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Triggers: Violence, self-loathing, possible sexual themes, gore, more TBD
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TW: Violence, self-loathing, possible sexual themes, gore, more TBD
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Xander Ilas BOT 05-Mar-23 05:52 AM
Damn it all. Damn. It. All. That’s all that was running through Xander’s head as he ran down the alleyway, transforming into a cat as he heard several footsteps running behind him, with shouts of ‘Monster!’ and ‘It went down there! Go around and cut it off!’ He didn’t ask for this. Why did they think he wanted this? He was just some random guy, nobody important. Yeah, he had a rough childhood due to constant illness and general poor health, despite everything his parents tried to do. Then he woke up to someone clamped down on his neck, and he tried to fight them off.. Things went downhill from there. ‘Over there!’ He heard shouting from below, and then several bullets hit the wall beneath him as he climbed, trying to get out of their reach. Several bounds of his feline body later, and he was off running again on the rooftops, voices quickly fading away as he leapt from building to building. Even if he couldn’t do this kind of thing in his normal body.. If there was one thing that was good about his transformation into a monster.. It gave him a way to run when his normally weak body failed him. Slipping into a hole in the attic of a house, he transformed back into his normal form and slumped against the wall. Damn it all.. He felt so damn weak now, weaker than he ever felt before.. All because of that damn monster.. In this city, there were monsters lurking in the shadows. Supernatural monsters, things that the public weren’t allowed to know about. There were rumors, whispered over hushed tones, but nothing was confirmed to the common man. But Xander knew for sure that they existed. Because he was part Vampire.
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He didn’t know what happened.. But when that monster, the vampire that attacked him, broke into his home and fed off of him, he changed. He felt so weak after the first couple of days, with an undying thirst in him.. A thirst for blood and flesh and to kill those who couldn’t defend themselves. That’s what scared him the most of what happened, because he had absolutely no idea where that came from. When he started having this thirst, he looked further into the rumors and came to the conclusion that he had become something simply not human. But he wasn’t completely a monster, because he could still go out in the day without bursting into flames like other vampires. Yeah, he wasn’t comfortable in the bright light of the sun, but he could move around. He still had a reflection, still cast his shadow.. Could enter places without an invitation.. So there was still a part of him that was human. Finding it was another thing entirely.. It was after the first week that he was forced to the streets by his thirst. A homeless man, obviously drunk, was in an alleyway.. It all went dark from there. When he came to, the man was on the ground, torn apart.. And the thirst was gone. Xander wanted to throw up right then and there, but found he couldn’t. His body was sated, but he was disgusted. Utterly disgusted. That’s when he heard people coming, and he needed to hide. Seeing a cat above, he blinked a couple of times, thinking that it’d be so easy to get out of here if he was light and agile like it was.. And then his body shifted into the form of a cat, nearly an exact copy of that cat.. Xander ran. He ran like the coward he was, as terrified screams came from behind. Someone had found the body, and was calling the police.
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That was a month ago, and he found that raw or bloody meat could sate the thirst.. To an extent. Buying meat from a butcher wasn’t all that unusual, so he was able to keep a low profile and not draw too much attention.. But then people started coming after him. Hunters, with their guns and wooden stakes.. Someone figured out what he had become, and he didn’t know how.. That led to today, where he was squatting in someone’s attic, exhausted and thirsty.. A monster hiding from the light, trying not to get killed even if he wanted to die.. Damn survival instincts refusing to let him die. Damn it all. @darkkid1000
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darkkid1000 05-Mar-23 08:23 AM
Asuna watched from a roof top. A headset wrapped around one ear, with a mouse peace infront of her mouse. she left herself muted as she listened in. She would lay ontop of the roof, her feet slightly kicking as if a child was laying in a field of flowers. She heard as the group said they lost him. "Fucking amatures" she mumbled as she followed the cat through the scope of her rifle. The bullet she had in the chamber wasn't one designed to kill, but one designed to to track. Adjusting for distance, wind, and atmosphereic pressure she would fire just one subsonic shot as the cat entered a hole into a building. Hit or missed she would at least know the building he was in. leaving a watcher to keep an eye out to make sure the cat doesn't leave Asuna would pick up her weapons. "Lets go meet the monster." she would say with a smile. Turning herself off Mute "target located and hiding place being monitored for movement. Amatures stand down, your too loud and clumsy and will get the mission cancelled, make sure you didn't hit any humans with your crappy aim." she would chastize coming up with a reason why she could go in a lone. She hated that the company forced her to bring a team out on monster hunts. But, it was that or not be allowed out. so she relented and looked for any reason to ditch them. Her handler while expecting this action most likely would chastize her later. Asuna was an Elite operative, picked up from an orphanage and trained from a child eight years of age to even now to hunt these monsters and keep their existence as quiet as possible. After a month of tracking and hunting for this guy the normal forces were having too hard of a time. Asuna backed up to the middle of the rooftop she was on "Asuna your not going to..." she would run before the male voice over the ear piece could tell her not to and leap from the building roof to the next. her red hair billowing in the wind as she herself would run jumping roof top to roof top. As she was human she couldn't just jump in a straight line as some of the gaps was too wide but had to make more of a zig zag pattern to get to the attic the target was hiding in. The entire time her handler telling her to stop being reckless and take a car like a normal person. Asuna ignoring it like normal kept moving until she got to the attic the voice she was waiting on came through, "target hasn't left" "Good, going silent" she would turn herself back to mute, and the volume down so she could barely hear the chatter. The whole looked barely big enough for her to fit in. Sighing she would unsling the rifle and lay it on the roof for extraction later. she would then pull out a couple of 9mm pistols and slide into the hole quickly swinging around looking for a cat or humanoid feature to point her pistols out, wanting to confirm the target before firing.
