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Vava 24-Nov-21 11:05 AM

@LeftistNerd

LeftistNerd 24-Nov-21 11:06 AM

@reddeR

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 11:16 AM

Thomas opened the door to the small apartment he’d been renting, pulling Natalie in by the hand, swaying a little due to the effects of the whiskey. The two of them had been drinking, dancing, and flirting all night at the Downfall, lingering there until they were the last two left before Thomas decided to finally drag them both back to his place. Already they were sweaty, red, panting just from the dancing. It’d all started when Thomas had asked her to show him her sketchbook. One thing led to another, and she caught him on a night that he was already… well, in heat. Very much ready to mate. To breed.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 11:47 AM

barely through the door, I press myself against you, kissing you, my hands exploring you. I go up on my toes and stretch, and you still have to bend down to kiss me. When I kick my shoes off it's even farther to reach. "Why are you so fucking hot!??" I moan against your lips

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 11:55 AM

When you kicked your shoes off, I almost effortlessly picked you up off of your feet, closing the gap between us and making kissing you much easier. I couldn’t get enough of you. Night after night in the bar, I couldn’t help but to be drawn to you. You were not only beautiful, but fascinating as well. Captivating. “I could ask you the same thing, darling,” Thomas moaned into Natalie’s mouth. He felt his heart thumping against his chest. He didn’t have much time. Thomas broke the kiss forcefully and panted, looking into Nat’s eyes. “Nat, I… I need to ask you something.”

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 11:59 AM

"anything, just keep kissing me!" I wrap my arms around you, kissing you deeply, needing more and more.

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 12:00 PM

The kiss took me off guard, and I found myself getting lost once more, the question itself already slipping from my mind. Instead, my claws extended, and they started cutting the clothes right off your body. Your shirt, your pants, your bra, your panties all laid in tatters on the floor beneath us.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 12:05 PM

I laugh, the tip of your claws on my skin sending shivers of excitement through me. "You don't care for clothing much, do you?"

reddeR 24-Nov-21 12:09 PM

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Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 12:12 PM

“Not at all. They’re such a waste. And a hinderance,” I laughed, placing kisses and nips of my teeth along your neck and shoulders.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 12:22 PM

I let out a low moan, my legs wrapping around you tightly. I kiss you, kiss your neck, bite down right where your neck and shoulder join, growling with desire.

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 12:33 PM

Your little growl makes a deep and long one eliminate from me. My grip on you tightens and I latch my mouth onto one of your breasts, biting it as much as I was kissing and sucking on it. “Fucking hell, Natalie. You know just what the fuck you do to me, don’t you?”

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 12:49 PM

"ah! Ung! Thomas!" I pant out, frantically pulling myself closer to you, desperate for more, but enjoying the anticipation as you work me up more and more. "If it's anything like what you're doing to me, I think we should do this again, and again!"

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 01:57 PM

Thomas had every intention of doing this. Again. And again. And again. “I’ll make you mine. I’ll keep these holes of yours filled,” Thomas promised her, pulling her hair with one hand while the other hand’s index and middle fingers entered her drenched pussy.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 03:08 PM

I inhale sharply as your fingers enter me, my hips automatically rocking against your hand. "Thomas, that-!! Oh, that feels good!" I pull back against your grip in my hair, gritting my teeth, growling at the pain.

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 03:10 PM

I pulled my fingers from you and pressed them to your lips, slipping them into your mouth to make you taste yourself, to taste what I did to you. I kissed you then, tasting the remnants on your lips as I lined my cock to with your pussy and slipped inside of you, growling into your mouth.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 03:48 PM

I cry out as your cock stretches me. I arch back, going rigid to try and make your cock fit inside me more comfortably. My stomach bulges as you thrust farther into me. I groan, unable to tell the difference between pleasure and pain. "Its-so-big!" I pant out laboriously, taking short, shallow breaths rapidly. My eyes seek out yours and lock on your face. I cling to you desperately, whimpering softly. "Please, Thomas, I need more!" I pleade, aching to feel you move inside of me

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 03:51 PM

Thomas shoved his massive cock even deeper into Natalie’s tiny body. It shouldn’t have worked as well as it did, but it was as if Natalie was made to take him. He started moving his hips, the bulge in her stomach shrinking and expanding with every thrust. “Fuck! You like that, Natalie? Being daddy’s good little girl? Taking every last bit of him?” His grip on her hips grew tighter, claws digging into her skin as he just desperately tried to hold out as long as he could.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 04:05 PM

I grasp at the easy, familiar title, crying out at your cock thrusting so deep I feel like i will split open. "Oh Daddy, yes! I love it, I need more! Daddy it feels so go-od!" My body contracts as you penetrate me deeper, your cock trying to thrust into my womb as I loose myself in orgasmic bliss. When I cum, my pussy grips your cock, spamming rhythmically. I scream at the increased pressure and sensation as my cum coats your cock.

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 04:09 PM

I feel your orgasm all around my cock, your pussy clenching around me, spasming, as if it were trying to milk my cock of everything it had. It was enough to push me over the edge. My claws scratched down the sides of your thoughts, leaving deep red marks as I growled and screamed, my cock twitching inside of you. I came hard, and I came a lot. My balls tightened, and I shot string after string of thick, hot cum directly into your womb, enough to keep your belly slightly inflated even as I pulled my massive cock slowly out of you. “Oh fuck… Natalie,” I painted, pulling you close to place lazy, wet kisses onto your lips.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 04:20 PM

I hold onto you, returning your kisses, enjoying the feeling of being filled with your cum. I rest onto you, laughing meekly, hardly keeping myself held up. If not for your arms around me I'd be on the floor. But you feel secure, safe, and I rest comfortably in your arms. "Thomas, you filled me! I don't think I've ever had this much cum inside of me!" I observe, impressed.

