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Terofatus BOT 07-Nov-21 09:11 AM
"..." Silence.... No words, just plain silence. That's his whole life. Boy1: "OI! What do you think, you are better than us?" Boy2: "That's what you get!" Beating noises Terofatus: "..." Boy2 keeps punching him hard Boy1: "Still acting like a though guy? Heh, this is why you will never find a girlfriend. You are just a weak and pathetic excuse for a man!" Girl: "Now now boys! I was just kidding. I would never date this guy. You don't have to get so jealous." Boy2: "Heh and he still came, hoping that he has a chance. Argh, he pisses me off! Let's just go home. Is it my turn to take the pussy?" Boy1: "No it's my turn, you already had it yesterday. Now I want it. That mouth needs your dick sometimes too, you know!" Terofatus: "..." The two boys and the girl leaves the scene and just laughs Sitting in the grass, all beaten up and bleeding from his nose. Terofatus couldn't do anything, nor scream, nor call for help. He was helpless and lonely. 'This is all their fault. People all are just going to hate you. They are all heartless, and will always make fun out of you.' Many thoughts come to mind. A lot of anger and desperation. He stood up and cleaned himself. Trying to collect his thoughts. And on the left hand, holding the letter, where the girl wrote to him, her wish to see him at the park. Right after graduation. He would never trust anyone ever again. It's about time to move to College. Study further. And he decided that from now on, he would never trust people. They all will only make fun out of him. It happened every time. Whenever he felt like someone is going to become his friend, it turned out like this. They betrayed him and then made fun out of him. But not anymore. As he entered the college, he had only one thought in mind... Stay away from people, they bring you nothing but pain and sorrow. But as the Summer vacation ended, the only thought came to mind.... That he must one day punish those, who wronged him.
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 27-Nov-21 08:50 AM
I have a history of… not having many friends at schools.. i was apparently weird and different. Kids, teenagers and adults hate that apparently these days. Elementary i thought i could find friends but quickly i discovered that those ‘friends’ are backstabbing b**ches. Highschool got bullied without even talking. In college i plan to just be invisible. So far its working. No one cares i am here and everyone ignores me. Im happy. I wish i would have someone to talk to sometimes or not sit alone in the halls eating lunch but oh well. Studied some self defense since boys get… sleezy.. disgusting. Hope this will go well I sigh unlocking my locker. ‘Another day another start of school.’ I thought as i filled my locker with textbooks. A sigh escapes my mouth and i close my locker walking down the hall. (edited)
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Terofatus BOT 27-Nov-21 11:22 AM
Walking to the new school was a pain in the backside. In Terofatus mind, there were only a few things. Everyone hates me, I should keep my distance. And most importantly, I am not here to make any friends. This rather unhealthy mindset was right there for him. This sort of thing is what makes people stand out, be hated by some, who think that that these quiet people are better than everyone else, and they should be taught their place, as well as of those who admire people of secrecy and will do all they can to get their attention.... ...but the biggest of the offenders are the extroverts. These people are the worst. They think that these silent people are the hurt ones, the ones who are in need of friends and need to be saved from whatever unhappiness there might be out there. Terofatus took first steps into the collage, and didn't say hi to anyone. He just walked past through anyone, that might try to approach him. Well it's not like he could say hi to anyone. He was mute after all. But he didn't let that bother anyone. He liked not being talked to, it just meant that he is not going to be in any kind of trouble. He went to the locker room, swapped his shoes and then went right to the place where the first class was. He felt confident that over time people will either have their friend groups or better people to pick onto. So in his mind, it all was just a matter of time.
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 27-Nov-21 11:33 AM
‘oh here it is’ i sigh walking into the empty classroom. “Is this right?” I look at the time on my watch. “30 minutes to kill.” I sigh and choose a random seat more in the back next to the window. “Nice distraction here” i sit down and pull out my sketch book. Times like these i wish i had a friend. We could talk, laugh and distract ourselves from the time we had before class starts. I dont have that. Its better to be a loner. Invisible… thats what i will be and stay forver. I pick a pencil from my pencil case and start to sketch.