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Xander Ilas BOT 05-Mar-23 09:46 AM
With the harsh sound of people above him, Xander moved to hide behind some old boxes that somebody had left here. The scent of blood continued to fill his nose, as he hadn't had an opportunity to clean himself before running. God, it was all over him.. His hands were stained red, and he could still feel the warmth upon his chin.. Damn it all. He never asked to become a monster. Yet he was being treated as prey in a hunt. His damn survival instincts told him to hide, despite his desire to step out and let whoever was there fill him with lead. So, instead of stepping out as whoever was hunting him climbed inside, he peeked out from the space between the boxes. A girl? Great, this was what these bastards sent after him? She looked like she could be a high school student, but a part of him doubted that. No student in their right mind would come after a monster like him. It was clear that she was armed, too, with a couple of pistols in her hands as she scanned the attic- For him, he assumed. For now, it was best to lay low, see what happens.. Though his new-found energy from his feeding meant he'd be ready to fight if his instincts told him to. Damn them. @darkkid1000
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Asuna huffs as she start to catch her breath. Stepping around as she turns, her footsteps soft. "Come out, come out where ever you are." she would say in a quiet singsong voice. "I know your in here kitty kitty." she would say Moving so her back was now to the exit after having cleared and made sure he wasn't there. "I saw you come in but you haven't left yet." she would say her pistols sweeping the room. She was ready to snap back to any point in if she had to. "If you come out willingly, and peacefully, I can see about not killing you. Get you registered, processed... Tagged and numbered. Set you up on a program where you can blend in with the human world. I mean you would be subject to check ins on a moments notice, Psych evaluations monthly, have to pay a tax, but all that boring paperwork stuff can be handled then. For now I can fight you, kill you... or you come peacefully and the people down stairs don't need to get involved. Also, I should note time is not on your side kitty, they may send another wave of idiots who will be honing in on this place." As she explained everything she would cautiously start sliding boxes and looking around corners. It was clear she was looking for him, and each time she would look around a corner at least one pistol was pointing there first. "So you killed someone... I lost count of how many i've killed. My main purpose is to ensure there are no rogue monsters. You have been giving the government and my company a run for their money this past month. Now they brought me in, and if I was keen on listening to my handler, I would be shooting you... Others are faithful lap dogs. So you really lucked out... This whole building gone in a flash, and tomorrows newspaper would say it's a gas mane explosion. That easy, sooo think about it."
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Xander Ilas BOT 05-Mar-23 09:11 PM
So it was either die or become nothing more than a caged beast for people to gawk at. He, to be blunt, would much rather take death than be stuck in this existence for the rest of his days. He never wanted to be a monster.. "I didn't ask for this, girlie." A voice suddenly came from the corner of the attic as a tall, yet unnaturally thin, man stepped out. "I didn't ask to need to kill people, or to need to hide what i've become. I fought it, for so damn long. A month's a long time to hide with such a monstrous hunger inside me that I tried to stop." Each word came out in a snarl, fangs reflecting what little light came into the attic. "But you and your gun-happy friends wouldn't care about how I 'tried' this, 'tried' that. It only matters that someone's dead because of me." With clenched teeth, he let out a hiss. "So make it quick before my damn instincts tell me to tear your throat out." The man tapped the center of his forehead, intent clear. @darkkid1000
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"gladly" Asuna would say placing the gold barrel to his forehead. She would pull back the hammer and hold it there. Time may seem to slow down, Seconds to minutes, to hours. The barrel pointed point blank to his head. pull the trigger, its just another monster why aren't you doing it COME ON ASUNA Her thoughts were flooding her head. She had done this so many times before. Why now... why this guy? BANG The gun would go off. Only instead of the bullet piercing the guys head it was pointed straight up "Dammit!" she would hiss. "Look if you just sign up for the government supernatural integration program, method, you can go on with a normal life. when you get the urge to kill, raw meat, or the ability to hunt a death row inmate is provided." her voice was soft eye pleading. "If you really didn't ask to be a monster, this is your best bet. I could help you, and even get myself assigned to you for the first couple months to make sure you actually follow the laws, protect you from any other nasties who try to take you out, or get you to join their little turfwar... I'm sure you have at least one of the two already trying to follow you... BANG BANG Two loud sounds happened at once in this moment. First would be the wall Asuna had her back to errupting inwards. The second is a second discharge of her pistol as a beam hit her across the back. Standing in the large whole would be a male vampire staring Asuna down, looking like he was ready to eat. In a flash the male was ontop of her pushing the beam that landed across her back down further pinning her. "The Don sends her Reguards little hunter... time to die" he would growl leaning in. he would chuckle a little, then look to Xander. "New guy... why don't you have the first bite. savor the fresh taste of an elite hunter." he would offer. Asuna would grunt and groan as she struggled under the weight "Dammit" she would growl. Apprently the pistols had been knocked form her hands and laid just out o
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f her reach. "Get off of me you god damnned mother fucker!" "QUIET!" the male would snap before bashing the young womans head into the floor. The smell of fresh blood would fill the air as the head smashing opened a small wound on her forehead.