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 04:25 PM

I was sweating, panting, barely able to keep you up at this no point, but I managed. I laughed as well, giving you gentle kisses on the top of your head. “That happens when I’m in heat,” Thomas admitted with a chuckle. “It’s meant to ensure that I mate. That I get my partner pregnant,” he explained, looking down to see the cum leaking out of her pussy.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 04:33 PM

"well thats...wait, you what?" I sit upright, mouth falling open, face going white. "I-" I swallow hard, staring at you. "You never said-!!" I start to tremble, looking around frantically, as though looking for something.

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 04:47 PM

“Woah woah woah, shhh it’s okay, Nat. Trust me, I’m not so irresponsible as to go knocking up girls every three weeks or so,” I chuckled. “That’s what I was trying to say earlier, but your lips were having none of it.” I went to the pocket of my pants and pulled out a little bottle. “These are Plan B pills. They’re comparable with just about any race. Just take one and you shouldn’t have anything to worry about.”

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 04:52 PM

I grab the bottle and try to open it with shaking hands, managing to spill half of it. I scrape some up and walk away, finding the kitchen. I bang around searching for a glass, turn the sink on... And stand there, staring at the pills in my hand.

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 04:55 PM

I came into the kitchen and looked at you curiously. “Nat? You okay darling?” I asked, wrapping my arms around you from behind. “What’s wrong? Just not a fan of taking pills or..?” He drew little hearts with his fingers along her hips and gave her temple a comforting kiss.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 04:57 PM

I lean onto you, frowning. "What do you think it would look like?" I whisper.

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 04:59 PM

At first I didn’t understand your question. It took a moment for it to finally click. “I..” I hadn’t ever been asked that before. But then I kissed your head. “They’d have red hair, like their mama,” I said quietly. (edited)

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 05:00 PM

a hint of a smile softens my frown, then I look up at you sharply. "they?"

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 05:01 PM

“Gender neutral they. Don’t worry, I didn’t just put a litter inside of you,” I assured you quickly with a laugh, giving you a little muzzle on your nose with my own, my hand finding yours.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 05:05 PM

I relax, just slightly, clutching your hand tightly, my hand trembling. "Thats...that's good." I say with a nervous laugh. "I don't know what I'm doing. I cant...just...get rid of it." I realize I'm already considering it as a thing, not just your load ejaculated into my womb. already wondering what it looks like. Already unable to take the stupid pill and have it be over with.

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 05:10 PM

“Natalie, you don’t have to take the pill. If you want to have this baby then…” Thomas held her other hand, giving them both a squeeze. “Then have it. I’ll be right here to help you in whatever way I can. I don’t expect you to marry me or give up being the little hedonist you are,” he said with a loving nudge, “But where the baby is concerned, I’ll be your partner. One hundred percent.”

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 05:18 PM

I look up at you sharply, something like hope in my eyes. "Really? You...you'd be OK with that?"

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 05:19 PM

I leaned down and kissed you. “Of course. I’m never going to ask you to change who you are. And this baby, it’s just as much mine as yours. If we do this… this would be the right way, I think.”

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 05:20 PM

"I'm terrified!" I admit, throwing my arms around you and hiding my face into your chest

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 05:21 PM

My strong arms wrap around you tightly. “I am too, but.. I think we can do it. I think we can make it work. I think you’ll be an amazing mother.”

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 05:31 PM

"I dont-! I can't even think about that yet!" I lament, clutching you tighter

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 05:32 PM

“Natalie, you’re selling yourself short,” Thomas said, pulling away so he could look down at her. He cupped her cheek and looked directly into her eyes. “You can do this.”

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 07:19 PM

I come back here after I leave the bar. I'm not sure why, it's just where I wanted to go. I am relieved to find the door unlocked and let myself in, closing it behind me. I stand there a moment, then just go curl up in a corner of the Couch and fall asleep.

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 07:23 PM

I come in about thirty minutes later, having left not too long after you did. I found you curled up and I walked over and sat next to you, raking my fingers through your hair. “Hey you. I didn’t expect to find you here.”

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 07:25 PM

I blink sleepily at you, then shift to rest my head in your lap and drift off to sleep again.

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 07:26 PM

I just smile to myself and keep playing with your hair. I didn’t know why, but the fact that you found this place safe made me really happy.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 08:10 PM

I wake up a bit more, enjoying someone tugging at my hair, and smile when I see you. "Hello Thomas!" I say, "I'll give you till forever to stop doing that!

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 08:12 PM

I looked down at you with a grin, leaning down to place random kisses across your face. “Hey you,” I said happily, still playing with your hair, even scratching your scalp from time to time. “Sleep okay?”

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 08:31 PM

yeah, I slept alright, just not very much. Hey..." I trail off, looking up at you thougthfully

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 08:32 PM

“Yeah? What is it?” I ask, smiling down at you. You were so… perfect, sometimes. It made my chest ache a little.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 09:28 PM

I blush, turning away slightly. "I was wondering if you don't have...a more gentle, tender, slow type of baby making."

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 09:30 PM

“Really? I didn’t think you were into the slower, tender stuff,” I said, a little bit surprised. “It’s definitely there though. Probably as prominent, actually Do you have a side of you that craves that?”

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 09:32 PM

I look up at you, absolute sincerity in my eyes. "Always, Thomas. Always."

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 09:33 PM

I leaned down and kissed you ever so lovingly. “I’ll always be that for you then,” he promised. “I’ll be whatever you need me to be. As long as I’m with you, Natalie.”

