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Triggers: Action, stalking, fear, mafia/ gang mentions, on the run, more to be added
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TW: Action, stalking, fear, mafia/ gang mentions, on the run, more to be added
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 22-Dec-22 10:36 AM
It's been Four years, Four years since Aspen had took her brothers and ran away from her father who was a gang leader in new york. Four years she became a single parent to her baby brothers, at the age of 21, they were only 9 and 6 at the time of them running away. Four years since they had tried to force her to marry a rival Gang to try and stop a war from happening. It has been four years since Aspen had went into hiding with her brothers Perceus and Ryker. It has been four years and Aspen couldn't be any happier then she was now. She had her own beach house in Florida. It is a beautiful blue two bedroom beach house, that overlooked the ocean. Big enough for the three of them, she worked as a full time artist, painting people for their weddings, replication, nursery anything someone wanted her to paint she would, but her passion was scultping. She worked with a local boys and girls club, that allowed kids and adults who are blind to enjoy activities together, as well as teach those to do basic things they need to live. She went once a month to sculpt , family members. Mostly she did it for the elderly who described their loved one who had passed away. It was a emotional job, but she wouldn't change it for anything. The boys were thriving in the new environment. Perceus was no longer the shy prince who people assumed he couldn't speak, he was now a hyperactive active 13 year old, who spends his day running around outside, climbing trees, swimming in the sea and making sure his little brother got to experience as much as he could, while also being cautious of the limitations the other has. Perceus was the kindest little boy Aspen had met. Every morning when he woke up, he'd always make sure his brother and sister had a good night's rest, and if they didn't he would rush and give them cuddles and hugs, to try and make them feel better. Percy was rarely in any bad moods, and when he was all Aspen had to do was hold him close, and remind him what she love
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d about him. His smile, his laugh, how smart he is. These small words of affermemt caused the boy to always perk up and make his bad mood alot better. Ryker was the baby of the trio, The now 9 year old is attached to Aspens hip every chance he gets. She was the first one to nurse him back to health after someone had blinded him, as a type of theart to her father, So it wasn't a suprise that he had a close bond with her. He is a sentitive boy, he felt everyone's emotions deeply and made sure they knew they weren't feeling them alone. If he knew someone got hurt, but not enough for the other one to cry, he would cry for them, because he knows they are hurt, and he doesn't want that for them. He was the one who called her mommy first, she was no longer big sister Aspen to Ryker, she was his mommy who was there when he's sick, or needs a kiss and cuddle. He is also the one to get Percy to start calling her mom, and she was 100% okay with it. When Aspen had broke up with her first boyfriend in Florida, poor Ryker cried more then she had, because he was heart broken that she was sad. It took Aspen and Percy a few hours before they got him calmed down, and told that it was okay that she had broke up with the guy, it just meant he wasn't the right fit for their little family. She would never tell him the true reason why the guy had broken up with her, and she never will allow them to know, the guy had tried to send the boys back to her father. Because they didn't need to now, they needed to believe that she will and forever will keep them safe. That is what she planned to do.
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It has been four years since they moved to Florida, and today was the fourth anniversary of their arrival, and Aspen was going to make it a special day. It was a Saturday so the boys didn't have school, she had snuck out of her Bed, around 6 in the morning. Trying her hardest not to wake Ryker who still cosleeps with her, just incase he wakes up from nightmares, and she needed to get to him quickly. She went to the bathroom, changing into a yellow crop top amd a pair of jeans overalls. She grabbed a red flannel putting it on over her shirt, before she brushed her teeth and put her hair into a poney tail. She was ready for the day, hoping the boys would be as well. She had walked into the living room, looking out the door hoping to see him coming. Who is he ? Well he is her best friend, the man who helped then escape. She had called him the night she left in tears, sobbing that she needed to get the boys to safety, and leave. He had packed everything and moved with them to continue to keep them safe. Since that day, they would do a family trip. Every year, he would come early in the morning, help wake the boys up, and they would make a family trip to the beach, zoo, aquarium anywhere they choose to go to. It was their little tradition. But today, they decided to go to a museum, but one that catered to kids who have disabilities. One Ryker would be able to feel all sorts of textures and surfaces that he could learn about. And alot of fun activities to keep Percy's fast going mind from getting bored. She hadn't told the boys but she knew they would have fun, expecally so when they find out their favorite person in the world was going with them. She looked up hearing a car door close. She smiled softly walking towards the door, carefully opening it before he had a chance to knock. "Oh, so you finally decided to join us?" She asked with a small smile. "Breakfast is almost ready, come on in. Percy was just asking me last night if you were coming today, if
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course i told him you went to your other family but he didn't believe me" She teased moving aside letting the other inside, today was going to be a good day, and she was excited, this is her little family and she loved it.
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Rowan Ashida BOT 22-Dec-22 11:19 AM
Rowan wore a warm smile from Aspen’s greeting as she welcomed him into her home. Honestly, this house was where he felt most at home anyway, his small apartment doing the job, but never competing with the rosy atmosphere that pervaded Aspen’s place. It was always funny when she teased him about being late as if he wouldn’t just stay here, with her if he had the chance. Coming here like this though, with everyone so excited for their big day almost made living somewhere else worth it. They had spent plenty of time together in their lives after all and Rowan knew at this point that nothing would break them apart, nothing could keep the two away from each other, and nothing would prevent him from always being there for her. So for now he smiled at her playful barbs, excited himself for his favorite day of the year. “Well it’s not my fault you keep getting up earlier and earlier for this every year you know. We agreed to meet at 8 and it’s only 7:45 so I feel as if I’m more than holding up my end of the bargain!” I shot back, the silly grin on my face taking any bite out of the statement as Aspen walked past me into the house to keep getting ready. “And if Percy’s so sure I was coming where is the little rascal?” I called out, raising my voice enough to make sure he heard me. Just as I bet, before I could even finish the statement, he came barreling out of his room so I could sweep him up in a huge bear hug, lifting him off the floor as we both laughed with glee.
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“Well if you just haven’t gotten larger and larger there Percy!” I said, teasingly looking down at him as I patted his head, rubbing in how he still didn’t come up to my chin. “Are you all ready for today? Got everything your big sister said to bring?” I asked him, chuckling as he ran back into his room to finish prepping for our outing. Looking over into the kitchen where Aspen was finishing up, I saw my other favorite kid in the world, little Ryker still hiding behind Aspen as Percy and I made our ruckus. “How are you doing little guy?” I ask, much more softly than I would with Percy, crouching down and letting him come to me, putting out my hand just next to him so he knew where I was if he wanted to come over. “Yeah I’m excited too Ry,” I said, gently pulling him into a warm hug as he whispered how eager he was for all four of us to go out somewhere. “Why don’t we get you to your seat since breakfast is about to start?” I asked, guiding him to his place where everything had carefully been laid out by Aspen. When Percy came back out of his room I asked him to stay with Ryker as I headed back into the kitchen. “Is there anything I can help with?” I asked, softly wrapping Aspen in a hug from behind, careful not to restrict her arms as she finished up. “I know you’ve planned today for weeks and I want to make sure today goes perfectly just as much you do.”
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 22-Dec-22 12:38 PM
"Yeah, 8. That means you should be here by 7:30 duh." Aspen smiled watching Rowan interact with the kids, she was so thankful and blessed to have him in her life. After moving to their new home, things had gotten stressful and so out of hand she wasn't sure how she would of done it alone, but with him, who was overly blessed and thankful to him. "Well, Ryker could hardly sleep last night with the amount if excitment he had, when he remebered his favorite grown up was coming over. and you know Percy, he is always overly excited about everything. " She teased gently giving Percy the plates so he could set the table. She smiled watching Percy take his little brother's hand , guiding him to the dinning room, making sure he didn't bump into anything on his way inside. When the boys were out of the room, she allowed herself to lean back in Rowans arms. Closing her eyes. "Juat hold me please." She whispered, carefully turning in his arms so hug him back. "Today is very emotional for the both of us, i know the kids dont remember why we moved away, but I'm glad we get to make it light hearted and fun change it from sad to happy. But I cant help but wonder what out lives would of been if we never left." She whispered restingnher head against his shoulder closing her eyes. "Awe, Row, you are just so perfect and I love you with all my heart. " She whispered, gently sitting up to give him a soft peck on the lips. Before she could kiss him, Percy came into the room with a frustrated look, causing Aspen to carefullt pull away from Rowan and go to him to figure out what was wrong. She wanted to keep hers and Rowans romantic relationship a secret just a little longer from the boys. She was terrified something would cause them to break up, that would leave her heart broken, ans her brothers confused and upset because Rowan wasn't coming around again. "Whats up baby?" She asked, listening to Percy complain about the youngest messing up his table setting. Aspen just smiled,
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looking to Rowan with a soft wink. "Oh dear that does seem like a problem. Did he do it on purpose?" She asked, smiling when he shook his head no. "Did he laugh at you when he did it?" She asked, and again he shook his head. "Then it was an accident, Ryry can't see remeber. How about you go get dressed. I'll call you for breakfast." She smiled as Percy nodded and went to get dressed. Aspen smiled standing up kissing Rowans cheek. "You sure you don't want to run away? There's still time for you to pretend you don't know us." She giggled, getting the rest of the pancakes on a plate, giving it to Rowan to put on the table. @lucraz
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Rowan Ashida BOT 24-Dec-22 12:15 PM
“As if the boys could ever make me want to run away from here,” Rowan said, pulling Aspen closer to him as he balanced the platter of pancakes in his other hand. “The only thing I could think of that would make me want to would be you and your increasingly earlier timetables.” He teased, bringing his lips to hers for that gentle kiss that had been interrupted before. “But I suppose I can stand being here earlier and earlier since it does mean that we’ll have just that much more time for each other. So come on, let’s go have this amazing breakfast you’ve made and then we’ll both make sure today is special for everyone.” Playfully holding her to him, Rowan guided Aspen to the kitchen, only releasing her when they got to the door, right before the boys could see them. He knew that she wasn’t comfortable telling them just yet, that she still didn’t feel stable with the threat of her father looming over her head. That only made Rowan want to support her even more, to make sure that wherever they were she could feel safe. But Rowan knew that it wouldn’t be easy and it wasn’t like he didn’t sleep with one eye open some nights himself. But right now it was just about him, her, and the two boys, so Rowan simply sat down at the breakfast table with a large smile, passing out pancakes. “So have you told Percy and Ryker where we’re going today? I know you love your surprises, but I think they might be ready for it since we’ll be there in a few hours anyway.” Rowan said with a wink, knowing that both the boys would immediately perk up with excitement as the specifics of the day finally hammered the fact that the trip was starting today home.
