Everyone around me has an opinion about what I should do. Everyone thinks they know what is best.." she said. "But nobody stopped to ask me what I wanted, what I felt, how I wished to do it.." she whispered into him. "Even my parents have refused to talk to me about my funeral. And I get that it is hard to talk about.. but I want it done my way. I want people to smile, to have fun as much as they could. I had to get it all planned out myself, with no help. Because even if I start to fight I could still die. The operation is risky even if everything goes right.. I want to be ready. But they couldn't bear the thought of losing their daughter. Never realizing that the daughter they had known before all this had already started to become an alien to them.." @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 21-Jul-22 05:45 AM
He listen to her words intently, making sure that he listened to each and every one of them intently taking a moment to sit in the silence of those words before he would respond. He wanted to make sure that she heard his next lines... "Fuck what everyone else thinks..." The words didn't sound stinging or hypocritical as he thought they would when they came out of his lips, but he looked down at her, staring at the wet bun on her head, "It is about what you want, what you need. You are the one that matters in your life, no one else. My moral question is, do you want to go with people having bad memories or good memories?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 21-Jul-22 05:50 AM
She couldn't help the sudden widening of his eyes as he said that. For a moment she just stared at him as if she didn't understood what he had just said. And perhaps a part of her didn't. Then her eyebrows knitten together and she had to press down on her lips to not start to cry all over again. "Do you mean that..?" It came out as almost a whisper. If he confirmed she would wrap her arms around him all over again, hugging him closer then she had ever done. Her arms tight around his neck and shoulders. "I want to be happy.. I really do!" She sobbed into him. "I just don't know how too.." she admitted. "I am just so scared.." @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 21-Jul-22 05:56 AM
For a moment, he was afraid that he had said the wrong thing again, but he smiled at her and nodded, because he truly believe that. But, the confirmation that what he had said was real, she began to hug him even tighter almost in a celebratory fashion... Did he finally get it or did he just string the words of how he felt to what she wanted? He looked down at her, as she stated that she wanted to be happy, but she didn't know how to, and he could only respond with one thing, "Easy, don't try... Just let it happen."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 21-Jul-22 06:08 AM
"Can I still stay..?" She asked. Not sure if he still wanted it. She had been mean to him again, even if she hadn't meant to. It was starting to get late, the world outside already dark and the sky filled with stars. She hesitated for a moment still but then she added more. "I will sleep in the bed with you.." she said to him then, wanting to do the thing that he wanted to do after she had asked him to do so many things for her. Her day had been so much.. she had learned she was at the point of no return. She had reconnected with Stephen.. had showed her his house. Had sex with him again.. and now they found themselves back on this couch in each others embrace. She had hurt him twice only just today.. but they had made process. Together. @Doc
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 21-Jul-22 06:10 AM
"I am not gonna kick you out," he said with a smile as he embraced her for the moment, before she said that she would stay in bed with him, he looked down at her, her face still showing that she was unsure, "But, only if you want to sleep in the same bed with me. If not, I can stay on the couch." Truth be known, he didn't want to stay on the couch, but he wanted her to make the decision to choose to be there, and he didn't want her to second guess it either. He smiled down at her, waiting for her to reconnect with him, "I won't be mad..." In the last twenty minutes, he had learned so much about her and her life, he couldn't push her if she didn't want to be pushed.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 21-Jul-22 09:41 PM
She couldn't help the small pause that came from what he said. Only if you want to. A part of her really did want it. She was enjoying being in his lap. Felt good being there with his arms wrapped around him and his fingers dancing along her back. It felt warm and comforting. Familiar almost even if it was the first time. Such a strange sensation and feeling that she had pushed away from herself for so long. "I want to." She eventually said and even if there had been a pause she meant what she said. She liked being near him and right now she didn't want to let go of him. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 23-Jul-22 05:16 AM
He would smile down at her, as his lips would find the top of her forehead through the wet, messy bun as well. He would slowly sit there for a few moments, stroking her back and making sure that she felt every movement that he was making. He looked up at a clock that sat on the entertainment center near the television. It was getting late, he smiled and sighed as he began to stand. He would not let her move off of him as he would just pick her up with him as he would gather his feet, "Time for bed, I reckon..." He would carry her wrapped around him like she wanted to stay before he made it to the bedroom. As he would walk in, he would place her down on the bed gently before looking at the sides of the bed, mentally deciding which he wanted to be on as he began to move the bed sheets around for them.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 23-Jul-22 05:30 AM
As he started to move she did want to get up from him, but he soon made it very clear that he was not going to let her. So instead she fell back into him as he started to raised from that seat. His hand came underneath her rear and held her against him, her knees hanging into his waist for support and her arms around his neck. He walked them both to the bedroom and before long he placed her down in the middle of the bed. Only then did she let go of him, but he seemed determined to stay close to her. Her eyes just followed him, a little bit unsure what to do about it. But he guided them into a laying position soon enough and she pulled the pillow in a little bit more to get comfortable. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 23-Jul-22 05:36 AM
