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Mando 24-Nov-21 08:39 AM
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JackWhite 24-Nov-21 08:41 AM
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reddeR 24-Nov-21 08:43 AM
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Oof gotta fix codii's Tupper! Alex should get an update, too
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JackWhite 24-Nov-21 08:44 AM
oh yeah true should probably find a new tupper
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reddeR 24-Nov-21 11:13 AM
Absolutely. Keep an eye for a new Kavanauh as well?
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JackWhite 24-Nov-21 11:26 AM
will do
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Kavanauh BOT 25-Nov-21 12:26 PM
another day spent listening to meaningless drivel about how little income has come in. It doesn't matter. I don't care, that's what these grandiose fools don't comprehend. There's only one thing worth my attention, one thought burning in my mind. I will make that slot and her swamp man fuck toy pay for what they did to me. Codii Banger knows who she belongs to. I made sure she will never forget. She can try to run, but there is nowhere she can go that I can't find her. I have followed her every move, since the day I was released from the hospital. I always knew she was smart. It was fascinating, watching what she did with the 3/4 million dollars she stole from me. Some smart investments, careful spending, and a few sacrifices, and she was set. She had a steady cash flow, enough for her to live in almost the luxury I could provide for her. If she werent such a foolish bitch, she could have spent her life at my feet, never wanting for anything. She could have been the most powerful woman alive, the only one who bore my name, had the privilege of bearing my sons. She could have had everything! But she chose her dirty swamp toy. Threw what I offered in my face, and ran off with the first dick that trespassed in MY pussy. Which doesn't change anything. Codii Banger belongs to me, and she will watch her fucktoy die for her, slowly. She will come home, and learn her place. Too bad for her, only good girls get to kneel at my feet. Now she will just be bred. She will give my my sons and drain my balls, and thank me when I beat her. She doesn't even know it's coming. But now, with this recent development, it's time to act. I will take her happiness at its peak, and make her wish she had never met Alex Irons. I will take everything she loves, everything she has managed to gain from her newfound freedom, and destroy it while she watches. She will regret ever crossing me. She will beg me to take her back. And I will bring her home
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Codii Banger BOT 25-Nov-21 12:27 PM
I carefully set the two drinks on the table between the beach chairs and place a kiss on Alex's cheek, smiling as I drape my arms over his shoulders, kneeling down so I can watch the sunset. I'm still amazed that just two years ago, this man was a complete stranger. Just two years ago I had never know what it meant to be truly in love. Now, after barely escaping with my life, here I was celebrating my second year with the man who saved me when he didn't even know I existed before I fell into his life. My hero. My lover. The father of my child. Once it's born, anyway. I stand up and move around the chair to sit in Alex's lap. Handmade cherry Adirondack chairs, with matching footrests. They were comfortable, but even with the cushions on mine I couldn't seem to sit in it for long. Besides, Alex's lap was where he preferred me to be. His arms wrap around me as I sit, leaning against his chest, to watch another amazing beach sunset from our porch. This was bliss. This was exactly what Alex had promised me the day he saved me. The day he took four bullets for me. My hand drifts down over the scars on his stomach, gently finding each puckered, rigid mark. He hadn't even known me then. "I love you, Alex." I say quietly before I kiss his neck and rest my head against his shoulder.
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reddeR 26-Nov-21 04:19 PM
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Alex Irons BOT 28-Nov-21 02:08 AM
I smiled at you when you made your way back to me, my eyes looking up and down your body as was their usual routine as I felt your arms wrapped around my shoulders remembering the feeling of your lips pressed against my cheek. Feeling your soft body press against mine as I was quick to press back against you. My earlier gruff disposition giving way to something much more peaceful in our two years of bliss together. My gaze moved down to your stomach when I remembered that we would be welcoming a third to our family in not too long. If I had my way, we would raise our child together in content bliss and I would do whatever it took to make sure that I got my way. When you moved around the chair I quicky let my gaze move lower down your body as I gave you a playful smack to your ass watching as your cheeks wobbled from the hit before I let myself lean backwards when you sat on my lap helping you to get comfortable as I felt your warmth press against my body, my arm wrapping snugly around your waist as I lifted up my knees to let you lie more comfortably against my chest. The sand was warm underneath my feet and the view was spectacular, the comfortable wooden chair against my body making me sigh in content as I leaned into you. Not that I cared all that much about what we had, all I really cared about was having you in my arms, going to sleep next to you and waking up with you in my arms. Or us doing other things to wake each other up. My past back before we met was mostly put behind me not really caring much other than my present and future with you as I felt your hands rub against the four gunshot scars that had found themselves forever etched onto my skin as a permeant reminder of how much I risked to save you. And I would do it all again in a heartbeat. I bit my lower lip as I felt you kiss my neck, my hand moving up your body to rub circles into your stomach before I leaned in and pressed my lips against yours in a soft kiss. “I love you too Cod
ii.” I tell you with a smile before I leaned into you. My lips pressed against your neck in a soft kiss, fingers gently massaging your skin as I was content to just play with you for the rest of the evening. Well for the rest of forever. My hand slides up your stomach as I rubbed where your bump would be appearing before long, fingers leaving feather like touches against your belly. “Your drink was alcohol free right? We wouldn’t want to risk giving the baby something with alcohol in it.” I asked you as my lips were quick to find your collar gently nibbling on the soft skin of your perfect body my eyes getting lost in yours.