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 09:40 PM

I look at you closely, frowning. "Half of me would give anything for that to be true." I catch your hand and bring it down to rest low on my belly. My eyes stay locked on your face.

LeftistNerd 24-Nov-21 09:46 PM

I felt your belly, where you were now growing a baby. Our baby. My fingers affectionately trailed across the skin. “Do you think it’ll be a boy or a girl?” I asked quietly.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 09:54 PM

I smile, watching your hand move over my skin. I inhale, slowly drawing in a deep breath. Your gentle touch makes heat coil in my stomach, deeper, my womb, making me crave more. "I don't know. What do you think it will be? What do you want it to be?"

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 09:56 PM

“I hope it’s a little girl,” I told you honestly, not even having to stop and ponder, meaning I’d thought about this before. “With fiery red hair. And I hope she looks just like you “

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 09:58 PM

I blush, grinning, and reach up to touch your face gently. "Are you sure? You don't want a little boy? A little bengal boy to teach all your tricks with women too?"

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 10:00 PM

“I’m sure,” I said with a nod. Of course, if I had a little boy, I’d love him more than anything on the planet. But a little girl? She’d have me wrapped around her finger. Just like her mom did.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 10:04 PM

"oh, god!" I say, scrunching up my face, "my boobs are going to get bigger!"

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 10:07 PM

“And full of milk…” Thomas muttered aloud, as if the thought had just now occurred to him, “Squeezable … drinkable…. milk.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 10:09 PM

I laugh, watching your face as you say it. "You're just an overgrown kitten, after all!"

Thomas BOT 24-Nov-21 10:09 PM

I laughed and nudged you playfully. “You’re saying you don’t like the thought of me suckling at your tit?” I asked.

Natalie BOT 24-Nov-21 10:12 PM

my laugh turns into a moan, a low hum in the back of my throat. My nipple harden, making me smile. "I'm...not sure. I can't remember what that's like. Maybe you could remind me?"

reddeR 25-Nov-21 09:16 AM

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Natalie BOT 25-Nov-21 09:18 AM

I climb over you, straddling your hips, and lean down to plant a passionate kiss on your lips. "Happy Thanksgiving, Thomas!" I say cheerfully, my hands tangled in your hair

LeftistNerd 26-Nov-21 12:11 AM

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Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 12:14 AM

Thomas woke up, rubbing at his eyes sleepily. He went to move to get up. but found a small woman laying in his chest. He couldn’t help the tired smile that formed on his lips, and he kissed Natalie’s temple. “Nat.. wake up, darling,” he whispered, giving her a gentle shake. (edited)

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 12:36 AM

I wake up and rub my eyes, then peek at you from one eye. "What for?" I grumble sleepily, then scoot closer and close my eyes again.

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 12:40 AM

“Because we can’t sleep all day,” I say, despite the fact that I hold you closer to me and let my eyes fall closed again. I take a deep breath, relaxing into the mattress beneath us. Despite the fact that we’d said we wouldn’t be monogamous, this was the closest thing to a long-term relationship I’d ever experienced. Part of it was born out of necessity as we prepared for the arrival of the baby, but I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t been enjoying every second of this. “Just five more minutes,” I concede, wrapping the blanket even tighter around us, snuggling into the warmth of you.

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 12:45 AM

"nope!" I roll over to the opposite side of the bed and lean over the edge, pulling the garbage can close. "Urgh, Thomas, I wish I could just puke and be done with the nasea! I felt like this yesterday! I couldn't even eat breakfast!" I complain, "this is terrible!"

I shoot a mock dirty look at you, half a smile on my lips. "It's your fault, you know."

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 12:52 AM

I sigh and sit up, but then look over at you and see the state that you’re in. The doctor had told us that this would be normal, but that didn’t change the fact that it sucked. I give you a small smile and rub your back. “I know, I know, I’m monster that put a nutrient sucking parasite inside of you,” I tease, pressing a kiss to your cheek. “Stay here. I’m going to get you some ginger ale. That usually helps,” I say before going to the kitchen, returning a few moments later, handing you a cup of the stuff with some ice. “You’re being a trooper, you know that?”

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 12:57 AM

I sit up and carefully sip the drink. I look a bit pale, but other than that, I'm look healthy. No bump yet, it's way to early, but the books all said I can expect to show, and show big, being my height. "Thank you, I think it's helping." I say after a few minutes. I reach for you, wanting you close to me.

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 01:01 AM

I pull you into my lap, your legs on either side of me. I’m trying to enjoy being able to hold you like this, to have you close. I’m so excited for the baby to come, and everything that came with it, but with good change sometimes came bad as well, like the fact you won’t be able to sit like this with me for a while. I cup your cheek and stare into your eyes, my yellow ones alight with complete adoration for you. “Is it too early for us to start thinking about names?” I ask. affectionately tracing your cheekbone with my thumb.

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 01:07 AM

I inhale slowly, trying to get myself under control. Raging hormones, and it seems like I just randomly want to be fucked! ... not that it's any different than before...it just feels much more demanding, now. Straddling your lap turns me on wildly. And you're asking about names! I let out a small, frustrated growl and lean forward, resting my forehead on your chest. Which gives me a great perspective of your cock. I smile to myself and use one finger to very, very lightly trace around your cock, through your boxers. "I've honestly never thought about it. Have you?" I ask innocently.

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 01:14 AM

I kiss the top of your head and nuzzle my nose into your hair, just closing my eyes and breathing in your scent. I’ve always had a keen sense of smell, but I think the fact that your carrying my child changed something about you. It was like I imprinted. Your scent is so sweet to me now, so fragrant, that I often miss it whenever you’re away from me. “I’ve been mulling over it,” I admitted, my fingers slowly scratching up and down your back. My cock starts to harden a bit, responding to your touch, but I make no move to change how we’re positioned. “If it’s a girl, I kind of like the names Nora or Elise.”

