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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Jul-22 06:02 PM
Travis looked in the mirror anxiously, he had gotten am email from his brothers school, telling him he had to meet the schools new psychologist/ homeroom teacher, and he was anxious. He didn't know when it happened, but he had developed a huge fear of people, he wasn't sure if it was because his mom had passed when he was a young age, or if it was because he began a single father at the age of 16,because his dead beat dad had dropped off his baby brother on his front door. but he genuinely got terrified when he had to speak to people. Whenever he had to speak to someone face to face, there was a 50/50 change he would either faint, or be okay and carry a conversation. Thankfully the teacher had agreed to come to the farm to speak to him, which he was so entirely greatful. He figured the principle had warned the teacher about his fear, because they had been exchanging emails for the last week, mainly updates about his little brother Issac, but they had planned the visit. They would start off on the front porch, she would begin the meeting with explaining why she was there. He would have Issac with with them, and he would be given the chance to voice his concerns, she would awnser them and be on her way, ans if needed he could do some farm chores, whiles she spoke, Which Travis was extremely greatful. If they hadn't planned it ahead of time, he would of 100% asked his best friend Jake to come and take Over the meeting, then relay everything back to him later. The 32 year old took a deep breath, walking out of the bathroom, going to the livingroom. He looked at his recliner, seeing the teen of the house, relaxing with his tablet, reading about the newest discovers I'm Egypt. He chuckled softly walking over to his brother, gently kissing the top of his head. "Be ready Sac, your teacher is on her way, and she will be asking both of us questions. So imma need you to be on your best behavior, so you can awnser them." He said softly, crouching infront of him.
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Issac hummed continuing to look at his tablet. "Im always on my best behavior, Uncle Jake is the one who never is." He said dully looking up at Travis with a blank stare. Travis smiled. "True, but she's going to ask questions to help you start to understand your feelings alot better." He said gently Turing the tablet off and putting it to the side. "Cause, I don't think the flash cards are helping very much yeah." He smiled standing up holding his hand out for Issac to take it. Once his brother did, he gently pulled him up, into a standing position. Travis looked out the window seeing a car coming down the driveway, he took a deep breath slowly letting it out. "Here we go, this is it." He whispered, looking to his brother with a smile. "Lets do this, yeah?" He smiled walking to the front porch, waiting for whoever it was to come out of the car to speak to him. He was both nervous and thrilled someone was finally able to help.
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Samie steps out of the car and looks around. She grabs her book bag and her purse. She closes the door and walks up to the house. She looked around the farm. She took everything in and hums. It was beautiful. She would love to have grown up somewhere like this. She walks up to the porch and says “hello! I am Sam Jones! You can call me Samie!” She says with a smile on her face. “Is this the residents of Travis and Issac Johnston?” She asks as she pulls out her paperwork. Samie has been a counselor for about 3 years. She looked down at the small boy. “Hello…” she knells down and holds out her hand. “Hi, are you issac?” She asks as she looks as the smaller boy.
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Jul-22 07:08 PM
Issac leaned against Travis letting his older brother hold onto his shoulders. Issac gently shook her hand. "Yes, I'm Issac. My principle said you were coming today" He replied looking at her blankly. "Travis is my brother, he will talk to you. But he is anxious?" He said as if it was a question, he couldn't tell. Travis gave a small nod as he held his hand out shakenly. "H-hey, I'm Travis yes. Thank you for coming here." He said shaking her hand, before moving to the side, so Samie could come and sit on the porch. He walked over to one of the swings carefully sitting with Isaac on his lap holding him close, looking at samie. "H-how was the drive ?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie sits on the pouch with them. “The drive was good. Not too bad..” she says with a calm smile. “Isaac, I have some coloring pages, do you want to color?” She asks while pulling out the coloring pages and some colors. “Travis, I understand that you have anxiety? Can you tell me when that started? If that is ok. You don’t have too. It would jus help me understand where we need to start!” She says. Samie never pushes or tells them what to do. She always lets them pick what they want to do. “I also want to set some goals for you two. I want to help set these goals and help you guys achieve those!” She says and looks at Isaac.
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Jul-22 07:23 PM
Issac looked at the papers "no thanks, I'll watch the horses ." He replied laying back against Travis watching the horses in the field. Travis looked up to Samie nodding "right." He nodded taking a deep breath, gently rocking Issac. "Well, I think it started when I got Issac, I was 16, when our deadbeat dad dropped him off. My foster mom thankfully tried to help me the best I could, but trying to get Issac in school, and parents judging really upped the anxiety ." He admitted quickly looking down at his brother before he anxiously looked to Samie. "I use to have select mutisium, but my foster mom helped me work through that, but this anxiety it's not went away, only heightened through the years." He admitted eith a sad look. He looked to Samie nodded "g-goals for both of us?" He asked biting his lip. "I thought this meeting was for issac?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and looks at issac. “It is helpful sometimes for a pair that is close like you two are, to do task and goals together. It helps keep everyone active and helps keep everyone on task. It is like if one person working was doing the work but another worker wasn’t, then that worker who is working hard is going to slowly subconsciously work less. But if it is flipped the both workers are going to work harder.” She says as she sets some papers on the small table. “These are some goal papers, I want you guys to work together to put together some goals. They can be as simple as to clean a room or as complex as to work on anxiety…” she says as she smiles softly. “But let’s start out with baby steps. What are some chores that you two do around the farm? We can start with those.” She says. She is very calm and her presence radiates calmness and openness.
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Jul-22 07:38 PM
Travis looked at the paper. He had a bad feeling, the meeting was going well, but now he suddnely felt overwhelmed, with the idea of him trying to work on the anxiety. He rubbed the back of his neck, gently bouncing Issac. "I get up around 3, clean the stalls, and feed the horses. Then about 5 I get him so we can water the fields in the tracker." He replied looking at the paper. "We do all the chores together. The only time we actually are apart is when he goes to school." He replied looking back up to Samie. "I-is thay bad?" He asked. Issac suddnely put a hand over Travis mouth. "It's not bad, people think wr need to be apart, I think they are wrong." He replied blankly. Quickly moving so Travis was holding him alot better. @💕Blue💕
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Samie notices the change in Travis and smiles at issac. “That is right issac. It can help when you have soemone you love there to help you do challenging stuff!” She smiles and looks at Travis. She takes the papers and says “we can do these another day. I just want to see what you guys do around here…I have never been on a farm! Issac do you want to show me around?” Samie puts her bag and purse down at the chair that she sat in before she stands. She was wearing blue jeans with a loose shirt. The outfit was calm and laid back but nice looking. She looked at the two and smiled.
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Jul-22 07:58 PM
Issac shrugged laying his head down. "No, Travis can. I'll just stay with him." He replied not understanding why he was doing he had to do the things Samie asked. Travis gave a small smile and stood up. "Y-yeah, let's walk around the farm. Um Issac please show Samie around ." He said carefully putting him down. He looked worried when Issac looking at him, and Samie glaring softly before he began to walk towards the barn. Travis put a hand on his chest, letting out a breath as he looked to Samie. "Im sorry, I think that's the only emotion he does understand. " He said looking at her, he noticed how calm she was. The calmness radiating off of her causing him to finally slowly relax. @💕Blue💕
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She smiles as they walk. “It is alright. He might just need sometime to warm up. It is natural for some kids to distant themselves when new people come around. Especially ones that are like me. I am here to help but I won’t force anything onto either of you. If we need to we will move at his or your pace.” She looks around and sighs happily. She loved being in the clean open air. She looks around and just takes everything in. “This is a great place yoy have..how long have you guys lived here?” She asked. She wanted to get to know the two of them. This would help her understand and help them.
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Jul-22 08:10 PM
Travis nodded, he supposed that makes sense. He was always worried he was holding him back, he had tried everything to try and help Issac understand, so he was thankful someone was there willing to also help. "Y-yeah, that makes sense." He agreed softly. He lead her towards the barn . He looked at her with a hum. "Actually, I was born here. When my mom passed she put my name on the will." He explained. "My foster mom, was my best friend's mom, and they moved here to raise me here, so I could still have a piece of her. Issac been here...since he was born. Our dead beat dad left him on the porch. I'm the only dad he knows, but he only calls me Travis, I don't mind of course. I just wsnt him to be okay." He replied realizing he was rambling. "Im sorry." He whispered looking to her worriedly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Travis and smiles “you don’t have to apologize. If you need to talk I am here. That is my job. I am more than happy to listen to whatever is going on!” She says as she looks around. “It is very nice here…I wouldn’t mind living somewhere like this..” she says. She just closes her eyes and takes in everything. She takes a deep breathe before opening her eyes and turning to Travis. “Is there anything I should work on with issac? I want to know from the person he trust the most. I want to make sure that what I am doing with him is what you want me to be doing. I would never want to do soemthing that you didn’t like or didn’t want.” She says. She always wanted to have open communication with the parent of the child she is helping so that way everything is smooth.
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Jul-22 08:45 PM
Travis blushed softly looking at her, he hadn't expected her to say, she wouldn't mind living somewhere like this. He nodded rubbing the back of his neck, looking back to her. "I-im glad you like it." He replied with a sheepish smile. "Oh, um. Maybe how to express emotions? I'm not sure, I'm at a loss. Any emotion he feels he just stares. Until he gets so overwhelmed, he just cries. " He explained with a sigh. "I don't know what I'm doing, I am very appreciative and happy that you and the school are willing to help." He replied softly looking at her. "All I ask is you don't mention family. The only family he knows is me, my foster mom and her son." He admitted @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods as she looks at issac. “Of course. I would never want to mention something harmful.” She says with a smile. She walks to issac and says “who is your favorite horse?” She asks. She wanted to see if certain topics would get him talking. Samie looks back at Travis and smiles. Samie always smiles. She just wanted the two to feel comfortable with her. She knew this might take a while but she wanted to start and hopefully gain the trust of them. She looks back at the horse and then to issac. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 06:36 AM
Issac sat there looking up at Samie. He hummed gently taking her hand and leading her to a spotted horse. "This is Carmel, he's my horse." He replied, letting the horse in question, gently nuzzle his face, and gently nip at his hair. "You can pet him if you want ." Travis watched them carefully getting the horses night time snack made. He watched Issac with a smile, before looking to Samie, giving her a thumbs up
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She smiles as issac and gently pets Carmel. “Have you risen her?” She asks as she pets the horse. She doesn’t push for information. She lets him talk about what he wants too. Samie looks at Travis and smiles. “Do you think you would want to show me how you ride sometime?” She asks issac. As she speaks she lets Carmel and looks at issac.
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 07:24 AM
Issac nodded "yes, I ride him only when he let's me. " He admitted , carefully opening the stall, to move into it so he could be closer to Carmel. "He has days he wants to ride, then days we lay in the field. I let him pick" Carmel gently moved his head so he was nuzzling against Issac. It was clear the teen was his person. Issac leaned against Carmel looking to Samie. "I can't say yes or no. Travis is the grown up. What he says goes." He replied raising an eyebrow at her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles as she watches the boy. “Well maybe we ask Travis…” she says as she looks at the teen and the horse. She looks over at Travis and smiles at him. “Issac, what else do you like to do? What are some hobbies you like?” She asks him. She wanted to get to know issac more so she could help him in the future.
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 07:42 AM
Travis gave her a small nod and a smile. "Y-yeah Issac we can take her on a trail ride I'd you want." He offered. Issac hummed "okay." He agreed hugging Carmel. "I read, and draw. But we can do what you want." He replied before giving his horse one last hug before he was to Travis holding hid hand out for treats. Travis smiled giving Issac the treats and food. He looked nervous as he looked to sami. "He is an amazing artist."
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Samie smiles as she watches the teen. “I don’t want to do what I want. I want to do what you want. I want to know what you like to do.” She says as she looks at Travis. “Well maybe Isaac can show me his drawings sometime.” She smiles. She pulls out her phone. ‘It was getting late’ she thought. She rolls her neck and says “well I think I should head back. I have puppy to feed at home.” She smiles as she looks at issac.
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 07:50 AM
Issac suddenly looked at her pretty fast "you have a puppy?" He asked, even if his facial expressions didn't change, the light in his eye sparkled. "I have a great Dane, her names Jessie. She's hiding in my room, we didn't want her to knock you over." He explained slowly walking over to her taking her hand. Travis smiled, he was thankful Issac lossend up a bit, enough to show excitement about his puppy. "Do you want to show Samie your baby before she leaves ?" He asked Issac nodded. "Yes please .c @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles as she follows the teen. “Yes I have a puppy. She is a golden retriever. Maybe I should bring her over sometime.” She says as she laughs at the Great Dane jumping on her. “I can take it. My mother use to breed all types of dogs. So I am use to dogs jumping on me.” She says as she yawns slightly.
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 01:28 PM
Issac, looked to Travis when Samie yawned. He had a very tiny frown on his face. Travis quickly smiled "Its okay Sac, why don't you do on inside and get Jessie ready for bed. Miss Samie seems tired. Okay?" He asked with a smile. Issac nodded saying goodbye to Samie before he went inside, causing Travis to sigh heavily. "Im sorry, he thought your yawn meant you were bored."
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Samie sighs and shakes her head. “No I am sorry, I shouldnt have. I have been up since 4am…” she says with a smile. “I will be back next week unless you think we need to meet everyday?” She asks Travis. She didn’t mind coming out more if that is what needed. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 03:53 PM
Travis rubbed the back of his head. "I-its up to you, he is here at 3 every day, and all day on weekends. We wouldn't want to take up your time ." He replied rubbing the back of hid neck anxiously. "I-if you want to come everyday I can make us dinner If you'd like ." He blushed @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and looks down shyly. “I can come every evening if that is ok? I want to be able to form a relationship with issac so maybe he will trust me alittle bit..” she says as she walks back to the pouch to get her stuff. She takes down her hair and rubs her neck. She was tired. “I should head out..I will see you tomorrow around 4pm? Does that work?” She asks. @Ken ((Do you want to time skip after she leaves?))
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 04:52 PM
Travis nodded. "Yes, that sounds good." he agreed with a soft smile. Walking her to her car. "Yeah, i think you have my phone number right ? " He asked looking at her nervously. @💕Blue💕 ((Sure!()
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Samie nods and says “yeah I do. I will text you when I am headed this way. Don’t want to spook anyone.” She giggles as she unlocks her car. She opens the back door and puts her stuff into it. She closes it and smiles at Travis. “I will see you tomorrow..” she says before getting into her car. She starts it and waves to Travis before pulling out of the farm house. THE NEXT DAY Samie texted Travis about 10 minutes before she came pulling into the driveway of the farm. She looks around and smiles at all of the sights. She sighs happily as she pulls up and parks her car. She gets out and doesn’t take anything but her keys and wallet as well as her phone. She wa wearing blue jeans and a old baseball shirt. She walks up to the front door and knocks.
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 05:03 PM
Travis smiled waving to her, watching her leave. He sighed heavily holding a hand to his chest, that was alot of talking, and he was exhausted. He just hopped it would her easier as the days came, but for now, he was taking it one step at a time. The next day, Travis was working on paper work, he got up and walked over towards the door opening it. :oh! U-um samie. Welcome um, please come in. I apologize for the mess." He replied. He eas wearing jeans, a long sleeve grey shirt, and just socks. He looked like he hadn't left the house. "I'll get Issac up, he just fell asleep, had a rough day at school." He admitted
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Samie smiles sadly and says “alright…what normally happens when he has a bad day? Is there something that helps him calm down?” She asks as she walks in. She looks at Travis and rubs her neck. “Is there something that I need to do to help him?” She asks as she looks around. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 05:21 PM
Travis hummed softly. "Its okay, you don't have to worry. Um if it's a bad day, he gets Jessie and snuggles eith jer on the couch. If it's a hard bad day, he hides in his room for a few hours for quiet time. But if it's a super bad day, normally he cries and won't let me put him down." He replied looking at Samie."thankfully today was only a bad day, so he's just napping." He lead her to the livingroom, where Issac was napping under alot of blankets and Jessie, sleeping peacefully while his dog happily laid there and watched over him. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles as she looks at the teen. “Well good, sometimes they just need a time to calm down on their own time..” she says as she looks around the house. “A pet helps. It looks like Jessie is helping a lot. She pets the dog softly as not to wake issac. She looks at Travis and smiles. “Well, do you have any questions or anything you want to talk about? I know you have some anxiety..we can talk about copeing mechanisms..” she says with a calm and cool voice
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 05:30 PM
He nodded carefully tucking the blanket around Issac a bit better. "Wver since Jessie found us, he's been doing alot better with the overwhelming feelings. He still doesn't understand but I think Jessie believes he's her pup, so she makes sure he calms down." He chuckled before looking at samie. "Oh, um yeah okay. I guess we can. Would you like some tea? We can talk on the porch if you'd like. We have a closed in back porch if you want to sir there." He offered shyly @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods “yes please..thank you.” She smiles. She walks out to the back pouch and sits down. She rubs her neck. She smiles at Travis as she says “what are you technicites for dealing with your anxiety? Do you do breathing exercises or the 54321 method?” She asks as she takes out a small thing of kentic sand for Travis to play with it he needed. “Do you have a fidget that you do to help release the energy?” She asks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 06:03 PM
Travis got two Mason jars of sweet tea. He carefullt carried them to the back porch setting them down on the table infront of Samie, while he carefully sat in a chair infront of her. He looked up at her couriously "the 5 to 1?" He asked confused as he carefully fiddled with his sleep. "I dont know, when I get too bad, my best friend Jake, usually is here to help, I tend to...black out when it gets bad." He replied softly. "I, dont remeber my attacks, I only remeber being curled up, in a corner while Jake is talking to me about farming." He shrugged looking off into the field . "I go on runs when I have to much energy, I have a treadmill in the basement, I usually run for an hour or two, when Issac asleeo." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods as she takes a sip of tea. “The 5 to 1 method is where you find 5 things you can see, 4 things you can touch, 3 things you can hear, 2 things you can smell and fianlly 1 thing you can taste. It helps ground you when you are having anxiety.” She says as she looks at Travis. “When you black out do you pass out? Have you ever fallen and hurt yourself?” She says as she get kinda serious. If that was the case then he might have a medical issue that she might not be able to help. She touches his hand and smiles. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 06:21 PM
Travis nodded looking back to her. He looked at their hands as he nodded. "That, sounds like a good thing. I may use that with Issac to help him calm down." He said softly, thankful he was learning things with these meetings. He looked up at her. "Oh, um I think so? I'm not sure like I said I don't remember. When I have bad ones, Jake's always here. He is the one to ask. The only time I remeber hurting myself, was highschool. I was graduating, and had a bad anxiety attack, I fainted on stage, but fell down the stairs and landed on my wrist wrong." He shrugged as if it was no big deal. "So, are you a adult and teen counclor?" He asked her couriously bot trying to change the subject, but he was courious @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and takes a sip of tea while looking at him. “I will let that change of subject slide.” She smiles and says “I am both. I did adult for a few years before I switched to teen.” She says as she leans back and sighs. She looks out and plays with her fingers. “What do you do? Do you work here on the farm?” She ask as she looks at Travis. She holds the tea in her hand and she is fully aware of Travis and is just zoned in. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 06:34 PM
"That sounds intresting ." He agreed , looking down at his jeans carefully bouncing his leg, trying to release some of the anxious feelings he wad having. "Oh, well I own the farm, I run a horse rescue, as well as rent out the horses for animal thearpy, for kids and adults." He explained carefully picking up his tea looking at the ice. "I provide a safe place for kids, teens and adults to come and have a few hours of just quiet." Travis suddnely flinched, kooking extremely anxious, he carefully cleaned his throat, shakenly putting a hand on his chest taking a deep breath. The anxiety had hit him all of a sudden. "Y-you arnt here to like....make a report to cps right?" He asked in a quiet whisper. "I-ill have to call Jake, h-he is alot calmer then me." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Travis and shakes her head. “No no. Of course not. I am sorry…” she says as she sets her drink down and moves closer to Travis. “Hey..breath. In and out. Follow me..” she says as she breathes. She noticed the change and wanted to help. She doesn’t speak or anything and just breathes with him. She watches him and takes the cup out of his hand. “I don’t want you to drop this…” she whispers as she rubs his hand gently with hers. “Your ok…I am not going to report you ok? I promise..” she says @ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 06:46 PM
Travis nodded, he wasn't use to anyone but his friend helping him with the anxiety, this was a whole new experience, and he couldn't help but be Incredibly greatful. He hadn't relized she took the tea out of his hand until she was rubbing his hands. He took a shake breath trying to calm himself, his hands trembled in hers as he said. "If you are you don't have to lie, w-we have been reported a few times. They haven't found anything wrong yet." He replied looking up at her, he just looked tired, the constant anxiety, and the constant worrying about Issac was starting to put a total on him. "I-if you arnt, thank you for helping Issac. My brother needs alot of support, and I'm afraid I'm failing that ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles as she looks at him. “You are doing you best. That is all that anyone needs to do.” She says as she rubs small circles on his hand. She doesn’t speak unless she has too. She just want to be there and help him if he need her too. “I am going to try and help you both. That way you and him and can better and happier..” she says as she looks at him. She takes deep breathes to help him mirror. “Just breath. Do that right now and nothing else. Ok?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 07:20 PM
Travis nodded taking a deep breath, before slowly letting it out, "t-that feels nice." He admitted still mirroring her breathing as she looked at their hands. The small circles was helping him ground himself, and it just felt nice, to be able to have contact with another person. "Thank you, I hope I'm fixable, we have been trying since I was younger, and not matter what the panic just gets worse ." He replied sadly as he looked at her. They where close, also nose to nose if he moved the wrong way, he could feel her calming vibe around him, it was nice, nothing he had ever experienced before. He blushed heavily looking away as he gently took his hand away.."im sorry."