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Xander Ilas BOT 06-Mar-23 06:35 AM
His eyes were closed as the barrel went against his forehead, fully accepting his imminent demise. At least he wouldn't have to live as a blood-sucking leech, a parasite on humanity.. But then his eyes opened, and the girl was.. pleading with him. Why couldn't she have just done it? Why did she want him to live? It wasn't like she knew him. He didn't mean anything to anyone, now. She was going on and on about this damn integration program to put people like him in semi-normal lives.. "Why didn't you just kill me you damn-" Xander jumped back as the wall burst open and a man- clearly a vampire- stared down at the both of them. It.. wanted him to feed..? On her? Xander stood there, frozen for several seconds as the scent of her blood filled the attic, his senses sharpening and instincts demanding he move in for the kill. He took several steps forward, staring down at the cut on her head. Oh, blood.. Sweet, sweet! Bang. A moment later, one of the girl's guns had been in Xander's hands, and a bullet shot at the vampire pinning her. When the hell did he even grab it? @darkkid1000
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The vampire would stumble off of Asuna as pain ripped into it's chest. It would stare at Xander in disbelief. Then lunge for him, this however proved to be a fatal mistake for the vampire. As for that moment it forgot about Asuna, and didn't realize it was her pistol. Asuna would trip the vampire causing it to crash to the floor. they were on. Swinging herself up from the jerk of movement of the vampire being tripped. Asuna jumped onto its back "Ultraviolet bullets" she hissed downward punching the vampire in the face before it would begin to glow. Asuna stands up stepping away from the vampire. If and only if Xander doesn't have her pistol trained on her she would casually walk over and retrieve her second pistol from where it slid. Walking back fire one more time on the glowing, writhing vampire. This time in the head. Then holstering that would hold her hand out "Please may I have it? And thank you for the save" If Xander is pointing the pistol at her, she would slowly raise her hand up in the surrender position, the hands up in the air. "Xander, was it? I read your files, you've had a shit life up until you were attacked, and turned. I think that's why I want to sympathize with you, and let you lead a semi normal life instead of killing you. Give you a chance to have a better life. I'll buy it with more checks and balances, but for the most part, free and healthy." She wouldn't forget the vampire writhing in pain as it burned from the inside out and step on it's back to prevent it from trying to bite her ankles at the last second. She would continue to address Xander, "A life for a life, and now that you saved mine, I want to help even more." she would say watching him and aside from stepping on the vampire under her foot now, not making any sudden movements.
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Xander Ilas BOT 06-Mar-23 09:57 AM
The gun dropped from his hands as he backed away from the writhing vampire, looking down at his hands. What had he just done..? Now he had murdered both a man and a vampire.. Who the actual fuck was he supposed to be? He didn't want to be a monster, but had killed a person. If he wanted to accept what he was, he couldn't now because of what he just did, no vampires would accept him. Had he just alienated himself from every group out there..? Looking at the woman, he watched as she picked up and holstered the pistol he just dropped, explaining what she read from his 'file'. Of course these crazy bastards had a 'file' on him, of course they were a bunch of insane stalkers who tracked his every move since before he even turned. Why the hell would someone even think he was that important? He was just a guy! At least.. Before all this, he was. He didn't exactly have much of an interesting life before then! His eyes narrowed at her. He didn't want to live like this. This wasn't him. Xander was a shadow of himself now, with a monstrous craving for blood and an unnatural body that allowed him to transform into animals. Letting out a sigh, his hands dropped to his sides. "..If you're not going to kill me now, just promise me that you'll put a bullet in my brain if I ever lose myself. I refuse to be a monster.. I don't care who does it, just kill me the moment I'm becoming one." If this was his punishment for some vile crime he commited in a past life, so be it. But the moment he wasn't himself.. He scowled. @darkkid1000
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Asuna sighed "So dramatic." she would pick up her second pistol and force a round to eject out. Catching it she would holster the gun in the remaining free holster and pull out what looked like a nail filing. "Whats your name?" she would ask, almost as if the two just met on the street. "The file only said things like 'target' and 'MV267012' or some other number I could care less about." As she explained this she sat there with the bullet in her hand and the sharp point of the file as if she was about to write his name on a sticky pad. She would hold up a finger to delay his name for a moment. Bringing the finger then to an ear piece to push a button "cool your jets, Second surprise enemy neutralized, currently in negotiations." after a brief pause she would sigh "Ya, ya lecture me when i'm not in the middle of negotiations, as you always say to me..." her voice drops to mocking and unprofessional with whoever is on the other line " there is a time and place for everything. This isn't the time nor the place." after a moment of silence she would roll her eyes "Let me finish negotiation so we can end this a bit more on the peaceful side like you alway keep telling me to do. Jesus fucking hell your pissed at me for killing them with out giving them a chance and your pissed at me for giving a chance. make up your fucking mind and lecture me later K! Asuna. OUT!" She would then rip the piece out of her ear and put it in her pocket. thumbing the bullet back out of her fist and resuming the position she had before she was interrupted. "I'm sorry about that, my handler is a pain in the ass some times. Can I get your name? That way I can show you I have a bullet with your name on it, so if you do lose control you know I'll be the one to put you down." Her voice seemed soft, caring and apologetic especially near the end. Almost, as if she sympathized with the man in front of her. "also don't mind that guy he was just fodder, to be an annoyance for me, sent by the Noble fact
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ion. While they might try to leverage his death over you promising to forgive you for killing him. They honestly didn't care about the servant, so you can rest easy... it's not like you killed a noble. THAT would piss them off. But, it did show resolve and I like you a bit more." she would say trying to help sooth his nerves
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Xander Ilas BOT 11-Mar-23 09:25 AM
