ROLEPLAY HQ - last-chance

Alexi Vanis BOT 03-Nov-21 10:31 PM

I never expected my wedding day to be a tragedy. This is the only though that is clear in my mind As I sit in the carriage that carries me to my new husband-to-be, a man I've never met. I only know he is wealthy, considerably older, and people say he is quite strange. He's never been married before, that seems strange to me. My heart feel broken anyway. Everything was so perfect! Daddy had made sure everything was arranged, even though he couldn't be there! My groom, Zacharius, was everything a woman could ask for. He was a good man, gentle, kind, loving. He loved me. I know he loved me, even if we only knew each other for one month. The wedding was like a fairy tale. I was so nervous and excited! Everything went perfectly, we were married, he even carried me through the threshold of my new home, all the way up the stairs to our room! Oh how he kissed me! Like he would consume me, like he would never stop! I loved every moment of his hands undressing me, almost tearing through the layers of white!

Alexi Vanis BOT 03-Nov-21 10:40 PM

then there had been screams from outside. I had heard people shouting before, but ignored them. I thought it was just the festivities. I never imagined it was a fire. Zacharias had run the moment they said the manor was burning. He had gone into the building after his sister, Jasmin, and hadn't come out. His coffin only contained charred bones. Just the day before yesterday I'd kissed my husband for the first time. Now, I wasn't even a proper widow. Just 20 years old, married but not married, and off to be Wed to a stranger. Yesterday the letter had come from daddy's doctor. He had passed away in the night. Shortly after had come the letter from the lawyers. All was well, I would inherit my daddy's assets upon becoming a member of the Killorn family. Specifically, the will stated, consummation of my marriage into the Killorn family would release all Vanis assets to my husband and his family.

but without that, everything would remain in limbo, and I was left destitute. My husband's family was loath to loose the small fortune that I brought. They were quick to find a solution. It was simple, really. I just needed to be wed to another Killorn. There was one unwed Killorn man who was of age to be married. My husband's father's half-brother, a child from a first marriage. He lived far from the rest of the family, had very little to do with them at all. I was in fact being sent to him with a letter explaining my situation, and an appeal to his loyalty to family. The Manor was destroyed. The money that would be brought by my joining the family would be ample enough to rebuild.

Alexi Vanis BOT 03-Nov-21 10:52 PM

more tears slide down my cheeks. I had never dreamed I would trade my wedding dress for a black dress. I never thought I'd be sent to a stranger. I never expected to loose someone so dear to me before he was ever mine. I glance out the window in time to see the ornate gate onto the expansive property with the harsh, regal, enormous manor rising from the midst of covered gardens and park-like walks. The property covered hundreds of acres, and was fenced completely. My apprehension grows stronger, almost making me vomit. I fight the waves of nausea, taking deep breaths to try and calm my stomach. Then the carriage stops, and the door is open. I'm escorted inside, clutching the letters from my husband's father and lawyers. I can't seem to lift my eyes from the floor to look at him when I'm led to his study.

reddeR 03-Nov-21 10:58 PM

(Looking for a very particular Dominant male char, possibly a bit sadist. The uncle has never wed because he has yet to find the woman who will submit to his many demands. He wants full control, he wants to craft his bride from the ground up. He decides to give Alexi a trial, to see if she can be the submissive he wants. His first trial for her is a banquet during which she will be expected to serve him, and comply with his demands, which will include stripping so his company, a large group of dominant men, may assess and critique her for him.)

Paul Killorn BOT 04-Nov-21 02:35 AM

I knew that this day would come. I wish that My cursed Father had just let My half brother have it all so I can be done with the lot of them. I would gladly remove Myself from them. However now I am to entertain some guest of theirs. I thought that living far away from the estate would be enough of a hint but no now they send this one to My estate. I sigh as I hear this one being ushered in. I have My back turned and when I here the voice of the maid I wave dismissively and I go back to the work at hand. As the maid leaves she whispers to you - it would he best if you don't speak until spoken to. At that she leaves the room

Paul Killorn BOT 04-Nov-21 02:45 AM

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Paul Killorn BOT 04-Nov-21 02:53 AM

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Alexi Vanis BOT 04-Nov-21 08:40 AM

I keep my eyes on my black gloved fingers. I force my hands to relax, lest I tear the letters before I can deliver them to this stranger.