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Samie smiles and moves back alittle. “No worries. I was the one that got so close…” she blushes slightly and looks down at her feet. She takes some deep breathes and smiles “I think you are…but even if you aren’t..that doesn’t mean that we can help you in some areas!” She says and smiles. “Everyone has flaws, some are anxiety, some are ptsd. We each have our own struggles.” She says as she takes a drink of her tea. “You can text or call my number anytime. I am always here to help.” She says. Samie looks out and closes her eyes. She just listens to the wind and the birds. She sighs contently and looks at Travis.
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 07:30 PM
Travis chewed on his lower lip as he looked out at the field again, just taking a moment to try and figure out his next words. He needed to atop being dumb, she's here to help Issac, and help him to not be so anxious. Can't go developing a crush, expecally when he was terrified of people, so they couldn't have a proper date. He closed his eyes listening the breeze go through the trees. "I will take that into consideration. " He replied looking at her finally. "I dont want to exhaust you, I have alot of issues, and it's alot for one personal to handle....trust me." He sighed sadly. He looked up as Issac and Jessie came to the back porch..without another word, the teen crawled onto Travis lap, so he would be help, which the man didn't mind. He gently rocked his brother looking up to Samie. "I do, have a question. If you can't help me, does that mean something, medically is wrong ?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles at the teen and pets Jessie. She looks at Travis and shakes her head. “No..at that stage, we would talk about medication to help ease everything. But the best way to deal with anxiety is through therapy and talking it out. I don’t recommend medication till the last step.” She says as she looks at issac. “Hey issac, do you want to introduce me to your friend here?” She motions to Jessie. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 07:39 PM
Travis nodded, that made alot of sense. "Y-your actually thr first person to not recommend medicine so quickly." He replied with a small smile. He leaned back against the chair. "I appreciate that, thank you." Issac looked over to Samie rubbing his eyes. "Thats Jessie, she's my great Dane. She found me when me and Carmel was on a trail ride when Travis said no, she had no home so she lives with us." He explained leaning back against his brother. "Jessie likes to sleep in my bed, she has her own, but it's not comfortable aparently." Travis sighed. "Like I said , spoiled." He hummed. He yelped and jumped when Jessie barked at him and just nuzzle samies hand. "Yeah...loud too." He said putting a hand on his heart
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Samie smiles and pets Jessie. “Well maybe I can bring my puppy out here. I bet she would love to meet you guys.” She says as she looks at Travis and issac. Her heart melts at the cute sight. She takes a sip of tea and says “hey issac, I heard you had a bad day…do you want to talk about? You can say no. But it might help to talk about it..” she says in her calm and smoothing tone. She never pushes anyone to do anything without them wanting to do it. If issac wasn’t ready to talk then she wouldn’t push it. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 07:47 PM
Issac hummed, playing with his brothers fingers. " kids in our school, like to make rude, and inappropriate statements about my brother. Because they think, because I struggle recognizing and feeling emotions I will not do anything. " He explained in a calm manner. "He said Travis needs a padded room, because he is mentally unwell, so I had thrown a punch." He shrugged Travis looked absolutely shocked, he didn't know about thay part. "I-issca." He said looking at him worried.. "I do not wish to take the action back, but the red flash card, described the situation I felt wad correct. " He replied causing Travis to face palm @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods as she listens. “Well, I don’t think hitting someone is right but standing up for yourself and others is very strong of you. I don’t think Travis needs a padded room so that is all the proof you need.” She smiles as she looks at issac. “Sometimes we do things that we don’t mean in the heat of the moment. What would you say to those kids now that you have calmed down and thought about the situation. I want you to try and use ‘I feel’ statements.” She says before going “like this, I feel upset when you make fun of my brother. see? How about you try?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 07:56 PM
Issac hummed. "Travis doesn't need that room, he just needs a nap and some ice cream." He said bluntly embossing his other brother. He looked to Samie amd shrugged "I would of told them to shut up. Then hit them." He replied making Travis arms around him in a tighter hug. He looked at her blanket when she explained the phrase she wanted him to use. "I dont feel ?" Travis gave a small smile. "It's okay, I'll do it too." He promised looking ah Issac "I feel, comfortable." He admitted. Issac frowned " I feel, opened?"
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Samie smiles and claps her hands “that was good! It might take alittle bit of practice but that’s as a good start!” She was so happy that issac at lest tried. She leans back and pets Jessie. “Well I think that you mr issac deserve a treat!” She says before reaching into her wallet and pulling out a small lollipop. She holds it out and says “you can have this after we ok!” She smiles and grabs another one for Travis. @Ken
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((After we eat not after we))
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 08:06 PM
Issac eyes widened "so, I get candy, after trying ?" He asked, his eyes showed so much excitment. The teen loved candy, and a treat for doing hard things was a good think, he decided. "I can do it." He agreed Travis gave a small smile nodding."Thank you." He mouthed, before he looked at her . "Is that one of the exercises you'd like us to do? " He asked sitting back looking courious. Looking to his brother who was still eying the candy @💕Blue💕
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((Your fine ! I understood!"
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“Yeah you get candy! Why would I make you try sometime and not give you someting in return!” She says smiling. “If you guys can try and use the I feel statements if you are feeling upset or mad or sad then that can help communicate feelings!” She says and smiles. “And you get candy if you try to use them ok?” She say this to issac. “But before the candy we have to eat dinner!” She says as she hands the candy to both of them. She smiles and takes a sip of her tea. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 08:12 PM
Travis smiled gently sitting Issac down. "I'll go get dinner started. U-um is burgers okay?" He asked nervously. Issac decided to put to the test hoe many candies she would give him."I feel that will be good, for dinner." He replied looking to samie to see what she would do. Travis hummed. "Oh dear." He sighed shaking his head worriedly.."Okay I'll get them ready to grill." He said walking inside.. @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles at issac and hands him another candy. “Last one for the night, come on. How about you show me some of your drawings?” She asks as she stands and she starts to walk into the home. She sets her drink down on the counter and turns to issac. “Can you show me your room?” She asks with a smile. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 08:21 PM
Issac held the candies going inside with Samie. He looked at her "the one I sleep in? Or the one I use for quiet time ?" He asked carefullt getting a water from the fridge. Travis looked to samie. " He sleeps in my room often, and his actual bedroom he uses to just hide .' @💕Blue💕
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“The one you use for quiet time.” She says as she takes a sip of her tea. She watches him and Travis. She was already getting to emotionally involved. She knew this was bad but she couldn’t help it. She smiled at issac and says “I want to see the one you hang out in and feel comfortable in.” She says with her calm smile and tone. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 08:34 PM
Travis blushed softly with a smalk smile watching Samie go uo with issac, he looked to the stove sheepishly. Not expecting to have caught fwwling for someone thst was helping them. But here he is. Issac nodded gently taking her hand, leading her up the stairs, Jessie folloeing close behind. He lead her towards the first bedroom on the right carefully opening the doors. Inside the room was a full bed, thay was neatly made and look3d like no one slept in it, the walls was a beautiful pastel yellow color and just was full of relaxing fairy lights. On the walls was Issac drawings. Alot where of the animals on the farm, but in a trash can near his desk, there was a few crumbled drawings that had scribbles all over it. They had angery faces, sad faces all does of negative and positive emotions. Issac paid no mind to any of it and walked over to his bed carefully looking at her. "Is it okay?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks around and looks at his drawings “of course it is okay. Why wouldn’t be?” She asks as she bends down and takes out one of the thrown away drawings. She looks at it and says “do you do these to get the emotions out? The. Throw them away so you don’t feel them anymore?” She asks as she looks at him with a smile. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 08:41 PM
Issac shrugged, givibg her a yellow binder that travis made for him, to help sort out wmotions ams whay could cause them. "I guess. I don't know, they are just there" He admitted carefully sitting on the bed eith Jessie watching Samie move freely around his room. "I do them when Travis isn't feeling okay, and Jake has to stay the night . Jake talks to much ." He replied hugging Jessie. "If I throw them away then don't come back right?" He asked looking at her with a raised eyebrow. @💕Blue💕
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She takes the binder and looks through it smiling at the work Travis as put into it. She looks at him and smiles softly “kinda. It can help distance yourself from those bad feelings. To help you feel better faster.” She says as she sits next to him. “Do you not like Jake? Or is he just to loud?” She asks as she looks thought the binder. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Jul-22 08:46 PM
Issac shrugged. "He's okay, he talks really loud when he comes Over, I don't know why. Travis said it's because he's happy and excited. But....I feel..." He frowned, he very carefully went over to Samie, flipping the page to a pastel yellow page, a face and the word 'confusion' was on the main page. "This one I think. I feel confusion, because i dont know why hes happy, its just our hoise, he basically lives here " @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and nods “I understand. Well good job on using i feel and this binder.” She says with a smile. “Mate. Next time he is over here you can ask if he can tone it down alittle but you know.” She says as she looks around. “Do you this binder a lot?” She asks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 07:01 AM
Issac nodded. "Yes, Travis made it for me, and we use it together. " He explained giving Jessie some pets. "We have family meetings every Saturday and we go through the week with the binder. It is good." He agreed looking up to Samie. "Jake too, but he forgets ." @💕Blue💕
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She smiles at issac and nods “that is good. That is a good way to talk about your feelings.” She says as she looks at the binder. She flips to the page where it says happy. “I fell happy that you are doing this!” She smiles and looks over at the time. “Shoudl we go see where you brother is at and if he need help?” She asks and stands up. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 07:10 AM
Issac moved closer to her looking at the picture. He hummed carefully pointing to the picture. "I feel happy when Travis is okay." He agreed with a nod. He looked at her gently taking the binder "come on Jessie." He said leading them all downstairs. Travis was on the back porch grilling. He was very quiet enjoying the weather. He hummed ever so softly leaning back against his chair closing his eyes @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles as she walks and sits next to him. “I don’t want to scare you but we are back.” She says as she smiles. Samie looks at Travis then out to the world. “Issac do you want to tell your brother what you did that I was happy about?” She says as she pets Jessie. Samie looks over at issac and smiles nodding to encouraged him. She wanted to be his cheerleader but not as loud. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 07:34 AM
Issac carefully sat with Travis, opening the binder. "I used my binder to show her what I was meaning." He replied leaning back against Travis. Travis opened his eye's and smiled. "Way to go Bubba, " he said kissing his head softly. "That makes me feel....excited ." He said pointing to one of the emotions. Issac hummed, he had a tiny smile on his lips ans pointed to a word. "I feel glad." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and looks at the boys. She sighs happily and turns to face the feild. “I am proud of him for using that. He told me that you made it for him Travis.” She smiles and says after “it is a great idea to have that!” She claps for the north of them. She takes a sip of her drink and rubs her neck. She was sore for her day before this. She really needed to get off work earlier. She looks over and smiles. “Dinner smells great.” She tells Travis.
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 07:52 AM
Travis smiled softly hugging Issac. "Yeah, I know it's not the best, but i got with my college counselor and he helped me make this when Isaac was about 5, I'm glad it's lasted this long." He admitted gently petting Issac head. He looked up to Samie and smiled. "Thank you, they are my world famous burgers, I hope you like them they are almost done ." He promised, carefullt getting up to check on them. Issac hummed. "Jessie eats one too, because Travis knows I'll feet her one even if he says no."He said going to sir next to samie @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says to issac. “Well rose is my puppy and she always gets treats like burgers.” She smiles and gets up to help him. “Here let me help you.” She says as she walks with him to the grill. Samie looks at Travis and says “it is amazing that you made that binder. It looks like it helps a lot.” She says and smiles. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 07:58 AM
Travis looked at her carefullt moving to the side to Samie could flip the burgers. "Thank you, yeah it has helped alot, and I'm really thankful he still uses it." He agreed with a nod. "I hope it's okay we use them with your exercises. But i am still willing to do the things you tell me. " He panicked, quickly reassuring her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie flips the burger and smiles “they are great. I think using them in the exercise is great! You don’t have to worry. The ideas I want you to use are flexiable they can be changed to work with you guys!” She says and holds his hand “you are doing great..” she reassures him with her smile. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 08:55 AM
Travis let put a breath sighing in relief "Okay, that's good. Thank you, I'm really happy I have someone who I'd willing to help us?" He smiled getting the picnic table set. "Is Jake coming ?" Issac asked suddnely Travis shook his head. "Tomorrow, he's staying with his mom today." He explained. "He had thearpy and he feels sager with his mom after." He explained @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Travis and issac and smiles. “I might be a little late tomorrow I have a prior engagement with someone. But I will be here.” She says. As she says this she kinda spaced out. Samie knew that what she had to do might interfere with her ability to help them but she has to do it. Samie just stares off and her face seems to drop. Her father was in the hospital and he was dying. She had to go and say her final goodbyes. She looks down and shakes her head and flips the burgers and plates them. “They are done!” She says with her normal smile
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 11:48 AM
Travis nodded. "Of course we understand. If you cannot come tomorrow that is completely fine." He replied looking at her with a small smile. He carefully got Issacs plate made making sure it had all the food he'd like. "Alright Issac, come sit okay, I'll get Jessie hers." He promised getting a dog bowl so he could mix the burger with the kibble. Issac sat across from Samie "Thank you " @💕Blue💕
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Samie sits with her food and looks at issac. She smiles before she takes a bite of her burger. She sighs happily and says “this is soo good…” she smiles at Travis. Truth be told samie hadn’t been eating great. She had take out this week all week. She was so happy to not have to do that. She eats some more and looks out at the feild. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 02:28 PM
Travis smiled giving Jessie her food before he sat down. :thank you, like I said, my famous burgers ." He teased sitting on the bench eating his dinner with a soft hum. He made sure Issac ate as well. "Thank you for coming again, we do appreciate your help " @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and giggles “of course! I am happy I can help.” She says as she takes a few more bites. She stops about half way. “Going to save this for later!” She says as she leans on her hand and looks out. Her face slightly falls as she thinks about tomorrow. She never want to say goodbye to her father but she knew she would. She bites her lip to try to keep herself from crying. “Um sorry, I am going to use the restroom.” She says and gets up and heads inside quickly.
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 02:40 PM
"You can take a whole one if your like. I can pack it I a To go container." He offered. He nodded watching her leave "o-of course ." He nodded watching her get up and disappear into the house. He hummed looking at Issac offering him a small smile. "When your done eating, I want you to get a shower okay?" Issac nodded "Okay, can I stay with you tonight ?" Travis smiled "is the grass green?" He teased waiting for Samie to come back @💕Blue💕
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Samie is gone for alittle bit before she returns “sorry..” she says. Her cheeks are alittle red. She wipes her eyes and sigh. “I would love to take a whole one. If that is ok. “ she says with a small smile. She wasn’t as upbeat as normal but she still looked happy. “It is getting late and you mister” she points at issac and hands him a candy. “Have to get to bed.” She smiles and stands. “Let me help you with the dishes…”
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 02:58 PM
Travis nodded anxiously. He wondered if he caused her to cry. He gently patted her shoulder gently. "Are you okay?" He whispered "you don't seem okay." Issac just nodded. "Goodnight miss samie ." He replied before going upstairs to get his shower. Leaving Travis and Samie alone @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and says “goodnight issac!” She smiles. Once issac is gone she looks down and shakes her head. “I-I have to say goodbye to my father..tomorrow…” she says as she turns away and tries to not cry. “He has um…a cancer and…he..he is done..” she says. Her voice cracks as she says this and a tear rolls down her face. She wipes it away and takes a deep breathe. “Sorry..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 03:14 PM
Travis wrapped his arms around her, holding her close as he making sure she knew she wasn't alone. He held her close. "Im so so sorry samie. There is nothing I can say to make the pain go away but I hope you know we are here for you. Don't come tomorrow. Stay with your dad." He said softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie shakes her head and says “n-no…I want to come for issac…he might need me…or you might need me…” she says as tears just roll down her face. She wipes them and sighs “sorry….god..I am the Therapist…” she says with a weak laugh. She turns to Travis and says “this is what makes me happy..so if I were to just sit in my house tomorrow I think I would go insane…” she smiles softly. “I will be fine..I will be late tomorrow but I will be here ok?” She smiles and hugs him fully. “Thank you..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 03:25 PM
Travis nodded slowly. "How about we not make it a thearpy session yeah? Let me be the farmer, and I'll take you and Issac on a trail ride. That way we all can have a breather ." He offered still holding her. He just wanted to make her feel better.. "That way you can see Issac in action. And we are away from the house so we can just be there and not worry." He smiled @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah that sounds nice..” she says as she looks at him. “Thank you so much…” she smiles and looks out to the feild. “He would have loved this place..” she says as she stands and sighs. “I should get going..I will help with the dishes..” she says as she picked up the plates. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 04:10 PM
Travis gently shook his head gently, he got her the plates giving her the plastic tubs. "Why don't you go get some rest? It will be alot easier in the morning when you go see your dad yeah?" He offered carefully putting the plates in the dish waher. "And you are calm as it's safe to drive. O-or you can wait." He offered @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods “I might just waiting for a minute…just to make sure I am calm enough to drive. ..” she says as she takes tubs and puts her food away. She smiles as she follows him inside and leans agaisnt the counter. She closes her eyes and does a small breathing exercise. She is taking long breathing in and longer breathes out. She is like in zen when she does this. She is relaxed and she is just clearing her head. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 04:26 PM
Travis nodded. "I understand anxiety, if you need somewhere to stay for the night. Y-your more then welcomed to stay in the guest room." He offered shyly looking at her @💕Blue💕
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((Sorry that was short next one will be longer I promise !)