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Terofatus BOT 27-Nov-21 12:01 PM
Sitting in the corner, Terofatus looked over the various types of people that had come to sit around. He chose one of the least favourable spots, knowing the basic layout and ideology of the teenager's mind. They either sit at the front or the middle. Some already had taken sweet seats in the center, knowing that they will be surrounded by many people, so they can make a lot of friends, while others sat in the corners, accepting their fates as being not so friendly with people. Terofatus knew that at some point most will arrive and then the peaceful silence will be gone. Just about 20 something minutes. If he can manage to have the fortune of nobody sitting nearby him, then there is no problem for rest of the year.... But... unfortunately for him, a girl had sat in the same line as him. He couldn't do anything about it either. He just sat back and looked out the window. Or pretended to be sleeping if someone were to ask him something. A great tactic to deceive people. Terofatus felt that something was off by the girl, sitting near him. Yet he didn't want to take any chances. Better be safe than sorry.
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 27-Nov-21 12:09 PM
‘I feel like im being watched’ i look up and see a guy looking at me. I look back at my sketch book. ‘Ew… what the fuck did i draw… fuck this.’ I tear out the page and crumble it throwing into the trash can that was close by. I close my sketchbook angrily and secretly put a bluetooth earphone in my ear playing some music quietly. i hate it… so many people… No im not going to leave just cause of how many people are here the first day. I got so used to being in my room during summer break that I hate being in this class. I rest my arms on the table and rest my chin on my arms.
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Terofatus BOT 27-Nov-21 12:32 PM
Terofatus looked straight and realised that she hates being around people... perfect. She will be the perfect meat shield to push away anyone who might try to get here. Just what he needed... yes
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 27-Nov-21 12:38 PM
My eyes start to slowly close. ‘Maybe if i will go to my world…no’ i sit up and pull out my text book scribbling some doodles. I need to concure this.. i sigh loudly paying attention to the teacher. Some time passes and bell rings. I stand up packing my stuff. (edited)
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Terofatus BOT 27-Nov-21 12:40 PM
He just stared at the girl, who just stood up and was going to leave the class as it had started. The bell just now indicated that the lesson was starting. He just looked with a strange gaze at the girl, who packed her stuff and was leaving.
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 27-Nov-21 12:46 PM
‘Fuck this’ library it is. I slip out the door my breathing quickens. I look around noticing the halls are empty. “This is nice.” I whisper and start to walk to the library. ‘Its going to be empty. Peace and quiet’ i open the door and wave at the librarian. She smiled and waved back. “Youre here early nikki.” She said and chuckled. “Yea just didnt felt well!” I smile at her. “Just let me know if you need help.” She got back to work and i nodded at her. I put my bag down to a bean bag at the back of the library. I went to the horror section.
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Terofatus BOT 27-Nov-21 12:53 PM
Terofatus just sat though the lecture, and listened to the baffled professor about what just happened. The lecture was a simple introduction to the whole college. And after all that, students were given free time. Terofatus decided to go to the quietest place out there... the library
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 27-Nov-21 12:57 PM
´hmmm what to pick’ i looked over the spines. Some have seem to be taken care of like their new… untouched. Some have are ripped or well touched. Most of those are books that are assigned as homework. I looked at almost every spine and took one out. Classic IT. A thick book. You can tell people have stopped at the start and most at the middle by the color of the pages. I took it with me and sat on the bean bag. ‘Gotta finish this one.’ I open the book to where i stopped before summer break. Page 189. I quietly start to read.
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Terofatus BOT 27-Nov-21 01:03 PM
Terofatus handed a card that explained to the library girl that he's mute, and then at the bottom there was a writing about a book that he was interested in. As such, he stood there patiently and waited for the girl to bring to him what he was looking for.
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 27-Nov-21 01:06 PM
I read every page carefully. I feel my eyes closing. Tired… i lean back into the bean bag bringing my feet to the side of my thigh. So… tired… i put the book to the side and lay on my side taking my phone and putting an alarm clock for the next lesson letting one of my earphones stay in my ear to wake me up. I close my eyes letting myself slip into my dream world.
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Terofatus BOT 27-Nov-21 01:32 PM
The next lecture was starting in five minutes. He handed back the book and returned to the classroom, where they were being taught. He didn't think much of others. Mainly because he just went with it
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 27-Nov-21 01:34 PM
My alarm clock goes off and i noticed i slept in. ‘Fuck!’ I grab my stuff, put the book back in its place and run to my class. I run in the class panting. ‘One seat left. Fuck.’ I sit next to this shy boy i havent seen before. Guess he tries to be invisible like me. I take out my textbook and start to scribble.