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 01:20 AM

my smile turns into a grin. I drag a fingernail from the tip of your cock, down to the base, or as close as I can through your boxers. "I like that. We could do both. Nora Elise, it sounds similar to Natalie almost. Oh, I think Nora is short for something, isn't it? Like Eleanor or something?" I quietly say the two names together a few times, thinking.

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 01:26 AM

“It can be, but it doesn’t have to be. Nora Elise… I like that. I like that a lot actually,” I mutter, my eyes closing as I focus on the movement of your finger. My own hands move down to your ass, pulling up the oversized t-shirt you’re wearing so I can rub it, and even lightly tease at your pussy through the cotton of your panties.

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 01:36 AM

my panties are already wet, and I inhale sharply at your touch. When I exhale my breath trembles a bit. "W-what if it's a boy?" I ask, trying to ignore the sensation. I fail, as I feel your cock twitch under my hand. "I don't even know if I'm gonna be able to enjoy this much longer, why am I trying to ignore it?" I blurt out, "thomas," I lift my head to look up at you, my lip poking out as I give you big puppy dog eyes. "Pleeease?" I ask so sweetly it could be dipped in frosting.

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 01:41 AM

“I haven’t thought that far ahead yet… If I’m being honest, I think it’s going to be a girl. I don’t know if it’s instinct talking or just wishful thinking though,” I mutter. I look down at you, looking so sweet you could give me a cavity. “Already?” I ask with a chuckle, but it’s apparent already that I’ll give in to you. “What’re we feeling today? Do you want the claws to come out or stay in?” I can go for either, just depending on what you’re in the mood for.

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 01:49 AM

my eyes widen, I look at you for a moment longer, then move closer, pressing against you. I wrap my arms around you and turn my head up to speak near your ear. "Make love to me, Thomas, please?" I ask, blushing so much you can feel the warmth against your skin.

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 02:19 AM

M’y heart skips a beat. The two of us have been together more times than I can count, and yet every time felt new. Raw. I lean my forehead against yours and press a gentle kiss to your lips, though it grows more heated by the second. I hold tou close, our bodies flush against one another, just wanting to feel your warmth and softness against myself.

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 07:16 AM

I return your kiss, letting things go slowly, enjoying every touch, every taste. I want you now, but I want this closeness, this intimacy, far more. For the last several weeks I've felt more vulnerable, more exposed than any other time of my life. But you have been right beside me the whole way. It's exhilarating and terrifying, but I feel closer to you than I have ever felt to anybody. I try to tell you that with this kiss, with my body, as I press against you and hold you close, sharing this kiss.

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 07:32 AM

Deep down, I’m scared. As we get closer, I feel… conflicted. On one hand, I want you to be happy, more than anything. And I knew going into this, you weren’t like other girls. For as long as I’ve known you, you’ve been a believer in free love, in pleasure, a self-described hedonist. I told you I wouldn’t expect you to give that up. And yet… I can’t stand the thought of you being with anybody else. Even as we sit here, you in my lap and cuddled close, kissing me with such love and passion, my heart breaks at even the passing thought of you ever kissing someone else. I try and push those thoughts aside for now, and instead and I pull away, but only to lift the t-shirt you’re wearing up and over your head. I press my lips back to yours, my tongue sliding into your mouth slowly while I just felt your body, exploring it, feeling every bump, crevice, peak and valley, dip and curve, trying to memorize every detail about you. How you looked, smelled, felt, tasted, and sounded like. I pull away from the kiss and nuzzle my nose to yours, my fingers absentmindedly playing with one of your nipples. “You know I care about you, don’t you Natalie?” I ask quietly.

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 07:43 AM

I look at you, frowning slightly, searching your face. I want to believe you. But I promised myself I wouldn't let anyone that close. I won't give away my heart, I can't. But it's ok to care, isn't it? It's ok for someone to be important to me, to care about me. It's not the same thing. I can care about the father of my baby, right? "I...care about you Thomas." I say quietly, my hands moving to your hips as I inch myself closer. "You are the most important person in my life right now, I need you like I've never needed anyone. You...you are where I feel safe."

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 07:52 AM

Safe. It clicked to me just then that that was the root of my fears. Your safety, both physically and emotionally. I want to protect you. I bite my lower lip and take in a deep breath, smelling your scent once again, using it to calm myself down. “Natalie, I feel the same way,” I say, my fingers scratching up and down your sides now. “Even before the pregnancy, I felt for you like I’ve never felt for anybody else. I craved seeing you. I could have spent hours just sitting in the bar with you, flipping through your sketch book or even just watching you draw. Then this happened and… I’ve realized how caring you are. How loving, and patient, and kind, and thoughtful and…” I trail off, stealing another kiss from you for just a moment. “I care about you more than anything. This baby too. And.. I’ve realized I want to be with you, Natalie. Not just as a co-parent and occasional lover, but with you. I want it to be me and you Natalie. I want us to try for something, something special, maybe even something permanent. Something forever.”

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 08:13 AM

tears well up in my eyes, spilling over my cheeks before I can do anything about it. I want that, so bad, but I'm sure it's just pregnant hormones, and I still want it so bad it hurts. You don't believe in it, Natalie, you've seen it break people to many times. You're a smart girl, you know better. It's better to keep expectations low, that way nobody gets hurt. I remind myself of all the reasons I don't let people get close, why I don't commit. I like sex, I want to be with people, physically, openly, I don't want the conflict of someone else placing expectations on my behavior. But my traitorous mouth doesn't seem to be aware of what I'm thinking. "I want that, too, Thomas." I say, wiping the tears off my cheeks."but let's go slow. I'm not good at relationships. I haven't really tried one before."

reddeR 26-Nov-21 02:17 PM

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Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 02:19 PM

I put down my pencils and blow eraser dust off of the poster board sized picture I'm working on at your kitchen table. "There! Now it just needs color! Thank you for letting me draw here, Thomas!" I say happily. I really was glad not to be alone.