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Samie looks at him and smiles “I couldn’t…I don’t want to bother you..I also don’t have any clothes..” she says as she takes down her hair and tucks some behind her ear. “I am fine…I will be…thank you though…I am very great full…” she says as she grabs her things and smiles softly. “I will see you tomorrow…ok? Text me if you need anything…” she says as she walks out to her car. @Ken ((No worries!!))
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 05:18 PM
Travis nodded "o-okay, see you then." He said watching her go to her car. He felt stupid, of course she would deny his offer he ead a complete stranger and he asked her to spend the night. He closed the door and sighed going upstairs to his room smd flopped on the couch. He hopped tomorrow would be better. @💕Blue💕
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Samie goes to the hospital and even brings her father the burger that Travis had made. She spent all day with him before heading to Travis and issac. She texted him when she was headed that way. She pulls into the driveway and bites her lip. She wipes her eyes and tries to gather herself to make sure issac was ok. Once she calms down alittle she gets out and walks up to the front door. She knocks on the door and looks out to the sunset. It was around 530 pm now. She looked at her phone and then quickly puts it away. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 05:46 PM
A new guy opened the door. He was tall like Travis but tan, with a buzz cut, he was also missing his left arm. He smiled widely. "Hey you must be Samie, come on in. I hope Travis message went through poor guy had a hard time typing it ." He hummed moving aside to let Samie in. Issac was close by, looking at samie. "Thats jake." He said bluntly staying by the living room entrance. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods before going over to issac. “Where is your brother? What’s going on?” She asks issac instead of Jake. She smiles and pets Jessie. “How has your day been?” She says before looking around and trying to figure out what is going on. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 05:59 PM
Issac, gently took Samie's hand walking to his binder that was on the kitchen counter. He showed her the page that had the word scared on it. He looked at her. "I feel scared, Travis is in bed he fell down the stairs." Jake sighed closing the door. "He ended up having a panic attack and blacked out on the stairs. I wasn't able to catch him in time, wo he's resting upstairs." He said softly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks over at jake and smiles “thank you jake..” she says before she looks at issac and says “I am going to go check on him..you want to come with? Maybe we can make him sometime to help him feel better?” She says as she stands and holds out her hand “come on…” she smiles and lets the boy lead her to Travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 06:14 PM
Issac nodded, leading her upstairs. Towards Travis room. He slowly opened the door, leading her inside. Travis was laid in bed fast asleep, the TV was on playing a old TV show, and Issac had stacked a bunch of stuff animals next to him. Jessie slowly came into the room, jumping on the bed. She looked to Samie and Issac slowly laying down beside Travis watching them. @💕Blue💕
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Samie goes over to Travis and kneels down and sits on the floor. She touches Travis hand and holds it. “Travis…it is me..Samie..” she says as she rubs his hand. He should have texted her, called her…she should have been here. She bites her lip as she looks at him. “Jake did he hit his head? Hard? Do we need to take him to a doctor?” She ask as she turns to issac and motions for him to come close. “Come here. Lets get you in that bed to cuddle and make him feel better ok?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 06:45 PM
Travis slowly opened his eyes, he looked around confused, not understanding the weight in his hand. He slowly closed his eyes again, holding the hand that was in his. He was tired. Issac shrugged carefully moving the blanket so he was pressed into Travis arms. "Jake said he has a bruise on the side of his head and back, but that's it. No, no doctor." He replied. Once he was settled, He looked at samie. "I dont want to leave, will you stay with us?" He asked gently taking her other hand to move her to lay on the bed as well. "I think he'll feel better if you lid here too." @💕Blue💕 not Issac being wingman
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Samie blushes and nods. “Alright…just for you though.” She smiles and slips under the blanket. She propped herself up so issac could lay on her and not hurt his brother if he laid on bruises accidentally. She smiles and looks at the tv. She holds Travis hand and sighs. She wanted to make him a ice pack and see the damage but that can wait. Samie was in leggings and a hoodie so perfect clothes for this. She smiles as she watches the tv and looked at the boys.
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 06:51 PM
Issac leaned on Samie getting Travis tablet. So he could play a game with her. "Can today be a free day? I know you want us to work, but I'd like to just play a game." He replied Travis slowly lifted his head, looking around. He groaned softly laying his head down, feeling like he was dreaming "morning .' He whispered @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “of course. I think we all earned a free day..” she says moves to kinda hold issac. She smiles as she turns and looks at Travis “morning? It is night now…” she smiles and giggles at him. “How are you feeling?” She blushes lightly and looks down at the game issac was playing. @Ken I love when issac wingmans
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 06:58 PM
Travis hummed. "Like I have been hit by a bus." He whispered holding his head with a heavy sigh. "Sorry, I didn't expect that to happen. I was bringing laundry down stairs, and the next thing I remember Jake's over me and Issac is crying." He explained with a frown. Issac played minecraft just listening. He stayed cleaning close to Samie , for the first time ever showing affection for someone other then Travis. @💕Blue💕 right ! He will do it until he movies out 🤪🤪
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Samie smiles and shakes her head “it is ok..I wa worried that you might have gotten more hurt..” she says as she looks at issac. She smiles and says “are you ok other than some buies? Do we need to take you to the doctor?” She asks still worried about him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 07:05 PM
He shook his head. "No doctor, they will try and put me on medicine again. The meds never work, they make me drowsy and not the same." He replied looking at her. Still not realizing she was in his bed. "Im sorry we can't go on a trail ride. I'll take you next time I promise ." He said running his free hand through his hair. @blue
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Samie smiles and shakes her head. “I think me and issac like this alittle bit better. Right bud?”she asks issac as he plays his game. She looks over and says “when we get up can I look at your head? Also do you want water or anything?” She says and smiles. She wants to make sure that he had everything.. @Ken you forgot the last part of my user for that @
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 07:09 PM
sorry I was typing out of discord
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Travis hummed. "Okay, yeah when I get up you can. No I'm okay, I just need some sleep." He admitted carefully giving Jessie some pets eith a small sigh. "This is nice." Issac nodded "Yeah, we are like the TV couples. You guys should get married, and kiss." He said bluntly causing Travis to sit up quickly his face going bright red. Travis was horrified. Of course his baby brother would rat him out infront of a new crush. He laid down and covered his face. "Is this a dream?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and hides her face. “Issac…” she says and bites her lip. “I am going to get some water..” she says as she gets up and drudges down stairs to the kitchen. She sighs as she tries to get rid of the blush in her face as she gets water for the group. Did she have a crush on Travis? She really didn’t know. She knew that she didn’t mind hanging out with him. She even liked to do it. But she didn’t know or think that it was possible for him to like her. She fills up three cups of water. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 07:28 PM
Travis looked to Issac gently poking his side. "Hey, genius. If I tell you something in confidence don't spill it." He pouted. Issac shrugged. "Secrets don't apply to me. I'll tell them all." He replied not looking up from his game. Jake was in the kitchen eating some cereal. "Everything okay." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and smiles “yeah..issac and Travis just wanted some water..” she says as she takes the water back upstairs. She renters the room and smiles at the two boys. “I got some water..” Samie sets the water down and looks a the two. “I will let y’all sleep, I have some work I can do downstairs..” she turns and starts to walk out. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 07:41 PM
Issac frowned "no don't leave, you said you'd stay.' He said looking for his binder to show her how she was making him feel. He gave Travis the tablet to get a digital emotions chart up. And when he did , he showed her the angry face Travis sighed softly apologizing to Samie. Feeling like it was his fault he made things awkward. @💕Blue💕
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Samie turns and looks at issac. She smiles and walks back over to the bed. She slides in and moves issac so he is inbetween her and Travis. She puts and arm around Him and says “alright alright..i will stay..” she says as she looks at the game “what are you doing here?” She asks issac trying to not blush or embarrass herself in front of Travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 07:46 PM
Issac leaned into her, explaining the game. He made sure to give her lots of details. In the middle of his distraction, I mean talking. Issac had slipped Samie's hand into Travis. Travis didn't notice he was busy dozing off while listening to Issac, he held Samied hand sighing contently. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks down and blushes hard as she holds Travis hand. She doesn’t move it. She smiles and listens to issac. She sighs and her eyes start to get heavy. “Hey…issac I am going to take a nap ok? You want to do that with me? We all rest? Today has been a big one for all of us I think..” she sounded so tired. She moves down alittle and rest her head on a pillow. She smiles at him and looks over at Travis. She blushes before she looks back towards the other boy. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 07:51 PM
Issac shook his head. :no, you nap, I'm playing. Goodnight Samie ." He said giving her one of the stuff animals. Issac paid them no attention. Once he was sure they both fell asleep, he carefullt moved to the other side of Travis making his brother move closer to samie. He hummed watching Travis hold Samie. "Perfect '
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Samie slowly closes her eyes and falls asleep quickly. She doesn’t wake up when Issac moves or Travis holds her. She curls up and pretty much just fully cuddles him. Her breathing was soft and even. She was peaceful. She looked relaxed in her sleep. She sighs as she rolls over and lets Travis spoon her. @Ken this little shit….
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 08:01 PM
Travis woke up around 8 the next morning. He was thankful Jake took over the chores for the day that way he was able to rest and recover. He hummed holding whoever he was holding closer with a hum.."Issac, we gotta wake up were late for school." He frowned when the body didn't say anything. He opened his eyes and looked down, his face went a bright red when he saw who he was holding. He looked around the room panicking when he saw Issac take a picture of them. "Issac." Issac hummed "for the wedding ." He replied running out of the room closing the door. Travis sighed "great, he's in a mischievous mood." He said, normally Travis would encourage it. But today, not really. @💕Blue💕 haha just wait he will be both of their wingmemans
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Samie groans as she curls up and stays asleep. She sighs and yawns but doesn’t wake up. Her hair was down and she was curled into a ball. At some point she took off her hoodie and shows a crop top that she had one underneath. Samie turns to face Travis still asleep. Being this close Travis can see she has small freackles and a small scar on her eyebrow. She was fully still in deep sleep. Nothing but a good shove was going to wake her. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 08:10 PM
Travis looked down at Samie blushing, he looked at her freckles, watching her breath. She just looked so peaceful, and so beautiful. He knew he shouldn't catch feelings, what girl would be okay with a guy who panics anytime a fly, goes by. But he couldn't help it. He very carefully got up, ad to not scare her that they were close. He gently shook her shoulders "s-samie? Are you awake?" He asked hating to wake her up. @💕Blue💕
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Samie groans and turns back around to face away from him. She sighs as she goes back to fully being asleep. She is not a morning person. She shiver and grabs a pillow and pulls it close to hug. She seemed to miss whatever was holding her. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 08:26 PM
Travis sighed walking towards the door trying to get it opened, his anxiety went up, Issac locked the door. He groaned looking to samie with a gulp going to wake her. "Samie. P-please wake up." He begged "I dont wsnt to embaress myself again and panic i need help." @💕Blue💕
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Samie rolls over and opens her eyes. She looks at Travis and jumps up. “Hey..hey are you ok? What’s wrong..?” She rubs her eyes and yawns slightly. She sits up and motions for him to come to her. “What’s going on?” She asks. She was alittle more awake but still sleepy. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jul-22 08:32 PM
Travis gulped "i-i domt want to panic, I know Issac is playing but he locked the door and I don't want to worry you." He said trying to take a deep breath to calm down. He put his shakey hands in his pockets looking at her worriedly. "I-im sorry to wake you." @💕Blue💕
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She gets up and takes his hands. “Hey…look at me..breathe….ok..” she takes deep breathes in and out for him to follow. She moves then to the bed and sits them down. “It is ok…I much rather you wake me then me wake up and have you on the ground..” she smiles and rubs small circles into his hands. “It is ok…just breathe….with me ok?” She says as she continues to deep breath. “I will see if issac can unlock the door for me ok?” She says as she stands and goes tot he door. “issac? I know you are near.. can you unlock the door please?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 05:39 AM
Travis nodded taking a deep breath mirror her. He held her hands as he looked at her. "I-i always encourage mischievousness, because then he gets to be a kid, but I don't like the idea of being locked in here." He admitted anxiously watching her go towards the door. Issac hummed. "No, I will not ." He replied playing his tablet. @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs and says “why won’t you?” She sits by the door and says “please issac…your brother and I need to get out of here…” he says as she looks at Travis. “It is ok…I will break this down if I have too…” she says with a joking smile. She sighs and says to Travis “well if we can’t get out of here, I can break down the door and pay to fix it…” she says as she plays with her fingers. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 07:15 AM
Issac huffed unlocking the door. He just stood up and went to the living room. Travis carefully got up and opened the door. "Thank God." He sighed rubbing his temple anxiously. "Im so so sorry samie ." He said lookingnat her with a frown. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and stands up. “No worries, no one is hurt!” She says as she grabs her hoodie and slips it on. She ties her hair up and smiles. “Alright! Are you ready for breakfast! I can cook some eggs.” She says as she walks out and blushes really hard thinking about what just happened. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 07:44 AM
Travis nodded slowly following her downstairs. As they walked past the living room, Travis gently took the tablet from Issac "Thank you." He replied Turing if off and putting it on the top of the fridge so they could get dinner. Jake snorted watching the two of them. "Goodmorning sleepy heads." Issac huffed just laying on the couch with Jessie @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and goes to the kitchen and starts to make eggs and toast for the group. She was still blushing as she made these. She didn’t talk or anything. She just made the breakfast. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 09:09 AM
(your fine ! No worries!)
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Travis helped samie making food, so he carefully worked beside her just enjoying it being the two of them. "This is....peaceful." He admitted looking at her carefully. "I hope your enjoying the quiet." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and smiles t him but just looks at the eggs. She was still blushing like crazy. “Hey..I am sorry that I fell asleep it was unprofessional of me and…” she looks at him and bites her lip. “I am sorry…” she whispers out. She didn’t want to make him hate her. She shouldn’t have gotten into that bed. She was tired but what she did was so unprofessional. Samie turns back to the eggs and plates the few she has before making more. Her hands wer shaking as she did this. She was so nervous she just messed up so badly. She took some shaky breathes in and out to try and calm her hands.
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 11:01 AM
Travis gently took her hand in his making sure she was able to stay calm. "It's okay, really. You deserved the break , and we both were really tired. You don't have to apologize." He promised looking at her eith a small smile. "dont feel bad we didn't do anything bad, just fell asleep." He said waving a hand @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and sighs. She nods before she plates the rest of the food and then starts to pour some drinks “issac what do you want to eat?” She says almost sounding like a mother. Samie plates her food and then Travis food. She starts to plate jakes and issacs. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 11:42 AM
Issac continued to lay on the couch. "Nothing I already ate ." He replied looking at them. "Jake took me to get pancakes." Jake hummed. "I did, we ditched school." He replied with a shrug causing Travis to sigh. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and takes her plate. “Alright…I am going to get some air while I eat..” she says before moving to the pourch. She sighs as she sits down and hides her face in her hands Liz “Stupid..why would you even do that? You know you can get fired for that! Ugh!” She says to herself. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 12:43 PM
Travis looked to Jake anxiously. When Samue went outside, he opened his mouth to say something but Jake stopped him quickly. "No, breath, she isn't mad. She just needs to think. Take a deep breath." He said softly "your fine bud. Promise ." He replied gently hugging Travis. Travis nodded "Okay, your right ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie sits out on the pourch and shakes her head. “I am going to get fired….I am done for..” she curls up and starts to slightly spiral. Samie had always had a hard time with messing up. She tended to work hard to make sure she didn’t. If she did or believed that she did mess up then she would begin to spiral down into uncontrollable thoughts. Samie closes her eyes and tries to calm down but she can’t seem to do that. She was still shaking just thinking about her mess up. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 04:31 PM
Issac came outside looking at her. He hummed slowly sitting next to her with the binder. "Travis is okay, you don't have to worry." He said putting the binder infront of her. He pointed to the worried expression "this is you?" He asked her couriously @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and smile. She points and says “I feel worry…I feel bad..” she says and holds her head into her hands. She sighs and bites her lip. “I think I messed up…” she says as she looks out to the feild. Samie knew that she might have to stop seeing them. But she didn’t want to..she wanted to stay with the boys and help them. She sighs as she leans back and rubs her face. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 04:42 PM
Issac nodded gently flipping through the binder going to the end. He hummed "take a deep breath, close your eyes and imagine you are at your favorite place." He read. When Travis made the book he wrote down what to do when he felt these emotions. Knowing Issac got scared and anxious because he didn't know what to do. Issac looked to her, carefully putting his hand over her eyes. "Okay, where's your favorite place?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and sighs. She bites her lip and says “my mother’s home….” She says with a little bit of sadness in her voice. “It was quite, calm, and…peaceful..” she says as her shoulders slowly start to relax. Samie closes her eyes and sighs. “That is my favorite place…”
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 04:57 PM
Issac nodded. "Next it says take a deep breath and remeber your okay." He replied moving his hands again looking at her again. "Why are you worried? Nothing bad happened. And no one knows ." He replied with a shrug. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and rubs his head. “I..I just didn’t want to lose my job and have to leave you..” she smiles and hugs him. “Thank you issac, you have helped me..” she says and looks at the binder. She flips to the page that says calm. “I feel calm.” She smiles and takes a sip of her drink. “Go on inside. I will be back there soon ok?”
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@Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 05:25 PM
Issac made a face when she hugged him. He gave a small nod and looked at the binder. "Thats good I supose. Okay, I'll go inside." He replied moving out of her arms taking the binder with him as he went back inside. Travis did the dishes and put the clean ones away. He looked out the window at the clouds and frowned. "Thats not good." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks up and see the same clouds. She gulps as she heads inside. “Hey I should go before that storm..” as she says this it start pouring rain. She stops and her eyes get big. She gulps as she walks up to the front area. She knew it would be bad to drive in this weather. “Oh god..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 05:50 PM
Travis frowned. "Why don't you stay and let it pass. Um, we can just tell your boss we needed extra sessions ." He offered looking at her "heck i don't even feel safe driving in this ." He admitted looking at her. "Um, maybe you can teach is more exercises?" He offered trying to help her.