As he would lay down on the right side of the bed, where he would lay his watch, phone, and wallet normally when he got home, he would look over at her as he would jump into bed after rearranging the sheets. Watching her pull a pillow a little closer to her for comfort, his arm would soon wrap around her waist. Looking and watching for any moments of hesitation, he would softly pull her into him. His body perfectly 'spooning' around her as he would find a pillow as well, placing it under his head in a comfortable position.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 23-Jul-22 06:11 AM
She was perhaps just the smallest bit hesitant at first as he started to pull her against him. Something about the closeness made her feel strange. But as soon as he had pulled her in completely and she could feel her own body laying flush against his she simply melted into him. She closed her eyes as she could feel his warm breath against the side of her face. She even adjusted a little bit, putting her hips flush to his. “This is nice..” she then admitted in a soft whisper. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 24-Jul-22 01:00 PM
"Very nice," he would whisper as his arm would slowly wrap around her rib cage before lowering to her waist as she would adjust herself, "Let me know if you are uncomfortable, I can move around." As he said this, the day had taken a toll on him, mentally, physically, and emotionally, his eye lids would begin to get heavy and his body would follow suit as he would slowly begin to drift off to a slumber, rather it would be peaceful is yet to be seen.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 24-Jul-22 08:09 PM
She nodded quickly as he said that she should let him know if she was uncomfortable. But for now she was alright. He was close against her, but he was warm and nice. His breath against her neck. It didn’t take long before his breaths seemed to slow and his body seemed to sink in the matras behind her. Sleep had found him easily, but for her it didn’t come that quick. There were still a lot of things going through her mind.. she always found falling asleep something that took her a long time. Her brain just never really going blank that easily and she usually slept on her back as well. Eventually, when she was sure he had fallen asleep she would scoot away from him a small bit and turn into her back, his hand now resting across her stomach instead. That worked easier and that way she eventually found her sleep. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 25-Jul-22 04:25 AM
As the morning would come, the sun would begin to shine through the window of the suite, hitting Stephen directly in the eyes, he would groan softly as he would immediately regret his placement in bed, but quickly realize that he had someone else there. Alex... Alex was still there. His wide eyed expression would turn into a gentle, heart warming induced smile, but that urge quickly being replaced by the need to go to the bathroom as soon as possible. He slowly moved his arm out from around her as she tried to make sure she was not awake. He would slowly and quietly make his away across the room into the bathroom where he would slowly let himself feel relief, but once he was done, he would return to the door of the bedroom and watch over her silently for a few moments, looking over here with a smile as she rest peacefully. Looking at the clock, it was nearing the time for his alarm to go off, so he would go and quietly turn it off as he grabbed some clothes from the dresser, walking back to the bathroom and turning the shower on.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 25-Jul-22 04:38 AM
She had not woken up when he had moved from the bed. In general Alex was a deep sleeper. And that was a good thing, because her body needed it. It was only when he turned on the shower that she woke up. The desorientation was atrong at first. She had to look around her to realize where she was. The intense headache came seconds. Morning were never easy for her. Medication would wear off and it would leave her feeling rough. She groaned loudly, only then realizing she was still with Stephen. She would make her way out of the bed as best she could and stumbel into his livingroom, grabbing for her backpack. She opened the front pocket with shaking hands and started to take out all the pills she needed. Opening every single cabinet to get a glass and then quickly swallowing them down. But of course it was no instant cure, so she sat down at the table with her head on the table between her arma and her hands on top of head. Planning to stay that way till it calmed down. @Doc
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 26-Jul-22 03:09 AM
He wouldn't call it a short shower or long shower, but he did take a little longer than he would normally done. The warm water pelted his body and gave him a sense of calm, and knowing that Alex was in the other room and just sleeping away, it made him feel even more calmer. He couldn't help but feel like everything was right in the moment. After about fifteen minutes, he would slowly turn the shower off, letting the last bits of water run over his head as he slowly leaned against the wall, he would invite the colder air in as he would open the shower door and step out, instantly giving himself goosebumps as he would grab the towel and begin to dry himself off. Once dried off, he would place the towel around himself and look up at the mirror, smiling at his goofy hair in the mirror. His normally shoulder length hair was puffed up in a ball almost as he would try to swoop it down for a moment, giggling to himself before he would open the door and let the steam from the bathroom fill up the bedroom, but he is surprised of the absence of Alex. It appears that she was no longer in the bed, but looking at the floor, her clothing was still her, which eased his tensions slightly. He would walk out of the bedroom, towel still wrapped around his waist, tattoos shining to the world. As he would round the corner to the next room, he smiled as he would see that Alex was definitely still here, but looking over the kitchen, all of the cabinet doors swung wide open as she appeared to be looking for a glass, which seemed to have found and is sitting at the table with her hands on her head, he instantly knew what was going on, "Anything I can do to help?"