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 02:28 PM

I’m standing at the stove, working on our lunch which consisted of a delicious looking stir fry full of chicken, brown rice, and an assortment of colorful vegetables. I’ve been trying to make sure that you and the baby were getting all the proper nutrition you needed. “Of course, darling!” I said happily, taking the pan of the stove to let our food cook before I serve it to you. I come and sit on the edge of the table, looking at your drawing while I affectionately play with your hair. “Natalie, this looks so amazing. Why is it so big though? Is this for work or just something you’re working on for yourself?” I ask curiously, always feeling like I was more interested in your work than you were with the amount of questions I asked about it.

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 02:41 PM

"hmm it's a full size illustration. The illustrations in graphic novels are done this big, then shrunk down to fit the page. It's how they can have so much detail in each image." I explain, "but this one is actually a cover design, so it's bigger than the others." I look over at you and smile. "I love it when you ask about my work. I love my job, you know!" I laugh, "i get to combine my favorite things and get paid!"

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 02:51 PM

“Oh! Okay, that makes sense. Yeah, the covers usually have a lot more detail, don’t they?” I smile and continue playing with your hair. You’re so talented, and I’m glad you recognize it and honed in on it. “How’s the little one?” I ask, reaching down and rubbing your belly. It’s still so early on, but I already think of the baby as a third member of our little family. “Nat, I’ve been thinking a lot about something. It feels like you’re always here, and I honestly love having you. The place feels more alive than it ever has, and I was just wondering if maybe… maybe you’d like to move in?”

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 03:03 PM

I pause, setting my pencil down to place my hand over yours and press your hand against me. I tilt my head back to rest against you, closing my eyes, thinking. I already spend every night here, and most of my free time is spent here too. It's bigger than my studio, closer to my work. The only thing I'd have to really give up is my freedom to spend the night where I choose. "Are you sure you want that?" I ask quietly.

LeftistNerd 26-Nov-21 03:07 PM

“I do,” I tell you, my hand rubbing against you. “Though I don’t want you to unless it’s what you want,” I added. Living together would be a bog step, and a big adjustment even if you were here all the time. It would cease to be my space and start to be our space. I recognize what a big deal that is, and I know you do too. “What’s going through this pretty head of yours?” I ask, pressing a kiss to it. “Also think about the baby too. It’ll be so much easier to have us both under the same roof.”

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 03:13 PM

"I know it makes sense, it's the best thing for all of us, but...I don't know if I want.... I mean, I've been here every night, but it's always my choice to come, I could have gone to my studio, or...anywhere..." I trail off, hoping I haven't caused any problems.

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 05:17 PM

"I don't know if...if I am ready to give that up. If I will ever be." I feel my heart sinking as I say it, and I know it's wrong. This isn't what it means to live a hedonistic lifestyle, this is not what makes me happy, what makes me feel good. I feel terrible about this, and saying it to you has made me wish I could take the words back. But I don't know what I do want.

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 07:57 PM

The thing is, I should have expected this. For one, I just know it’s in your nature, and for two, I told you I’d be okay with that right at the start of all this. I was okay with it then, but that was before you went and made me start to care about you, to fall in l- well, you get the picture. I swallow a lump that had formed in my throat and move to sit in the chair next to you at the table. “I’m sorry, Natalie… I’m… I’m being selfish. I’m trying to anchor you down after I specifically told you I wouldn’t do that. It’s not fair to you at all,” I say quietly, looking down at my feet.

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 08:02 PM

I take your hand in mine and place it on my tummy again. I'd been enjoying that. I look up at you, frowning, thinking hard. "What if...look, it really does make sense for me to move in here. Maybe if we... say it's just until the baby is born? And we will talk about it again?"

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 08:06 PM

I shake my head. “No, Natalie, I.. I don’t want to guilt trip you into doing anything. That’d be manipulative and awful of me. I’d feel terrible every time I look at you. No, this is my own issue to deal with,” I say quietly, my hand rubbing softly over your belly. “I’m possessive and clingy. At first I thought it was just my instincts, but it’s really because I… well, that doesn’t matter. I know who you are. I love who you are, and I won’t force you to change because of me.”

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 08:26 PM

I look at you, and I know exactly what you didn't say. I leave my seat and sit on your lap, placing your hand over my belly and resting against you. "I don't want to...I mean, what if it's not real? What if it's just because of the baby? I like you Thomas, you've been so good to me... I want to do this for you. I can handle it, that long. It's not that long. We can talk about it again after that. You aren't selfish, that's one thing I know for sure. You aren't selfish." That feels better, more like the feeling I've always associated with my hedonist values. Doing what makes me happy. "This is what I want. Besides, I haven't even wanted to be with anybody else since this started."

Thomas BOT 26-Nov-21 08:51 PM

When you get into my lap, I leaned my head forward and rested it against your breasts, using them as soft pillows for me to relax into. I took a deep inhale in through my nose, just wanting to smell you. “I’m it’s something you really want, then tomorrow we can go and get whatever stuff you want to make sure is over here,” I promise you, my fingers opening and closing against your belly. “I don’t think it’s the baby, Nat. Even before, I was so drawn to you, so infatuated by you. I loved your energy and your creativity and your beauty and insight and… yeah, fucking you has always been pretty great too,” I chuckle, looking up at you, purring softly. “You just make it very easy to want to hang onto you,” I say quietly, my arms snaking around your waist to hold you closer.