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Samie bites her fingers and nods. “Yeah…I don’t really have to check in wi th my boss but I can tell him that I got stuck in the weather…but I don’t have clothes..ugh…” she sighs and rubs her face. She taps her foot and says “I should go..I think I can make it but…” she honestly didn’t know what to do. She was starting to panic just alittle bit. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 06:00 PM
Travis gently took her hands, trying to remeber the technique she showed him. "Hey it's okay really. Let's just take a deep breath yeah? It's going to be okay!" He promised gently wrapping his arms around her to hold her gently.. "The storm should pass soon." He promised @💕Blue💕
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She nods and sighs. “I am sorry..if I didn’t mess up and stay longer than normal I wouldn’t be putting you in this situation…” she says as she rubs her face. She bites her lip and tries to calm her breathing. “I don’t have any clothes or anything…god..I am idiot..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 06:37 PM
Travis looked at her. "But you didn't do anything wrong. Really it's okay. You were exhausted, we didn't do anything it's okay." He promised, looking at her. "You didn't put me in any situation I promise, just breath." @💕Blue💕
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She nods and sighs. She looks at him with such worry in her eyes. She was scared of losing her job, of losing the people she loved, of losing her hard work, and of leaving the two infront of her. She bites her lip and just leans her head into Travis neck. “God..I am the therapist…” she says in defeat
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@Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 06:55 PM
Travis held her with a hum. "And I'm the anxious farmer who has to talk to people for work. It's okay, sometimes wr need to break out of that mold." He teased gently rocking her. "If it helps we can make fun of Jake for ease dropping." He teased. "The heck man. I'm just eating my bagel." Jake said looking at them. "Not my fault your being lovey dovey infront of my breakfast." He shrugged causing Travis to laugh. @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and sighs. “Yeah..mate. We just take today off…watch some movies…” she says as she wipes her eyes. She sighs as she walks over to the couch and pulls out her phone. She calls a friend and says “hey..can you run over and feed rose…I got stuck in the rain..yeah I know..no I won’t be driving…thank you..night…well rose is fed and good for the night..” she says leaning back and closing her eyes.
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 07:51 PM
Travis nodded carefully getting blankets out of the closet. He hummed softly listening to her. "Thats good, I'm glad she is fed." He replied softly Issac got comfortable with Jessie looking at Samie. He slide her the binder. "You can barrow this today if you want." Travis heart melted. "Awe, bubba." He said kissing his brothers head. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and takes the binder “thank you issac..” she says as she sits it next to her. She yawns still tired from yesterday’s events. She rolls her neck and sighs. “Travis..I hate to ask this but do you have a like tshirt or soemthing I can change into?” She blushes at the request.
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@Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 08:37 PM
Jake actually spoke up. "I do, you seem like you'd be the size of my girlfriend. I doubt she'd mind if you barrow her clothes." He said carefullt getting up. "Do you want to come look at them ?" He asked couriously Travis looked up and smiled "Leah wouldn't care." He agreed with a nod smilng happily Issac nodded "I'll pick for you." He offered @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and says “sure issac you can pick for me..” she says as she curls up and closes her eyes. The rain always made her sleepy and she had a bad day yesterday. She just want to lay and sleep. But not alone…she though back to last night and how she didn’t have a nightmare, she slept peacefully. She blushes as she thinks about this. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 08:56 PM
Isaac went upstairs ans went straight to Travis room, he got Travis college hoodie, before he went to Jake's room getting a pair of leggings. He was a man on a mission and he would stop at nothing to make whatever this mission was to happen. He walked back to Samie holding the two out for her. "Here you go. Travis leaned back in his chair not realizing what Issac had grabbed. He hummed softly looking for a movie for them to watch. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and takes the clothes and walks to the bathroom. She closes and locks the door before slipping everything on. She looks at the hoodie and think this is alittle bit but maybe it is jake’s hoodie? she shrugs and slips on the leggings. She walks out and sits back onto the couch. “What movie are we going to watch?” She ask. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 09:01 PM
Isaac hummed going to cuddle up with Travis looking at the movies, he busied himself petting Jessie when Samie came back, waiting to see what the two would do. Travis smiled at Samie, but paused "i....Issac did you give her my hoodie?" He asked looking at his brother confused. "N-no, I mean you can wear it ! I promise it's fine. I'm just, shocked I didn't know is till had that one ." Issac hummed "yep." @💕Blue💕
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Sam looks at it and blushes red. She hides her face and just looks at the tv. She swear that she was going right at that little butt issac. She looks at the tv screen and says “I am fine with whatever.” She really just wanted to change the subject. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 09:07 PM
Travis blushed heavily picking a random movie, he couldn't stop thinking about her, he had dreamed of one day letting a girl wear his hoodie, for her to swipe then out of his closet to wear, he couldn't help but imagine her wearing his flannels, just smiling ans teasing that she had them. 'no, stop that. She's your thearipist stupid, you can't like her like that, ans she can't either. Be strong you can't give in to her cute face, or kind voice, or...beautiful eyes.' he thought to himself Issa looked at them both "you both are twins your faces are red." He said looking at them "you should hold hands again, I think you both are...um" He grabbed his binder holding up the photo of panic. @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes even more and says “no I am fine..“ she smiles and watches the movie. She couldn’t let her feelings get in the way of the job. She was their therapist. She couldn’t. She shouldn’t..but she wanted to. Travis was so nice and just so kind. He was cute and shy. She bites her lip as she hides more into the hoodie. She was comforted by his scent on the hoodie. She blushes even hard and tries to stop herself from thinking about that anymore. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 09:18 PM
Jake awkwardly got up, gently clearing his throat "so, im just gonna go upstairs and call Leah. Have fun you too. Have a nice nap koala ." He said gently ruffling issacs hair before walking upstairs Travis hummed :oh,um tell her hi for me." He said looking down at Issac who was now asleep. He wasn't sure if he was faking or actually asleep. He looked up to Samie with a small smile "u-um, would you like to talk? Or just watch the movie ?" He offered, wanting to Secretly get to know her better. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and smiles “we can talk…” she says and looks down at the hoodie. “I can take this off…” she offers. She was blushing still hard. She started to take it off while saying “I am sorry…I am just messing up today..” she say as she pulls the hoodie off. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Jul-22 09:24 PM
"Huh? No please don't, it's okay really . Your not messing up at all I promise.' He said looking at her blushing as she tried to take it off. "R-really Samie it's fine. Please don't take it off. You can wear it. I'm not going to force you to do anything tho." He said He watched her frowning, worried because she kept mentioning how she messed up , he didn't think she did @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and then to the hoodie. She slips it back on and pulls up the front to cover her mouth alittle bit. “Sorry…I..I just get worried that I will lose everything I worked for because of a mistake.. it is my thing I am working on..” She looks at him with her big for eyes. She was curls up in his hoodies with her hair in a messy bun. She looked comfy. She blinks slowly and breathes calmly. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 06:55 AM
Travis nodded slowly. "I dont think you'll lose everything, I think you actually gained alot more. I know for a fact Issac trusts you alot more, he's seen how you work, ans is excited to learn more." He smiled "So don't fret, you can breath and relax." He promised softly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and smiles “thank you…” she says before looks towards the movie and actually watching it. She soon gets up and goes to the kitchen. “Do you want a drink?” She says as she takes a glass out of the cabinet. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 07:19 AM
Tracks gave her a smile. "Oh, um sure. A water please ?" He replied carefully moving so Issac was laying against him more comfortably. He hummed softly. "So, when the weather clears up, do you still wanna go on the horse back ride?" He asked
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Samie nods as she pours them both some water. She walks over and hands the water to him and sits down. She curls her legs up and under a blanket. “Yeah…but it is supposed to rain for the whole day and night…” she says as she looks at the rain that doesn’t seem to be stopping anytime soon. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 07:42 AM
"Yeah, that's true. But you can always come back ." He promised with a smile, looking at her. "I think it should be dry at least by Friday." he said softly. Watching her. "It will be okay Samie, I promise ." He said kindly @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods “right…yeah…it is just rain…it probably will ju-“ at that moment a huge lighting went off and thunder soon followed. She yells as she covers her ears. “God..that was close…” she says as she looks at Travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 07:48 AM
Ah, that made more sense. He hummed carefully getting up, walking towards the trunk by the TV. He carefully opened one of the draw getting a pair of headphones. He handed them to Samie. "Hwre, put these on." @💕Blue💕
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Samie takes the headphone and puts them on. She looks at Travis and says “I..I don’t…” she says but then feels the thunder. She whimpers and just pulls the hood up. “I hate storms…”
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@Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 08:26 AM
"These will help, it will cancel out the sound, it will help I promise." He said carefully sitting next to her, he gently placed the headphones in her hands. "Put these on, you'll be okay." He promised gently wrapping his arms around her to protect her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie puts on the headphones and Hums. She sighs as she sinks into Travis arms. She had never liked storms. But it got bad after a accident while she was driving. She bites her lips and looks over at issac. “Is issac ok? Will he be ok if you aren’t next to him…” she asks. She was more worried about issac than herself. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 08:32 AM
He nodded "he will be fine. He actually finds storms soothing ." He replied with a small smile, he held her close. "These headphones has helped us every holiday with loud noises, has helped from panic attacks to flash backs. We got you."
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Samie closes her eyes and soon calm fully down. She breathes just slightly hard but nothing to bad. She looks at him and just stares. She had never met a soul that was so kind to anyone. She knew that she was too far into this. She almost leaned closer but she stopped herself. She just curls up and watches the movie, which was harder to understand with the headphones on. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 09:26 AM
Travis held her in his arms, making sure she was safely tucked against him, he gently played with her hair. He blushed softly putting on the subtitles, before moving the blanket around closer around Samie, making sure she felt comfortable and safe. @💕Blue💕
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Samie watches the movie and smiles “thank you…I am sorry that this happen…I normally just stay with a friend during a storm….” She says as she just lets him play with her hair. She blushed and tries to hide her blush from Travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 09:44 AM
"Hey, if I can be anxious and panic around you, why wouldn't it be okay for you?" He asked looking at her softly. "I want you to feel safe here." he replied softly. With a kind smile. "Besides storms arnt for everyone. I'm sure Jake is upstairs with the radio in his headphones." He teased @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs as she nods. She knew that she had her issues but that didnt mean she was a bad therapist. She moves to get more comfortable and ends up laying fulling in his lap with her head near his stomach. She just watches the movie and kinda zones out while doing that. She is calm and peaceful. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 09:56 AM
Travis blushed heavily, just gently petting her hair gently. He gave her a small smile tucking her in, as he carefully moved the blanket to be fully over her. "Just rest, we will be here when you wake up." He promised her gently using his free hand to hold hers. Showing he wasn't going anywhere @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and slowly closes her eyes. She doesnt fall asleep just resting. She tries to calm herself down and soon she dozes into a light sleep. She sinks into Travis as her whole body relaxes. The headphones helped calm her and the calming, warmth that Travis was giving her made her just perfect to fall asleep in
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 10:03 AM
Travis smiled gently moving the hair away from her face, just admiring her beauty. She trueky was beautiful and he couldn't stop looking at her. 'Oneday when I am braver, I'll ask you out I promise.' He though eith a smile just holding her close. Losing his eyes. Issac opened his eyes to look at them. 'Perfect, phase one complete." He thought to himself, taking Jessie to go get his tablet. @💕Blue💕
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Samie turns over and wraps her arm around Travis’s torso. She sighs as she falls into deeper sleep. She was very calm and her breathing was steady. She didnt wake when a big thunder went off. She did jump sometimes and tighten on Travis alittle but then loosened. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 10:14 AM
Travis was there the entire time, keeping a protective arm around her making sure he was there to provide safety. He hummed softly gently rocking her making sure he protected her. "Your okay, nothing Is going to hurt you, your safe." He promised, humming softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie hums at the word even if she cant really understand them in her sleepy state. She sighs and settles back down. She sleeps for a few hours before waking up and rubbing her eyes. She is still super close to Travis. She blushes and looks at him. “I-i-i-i- am sorry!” She says as she backs up and blushes super hard. @ken
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@Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 10:54 AM
Travis was asleep when she woke up, when she sat up he woke up slightly rubbing his eyes looking around confused "huh?" He asked sleepily looking around. "What happened?" He asked confused, looking at her confused "im up, sorry I didn't mean to fall asleep." He apologized yawning @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him@and with her red face. She takes off the headphone and messes With them. The rain was still very heavy but the thunder was gone. She looks at him and says “I..I am sorry..I shouldn’t have..I..i” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 11:43 AM
Travis gently hushed her taking her hand into his, "its okay. Samie really I ment what I said everything's going to be okay" He promised looking at her sleepily. "Hoe about some lunch yeah?" He offered. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “why..why are you nice like this…anyone else would fire me right away…” she says as she looks at her hand in his. “God…you are to nice..“ She says and nods “lunch sounds good..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 11:51 AM
Travis frowned. "Besides Jake and issac, you are my only friend " He replied carefully getting up going to make some subs for everyone. "I hope subs are good, it's a favorite here." He chuckled. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and smiles. She blushes and gets up. She helps him set everything up. “You are my friend…I don’t have a lot either…” she looks at him and smiles “subs are good..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Jul-22 12:01 PM
Travis looked at her confused "really ? Someone as kind and caring as you? I don't believe you." He teased, getting the suplies out of the fridge "but hey anything possible, I'm gald we are friends ." He smiled @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and says “most of my time is spent with clients….” She says as she takes some of the food and starts to cut up the veggies. She looks at him and just looks. She smiles and blushes before turning back to the food. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 28-Jul-22 11:51 AM
Travis smiled humming. "Ah, that makes sense. Well maybe you needed this break yeah? It can help you feel less stressed and everything . " He replied carefully making Jake and Isaac's subs the way he knew they liked them @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods “yeah..” she says as she reaches over Travis and kinda falls into him. She blushes as she moves up and says “sorry..heh..just alittle clumsy…”
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Travis Johnston BOT 28-Jul-22 04:59 PM
Travis blushed catching her. He gave her a smile :it's okay, no worried." He promised gently helping her stand . "No need to apologize. U-um we can eat in the living room, or the back porch if you'd like ." He offered with a wide smile. "Im sure the loud part is Over." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods as she grabs her food and heads out to the pouch. She sits and looks out at the rain. It is alittle chill. She shivers alittle bit and pulls the hood up over her ears. She starts to eat the sun and sighs. “Mmmm” she moans as she eats. She loves fresh veggies. “God…this is good..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 28-Jul-22 05:21 PM
Travis smiled texting Jake and Issac that lunch was ready. "Thank you. You should tell Issac, he's our gardener." He smiled sitting next to her happily eating "He actually sells them at farmers market on the weekend, Jake is with us so I just, hide out in the truck and wait." He admitted sadly "your more then welcome to join us this weekend." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and says “i don’t want to interrupt anything…” she says as she takes another bite. “Plus the weekends are when I do some laundry…” she smiles and thinks to herself. ‘I really want to go. But that would be to much…’ she looks down at the food and sighs sadly. She did want to go but she didn’t think Travis would really want her there. He was just probably being nice. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 28-Jul-22 05:31 PM
Travis nodded and offered a smile. "Its okay, really the invitation is opened for whenever ." He promised eating his sub. "I dont want to push you over your comfort zone ." He replied softly Issac Came out to the porch with a yawn, he had fallen asleep. He sat infront of Travis amd samie giving a small wave. @💕Blue💕
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Samie waves back as she eats the last of her sun. She sits back and pulls out her phone. She stares at the message. Her face falls as she drops her phone. Her father had passed. A tear rolls down her face. She doesn’t speak or even move. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 28-Jul-22 06:00 PM
Travis looked at her and frowned. He looked to Issac. "Hey kiddo , why don't you and Jessie snuggle up in my bed yeah? You can take a longer nap, and Jess is on a comfortable bed." He replied softly. Issac nodded rubbing his eyes sleepily as he walked back into the house going to Travis room to nap. Travis looked to Samie "are you okay?" @💕Blue💕
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“…m-my father….” She says as she looks up. Travis knows. She doesn’t break down. She just stares off into the rain as tears rolls down her face. “I..I have to…go…I have to go..” she says as she starts to walk out to her car. She immediately gets soaked as she tries to breath normally.
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Travis Johnston BOT 28-Jul-22 06:07 PM
Travis followed her, he was worried about her.:l-let me drive you!" He offered not feeling confident about her driving herself. "I'll have Jake follow, I dont feel safe or comfortable with you driving alone ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looked at her and runs her hands through her wet hair. She was struggling to breathe. “I wasn’t there…” she says as she looks at her car. She need to get clothes, she needed to see her dog, but she also knew she needed someone. She couldn’t sleep alone tonight. She looks down as she covers her face. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 28-Jul-22 06:15 PM
Travis held her hands trying to have her copy his breating "everything is going to be okay." He promised breathing in and out. "I am going to drive you home. You can change and feed your dog. If you want us to stay we will, If not we are a phone call away." He said softly letting her process @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at his hands with hers. She slowly nods and closes her eyes. The rain was hitting them but she didn’t seem to care. She takes a few deeper breathes. She opens her eyes and looks at him. She touches his face as she turns and goes to her car. She unlocks it and opens the back. She grabs her bag and walks back over. “I..ok..” she says before looking at him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 28-Jul-22 06:20 PM
He nodded "Okay, im going to call Jake, and get him to drive behind us okay. " He said quickly calling Jake. Not even a few minutes later Jake came down carrying Issac who was asleep on his shoulder. "Hey, help me get Sac in." He said softlt before looking to Samie. "Im sorry about your dad. It's never easy." Travis nodded gently taking Issac getting him and Jessie in the back of his truck. @💕Blue💕
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Samie gets into the passenger seat and just stares at the dashboard. Her face is vacant of emotions. She bites her lip as she buckles up. The keys were in the car already. She had never taken them out. She looks at the hoodie. She had ruined his hoodie. She hides her face. ‘God I am a idiot..’ she thinks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 28-Jul-22 06:36 PM
Travis gets into the driver side ans began to drive samie home, Jake followed behind. Travis didn't speak, he was there if she wanted to talk, and was there to provide comfort. He held his hand to her offering to hold her hand, making sure to comfort her, like she does for him. @💕Blue💕
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She looks at him and takes his hand. She directs him to her home. It was a small single bedroom home that looked like a cottage core dream. It was white with baby blue accents and a lot of plants around the outside. Once they pulled into her drive way she gets out and takes the keys. She unlocks her front door and a white golden retriever comes down from the loft area and jumps up into Samie. “Stop rose…” she says as she walks in. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 28-Jul-22 06:45 PM
Travis parked the car and got putm he didn't know if she wanted him to stay or not. He looked to Jake, and went to the front porch and watched her for a moment waiting for her to let him know what she wanted to do. @💕Blue💕
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“Come on in…I only have one room…um..is it ok if we go back to your place?” She asks as she starts to get out rose’s food. Rose sit and waits for her food. Samie feeds rose and then looks at Travis. “Sorry..you can go..I will be fine..sorry I don’t want to bother you..” she says as she takes off the wet hoodie. “I..I will wash this..I..I..” she starts to shake. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 28-Jul-22 07:08 PM
Travis nodded. :don't worry about the hoodie. Yes you and rose cam come back. If you want you can stay. Let's get you an over night bag, get rose get things." He offered walking into the house giving her a smile. "Sound okay?" He asked her gently hugging her close, trying to keep her calm. "I got you." @💕Blue💕
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She nods as she hugs him back. She pulls away and starts to go upstairs and grabs a bag with a dog print on it. Her house was small and had a living room and kitchen, one bathroom, and a loft bedroom. She walks up stairs to the loft and starts to pack. She packs some sleepwear, a hoodie, a dog blanket, some of rose’s food, and her favorite toy. Coming back down, Samie sets the bag down and goes to grab her toiletries.