Paul Killorn BOT 04-Nov-21 09:50 AM

'you have a moment of My time, don't waste it, why are you here' My back stays turned as I busy Myself with things on the desk. A maid walks in and scurried past you and whispers softly to Me telling about the banquet is still on schedule. I nod and dismiss and I inhale deeply waiting for you to respond

Alexi Vanis BOT 04-Nov-21 10:01 AM

my hands shake as I present the letters, and I feel tears sting my eyes again." "There has been a terrible tragedy. The Killorn estate has been burned to the ground. Many were lost, and the manor is not salvageable. I was told to deliver these to you, Sir." I say as politely as I can manage.

Paul Killorn BOT 04-Nov-21 10:06 AM

turning in My chair at your words as I snatch the letter smiling. 'Such a tragedy indeed' I read over the letter then I look you over. I crumble the letter and toss it at you and it bounces off your chest. 'So the plan is for you to belong to Me is it?' Leaning over steepled fingers tapping into My lips as I rest My elbows on My knees looking you up and down 'you said many were lost, tell Me anyone worth noting?'

Alexi Vanis BOT 04-Nov-21 11:13 AM

Instantly tears spring to my eyes, and I must let them fall or raise my eyes to stop them. I take a breath and raise my eyes, looking at you for the first time. My striking, bright grey eyes have a distinct green cast to them, giving them the appearance of smooth marble. "My..." I hesitate, not certain if I could call him my husband. They hadn't allowed me to take his name, after they found out the union wasn't consummated. One tear falls on my cheek, but I make no move to brush it away. "Zacharias died a hero. He went in the manor for his sister. She made it out, but..." My breath catches and my hands clench the folds of my skirt. "I loved him so much!" I finally stammer. "I was so happy, I was going to have my fairy tale dream come true." My voice grows quieter as I speak. "Now I have nothing. I wish I'd died with him. I should have gone with him!" I finally brush the tears from my cheeks angrily, struggling to push the overwhelming grief away. Three days ago I was living a dream. Now I was being handed to a stranger with nothing. Anger at my husband's family, for not knowing what to do with me, at my father, for giving up at the worst possible time, and at myself, for all the anger I feel when I should be sad, makes me ball my fists up in my black skirts, only stopping when I hear fabric tear.

Paul Killorn BOT 04-Nov-21 02:00 PM

I stand and walk to you and then past you brushing My shoulder against you hard. 'you will learn to move or get moved, it matters not walking out of the room and looking at the maid 'bring her to the north wing I stride towards the kitchen to check on the food for the banquet. The maid comes in and timidly reaches for your balled up fist. 'Please come with me. I hope you can learn quickly. The last girl did not and well...' she bites her.lip and guides you towards the stairs. 'Lord Paul wants you to be in this room @reddeR

Alexi Vanis BOT 04-Nov-21 02:04 PM

I walk with the maid, not really picking up my surroundings at all. I have no idea what direction I go, nor what rooms I pass through. I just follow, wishing I couldn't feel, wishing I could carve out my bleeding heart and burn it with my husband.