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Codii Banger BOT 28-Nov-21 02:35 AM
"Yes, it's non alcoholic, and yours is not." I can't help smiling at Alex, he is everything I never had. He makes me happy, keeps me safe, pleases me in every way. Except the last few weeks. I keep telling myself it's because of the baby, but it's been quite some time since Alex gave me what I'd gotten very used to having. Frustration builds up quickly. It's a good thing it's easy to forgive this man, and for him to forgive me. The argument earlier was my fault, as much as the broken vase was. I couldn't seem to keep my temper in check. Maybe Alex was right, I needed to ask the doctor about it at the next appointment. I relax in Alex's arms, watching the sunset and listening to the waves crash on the beach, still not really fully able to believe it was real, this is my life now. Which was another thing I wanted to discuss with the doctor. If Alex was right, then the paranoia I was experiencing was constant now. I hear the melodic chime of my smartphone. I left it in the kitchen, so I let it ring through. If it's important, they'll leave a message. Almost immediately it begins to ring again. I frown, hoping it's not an emergency. Alex and I have kept pretty much to ourselves, not wanting to draw attention, so there are few people who could be calling with an emergency. Frowning, I reluctantly leave Alex's arms and head to the kitchen. The phone stops ringing as I reach for it, so I wait to see if they leave a message. It starts ringing again. "Alex, it's unknown again!" I say, taking the phone out to him. "This is the third time this week, it won't stop until someone answers, I'm not just being paranoid!" I insist, handing him the phone as it stops ringing. It immediately starts again. I cross my arms and look at the phone expectantly. He said if it happened again, he would answer. I already know there won't be anybody on the other end... Only, it feels like there is somebody there, silent, just listening as I repeat "hello? Who is this?" Every time.
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Alex Irons BOT 28-Nov-21 04:55 PM
I smiled as I felt you relax in my arm my hands rubbing soft circles into your creamy skin as I enjoyed the feeling of your body resting against mine. My nose rested in your hair as I took in your sweet smell you were calming to me, you helped me to relax and stay calm. Most the time. We had never gotten into fights all that often, when we disagreed about things, we tended to be quick to come up with a compromise together pretty quickly. When we had first gotten started, I told myself that I would never yell at you. But I had noticed that ever since the pregnancy you have been more stressed out, and we had gotten into more fights than we did normally. I knew that you still weren’t over the broken vase and I just hoped that I would be able to cheer you up. As we lied on the chair, I would continue to rub soft circles into your stomach. I sighed as I heard how many called, we kept getting to your phone, hands clenching slightly out of annoyance as I saw that this seemed to be happening more and more often. When you frowned, I was quick to lean forward and peck your lips wanting to calm you down from whoever it was that was seeming to mess with the two of us. When you got out of my lap and went into the kitchen, I groaned feeling like nothing good would come from learning the source of our caller. Pulling myself to my feet I stepped forward about to head into the kitchen with you only to stop when I see you coming back to me, meeting you half way as I took the phone from your hands. Seeing how upset you where I sighed before I walked over to you and wrapped my arm around your waist to pull you against my chest quick to lean forward and press my lips against yours in a soft kiss trying to calm you down however I could as I rested my forehead against yours making sure the kiss was long and full of love. And then I pulled back lifting up your phone and then switching it off putting it into my pockets as my hands rubbed soft circles into your sides.
“It’s s probably just some dumb teens idea of a prank, Codii.” I tell you my lips pressing against your cheek, and then your forehead. “Things are going to be fine, just block them the next time they call and they won’t be a problem anymore.” I explain to you knowing that being stressed wouldn’t be good for your health or the baby's health. Sitting down on the deck chair I was quick to pull you back onto my lap, my lips pressing against your neck and your collar as I rubbed the slight bump on your stomach with my hands. “I know you're not just being paranoid but things are going to be fine I won’t let anyone hurt us remember? I promised you that I would protect my family, you and the baby are the only family I need.” Even as I told you to calm down and relax, I hid a frown behind a comforting smile not knowing if I could relax. It probably is just a dumb kid but I still wanted to be sure that this wasn’t someone with more darker intentions. When I get alone with your phone, I was intending to share the number with one of my more resourceful friends. I was sure that he could find some kind of lead with it.
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Codii Banger BOT 29-Nov-21 12:25 AM
I want to believe it's just a prank, some kid dialing random numbers. I just can't shake the uneasy feeling that it's more...intentional. whoever it is only calls when I'm at home. This eerie thought makes my skin crawl, and I sit up and look around suspiciously. Alex looks like he's about to ask what happened, but before I can answer, the doorbell rings. "Oh! Alex, are you expecting anything?" I ask, not at all comfortable with the idea of going to the door at the moment. I'm not ok with being left here, alone either. "Mm...could...could you please, Alex? I'm kind of....freaked out right now." I ask, embarrassed. I never used to be like this, not until all that horrible business with him. I shudder, thinking about the events following my meeting Alex in the swamp. It couldn't be Kavanauh, he was dead. I watched Alex slit his throat. Still, my hand goes to the crest branded on my left breast, and in the back of my mind I can still hear his voice, his laugh. "Codii, you sad, sorry little cunt. I'm going to make sure you never forget who you belong too!" I shake my head, then rub at my temples, feeling a headache coming on fast. "I'm going to get some tylenol." I tell Alex, heading in for the restroom while he goes around to the door.
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Alex Irons BOT 03-Dec-21 01:08 PM
I sighed when Codii told me that she was going to get some painkillers, giving her a slight nod as my hand rubbed against the small of her back. “Remember honey no matter what happens now we will deal with it together.” I told her pulling myself to my feet to give her a soft kiss before he stepped out of the way letting her get the pills while I checked the door. I frowned remembering how upset Codii was before she left the worry clear on her face making me want to find whoever was doing this to mess with her and throttle them. I didn’t care who it was or why I was going to make sure they stop when I found them. Walking to the door I couldn’t help but rub the scars on my stomach resembling the injuries I had received because of that psycho. I nearly died, but more importantly to me at least I almost lost her. Pulling a survival knife from behind a secret compartment in the stairs I lifted it up to my eyes imagining stabbing someone with the weapon as I mimicked some movements before finally, I nodded satisfied slipping the knife inside of my back pocket so that I would be able to pull it out quickly if the need came. I haven’t needed to worry about something like this since I killed Kavanaugh but old habits die hard. Leaning forward I checked the peep hole to try and see who had knocked the door before I sighed pulling it half open as I looked around for our visitor. “Is there something you need?” I questioned gruffly.
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Package Carrier BOT 03-Dec-21 02:11 PM
"package for a miss Codii Banger?" The uniformed man says, offering a friendly smile as he holds out a small brown box. "I hope I got the right place this time, I've been trying to find this one all day!" He says with a laugh. When you take the package he touches his hat and walks off, whistling as he gets in his vehicle.