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 25-Dec-22 06:03 AM
Aspen smiled, gently holding his hand under the table as she sat with him at the table. She gave a soft hum. "I haven't told them yet, I was waiting for you to arrive, that way you could takw some credit." She smiled, carefully letting Ryker crawl on her lap to relax. She hummed softly, gently petting his hair. Looking at Rowan she gave him a soft smile, she was excited to watch the kids excitment for the day, but she was more excited for when the kids went to bed. That would be when her and Rowan got to be together, to connect as a couple. "But I think we may need your strength later on today. I feel like the kids may play till they drop." She giggled, smiling more when Ryker gasped and denied that statement. She was trying to figure out the best way of trying to tell the boy, she knew they would be excited and welcome Rowan with open arms, but there was also that fear of not knowing how they would react. But there was that huge chance of them being okay, she knew Percy has asked, even begged her to date Row, so he didn't have to leave them. "Why don't we...talk to them tonight ." She offered looking at Row with a soft look. Rocking her little brother with a him, chuckling ad he started to fall back asleep. She looked up at Rowan amd smiled. "Want to stay and watch a movie tonight? " She asked taking his hand again. "Or spend the night? I can put ry in bed with Percy." She offered. Percy rushed back into the room, sitting next to Rowan with the biggest smile . "Where are we going?" He asked as Aspen laughed. "Lets eat first Percy, plus Row is very tired maybe he needs a nap?" Aspen teased causing Percy to laugh and shake his head. @lucraz
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Rowan Ashida BOT 25-Dec-22 12:24 PM
Rowan laughed as Aspen teased Percy, faking a big yawn to join in. “True, after this delicious breakfast, I just may need to lie down before we head on out. You won’t mind waiting a couple more hours right?” Rowan teased, chuckling as both Percy and Ryker gave their indignant responses. However, even as he played with the boys, Rowan gave a pointed look at Aspen as they ate. She had always been shy about taking their relationship any further, even more so about revealing themselves to Ryker and Percy. With a firm squeeze of the hand, she had not so subtly taken under the table Rowan asked, “Are you sure you want to talk to them about tonight? We might want to see how well the museum goes first you know. I mean, I’ve always been ready and I always want the chance to spend more time with you, but are you sure? I want to make sure you’re absolutely ready before we say anything to them.” Rowan quickly turned back to the boys after his hurried whisper to Aspen, making sure they wouldn’t notice anything. Well, anything more than they already did. “I was thinking we would go to a special museum today guys!” Rowan announced, trying to keep their attention on the day ahead. Seeing their less than enthused looks after hearing the word ‘museum’ Rowan gave a small groan of exasperation. “C’mon guys it’ll be fun, I’m not taking you on a school trip, I wouldn’t let your sister do that to you two okay? Now if we’re finished eating, go ahead and get your shoes on and meet us at my car okay?” Turning back to Aspen, Rowan continued, ”I’ll stay all day, trust me I want to spend every night here, but are you sure?”
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 25-Dec-22 01:17 PM
Aspen gave a small nod. "Im okay Row, it's been awhile and I think it's time we let them know, if not tonight sometime today. I'd like to tell them before I get scared and change my mind." She admitted in a soft voice, carefully waking Ryker up to help him get fed. Laughing softly at the boys reaction to Rowan teasing about taki.g a nap, she couldn't help but smile. She lived them all so much, they truely where her heart. "Besides, I don't wsnt to hide anymore. I think we are safe right?" She smiled. She couldn't help but giggle at the groans that was received when Rowan said the word Museum, she knew they would mostly find it boring until they got to do the activities. She gently kissed Rykers cheek. "Well with those reactions I think Rowan definitely deserves a sleep before we go. " She smiled, laughing when Percy began to eat as fast as he coukd, before running to get his shoes on. She smiled looking at Rowan, carefully laying her head down on his shoulder. "Yes, I'd like you to spend the night. I'm putting Ryker with Percy, so we don't have to worry. " She smiled gently and quickly kissing his jaw. Aspen smiled softly, holding him close, looking at Ryker as he asked for her "Yeah Ry, you okay?" She asked softly. As Ryker nodded, he tried to find her head, so he could whisper something to her. Aspen smiled a bit more as she looked at Rowan. "Ry, wants to know I'd you stay the night if you can tuck him in." She teased carefully giving Rowan Ryker, while she began to clean up their breakfast so they could head out. @lucraz
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Rowan Ashida BOT 25-Dec-22 06:08 PM
With the warmth of Aspen’s kiss and hug still lingering Rowan held Ryker in his arms as he carried him to his car. “Don’t worry little guy, I’ll stay tonight to tuck you in. I’ll make sure you’re safe and sound before I go anywhere else little guy.” Rowan placed Ryker in his seat in the back, buckling him in as Aspen finished cleaning up and Percy came running out with both of the boy's bags for the day. “It’ll be just like that Ry, so don’t you worry about tonight okay? Everything is going to be better than fine it’ll be amazing okay?” Circling over to the other side of the door, Rowan opened it so Percy could hop in. “Alright, are you sure you grabbed everything Perc? I don’t want to have to come back if we don’t have to.” With Percy’s enthusiastic assurances that he had indeed brought everything Aspen told him to bring, Rowan ruffled Percy’s hair and replied, “Thanks kid, I knew I could count on you to look out for you and Ry.” Making sure both of the boys were buckled in, Rowan simply waited for Aspen. Even just watching her go about the simple things in life was magical to Rowan. The way she double checked that the house was locked, that she had everything by patting her pockets down with her tongue just slightly poking out in her concentration. Rowan simply laughed from Aspen’s simple “What?” as he watched her, dodging her playful swipe as he jumped in the car. Starting it up, he reached over and grabbed her hand, interlacing his fingers with hers as he softly rubbed his thumb along the back of her hand. Pushing his hair back out of his face, Rowan gave Aspen the warmest smile he had. “Let’s make today amazing for the boys. Then I’ll make sure tonight is just as wonderful for you.” With that he shifted the car into gear and headed towards the museum, knowing that today would be special to all of them forever.
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 25-Dec-22 08:23 PM
Once in the car, Aspen held Rowans hand happily, resting her head back against the seat, looking at him with a wide smile. "Your really good with them." She whispered, gently rubbing her thumb against his hand. Listening to Percy describe the sounding area, while Ryker held his hand. She gently lifted Rowans hand to her lips, gently kissing his hand. "Today's about the boys, and tonight is all about us. I set up my room, so we can watch a movie, and I bought your favorite dessert." She smiled happily. "Its about you too, you left everything you knew, so I decided you will be spoiled you tonight." She promised with a smile. She enjoyed being about to spoil her boys, that who they were hers. "Lets make today memorable right boys?" She asked the Littles, as cheered just as excitedly. When they finally arrived at the Muesum, Aspen was quick to set ground rules. "Ry you are with me, and Percy your with Rowan, do not and I repeat do not, leave our sights." She said in a stern tone, causing Percy to whine but agree. While Ryker just giggled in his seat saying okay. Aspen smiled looking at Rowan with a wide smile. "Shall we?" She asked, happily getting out of the car. Grabbing her purse, before picking Ryker up. He happily put a hand on Percy's back, leading him towards Rowan. Like the picture perfect Family they were, they walked into rhe Muesum, where Percy was instantly captivated by all the colors and fun games, and Ryker froze with a bit of anxiety of the unknown. Not being able to see, he was afraid of what was going to happen, but with a quick hug and kiss on the cheek, he felt brave again. Even more so when he heard Rowan, tell him everything was going to be okay. Aspen smiled happily holding their hands as she began to lead them around the exhibits, happily helping Ryker read the braile. She looked over seeing Percy holding Rowans hand, learning all about the hands on exhibits. She couldn't imagine anyone else she would spend her life with. Rowan, was her oth
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er half, her person. Her always. @lucraz
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Rowan Ashida BOT 26-Dec-22 07:34 AM
Rowan enjoyed the warm feeling Aspen imbued him with on the car ride over, already daydreaming a little about what tonight would entail and just precisely how she would spoil him. Especially if she wanted to tell the boys, that meant that she truly was ready, ready to trust him, and ready to believe that things could be fine. Now if there was an issue, if she believed that her father was coming back for her, there would be no late-night call, no frantically rushing over in the dead of night to console her. He would already be there for her and that meant just as much, if not more, to him than knowing she wanted to be closer to him. Now however was about the boys. Percy may have play groaned at Aspen’s assertion that he wasn’t to leave Rowan’s sight, but Rowan knew that Percy wouldn’t be going anywhere without him anyway. Leading him to the waterworks, Percy and Rowan quickly enjoyed splashing around with their hands, building dams and towers out of the blocks provided as water coursed around the building area. Giggling at Percy’s enthusiasm and joining in just as eagerly, Rowan then shot a glance back at Aspen and Ryker, grinning as she softly explained the dinosaur in front of them and seeing Ry’s face light up as she did. They all already felt like family. His family now. He had already been with Aspen for so long, but these last four years, tenuous as they were had felt truly special. Rowan knew that Aspen felt guilty for asking him to abandon his previous life, but Rowan had never once regretted it. Maybe he had left behind what he knew for the unknown, but all he had left behind was a cold and lonely life for one filled with warmth and love. That choice was the best one he had ever made and if he was kept up by anything late at night, it was by just how much happier he was now. blankspace
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“Come on Percy, let’s see if Aspen wants to take Ryker to the sounding exhibit now. I know we both want to see him experience that for the first time!” Rowan suggested, buoyed by Percy’s eagerness at the idea. He gently lead Percy back to the other two after making sure they were both dry enough. Tenderly embracing Aspen from behind as she stood back up, Rowan whispered in her ear, “I was wondering if you were ready to take Ryker to the special exhibit now? I can’t wait to see what he thinks of it.” He casually nuzzled his head against the top of Aspen’s taking a moment to simply enjoy holding her again, glad that he would have so many opportunities to do so going forward.
