The hand that reached for her was so.. unnerving to her that she did not know how to respond for a moment. She just froze in place for a second, unsure how to respond to it. It was such a blatant thing to do, something that would never be accepted at the court.. not by anyone but the barbaric King. He just closed her eyes for a moment and took a deep breath before forcing that smile back on her face.
She placed his bowl down before him. The stew was rich and creamy, the smell of herbs wafting off it to fill Aesvald’s nose. If it was anything like the stew that they served in the North, she would soon learn. Likely it was not, and merely a southern mimic of it. One that would not taste anything like what he was used to and would either surprise him, or leave him completely unwanting of it.
“Good. Serving is what a good wife would do. If you cannot survive on your own up there, I shall find ways to make you.”
The words fell on her like a brick falling from the sky. Did he question her ability to be alright in the North as well? And what did he mean with I shall find ways to make you? She could not help the nerves that settled so deep into her chest, making her heart rate quicken. So far she had been able to just swallow it all down, yet this time she found fear gripping at her. What was this man planning to do with her? What would he do if he found her unfitting in his home land? She looked towards her father, but still he did not seem eager to come to her aid anytime soon.
She swallowed hard, trying her best to get her heart rate back under control. “And serve you I will, my King.” She just said, her voice shaking more then she would have liked, but perhaps he would not have noticed. “Now, if you would please excuse me for a moment. I find myself.. needing of the privy.” It was the only excuse that she could come up with before she bowed before him and stepped away.
The walk to the doors seemed almost endless, and the closer she came the more her breath s