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Alexandra Payne BOT 26-Jul-22 03:24 AM
Hearing him behind her made her groan softly. She had kind off hoped it would fade before he finished his shower. But of course no such luck. She didn’t move from her position, just stayed there with her head on the table. “Nope..” she said. “Just.. time will do it.” She said. Morning were just not fabulous for her, never had been. Normally she could just hide away in her room until everything felt better, but she didn’t have that luxury this time. Perhaps it was a good thing that he got to see this part of her. To understand that it wasn’t always going to be fun and happy. After a good five or ten minutes it finally seemed to fade a little bit and she would peek to the side from her arms. “Okay. It’s a bit better.” Her bun was messy on top of her head, some strands falling down beside it. Her eyes went down to where he had just the towel wrapped around himself. She couldn’t help the chuckle scuff that left her. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 26-Jul-22 03:37 AM
Stephen knew he couldn't do much, especially with her condition and his intention wasn't to imped on that. She had to develop her own coping mechanisms, which she had definitely had done. He couldn't help but remain a tease though. After last night, he had planned to tease her with his body as much as he could, it was something that she seemed to enjoy about him and he was going to keep it up until she told him to stop. So, instead of moving back to the bedroom to get dressed, he decided that it would be more fitting to cook breakfast for her... in just his towel. He would slowly move through the kitchen as she would take her place back between her arms, hiding from the world, something he didn't mind as he would quietly pull a pan of out kitchen cabinet, eggs and bacon out of the refrigerator, and bread from a bread box on the counter. He smiled as he walked forward and placed the pan on the stove, turning on the electric heat to it and beginning to crack the eggs into the pan before mixing the white and yolks, he wasn't sure how she liked the eggs, but he was not gonna interrupt her moment of silence, so scrambled would be the menu today. While those started, toast was placed into a four piece toaster. As she would finally lift her head up and say it was a little bit better, he smiled as he turned around as she chuckled and said, "Ah, just in time for breakfast, I have a few more minutes on the eggs and then I will start of bacon. Toast is making already..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 26-Jul-22 03:44 AM
She couldn’t help her face falling a bit as he had started to make breakfast. The smell of it was soon filling the room. She didn’t usually eat breakfast, her stomach to unsteady from the medication she was forced to take to keep her headache’s at bay. It was one of the reasons he was as skinny as she was, she really did not eat that much on a day to day basis. She simply couldn’t stomach it. But could she turn him down? She forced herself to sit up, reaching up to take the hairtie out of her bun and let the messy curls fall around her face. She forced a smile on her face. She was still in his boxers and shirt, both of them way to oversized on her body. “Thank you.”she just said then. She got up from her seat and walked his way. Her eyes going to that towel and wondering how secure it really was. “Anything I can do to help?” @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 26-Jul-22 03:54 AM
"Nothing right now," he said with a smile, "Why don't you sit down and focus on getting that headache gone and I will get everything ready?" He didn't realize how close she was to him in the moment as he would turn around to go and check the eggs after placing some dishes on the counter, so much so that he would bump into her slightly as he turn towards the stove, "Oops," is all he would get out as his hands would go around her, almost in a protecting fashion, but what he didn't notice was that the towel, which was indeed loose, becoming looser. He looked down at her for a moment, catching her eyes, getting lost in them for just a second, "Hi..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 26-Jul-22 04:12 AM
She kind of flinched a bit as he bumped into her and grabbed into her almost like he believed she would just fall over at any point. She sort of awkwardly stepped to the side, which actually made her closer to losing her balance and actually needing to grab into him. She then turned up to look at him, to make sure he didn’t lose his balance. “Hi..” She looked at him a little questioningly as he asked that. Looking back up at him. Then in the corner of her eyes she could see the eggs overboiling. “Woah! The eggs!” She said and this time she was the one pushing as she reached over to turn down the knob that controlled the heat and keep it from boiling over even more. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 26-Jul-22 04:16 AM
"Oh geeze..." he would stumble over himself, but seeing as she was already moving towards the knob of the stove, he would just move his body out of the way and let her grab the knob turning it off, however, as he lifted his body up and away, the towel became even looser and would quickly fall to the ground, leaving him exposed... A small panic would run over him for just a second, but as he would step back, he couldn't help but laugh. "Umm," he said as he stepped backwards another step, letting her move around easier, "I mean, I could just stay like this..."