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 26-Dec-22 07:16 PM
While Rowan was off having an adventure with Percy, she stayed with Ryker guiding him through the anxiety of feeling, hearing and smelling all the new things. She held him tenderly, as she happily read him about the dinosaurs in front of them, gently guiding his hands to feel the textures of the sign that helped Ryker map out what the dinosaur looked like. Answering any and all questions that had his mind going a thousand miles an hour. Her favorite question Ryker seemed to be asking was what she saw, he wanted to know everything she saw, she was his eyes and he trusted her with his whole heart to be telling him the truth, that made her heart swell with pride. Aspen couldn't help but smile, so grateful they were able to provide a safe and proper life for the kids. Hearing Rykers giggles, she couldn't help but smile and remember a time when these giggles were so rare, and when the two were too afraid to make a noise. She remembered when her and Rowan graduated highschool, she had spent countless nights, sobbing against his shoulders worrying for the kids' well being. Afraid that they would grow up being afraid to do normal kid things, things that her father deemed annoying and not proper for his sons to do. Those nights she would beg Rowan to help her run far away from the Mafia lifestyle, making not only their lives better but his as well. And now they did it, they finally lived a life where Percy was allowed to be as hyper and chaotic as he could. And Ryker could be as sweet and tender hearted as he needed. She loved it. She loved waking up everyday, getting the kids ready for school, and packing Rowan a surprise lunch. Their new life was amazing; she couldn't have asked for a better life nor would she want a good life, her boys will forever be her top priority she will make sure every single one of them is well taken care of. The night they ran, the night she made the bold decision to kiss him, she promised Rowan she would always be there to take care of him,
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always and forever. All of those memories just made her excited to finally be able to tell the kids about her and Rowan. He has been in their lives since the Littles had been adopted, she was sure the kids would be excited to know that her and Rowan were actually together. Looking back at Ryker, she smiled, kissing his cheek happily. "Shall we go find Row Row and Perc?" She asked softly, not noticing Rowan and Percy coming to them, until she felt strong arms wrap around her. She leaned against him with a bright smile. "Yeah, I bet he would love the sound exhibit, we just need to make sure we hold him close, sudden noises may spook him." She reminded them, smiling happily as shebtried to nuzzle his head back, she was excited for the future, where they would be able to be more public with their affections. After a moment she carefully moved around him, that way she was able to wrap her arm around his waist. She looked up at Rowan just admiring him, he really was her best friend and she truly was blessed to have him in her life. Aspen hummed softly, looking to Percy as he asked if they could go play more, not really enjoying just standing around. "Yeah Perc, we can go. But give us a moment, we have to enjoy the fun things too." She teased giggling when Percy just took Rowan's hand sticking his tongue out her. Aspen giggled softly happily leading them to the sound exhibit, she was shocked when they entered the exhibit. The huge room was silent, which had multiple different areas that had headphones that provided different sounds. Turning to the sign next to the door she smiled and began to read to the kids and Row. "Here in the exhibit we have sectioned off different areas for families to experience different sounds, in these exhibits we have captured animals, vehicles, and people to give those a chance to learn these sounds without the overwhelming feeling of it all." She read with a soft smile looking at the kids. "Shall we listen to animal noises?"
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She asked curiously, laughing when they cheered for Rowan to pick. @lucraz
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Rowan Ashida BOT 27-Dec-22 06:58 AM
Laughing softly at Percy’s possessiveness of him, Rowan gave Aspen a large smile as Percy excitedly removed him from her affectionate hold. At the sound exhibit, he was a little surprised that the boys wanted him to pick so badly since it was mostly for Ryker’s experience and Rowan had expected to simply follow the family around as Aspen led the boys through the exhibit. Never one to back down from the little’s ferocious puppy dog expressions, he gave it some quick thought. “Well if Aspen wants to listen to the animals, that means we have to do something else. People sounds, seem like something we should work up to so let’s maybe try the vehicles then guys. I know you’ve asked to see me at the construction zone, so now you get to hear all the fancy gears and motors we have, probably at a more pleasant volume anyway.” Taking our time as we worked our way through each of the stations, Rowan simply watched the three light up in joy. Ryker and Percy at all the new experiences and Aspen at how happy her boys were. That expression always reminded Rowan of just how much he was in love with Aspen and why he had fallen in love all those years. Unable to help himself, he signaled to Percy to distract Ryker as they put the newest set of headphones on and pulled Aspen to himself. In the cool darkness of the room, the pleasant warmth of her body was a treat to embrace and Rowan soon found himself seeking her lips, his own gently playing over hers as he sought to impart his feelings for her. Breaking apart with a slight moan Rowan hugged Aspen as tightly as possible his hands gently caressing her back and tenderly running through her hair, enjoying its silky feeling. “Honestly I can’t tell if I want these moments to continue forever, or to wish that tonight would hurry up and come early.” Rowan softly murmured into Aspen’s ear. “The boys are just so precious, but we haven’t had a night alone in so long. I didn’t think this day would be so difficult on me.”
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 27-Dec-22 03:00 PM
Aspen laughed when Rowan said they had to do the opposite as she has suggested, she watched the excitement on the kids faces as she smiled more. "You three are so mischievous aren't you?" She giggled, happily following them to the area so the kids could listen to the different vehicle noises. Watching as Ryker would gasp when he recognized the sounds, then ask Rowan which ones he worked with. Watching as Percy would try and read about the different vehicles to Ryker, beaming with pride when he read through the entire paragraph without messing a word up. When Percy turned ro look at her, she made sure she praised them both for being so clever, feeling pride well up in her hearts, knowing that the boy's hard work has finally started to pay off. She raised an eyebrow watching as Percy gave Rowan a wide grin and a thumbs up, she became even more confused when he told her to go away, that he wanted to spend time with his little brother alone. Aspen paused. "Okay, but make sure you do not leave him." She said, softly, letting Rowan take her hand and lead her away. "That was so strange, normally he wants us there beside him in case Ry needs something. But I suppose it's okay, we aren't going far." She hummed softly, holding his hand in hers. She raised an eyebrow as she looked around the dark cool room, she was about to say something but stopped when she felt his lips on hers. She smiled gently, wrapping her arms around his neck, happily kissing him back, making sure she was able to show him just as much love as she could . Her heart fluttered, every time they made contact a spark would be sent through her, reminding her that she was madly in love with him. When he pulled away, Aspen watched her with a wide smile, gently resting her forehead on his as she listened to him. She felt bad for making him wait so long for one on one time, she knew why she waited so long, but it wasn't fair to Rowan that she made him wait that long, which just meant tonight would be the perfect
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night for them to tell the kids, then they could be as open with their affections as they could. Carefully tightening her hold on him she nodded, smiling softly as she moved her head so she could see him better. "I'm sorry I made you wait so long Rowan, I didn't realize how my fear had caused you to maybe feel a bit frustrated, how about we tell the boys at lunch, that way we can be lovey dovey the rest of the day." She smiled, placing a hand on his cheek as she smiled. "I promise from here on out, I will always be here to provide you a safe and caring home, I will give you more one on one time, and I will never let you forget how much i love you." She promised, gently placing a kiss on his cheek. "The boys are going to bed early, and we are going to have a memorable night tonight." She whispered, going back to kissing him again but stopped when she heard Percy yell "My sister said we can't talk to strangers go away!" Her heart stopped as she looked at Rowan with fear. "No….we were safe. " She whispered before she began to run to find the kids leaving Rowan behind, praying the boys were okay and in fact not hurt, or worse taken. @lucraz
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Rowan Ashida BOT 29-Dec-22 04:49 PM
“It’s not like you asking to wait, made me frustrated silly, I’m just excited for tonight as you are. So sure let’s tell the boys at lunch, honestly, I think that’ll make Percy’s day even more!” Rowan tried to say in reply to Aspen’s declaration of love, her assuring him that they would have more time with each other, more time for each other, now that they could show the world just how much they loved each other. That reply died on his tongue as he heard Pery’s yell. Aspen sprinted away before Rowan could join her, his own blood growing cold. Taking a second he checked that his insurance policy was where he had hidden it on his person, making sure it was loaded. After that brief second Rowan followed after her, his eyes on the shadows that had been a quiet place for the two of them just mere moments before. Now they felt like threats, safe spaces for those that had followed the both of them, those that wished them harm. Even the couple of seconds it took to check those corners felt like an eternity too long, even if it was to ensure their safety. When he finally came out of the room, he saw Aspen interposed between the boys and someone in a uniform of some kind. He could tell the boys were scared, Percy covering his little brother as Ryker began to cry at something happening that he couldn’t understand. Aspen was trying to be defiant, making sure that whoever this was he had to go through her to get to the littles, but he could see her shaking, the sudden realization that whom they ran from could be here, could be trying to hurt them still was running through her mind.