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Codii Banger BOT 03-Dec-21 02:14 PM
I find the Tylenol in the medicine cabinet and take two, then take a moment to just close my eyes, trying to relax. I hear voices at the door, then the door closes. "Babe?" I call out, "who was it?" I leave the bathroom and meet you in the kitchen. I notice the box on the counter immediately. For some reason it gives me a really bad feeling. "What the package? You ordered something?" I ask, not seeing a label on it.
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Alex Irons BOT 05-Dec-21 11:07 AM
I hummed slightly as I took the delivery that was left for Codii, holding onto the box in my hands as I watched the man leave eyes filled with clear suspicion but he didn't give me any reason to make a move leaving me stuck as I watched him go. Meeting up with you in the kitchen I shook my head, arms wrapping around your waist to pull your flush against mine not wanting to let go as I hugged you close. It was pretty clear that I was pretty clingy but when it comes to you I have always been touchy. Grabbing onto your jaw I leaned forward and pressed my lips against yours for a passionate kiss before I pulled away. "It's for you apparently." I admit to you resting my head against the nape of your neck. "Do you want to open it up together?"
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Codii Banger BOT 05-Dec-21 04:06 PM
"did you order something for me?" I ask with a grin when our kiss ends. I step over to the package and feel you up, quickly finding a knife I can cut the tape with. I fish it out of your pocket and slice through the clear tape on the box before I set it on the counter. My hands slow down as I open the box. An intense forboading hits me. I tell my self to stop being ridiculous. It's just a box. Just a package. "Alex, there's no shipping label on this." I point out. The box has no label at all, no stamp, no weight or size mark. I feel alex tense behind me and my hands shake. I can't open it! He slips his had undre the cardboard flap and reveals a smaller, white shoebox inside of the first box, wrapped in tissue paper. I tear through that and watch as Alex lifts that lid. He begins removing the carefully Crumpled tissue from within the box. Inside is an absolutely stunning baby blanket. I don't have to touch it to know it's the softest thing I've ever felt. I've felt it before. I cover my belly protectively and recoil back from the package. I can't go far, with Alex holding me, but I push at his arm, yelling to be let go. "How does he know? Alex we have to go, he's going to come after me! How did he find us?" I can hear how hysterical I sound as I try to pull away from Alex. He doesn't understand why I'm upset at all. Finally, after struggling for what feels like forever to get away, I throw myself at him, collapsing against his chest to cry. "C-cashmere and lambs wool, Alex. Oh God, I'd forgotten! He bought this for the one I lost! Kavanauh bought that blanket for his baby, Alex! How does he know?"
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Alex Irons BOT 06-Dec-21 12:34 AM
I frowned slightly in worry when you took the knife from me, a pang of paranoid hitting me as I thought you might end up cutting yourself by accident. Watching you like a hawk I frowned seeing how you started shaking quickly leaning forward to take the knife out of your hand up I opened up the box, one arm around your waist as I paused in surprise. seeing that there was just a blanket in there I paused not sure why it was sent to us about to say something before I froze seeing that you were even more upset. When you pulled away from me, I quickly dropped the package letting it hit the floor out of sight as I watched you cover your stomach seeming to be afraid that someone was going to hurt the baby. I wrapped both my arms around your waist and hold onto you tighter hugging your body against mine. My hands rubbed soft circles into your back as I tried to help you relax, leaning forward to kiss your forehead before I froze hearing your words. My body tensed as I remembered Kavanaugh how close he had come to taking you away from you, how much he hurt you. A flash of anger went through my body hugging you tighter against my body as I thought of someone else trying to hurt you. When you collapsed against my chest, I shook my head to make myself calm down, knowing that right now one of us needed to be calm. My hands rose up your body to run my hands through your hair trying to calm you down as I whispered sweet nothings into your ear. “Codii, I need you to calm down for me, I’m not going to ever let anyone threaten you or the baby.” I promised you leaning backwards to rest my forehead against your hair. “Look at me Codii.” I kiss your forehead as my fingers ran through your hair “He’s dead Codii I’m sure of it. But if he is alive somehow, I will kill him, I won’t let anyone hurt my family. " (edited)
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JackWhite 06-Dec-21 12:34 AM
(oops hit enter too early one moment)
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JackWhite 06-Dec-21 01:44 AM
(fixed now here ya go)
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Codii Banger BOT 06-Dec-21 02:52 PM
"he's alive Alex! He knows about the baby! How could he know? I haven't told anyone!" Panic creeps back in and I grab onto you to keep it at bay. Your words sound so confident, so sure. But that blanket... "Are you sure? What if he isn't? Alex what if he lived?" I press my face against your chest, takingndeep breaths to try and calm down. I'd seen him die, hadn't I? Laying on the ground, drowning in his own blood. Nobody could life through that.
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Codii Banger BOT 06-Dec-21 03:13 PM
I sit up slowly, once I've calmed down a bit. I look at you for a moment, then let out a sigh. I offer a weak smile. "I know you'll protect us, Alex. I know you will. I love you." I lay my hand over my tummy and smile brighter. "We love you!" I lean in and kiss you, deeply, trying to show you how much I want you and need you. How great full I am that I have you. When I finally break the kiss and stand up carefully, i seem much calmer. "Would you mind doing something with that box, please, babe? I'm going to start dinner." I say. I get myself a glass of water first, then start collecting things to make a meal. I seem calmer, but my mind is anything but. I can't shake the feeling of being watched. I have a horrifying, sickening feeling that things are going to happen, soon. Every time I see you I feel like it might be the last time I ever see you. My stress and tension leads to me spilling boiling water while I cook, splashing it over my hand. I quickly run cold water over it, but the skin is inflamed, red and angry. There's no way I can keep you from noticing it. I sigh with frustration and quickly finish the meal. I serve you at our table, placing the plates at our seats with covers before I start looking for you. "Alex! Food is ready!" I call out, walking down the hall toward the bedroom. "Where are you babe?"