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 08:57 PM

"Thomas, you make me feel so good about me! You've been right here with me this whole time, and I feel like I can really be me with you. You're an amazing guy. I dont...I don't want to end up hurting you."

Natalie BOT 26-Nov-21 09:04 PM

I sigh, confused and uncertain. "Look, I don't really know what I want. But I know that this, right here," I place my hand over yours on my belly, "and this, right here," i turn my head up and kiss your jaw, "these feel good. These are right. These are what I want."

reddeR 27-Nov-21 02:47 AM

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Thomas BOT 27-Nov-21 02:53 AM

Thomas and Natalie got home with Thomas rubbing Natalie’s back. “Are you still getting nauseous from the baby?” he asked gently, pulling a chair out for her while going to the fridge to get her some ginger ale.

Natalie BOT 27-Nov-21 02:57 AM

"not so much, today at least." I say, eyeing the neatly stacked boxes in the living room. My easel stands beside the boxes, and large cases with my art are leaned against the wall. I rub my temples, then head over to the boxes and open one.

Thomas BOT 27-Nov-21 03:00 AM

I bite my lip, still wondering if it was the right decision to have you move in. You’re a strong woman, more than capable of making her own decisions, but I just hoped I didn’t pressure you too much. With the pregnancy, a fight breaking out between us was the last thing we needed. “Here, let me help with that,” I say, moving over towards the boxes. I opened one and found several pictures you’d done at the Downfall. Horny foxes, blue haired temp bartenders, demons galore, and then… there was us. I pulled one of them out and looked at you with a soft smile. “Have you submitted this one yet? Would it be possible for us to frame it?”

Natalie BOT 27-Nov-21 03:04 AM

I look over at the picture and smile, coming over to look with you. "No, it hasn't been submitted. We can frame it, that would be nice." I say, touching your chin to get you to look at me. "I'm glad I'm here." I say, then kiss you, just barely touching my lips to yours.

Thomas BOT 27-Nov-21 03:07 AM

I kiss you back, almost solemnly. “I know, I just… I don’t ever want to be the kind of person that demands you change anything about yourself, Natalie. I already put a damn baby in you. I think I’ve hit my quota for things to ask of you,” I say with a dry chuckle, just holding you close, able to feel the baby bump against me as I nuzzle your nose. “Just please tell me if you want to leave when the baby is born. I’ll understand. I promise.”

Natalie BOT 27-Nov-21 03:11 AM

I want to say I'm never going anywhere...but I stop myself. "I love this, Thomas, right here, this is amazing. I don't know what I'll want when the baby is born. Can that be enough, for now? I don't know what I'm going to want in the future, but right now this is what I want. Right now this makes me happy." I press against you, now more than ever noticing the slight bump between us. I kiss your nose, then look up at you, smiling. "Hedonistic lifestyle means doing what makes you happy. That's what I'm doing."

Thomas BOT 27-Nov-21 03:20 AM

Maybe it was me who needed to learn to be a little less concerned about the future, and more concerned with the here and now. Why worry about you leaving if that meant not enjoying you while you were right in front of me? I smiled at your words. “You make me happy, Natalie. Maybe I should learn to enjoy that day by day. The rest will fall into place,” I whisper, kissing you deeper this time, pushing you against the counter behind you. I lift you up and sit you on it, undoing your pants. “Can I show you just how happy you make me?” I ask with a smile against your lips before pulling away and getting on my knees in front of you.

Natalie BOT 27-Nov-21 03:23 AM

I let out a quiet moan, then, when you go to your knees, I have a brief moment of intense panic, remembering Nikki at the bar tonight. It makes my heart race, hitting me with adrenalin so hard I gasp.

Thomas BOT 27-Nov-21 03:25 AM

I look up at you, having your pants already halfway down your thighs. “Hey, you okay?” I ask, placing a couple of soothing kisses against the bare skin of your thigh. Every little oddity always had my mind going back to the baby, and your own health.

Natalie BOT 27-Nov-21 03:29 AM

I take a deep breath, then another. My hands shake from the rush. "Yeah, I'm OK. I just thought...I'm ok." I assure you, letting my hands get tangled in your hair. "I promise, I'm OK, and I think I'm going to be much better soon."

Thomas BOT 27-Nov-21 03:36 AM

“I concur,” I say with a chuckle and pulled your pants completely off, kissing my way back up your legs, your inner thighs. I pushed your legs apart at the knees and placed little kisses along your hips, just above the waistband of your panties. Your body was so intimately familiar to me, but each time we did something like this, I felt my heart beating in my chest in anticipation, like it was the first time all over again. I took the waistband of your lacy panties in my teeth and pulled down, yellow eyes looking up at you with adoration and lust in equal measures.

Natalie BOT 27-Nov-21 03:41 AM

I mouth the word "wow", eyes focused on you. I lift my butt off the counter so you can pull them off, noticing my belly as I do so, but only briefly. Your eyes, looking at me like that, are mesmerizing. I love the way you look at me. I pull my feet free of the panties as soon as I cam, cheeks flushed, already beeling aroused from the adrenalin and your kiss. This is fun, and safe for the baby, just like the books and doctors all said.

Thomas BOT 27-Nov-21 03:46 AM

I drape your legs over my shoulders and pull your putt towards me, coming face to face with your little pink cunt. I licked my lips at the sight of your glistening folds and leaned forward to give them a little taste. And then another. And another. The scent of your arousal affected me the most, being instinctually aromatic to me in the best of ways, giving you a rather sweet quality to your taste that reminded me of mead. I spread your folds and my tongue delved deeper into you, my lips coming down around your clit and giving it a little suck at the end of every long lick.