Dramatic, she said. Yeah, no shit.. Of course he was being dramatic, considering the fact that he was turned into a monster only like a month ago and then out of nowhere had a bunch of people hunting him down. He was a murderer now, against his will. Of course he was going to be dramatic about it! How couldn't he?! He went to speak, but stopped when the woman told him to wait. She seemed to be arguing with someone.. If she clearly didn't get along with them, why the hell would she put up with them..? Ugh, it's not like it was any of his business.. He was better off dead than playing all these games. If this girl wasn't going to kill him.. Then he didn't really have much of a choice. He didn't have a gun, and particularly didn't want to die through a piece of wood through his chest, like all those stories described. It didn't seem like a particularly good way to go out.. "..Xander." He looked away from her, staring at the ground. It was clear that he didn't really trust her, even if she was trying to sympathize with him. She hadn't killed him yet, which meant something, he guessed.. But it didn't matter how he felt about things. It's not like he had much of a say in the way his life went now. It was either this or death.. "..Look, I'm not all that interested in pleasantries. We both know that i'm just a monster, and if your friends out there get their way, a caged one. Don't waste your time trying to be all nice." @darkkid1000
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Asuna held up the bullet after he finished talking. His name engraved on it. "Welcome to the cage then big guy." she would say as she put the bullet away and pulled out with her name on it showing it to him "At least you're not leashed whiled in the cage." She would pocket that bullet "i'm not turned like you, I'm still human. But I know to much, and i'm too good at what I do to be let loose. Its been this way since I was eight. You get use to it. If you really interested in trying to break out, play nice and first moment you get Join the Anarchist group of vampires. I'd hate to have to hunt you down, but they are the ones who hate the rules the government lays out. I promise, it could be worse. At least you get to live a semi normal life, like how you had before being turned." Asuna would step up into the now large hole and wave with her full arm. "While you get death by power point. I get death by lecture, a tighter collar because I can't keep MY handler happy, and if they don't let me baby sit you for your first official month to help you adjust, then I get confined to my room for that month, only allowed out to eat and train. Like I said Xander, it can always be worse." As she finished the loud rotating blades of a helicopter would fill the air as a bright light is shined in on the two. A rope ladder would drop in front of Asuna who motioned for him to climb up. If he was to climb up she would follow behind him. Once both secured in the Helicopter it would bank away as the doors closed and fly away to a government building on the end of town.
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Xander Ilas BOT 11-Mar-23 01:10 PM
"A leash allows the animal a life on the outside. A cage only shows the beast what it cannot have." He mumbled as he looked at the bullet. The vampire didn't truly know what he wanted.. Whether he wanted to be free and live this life as a shadow of himself, or if he wanted to stay caged and see where it took him.. He'd have plenty of time to think about it, since monsters like him didn't die like humans did. Not naturally, anyway. Though he knew for a fact that he'd never have the same kind of life he had before turning. It just.. wasn't possible. He couldn't enjoy microwave dinners and soda, watching the game with the few friends he had before it all.. The loud noises that came with going to the bar every Friday night and getting drunk. Xander always regretted those nights, because of how heavily his hangovers hit him, but it was so fun in the moment that he didn't care. As the bright light shone on them, he covered his eyes and flinched away, a quiet hiss escaping him. While he wouldn't be killed by sunlight or any kind of bright lights, it didn't mean that his eyes weren't sensitive, and the bright light made him unbelievably uncomfortable. After a few moments, he started climbing up the rope ladder and slumped into the seat, allowing them to place any restraints on him that they'd put on.. Time for his prison sentence to begin, he supposed.
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"Unless you are on a leash in a cage" she would call out under the helicopter sounds as he approached the ladder. Once he was in his seat they would make a movement to lock put shackles on him. However with a wave and a shake of Asuna's hand they instantly backed away. As Asuna had predicted, He would be ushered into a room with a projector projecting the first slide of what was soon to be many on one wall. Another vampire, this one fully shackled and bound sat at the far end, looking defeated, yet anxious. Before Xander was to enter Asuna would pat him on the back softly. in attempt to show him support, before she herself was ushered away. "He..hey man, how do you get to walk in with out the bindings? what the hell? how are you so special!" There was a buzzard "MV564 you are restrained for resisting, and posing a threat, please settle down so we can get both of you processed. The other vampire would slump in his chair cursing about something being unfair. Over the next three hours would be slide after slide with monotone narration of what was to be expected of being a citizen vampire. Government benefits of free blood supply, and a few rips on how to mix blood with drinks, and food to appear to resemble eating actual foods and drinks. Ways to order at public places to secretly disclose the dietary changes need for the condition, and then rules and regulations read to the two. Not thirty minutes in the other vampire seemed to be passed out in his corner bored out of his mind. Finally at the end of the three hour slide show the same voice "Please make your way to the door on the right side of the room. There you will receive and expected to consume in front of personel a blood bag. You will then proceed to take a blue pill. When you wake up you will be back at your last known residence, and a care taker for the first month of adjustment will arrive at your residence. This caretaker will have experience in hunting vampires, as well as containing them. Their purpo
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se is to protect you, and help you settle into your new way of life, whether it was forced upon you, or chosen." If Xander was to comply, almost instantly after taking the pill and drinking the blood, his world would start to spin. darkness fade in on the sides until he passed out. He would awaken again in his bed, with loud knocking on the door. If he had an increased sense of smell, he would smell a familiar female scent on the other side of his front door.