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Alex Irons BOT 07-Dec-21 02:31 PM
When you left the room I sighed, letting my hands clench into fists as barely concealed anger took over my features. We had been together for years and I knew when you were just pretending to be calm. I knew when you were actually upset. You were the mother of my children; you were going to be my wife. A fake smile and forced calm weren’t enough to fool me. Even if part of me wanted to be fooled. I would find whoever was pulling this twisted shit and I will make them regret it. If Kavanaugh is actually alive and fucking with us then I would fix my mistake and put a bullet through his skull. I had half a mind to keep you from leaving. I could have grabbed your hand and kept you with me. Maybe I would have been able to help you relax. Maybe we could share a bubble bath together, I did get you some new candles that I wanted to keep a surprise. But maybe cooking would help you to calm down, and I had some steam to blow myself as well. Marching to our home gym I spent my time on the bag until I heard you calling for me, my punching and kicking the bag until my body was so slick with sweat that I needed to take my shirt off to use it to dry up my shirt. Luckily, I knew that you could handle body fluids. I wouldn’t be surprised if you had gotten pregnant during one of our hikes. In my defence there was nothing more beautiful in nature then the sight of your sexy body moaning as you were pinned underneath mine. Walking over to you still shirtless when you had started calling for me, I was quick to catch up to you. My arm wrapping around your hips as I pulled you over to me and pressed my lips against yours as you were pulled flush to my chest. “No matter what happens, no matter who’s out there to try and hurt us I will never let anyone hurt my family. And Codii you are my family.” I promise you, my lips pressing against your cheek, then your neck, then your collar.
I was going to keep going until I saw the mark on your hand. I frowned in worry and grabbed onto your wrist, pulling on it even as I was careful to not cause you any pain, pulling you in close as my chest pressed against your eyes searching your body for injuries as I was half tempted to undress you to check better. “Codii... What happened to your hand.” I asked you worry clear in my tone.
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Codii Banger BOT 07-Dec-21 04:13 PM
"it's fine, Alex, it was just some, I just splashed it with hot water, I'll be alright." I smile, showing you my hand, the tender red skin where the water splashed would be back to normal in no time. I know and love how protective you are of me, and I know that, because of how white my skin is, being a natural redhead, things can look a lot worse than the are. The red scald does contrast against the pale white skin around it, but it really isn't that bad of an injury. I can tell by your sweat-slick skin that you were in the gym. I grab a dish towel from the cupboard nearby and dry you off, then throw the towel over your shoulder, behind your neck, and catch the other end of it. I pull you down to kiss you, grinning and stepping back just as our lips are about to touch. "Dinner will get cold, come on sexy." I say, then move close to kiss you again- only to step around you at the last moment, smiling as I head toward the table.
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Alex Irons BOT 07-Dec-21 11:37 PM
I growled at you playfully when you failed to kiss me twice quickly lunging forward as my arms wrapped around your hips pulling your body in close to mine. "Hey leaning in to kiss me and then not giving me a kiss is mean." I tell you giving you a playful pout before I leaned in my lips inches away from yours. I glanced at your hand again and nodded agreeing with you that it was probably worse then it looked are bodies being pressed together again as I hugged you from behind. "I'll give your hand a couple get better kisses when it's less sensitive. "Dinner can wait though I've got something I want to do." I tell you with a smirk before I leaned forward and pressed my lips against yours in a passionate kiss my hands rubbing circles against your stomach as my tongue pushed it's way inside of your mouth.
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Codii Banger BOT 08-Dec-21 08:31 AM
I practically melt as you kiss me. There was the Alex irons I met that day in the swamp. There was the forceful, confident, needy Alex. The one who made me feel like there was nothing in the wold he wanted as much as he wanted me. I put my arms up over his shoulders and return the kiss, my own desire for this man, never far beneath the surface, comes roaring to life. I've been patient, I have tried to be understanding. But the doctor said it's fine for us to still enjoy the same kind of sex we usually do, as long as I'm not uncomfortable. "Alex," I say, my lips still touching yours. "We can let dinner get cold, I need you bad right now, baby." I pull back to look at him, wanting him to see the desire in my eyes, so he knows I still want him as much as I ever have.
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Alex Irons BOT 08-Dec-21 09:14 AM
When I felt you melt against my lips I was quick to grin at you, my arms wrapping tightly around your waist as I hugged your body flush against mine holding you close as I refused to let go. My fingers slide under your shirt when you kissed me back fingers rubbing soft circles against your back. Hearing the need in your voice, the desire in your eyes as you begged for me I quickly nodded at you as my hands slide down your body to grab onto your legs picking you up to make sure that you would be forced to wrap your legs around my hips. "We can always just reheat dinner." I tell you as I started to walk to the bedroom, breaking the kiss to press my lips against your neck instead eagerly kissing and lightly biting the soft skin of your creamy neck as my excitement rubbed against you with each step.
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Codii Banger BOT 08-Dec-21 03:09 PM
I wrap my legs around you without needing anything further encouragement. My head falls back as you kiss my neck, shivers of excitement making me gasp as goosebumps erupt across my skin. I'm finally, finally going to get what I've been wanting so bad! Not that we haven't had sex, but since I got pregnant Alex has been so...careful. I want him to let go, while we still can. I know it's not as satisfying for him either, when he treats me like I'm fragile. My hope drops a bit as you carry me to the bedroom. That's not promising. A year ago you would have lifted me onto the table, ripped your way through my clothing, and used me. Just the thought gets me wet. I grin, remembering a time you'd done just that, and halfway through you had said, "damn, babe, these potatoes are good!" As you tried the food waiting for us to finish.
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Alex Irons BOT 09-Dec-21 02:30 AM
I smiled at you when we made it to the bedroom, gently placing you down on the bed, before I let myself lie down on top of you, careful to not put too much of my weight on your body as I leaned forward to kiss your lips feeling your legs wrapped around my body. Our sex recently hasn't been quite as fun as it had used to be, even I could notice that. But I was worried ever since we found out that you were pregnant what if I lost control and got you hurt. Pulling down your pants I was quick to rub my thumb against your core, softly kissing your lips as our bodies pressed together feeling how wet you were already. My finger slowly teasing you.
