Andrew was not fully awake yet. He was trying to recall his dream, and had it not been for the medications, he would probably succeed. After several attempts, he gave up and took a look around. His room was a grey cube, looking just like hundreds of others in the hospital. Dull, boring, suffocating. That was part of his morning routine now, trying to remember a dream, failing, feeling hopeless, rinse and repeat. He was distracted from his miserable thoughts as the nurse for the day entered and started asking him some questions, with a smile on her face. She was her favorite nurse. She was very kind, even for a nurse. Of course, seeing her didn't change his mood at all. "Did you sleep well last night?" she asked, while checking his vitals. "I slept okay." he replied with difficulty, looking into the distance, the thought of his imminent end weighing on him.
Andrew heaped porridge into his mouth as fast as he could, as if in a rush to go to sleep and dream again. It had been an eventless day, as eventless as it can be for someone with valvular heart disease. He glanced at the TV every now and then, reading the news headlines. "Daughter reunited with her father after 5 years." was the most interesting one he had read that day. I wonder if I can be a part of the outside world again, after this shit is over. That spark of hope didn't last long, however. He hated to think about it, everyone does, but you have to be realistic about these things.
He woke up with a dull pain in his chest, not being able to move or speak. He couldn't hear the nurse rushing in, although her mouth movement indicated that she was shouting. Three other figures in appeared after a while, one of whom was preparing a defibrillator. The memories of his life started to flash in front of him, and the pain started to fade away. So this is how it ends...