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Terofatus BOT 27-Nov-21 01:36 PM
Great. From all the people she could have chosen to sit next to, she sat right next to me... well let's hope that she doesn't bring too much attention.... He was calm and just continued to follow the class. Looking at the board and copying the notes as the lecture went
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 27-Nov-21 01:40 PM
I write some short notes and continue to scribble. I feel my heart pound. ‘For fucks sake. Okay just like i trained.’ I play some music quietly in my earphone, push my textbook back and look out the window studying whats outside. My leg stressing and shaking.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 04:12 AM
Terofatus looked at the girl who was shaking right now and being an out right earthquake machine. He thought about what should he do, so he thought about it. Then professor called out her name, but she was in headphones so she was like making more earthquakes
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 04:13 AM
I froze. ´Oh no oh no oh no.´ i look at the profesor. “Y-yes?” I gulp trying to keep calm.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 04:15 AM
Terofatus was curious to see what is going to happen next, she was asked to solve a problem on the blackboard. Professor said something like this: "Alright, So 5 machines in 5 minutes can craft 5 items. You must solve on the board how many minutes it will take 100 machines to make 100 items."
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 04:23 AM
I stand up sneakly taking my earphone and putting it on my table. I walk to the board and compose myself taking the marker from the teacher as i start to write. “Okay so if 5 machines can create 5 items in five minutes. That means each machine can create 1 item in 5 minutes. Which means 100 machines need… five minutues?” I look at the professor. (edited)
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 04:25 AM
Some of the classmates laughed, some claimed that it would take 100 minutes to solve the issue. Some even screamed that it will take one minute. Like someone just went and said ONE MINUT... NOOO WAIT... FIVE FIVE!!!! Terofatus just stared at this circus. And then professor chuckled and said that indeed it takes five minutes
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 04:29 AM
I clench my fist and look back at the at the students. “Think before you scream!” I give the marker back to the profesor. While walking back to my seats i whisper under my breath. “Idiots..” i sit down and rest my chin on my arms. ‘Great.. i wont be invisible now.’
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 04:31 AM
The girl had returned to her seat. All was fine and dandy. She did answer that it would take five minutes to craft all items... Buut... she had left her "old answer" of one minute on the board, with a circle, pointing out that it's the answer.
Professor just deleted the answer and cleaned the board. He then asked another question and looked around to pick someone else. He asked me to go and solve a task. A baseball bat costs 1 Euro more than the ball. Both of them cost 1.10 Eur. How much costs both items. I think I know the answer.... Well let's just give it a lucky guess. Bat costs 1.05 and ball costs 0.05 Eur. Professor said it's correct and asked me to return to the seat. While the rest had a heated debate if it's 0.05 or 0.10
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 04:40 AM
‘He is… mute?…i see…’ i smile to myself a little and write on a note. i hate it here. I slide it to you as you sit down and watch the profesor.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 04:43 AM
Terofatus looked at the note and decided to ignore it. He was not in the mood to write anything bad. BUUUUT Professor noticed the note and asked her to come to the board saying that if she loves to write so much let's give her the next task. Professor then said "The pond is being overgrown by grass. By each day the grass is populating the pond two times the size of previous day. The pond is fully grown by the day 48. At which day does the grass cover only half of the pond?"
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 04:48 AM
I break. I stand up and take the note. I clear my throat. “I wrote and i quote. i hate it here.” i crumble the paper and throw it away. “Why dont you ask some people here that love to scream the wrong answer thinking they are right? They seem to need more attention.” I sit back down and cross my arms.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 04:50 AM
The professor starts to laugh and then the whole class starts to laugh as well. He then looks at them and states that it's because they actually are participating in the class, unlike you, who is sitting there and writing some messages around. He wants everyone to take part in classes so so you should go now and solve the task, it's not that hard. You can ask anyone to help you solve it.