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Travis Johnston BOT 28-Jul-22 07:31 PM
Travis nodded , he texted Jake the plan and asked if he could get Issac back to the house. Telling him they will be there soon. He waited patiently for Samie looking around. He smiled giving rose pets . "I bet Jessie will love having a friend over?" He smiled softly "and Issac, I bet he Will try and get as many cuddles as he can." He smiled. @💕Blue💕
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Samie comes out of the bathroom with a small bag and smiles “rose is still a puppy….only a year..” she says as she packs the last thing. She looks around and sees a picture of her father and her.she walks over to it and bites her lip.she sighs holds it to her. She quickly pulls out her phone and calls her boss. “Hey…yeah it me..um..I won’t be on call for a few days…I just..um..lost my father and need some time…thank you…yeah I am stay with a. Friend…” she says as she looks at Travis. “Thank you…of course…night..” she say s before hanging up. “Ok…” she says as she sets the photo back. “Ready…” she says and grabs her bag, and roses leash. She clips it onto rose and walks to the front door. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 28-Jul-22 08:17 PM
Travis nodded gently opening the door for her. "She's a very beautiful puppy. Dont worry, Jessie is very gentle when it's comes to people and other dogs who are smaller then her." He smiled carefully walking out of the house with her. Jake was already gone. He opened the passenger side door for her. Once she was inside he drove her back to the farm. @💕Blue💕
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She sits in the car with rose in her lap. Rose lays down and slowly falls asleep. Samie looks down at the puppy and pets her. “I am sorry…I am bothering you…I….I….god..I am sorry..@ she says as she hides her eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 29-Jul-22 07:41 PM
"Samie, darlin' you ain't botherin' me. I promise. If you were I would of closed the invitation, to come stay. But it'd wide open and extended to your fury friend ." He promised gently taking her hand again . "You don't have to apologize, I enjoy your company. And I would be sad if I knew you were alone ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods as she blushes the southern charm that he was doing was making her sweat.she blushes and covers her face to hide her blush. “Thank you greatly…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 29-Jul-22 08:11 PM
He smiled softly "of course, I'm glad I'm able to help." He replied blushing softly as he drive her back to the farm. "The master bathroom is opened if you want to use the bath, Jake's girlfriend told me, it's the most relaxing place in the house, because we stress her out." He teased eith a kind smile. "I have no idea what she means, we are a delight ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. “Thank you…” she says as she looks out the window. She bites her lip as they pull into the farm driveway. She gets out and leads rose into the house. “Can I go up there and take a bath? Can you watch rose…” she asks as she looks at Travis with a light blush on her face. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 29-Jul-22 08:30 PM
Travis nodded Turing the car off after he parked "of course, I'll introduce her to jessie." He smiled gently taking rose into his arms. "Issac may be sleeping on the bed, if he is just call down to me and I'll move him to the living " He replied getting out of the car, helping her out. He smiled opening the passenger side door, leading her inside. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and heads up to the bathroom. She opens the door and see issac. She smiles but doesn’t wake him or call Travis. She slips into the bathroom and closes and locks the door. She takes off everything and fills up the bath. Once full she slips into the bath. She is in the bath for a good hour before she gets out and gets her sleep wear on. The sleep wear outfit is a pair of short shorts and a tank top. She slipped on her hoodie and slips back out of the room and downstairs. She looks at Travis and rubs her neck. “Thank you…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 29-Jul-22 08:35 PM
Ahhhh so cute !!!!!)
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Travis was in the kitchen, making soup, Issac in arms just enjoying being held by Travis. He looked up, blushing even more when he saw her wearing her sleep wear. He smiled sheepisly. "No problem, I'm glad you were able to relax." He smiled carefully getting in the fridge handing her a bottle of water. "Hear'd your suppse to drink a cold water after a bath." He hummed with a smile. :I like your pj bottoms, they look nice, very spacey." He trying to make a pun. "Oh! Rose is great, Jessie's got her napping on the couch. Some how Jessie got all the blankets in the living room to make a nest, I swear she is brighter then us guys combined." @💕Blue💕
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She smiles as she takes the water and drinks half of the bottle. She sighs as she leans agaisnt he counter and looks at issac. “What are you doing?” She says with her smile. She would always look happy to issac. “Have you played with rose yet?” She says pointing to the two dogs. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 29-Jul-22 08:57 PM
Issac shook his head Turing his head away hiding against Travis neck. Travis smiled Turing to look at Samie. "He woke up a bit grumpy from his nap." He smiled gently patting his brothers back. "But I'm sure after dinner he will snuggle up with Rose ." He hummed stirring the soup. "Would you like to test the soup?" He asked her couriously @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. She grabs a spoon and taste alittle. She closes her eyes and her body just relaxes. She nods “that is good…” she says as she looks at Travis. With her sleep clothes on, her curves can really be seen. She blushes as she stands straighter and says “let me help…” she starts getting bowls. @Ken
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((She looks like this but with the alien outfit on!))
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Travis Johnston BOT 29-Jul-22 09:14 PM
Travis is trying to be good and not stare. He is a gentleman 🤣🤣🤣))
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((😂😂😂😂))
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Travis Johnston BOT 29-Jul-22 09:17 PM
Travis cheeks went bright red when she walked closer he couldn't help but watch her, he watched her walk towards the cabinets to get the bowls. He turned away trying to fan his face Secretly as he cleared his throat. "Im glad you like it, it's my foster mama's recipe. It was the first thing I learned how to make when I was old enough to touch the stove. So....17." He teased @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles at that as she sets out the bowls and spoons. She smiles and rolls her eyes “well I would love to meet her..” she says as she walks over to Travis and says “do you want me to get the food and you can get issac ready?” She says. She stood i front of him with her legs crossed. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 29-Jul-22 09:26 PM
Travis gave her a smile. "W-well you may tomorrow, she's coming to pick Issac up for the night. So they can spend time with each other. After farmers market that is ." He nodded with a kind smile. "O-oh sure! Yes let's get the food ready." He agreed trying to put Issac down, but sighing when the boy refused to let go, and began to whine and cry. @💕Blue💕
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Samie goes over to issac and says “hey bud…what are feeling right now? I feel…” she says the first part hopeing thag he would say what he is feeling. She smiles and looks at him with her caring eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 06:49 AM
Issac just tightened his hold on Travis huffing. "Nothing." He replied making sure Travis didn't let him go. "Dont worry about it, it is not working ours it is dinner time." Travis hummed gently patting his back softly. "Well, I'm worried. And so is Samie we are allowed to worry.
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Samie nods “yeah we are just worried…I fell worried…” she smiles and goes over to her purse. She pulls out a lollipop and says “my offer still stands…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 07:37 AM
Issac gently pushed her hand away before going back to hiding. Causing Travis to sigh. "Yep extra grumpy." He replied getting the soup ready @💕Blue💕
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Samie stands up and starts to make bowls. She rolls her neck as she goes to reach a top shelf for some peices for her soup. She sighs as she looks at the shelf in defeat. She looks at the Bowls before taking them to the table. “Come on issac, food is ready!”
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 09:15 AM
Issac whispered to Travis begging him not to put him down. And Travis nodded sitting him on his lap. "Okay, but apologize please." Issac sniffled looking to samie "Im sorry for being mean, I feel jot happy today." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles as she sets down the soup. “It is ok. I was just worried. I don’t you to be sad!” She smiles as she sits and starts to eat. She closes her eyes and sighs. this is what I needed. A few days to process everything… she thinks as she looks at Travis. A blush comes to her face but she lowers her head and eats the soup. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 11:37 AM
Travis smiled softly hugging Issac close, gently kissing his cheek. "But it's also okay to feel, we just have to treat others with respect baby." He smiled getting the soup closer. He looked at samie and smiled. Issac nodded rubbing his eyes while he ate his dinner. "I'll try " Travis smiled. "Adda boy, I'm glad you'll try." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles at them and finishes her soup. She sighs as she leans back and rolls her neck. She looks at issac and says “i am proud of you for trying..” she slips a lollipop to issac. “I keep my promises..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 02:58 PM
Issac gently took the lollipop giving to to Travis to hold. "Thank you." He replied going back to eating. Travis smiled whispering a thank you to Samie before continuing to eat himself.. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods as she stands up and goes to clean her bowl. She starts to wash the bowl before looking out at the rain. “God..it is coming down…” she says as she washes up. She looked like she liked doing dishes. She looked comfortable here. She sighs as she turns to Travis and smiles. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 05:25 PM
Travis looked out the window frowning. "I..I may need you to take Issac for a moment. I need to go out there and check on the horses." He replied with a frown. "I didn't relize it was going to be raining this much ." He said with a soft hum. "We will be fine, nothing to worry about." He promised putting thr dishes away. @💕Blue💕
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Samie puts down the dishes and looks at issac. “You want to come and let rose with me?” She says as she holds out her hands. All she wasted was issac to come to her. She wanted his trust. She smiles and looks at issac @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 05:36 PM
Issac slolwy left Travis side and went to Samie. "Okay." He agreed gently taking her hand . Jessie was close behind making sure her human was safe. Travis smiled. "Thank you, I'll be back soon." He promised getting his boots and faint coat on. @💕Blue💕
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She smiles as she walks to the couch and sits on one side of the couch where rose was. The puppy was sleeping but as soon as snake pets her she wakes up and starts to wag her tail. She looks over at issac and licks his face. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 05:57 PM
Issac gently scrunched his nose carefully using his pj sleeve to clean his face. "I dont know you, I'm a stranger. You could get sick." He told rose in a very serious tone holding Jessie. Jessie just laid on Issac's lap locking rose showing her human thay the little puppy was okay. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and says “it is ok.. she is very strong!” She says as she lets rose. Rose doesn’t jump onto issac or even move to get more pets from him. “I want to get her trained for a support dog…” she says as she looks outside. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 07:41 PM
Issac looked at Samie. "Like Jessie? Jake found her when he was over seas, then he gave her to my and Travis. Jessie makes Jake breath when he's scared ." He replied slowly petting rose. @💕Blue💕
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“Yes just like Jessie!” She smiles as she watches him. “I want to help her help kids that need alittle but of support! And who doesn’t like to pet a cute puppy like rose?” She says as she smiles. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 07:43 PM
Issac hummed. "I supose your right, but is it okay if I like Jessie more?" He asked leaning back so Jessie could lay comfortably on his chest. "No offense to rose, but Jessie is my best friend ." Jake snorted. "Well that's hurtful I thought I was your best friend ." He replied sitting in Travis chair @💕Blue💕
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She giggles and nods “of course, Jessie is a great best friend.” Rose climbs up into samie’s lap and just lays there as she pets the puppy. She looks out side and bites her lip. he is fine, he just went to go and check on the horses… she thinks
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 07:48 PM
Issac laid back rubbing his eyes with a yawn. "Jake, I thought you were helping Travis." He replied looking at the man with sleepy eyes. Jake frowned. "Wered he go buddy? I didn't know he needed my help." He replied looking confused. "He didn't go outside right? The rains to heavy the horses will get spooked." @💕Blue💕
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Samie jumps up and says “stay here..” she slips on some of Travis boot and rubs out to the horse yard “TRAVIS!” She yells as she walks out to the yard. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 07:52 PM
Travis carefully got the windows in the barn closed up and the horses all cozy with their blankets and snacks. He jumped hearing someone yelling at him. "Mom? Oh my gosh you litterly are haunting me! I swear I took care of issac." He said looking around scaredly. He tried to walk out of the barn, letting out a girlish scream when he bumped into Samie, almost fainting from the fear that went through him. "Oh my gosh, samie. What are you doing here?" @💕Blue💕
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“I came out to make sure you didn’t get trampled by a horse!” She rubs her face and looks at her clothes. “Ugh…I am going to have a heart attack over you..” she says as she rubs her face again. “Just…let’s go..” she says as she starts to walk back to the house. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 07:57 PM
Travis blushed nodding slowly. He followed her towards the house with a soft hum.."if it keeps raining like this the main roads going to be flooded." He replied with a frown hoping the rain would stop soon. He walked inside taking his rain coat and boots off putting them away. @💕Blue💕
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She slips off the shoes she borrowed and looks at him. Her face was full of worry. “Next time…please bring someone with you..” she says before she goes into the home and goes up to the guest room. She closes the door and slides down it. She had been so nervous about the rain and the horse and him. God she was worried about him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 08:07 PM
Travis was stunned at what she had said. He had gone out alone plenty of times, he was confused why she was upset with him. He nodded "yeah....sure." he replied watching her. He sighed softly seeing rose there. He gently picked up a sleeping Issac giving a short quiet whistle for the dogs to follow him upstairs "you Two can keep Issac company while I shower." He replied going to his room laying Issac down and the downs on the bed. He needed time to think, his heart was moving at light speed, leaving his brain behind. He had caught feelings for Samie, this has never happened before, and if he was being honest. He was scared." @💕Blue💕
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Samie curls up infront of the door and tries to calm herself. “God..why…why I am acting like this…he is able to take care of himself..I..he…shit..” she says as she bites her lip. She stands up and slips off the hoodie. Luckily her actually sleepwear was still dry. She sighs as she crawls into bed and just lays there. She just thought about she acted just now. It wa stupid of her. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 08:19 PM
Travis showered, he was confused. He didn't know if he was allowed to like Samie or not, she was really kind, and caring, she cared for his beother just as much as he did and it was amzing . He liked how she talked to him, and liked everything about her. Only problem she was his thearipist, what if something went wrong and they had to split and Issac was hurt by that? Or what if he accidentally broke her heart. He couldn't live with himself I'd he knew he hurt her. He took a deep breath trying to calm his anxieties. He quickly changed into his pajamas and went to go lay in bed, he looked up at the ceiling and took a moment to think. Maybe he should be brave and ask her on a date....just maybe @💕Blue💕
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Samie closes her eyes and tries to fall asleep. She can’t. She feels bad. She pretty much yelled at Travis. She sighs and gets up. She walks out of her room and to his. She knocks on the door and waits. ((Travis hasn’t seen her in the full outfit just the shorts and hoodie!)) @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 08:23 PM
Bahaha that's true !))
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Travis had just started to doze off when he heard the knocks. He rubbed his eyes carefully getting up and out of bed, careful to not wake the dogs or Issac, as he made his towards the door. He opened the door :hello?" He asked looking confused, his face turned a dark shade of red when he saw Samie in her outfit. The tips of his ears turned red as he looked at her "h-hello. What's up?" He asked confused @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs “Iamsorryforyellingbsckthereijustdidntwantyoutogethurteiththehorsealrightnowthatistskencareofiwillbegoingotbedgoodnight” she says this in one breath and then turns to walk back to her room. She really didn’t want to be alone but she didn’t want to bother Travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 08:29 PM
Travis blinked, he didn't understand anything she said. He rubbed the back of his neck "U-um....goodnight?" He replied with a confused look. He slolwy closed the door. He would have to ask her in the morning what she said, but for now he would remain clueless. @💕Blue💕
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She goes back to her room and flops on the bed. She slightly groans into her pillow before sighs. She would make it better tomorrow morning. She sighs as she falls asleep and curls up. @Ken ((Timeskip?))
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Jul-22 08:34 PM
((Sure!
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The next morning Travis was up early and fed the animals before letting them run in the field, it had finally stopped raining and was dry enough for the horses to not loss their footing. His mom was there happily snuggling with Issac helping him wake up. She looked up seeing samie. "Oh, T, you didn't tell me you had compnay." She teased gently petting issacs hair. :hello dear I'm melody." She smiled @💕Blue💕
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Samie walks down the stairs and smiles “hi… I am Samie..” she says as she rubs her arms. She was slightly cold. She comes down and sits on the couch and sighs. She smiles and pets Jessie and rose. “Good morning issac.” She says as she smiles. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 31-Jul-22 01:19 PM
Issac Gave her a wave. "This is my grandma, I'm going to her house today and tomorrow." He replied with a small smile Melody smiled "Hello Samie, it's lovely to meet. Are you seeing Travis?" She asked couriously @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and rubs her neck. “Hehehe um no.. um..I I..” how does she explain going on. “Um…I..am issac’s therapist…I just recently lost my father so Travis has allowed me to stay here so I am not alone…” she says as she plays with rose’s fur.
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Travis Johnston BOT 31-Jul-22 01:43 PM
Melody smiled "that's sweet of him, I'm so sorry for your loss, it gets easier with time but the heart never goes away. But it will become less." She said gently taking her hand gently. @💕Blue💕
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Samir smiles and nods “thank you…” she says as she curls up and pets rose. “Where is Travis?” She asks as she looks around. “Have you guys had breakfast?” She says standing and moving into the kitchen.
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 08:57 AM
"Travis is making his famous grilled breakfast Casarol. He's on the back porch." Melody smiled. "He made you some ice coffee it's in the fridge If you want it ." Travis was outside listening to the radio as he drank his coffee watching the horses run @💕Blue💕
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Samie opens the fidge and sighs as she takes the ice coffee and heads out to the porch. “Hi…” she says to travis. She watches the horse and rubs the cup. “Thank you for the coffee…” she says as she looks down. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 03:25 PM
Travis looked up and smiled. "Goodmorning ! No problem I hope you enjoy it." He replied with a wide smile. He was sitting on the porch swing "you okay? You don't look like your feeling good." He admitted @💕Blue💕
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Samie sits with him and blushes. “Yeah..I am fine…I wanted to apologize again…I shouldn’t have yelled at you…you know what you were doing with the horses..it..it just scared me to loose someone who I…” she blushes before stopping her sentence. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 03:31 PM
"Hey its fine, you don't have to apologize, the storm was pretry crazy." He replied with a smile. "I deserved to be shouted at, so you don't have to worry." He said putting his cup down going over towards herm gently holding her hand. "Hey it's okay I'm right here?" @Mando AKA Gavan
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Samie looks at him and sighs “god..you are so sweet…” she says as she looks at her and his hands. She gulps and says “your mom asked if we we’re together….” She say. She wants to see his reaction @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 06:35 PM
Travis blushed heavily as he held her hand. "She's really nosey, she likes to play match maker " He chuckled rubbing the back of his neck. "Issac told her, he found plans of me finding a restaurant to take you to...I was going to ask you to dinner." He blushed more "if your comfortable." @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes as she looks at him. She smiles and tucks some hair behind her ear. “I..I would love too..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 06:39 PM
Travis looked shocked "really!" He asked with an excited look. "I- sweet! Awesome !" He smiled widely "I can't wait ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and watches him. “I..is..it a date?…” she was terrified of asking this. But she needed too. She needed to know if he had any feelings toward her. She blushes and shakes her head “nevermind sorry..” she goes and starts to walk in. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 06:44 PM
Travis kicked at her gently grabbing her hand to stop her "Yeah, I'd like this to be a date, but I want to make sure your comfortable first. If it is, then I'll even get out my rodeo buckle. The good one, not my buckle I wear while working ." He smiled at her. He was excited @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods “ok..then it is a date…” she says as she looks at him. She blushes before kissing his cheek and running inside and upstairs to get changed into her outfit for the day. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 06:48 PM
Travis smiled dazily watching her leave, he carefully laid on the process while rose and Jessie made sure he was okay. He was smitting and smitting bad. "She said yes, oh my gosh she said yes!" He was so happy. @💕Blue💕
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Samie flops on the bed and giggles. She was going on a date. She sighs as bites her lip. What was she going to wear. She gulps and quickly puts everything on and runs out saying “I WILL BE RIGHT BACK!” She grabs her keys and rushes to her car before driving to her home. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 07:24 PM
Travis had breakfast on the table, he watched her drive away confused. He shrugged and ate. He had a silly grin on his face, he was just so happy. His mom chuckled getting Isaac fed "Travis you better go find an outfit." She said causing the older to gasp and run upstairs @💕Blue💕
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Samie gets to her home and grabs her outfit and makeup. She gets back into her car and rush back to Travis’s home. She walks in and smiles “oh issac! I got you something..” she says as she pulls out a bag of candy. “This is for all the hard work you done!”