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blankspace “What’s going on?” Rowan yelled, his harsh voice piercing the air like a gunshot, demanding the attention of the man in front of his loved ones. “Hey, I was trying to make sure these two kids were okay.” The stranger replied, trying to be affable in the face of the two riled-up patrons and scared children. “I just wanted to make sure they weren’t lost and had their parents nearby. The museum wouldn’t want anything to happen to its guests after all.” “Of course, thank you for watching out for them,” Rowan said, slightly circling to pull the man’s attention away from the others while matching the stranger’s tone. Which the stranger’s eyes didn’t match. He was far too much on guard, his balance perfect as he kept his eyes focused on Rowan while still never losing track of Aspen. “I’m sorry we reacted like this, we just want to keep our kids safe you know? We’ll make sure to rate the museum highly for its safety when we get home okay.” Making sure the stranger fully left, Rowan went to pull the three of them into his arms, making quiet noises of comfort as he did his best to still his own trembling nerves. “Aspen let’s just go home now, okay?” He said, trying to get her to focus on him and his voice, trying to make sure her thoughts didn’t spiral out of control. “We’re fine, okay? The boys are right here, they aren’t going anywhere and nobody’s coming for them alright? We’re going to go home, we’re going to be safe and you’re going to take care of them like every other day because everything is fine.” Rowan continued, stroking Aspen’s hair as she pressed her face into his shoulder as he held her and the boys, trying to comfort Percy as he explained to Ryker what had happened, why his big sister had gotten so upset. @dead by ken light
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 30-Dec-22 04:47 AM
Aspen hid her face against Rowan's shoulder crying as silently as she possibly could, the adrenaline and straight anxiety that had just rushed through her body was enough to cause her lots of turmoil and panic, that she felt as if she would faint. She didn't know what she would have done if something would have happened to them, just the thought of something terrible happening to her brothers was too much for her to handle, especially on the anniversary of their escape. Tightening her hold on the back of Rowan's shirt she nodded, not able to form any words at the moment due to her emotions. Slowly she sat up, shakenly wiping her tears away as she looked at Rowan. "Y-yeah, let's go home please." She whispered, shakenly turning to the boys picking up Ryker holding him as close as she could, entering a state where she was bound and determined not to let Ryker go at all. She gave Percy a look that told him not to leave Rowan's side, and if he did he would be in trouble. Thankfully to her Percy didn't put up much of a fight, he held Rowan's hand staying close to him, he did however beg them not to leave the Museum, which Aspen quickly put to a stop by giving him a stern mom look. Meanwhile Ryker Clung to Aspen as if he was a Koala bear, making sure he would not be put down by his sister. Carefully tucking herself against Rowan side, she began to walk with her boys back to the van, eyes wide as she scanned the area, half expecting someone to jump out and take the boys from them, she knew it wouldn't happen, they had been in hiding for almost 4 years now, they were safe her and Rowan had made sure of this year's ago. She blamed her anxiety, it was always high and on edge when the anniversary came up, but hearing Percy yell had sent her over the edge. Once they were safely in the car, she carefully put the kids in their seats quickly, giving them a bunch of kisses and cuddles, promising them they would visit the museum again at a later date. Both kids were extremely distr
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aught, almost bursting into tears, very upset about the sudden change to their day, but Aspen quickly kissed their cheeks. "Well, if you both cry and pout we will have to put you to bed, and me and RowRow have a huge surprise for you both at home, but you have to promise to be sweet and not cry." She whispered, which Ryker quickly agreed to, but Percy was still very upset, reluctantly agreeing to go home. Aspen nodded carefully, getting into the passenger side carefully cradling her head in her hands, taking as many deep breaths before she sat up straight, laying her head back against the seat. She had planned an entire night for her and Rowan to do couple like things, but right now she didn't feel okay letting the kids out of her sight. She gently held Rowan's hand in hers, closing her eyes just letting his presence calm her. 'He was safe, she was safe, they were safe. no one was going to hurt and take the kids away, just relax and breathe' She kept reminding herself of these things, every so often tightening her hold on Rowan's hand, appreciating his hold on her, she loved him with all her heart and was thankful he knew how to.calm her down and make her feel safe. After a long moment of silence Percy took the opportunity to.break the silence, the boy chose to cause chaos. He suddenly said 'Row, did you know my sister has a Mega super gross crush on you? Like it's so bad she makes heart eyes at you all the time to the point she can't see correctly! I think she's weird and I don't want her to scare you away, like you're my best friend not hers.' Aspen tried so hard not to laugh, but she couldn't hold it I'm anymore when Ryker chimed in saying 'yeah, I agree. Row Row is mine' Aspen laughed holding a hand on her stomach as she did so, her brothers really knew how to turn a scary situation into something positive and fun. She smiled carefully, turning in her seat, continuing to hold his hand. "Is that so? Well I've known Row longer, and what if he liked me
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back? You can't tell him who he can and can't like you too, that's totally unfair to him." She giggled softly as she watched the two giving her matching mischievous. They continued to argue with her, which quickly brought her out of her anxious mood. The kids argued with Aspen the entire car ride telling her to stop being gross because 'girls are weird and have cooties.' She needed this. She needed the carefree conversations, the silly banter between her and her boys, this is what she wants, and she was so excited to have it. Once they arrived home, Percy took Ryker inside so they could plan more mischief leaving Aspen and Rowan in the car. Aspen took no time at all to quickly crawl on his lap, snuggling close to him, closing her eyes as she listened to his heart. "Thank you for everything Row, I promise we will be open and honest with the kids, and It will be you and me. Us and our boys forever, I love you so much and I am terrified of losing you. What happened at the museum made me realize we can't keep hiding, you called our kids and I love that I love the way that sounds."She whispered looking up at him with a soft smile, carefully sitting up kissing his lips. @lucraz
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Rowan Ashida BOT 02-Jan-23 03:43 PM
Rowan helped Aspen up as she agreed to go home, his heart wrenching at how much pain she was in, how what was supposed to be a special day for her had turned into a reminder of the danger they were in, of how fragile the safety of their family really was. He tried to think of something to say, some way to reassure Aspen and tell her that they would be alright. He couldn’t think of anything. So he simply followed her out, silently holding Percy’s hand as they left the museum. Rowan gave Percy’s hand a small squeeze as asked to stay, shaking his head no as Aspen gave him “the look”. Rowan saw Aspen scan the parking lot, a testament to just how badly her nerves had been rattled. But so had his, and Rowan couldn’t help but join in, wondering if every shadow held a surprise for them, a threat just for them. He had told her that they were safe, but Rowan had never truly known. They were likely to be safe, yes, but her father had power that the two of them never really understood. Aspen saw enough that she knew she had to leave, seeing Ryker injured and the kind of man she was supposed to marry had made her mind up. But Rowan had seen more. Not all thankfully or he would probably sleep even worse than he did. But that man never stopped when he wanted something. Never shied away from any approach that would bring him the prize that he sought. They were far away from him now, but only down the coast and that made it seem like they just hadn’t been a priority yet. He had sent down people, yes, but those were just probes, a way to see if she could just be brought back with minimal expenditure. blankspace
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Rowan knew her father wasn’t done yet. On the tense car ride back though, he did his best not to show it, reassuring Aspen as she held his hand, her tight grip betraying her still-frayed nerves. He couldn’t help but think though Do we need to move again? Aspen has built a life here and the boys finally seem comfortable. But is it safe? Is it safe? Percy blurting out Aspen’s crush on him, like Rowan didn’t already know, did bring a smile to his face. The shallow view of love from a thirteen-year-old and nine-year-old certainly was a refreshing way to calm his thoughts though, and it seemed to be working for Aspen also. He couldn’t remember the last time he thought of ‘cooties’ and even with his heavy heart, a small smile did make its way onto Rowan’s face. Aspen’s laughter only served to make his smile larger, the sound of her voice reminding him of why he was currently so worried. He loved her. Everything about her. How she smiled and laughed at the smallest things as if the very world brought her joy, the way she cared for the boys as if they were the entire universe to her. That only made him want to protect her more though. To make sure that smile was never tarnished, to ensure that her laugh never faded. Pulling into Aspen’s driveway, Rowan was surprised when Aspen sent the boys ahead into the house. He had figured that she wouldn’t want to let either of them out of her sight. He certainly enjoyed the feeling of her presence as she crawled into his lap, the way her head nuzzled against his chest made him want to never let her go. He stroked her hair as she proclaimed how much she loved him and her desire to be open again, in spite of everything that had just happened, in fact, because of everything that had just happened. He accepted her kiss, his own lips tenderly holding hers for a second, yet as she pulled away, beaming up at him, Rowan’s heart broke at what he felt he had to say. “I know you wanted this tonight Aspen, but just as you’re terrified of