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Codii Banger BOT 09-Dec-21 01:40 PM
Alex's touch ignights my passion, always, no matter what he does. His careful handling of me frustrates me, leaves my passion unsated. I need him to want me, to need me! He can make me feel like there is nothing more desirable in existence than me, like he can't control himself, like he has no choice, he must have me! This gentleness, this concern, does not feel the same. It leaves me feeling unsated. I crave to be used by him, to be fucked until I'm drunk on his cock, and then, when he sees me like that, to be fucked again. I need to be roughly, passionately, taken, wherever, whenever he thinks of me. This is not the same. My frustration peaks, erasing all the arousal, all the urgency, all the need I have. For the first time ever, I push his hands away from me, pulling away from his touch. "Alex, stop, please. I can't do this!" I protest, "I can't...I can't handle this right now!" I move to the edge of the bed, my hands gripping into my hair. I close my eyes, but my frustration wins and tears fall down my cheeks. "I'm sorry, Alex. I can't handle this again, not right now, its just...it's too much!" I stand quickly, walking out of the room so he won't see my tears. My phone starts ringing and I go to the kitchen. I find it on the counter and answer without looking at the caller ID. "Hello?" I say, hoping I sound more calm than I feel. "I told you it was the finest money can buy. Everything I gave you, and you walked away from it all!" The phone slips from my numb fingers and shatters on the floor. I never thought I would hear that voice again! Shock, and horror, and fear hit me so hard I can't breathe. "Alex!" I cry out weakly just before the blackness closes over my vision. I drop like a stone, crumpling to the floor in a heap.
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Alex Irons BOT 09-Dec-21 02:08 PM
When you pushed me away and don't me to stop I quickly nodded to you unable to help but notice how you seemed to be crying the tears running down your face making me frown not sure how I could make this better. Rolling off of the bed when you left the room as I was certain that you were crying even if you were trying to hide it from me. I sighed placing my hands on my chin as I tried to think of a way to cheer you up. You didn't seem to be all that interested in sex right now so maybe I could cook you dinner. Or maybe we could share a bath together. Pulling myself to my feet I walked down stairs planning to talk to you, hoping to cheer you up for a moment I was calm as I imagined hugging your body to my chest and cheering you up while we pretended to pay attention to whatever it was that was on the tv. The sound of something smashing made me tense as paranoia filled my body before I raced down stairs when I heard your familiar voice calling out my name. I dived when you feel, unable to keep you from hitting the ground completely but instead I was able to catch you by your shoulders, keeping you from hitting your head as you were cradled to my chest. "Hey Codii." I prodded you gently starting to rock your body. "Your going to be okay honey, I'm going to keep you anyone from hurting you." I promised you.
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Codii Banger BOT 09-Dec-21 07:43 PM
"he's not dead, Alex. He's taunting me. He's going to try and kill me." I insist for the thousandth time since the phone call two days ago. I'd been struggling to eat, my nerves making me feel like throwing up any time food was so much as mentioned. I wring my hands and pace, like I had been all afternoon. "I'm sick of explaining it! I told you, I would know his voice anywhere!" I persist, while you sit there watching me, trying to convince me I was wrong. But I know I'm not. "I know as well as you that he should be dead! I watched the whole thing, remember!" I pause and leannon the counter, unconsciously pressing my hand over my lower tummy. The naseau was getting to me. I'm hungry, and I know if I don't eat I'm starving the baby, but I try to force myself to eat and I can't even swallow. "I don't want to die, Alex! I have everything-everything!- to loose!" You were my hero two years ago, and you are now, too, but if Kavanauh is coming again, he's going to want to kill you now, too. That thought does nothing to help the unsettled feeling in my tummy.
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reddeR 14-Dec-21 03:19 PM
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JackWhite 15-Dec-21 02:52 AM
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Alex Irons BOT 15-Dec-21 08:45 AM
AI: I sighed as I heard how scared you were, how adamant you where that Kavanauh was coming back to hurt us. I sighed and leaned forward, wrapping my arms around your hips to pull you onto my lap, my fingers rubbing soft circles into the slight baby bump on your stomach. “Maybe he is back Codii.” I admitted with a sigh before I leaned forward to kiss your lips softly. “He might be alive and he might not be we don’t know for sure.” I admitted to your resting my chin on the nape of your neck. “But you're not going to die Codii.” I promise looking you deep in your eyes as I didn’t break eye contact with you. “If he is alive then I’ll make sure to finish the job when he comes for us, I won't let anyone hurt my family.” The past few days had been more difficult than I could imagine, watching you get more and more upset by the hour as you couldn’t eat the nerves visibly seeming to eat you away, and when you were stressed, I was stressed. With you being so upset I couldn’t sleep either. Letting out a sigh I let my hands leave your belly to cup your face, holding you close to me as I held on tightly to your body. “Codii, I love you, and I’m not going to let anyone hurt you or the baby.” I let my head rise to kiss your forehead softly. “Say it with me Codii you're going to be okay.”
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Codii Banger BOT 15-Dec-21 12:29 PM
I bring my hands up to your chest, feeling your heart beat under my hand. I know you mean well, I know you will protect me if you can. But so far you have only tried to tell me I'm wrong, that I'm overreacting, that I need to calm down for the baby. It's driving me insane. I know it's not good for the baby. I know I have to eat. It's not like I am this way because I want to be. Your concession, that maybe Kavanauh is alive, and your reassurance, does so much to ease my fears. But not enough. Your arms around me, that is something I have never been able to deny. Your hands on me, your kisses. This is what I need. "We, Alex, we are going to be ok. All three of us." I remind you, then kiss you. Instantly, as I taste you, desire courses through me. With a frustrated growl, I break the kiss and pull away. I can't bring myself to endure another gentle, controlled session of...whatever you wanted to call what you'd been doing in bed lately. I know what it's like to make love to Alex Irons. I know what his passion is like. It's what I crave, and what has been missing. I almost cry, wondering if you will even still have that passion for me, once the baby comes. Your phone rings and I jump. My hands start shaking as adrenalin courses through me. I curse, angry with myself. I head back to the kitchen to finish washing dishes.