Paul Killorn BOT 04-Nov-21 02:44 PM

the food is ready and the wine is good. I check over the dinning hall and I go to My chair and reach underneath and check the chains are secure. I chuckle as I look down the length of them and there sitting on a dog pillow is a pair of cuffs. I signal the help and tell them after we eat the show will begin. It will be his job to get the guests situated in a circle around the prize, nodding to the cuffs on the pillow. He understands and advised the staff on the orders. I go to My room to get ready and I call for Jasper. He comes in. I tell him, 'Jasper, there is a new woman. Something happened and the Kilorn estate burned. Yes, I think My brother died. The damn fool ran into the fire, he was always trying to be the fucking hero, good job Zacharies. I think they sent Me his wife, I always get his hand me downs. Well she will learn that I am not My brother. Go to her, in the north wing. Yes, she is in the rosewood room. Go and be your friendly charming self and explain this will be her trial. A trial by fire. A first of many. I want her to learn she is expected to serve Me and to comply with demands. We are having a banquet tonight and she will be the star or she will be the next woman who fails Me. Yes, yes if she fails well then you know what happened to the last one. Now go and dress her accordingly, the blue outfit and bring her to Me, I will be in the garden' Jasper bows and leaves and makes his way towards the rosewood room. The maid helps you into the room and nervously asks if there is anything else hoping that there is not but being dutifully she waits for your response. The room is very ornate in the finest furniture pieces and a huge four poster bed as the center piece. In the corner is a table with various lingerie items in all kinds of colors. Off the room is a bathroom. On the dresser there is some perfumes and jewelry pieces of various styles. The room, the clothes, the perfumes and the jewelry all show nothing but money.

Jasper stops and checks with the main servant to ensure that he is aware of Lord Paul's desire to showcase the newest girl. The servant showed the pillow with the cuffs and the chains to Lord Paul's chair. They discuss the timecof transition from dinner to show @reddeR

Alexi Vanis BOT 04-Nov-21 02:56 PM

"I wish to be alone, for now." I tell the maid. When she leaves I wander to the table, fingering the lingerie curiously. It feels nice, but just thinking of wearing something like that makes me blush. My husband had just removed my wedding dress when the screaming broke out. He'd never even touched my body. I bite back more tears, angry at myself for crying more. What is the point of this? I ask myself. I should just forget about him, and think about this man, this...stranger. this is who will touch my body, who will take my virginity. This is who will make a woman out of me. This stranger. I sigh and sink onto the bed, thinking a nap would be nice.

Paul Killorn BOT 04-Nov-21 03:30 PM

I leave the room ready to begin greeting guests soon however I want to check on the last girl that failed Me. I grin at this andnI go to the kitchen and pass through it going to the basement as I enter the lights come on. They only come on for Me. The rest of the time the lovely ones I keep down here stay in darkness. I walk down the corridor and I hear the desperation from the cells I pass by. Oh their sounds of begging are music to Me. I lightly drag My fingers along the bars. One hand reaches out to touch Me. I sidestep the hand and I stop and turn to the door. 'Guard unlock cell block A room 33 now' a click sounds and the scrambling of feet can be heard from with in as they try and push back into the cell. 'L...Lor...Lord Paul, i am sorry, i did not mean to.' A stammer is barley heard as I step in at the threshold. 'Guard it seems this one needs to be reminded that they never are to try and touch Me first.' A burly Guard rushes in and grabs the frail girl and slams her into the wall pinning her face to it as he twists her arm behind her back and a cuff is applied. He steps back and the woman turns in fear as she looks at the cuff and then to Me. 'Lord Paul please i only meant to say i have learned and will do whatever you say please let me out.' I step up to her slapping her and then ripping the already torn and dirty dress this onenwore from the last banquet I held. I pull it apart with both hands tearing the garment so it hangs loosely around her breasts. I nod and the guard pulls on the chain hoisting her arm straight up and with a heave from the guard he lifts her entire body so that just her tip toes are touching. I turn and look at the guard 'two hours then let her down and then at shift change tell the other guard two hours again, that guard can choose when I don't care just before his shift is done I walk out and back through the kitchen to check on the preparations.

Jasper lightly knocks on the door and a gentle whisper is barely heard 'Miss Vanis, are you available for a chat? It would be really good if you were sooner than later. I will wait for you to invite me in' @reddeR

Alexi Vanis BOT 04-Nov-21 03:55 PM

I sit up, startled by the light knock. Disoriented, it takes me a moment to remember where I am. I rub the sleep from my eyes and call for whoever it is to enter.