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Alexandra Payne BOT 26-Jul-22 04:50 AM
She just let out a sigh as she managed to get to the knob and the boiling stopped, the water going down to where it should be. She once more had to hold into him to keep her balance. And that was when that towel fell down. She could feel it brush against her leg and her eyes would shoot up to his face to look at him a little wide eyes, the softest of blushes on her cheeks. He stepped back, forcing her to put her weight on her own feet and she couldn’t help but press her lips together. “J-just put it back on..” she said as he didn’t even seem that bothered to reach down for it. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 26-Jul-22 04:57 AM
Stephen would give out a soft chuckle before he would look down at the towel, reaching for it and bring it back up to him. He would slowly wrap it around his waist again smiling at her as he did. He moved to side of the kitchen as he would let her pass and move back towards to the dining area. He slowly adjusted himself, the moment taking a little more of a toll on him than it should have as he began to scramble the eggs again, the oil slowly dying down against the pan as he would see that the eggs were finally cooked through. He would separate them across the plates as he would reach out to the bacon and began placing slices into the same pan. He looked over at her with another smile, if her eyes would catch his, he would give her a soft wink.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 26-Jul-22 06:15 AM
She did move away from him and sat down at the table. She put her head in her hands a bit, trying to calm down her blush, her foot tapping against the floor almost in a frustrated way. Slowly but surely it was starting to go down and she dared to peek out through her hands at him. Of course it was the exact moment that he would look at her as well and she quickly hid back behind her hand. The pressure of the blush had made the headache spike a small bit again, but she quickly forced it away. “You can’t walk around like that all the time when I move in..” she mumbled then. Which perhaps would not be the best comment that he would like to hear. But there was something hidden in there… She was still planning to move in. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 26-Jul-22 12:49 PM
He would sigh as he looked at her, the humor and high spirits of the morning were not with her it seemed, he would slowly adjust him and continue to cook the food. The bacon began to sizzle on the pan as she spoke up, “You can’t walk around like that all the time when I move in...” When I move in... She was still talking about moving in... he smirked at that and added an, "Okay, okay..." as he would continue to cook the food. The next few minutes would go silent unless she talked to him as he would finish the food. A couple of eggs, slices of toast, and slices of bacon for both was quickly placed between the two of them. He didn't expect her to eat it all, so he purposefully made less than he would normally eat so if he would need to eat hers as well. "Is your appointment today?" He asked, trying to remember.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 26-Jul-22 07:59 PM
She would indeed stay kind of quiet after that. There was still a bit of a weird air between them sometimes. She still needed to get used to this idea. Even if she had managed to sleep, being in that bed with someone else had felt strange. To hear someone breathing next to you, to feel their body heat against you. At some point she had even lost the blanket because just his heat worked fine. Once he placed down all the food she picked one toast and a big of egg and bacon. She was really wanting to try and eat, but she truly didn’t know how much she could stomach. “Thank you.” She said again and put the first mouthful in. It was vey tasty. But the moment he mentioned the appointment she felt her stomach turn, her fork going down to her plate. “Yeah.. 2 pm.” She said. She reached for the coffee instead, adding some cream and sugar and taking a sip of it. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 27-Jul-22 01:13 AM
As he sat down in the chair, still in his towel, it would shift with his body into a position that would make his thighs visible, but still hiding all of the 'good bits' as he would later describe it. He would begin to eat beside of her as she stop almost immediately and reach for the coffee beside of her. He smiled at her at the mention of the 2pm appointment, "No worries," he would say as he shallowed a bit of egg, toast, and bacon, "My last patient is at 12 today, I will be open all day after that. We can actually go out and do something after if you would like?" He smiles over at her with a sip of coffee as well, his full of sugar and cream as well.
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Alexandra Payne BOT 27-Jul-22 02:07 AM
She nodded at him quickly, her hand twirling the coffee cup between her fingers. Her eyes went up to the clock in the corner. 8 am.. six hours till that appointment. Her stomach was still not in the best place, but she forced another piece of toast into her mouth. The least she could do was eat some of the food that he had made for her. “Good.. it’s at the..” she stopped and chuckled. “You know where it’s at.” She said then. “When do you need to leave? I should probably get dressed.” Not wanting to hold him up. @Deleted User
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Dr. Stephen Ulrich BOT 27-Jul-22 02:17 AM
Stephen sighed momentarily at the idea of him in the towel did nothing to get the morning sex that his mind had almost promised him, but he would chuckle and shake the idea off his head as he would begin to stand, the towel shifting back into its normal position as he would take both of the plates, cramming his mouth full with whatever was left before he would move to the sink, washing the plates off of any excess grime off of them and place them into the dishwasher, "I don't have to be in the office until 9:30, commute is usually 30 minutes."
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