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Xander Ilas BOT 11-Mar-23 02:50 PM
The helicopter ride to the building was quiet, and he barely moved the entire time. When he was brought in, he didn't struggle or show any sign of resistance.. And he could see what resisting would've brought, with the other vampire with some fight left in him.. "You still think you have a choice in the matter.. That's why you're chained." Xander plopped into his seat, clearly not even trying to fight. If he fought, they'd just tie him down like the other monster in the room.. and if he didn't resist, maybe he could just let this all be a terrible dream.. Doubtful. While Xander didn't have anything better to do, he half-heartedly listened to the narration, head resting on his palm and his eyes half-lidded.. Why would that Asuna chick sympathize with a monster like him? Why would these people throw together this in-depth system instead of just offing monsters like him? Weren't they supposed to be the predators? But they were treated as livestock, animals to be tagged and monitored.. By the time it was all over, Xander just sighed and stood up, walking to the next room. As he stared at the blood bag, he could feel how his body reacted.. It was very similar to how he tore that man apart just a few hours earlier.. Just the thought of drinking blood made him gag, but he knew that there were people staring at him, and they likely had this bag drugged with ways to keep him weak.. Why else would they force them to drink it..? Letting out a harsh sigh, he tore the bag open and drank all of it as quick as he could, doing his best not to let it hit his tongue, all so he didn't have to taste it. Then, he downed the pill and let its effects kick in. When Xander awoke, he groaned, wondering where the hell he even was.. Sitting up, he rubbed his eyes and looked up. Right.. He was back in his apartment. The one in the shitty part of town, where people don't ask questions.. Sighing, he got up and went to the door.
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Opening it, he spoke. "If you're sellin' something, i'm not interested." Then he blinked. "Oh, it's you. What do you want?" @darkkid1000
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Asuna would stand there. She would smile up at him and offer a large cooler. "Good news, and bad news. Good news is that they agreed to let me watch over you for the first month. Bad news is... that means your stuck with me for the next thirty days." She looks up at him, the Red hair flowing down to the small of her back. "Good news, I can cook a good meal for ya where you won't taste the blood. You would need only enough to keep your humanity in charge. It prevents you from what we call blacking out. That happens when a vampire restricts themselves from consuming any sort of blood. They are working on synthetic bloods, for vampires that don't want to feed off of human, or animal blood. But it's a work in progress." she explains "Don't worry i'm not suppose to tell you but the blue pill was a placebo, they actually spiked the blood with tranquilizers for you to sleep. Ummm... sooo you can essentially go on about your normal life, if anyone asks i'm a house maid for a month or so." he cheeks would flush slightly. "Or a girlfriend if you prefer that route, what ever would make you more comfortable. You can hang out with your friends, and have a normal life. After a month I will be out of your hair, and I would of taught you how to sustain yourself so you don't attack anyone else. And adapt to your new dietary needs." He might notice as she was talking a patch on her forehead where it was wounded the night before. Aside from that it would appear as if she was wearing a cleaner version of the clothes she had the night before as well. She would stand outside his door way looking up at him.
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Xander Ilas BOT 11-Mar-23 04:14 PM
He blinked a couple of times at her as she said she'd be staying here for the next month. Looking into his apartment, it was clear that the place was an absolute wreck. After his transformation, Xander really let himself go and stopped caring about the simple things in life. There was a pile of dirty dishes in the sink, old laundry just strewn around the apartment, takeout containers all over the place (usually with half the food still in it, since he couldn't exactly eat much).. "..I don't think you'll like what you see, but okay." With a sigh, he stepped aside to let her inside. "..Why do you people even put this much effort into keeping us alive? Wouldn't it just be easier to kill us and be done with it?" He shoved his hands into his pockets as he followed her inside. When she said the pill was a placebo, he just sighed. "I had a feeling.. There had to be a reason for them to require use to drink the blood.." Moving further into the apartment, he raised a brow at her possible stories as to why she's here. "..I chose this apartment because people don't ask questions. You're not going to need to have a bunch of stories." He noticed the minor differences in her appearance, but didn't seem to comment on it too much.. Although.. "Why do you look like you're a student? Is it some kind of disguise?" @darkkid1000
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Asuna would look around. the look on her face wasn't disgust, but she wasn't enthused with what she saw either. "There was a plea from loved ones of some vampires freshly turned high up on the government totem pole that it wasn't their will and that there should be protection for people who are changed and wont to maintain their normal life. So the government did what they do and made a system of laws and taxes, made a foundation to support it and threw money at it till it worked. Now thanks to Uncle Sam you can live your life, have free food delivered, and your own personal assistant to help you adjust. I of course agree with your sentimentality and just go the easy two cent route of a bullet between the eyes. To answer the next stupid question I don't know why I didn't pull the trigger. Probably would of been easier in the long run for me." Walking to the table she would put the cooler down pushing whatever might be in the way. "Way easier on me... at least I wouldn't have to clean this up... but that is fine." "I dress the way I do, because it's comfortable for me, it's the closest thing I could get away with as a uniform, and it can in fact double as a disguise I am twenty eight, and been in high school six times, because some kid would sneak out. See something they shouldn't and, well end up in your shoes. No I wasn't on the cases until after they were caught otherwise i would of blown the brains out and be done with their stupidity." She would turn and look around the kitchen and sigh. "What do you do for a living? " she would ask opening the refrigerator to also take stock of the food in the fridge.