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losing me, I could never handle losing you. You say we shouldn’t hide, but that’s the only thing keeping us safe right now.” Rowan’s eyes were downcast as he denied the very thing he wanted, his own heart screaming as refused everything he had wanted for the past four years, no damn near the past decade at this point. His heart might scream at him, but the voices from his head won out, the alarm that had been triggered not so easily going away. “I don’t think I can stay here tonight, Aspen. I think I have to take steps to make sure we’re safe.” @dead by ken light
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 02-Jan-23 07:07 PM
Aspens heart shattered, hearing Rowan deny the thing they have wanted for years hurt it was like a slap in theit faces. She slowly sat up looking at him with wide hurt eyes. "oh." That was all she could say, she didn't know what to do, she knew he needed to make sure they were safe, but she was heart broken they had to go back to hiding to just wanted them to feel safe and more opened in sharinf their love. Carefully crawling back to the passenger seat, she quickly wiped the tear off of her cheek and gave him a smile. "Its okay! Don't worry about it. We....we can have another date night later." She promised carefully opening the door. Her voice had cracked as she had spoken, she was tryely upset and wanted nothing more then to cry. She was so tired of living their lives in fear, she was tired of having to look both ways before she could get the kids to school, tired of worrying someone would be there to take them. Shaking her head she sighed, she couldn't worry about that right now, she had to keep the boys happy, she had to prepare lunch for them all. She had things to do, she can't fall apart right now. Walking inside she went straight to the kitchen, going to work trying to make lunch for the kids, reminding herself what they all would and wouldn't eat, she didn't notice when Ryker made his way into the kitchen, wrapping his arms around her trying to make her feel calm again. Aspen sighed, gently running her fingers through his hair "Hey baby, I'm okay. You go hang out with Percy and RowRow." She said softly. She expected Ryker to agree and leave her, but instead he asked her the most heart breaking question. 'Do we have to move again?' She let some tears fall, picking him up, holding him as tightly as she could. "I don't know baby we might, but I don't want you to worry, let me and Row do the worrying. You just focus on being a kid and being rhe cutest little boy you can be" He whispered kissing his cheek gently, carrying him towards the livingroom, si
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tting him beside Percy. Once the two were settled, she grabbed Rowans hand pulling him into the bathroom closing the door. "Rowan, i...I think we may need to move again." She admitted sadly, gently holding his hand in hers as she sighed heavily. "I don't want too, and I know you don't either but...I don't want us living in fear again. What if they are here with us? What if they found us?" She asked anxiously as she hugged herself tightly. "O-or should we wait? Rowan I don't want to keep hiding ." She said letting her tears fall Aspen was tired, all she wanted was to live a peaceful life with her boys, watching them grow up and experience the joys of life. Going to bed next to Rowen and waking up beside him, snuggling on the sofa while they talked about their day. She just wanted to be the best partner and mom to them all, but with the current events happening she didn't know If that woukd ever happen. "I dont want it to be another four years Row, I don't think I can handle it." She said begging to cry, placing her head in her hands as she sobbed softly. Life wasn't fair, but their life seemed exhausting and completely unfair to them. "Why is can't my father leave us alone? I don't want to marry that man, I love our life why does he have to ruin it?" She asked a soft cry. @lucraz
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Rowan Ashida BOT 09-Jan-23 05:33 PM
It was hard to see how Aspen reacted to what he had said. Rowan wanted to pull her back into his lap as she crawled off, wanted to call out to her as she left the car while trying to hold herself together. But anything he tried to say in his head felt fake even there. Rowan was scared. He had wanted what this day had entailed more than anything else in his life, but this scare, seeing one of her father’s agents like this? It had shaken him more than he had realized back at the museum. He liked what they had made here, the fact that Aspen was finally willing to be with him openly spoke to that. How he should protect that, was the question that he’d been going over in his head during the drive back and Rowan just hadn’t come up with an answer yet. Slowly following Aspen out of the car he watched her beeline towards the kitchen, most likely seeking some normalcy in all the responsibilities that wouldn’t stop for anything, much less the end of their world. Sitting down with Percy in the living room, Rowan settled his arm around the young boy. Neither of them said anything, the sensitive young boy feeling Rowan’s pensive attitude and simply cuddling into his side. Rowan gave him a small smile, if a strained one, at the show of comfort from the young man. He had been too young last time to truly understand what was going on when they fled to here the first time and likely unable to understand why, but he still remembered what happened. The look he was giving Rowan now showed that as clear as day. But all Rowan could do was hold him a little tighter, try to use his warmth to convey comfort. He had no words for the boy. They both knew the question Percy so clearly wanted to ask, but neither of them wanted to hear, or say, the answer they both felt was true. When Aspen tearfully entered the room carrying Ryker, Rowan jumped up off the couch to see what was wrong. Not wanting to interrupt her, he let her finish comforting Ryker as she placed him on the couch next to Percy
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, where Rowan had been seconds earlier. Before he could even speak though, Aspen took his hand and pulled him to the bathroom, to try and be out of earshot of the boys. As she told him her tearful thoughts, he simply held her close, her own questions and fears mirroring his quite closely. “I-I don’t truly know why that man can’t simply let us go Aspen. Maybe it’s his ego, perhaps there’s some plan he has that requires you. I don’t know if it truly matters though. We both knew that he wouldn’t stop looking for us,” Rowan said, trying to find some way to comfort her, but his words felt like ash in his mouth, nothing more than cold comfort, the efforts of simply trying to think out loud. “I agree we need to do something, Aspen. I know it hasn’t been long since the boys got settled, but it seems like we truly aren’t safe here anymore.” Rowan placed his hand on Aspen’s cheek wiping some of the tears away as he looked into her eyes, his own full of doubt and fear of the situation at hand. “I can try and protect us Aspen, but we would still need to hide. Move around town, so they couldn’t track you down. I don’t think I would be able to see you either. The risk of them following me and using me to track you down would be too great.” It sounded even worse out loud than in his head. “The other option I see, is yeah, just moving again. It might only buy us another four years, but that’s four more years together at least Aspen. We just, we can’t fight him. He has too much that we don’t.” Rowan finished lamely, his bitterness at the situation welling up the back of his throat, the reaffirmation that they lived their lives at the whims of a cruel and powerful man causing Rowan’s own tears to fall. Left with nothing else to say, he simply clutched Aspen tight to him, trying to feel as if holding her in his arms would make everything okay. @dead by ken light
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 11-Jan-23 11:13 PM
Aspen tightened her hold on Rowan, listening to every single word he said, without fail not allowing herself to not hear his words. Closing her eyes as he held her tightly as her heart fell into her stomach, when he said he couldn't see her was not an option, she was not going to allow that to happen. Carefully tightening her hold on Rowan she gave a nod looking at him, carefullt wiping his tears away. "I...I think we need to move out of country, maybe that can buy us eight years. Then we can find people who can actually help us, get apart of the witness protection program something." She said with a look at him, gently holding his face in her Hands. Her eyes were full of compassion and love for him, her heart hurt seeing him so scared as well. She didn't want him to feel scared, and she was going to work as hard as she could to give her boys the life they all deserve. She gently rested her forehead against his, closing her eyes as she took a soft deep breath, trying to guide him to follow her breathing. They needed the moment to catch their breaths and think straight, and make they had a game plan that way they could start planning for a safe rought to find and make a home. "What if we went somewhere completely unexpected. They would assume we would go to scortland, because that's where my mom's from, amd they may assume we'd go to Japan because of some of our friends. What if we hid in Brazil? It's a huge country we can hide in some villages that are most populated with foreigners so we don't stick out, but also are very hidden?" She offered carefully brushing his hair back as she gave him a small tiny smile. "We will live near the water which the kids love, be together which we all want, and most importantly we will be safe, then we can find people who can help us be safe and hide from him." She whispered, gently kissing his cheeks. "We don't have to make a decision now, but I think we need to think about it and talk about it. If not tonight then tomorrow.