Jasper BOT 05-Nov-21 01:10 AM

As I enter I see you laid on the bed. I grab a chair and bring it over and sit down and just wait for you to sit up and get adjusted. I smile watching you, 'My name is Jasper and I am here to help you get adjusted and learn the ways of Lord Paul. I am sure you have lots of questions however time is not on our side. I need to tell you something and it is the most important thing you can know at this moment. I have been with Lord Paul for well over 20 years. I know what He likes and does not. I have served with His Father in the wars from the time before. It is how I came to be in Lord Paul's service. you need to get this quickly, if you want to be in His good graces, and believe Me you do, then you will need to trust Me. I will help you adjust but I will warn you it will be a lot of trust on your part. I am not sure what I can do to earn your trust but I will not steer you wrong.' I extend my hand 'Miss Vanis, will you help me to help you be the good graces of Lord Paul?'

Alexi Vanis BOT 05-Nov-21 10:23 AM

an overwhelming feeling of apprehension builds up within me as I listen to Jasper. I've heard rumors, hints, whispers that this brother was not to be taken lightly. "They sent me here to get rid of me, didnt they? They want me out of their way. I'm just a problem to them now." I speak the thoughts that had been quietly creeping through my mind the last few days. "This is my last chance, jasper. It's this, or the streets, and all my fathers assets will be liquidated and dispersed. And even if this works, I won't see a penny of it, my husband will. I won't go to a workhouse. I'm a virgin, for God's sake!" "I have to trust you."

Jasper BOT 05-Nov-21 03:43 PM

I stand and walk to the table looking over the lingerie. I nodnin approval as Lord Paul always has exquisite taste. 'Miss Vanis, would you join me please and I am going to need you to remove your clothes.' I turn and face you, 'you will need to trust me, I am on your side. There is a banquet tonight and Lord Paul is having some of his friends over. These are not ordinary friends. They are ones that Lord Paul values highly. Tonight will be a test for you, if you want to ensure you are not gotten rid of then you need to allow this night to happen. Miss Vanis, you will want to fight and protest but this is where you must trust me. First come and put on this blue lingerie on. This is what you will be wearing only. These men will touch you and you will remain a virgin however just in the fact of not having penetration done. I am sorry to be so crass but we do not have much time. Normally there is time to prepare however not the case now' I see you are scared so I try to be as non threatening as I hold up the clothes and nod to the bathroom. 'If you wish you can change in there however dear Miss Vanis, your modesty is about to no longer be a concern. It is up to you I will be here if you change in there or out here'

Paul Killorn BOT 05-Nov-21 03:46 PM

I walk towards the garden and find My way to a bench and I smile thinking of the fun tonight will be. I send for some pen and paper and when it is brought to Me I go about numbering each paper with a large numeral in order of 1 - 7. I tell the servant to go and place the numbers at random underneath the seven chairs for the event tonight. He bows and scurried away. I check the time and I see I have a small bit of time before it begins. I sit knowing Jasper will be along shortly with the entertainment.

Alexi Vanis BOT 06-Nov-21 11:09 AM

my eyes close and I sigh with resignation. I pull my black gloves off slowly, then turn my back to Jasper. "I'll need help to unlock this bodice." I say quietly, stuffing my mortification at undressing in front of a man down. I have no modesty anymore, it's a luxury I cannot afford myself. Unless I wish to be nothing more than a prostitute, I must be pleasing to this lord Paul. If he wishes me to be immodest, to be all but naked for his company, who am I to protest? My heart feels cold, like it no longer beats. It's felt that way since I looked upon the char and shattered bones they told me was my husband. Tears slide silently down my cheeks and I shudder when I feel Jasper begin to tug on the laces at my back. I remind myself that I must please lord Paul, however he wishes, or truly be and have nothing. I have nothing, my cruel mind reminds me, it was all burned up. But I can be something, I argue with myself. I can be pleasing to this man. So long as he wants me to be. I can do that much, and the harder he is to please, the better. Maybe then I won't have time to think about what I lost.