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Xander Ilas BOT 11-Mar-23 05:14 PM
He scoffed. "So a bunch of people just cried 'oh these people don't deserve to die! save them, save them!' Because they didn't want their loved ones to die? Seems like such a selfish way of living life. What if they wanted to die?" And now he was going to be stuck in this living hell because of those people's decision.. What a terrific situation to be in, huh? When she put the cooler on the table, she shoved a bunch of random food containers onto the floor. "Y'know, I didn't ask for you to come here to waste your life on me." Xander said with his arms crossed. Then his eyebrow raised. "You choose to dress like this because it makes you comfortable? ..And did you say twenty eight? You look, maybe nineteen? How the hell do you look that young?" Xander, who was in his mid-twenties, thought that he looked to be in his thirties.. Whatever. "Before all this, I worked as a cashier at the supermarket. Now, though.. I don't do anything. Don't really need a lot of money once you stop being able to taste food.. And rent here's dirt cheap, so I can get away with what I saved up over the past five years." @darkkid1000
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She sighs and pinches the bridge of her nose "You know you sound like an old man complaining about this and that." she ways closing the fridge "either that or someone who just went through a terrible break up, and is super depressed. Life sucks I know. Everybody has their own problems. Their world gets turned on it's head and it's the end of life. Well as I told you before. It could always be worse." She would then turn back to the bridge and start pulling out old and expired food throwing it onto the counter next to the appliance. "Thank you for the compliment. And a girl can have her secrets... unpleasant as they might be, but I can have my secrets, at least until you start living your life better and stop being so depressing. Once you start doing that, then I'll consider telling you." She would say this then pull out a block of molded cheese. "Yeah, i'm definitely going to the store later to get some edible food." she would toss it onto the counter. after cleaning out the refrigerator she would move to the freezer, but mostly looking at what was in it. "So you are telling me, you have zero income, the rent is cheap, the bills are chip and you have enough money to sustain yourself from five years of saving, like this for at least sixty years?" She would pause and look at him pulling her head out of the freezer. Before he could respond she would stick her head back in. "Thought so..." She would close the freezer then open the fridge, and open the cooler to reveal a bunch of blood packs. "This is a week supply, anything beyond a week and the blood is spoiled, but by day five you should already have a new package at your door, in case you decide to splurge a little. What time do you normally sleep after the change? OH! also, circling back to the depression bit." reaching into her pocket she would pull out two bullets. One with her name on it and the other with his name. "I have a bullet with my name on it, not because I'm afraid of who I am. I have it on there i
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n the event I've had enough. I'm tired of being on a leash inside of a cage. I'm tired of being sent after this person or that person, i've had enough of my handler yelling at me no matter what I do. In case i've had enough of never being able to make a choice for myself, of always being told what to do by someone else. I have this bullet for when I want freedom, more than I want to live. This gives me the control over my own life that I have been denied since I was eight. You think your life sucks because you were forced into this life you don't want, for the last month. Try living with it for twenty years." She will then pull a pistol out. Removing the clip she puts the bullet with Xander's name ontop of the clip and releasing the chambered round, catching it next to the bullet with her own name on it. As she let go of the release It would put the bullet with Xander's name on it in the chamber. She removes the clip and pockets the extra bullet, her bullet and the clip. She then offers the loaded pistol to him. "You hate your own life that much then here is your freedom. then take it. But, I doubt you will. Not because you are weak. But because you have a burried passion to live. When we first met you claimed it was the vampire inside of you..." she shakes her head. "The vampire is an extension of you. YOU don't want to die, YOU want to live. I don't know why but there is a fire inside of you that presses you on to live. Its why you are still alive now, before being turned. But if you want that freedom so bad, take it. Otherwise stop with the depressive shit and start pushing yourself to live and move forward through life. You're only going to cause yourself misery and pain." She would stand there with her arm extanded the handle of the pistol pointed towards him.
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Xander Ilas BOT 13-Mar-23 05:03 AM
He narrowed his eyes at Asuna as she said he sounded like 'an old man' or someone who went through a bad breakup. It didn't matter what he was going through, of course he was going to feel terrible about his situation when it was forced on him against his will. But whatever, she didn't want him to complain, so he wouldn't complain. Most of the food in the fridge had absolutely gone bad, though there was less in there than she might've initially expected. Leaning against the wall, Xander watched her tear his fridge apart with an annoyed expression, still grumbling to himself because of what she said before. He stopped caring about the food in his house when it stopped having any kind of taste and didn't satiate his hunger.. So what? The freezer just had a bunch of microwave dinners and other frozen foods. "I just haven't figured out what the hell I can even do with what I am." Not to mention the sheer lethargy he felt for the past month because of his refusal to drink blood. Most of the days in the past month were just a black blur in his mind, so he doubted that he'd be able to even remember what he did then. Honestly, he had no idea when he bought all this food and why he just left it out instead of throwing it out. Of course, he wasn't going to tell her that. "I don't really have a set time I go to bed.. I just sleep whenever I feel tired." He pushed off the wall as she went into this whole rant about 'freedom' and how she had a bullet for when she wanted to leave it all behind. While she had been stuck in her life for much longer than he had been, she wasn't a monster. She was still human. That's the major difference between the two of them- While they both lacked freedom, at least she still had her humanity. @darkkid1000
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His eyes lingered on the pistol for several seconds, narrowing as he clearly considered it. Then, he turned away. "Put that damn thing away. No guns in my apartment." With that, he walked into his room and got a fresh set of clothes, taking them to the bathroom to get a shower. When was the last time he even got a shower..? Xander couldn't remember.. Everything was just a blur. But fine. If he was going to live, he'd just have to make sure to work on each individual piece. As he turned the shower on, he flinched away from the hot water. God.. He really wasn't all that used to it any more. How fucking long had it been? With an annoyed sigh, he washed up quickly and got dressed, looking at himself in the mirror. It looked like he lost a lot of weight over this past month.. He was far thinner than he remembered.. Damn this situation. Damn him being a monster. Walking back out to the living room, he crossed his arms. "So, a week's supply of blood. What else are you stuck managing for me?" @darkkid1000