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Because Roy, it might be selfish, but I am not willing to give you up." She said tears welling up her eyes while she gave him a serious look. "I dont want you to leave, I want us to be together freely, I don't care how dangerous it is Row, I love you. Please don't let us wait anymore." She whispered letting her tears fall. "If we have to continue yo hide it publicly that's fine, but I don't want to hide when we are behind closed doors. Infront of our boys, I want us to be free to express ourselves. Forget that horrible man, I am tired of hiding. And if it means I have to go get him and take care of him I will." Aspen was tired, tired of constantly hiding living their lives in fear. All she wanted them to be safe. She carefully rested her head on his shoulder, crying ever so quietly just needed to held in his arms. She just wished she could take them all to a far away location where they could live their lives in peace, her being home to clean and make dinner and take care of the kids, while Row worked and came home and she cared for him, or even the other way around. Anything would be better then them constantly living in fear. Before she could ask Rowan his opinion about the new move, the bathroom door opened revealing the two kids both in tears as they looked at the adults. "Asp RowRow, we will move and not fight we promise don't leave Row." Aspens heart broke gently picking up Ryker leaving Percy rushing to Rowan, she didn't relize they could hear their words, or maybe she had spoke to loudly. All she knew was she should of done better and stayed quieter, as to not worry the kids. "Babies he's not leaving, we didn't want you to hear any if this, you both are too little to have to worry?" She said, carefully putting an arm around Rowan, gently pulling him close. "Dee breaths you two, do you really think I'd let him run away from us? Come on who do you think I am, a lady? " She said trying to lighten the mood, which seemed to work a bit, because the two gave+
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Her a weepy giggle. "Of course not, but this means me and Row are going to need a you both to be on your beat behavior while we come up with a game plan. So you both are going to have lunch and take nap okay?" She asked softly. Ryker seemed to be content with her works and promise to be good. But Percy on the other hand had another round of tears as he shook his head. The questions he had been pondering began to spill out of him, causing the poor guy to hyperventilate slightly as he tried to ask Row the questions. Aspen looked to Rowan with wide scared eyes. She knew the two were closer, but she didn't know how to help. So she quickly lead the two to her bedroom, getting a weighted blanket to wrap around them so they could have a family meeting, and they to help each other calm down @lucraz
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Rowan Ashida BOT 15-Jan-23 01:26 PM
Aspen was so strong. Even as Rowan, choked through his own thoughts about their future together, she was trying to work solutions alongside him as well as trying to calm him down. As she explained what she thought, he simply let her touch anchor him to reality, the reality that included their love and most importantly her. He wasn’t sure if she was right, moving out of the country would be hard financially, and being such obvious outsiders might isolate them as well as make it easier for her father to track them down. But the important part was that they would go together. Rowan had wanted to try and protect the three of them and he was simply scared of what that might entail. He didn’t want them to see the violence that had been part of his life before this and he wasn’t so sure that anything he did like that would even be enough. He felt so powerless to help, to truly change anything about their situation. Rowan knew that if he said that, Aspen would probably chide him, saying how he didn’t need to shoulder their burdens all alone. But even as she did she’d just end up trying to shoulder his and take care of him also. They both matched each other like that. So he just held her back as she held him, enjoying the small touches she gave him, her beautiful tenderness always so apparent in what she did. He was just about to speak, to tell Aspen that she was right and that he’d stay with them, just as the boys opened the door, wondering if he’d leave and truly shaming him that he’d ever thought that leaving to protect them was the right idea. So he let go of Aspen for a moment, holding Percy’s hands as he tearfully asked him if he was leaving, if that moment together on the couch was supposed to be their last. blankspace
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“No Perc, I’m not leaving. Your big sis is pretty smart and she told me why I had to stay. So let’s go and talk about what we’re going to do okay? All of us together.” Rowan said as comfortingly as possible, mirroring how Aspen had treated him just moments before. So he led the young teen into the bedroom as Aspen scooped Ryker up in her arms again. So the four of them sat on the bed together as Aspen wrapped them in a blanket, the heat and feel of each other’s bodies reassuring each other that they were with each other. “First guys, Aspen is right I’m not going anywhere today.” He said, trying to smile while holding the three people he loved most in his arms. “We do need to figure out exactly what we’re going to do from here on out, but you two don’t need to worry okay? We both know that you’ll do everything you two can to help us and that means the whole world to us. I know I can’t tell you two not to worry, but I will ask you both to trust us.” Looking into Aspen’s eyes now, the mix of fear, worry, and love playing out on her face Rowan leaned over and kissed her, a simple touch of his lips upon hers, but his face truly showing a new resolve. “I love your sister more than anything else and nothing could ever tear us apart. So whatever happens it’ll never mean that we’ll be separated okay? Because how much we love each other and you two means that our family is the most important thing in this entire universe and we all know how much Aspen holds on to what and whom she loves,” Rowan finished, leaning over to kiss Aspen once more as the boys giggled with childish teasing. “I have to say Aspen, I don’t know if trying another country will work though,” Rowan said, his voice softer as if not to involve the boys on his lap. “It was a lot of money to get where we are and I don’t know if we can pull the same stunt again. I don’t know if I’m crazy, foolish, or just too optimistic, but the place where the most people who could help us might just be where we came from.
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 17-Jan-23 12:13 PM
Aspen gave a small nod, carefully laying on the bed with her boys, holding them close as she listened to Rowan. She felt so much guilt that the kids had been scared about Rowan leaving, she had meant to whisper, but to see how upset Percy was, she knew she didn't do her job in keeping them safe. Instead she caused a mass panic, causing her 13 year old to break down in tears, terrified his best friend would be leaving him for good. This wasn't one of her proudest big sister moments, but she really was Grateful Rowan was there. There to be another figure the boys could look up too, especially for Percy to look up too. She gently held Ryker close, providing him some much needed comfort, watching and listening to Rowan agreeing with everything he was saying. Rowan truly had a way with his words, a way to make them all feel safe and confident, not just for her, but for their boys. She watched as the once Hysterical Percy calmed down as he leaned into Rowan's arms, looking up at him with wide eyes trusting everything he was being told. It warmed her heart, carefully wiping his tears away to help him know everything would be alright. That neither Rowan or her would allow anything bad to happen, she gave a sad smile listening to Percy trying to challenge their words, trying to find a flaw in the plan of them not leaving them. She knew Percy struggled with this terrifying cycle, trying his best to believe their words but then letting his mind tell himself they were lying. She wasn't sure why he went through this cycle of doubt, but she would do anything she could to make them stop and go away. "But you said today, that means you'll leave tomorrow." Percy had whimpered out, his tears threatening to fall again. Aspen carefully took Percy's hand. "Breath Perc,font listen to the scary thoughts baby, Rowan has to go back to his Apartment, he's got to take care of things, remember he always comes back to us. Always and forever." She whispered, gently reminding him, as she caref
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ully gave his hand a gentle squeeze. "Did you hear RowRow? He said We are going to figure out what to do together. " "No one is going to be left behind, I promise you." She whispered gently, petting his hair, looking up to Rowan giving him a small smile, allowing him to keep going. Listening to him talk about him and Aspen needing to figure out their next steps, and how the Boys needed to focus on not worrying. She had to agree, she didn't want the boys to worry, even if she knew they would. She expected the kids to argue with Rowan about wanting to help in the most important decisions, even if they didn't know what was happening they wanted to be Brave and independent like that. but what she wasn't expecting was when Rowan leaned over to kiss her. Aspen's face went from anxious and worried to shocked and Flustered, the soft kiss left her wanting to kiss him again, to hold him in her arms and pretend that their entire world wasn't ending. She looked at Rowan and almost melted, he had her heart, and he was hers forever. Her eyes didn't leave his, until she heard the kids gasping, looking to the kids she smiled Seeing Ryker looking confused but happy, and Percy completely shocked but excited. Neither kid looked anxious or scared anymore, but happy and thrilled. Her blush becoming more and more obvious as he spoke, she couldn't help her smile growing as he talked to the boys, she couldn't believe they were telling them.