JoshuaK 10-Nov-21 01:43 PM

I sit on the stiff bench, my eyes closed, listening to the song of the birds and the chattering of the various critters who make their homes in my garden. Through the sounds of nature’s denizens my ears make out a pair of new sounds. The confident, yet sedate stride of my man Jasper and the shuffling, uncertain gait of this new… wife? Well, we shall see. Sighing softly in exasperation as my peace is interrupted, I stand and turn to face them. I take in and dismiss Jasper immediately. He is immaculate. As he has been for 30 years. As he undoubtedly will be 30 years after my own death. Then her. The blue was a good choice I decide. It stands well against the fire of her hair. The feminine cuts of silky cloth contour a body much less unfortunate than I had first assumed as she arrived in that sad sackcloth tarp she arrived draped in. My eyes drift up her body slowly, taking it all in until I reach her face. The corners of her mouth turn down slightly. Her lips tremble though they are pressed hard together. And her eyes. She doesn’t accept her position. She doesn’t know her place. Yet. At that thought I almost smile. I doubt she’s strong enough to be my wife. But at least it will be amusing to find out. I motion for her to stand before me.

Alexi Vanis BOT 10-Nov-21 02:52 PM

I step forward, my hands shaking as I try not to cover myself with them. Jasper had explained, fervently, as he helped me put the scant pieces of lingerie on, that I wasn't to try and cover myself. But it's hard to keep my hands at my sides as his eyes travel up my body. This man has seen as much of me as my husband, or near enough, now. Somehow it almost seems more scandalous that he sees me in this lingerie than if i were naked. I realize I'm staring, looking at his face, just as jasper had said not to. He meets my eyes and for a moment, just a brief moment, I hold his gaze. Then my eyes drop to the ground. I don't speak a word, but I know those eyes. Zacharius and his uncle have the same dark blue eyes. Exactly the same. Tears sting my own eyes, threatening to spill down my cheeks again. It seems unfair, cruel, even. Zacharius eyes on this man's face. I had thought I could forget zacharius in pleasing this man. But if this man were to smile, it would only make his eyes more like zacharius' . I take a deep breath, trying to push back the tears, and wait for him to speak.

JoshuaK 10-Nov-21 07:09 PM

I stare at her for a moment, my blue eyes flashing, the rage in me surging as she meets my eye. The bitch! If that’s how she follows even a simple order she doesn’t stand a chance. Fuck her inheritance. I have plenty of money. Why is it so hard these days to find a simple obedient woman? A brief and slight look of disgust rearranges my features and I wave her away dismissively as my face settles back into it’s neutrality. I sigh again as Jasper nods and takes her by the elbow to lead her away. As she goes, I watch for a moment, following the sight of her ass in bold blue panties before turning to sigh and sit again on the bench. I’ll need to make dinner especially memorable. Break her right away and waste no more time. I glance at my watch. The guests should start arriving in a half hour. I stand again, and straighten my suit, adjust the tie and walk back towards the manor. There’s no need to check the preparations, my people know how to follow orders. They will not let me down. This teary eyed trollop however…

Alexi Vanis BOT 10-Nov-21 07:31 PM

"he doesn't like me." I say quietly to Jasper as he leads me to the room I was in before. "He never does, miss. You'll have to prove yourself." Jasper concedes. "This dinner, he will not decide until after this dinner. He had wanted...but plans change" "How do I... what do i need to do?" I ask. I'm not a fool, I know I will continue to have needs, even if I feel like my life should have ended. Seeing zacharius looking at me from this man's face was unexpected. I hadn't been ready for that. But if I'd followed instructions I never would have known. If I follow instructions, everything will be fine. I sit on the edge on my bed and wait, my stomach turning itself in knots. I hope I won't be expected to eat at the banquet.

reddeR 12-Nov-21 04:28 PM

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