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Asuna would nod as he walked away ejecting the bullet "Thought so" she would say before reloading the pistol and holstering it. She heard the shower turn on and nod. Pulling her hair up into a bun she would get to work cleaning and organizing. By the time Xander came out of the shower the food on the counter was gone as well as the majority of half eaten take out all around. He would find her at the sink cleaning the stack of dishes, scraping off crusted food into a large trashbag that sat open at her feet. "For now until you get back on your feet, I'm going to help you with keeping your living arrangements, teach you how to cook so you can taste food again, while satiate the beast inside. As far as what to do with your abilities, I suppose while we try and get you an employment job where you aren't in sunlight, you and I can wonder off to a park or something to help you work on that while i'm here." after cleaning the dish she was working on and drying it she would put it in the cupboard that looked freshly cleaned and dusted. "I'm also to protect you from the anarchists and nobles, to try and prevent them from conscripting you. Especially the Anarchist, not only are they out to upset the fragile balance humans and the supernatural have right now, but we are in their territory." She would sigh grabbing a plate and wrinkling her nose before holding it at a distance scraping the moldy food off into the trash at a distance with a fork she hadn't cleaned yet and just returned to the counter to use as a tool. "Of course, you are an adult. And, I hate being controlled so i'm not going to control you or force you into anything. My main goal is to get you set up and happy as can be. While i'm here though I do ask you try to refrain from joining either side. I would sure hate for that to cause issues." She would explain as she started cleaning that dish.
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Xander Ilas BOT 30-Mar-23 06:39 AM
Xander stopped at the edge of the room as he saw how much had been cleaned in the short time that he had been in the shower. Damn. He knew that he was never a good cleaner, and with how he fell apart after being turned, this place just became a disgusting mess over the past month. At least this random chick was helping out, so it’d get fixed. “Trying to get me to cook’s going to go great.” He rolled his eyes, walking over to throw away more of what she didn’t throw out yet. “That’s just gonna end up with this apartment burnin’ to the ground.” He had always been a terrible cook.. Sometimes he couldn’t even get ramen right. Either he burned it, or it ended up being way too crunchy.. That’s why before all this, his major expense outside of bills and rent, was buying food. If she could turn him into somewhat of an actual cook, that’d end up saving him so much money. But it’s not like that was going to be easy in the slightest. Good luck.. “What kinds of jobs would people even offer to monsters like me?” He genuinely had no idea what jobs he could get. Xander had some experience with retail, but he wasn’t sure how his body’s changes would affect that. Maybe something like working at a convenience store? A quiet enough one wouldn’t have too much going on, and it wouldn’t put anyone in a lot of risk.. Blinking, he shook himself from his musings. “..I already have a decent grasp of that weird fuckin’ thing I can do. It’s just kinda.. I think about it, and it happens.” It was just.. Second nature, honestly. Something that just happened because he could do it. The how and why didn’t make any sense to him, but he knew he could do it.
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Then Asuna went on about different groups; The Anarchists, which were trying to cause chaos and distrust between the races, according to her, and the Nobles, which she didn’t go into any detail about. Apparently his home was in Anarchist territory, which caused a sinking thought in the back of his mind. Had one of these Anarchists turned him into a vampire? Why him of all people? Was there something different about him that caused them to choose him? Or was it just plain bad luck..? After a handful of moments, he shook his head. “Don’t join a side. Got it.” If the Anarchists had really caused him to become like this.. He’d have to figure out a way to avoid them. It was entirely possible that they wanted to recruit him at some point, which wasn’t going to happen. Not after they turned him into a monster like them. Letting out a sigh, he spent some time just cleaning up the apartment along with Asuna, grumbling to himself every now and then. @darkkid1000
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Asuna looks to Xander and sighs "you question and doubt my abilities, fine. Words are cheap and actions are loud and clear. BUT I will need you to at least put in some effort. If you have no effort then I can't teach you anything. Many people have been in the same spot as you..." she mumbles the next few words speeding up her speech as if admitting but hiding it from him, before returning to normal speech "most of which weren't apprehended by me because normally I kill first and talk second. But, they live normal lives most still don't know they are vampire, or lycanthropes, or... well any other thing that goes bump in the night that can be transferred to humans." "as far as the Jobs go." she taps her chin turning around to face him, back to the sink after making sure the water was off. "Well there are plenty out there, especially for night walkers. Work from home data entry is a popular avenue, or if you prefer to fight being a night club bouncer, evening shift body guard is another viable option. You could also if you prefer work night shift at retail stores. You name it we can get you applications and stuff. Or you can join the task force and hunt down the rogues, as we call them. mon...entities of the night that move around and cause chaos. Though admittedly if you take up that job, you would have to deal with me a lot more especially since you're under my watch and I would be expected to train you, especially since it was my Idea to throw at you." When he talks about his power Asuna looks to him and muses to herself for a moment "Interesting..." turning around she would quietly start working back on the dishes. Her thoughts running leaving him to potentially take the bait of him joining the task force and thinking of all the ways that he might be able to be used with that power. Once the stack was done she would turn her attention to helping clean up the rest of the apartment. After it was to Xander's likeing she kept cleaning and insisted Xander relax. By
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the time Asuna was done with her version of cleaning it would be hard press to find a single mote of dust anywhere. Everything was organized, and it looked as if the apartment had been cut out then replaced with an upscale apartment with even the floors cleaner than when he had first moved in. She however didn't stop. From there she moved to the door. "I'm going to go and get some shopping done. What meal would you like for tonight? Name it and I'll cook it, I'll even make sure you can taste the flavors." she would say with a smile. only weapon visible on her would be a sword on her back. "also, you are welcome to come with me if you want, The sun should be low enough for it not to affect vampires right about now."