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Alex Irons BOT 15-Dec-21 02:00 PM
I smiled softly as I felt your hands on my chest, my hands softly rubbing your hips as I hugged your body close. I knew that the way you calmed yourself down at times like this was by feeling my heartbeat. To be reminded that your loved ones were alive. I smiled back at you when you reminded me that you would be okay making me be quick to nod at you in agreement. Feeling your lips press against mine I smiled quick to kiss you back. Holding onto you tightly with no plans to let you go. When I tasted your lips it took a lot more effort then I was expecting to hold back from taking you, I guess our dry spot had been affecting me more then I was expecting. Part of my mind wanted me to push you against the wall and fuck you until you were unable to be worried anymore. I imagined fucking you until you were just limp on the bed, unable to think about anything else. It had been a long time since I had fucked you so hard that you passed out. I cursed as I heard my phone ring planning to decline it until I saw who it was making me sigh knowing that this wasn't really a call that I could ignore. Before I let you leave I grabbed onto your hips and pulled you into a soft kiss "I love you." Was mumbled against your lips before I stepped away from you letting you leave the room as I accepted the call.
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Kavanauh BOT 15-Dec-21 02:50 PM
"Codii, Codii, Codii..."I repeat her name like a mantra as I turn the anklet she used to wear over and over in my fingers. There was no clasp, it was never meant to be removed. That lying cunt had broken it off. Finding it again had been so difficult, but I couldn't resist calling her when I finally had it, this piece of her back in my hands. Soon I would have her in my hands. Her beautiful red hair gripped in my fist, holding her head in a pool of water while I carve my name in her skin. But that wouldn't even be the end for her. She needs to be taught who she belongs to. First, I will make her watch while I destroy Alex Irons. He will know pain. He will break. He will beg me to let him die, and Codii will watch her hero give up. She will be the one who does it. She will be the one to kill Alex Irons while he begs for death. I grin at the beautiful thought of her weeping over his mutilated, disfigured corpse. She will learn. I promised her before, I told her exactly what will happen if she let another man touch my property. She can't pretend she doesn't know. She can only blame herself. The dumb whore spread her legs for the first swamp man she found, and now she carries his dirty bastard inside of MY pussy! My teeth clench hard enough to crack. The stupid fucktoy with my cock in her mouth actually stops what I told her to do to look up at me fearfully. I grab her hair and force her back on my cock. "I didn't tell you to stop!" I force myself down her throat, silencing her cries. About two hours later a knock at my door interrupts my entertainment with the redheaded slut. Not that it would make a difference, I hadn't been able to fuck since Codii betrayed me. She haunted my dreams and left me throbbing with need, only to find my cock limp at the sight of any other woman.
God it would be bliss to have her neck in my fist while I fuck her until she begs for more. The plans I have for that bitch will take years to carry out. The question that begs an answer, however, is when and how I will do away with the bastard she is growing in her filthy snatch. "What?" I jerk open the door, leaving the woman moaning, curled up in a corner of the room. Devrey doesn't even flinch, much to the man's credit. He's sick enough that he enjoys bringing me redheads to try and sate my craving for Codii. "Your flight is ready." He says, his monotone voice as flat as ever. I see his cold eyes flick over to the naked girl in the corner. "Take care of my trash and meet me at the runway. You've got 40 minutes." I walk out of the room, past him. I hear the door close sharply, and just as I reach the end of the corridor the first of many high pitched, terrified shrieks emits from the room. I wait for him on the plane. Codii stole my helicopter, and I'd been unable to procure a new one, leaving me with just my private plane for long distance flights. Today I was going quite a distance indeed. When Codii runs away, she does it well. I will be going halfway around the world to get my hands on my property again. She has to know I'm coming. There isn't a place far enough away that I wouldn't go the distance to reclaim what is mine.
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Alex Irons BOT 17-Dec-21 04:44 AM
Alex's fists clenched as the phone call finished, fighting the urge to just throw his phone at the nearest wall. With all that had happened he was starting to think
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JackWhite 17-Dec-21 04:44 AM
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Alex Irons BOT 17-Dec-21 04:59 AM
My fists clenched as the phone call finished, fighting the urge to just throw my phone at the nearest wall. With all that had happened I was starting to think that you were right, that Kavanauh was still alive and kicking somewhere stewing to get his revenge. If he made a move on us, on my family then Iwould kill the man. I don't care what it takes to put the man in the ground. But I also knew that all this stress wasn't good for you, it wasn't good for our baby. If we lost the baby I wasnt sure how we would recover. I slammed my phone onto the bed, seeing it as a comprimise to letting it shatter on the wall. Paced around the room, fists clenching and unclenching as I tried to think of what was the right thing for us to do next. Slowly I made himself calm down, hands rubbing circles into my temple as I thought of a plan. If you weren't in the house then whoever it was that ws messing with you, if it was Kavenauh wouldn't be able to stress you out anymore. And when I found them I would be able to just kill them and everything would be good again. Maybe we would need to move but we would do that together. Walking down the stairs to find you doing the dishes still I sighed and walked forward wrapping my arms around your hips "Maybe you should spend some time in the cabins Codii, might help you to relax." I offered you with a sigh.
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Codii Banger BOT 17-Dec-21 03:40 PM
I put down the sponge and turn in your arms, smiling. That's exactly what I needed to hear! We could get away for a while, enjoy each other with no distractions from the outside world! "Alex, that's an amazing idea!" I kiss you, grinning against your lips, "we can leave our phones here, just take off and have some us time! Oh, it's going to be so much better! I love watching you chop firewood. And you'll get to hunt, I'll start packing our clothes!" I kiss you again and duck under your arm, forgetting about the dishes. Getting away from here, getting us away from here, is the best idea I've heard all year. I head down the hall toward the bedroom, absolutely thrilled. "Alex! Thank you! I love you!" I call to you, "come help me get the suitcases down, Babe!"