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 04:54 AM
“Oh really??” I stand up and point at a guy infront of me. “This guy is on his phone the whole class. Guess you need glasses sir.” I point at girls on the right corner. “Those two lovely girls have been giggling and talking most of the time and.” Points at a guy that has closed eyes and snoring a lil bit. “That guy is sleeping.” I start to pack my stuff. “Buuuut if I seem to be the one that isnt paying attention i guess i dont even NEED TO BE HERE.” I pick up my bag and walk out the door.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 04:57 AM
Terofatus just looked at her with one eye. As she left the scene. Professor said to them that the girl had a point and that those who didn't pay any attention have their scores lowered by 10 percentages and those who were listening including her. Are getting 10 extra. And with that, the class was dismissed.
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 05:00 AM
“Fuck this.” I sit in my bean bag in the library. Tears in my eyes. why did i do that… why… whyyy. I look at my hand a little bloody from clenching and digging my nails into it. I sigh and lean back in my bean bag looking at the ceiling. (edited)
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Bloblo BOT 28-Nov-21 05:07 AM
Flops inside the library and then notices the bean bag and decides to roll inside of it.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 05:08 AM
Terofatus looked for his buddy who escaped the dorms, if someone were to find him first, he might get into big trouble
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 05:12 AM
“Hm?” I feel something in the bean bag and i stand up and go on my knees next to it. “Is it a mouse or something?” I see a whole in the bean bag and i poke the bean bag next to the hole. “Hey buddy come out. Youll get in trouble if someone would see you other than me.” I whisper.
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Bloblo BOT 28-Nov-21 05:13 AM
"Blo~" Bloblo just rushes inside of her shirt, where it's warm and comfy.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 05:13 AM
Terofatus walked inside the library and looked where did his buddy go.
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 05:15 AM
“Oh!” I laugh quietly. “Youre not a mouse… what are you.. you said Blo?” I look into my shirt through the top. “Cutie.” I smile at it and sit on the bean bag again.
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Bloblo BOT 28-Nov-21 05:30 AM
"Blo~" The little floof ball went to the other side of the shirt and notoced bra straps. He tried to open them up
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 05:32 AM
Terofatus desperately looked around the library for his friend until he noticed the fuss where the girl was in the bag
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 05:33 AM
“Oh nononono please dont!” I grab the Blo and pull him put. “Blo… no.” I look at Blo with a serious look. “Awe cant be mad at youuuu.” I pet his head.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 05:35 AM
That's him. Terofatus took his friend out of her arms and put him in his backpack. He looked at her for a moment and wrote a note saying. "Sorry. He's a friend...." And after he stood there knowing that this is the end.
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 05:36 AM
I read the note and look up at him. “Can you read lips?” I start to pull out a pen just incase.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 05:37 AM
Terofatus just shook his head. "I am mute not deaf" He wrote
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 05:40 AM
I face palm. “Im so dumb sometimes. Im sorry.” I laugh nervously. “Blo? What animal is he?” I tilt my head to the side curiously not noticing my tears let go and flow down my face.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 05:50 AM
Terofatus just shrugs as her himself had no idea what kind of creature his buddy is.
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 05:53 AM
“He reminds me… of a dog i had.” I crouch to your bag with a soft smile and see blob peeking out. “You need to be careful blobby who knows what wouldve happened if someone else wouldve find you.”
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 05:54 AM
Terofatus sighed and sat down. The little bloblo jumped out and right into her lap
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Bloblo BOT 28-Nov-21 05:55 AM
"BlooO~~~~" He jumped right in and made himself at home in her lap
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 05:56 AM
I giggle and sit down on the floor petting him. I look up at the stranger. “I Nikol by the way. “ i wipe my cheeks with my other hand.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 10:49 AM
Terofatus took his piece of paper and wrote his name on it as well as a question "Are you going to give in Bloblo? He's the only friend I have. I know it's against the rules...."
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 10:51 AM
I chuckle and poke blobby. “Pleasure to meet you. Blobbyyyy get in the bag Tero wants you back now.” I pick him up in my hands.
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Bloblo BOT 28-Nov-21 10:52 AM
"Bloblo~" he starts to move his arms and feet rapidly, not wanting to get back into the bag
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 10:54 AM
“Awe cmon we will see eachother soon. I hang out here alot. So.” I look at Tero. “Well” i stand up holding blobby and handing him to Tero. “Youve got a new friend now.” I grab my bag. “See ya.” I start walking away to the door.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 11:15 AM
He looked at her leaving and had a deep breath. After that he looked arounf and packed Bloblo in his backpack and went to his dorm room
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 11:17 AM
I take a deep breath not making eyes contact and go behind my dorms outside. I pull out a cig and light it sliding my back down the wall and sitting on the floor putting my bag to the side.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 11:18 AM
Terofatus stared at her. Turns out they not only live on the same dorms. But also on the same floor.