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Aspen couldn't help but laugh, in a situation like this they needed a good laugh, and thankfully the two Littles gave it to them. Ryker awed at them, calling them cute while Percy gasped saying 'you kissed my sister!'. Two completely different reactions, but totally right for the correct kid. She smiled softly, holding Rowan's hand, happily returning the kiss when he leaned over the kids to get to her. She smiled gently, placing a hand on his cheek happily. "I love you so much." She whimpered softly, gently resting their foreheads together. Listening to him talk about them both being able to move out of the country she nodded, she understood financially they couldn't do it, and maybe that would be a good thing she wasn't sure if the kids would be able to handle a whole new culture right now. But her heart sank when he offered for them to go back, wouldn't they get caught if they did go back. She took a deep breath nodding. "Who would we stay with? Where would we stay? there's a lot of scary possibilities about going back " She whispered to Rowan, making sure the kids stayed busy, trying to move Rowan off of them. "But…if you think it's our safest option I trust you full heartedly." If she was being honest she was terrified. Terrified that as soon as they entered New York her dad would be there to take them back and Hurt Rowan, but there could be a small chance he wouldn't, he wouldn't expect them to come back soon would he? All the possibilities running through her head was enough to cause her a lot of anxiety. She looked at her boys and took a deep breath, as long as they wrote together everything would be okay she had to believe that. She carefully held Ryker closer. "I'm with you Row, forever and always." She whispered trying to make this an intimate moment, but Percy butted in telling her 'sorry, Row is mine not yours.' She just smiled softly, Maybe everything would work out in their favor, the kids seemed excited that Row was with them. She had a strong fe
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eling that everything would be okay, and that was so refreshing. "Sorry, he's all mine." She teased laughing at the uproar of 'no mine.' They needed this, her and Row would continue their serious talk when the boys would be asleep, for now she was going to enjoy this moment, not letting the unknown sour it. @lucraz
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Rowan Ashida BOT 21-Jan-23 06:54 PM
I know it’s scary to consider going back to New York, but those questions would be the same wherever we go Aspen. And while it might not be a good idea to contact anyone before going back, at least there we will know some people at least.” Rowan said to try and reassure her. “I’m not going to sit here and say it’s the best idea in the world, but out of the options we actually have? I think it’s the best one of those. After all, if we ever want to stop running, we’ll have to stop your father somehow.” As Aspen leaned back in Rowan smiled back at her, at least for the brief moments they had before the boys butted in. As Aspen teased back and forth with them, the lighter attitude she usually had came back, at least a little, in the wake of her brother’s innocence. It was scenes like this that bolstered him too, even if he was scowling at Percy a little bit for his interruption. They had a deal after all! blankspace
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As the laughter continued, Percy only emboldened by Rowan’s scowl, Rowan picked everyone up and announced, “Well that settles that for now, but the day is only half over so I say we need some lunch!” Picking up both of the boys, throwing Percy over his shoulder while cradling Ryker more gently in his arms, he strode towards the kitchen amidst their protest at being treated like the kids they were, Aspen trailing behind, still laughing at the scene in front of her. Sitting them down at the table Rowan told them to stay put while he got some snacks out to hold them over until he was finished cooking. Thankfully Aspen was used to having the ingredients to the one dish he could make on hand, so Rowan quickly sliced an apple and grabbed some juice for the littles as Aspen got out the ingredients for chicken tikka masala. blankspace
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After giving the boys their small snack and softly asking Percy to look after his little brother, Rowan headed back into the kitchen where Aspen had already put on her apron. Coming up behind her and wrapping his arms around her, he simply held her in a soft hug for a moment. After a while, he gently whispered into her ear, “We’ll have to talk about details for the move later, but today I just want to give you back the day we should have had together. I’m sorry for saying that I should leave when it’s obvious now how that would have harmed you three. So I promise Aspen today and tonight I’m all yours and the world can just wait for us. At least for one day.” With another gentle kiss to Aspen’s neck, Rowan slowly broke from their hug, his hands gently moving around her body, caressing her with the love that poured out from him. With another final kiss on the nape of her neck, Rowan finally broke free and began to make lunch, chopping up the delicious veggies before working on the start of the sauce. @dead by ken light
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 31-Jan-23 03:39 PM
Aspen smiled widely, this was all she dreamed of. Waking up to Rowan and the kids, getting them ready for the day, not worrying about what was going to happen to them. She just hoped they could be like this forever. Smiling more, she watched as Rowan picked the boys up, carrying them to the living room. She couldn't help but laugh at Percy's protesting to be put down, while Ryker just laid his head on Rowan's shoulder with a wide smile. It was a sight she wanted to keep forever, but for the moment she needed to get things out so they could start lunch, so while Rowan got the boys comfortable, she went to get the Ingredients out and ready. Feeling arms wrap around her, Aspen gently leaned against him happily, blushing softly as he kissed her neck. She hummed, closing her eyes as she listened to him talk. "We will talk about the details I promise, and I'll listen to everything you say and like the first time we will come up with the perfect plan." She whispered, carefully Turning her head to rest on his, smiling softly as she snuggled close to him, allowing him to shower her in love. She looked at him sadly, she didn't want him to feel bad about saying what he had to say, she knew if it came down to it he may have too, even if none of them wanted him to leave, if he needed them to be safe he would do what he needed. And Aspen completely trusted him with her life. Before he pulled away, she turned around and kissed him deeply on the lips, holding his face in her Hands as she smiled. "Don't apologize Row, you had the best interest at heart. Yes we don't want you to leave, but we also trust you with all our hearts that you know what will need to happen. But don't think we will let you go without lots of tears and maybe some guilt tripping." She teased, gently giving him another kiss. Her smile widened when he promised he was theirs for at least the day, she gently rested their foreheads together as she whispered "lucky for us after our adventure this morning, Ryker w
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ill be napping soon, and if we make him sit still long enough he'll be out like a light." She smiled, kissing him again, before she let him go. Aspen smiled doing her best to help him make their lunch, humming softly as she looked at Rowan, watching him work his magic as he made lunch. She couldn't help the smile that grew on her lips. She loved watching him cook, and loved every creation he would make. She gently hugged him from behind, giving him a gentle squeeze. "I love you, you know that right?" She smiled, kissing his cheek happily. Once the food was done she carefully helped carry it to the dining room, so they all could get the kids fed. But a few seconds later with a soft smile, carefully showing him her phone, which had a photo of the two boys sleeping soundly on the sofa. Ryker curled up behind a pillow, and Percy laying against the arm of the sofa. "Well, change of plans. They have already fallen asleep, looks like I was right, we both wore them out this morning. So you know what that means ?" She teased gently, wrapping her arms around him with a smile. "Just you and me, let's have our delicious lunch, set the two up in my bed then we have the entire house to ourselves." She smiled carefully wrapping her arms around his neck. "I'm all yours." @lucraz
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Rowan Ashida BOT 09-Feb-23 06:47 PM
Aspen’s affirmation of his plan and her assurance that they would come up with the best plan they could between themselves helped set Rowan even more at ease. This day had already been a tumultuous mess of feelings, from how he had shown up expecting a family gathering to finding out that Aspen was finally ready for something more. The scare at the museum had really messed with him, however, with a panicked need to try to protect those dear to him in whatever way he could. Granted panic was never the best mental state to try and make plans from, but that just showcased why he shouldn’t have even thought of going off alone. They were a pair. So when Aspen tenderly promised that while she and the boys would understand, they’d never want to see him go, he couldn’t help but laugh along with her playful comment about guilt-tripping him if he’d tried. Right now nothing could be furthest from his mind, and he was pretty sure that the three of them putting on their best puppy dog eyes would melt him in an instant. So as Aspen let him go, Rowan simply basked in the warmth of the afternoon and made his own little slice of home for everyone. Just going through all the familiar steps with the woman he loved so dearly by his side was enough to make the day for him. “Of course, I know that you love me, Aspen, you show and tell me every time you see me.” Rowan teased as Aspen took the chance to hold him from behind this time. “But don’t you ever stop doing so, and every time you tell me that you love me, I’ll be sure to tell you that I love you back.” blankspace
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With a gentle squeeze of Aspen’s hand, Rowan signaled to her to let him go, just for a second or two, so he could make the finishing touches and they could bring dinner out to the boys, who just had to be starving by now. Before he could finish bringing out his half, the adorable sight of the two brothers sleeping on the couch appeared before him. Both unwilling to wake the young boys so dear to his heart and eager to go along with Aspen’s suggestion, Rowan set the food back down on the small table in the kitchen, where the two of them could have their quiet lunch together. After their quiet talk about small and innocent things, Rowan gently carried the boys up into Aspen’s bed, since at least Ryker would make his way there before the morning if left unattended, as she finished up the dishes and stored the boys’ portion away. As Rowan crept back down the stairs after tucking the boys in, he saw Aspen still not quite finished with the dishes yet. As was quickly becoming a habit between the both of them, he continued his silent walk over to her, surprising her once again as he wrapped his arms around her. As she gave a quick yelp of surprise, he pulled her back into him, wanting to feel every bit of her that he could. With a deep kiss against her neck, “Earlier today you kept saying how tonight was going to be special, but I think that with both Percy and Ryker asleep now maybe we should move that up a little bit?” He asked, a slight huskiness and neediness creeping into his voice. Immediately after asking her, Rowan’s mouth returned to Aspen’s neck, delivering deep and passionate kisses all along her throat, wandering up to her jaw and ear while occasionally heading back around to the nape of her neck. With this, his hands began to move, no longer simply holding her tightly to him but rather roaming the soft curves of her body. blankspace
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“I wouldn’t mind spending some time relaxing together, of course, there was that movie that you kept saying you were going to show me if we ever had time, but I don’t want to hide anymore either,” Rowan said, slightly panting from the physical affection he was showering on her. “So that means I want to show you just how much I love you, in every way I can.” @dead by ken light
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 16-Feb-23 09:07 PM