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 07:36 PM
Issac was sitting on the couch, while melody helped him get his Over night bag packed he looked at Samie "Thats alot of candy...thank you." He said gently taking the bag, looking at it amazed. "Woah." Travis was upstairs showering and saving getting ready for their date.
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Samie rushes up stairs and starts to get ready. She puts in light makeup and slips into her dress. It was long, tight skinny strap dress. She puts her hair into a alligator clip and smiles at herself. She grabs a small purse and slips on some black heals. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 07:45 PM
Travis carefullt trimmed his beard making himself look presentable. He changed into a pair of jeans, boots and a flannel shirt. He carefully put on his buckle as he grabbed his good hat. He took a deep breath before he walked out of the bedroom doing down stairs to give Issac hugs and kisses by, as melody took Issac to her house.
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Samie walks out of her room and down the stairs. She ticks a price of hair out of her face and behind her ear as she looks at Travis. She smiles at his outfit but loves it. She sighs as she walks toward him. “Bye issac! Have fun!” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 07:50 PM
Travis looked up at Samie smiling widely. "Woah, you look amazing !" He blushed heavily as he looked at her with a smile. He took his hat off looking at her with a smile . Issac waved "bye, it's okay to ask for help." He told Travis before leaving with melody @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles as she messes with her dress. She didn’t know if she looked good or if she looked stupid. “Let me change..sorry I don’t like this..”she turns to go up the stairs. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 07:53 PM
Travis gently took her hand quickly "nope, you look fantastic. No doubt about it!" He smiled gently pulling her towards the her towards the door. "No changing you look perfect !" @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and she gives in and walks with him. She plays with her fingers as she says “where are we going to eat?” Samie looks Travis up and down and bites her lip. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 07:58 PM
Travis smiled opening the passenger side door of his truck. "A lovely fancy restaurant, where your able to order on a tablet. No waiters until the food comes." He said softly "I picked it just so I don't have a panic attack." He admitted softly. Closing her door before getting into the driver side. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and once he is in the car he takes his hand. “I am here..I will help you if you need it..” she says and smiles. She keep her hand on his. She really liked him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 08:00 PM
He buckled up, holding her hand as he smiled. "Thank you, I know. I want to focus on our date, not trying to to not have a panic attack." He admitted softly beginning to drive. "Plus, I don't want to embaress you, someone may stare at them." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “I don’t care if they stare..I will fight them..” she says with a giggle. She watches him drive and sighs as she thinks about him. He has been so nice to her. She felt that she didn’t do as good of a job. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 08:04 PM
He smiled. "I believe it." He laughed "well it'd a good thing we only see the waiter once. Or I'd have to hold you back." He snorted gently rubbing his thumb over her knuckles. He hummed softly "you okay? Yout kinda quiet." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and smiles “yeah! Just thinking..” she says as she looks at the world passing by them. She closes her eyes and tell her dad all about Travis. She knows he would have loved him. She tightens her grip on his hand and sighs. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 01-Aug-22 08:11 PM
"Penny for your though?" He asked holding her hand closer. He hummed gently bringing her hand to his mouth, gently placing a kiss on it. He hummed softly. "Its okay, take a deep breath." He said softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes as he kisses her hand. She nods “I just feel like you are doing so much for me…yet…I haven’t done anything for you..” she sighs as she rubs Travis knuckles with her thumb. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 08:14 AM
Travis looked at her. "You have done alot for me. I learned that breathing trick, I learned some bravery. You are the very first friend I have other then jake." He said looking at her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. She looks at the outside world and sighs. “I am happy that you think that.” She says. She heard the friend. She felt hurt by him thinking that she was just a friend. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 08:51 AM
Travis smiled "but I'm excited to get to know you alot more." He replied blushing ad he said so. "I hope you enjoy tonight, I know I will." He replied driving on the highway. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods “I am excited..” she says as she as she watches Travis drive. She wants to just touch his face and hold it. She blushes and turns away quickly. “W-what type of food do they have?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 04:12 PM
"Um, they have everything from vegan, to vegetarian to meat. They have almost anything ." He smiled "even has Issac favorite chicken tenders " @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and nods “good..I am excited to try their food!” She says as she looks at the restaurant as they pull up. “Wow..” she says as she starts to get nervous. “I should have changed..” she whispers. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 04:17 PM
"No, you look amazing I promise ." He said gently taking her hand as he kissed ot again. "Samie you look fantastic !" He smiled "im underdressed actually." He chuckled getting out the drivers door going to her side. @💕Blue💕
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Samie opens the door and steps out. She fixes her dress and smiles. She takes his hand and nods “right…thank you..” she says as she kisses his cheek and leads him in. “What is the name that he reservation is under? I can talk to the hostess..” she says as she smiles. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 04:24 PM
Travis pouted "samie, I was going to open the door for you, so I can be all like 'm'lady, shall we?' You know like a gentleman." He said teasing going over to hold her hand. He blushed heavily holding his cheek "yes please I'd like it if you could talk for us." He nodded. @💕Blue💕
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She smiles and leads them in. She steps up to the hostess and says “hi..we have a reservation under the last name Johnston..” the hostess smiles and looks. “Of course right this way..” she says and Samie leads Travis to their table. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 04:28 PM
Travis held her hand anxiously waiting behind her. When he saw the hostess he shrank into himself beginning to panic slightly. He didn't know why he was panicking all his courage just vanished and now he was super scared of messing up. @💕Blue💕
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Samie rubs his knuckle as they are seated and the hostess leaves. Samie smiles and says “hey..it is ok..” she can see that he got panicked. “Breathe ok?” She says as she takes the tablet and starts looking though it. “Do you want to drinks first?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 04:34 PM
Travis nodded trying to take a deep breath "y-yeah sweet tea please." He replied trying to copy her breathing. He sits in his seat carefully putting his hat down "im sorry im not meaning to p-panic." @💕Blue💕
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Samie rubs his knuckles and smile “it is ok…” she says as she puts in their drink order. “Do you want a appetizer? They have these bread sticks that come with a few different like sauces!” She smiles shows him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 04:36 PM
Travis looked at the tablet nodding slowly "those look, r-reallt good." He agreed running a hand threw his hair taking another deep breath slowly letting it out. "Um, w-wr can get pretzels too if you'd like, those are my favorite to get." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and orders the bread sticks and pretzels. “There we go! What do you want for the main course…I think I am going to get this shrimp pasta!” She says as she looks at him. “You ok?” She says as she sets the tablet down. “If you want we can get this to go..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 04:45 PM
Travis nodded "I'd like the chicken fingers and chili fries. Thats my fav." He smiled slowly calming down. "No, I don't want to leave, it's always...a rush when I enter public places. Normally I have to go home. But I'm okay." He smiled looking at her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “if we need to leave that is fine…I would rather you have a fun time than you having a bad time just to be out..” she smiles and gets the tablet and orders the main meal. By the time she was done the bread sticks and pretzels were out and at their tables. She smiles and nods “thank you.” She says as she looks at Travis. “Well…do you have any questions for me?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 05:12 PM
Travis smiled happily he really was greatful for her. He sheepishly looked at her "Well, what do you like to do for fun?" He asked sitting up. "Like you do you any hobbies?" He asked her, Henry holding her hand carefully taking a pretzel humming happily @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and says “I love to knit when I have the time and take rose out on nature trails!” She says as she smiles. “She is really calm around people so it lets her kinda run wild..” she says as she grabs a bread stick and dips it into the sauce. “What about you?” She says as she takes a bite. She never lets go of his hand. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 05:22 PM
He smiled "no way, I tried crocheting once, I couldn't get passed the holding of the needle." " He laughed softly. "Hiking is fun, if you ever want to hike around the farm in the mountains let me know, I'll come with and keep the coogers and bears away ." He smiled "I like to read, but everything I sit down I end up taking a nap." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and smiles “I like reading too! I love audiobook though! They are so fun!” She smiles and say and then says “well maybe I can teach you to knit!” She smiles. She looks at Travis and smiles. “I am happy I met you…” she says blushing. @ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 05:58 PM
Travis smiled widely "I'll have to share my favorite one I listen to when I'm in the field it's about this kid who has powers and learns his dad is one of them Greek fellows." He smiled with excitment "yes, I'd love to learn how to knit, i-im really happy I met you too." He replied blushing with a happy smile he rubbed his thumb over her knuckles gently as he smiled @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and looks at their hands. She realizes that she hasn’t let go. She blushes and slowly removes her hand “s-sorry..I should have let go sooner…” she says as she lets bread stick and eats it trying to hide her embarrassment
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 06:12 PM
Travis gave her another pout looking at hid hand. "But now my hands lonely. " He said sadly as he looked at her. "If it's okay with you I'd like to hold your hand ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and puts her hand back out. “Y-yeah sorry…I..I just..” she shoves another bread stick in her face as she forces herself to stop talking. let him hold your hand…you know you like it too. she thought as she blushes hard @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 06:20 PM
Travis held her hand with a smile. "Thank you for letting me hold your hand. Let's take a breath." He said softly gently taking a deep breath hoping she would soon follow. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and smiles as she takes a breath with him. She giggles and says “thank you.” The waiter comes with their main meal and Samie says thank you before they leave. “This looks good!” She says as she smiles at Travis @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 07:20 PM
Travis kept looking at the table waiting patiently for the waiter ti leave. He hummed looking up with a smile. "Man, this looks so good." He smiled looking at samie "feel free to take a bit if mine! I don't mind at all!" He promised with a wide smile happily eating . @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods as she starts to eat. She lets go of his hand to eat. smiles as she eats. “This is so good..” she says. She eat for alittle and then says “you mother seemed nice…” she smiles and looks st him. “I wanted to say again sorry for getting upset abou the horse thing…I..I just couldn’t think about losing someone who I..L-care for..” she says. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 07:28 PM
"Thank you, she is amazing." He said softly "Hey don't worry about it. I understood why you were upset . No harm no foul." He promised with a smile. "Besides If you didn't yell at me, I'm sure my mama would of came, grabbed my ear and dragged me inside." He smiled as he ate. He blushed softly "I like you too by the way " @💕Blue💕
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Samie almost chokes on her food. She takes a drink of her drink and looks at Travis. “W-what?” Her eyes were big and she looked happy. She smiles and takes his hand. “What?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 07:44 PM
He looked worried when she chocked on her food. Thinking he said something wrong . "I-I." He gulped panicking "I l-like like you." He said anxiously he longed to say if confidently. One day he would @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and takes his hand “you do?…because I like you..” she says and smiles. “Sorry..you didn’t do anything wrong…I am sorry just breath..ok..” she says as she takes deep breathes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 07:55 PM
Travis nodded taking a deep breath "i-im glad I was afraid I wad pushing my feelings onto you." He admitted holding a hand on his heart relaxing he was thankful she liked him too, he was more worried she didn't tho. "But I'm glad. Um, I can I be forward?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and nods “yeah go ahead..” she was starting to get nervous herself. She pushed that away as best as she could to not make him nervous @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 02-Aug-22 08:03 PM
"M-may I court you?" He asked using his old southern words. "I-i mean date.' he asked blushing heavily this was alot and kinda scary, but he had to ask. "If no it's okay!" @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes as she looks at him. She smiles and giggles at his southern old words. “Yes..I..I would love to date you…I-if you want of course…I would still like to help issac..but if you are worried I won’t be able to I that’s have a friend..” she start rambling nervously. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 09:38 AM
"No I would love for you to still work with issac, as long as your allowed too." He smiled holding her hand. His heart was buzzing with so much excitmemt and love. "Well we have the farm to ourselves the next two days. What would you like to do, m'lady?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and says “whatever you want to do…” she says and smiles. She takes a bite of her pasta and then reaches over and grabs on of his tenders. She takes a bite and sighs. “These are good..” she says @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 12:16 PM
He smiled happily trying her pasta "Oh that's amazing, I wonder if er could find a copy cat recipe." He smiled eating happily with her. He replied drinking his sweet tea happily "we could get the projector out and have a tail gate movie " He offered @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and nods “that would be great!” She smiles and rubs his hand with her thumb. She just looks at him. She sighs and smiles.
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 12:20 PM
He nodded holding her hand with the happiest smile. "Or we can camp out in the theater room, that way Jessie and Rose are close and don't run off." He offered "wait...I haven't even showed you that room yet " He replied @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and giggles. “I am fine with anything…I just..want to be with you…” she says as she blushes. She looks at the tablet and says “do you want dessert or are we set to get out of here?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 06:19 PM
Travis blushed heavily as he smiled "im down for dessert. We can take it to go if you'd like." He said sofrlt gently holding her hand. "I'll finish last minute chores and we can have the theater room." He smiled widely @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. She looks and decided to surprise Travis. He orders and the pays before h can say anything about it. “Ok! We just have to wait for the dessert then we can head out!” She smiles and rubs his hand @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 06:33 PM
Travis nodded with a wide smile.."Thank you." He replied happily looking out the window. He was so happy, he was thankful samie agreed to date him, he was excited and nervous. What if he messes up? What if she decides she actually doesn't like him and leaves, and Issac is so heartbroken he refuses to tell him, and moved out. What if she laughs at him. He didn't relize had until he opened his eyes and he was on the ground, and samie was trying to wake him up. How did he get there? @💕Blue💕
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Samie was over him calling his name “Travis? Travis are you ok?” She had worry all over her face. She breathes out in relief as he opens his eyes. “God…” she says. She had a few tears running down her face. A few waiters were around them. She backs them away and says “just..please some water and a cloth..” she say as she looks up and orders them. She was calm but inside she was freaking out. He had passes out. He had fallen. She looks back at him and touches his face “are you ok? Is your head hurting?” Her makeup was slightly running. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 06:43 PM
Travis slowly looked around,blinking very slowly. Why were people looking at him. He slowly looked to Samie, his head did hurt. "S-samie?" He whispered, he felt tired. "W-why are you c-crying?" He whispered slowly touching her face softly wiping the tears away. The hostes carefully knelt next to Samie giving her the water and the cloth "do you need us to call an ambulance ? That's a pretty bad bruise." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Peter and shakes her head “no..it is just a bruise. I am licensed in checking for concussions. Thank you for the water..can I have someone help me move him to our car?” She went full doctor mode. She took the rag and dipped it into water. She lays it across his head and looks up. A few of the men waiters nods they and her pick Travis up and she grabs the food and the keys from Travis. They take him to the truck and sits him in the front seat. She gets in and starts the car. She talks to one of the waiters and nods saying “he passes out sometimes..it is a medical condition..” she says to calm them. Once they are cleared, Samie pulls the truck out of the restaurant and drives as quickly as she can to the house. “Travis..I need you to help me once we get home…I just need you to help get you onto the couch..” she says trying not to cry. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 07:13 PM
Travis was pretty out of it, he looked atound the resturant, wondering why he was suddenly moving, his legs werent moving. He slowly turned his head seeing the two guys carrying him out of the resturant. Oh, that made sense. One of the men helped Travis get buckled up , before closing the door. Travis lifted his head a bit, as he nodded slowly letting his head fall against the window, he slowly reached for her hand to hold it. "Okay, the couch." He repeated still pretry confused. "M' head hurts." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “I understand…I just need you to stay awake ok? What is your name? What is your brother’s name? What is my name? Please you have to stay awake…” she says as she starts to cry. She pulls up to the house and gets out. She goes over and opens the door. Her breathing was short and uneven. She leans Travis onto her and leads him slowly into the house and onto the couch. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 07:25 PM
Travis nodded taking a deep breath. "Travis Johnston, Issac. And your Samie ." He replied lifting his head up looking at her. Jake hadn't left yet, he frowned seeing samie. He rushed out "samie what happened ?" He asked carefully helping her get Travis inside. Travis walked slowly , carefully trying to get his boots off but almost fell. Thankfully Jake caught him helping get him to the couch. Jake stopped samie from doing anything else "Sam, I need you to breath." He said calmly gently holding her hand. "Everything's okay." He said softly gently hugging her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie drops the keys as takes a deep breathe. Tears rolls down her face. She hugs jake and says “I don’t know what happened…we were talking and then he just fell..I couldn’t I..I..I couldn’t..” she says and she hides her face. She was so scared. She wipes her face and takes a deeper breathe. “He hit his head..I haven’t checked for concussion..I..I..I..” she breaks down. She covers her face and slides down to curl up and hugs her knees. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 07:38 PM
Jake nodded gently kneeling down holding samie close. He nodded rocking her gently. "Shh, deep breaths, it's okay really ."He said softly, carefully rocking her careful. "It happens sometimes, that's with his anxiety." He explained holding her close. "Let me take over okay? You go get changed into comfortable clothes, I'll get Travis upstairs and in bed . You, are going to lay with him, and relax. There isn't much wr can do, ans I don't want you getting yourself worked up." He said softly. "Think you can do that? " @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and wipes her eyes. She stands up and walks to Travis. She kisses his head before she runs upstairs and closes her bedroom door. She slips down and sobs. She was so scared. She gets up and wipes her face. She takes a short shower before changing into a pair of short sleep short and Travis hoodie. She runs down and to Travis’s bedroom. She comes in and looks at Travis “Travis? You ok?” She says. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 07:48 PM
Jake had gotten Travis changed and laid in bed sighing. "Come on T, we gotta work on these fainting spells." He replied carefully laying him down, pulling the blankets over him. He looked up seeing Samie. Travis opened his eyes and nodded gently lifting the blanket for her to lay with him. Once she laid down , he carefully wrapped his arms around her waist, holding her close. "M' head hurts, I don't remember what happened ." He admitted "last thing I remember Jake hugged you." @💕Blue💕
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Samie climbs in and hug home. She hides her face and tears flow from her face. “You scared me…” she says as she hugs him. She was curls up and her height difference was now able to be seen. “You can do that…you can’t scare me like that..” she says as she holds him. She cries into him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 07:57 PM
Travis nodded holding her close, gently running his fingers threw her hair. "Im sorry, I'll try my hardest." He replied softly, gently kissing her forehead. He tried his best to comfort her, gently patting her back. rose and jessie carefully jumped onto the bed to help comfort Samie Travis looked at her gently kissing her head softly "om sorry samie. I truely am " @💕Blue💕
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Samie shakes her head and says “shut it…please…just…stop talking..” she says as she curls up. After awhile she looks up at Travis “I..I was so scared that I did something wrong…” she says as she wipes her face. She sits up and rubs her eyes. “I…I didn’t know what happened…I..I was so scared that I did something..wrong..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 08:02 PM
Travis quickly shut his mouth, watching her sit up. "Y-you didn't do anything wrong." He replied softly. Slowly sitting up as well, he held his head feeling dizzy. He looked to samie holding her hand gently "it will never be because of you I promise. " @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and holds his head. “You have lay down..you might have a concussion….” She says and lays him down. She lays down next to him and wipes her face. “Just rest..ok? Lets just rest..” she says as she curls up and hugs him. She lays her head on his chest and closes her eyes. Her cheeks were red and tear stained. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 08:12 PM
"But I feel bad, I didn't mean to hurt you." He said gently getting the cool cloth that was on his head. He carefully flipped it inside out, gently wiping her cheeks gently. "Im sorry samie, I didn't mean to scare you." He said holding her close. Jessie quickly nipped Travis leg causing him to yelp, he hadn't relized he was fazing out, like he normally did before he fainted. Jessie had got him out of the panic. He groaned "jess." He huffed rubbing his leg. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and touches his face. “Just rest..ok…I am not mad…I was scared..but I am not mad..ok?” She says as she looks at him. She rubs her thumb in his cheek. “It is ok…” she says as she slowly closes her eyes. She was tired. She sighs as she slowly falls asleep. “Y-you will…be ok..” she says slurring her words due to her falling asleep. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 08:18 PM