He exhaled the smoke and just stared at her while his cigarette was burning
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 11:20 AM
I notice you and look at you. “Well what a coincidence.” I laugh and look off into the distance. “I wish i didnt have to go to college but my parents pushed me to..” i sigh.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 11:21 AM
Terofatus looked at her and just thought about how on earth this might have happened. He just took another smoke and then pulled out his pack LD and showed it to her. Being curious what she was smoking
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 11:24 AM
“Oh LD huh..” i pull out a pack of gold malboro. “Not bad tho.” I smile up at him and put my box back in my bag. “Where is your dorm?”
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 11:25 AM
He points his finger at the room numberes 302 which is right on the corner relative to the balcony
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 11:27 AM
“I see mine is 298. Neighbor” i laugh and smoosh the cig to the side and i get up. “Weird how i havent noticed you before… invisible like me huh… even tho some eyes were on me today..” i sigh.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 11:29 AM
Terofatus just shrugs and looks on the road next to the dorms. He was just sitting there and thinking about what shold he do now. Bloblo was in his room as they spoke. So he was a bit in a rush to get back to his room
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 11:31 AM
“Well see ya around again.” I laugh and walk off into the building. I unlock my door and step in locking it behind me and throwing my bag to the side.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 11:33 AM
Terofatus was unsure about the whole situation. He sat at the sofa and looked at Bloblo doing his things. He was playing with a toy while Terofatus thought what if the girl starts to blackmail him.
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 11:36 AM
I sigh after taking a shower. I glance at my bin and its full of crumbled up papers from my sketchbook. I brush my hair and go sit on my balcony putting down my sketchbook on the table. ‘Okay dont be harsh… atleast one good sketch…’ i start to sketch randomly what came to mind.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 11:37 AM
Terofatus sat and played a game on his habd held console. He relaxed for the rest of the day. He didn't know what is going to be after today. But he is prepared for the worst.*
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 11:49 AM
I groan and throw my sketchbook to the floor. “Im fucking quiting drawing “ i put my face in my hands and sigh annoyed.
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 12:03 PM
Terofatus went outside to take another smoke. While he had the time. Nobody was around so he took with himself Bloblo
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 28-Nov-21 07:45 PM
“Oi! Neighbor!” I smile at him as i look down at Tero from the balcony. “I know its pretty late buuuut you can come over and hangout.”
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Terofatus BOT 28-Nov-21 08:32 PM
Terofatus looked at her a bit surprised and Bloblo was there behind him looking at her happy
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Bloblo BOT 28-Nov-21 08:33 PM
"Blo~" He jumped from Terofatus back to his in happy manmer
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 29-Nov-21 01:28 AM
I smile at you and whisper. “Hi blobby. Well ill be in my room so just knock if you wanna join me.” I smile gently and walk back inside from my balcony.
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Bloblo BOT 29-Nov-21 06:21 AM
Bloblo looked at her, and being really tired, he said nothing, except extend his arm and knock on the window to get her attention
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 29-Nov-21 06:23 AM
“Hm?” I look at the window. “Blobby.” I open the window. “What are you doing buddy.. its cold outside.” I smile at him. “Wheres your friend?”
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Bloblo BOT 29-Nov-21 06:53 AM
"blooo~" He just sits there and jumps right inside, aiming right at the bed sitee
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StopIt.GetSomeHelp. 29-Nov-21 07:33 AM
I chuckle. “If only you could tell me about your owner..” i close the window and sit in my chair. “Comfy buddy?” I smile at him.
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Bloblo BOT 01-Dec-21 02:23 AM
"Blo blo~ Blo blo blo~" The little buddy starts to jump around and then roll on the bed looking at her. "Blo blo blo~ Blo Blo! BLO!!!!! Blllllooooo...... Blo blo?"
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[Dragon] Andy Candy Pandy idk 09-Dec-21 02:06 PM
@Vava Inactive RP, RP partner too quit replying it seems
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