Natalie BOT 27-Nov-21 03:49 AM

my breath catches, I lean back on my hands on the counter. I let out a moan as you stimulate my clit, then suck, making my legs twitch while I whimper involuntarily.

Thomas BOT 27-Nov-21 03:53 AM

“Mmm,” I hum while still having my mouth around your clit, giving it a subtle little stimulation. I let it go with a wet little pop, and look up at you, my fingers continuing to stimulate you in my mouth’s brief absence. “Were you thinking about Nikki doing this to you earlier when she was down on her knees in front of you?” I ask, my voice low and gravely. I slipped my middle finger deep inside of you, curling it up to stimulate your G-spot while my mouth return to your clit, though my eyes didn’t leave yours.

Natalie BOT 27-Nov-21 03:58 AM

pleasure floods my body from your stimulation. I let my head fall back, moaning, panting as one hand finds your hair and curls into it. "No,...well, for a second I did." I admit sheepishly, my voice quivering with need. "But I mostly thought of you.

Thomas BOT 27-Nov-21 04:00 AM

I entered another finger into you, and then another, stretching you, filling you while tongue and lips worked on your swollen bundle of nerves. The fact you thought of me still excited me like nothing else, just knowing that I was the one your mind drifted to. I increased my pace, wanting to drive you over the edge, to feel your little cunt quiver and quake around my fingers.

Natalie BOT 27-Nov-21 09:13 AM

my hips rock against your hand as you stretch me more with each finger. Gasping, I sit up for a second to remove my shirt, then grab onto yours, pulling it off to hang off of your arm that you are using to finger me. The pressure is incredible. Until now I haven't noticed much difference, but this time I feel like there is more sensation, and tighter than before. I keep my knees wide, legs shaking, until I can't anymore. "Oh my God! Thomas I'm going to cum!" I moan, surprised by how quickly you've gotten me to that point.

Thomas BOT 27-Nov-21 09:22 AM

“Cum for me, darling,” I say against your cunt, wanting to feel you let your orgasm overtake your body. The squelching of my fingers inside of you filled the whole of the kitchen, along with the smell of sex. Of you.

Natalie BOT 27-Nov-21 09:47 AM

I cry out as I cum, soaking your hand and leaving me trembling and panting as I collapse back on the counter. Laid out like this, my tiny baby bump feels huge, but I don't care at the moment. "Thomas, that was awesome!" I moan, catching my breath.

Thomas BOT 27-Nov-21 09:50 AM

I pulled away slowly, pulling my fingers out of your tight, wet cunt. I stood and moved over to where you were laying and out my fingers to your mouth, having you taste what I’d been tasting before I lean down and kiss you. “Seeing you cum like that is pretty awesome,” I chuckle and kiss your lips.

Natalie BOT 27-Nov-21 09:54 AM

I taste myself on your fingers, and your lips. I push up onto my elbows, looking at you, smiling. "We should trade places?" I suggest, wanting to reciprocate the pleasure you just gave me.

Thomas BOT 27-Nov-21 09:56 AM

Thomas purred. Receiving oral from Natalie was pretty rare, mostly because they never usually needed much in the way of foreplay. “Yes please,” he muttered, helping her down off the counter before he removed his pants and boxers and sat up on it, his cock already hard from the sheer amount of arousal he’d just experienced.

Natalie BOT 27-Nov-21 10:03 AM

fully in my element, despite the awkwardness of the slight bump, which was more of a hindrance than I expect because of the way it tended to push on my bladder, I realize I don't even have to kneel. With you on thee counter I can just bend over you.. I start with my hands on your thighs, followed by my lips. I quickly kiss my way to your cock. I cup your balls, caressing and fondling them as I place warm, soft kisses all over the head of your massive cock, keeping my eyes on you the whole time.

reddeR 29-Nov-21 02:36 AM

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Natalie BOT 29-Nov-21 02:50 AM

I finish unpacking my last box and leave it out with recycling. I'm happy, I feel like I'm really here now. My easel is set up in a corner of the dining room, near the table so I can have supplies there when I work. It's nice to be able to see it when I walk through the door. I look down at my rounding belly, wondering when I would feel movement. So far I had only thought maybe there had been something, but it could have just been gas. Nothing worth telling Thomas about yet. I still can't belive how much I'm showing. There's no mistaking I'm pregnant, but most pictures of a 16 week pregnancy hardly show anything. I'm definitely showing! But that's to be expected, I'm short. Finishing unpacking, though it was hardly anything, was exhausting. I lay down on the couch, thinking I'll just rest a bit, maybe take a nap. Then I have to pee. I get back up and use the restroom, get a glass of water, and lay back down, wondering when Thomas would be home so I can tell him I finished unpacking. As I settle in to the couch, I feel something. Definitely not gas! I hold still, hoping I feel it again. Yes! The baby is moving! I place a hand on my tummy and close my eyes. Now I really want Thomas to come home! He'll be so happy!