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@Cecil sorry for the delay. Life has picked up so i'll be a bit slow on my responses still. I'm still interested but I just wanna keep you in the loop. Hope you enjoy
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Xander Ilas BOT 09-May-23 08:43 PM
It wasn't just that he doubted her abilities. He doubted his. After all, he knew exactly what kind of person he was, and that was lazy, quite rude, apathetic.. He didn't exactly have many redeeming qualities about him, now that he really thought about it. Especially now, after being transformed into this.. Though if this woman was going to waste her life on trying to 'fix' him, might as well make it just a little bit easier for her. His eyebrow twitched slightly as she mumbled something.. If there was one thing he had certainly picked up from his transformation, it was sharper senses, and what she just said brought more questions than answers. Why would she even go out of her way to apprehend him of all people, if normally she just killed them? Maybe he'd ask about that in the future, maybe not. Either way.. As she listed possible jobs, he found himself rolling his eyes. Yeah, because being stuck at home doing nothing but tapping away at a keyboard to put some random company's expenses in an Excel spreadsheet sounded so appealing.. The whole point of closing himself off from the world was to avoid being around vulnerable people, so being a bouncer at a club full of drunk people would be a terrible idea.. At least potentially. Who knows, maybe it'd catch him by surprise and actually be a good way to go. Only time could tell. Retail? Yeah, no. He had his fill of that in high school. That last part about potentially joining the 'task force'.. That would mean hunting down and killing others like him. At least, some of them would be like him..
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But weren't there monsters that hunted people down? Monsters that actually liked to murder..? Xander shook his head. That wasn't something he wanted to think about. Not right now. If he slipped, even for a moment, it was entirely possible that he could slip into that kind of situation. He needed to stay focused on not losing himself to this. Maybe he'd take her up on her offer. It was clear to him that a part of her really wanted him to join.. Even if it was just because of his powers. It was probably just because of his powers, honestly. It wasn't like he had anything else to offer them.. "Well, i'll be damned." He commented after she had finished cleaning up. "I don't know how you managed it, but this place is cleaner than I think i've ever seen it in my entire stay here." ..That just goes to show how much of a slob he was, if he couldn't even clean it up a little bit after he moved in. Whatever. Apparently she was going to go shopping.. And wanted him to decide on something for dinner tonight. When was the last time he ate anything other than TV dinners or ramen..? Fast food? Maybe.. Normally he just had whatever was at hand, or maybe got something when he came home from work.. "..I want chicken. And rice. Chicken and rice, yeah." He couldn't remember the last time he actually had such a simple meal.. But it was a good one, no? Chicken and rice was a classic. But did he actually want to go out in public? Not.. especially. With a simple shake of his head, he sat down on the couch. No, he didn't feel like it was a good idea to go out and about at the moment. Maybe tomorrow. Or next week. Who knows? He certainly didn't..
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With a nod she would say "Alright, I'll get it this time, but next time, I would like for you to at least walk me to the store. It won't do any good for you to just lock yourself up in here. If you stay stagnate and host a pitty party for the rest of eternity, then a fly will be able to kill you." she says with a little dark humor. With that she would open the door and step out, turning back "last chance to change your mind." she says extending the invite one last time. A small smile on her face. Her hair swayed to the side as she tilted her head. If he declined again she would accept it and close the door before walking to leave the apartment. If he accepted the last invite before she left she would wait for him with the door open to join. Which ever the case she would walk quietly down the hallway, and opting for the stairwell would take the stairs down then out into the world, walking to the nearest grocery store.
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@Cecil (sorry for the delay. things SHOULD speed back up)
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Xander Ilas BOT 16-Jun-23 01:16 PM
"I get it, I get it. Locking myself away won't do me any good, you've made that clear enough.." He mumbled as she left. In all honesty.. He was afraid to go back out there. Not for himself, no. He would accept a quick death if it came to him, though he wouldn't seek one out.. He didn't want to lose control of himself again, like he had when he.. The images of that man's mangled body flashed through his head, and Xander flinched heavily. His mind hated what he had done, but he could feel, deep down, that his body hungered for more. More blood, more flesh. More food. Because no matter how much his mind said no, his body knew that he wasn't human any more. He was a predator, and humans were the prey. That's what his body told him. And he'd been wallowing in guilt since then. In fear of what he could do, ever since his transformation.. Of that hunger.. But there was a part of him, deep down, that wanted to break out of this hole he had been spiralling into for the past month. And to do that.. He needed to accept what he was- A monster- and learn how to adapt.. By the time Asuna returned, Xander wasn't anywhere in the living room. Instead, he was in the bathroom, staring at the mirror. Specifically into his own eyes, trying to get used to how he looked. To be honest, he had avoided looking in the mirror for most of the month because he despised how far he had fallen. @darkkid1000
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