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Alex Irons BOT 18-Dec-21 07:41 AM
I smiled and kissed you back when you kissed me, happy that you were taking the idea well. My hands rested on your hips holding you close to me before I let you move to start packing. When you said we I sighed and shook my head jogging back over to you as I grabbed onto your hand pulling your body over to mine. I looked you in the eyes my features becoming serious. "I meant that just you would be going out, we need someone to keep an eye on the house." I told you with a sigh knowing that you would probably argue about this. "I love you too Codii, but I think it's best that just you go for a bit, it's only for a couple days so that you can relax." I tell you leaning forward to kiss your lips softly.
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Codii Banger BOT 18-Dec-21 05:30 PM
relax?!" I say, shocked, "relax? You think it'll be relaxing, being alone in the woods, pregnant, worried about the father of my child?"i m dumbfounded. I scoff pulling pulling free from you. "I know you just don't understand the whole pregnancy thing, but I thought you understood the relationship part of it! So what if I'm stressed! At least I have you! Or thought i did! But it turns out, all you want is to get me out of the way!" I know it's a Ludacris thought. Alex wouldn't try to just get me out of the way. It's anger talking, and I know it, but I'm angry enough not to care. "Why do you want me to go, Alex? So you can stay and be the hero again? You think that will help me not stress? If you try to get yourself killed? (edited)
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Alex Irons BOT 19-Dec-21 08:11 AM
I raised my hand to rub the back of my head as I heard your anger, how upset you were about my idea. I felt like a headache was starting to grow from the stress of the last couple days. I knew that you wouldn't have taken this idea well but at the same time it felt like the best idea. "Codii I would never want to get rid of you, I love you please don't think something like that again. I don't want you to go." I promised you walking over to you to cup your face in my hands doing my best to make you look at me gently. "I will be fine Codii, and I'm sure you will be too, I won't let anyone hurt my family." I promised you leaning forward to press my lips against yours in a soft kiss. "I will kill Kavanaugh if he's still alive, but Codii I can't do that if I'm worried about you. Just please let me help in the only way that I know how."
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Codii Banger BOT 19-Dec-21 09:29 AM
I'm not going without you, Alex!" I pull away, feeling useless, helpless, again, thanks to Kavanauh. That's who I'm really angry at, but hes not here, and you take the brunt of my anger. "I'm not leaving my home, and I'm not letting you do something stupid! You won't even believe me!" I push past you into the kitchen. "if, you said if he's alive! I know that voice, Alex, I'd know that voice better than yours! Why won't you just believe me! I'm not just being hysterical, he going to try again!" Start putting away the clean dishes, noisily throwing pots and pans into the cupboard. "I'm sick of this, i don't want to live like this! I'm sick of being afraid, and you don't even believe me!" I drop a plate as I put them in the cupboard. It lands on the counter and shatters, sending pieces of glass flying everywhere. I let out a frustrated scream and hurl the plate in my hand at the counter. Again, glass flies everywhere. I turn away, but I feel a sharp sting on my arm as a piece of glass slices into my skin. "Damnit!" I shout, grabbing a towel. Blood already trickles down to my elbow, and I'm barefoot. The accident, and knowing that you are going to overreact, doesn't help my anger.
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Alex Irons BOT 19-Dec-21 02:09 PM
I sighed as I saw how angry you gotten, my hands raised as a sense of hopelessness filled me watching you slam plates and pans down. I was stuck watching you suffer here and I had no idea how I would help you. If this was someone I could just fight right here things would be so much easier, if he had just shown his face I could beat him with my bare hands. Fighting was something I knew how to do, it was something I was good at. Cheering someone up even someone like you still wasn't something that I was great at. My stomach dropped as I watched the plate shatter, watching as the glass shattered everywhere. "Stay there." I called to Codii my body tensing and growing taller as I stood up straighter quickly walking over to you, Stepping on the glass I bit my lower lip lightly as I felt it crunch against my calloused soles but I trusted my body. My hand went to your arm gently prodding the wound as I went into survival mode quickly sighing in relief when I saw that it wasn't too bad. "There's a first aid kit in the bathroom come on." I tell you before crouching down grabbing onto your hips to gently lifting you over my shoulder too stubborn to really see reason right now.
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Codii Banger BOT 19-Dec-21 02:19 PM
put me down, Alex, damnit I'm angry with you!" I thrash around, almost making you drop me. When you finally put me down I plant both hands on your chest and shove as hard as I can, pushing you away from me. I have no real chance of really moving you, and all that happens is you taking one step back, I get even more angry. growling, I step toward you and shove you again before I turn and stomp toward the closet where the broom is. "I can handle it myself, Alex. I don't need you jumping up to try and play hero every time I get a scratch! Why don't you do something actually helpfull and try to find Kavanauh before he finds me?"
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Alex Irons BOT 19-Dec-21 02:30 PM
I stepped back when you pushed me away feeling you shove me, the actions didn't hurt physically but it left a pang in my chest that I couldn't quite get rid of. Hearing the clear anger in your voice as I listened to what you said I bite my lower lip to hold my tongue biting down so harshly that I tasted blood. "Because I have no idea how I would find Kavanuh." I snapped at you before walking into the medicine cabinet to grab the first aid kit. When I took it in my hand I sighed before marching over to you my hand on your shoulder to make you turn around to face me again. "I'm screwing up I know, I don't know how to cheer you up right, I can't find Kavanauh to keep this from continuing I can't do anything." I said with a sigh the anger leaving my voice as it turned to defeat. "Codii please just let me treat your arm, it's all I can do right now." I pleaded.