Thomas BOT 29-Nov-21 11:50 AM

Thomas had gotten a job! A real job, down at the docks, helping to direct the the huge merchant ships in the harbor. He’d never been around water much, but once hired, he’d taken an extreme interest in it. It was amazing, seeing these huge ships packed with who knew how many tons of goods ranging from automobiles to things as simple as diapers. Diapers. It wasn’t going to be long now before he had to pick up diapers every other day on his way home from work. That thought alone both amazed and terrified him. He had no doubt he was excited about this baby. His doubts lied in his own abilities to be a father, especially when he’d never had parents of his own. Would he know what to do? Would he be caring enough? Compassionate enough? Loving enough? For the baby? For Natalie? Of course he’d try his best, his absolute best, but would his best be enough? This question weighed on his mind on his way home. He was a bit dirty, and he smelled of seawater, but it was an honest day’s work, the kind he could be proud of. It also paid surprisingly well, which meant he’d be able to provide for his new small family. When Thomas opened the door, he was greeted not to the room full of boxes that he’d left that morning, but by a living room that was now fully decorated, with half of it converted into Natalie’s new art studio. It was amazing. “Darling!” Thomas said, hugging her from behind, placing his hands on her belly, trying to feel for the first kick. Natalie had told him over and over again it was still a little early, but he didn’t care. He wanted to feel their child, growing inside of her. Thomas kissed Natalie’s cheek and nuzzled his nose into her neck. “I won’t tell the doctor how much you’ve had to have lifted today,” he teased her. “You were busy, weren’t you?”

Natalie BOT 29-Nov-21 02:49 PM

I wake up to hugs affection, instantly putting a smile on my face. I hug Thomas warmly, my smile growing even more as I tell him about my day, ending on the wonderful news from earlier. "And, I felt the baby kick today!" I say proudly, "I don't know that you'd be able to feel it yet, it's just the tiniest little flutter, but It was definitely a baby kick!" I pick myself up of the couch, eyeing my belly suspiciously. It seems to have grown during my nap. If this keeps up I'll look like I'm having twins in two months! "Are you hungry, Thomas? Would you like a turkey sandwich?" I ask as I make my way to the kitchen.

Thomas BOT 29-Nov-21 03:13 PM

When you get up, my eyes go to just how large your belly had gotten. It felt like it was growing not just by the day, but by the hour, being bigger when I’d come home than when I left. Of course, that was probably a truck of the eyes, but it was a reminder that this was a ticking clock. You wouldn’t just be pregnant forever. Soon, we’d have a baby. “That’d be so nice darling, thank you. I’m going to go take a shower really fast. I smell like the harbor,” Thomas laughed, heading into their bathroom. Their. That was still taking getting used to. After about ten minutes, I come back out in comfy clothes, and I join you on the couch. “How’s it feel to be all moved in?”

Natalie BOT 29-Nov-21 03:51 PM

"oh it feels wonderful! I feel like I'm really here now!" I pass a leftover turkey sandwich to you, with a napkin. "I already ate mine, I couldn't wait. I get so hungry, it's ridiculous!" I laugh. "How's the new job?" I lean back on the couch, resting my hands over the protrusion at my midsection as I listen. My mind is only half on your words, fully preoccupied with thoughts about the baby. "Thomas, what if it's a boy?" I suddenly interrupt you to ask, "we dont have a name picked out!"

Thomas BOT 30-Nov-21 12:13 AM

Thomas told her all about his day at work, about how there’d almost been a collision between two of the ships and how he was able to divert them at the last second. It seemed like such a boring job on the outside, but he strangely loved it. Even if part of it was just the ability to contribute to taking care of them. “I picked out the girl name. It seems only fair that you get to pick out the big name,” Thomas reasoned with a smile, pulling Natalie into his lap after he’d finished eating his sandwich, wanting to wrap his arms around her, keep his hand on her bump. “Have you been thinking about it today? Tell me your ideas.”

Natalie BOT 30-Nov-21 12:34 AM

I look down at my belly, blushing. "I was...I like Asher." I say, resting my head on your shoulder.

Thomas BOT 30-Nov-21 11:30 PM

“Asher, hm?” Even just uttering the name gave Thomas a vision of a crimson-haired boy. On the top of his head would be little orange ears, maybe one or two stripes across his tiny round cheeks. His eyes would open, having Natalie’s color in one, and Thomas’ in the other, with heterochromia being a common condition amongst his people, the eyes having two different colors. “Asher,” Thomas repeated against with a satisfied nod. “Yeah, I like that. I really like that. In fact, if he’s a boy, I can’t imagine naming him anything else now.”

Natalie BOT 30-Nov-21 11:34 PM

I look at you for a moment, then hug you tight! "Thank you Thomas! Oh, I was thinking...maybe, even...Asher Thomas?" I wait anxiously for your response, hoping you like it.

Thomas BOT 30-Nov-21 11:39 PM

Thomas had to swallow the lump in his throat that came with that. “You’d want to name him after me?” he asked with genuine surprise. It was his son, of course, but the idea of legacy, of honoring somebody in such a way was lost when his parents were. “Nat, I… I don’t know what to say..”

Natalie BOT 30-Nov-21 11:49 PM

I lean against you, letting my head rest back on your shoulder. "It sounds nice, Asher Thomas." I reach up and gently turn your head toward me to kiss you. "He'll have some big shoes to fill."

Thomas BOT 30-Nov-21 11:55 PM

I lean down and press my lips against yours, caressing your cheek affectionately. “If we have a daughter, she’ll have such tiny shoes to fill,” he teased her, referring to her general small stature. “But… You’ll both hold such a huge place in my heart,” Thomas promised her. He gave her a few more pecks along her jaw. “Can I say… that.. today, I love you more than anything?” he whispered to her.

Natalie BOT 01-Dec-21 12:12 AM

my heart skips, then seems to beat twice as fast. My smile slips, I look away. I want it, badly, I want to say that and believe it. I want to believe we will have our family, and the fairytale ending, and everything will just work out. But love isn't real. I've seen enough of people trying to make it real, and failing. And if it is real, it's not something just everybody can do. It just makes it harder when it's time to say goodbye. I sigh quietly, wishing more than anything that I could believe it, feel it, experience what was supposed to be true happiness. Instead, I struggle to my feet and go get a glass of water, knowing how much it hurt you. Because it hurts me to hurt you.