Travis looked at her and nodded. He slowly relaxed in the bed, holding her close. "I love you Samie, thank you for everything." He whispered falling asleep with her. He had a gently but firm hold on her. He was tired, but thankful samie wasn't mad at him. Travis woke up around 6 that night, when he woke up he was confused on why he was laying long ways in the bed. He lifted his head looking around confused when he also felt weight on 3 diffrent parts of his body, one was his legs, his right arm and his back. He carefully looked to see what was happening and smiled seeing Samie was curled up on his back. While the dogs had him trapped. This was the dream. @💕Blue💕
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Samie curls up and hugs his back. She groans as she feels him move “stop moving….” She says inner low sleepy voice. She presses her face into his back and sighs. She falls back asleep hugging him. She was big spoon and he was little spoon. She was comfortable and peaceful. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 08:22 PM
He smiled softly laying his head back down. "Okay, okay." He chuckled happily just watching her. He very carefully moved so she was now on his chest. He kissed her head softly gently patting her back. He waited patiently for her to wake up. @💕Blue💕
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She moves with him and sighs once she got comfortable. She doesn’t wake up for a few more hours. She likes to sleep in. She hugs him and sighs as she slowly opens her eyes. She rubs them and looks around. “What…” she says not really knowing what is going on. “Travis?” She says looking up st him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 08:28 PM
Travis hummed in response, he had his eyes closed and was just breathing. "Sorry, I didn't want to wake you " He said slolwy looking at her. "How did you sleep?" He asked opening his eyes to look at her. He looked alot better after their nap. He had a big smile gently booping her nose @💕Blue💕
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Samie curls up and hides her face “I want to go back to bed…” she says as she bring the blanket up and around her body. She was slightly cold as she had taken off the hoodie at some point. She looks at him and says “how are you? Are you feeling better?” She says as she touches his face @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 08:33 PM
"Yeah I bet. We can go back to sleep if you want .'He promised softly. He hummed thinking. "I feel alot better, I think I hit My head pretty hard. I'm just glad it wasn't at the market again, that did lead me to a hospital stay." He hummed gently playing with her hair "how are you feeling?" He asked leaning into her hand, that felt amazing @💕Blue💕
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She hugs and says “I am ok…just worried about you…” she says. She was still in her sleepy brain. She climbs over him and lays on top of him. She sighs as she closes her eyes. “I am tired…j..just five more minutes…” she says as she curls up in top of him. She Shivers alittle but from her skin being exposed. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 08:40 PM
Travis laughed softly wrapping his arms around her kissing her head. "Of course five more minutes." He agreed gently rocking her. He hummed gently tracing patterns on her back as he talked. "So Jake suggested us do a couples message for a date. I have no idea what that is, so I'm assuming I just give you a message ? But I don't know why we are paying to go to a building when it's just us." He replied with a hum. Just talking a mile a minute @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and hums along. She wasn’t really paying attention. She curls up and rolls over so they are now on their sides and she curls up into his arms. “Yeah..that sounds good…” she says as she slowly falls back asleep. She sighs and her whole body relaxes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 08:45 PM
Travis looked at her and stopped talking. He hummed holding her close looking at rose and jessie. Watching the two play. After a but of waiting for her to wake up Travis ended up falling asleep again. After a few he began to snore loudly, loud lawn mower snores. Jessie jumped on the bed trying to make them so the noise would stop. @💕Blue💕
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Samie rolls over and just covers her eyes with her arm. She was a pretty heavy sleeper. She did wake up a few minutes later and looks at him. She taps his nose and says “shhh” before she rolls back around and lets him spoon her. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 08:50 PM
He snorted soft, carefully rolling over, laying ontop of Samie holding her close as he slept. His snuggled close resting his head against her neck breathing ever so softly. He after a but he slowly opened his eyes snuggling closer "your warm." @💕Blue💕
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“Your loud..” she says as she curls up and shivers from his breathe. “Travis?” She says as she looks at him. She bites her lip. He was breathing on her neck and this was making her blush like crazy. “Your..your..” she tries to say but just bites her lip to make herself stop talking. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 08:55 PM
Travis smiled carefully proping himself up on his elbows so he could look at her better. "Yeah, so I've heard. Issac likes to call me a human lawn mower." He chuckled before looking at her confused. "Im What?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks up and blushes “n-nothing..” she says as she sits up and rubs her eyes. She blushes really hard as she turns and looks at him. They were very close. She looks at his eyes and her breathing was shaky. She looks away before she says “nothing..y..your breath was just..tickling my neck..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 09:01 PM
He nodded slowly "Oh! Okay." He hummed carefully going back to how he was laying but gently put his hand on his face so he wasn't breathing on her "is this okay?" He teased he eanted to make sure he was comfortable and not uncomfortable. "I can lay a diffrent way of you'd like." @💕Blue💕
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She blushes and turns away from him. “I..I am going to get something to drink…” she says as she gets up. She walk around the bed and wipes her eyes. She sniffs and tries to not face him. “Do you need anything?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 09:09 PM
Travis heard the sniffle and panicked "w-what?" He asked sitting up quickly "i-im sorry I was only teasing a-are you okay?" He asked worriedly as he watched her. "I-im okay I don't need anything, but are you okay?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and waves her hand “yeah I am fine..I promise..” she says as she turns and smiles. Her Cheeks were alittle red and had a few tear stains on them. “I am fine…” she walks over to him and touches his head. “You need a ice pack” she says as she looks sad. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 09:17 PM
Travis gently took her hands in his "honey what's wrong ?" He asked softly "you can ways talk to me." He said kissing her hand gets "how can I help make you feel better?" He asked softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes at the pet name and looks away. “I…I just got scared last night…” she says as she blushes at the kisses. She turns her face away and mumbles “I..I just want to spend time with you…make sure you are ok..” she says as she looks at him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 09:25 PM
He gently rested his hand against her cheek, Turing her towards him "honey. I want to spend time with you too, I'm okay really." He said softly gently pulling her into his arms. "Let's spend time together today." He said softly kissing the top of her head softly. "Im okay." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and hugs him back. “Ok…are you sure you are ok? I can get a ice pack, some medicine..” she says as she holds his face. She smiles and kisses his cheek. “You want some breakfast?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 09:32 PM
Travis smiled blushing happily "Well, I'll take more of those kisses. If you have any to spare.' He said gently putting his hands on her waist to hold her, gently rubbing her side with her thumb. @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes as she looks at him. She bites her lip before she leans down and kisses his lips. She kisses gentle before pulling away. She blushes and says “I am so sorry…I..I” she goes to pull away. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 09:35 PM
Travis had a goofy grin when she pulled away. "Woah, that was amazing !" He replied happily holding her. "Its okay why are you apologizing?" He asked couriously @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes as she looks at him. “I..I didn’t mean..if you didn’t want…” she says. She moves closer and bites her lip. “I..I..I am sorry..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 09:40 PM
Travis gently pulled her close , gently kissing her on the lips. He very carefully held her in his arms as he kissed, being gentle but passionate at the same time. After a moment he pulled away whispering "samie. Your okay." @💕Blue💕
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Samie kisses him and melts into his touch. She sighs as she watches him. She sighs as she nods. She sits next to him and leans her head onto his shoulder. “Thank you…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 09:44 PM
Travis held her hand gently. He suddnely had snd idea. He carefully moved to look at her "how about this, we go through what we are comfortable and not comfortable with." He said gently leading her to face her. "Are you okay with this ?" He asked gently kissing the top of her hand."
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Samie nods and says “yes..” she looks at him and blushes. “A-are you ok with that?” She asks and kisses his top of his head. She smiles softly. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Aug-22 09:48 PM
Travis smiled gently blushing when she kissed his head "100%" he agreed happily. "Are you okay with this?" He asked gently peppering kisses all over her face . @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and nods “yeah..” she smiles and nods “yeah I am okay with that…” she smiles and blushes. “Are you okay with that? Or no?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 04-Aug-22 06:23 AM
Travis smiled "I am completely okay with that. My love language is touch, so I'm okay with all of it." He replied gently holding her hand again. "So you don't have to worry." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and kisses his cheeks. “Are you sure?” Her hands go up into his hair and plays with it. She takes a strong move. She sits on his lap and blushes @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 04-Aug-22 08:56 AM
Travis practically melts in her hold, once she started playing with his hair, she had him wrapped around her finger. "Yeah, I'm completely sure." He agreed gently holding his hands on her waist to hold her close. His thumb gently petting her waist. "That feels amazing ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes as she sits in his lap. She blushes as she sit here. She plays with his hair and looks at him. “Are you ok…with this?” She says as she blushes harder. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 04-Aug-22 09:03 AM
Travis nodded looking at her "I am, are you okay if I do this ." She asked gently kissing up and down her jaw, as softly as he could @💕Blue💕
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Samie bites her lip and holds in her voice. She nods and says “y-yes…” she blushes super hard. She slightly tugs on his hair and sighs/light moans. @Ken
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((Let me know if you want to skip or move on! Don’t want to make you uncomfortable!)
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Travis Johnston BOT 04-Aug-22 09:23 AM
((LOL if you want them yo actually do it I'd appreciate a skip lol
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Travis looked at her gently continuing. He held her closer as he gently kissed down her neck "this okay?" @💕Blue💕
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((I was just think then like kiss and then either Samie or Travis stop it!)) She nods and bites her lip. “Travis…w..we shouldn’t..” she says as she tries to steady her breathing. She was blushing so red like a tomato.
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Travis Johnston BOT 04-Aug-22 09:29 AM
Travis sat up looking at hetm he blushed heavily "im sorry i...I didn't mean to go to far?" He replied sheepishly as he blushed heavily "are you okay?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and shakes her head “no..it is fine..I just..jake or you mom or issac could walk in on us…I..just..don’t want…” she blushes and hides her face into his shoulder “you did nothing wrong…”
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Travis Johnston BOT 04-Aug-22 10:02 AM
Travis nodded holding her gently "Okay, that makes sense ." He agreed gently "its okay we can... we can wait I don't mind ." He said gently rocking her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “hey…don’t be mad..please..” she says as she hugs him. “Are you ok? How is your head?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 04-Aug-22 11:40 AM
"Im not mad I promise. " He said hugging her close "Im happy to wait.c he said. He hummed "its still hurts a bit but I bet I'll be okay." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and hugs him. She yawns and says “you hungry? I can make something…” she looks up at him and kisses his cheek.
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Travis Johnston BOT 04-Aug-22 07:05 PM
Travis blushed with a smile happily hugging her. "Yeah, let's make something together ." He offered with a smile "want some French toast?" He asked @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and stands up. She grabs his hand and leads him down the stairs and to the kitchen. She smiles at him and blushes “I haven’t made French toast before…ever..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 04-Aug-22 07:25 PM
Travis happily followed her down stairs "really? I'll happily teach you how to make French toast." He smiled happily going towards the kitchen. The dogs happily walked with them barking happily. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. They get to the kitchen and she jumps up and sit on the counter. “What’s first?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 04-Aug-22 07:37 PM
He smiled "first we get the skillet." He said carefully getting the pan from the cabinet before going to the fridge getting eggs, bread and butter. "Im afraid we can't have true French toast, we don't have cinnamon, Issac highly alleric poor kid." He hummed @💕Blue💕
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She smiles and swings her legs watching him. “That is fine!“ she says as she looks at rose and Jessie. She smiles and then looks back Travis. She just sat there staring at him.
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Travis Johnston BOT 04-Aug-22 07:40 PM
Travis smiled happily showing her step by step how to make French toast, happily humming as he placed the butter in the pan. "Do you want some scrambled eggs?"
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She watches him and jumps down from the counter. She walks next to him and nod “yeah..that sounds good..” she says as she hugs him from behind. “Are you sure you are ok?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 04-Aug-22 08:00 PM
He hummed sofrly gently patting her hand. "Yeah, im just feeling kinda shaky. And a but scared " He said softly "I'm scared because I don't understand why I keep fainting. And it's like I don't relize when I'm panicking. What if it happens when I'm driving.' He sighed @💕Blue💕
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Samie turns him towards her. She smiles and holds his face. “Hey..it is ok…we will figure it out…” she says as she smiles and kisses his cheek. “I won’t let you get hurt ok?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 07:25 AM
He leaned into her hands taking a deep breath to ground himself. He smiled feeling her lips on his cheek "I trust you, I know you got me." He whispered gently kissing her nose @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles when he kisses her nose. “We will figure it out ok? I won’t leave you…” she says as she leans their foreheads together.
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 07:36 AM
He blushed gently brushing her hair behind her ear. "Im afraid your stuck eith me darlin' you got this lonely cowbodys heart in your hands." He smiled happily holding her close. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smile and holds his face in her hands. “And I am here for you…alway…” she says as she plays his hair. She completely forgets about breakfast
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 07:41 AM
Travis smiled enjoying the touch. He happily gave her the same. He carefully brushed her hair back, holding her close to him as he swayed softly "all we need is some music."He did with a soft chuckle
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Samie giggles and looks at him. “I…thank you..” she says as she lays her head onto his chest. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 08:29 AM
He hummed "for what?" He asked her couriously as he held her, continuing to rock her. "All I'm doing is treating you correctly." He teased. @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs “for being so nice…it is nice..my..my ex wasn’t as nice as you…” she says as she hugs him tighter. “You are so nice…I don’t Deserve you…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 11:17 AM
Travis gently lifted her on the Counter so he could hold her better. "Well, you deserve all the love and kindness in the world " He smiled kissing her cheek @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and smiles softly. “Thank you Travis..” she says as she kisses his lips. She melts in his arms. She just wanted to stay like this. Away. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 11:57 AM
Travis gently kissed her happily relaxing in her arms, he happily held her close in his arms gently rubbing her back "love you " He whispered @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and says “love you too…” she says as she hugs him. She sniffs and her eyes widen. “GOD THE FRENCH TOASt!” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 01:57 PM
Travis gasped quickly trying to stop threatening burning he laughed "oh my " He smiled looking at her "my bad!"
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Samie giggles and covers her face. “No no it is fine..” she says as she giggles. She jumps off the counter and hugs him. “We can just have the eggs if we need to…then we can watch some movies…or something else..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 03:51 PM
Travis laugher softlt golding get close. "Yeah eggs would be goodm do you want to go pick a movie?" He offered looking to the French toast, giggling softly "oh boy, I can't believe I forgot that!" @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and smiles. She moves to the couch. Rose follows her and jumps and lays into her lap. She curls up and covers up with a blanket. She starts looking for a movie. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 03:58 PM
Travis happily made eggs and toast before happily bringing it to get. He hummed happily sitting down giving her a plate "here you do dear. I hope you enjoy it. " @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and takes the food. “Thank you…” she says as she looks for a movie. She picks a romcom and plays it. She eats and looks over at Travis. She touches his hand and holds if. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 04:00 PM
He smiled holding her hand gently happily eating "Oh! I can do this." He said carefully putting hid plate on the coffee table, gently holding a switch gently pulling it up. The top of the table raised up allowing it to be a table. "Best purchase ever." @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and places her plate up on the table. “I know jake was talking about a spa date…if that was something you wanted to still do..” she says as she rubs her thumb on his knuckles. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 04:52 PM
Travis hummed holding her hand happily. "Yeah it sounds fun, um I'm a bit anxious about going tho." He admitted softly. He looked confused when Jake texted him. "Um, I okay?" He said showing her the text Jake sent him. It said 'your date is tomorrow, today the message thearipist want to zoom call, samie can talk if you can't.' @💕Blue💕
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Samie takes the phone and nods. “Yeah i can grab my laptop…hang on!” She says she gets up and runs up to the room she has her stuff in. She grabs her laptop and brings it back to Travis. She pulls up zoom and enters the info. “Are you ready? I can do all of the talking if you need. If you need me to ask something you can text it out and i can ask it..” she was full doctor helping mode. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 05:01 PM
Travis nodded slowly. "C-can I stay off the screen?" He asked quietly looking at the zoom meeting button. He slowly held her hand biting his lip. Nervously. "I will text the questions ." He replied gently holding rose and jessie on his lap @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and holds his hand. She looks at Travis. She smiles and kisses his cheek. “It is going to be ok…” she says as she clicks the join button. Samie smiles and starts to talk to the therapist. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 05:20 PM
Travis gave her a smile, leaning back looking at the computer from the side. One of the thearipist with bright pink hair smiled widely as she waved "Hello! Im Charlie and this is my assistant Molly. We wanted to welcome you to our wonderful 4 hour appointment and want to break down why the appointments are so long and why we are calling you the day before ." Charlie smiled. "So, the appointments are so long because we go by a mental and physical health basis. So if you are having a hard time staying still we are able to go a diffrent activity. We also provide a sort of physical thearpy of you have an injury you are able to come to us as much as your provider need you to come see us." She spoke kindly. Then explained some of the services they provid. Such as diffrent messages, treatments and fun couples activities. "Is there any questions you may have, please dont hesiate to ask ?" She asked couriosuly @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yes well i am here with Travis and he is alittle shy and nervousness about being touched and he has very high anxiety… my main question is that is there a way that if he does have issue that I can be in the same room to help…” she asks and looks at the screen. She was still holding his hand and rubbing it smoothly. She looks over and smiles at travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 05:27 PM
Charlie smiled "of course ! Our couples sessions are completely done in the same room! So he will not ever be alone he will always be with you." She promised carefully bringing the laptop into one of the rooms showing Samie the two tables close together. "And if he is adamant he wouldn't like us to do the messages we can always show you what to do if that will help." She said softly. Travis gave samie a small smile holding her hand , he looked at the room thankful they would be together. He was also thankful the thearipist said they didn't have to touch him. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nod and says “yes that would be great…” she says and smiles at the therapist. “Travis has also been passing out due to his anxiety…if there is maybe any recommendations for how we can help not have that happen we would love to hear those…” she says as she looks over to travis to see if he is ok and needed anything. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 05:40 PM
Travis actually zoned out, Jessie and rose had brought him some toys so he was busy keeping them entertained forgetting they were in a meeting. Charlie smiled "of course! We can try out best to help you get some ideas. I know it can be very scary, panicking them waking up not realizing what happened, and I know it can be scary that seeing your loved one falling. But I'm sure we can help show you some ways to hp get him out of those panicked epiodes." She said softly. "This experience we ask they you wear a swimsuit, we rather not do them completely nude, expecally in your case where your partner has a history of fainting. But trust us the messages us still so worth it." She said softly. Molly whispered something to Charlie causing her to nod. "Oh! Yes. We also have a box of fidget toys, if you can't sit still we recommend these." She smiled @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “thank you…we are exicted about coming to see you guys tomorrow.. we do have to go and get some things down around here. Goodbye and have a great day..” she says before hanging up. She turns to Travis and holds his face. “Are you ok?” She asks as she looks at him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 05:54 PM
Travis hummed softly looking back to her. "Yeah, Jessie nipped my finger but nothing too bad." He said gently kissing her nose. "What did I miss?" He asked tilting his head slightly looking at Samie couriously. "Wait...we had to call the thearipist...but your a Thearpist." He replied completely lost. @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs and hugs him. “Just setting everything up…they wont touch you and we will be in the same room as we get the treatment. We should wear swim suits.” She smiles and looks up at him and kisses his cheeks. “You are going to be ok…we will be there together…i wont leave ok?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 06:01 PM
"Oh, you want to see my in my swimsuit huh?" He asked wiggling his eyebrows at her teasingly. He just smiled when she kissed his cheek. "I trust you samie, as long as I'm with you, I know I'll be okay." He said gently booping her nose against his with a smile. @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and hides her face. “Travis…” she says as she curls up and yawns. She looks at him and smiles. “Do we need to do anything around the farm? I don’t want to keep you from doing anything important…” she says with a slight smile on her face. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 06:06 PM
"No, Jake texted me and said he will do my chores tonight and tomorrow that way we can rest and enjoy tomorrow." He said gently holding her as he laid back snuggling up with her. "Wanna take a nap?"