Aspen smiled widely, happily holding him in her arms, as he began to feel around her body, humming softly she smiled widely holding him closer. Enjoying his openness for affection, she couldn't help but crave more of it. "You know what, I would love that. We have a few hours just you and me, so let's have some time relaxing and reminding each other how much we love each other, we can always watch the movie tonight with no interruptions, for now you're mine." She whispered trying to kiss him deeply. "The guest room is opened and all ours so let's ditch the living room, and go have some one on one time." She smiled, gently taking his hand leading him to the guest room, which thankfully was away from the master bedroom. She smiled carefully closing the door behind them, looking at Rowan with a smile. Walking over to him she carefully got onto the bed and smiled "ready?" She asked with a smile, carefully pulling him onto the bed. respectful fade to black 😅 Aspen laid her head down on Rowans chest, she couldn't wipe the smile she had off her face, that wad the most thrilling they had ever done. She looked up at Rowan, gently reaching up to place a hand on his cheek, smiling softly. "I love you so much Row, that is never going to change it will only grow?" She promised using the pad of her thumb to gently pet his cheek. "I'm gald we finally were able to do this love, to openly express our love." She smiled carefully moving so she was laying ontop of him, looking down as she smiled. "Maybe we should do this more often, put the kids to bed early and we come in here to have some fun." She teased, gently kissing his jaw ever so softly, wrapping her arms around him. Laying there with him, just made her feeling for him more real. It also gave her a glimpse into their future, not worrying about having people take the boy. Just finslly being a family. Carefully tightening her hold on him she smiled, kissing his cheek. "I'll never leave you baby, I promise you I will
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always be by your side, no matter what." She whispered holding him close as she smiled @lucraz
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Rowan Ashida BOT 27-Feb-23 08:27 PM
Rowan lay basking in the aftermath of the moment, simply enjoying Aspen’s company as they both basked in the afterglow of their physical intimacy. He smiled back at her as she lovingly stroked his cheek, kissing her palm in affirmation of their shared love, and smiled even wider as she suggested doing this more often. “Don’t worry my love, I know just how much you want to be with me and I hope you can tell just how much I want to be with you as well,” he replied, stroking her back as she lay on top of him, their forms feeling so natural pressed together as if closeness was the truest language they could speak to each other and the words only secondary in that expression. Softly pulling her head back so he could kiss her once more, he put that into practice as his tongue sought hers, bringing them closer still as their hearts beat together, the rhythm pounding loudly with the emotion of the two lovers. Rowan slowly withdrew his lips from hers, lovingly gazing up at her as he did so, though he quickly flipped her over so he was above her. With a playful laugh, he kissed her cheek, grinning at her surprise and shocked face. “As much as I’d love to spend the rest of the afternoon and evening in bed with you my dear, the day does still have a little bit in store for us.” “Think you can handle the boys for an hour or two while I go get some stuff from my apartment?” He asked, playfully booping her nose before continuing. “I know I said I’d stick by all of you, but getting a couple of things for at least a couple of nights might make that more real. Though I suppose if you just can’t stand to be away for me for an hour or two, you and the boys could come with me if you’d like?” @dead by ken light
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 28-Feb-23 09:45 PM
She smiled gently kissing his nose. "I can tell baby, and I am so happy that we are finally able to be opened about it. I'm excited to show you how much I love you everyday, to hold you, to kiss you. But this just means I also get to tease you as much as I can." She giggled happily, giving him soft kisses on his lips. As he gently stroked her back, she couldn't help but relax into him, happily giving him as many kisses as he wanted. If it was up to her she wouldn't stop, she coukd spend all day with him. Snuggling in bed, cuddling, kissing anything they could. But when he pulled away she couldn't help but give him a pout. "I suppse your right, we do have the rest od the afternoon and evening. Ans the kids should be awake soon." She replied, sitting up looking down at him with a smile. "Besides, the sooner we get the afternoon done with we can watch our movie." She smiled, getting out of the bed, changing back into her clothes she had been wearing. She giggled softly as he booped her nose. Giving him a pouty look she smiled. "Of course I can handle them, but I would definitely love to join you in yout adventure to the apartment. And you know for a fact is Percy finds out your going to the apartment he will want to go too." She smiled, carefully putting her hair in a messy bun. Once they were both dressed, she began took his hand, leading him out of the guest room and to her room where the kids were. She smiled softly, seeing Percy still dead asleep under the coverd, and Ryker rubbing his eyes as he started to wake up. Making her way over, she gently kissed Rykers cheeks. "Goodmorning Ry, sleep well?" She added listening to him, talk about his dream he had. She hummed picking up the little, holding his close as he talked. "No way, you and Row were on am adventure? Did you find anything?" She asked carefully fixing his hair, laughing when he said they found a giant peanut butter and jelly sandwich. "Oh my , I bet RowRow would enjoy that." She giggled , givi
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ng Rowan a wink, as she moved over to Percy, trying to wake him up. But it seemed the kid did not want to wake up, and made it known when he told her to go away. @lucraz
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Rowan Ashida BOT 04-Mar-23 08:45 PM
Rowan gazed lovingly at Aspen as she climbed out of bed, after agreeing with his idea. Granted he would have loved to stay in bed with the love of his life all evening as well, but he certainly didn’t enjoy the idea of being interrupted as they did so. Mostly by the littles but he doubted that Aspen would enjoy waking up with him as he lacked clean clothes and all of his things for his morning routine. So he slid out of bed after her, giving her a peck on the cheek as he gave her another quick hug before she finished dressing. After finding the rest of his clothes he followed Aspen out, smiling as she took his hand, even the trip to the bedroom the kids were sleeping in too long to be without contact. Well, he agreed so his grin stayed wide as they entered the room to witness two sleepy boys. As usual, Aspen’s tender way with Ryker was as adorable as ever, her eyes so intent on him as he told her the story of his dream, his excited giggling over what happened in it utterly infectious. Percy however was certainly becoming more and more of a teenager with each passing day, clinging to the sheets as if his life depended on it, even if it was just waking from an afternoon instead of rising before school. But while Aspen may be the most caring and tender guardian for her littlest brother, Rowan liked to take a more… boisterous attitude with the older one. So after waiting for Aspen to get Ryker clear, Rowan grabbed the sheets with an evil smile, anticipating Percy’s reaction in the next few seconds as he ripped them off of him while loudly shouting, “It’s time to wake up Peeerrrrccyyyyyy!!” laughing as the teen jolted awake. blankspace
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“Come on man, your sister said it was time to get up and I thought big kids didn’t need naps anyway,” he joked as Percy started to grumble and complain, his stink eye already well-practiced from the two’s continual antics. “Complain all you want kid, if you really want to sleep more that’s fine, you’ll just have to miss out on coming to my apartment with the rest of us then,” he teased, smirking as Percy’s sullen sleepiness immediately turned into a slightly panicked whining at the prospect of being left behind. “Well get dressed then and once your sister has finished with Ryker, we’ll all be on our way then,” Rowan said, gesturing at how Ryker had already been half-dressed by Aspen during the preceding antics. As Percy rushed to his own room, Rowan gave Aspen a kiss on the head, saying, “I’ll get the car started if you want to meet me downstairs with the boys. It shouldn’t take me too long to grab some stuff for a couple of days, so hopefully, we don’t need anything else to go there.” @dead by ken light
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Aspen O'Connor BOT 04-Mar-23 11:53 PM
Aspen laughed softly, watching Percy race out of the room, she couldn't help the way her heart melted, watching Rowan interact with him. "You both I swear. I'll wake up tomorrow I'll wake up to two teenagers instead of one." She teased, blushing softly when Rowan kissed her forehead. "Yeah we will meet you in the car." She smiled softly gently kissing his cheek back. She held Rykers hand, encouraging him to be independent and walk down the stairs, telling Rowan to go around them and Percy to hurry before they leave without him. But what she didn't expect, was for Ryker to wait until he heard Rowans heaven footsteps leave him alone with her, to ask her a question she hadnt expected the little to ask. 'Do you think I'll ever be friends with RowRow, like you and Percy is?' Aspen paused, the question had taken her by suprise. She knew it wasn't a secret that Ryker had a hard time connecting with Percy and Rowan. Rowan made sure he treated the kids the same way, and showed gis love for them equally. So this question was a complete shock. "What do you mean Ry, Row sees you as his friend just like Percy. What makes you think he isn't?" She asked gently picking him up to hold him close. Her heart broke listening as the little explained, how he felt like he couldn't be Rowans friend because he couldn't see, so how and why would Row take him on adventures. She was going to quickly stop this thought of sadness, no way was she going to allow thay to continue. "Now yous stop that, Ry just because your Blind doesn't mean anything baby, if anything it makes you alot cooler." She said kissing his cheek. "I mean think about it, your sense of smell is amazing! You were able to smell the rain storm just in time, RowRow didn't get wet from the storm. And your hearing ! When we play hide and seek you heard Percy's tapping!" She smiled jumping off the last step causing the other to laugh. "Oh! And don't get me started on your Prank you pull on Row, remember you put your h
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ands on his cheeks and whisper in a creepy voice I see sick people" She said in creepy voice, smiling as his laughs became more frequent and joyous. Which ment her peptalk was helping. "Me and Percy can't do that, he will just think we are pulling his leg. Of anything, being a 9 year old blind kid, who can see sick people is the coolest thing ever. Amd if RowRow doesn't think so ill beat him him." She smiled taking him and a frazzled looking Percy to the car were Rowan was waiting for them. "I promise baby, RowRow loves you so much, he plays and talks with Percy diffrent because he's older. Your little so the way he plays with you is different. Plus you also do things with Row Percy can't. Like at bed time, you sleep earlier then Perc, but RowRow tucks you in and gives you lots of kisses and cuddles. He doesn't with Percy because he's older. Or When you have a doctor's appointment, and he picks you up for your super secret RowRow and RyRy breakfast." She whispered causing him to gasp. 'how did you know' He would exclaim as Aspen buckled him up. "I have my ways" She laughed gently holding his hands. "He wouldn't do that with some random kid yeah? He'd only do that with his best friends ." She reminded kissing his cheek softly, smiling softly when Rykers happy smile returned. "Now, Percy's being a grump, give him some baby brother love?" She asked, giggling when Ryker took the mission to heart and began telling his brother about his dream. She smiled walking over to Rowan, gently wrapping her arms about his neck. "You owe me lots of attention tonight ." She whispered gently kissing his lips gently, before explaining the conversation they had just had. "This isn't your fault I swear. He gets this way a alot. Heck just two days ago he asked why I take care of him because he can't do anything. I just wanted to give you the warning incase he asked you." She said, gently brushing his hair out of his face, looking at him with a soft small smile.
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