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Codii Banger BOT 19-Dec-21 03:58 PM
Alex, just don't! OK? Not right now!" I brush off your hand, putting my own hand on your shoulder to push you away again. "I don't want you to touch me right now." What I want is for you to grab me anyway, kiss me forcefully, grab me by my hair and bend me over the counter. I want you to make me forget everything that's been making me feel like I'm trying to breathe through a coffee straw. I want you to show me that you won't let anything keep you from me, that I'm yours and nothing and nobody is ever going to hurt me. But you won't. My frustration overwhelms me and I throw the broom down in disgust. I turn and push past you again, this time my hand hits your shoulder harder, more than just pushing, it's closer to a deliberate strike. I pause, realizing how satisfying that felt. I look up at you, frustrated tears in my eyes, and suddenly lunge at you, screaming and trying to hit every part of you I can reach.
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Alex Irons BOT 20-Dec-21 08:00 AM
I bit down on my lower lip as I felt you hit my shoulder, the clear look of fear and your eyes hurting me more then any blow ever could. For a moment I did nothing, surprise overtaking my features before I stepped forward wrapping my arms around your body tightly to pull you against me. My hands rubbed circles into your back as my body was pressed firmly against yours keeping you from gaining anymore leverage from hitting me properly. "Codii please just be patient with me, when Kavanauh shows his face I'll kill him, I won't let anyone threaten my family." I promised you, hugging your body into my firm chest. My arms pinned your arms to your sides, holding you against me tightly easily overpowering you as you were lifted into the air slightly, trying to help you calm down.
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Codii Banger BOT 20-Dec-21 12:29 PM
"let me go!" I demand, "let go of me Alex!" I fight against you uselessly, crying with frustration. I don't know when it happened, but at some point I went from fighting against you to clinging to you, crying into your shirt. "I can't do this anymore! I hate him! I just want to be with you, and have your baby, and be safe! Why can't I have that?" I collapse into sobs, knowing you won't let me fall to the floor. I cry myself to sleep like that, held against your chest in the kitchen, overwhelmed and exhausted.
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Alex Irons BOT 21-Dec-21 09:10 AM
I blinked away my guilt as I felt you cry into my chest, your hands clinging to me as you cried into my shirt. I just wished that I could actually do something that would help you. I had no idea where Kavanauh was so it wasn’t like I could just go up to the man and kill him. All I could do was sit there and watch as the man terrified you, I did my best to keep you calm to keep your spirits high but I knew that I was failing. “Codii, I love you so much I won’t let anyone hurt you or the baby.” I promised you with a sad smile once I saw that you had fallen asleep my hands going to your legs as I picked you up into the air and carried you back to the bedroom, settling you back into bed before I joined you my arms wrapping around your body.
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Codii Banger BOT 21-Dec-21 02:34 PM
I wake up to a thunderclap so loud I scream, terrified. Lightning flashes brightly through the curtains, followed by more thunder. I look at the clock, surprised to see that it's after 10. "Alex?" I turn and look for you. You usually wake up much earlier than this, and I'm not surprised when I don't see you. I get out of bed and look down. My stomach feels like it's grown overnight. "Alex?" I call out softly. I put my slippers on and go out to the hallway. "Alex?" I call again. I feel alone, and I don't like it. I need to be in your arms. For a moment my mind entertains the thought that you left. After all, I tried to hit you. I know it didn't hurt you, but that doesn't matter. I tried to. I move quickly through the house, calling for you, becoming more and more frantic. Finally I spot you outside, on the deck. You are putting the deck furniture away as the storm rolls up on us. I throw open the patio doors and rush out into the pouring rain to throw my arms around you, not caring about the deck chairs. "I love you, Alex! I'm sorry!" I say, fighting back more tears. Thinking you had left me had hit me hard. I'm not at all ok with that thought. I need to be more appreciative of you.
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Alex Irons BOT 21-Dec-21 03:04 PM
The storm woke me up a little earlier than what I was used to, a frown on my face as I remembered what had happened last night remembering how useless I was in supporting you. All I could do was make things worse for you. Some husband I was supposed to be. For a moment I watched you sleep, your body clinging to mine not wanting to let go. It helped to calm me somewhat knowing that even when we were fighting you still clung to me. The storm going off once again made me tense and frown more strongly very reluctantly pulling my body away from yours. It would be best to get those deck chairs in before they got taken in by the storm, I wasn’t out for long when the door suddenly opened making me almost jump as I heard you call out my name over and over again. For a moment I tensed worried that something bad had happened before I softened feeling your arms wrapping around my arms hearing you apologise and say you love me. “It’s fine Codii, I know that you were just upset last night.” I reassured you, my hands wrapping around your hips to lift you up into the air pulling you into a tight hug as I forgot about the deck chairs with you in my arms. “But it is far too cold out for you be standing out here in your nightclothes come on let's get you inside.” I tell you with a small smile my hands hooking around your legs to get a better grip before I started to effortlessly carry you back towards the house, my lips pressing against your scalp soothingly.
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Codii Banger BOT 22-Dec-21 02:33 AM
i wrap my legs around you, holding on to you, tightly. I can't believe how much I want you. Finding you here, after thinking you'd left, reminded me how good it feels to be yours. But I don't let my hopes get up. I've got to come to terms with it- you won't be able to make love to me the way I've grown accustomed to. Not while I'm pregnant. I sigh softly, and start a mental countdown. The lightening cracks again, so close I jump and scream, clutching you tight as my heart races. "Oh, Alex, we're going to loose power! We don't have any batteries, and we used all the candles that night, last November, I just haven't gotten around to picking up any more." I say sheepishly.
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Alex Irons BOT 22-Dec-21 09:44 AM
I couldn't help but smile at you as I saw how afraid you were of the thunder, my hands rubbed circles into your back as I tried to help you calm down. "Don't worry Codii it's just a bit of thunder we're going to be fine." I promised you stepping into the house with you in my arms. Seeing your sheepishness I grinned at you as I shut the door walking over to the sofa that I placed you down on quickly leaning forward to kiss your lips softly slowly releasing your body. "I'll take the car and drive to the store quickly to pick up some batteries, you just stay right here and then when I get back we can go share a bath together." I offer you leaning forward to kiss you again my hands resting on your hips. When we were done kissing I stepped backwards moving away from you, I didn't bother saying goodbye because well I wasn't the biggest fan of saying goodbye to people walking to the closet I was quick to grab my coat and some shoes.
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