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Samie nods lays on his chest. She sighs as she looks at him. “You…you know i really like you…right?” She says and rubs her eyes. She yawns more and says “i…are you ok?” She says.
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 06:11 PM
"I know, and you know I really really like you too." He said carefully pulling a blanket around them both . "I'm okay a but sleepy. But I'm good. I'm nervous hut also excited for Tomorrow, I can't wait to leave how I can help you relax." He smiled gently kissing her Chin. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “it is going to be good…i will be there…i will help if anything happens..” she says as she curls up and closes her eyes. She soon falls asleep and her breathing is calm and steady. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 06:18 PM
((Want to tome skip to the next day for the date?
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((Sure!))
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 06:28 PM
Travis kissed her head gently "I love you." He whispered slolwy falling asleep holding her close. Just enjoying being in her presence. The next morning Travis woke up in a silly mood, he had woken Samie up by peppering her face with tons of kissed, before he had went to make her breakfast in bed. He got the dogs hyped up, and acting crazy. Before Samie finslly had to get him to stop and calm down. Now they were in the couple room in the spa. Both in their swimsuits and robes. Travis was having a difficult time trying to keep himself still, his anxiety was going threw the roof but also his adhd was acting up, he hadn't taken his meds in two days so he was wired. He finally was quiet and sat down when he got on hid phone to show Samie a new tractor he wad thinking of getting for the farm. Charlie knocked on the door before coming in "Good morning. it's so lovely to meet you both in person. As promised we will let you both lead us in how you would like to begin the session. " She smiled kindly, Charlie walked over to her skinny chair and smiled "Okay so first just to help get you both use to the room. I was thinking we coukd start with a facial? The facial is mainly locations liquids a warm towel, our por globes and brushes to stimulate your skin. But remeber this is your appointment you can lead us to whatever you'd like first." She smiled @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and looks at Travis. She held his hand and says “yes! Let’s get started! I am good with the brushes and everything! What about you Travis?” She asks as she looks at him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 06:37 PM
Travis carefully put his phone in Samies purse and gave a slow nod. "U-um, sure." He agreed. Charlie smiled "okay!! Remeber Travis you don't have to do it. We can let Samie do it after her facial." She promised. Carefully leading Samie to her chair getting her gloves on, while Molly did the same. Travis nodded, he slowly sat in the chair looking a bit panicked, expecally since the chair was laying him back. His hand quickly got a hold of Samies as he took a deep breath trying to remain calm. @💕Blue💕
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Samie sits up and looks at Travis. “Trav…breathe..I am right here…I won’t leave you..” she smiles and rubs his knuckles. She leans back and lets Charlie do the facial to her. She never lets Travis’s hand go. She holds it tight. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 06:43 PM
Travis nodded taking a deep breath, he trusted Samie she wasn't going to leave. He ended up not being able to let Molly give him a facial. Which she was so kind and gave him her chair, wheeling it closer to samie so he could watch Charlie. He rested hid head on the table holding Samies hand close just watching. Charlie smiled gently brushing Samie's face "these may tickle a bit, but they will help wake your skin up that way it can take the moisturizers and oils alot easier." She spoke ever so softly, making soft movements with the brushes against her cheeks, nose, forehead and jaw. @💕Blue💕
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Samie rubs Travis’s hand as she giggles from the brushes. She takes a deep breathe and tries to keep herself from laughing. She opens her eyes and looks over at Travis and smiles “you ok?” She asks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 06:49 PM
Travis hummed gently looking at Samies nails. "Yeah, I'm good." He whispered kissing the top of her hand. Looking up at her. After a few minutes of brushing, Charlie carefully got the moisturizer. "This may apply cold ." She warned very gently messaging the cream into Samies skin, being as gentle as possible. Travis carefully so samies hand was on his cheek, he just watched Charlie work, he really liked the smells in the room, which was a bonus, maybe the facial wouldn't be so bad. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and asks softly. “Do..do you want to have the facial?” She says as she rubs his knuckles. Samie turns towards Travis and smiles softly. “You don’t have too…I just want you to be happy…” she says as she blushes as she kisses his cheeks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 06:55 PM
Travis blushed when she kisses his cheek, he slowly looked over to the chair, before back to Samie. He did want it, it looked relaxing and right now his skin felt very tingly due to hid anxiety. He very slowly laid back on the table and let Molly put the head band. He didn't let go of Samie's hand. Molly smiled and began to do the steps on Travis, which really surprised her was actually helping him relax. Charlie looked over and smiled softly, continuing to message Samie's face. She carefully whispered in Samies ear. "If you want us to have carefully have him sit the opposite way so you can see him we can." She promised @💕Blue💕
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Samie shakes her head and says “as long as we can hold hands I will be able to tell when he is panicking.” She whispers back. She sighs and closes her eyes. She doesn’t let go of Travis’s hand as they get their facials done. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 07:02 PM
Charlie smiled softly and continued the facial, messaging all the creams and moisturizers onto her skin, being gentle. Before using a warm towel to carefully dab away the products. Every so often Travis would tense up and squezze Samies hand, expecally when the hot towel touched his face. But he made it through the facial without a panic attack, he called that a win. He looked at samie with a confuse look :what about the Zucchini?" He whispered. Molly smiled "cucumber. We don't put them on your eyes, we use them for our water." She explained, gently taking her gloves off to start the scalp message @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs as she gets a scalp massage. She lightly moans as she gets this message. She had bad headache sometimes and this just made those go right away. She sighs and her hands lightly lets go of Travis hand as her body relaxes. She closes her eyes and sighs. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 07:06 PM
Charlie smiled "im going to use some oils for your scalp. It's to help moisturize as well as help tension for headaches." She whispered carefully carefully putting the oils on her scalp gently messaging her. Travis held her hand biting his lip pretry hard, not even realizing he was going it until Molly said "we can wait, your allowed to sit up. @💕Blue💕
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Samie opens her eyes and turn to Travis. “Trav you ok?” She says. Her face serious. “You are hitting you lip babe…you will make it bleed..” she says as she motions for him to come near. “It is ok..breath..breathe..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 07:15 PM
Travis slowly stopped biting his lip going back to sit with Samie. He carefully sat on the spinny chair crossed legged so he could rested his head near her hand again. He took a few deep breaths nodding when she told him it was okay. Charlie had an idea. "Travis, if you'd like, Molly can start your back message if you like. Samie told me you are a fan of back scratches, and Molly here is the best at those. You can stay exactly where you are and Molly can come over here that way you feel safe." Travis gave a nod of approval making sure he stayed close to Samie. He felt guilty for ruining the spaday for her. He did as Molly told him, carefully taking off the and letting her put the oils on his back. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and smiles “it is ok..I know what you are thinking..you are not ruining anything ok?” She says and kisses his hand. She just looks at him and closes her eyes and sighs. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 07:20 PM
He nodded holding her hand just letting her rest, he hated to admit it but Charlie was right, Molly's back scratches where amazing. A few spots he tenses up, and gave a small giggle trying to keep it in, brut the rest was so relaxing. Charlie smiled softly noticing Travis wasn't all the way relaxed but he had started to doze off. But started to fall forward., she yelped quickly rushing forward grabbing Travis "Okay, why don't we move you to a standard chair yeah?" She giggled softly. Travis just looked dazed and confused. Carefully moving to the other chair carefully holding Samies hand closer to his face. While Charlie went back to the scalpe message gently messaging samies temples. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Travis and say “Trav…talk to me..” she says as she rubs his hand. She was quite worried. She bites her lip and says to Charlie. “Can I just check on him…” she says as she sits up and moves closer to Travis. “Are you ok? Talk to me Travis..” she says as she holds his face. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 07:28 PM
Charlie smiled "it's okay Samie I promise. He just started to fall asleep, and fell forward." She said softly Travis rubbed his eyes, giving Samie a confused and sleepy look. He hummed softly nodding, he gently rested in her yawned letting his eyes fall closed as Molly continued to scratch and gently work the knots out of his back. "All good." He whispered letting his head fall forward. Molly smiled softly "one of your friends worries was he wasn't getting enough sleep, so our special oil has some melatonin on it to help sleep. We can give you some to take home if you'd like." She offered. "Pelase trust us, we know how hard it is to caregive for someone who we love. Let us give you the relaxation that you deserve." Charlie said softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and gets back to her chair. She says “yeah…I..I just get nervous…” she says before she holds his hand and closes her eyes. “That would be great…” she sighs as she lets Charlie finish the scalp message. She sighs and says to herself it is fine…
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 07:37 PM
Charlie smiled and gave Samie the pampering she deserved. She gave her the works, a full body message a foot message she even did her nails. Mean while Travis slept through half their appointment, hand never leaving Samie's. With hours left of the appointment Charlie had dedicated it for the both to learn ways to help each other through the stress, they both faced. Travis woke up with a slight grumpy face, ans a red patch on the side of his face due to him dalling asleep on leather. He had been in a deep sleep, more relaxed then he has been in a long while. He gently rested his head on Samies leg. Charlie smiled "Okay, I noticed somethings today and I am very excited to help you find healthy ways to help each other. " She said happily @💕Blue💕
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Samie let’s the women do their work and by the end of it she is also tired. She blushes she when Travis lays his head on her lap. She plays with her hair and listens to Charlie. “What were you thinking?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 07:53 PM
Charlie smiled. "Well, Samie. I have a feeling you may be overstressed with your job." She said softly "you are caregiver at work, then you come home to be caregiver. It's going to start getting to the point you won't be able to relax ." She said softly "So I'd like you to try the first 5. These sre the steps you can follow when your having an extremely stressful day" She said with a smile."setup one , you come home and have 10 minutes to finish last minute work things, just to make sure you have everything done and ready for the next day. Step two do some self care stuff. Take a bath, change into pajamas, things like that. Step 3 when everything is becoming to much, walk away. Your going to burn yourself out and that isn't good for you or your family.' She explained softly. "4 and 5 are basically the same, ask your partner a distraction." She said softly "weather that's getting kisses and cuddles, have an intimate moment. Or even if you just need a cry, allow your partner to help you." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and plays with Travis’s hair. “Yeah..I haven’t really been at work for the pass for days due to some stuff..but thoses sound good.” Samie knew she had to slow down. She was going to end up like she did in college where she had burnt herself out completely and almost didn’t finish. She looks down at Travis and smiles at him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Aug-22 08:00 PM
Charlie smiled "Thats understandable, we all need to be able to take a step back and relax.' She said softly. She looked to Travis. "Travis me and Molly are going to show you some pressure points tou can message for Samie when she's to stressed okay?" Travis nodded carefully sitting back in his chair letting Molly lead her to stand infront of him. When Samie took her robe off so Charlie could show the pressure points the poor cowboys face was bright red . He had never seen Samie like this before, and he felt so flustered when he did. He tried not to, but the poor guys face was so red it was clear to tell. But Charlie and Molly just explained what pressure points helped what @💕Blue💕
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Samie melts at his touch. She sighs and her whole body goes limp. She had years of stress and knots that were never taken care off. She looks up and see Travis’s blushing face. She smiles and closes her eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Aug-22 06:47 AM
Travis looked shocked and amazed. He looked at Charlie with wide eyes, he ended shocked hr actually did something right and helped Samie relax. During the hour of Molly and Charloe helping Travis learn, the poor guy started to get the hyper feelings again getting distracted by things, just gently bonking his head against samies shoulder. But the girls were so patient and kind towards him. @💕Blue💕
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Samie fully relaxes and looks at him. “Thank you Travis…” she says as she closes her eyes and lightly falls asleep. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Aug-22 07:04 AM
Travis sat in his chair waiting patiently for samie to wake up, he did an inpulse purchase and bought his new tractor, thankfully his mom gets the notications due to these reasons and canceled the order. He played with the fidget toys trying to relax again while Charlie told him a list of things he needed to do for samie, but his focus was everywhere else. @💕Blue💕
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Samie wakes up and looks at Travis. “Travis…what’s up?” She says as she plays With his hair. “Did you take your medicine?” She asks as she looks at him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Aug-22 07:17 AM
Travis hummed "nope." He said popping the p as he spoke. He gently kissed her nose softly "im okay, did you sleep well? It seemed like you did. I at least hope you did ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs and sits up. She looks at him and kisses his cheeks. “Did you have a good time?” She says @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Aug-22 07:24 AM
"Im with you, how could I not have a good time ." He said happily kissing her back. He had a wide goofy smile "and now , I know what to do when you way stressed. I know your sweet spots." He said in a sing songy voice kissing her nose. Charlie smiled "and she's about to know yours ." She reminded causing Travis to hum. "Well, I guess that's fair . As long as she's happy then I'm happy." He said happily @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and gets out of the chair. She looks at Charlie and says “I am ready!” She smiles and kisses Travis. “Just relax ok?” She says as she kisses his cheeks then his lips. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Aug-22 08:21 AM
Travis smiled carefully looking at Molly and Charlie he gently lifted his robe collar to hid his and samie's face happily kissing her "with you, always." He said sitting in the chair with a smile Charlie hummed "so samie what are your biggest concerns when it comes with Travis " She said softly
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“I am mostly concerned about him passing out…he does it when he panics…” she says as she looks at Charlie. “I really just want to help him feel relaxed…” she smiles and pets Travis hair. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Aug-22 12:38 PM
Charlie nodded softly. "That is a hard one." She admitted "seeing as we can't really stop all of his panicking, but we can try and help prevent it. " She said softly "is there any tells he has that you can see when he's about to panic?" Travis sat up resting his head on Samies shoulders he didn't want to talk about his anxiety, he was here to learn how to help samie relax. @💕Blue💕
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Samie thinks and says “his breathing speeds up…he starts to mumble…he..if we are holding hand he will grip it tighter..” she says as she looks at Travis. She hugs him and kisses his cheeks.
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Aug-22 07:50 PM
She nodded "Okay! Good we can use that. " Charlie said carefully getting up and walking over to them. "So I think will help, is trying to get him distracted him out of the panic ." She said softly having Travis sit up. "Like if he's buying his lip, like he's doing now. I would suggest holding his face and using your thumbs to gently sooth him so he stops ." Travis didn't relize he was doing that again. He let go of his lip looking at samie. "If he's mumbling and his breathing is speeding up, try to find a place to lay him down quickly" Charlie said "even if it's in public, that way if he does faint you arnt hurting yourself." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and looks at Travis. She smiles and leans her head against his. She looks at Charlie and nods. “YeH…that would be useful…I don’t want him to hurt himself..” she says as she grabs Travis’s hands and just holds them down.
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Aug-22 08:02 PM
Travis looked at their hands confused, he wondered why she had his hands down. He gently rezted his head against hers humming softly. Charlie carefully had Travis lay down. Which did in face cause him to panic which she took as a great time to show samie some skills to help calm him down. The crappy part was only three of the ten methods helped Travis calm down, the rest heightened his anxiety. Her playing with his hair, her holding him, and her placing hid hand on her chest seemed to be the only ones to help. Charlie gave her a soft sad smile. "That's okay, I encourage you both to experiment and come up with your own fun and helpful ways to help each other." She said softly.."im so so sorry we made you so scared Travis." Travis shakenly gave her a thumbs up, just holding samie as close as he could hiding hid face against her hair @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds him and sighs. “It is ok…I am here..” she says and smiles a Charlie. “I think we are done right Travis? I don’t want to cause him any more anxiety..” she says as she lets his hair and holds him. She rocks slightly back and forth. “Trav…babe…it is ok..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Aug-22 08:07 PM
Charlie nodded "of course. Please come back any time, we would love to have you back, and again we are sorry." She said softly taking Molly and leaving the two to be alone. Travis just looked at her with teary eyes. He really couldn't talk at the moment so he just held her close. Today made him reloze two things, one he was madly in love with samie, and two, having his arms held down forcefully and having deep pressure isn't for him.
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Samie holds him and kisses his head. “I am sorry babe…I am sorry..” she says as she holds him. She just waits till he is ready. She doesn’t move or anything. She just holds him and waits. “It is ok..we can go home and eat that dessert thag we have left over..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Aug-22 08:19 PM
He nodded before gently messaging the areas he remembered Charlie told him would help Samie relax. He wanted her to feel relaxed, he wanted her to feel alot better. After a bit he carefully got the bag with their extra clothes, carefully pulling out the comfortable clothes Samie had packed them. He didn't know why he got emotional that she picked out one's he loved to wear . But he did. He hugged her again sniffling. Man, he loved her so much. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and hugs him. “Travis…” she says and pulls him away to look at his eyes “are you ok? I am sorry that we made you upset..I shouldn’t have..I am sorry..” she started to tear up. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Aug-22 08:23 PM
He shook his head "no, you packed my favorite ones, you didn't know they were but yet you did . I just love you so much." He cried softly "im just emotional, we deserve all the desserts our bellies can handle" . She had him wrapped around her finger, and he was thankful she did . @💕Blue💕
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Samie wipes her eyes and nods. “Y-yeah..let me get dress ok?” She says tskign her stuff and going to a small changing room. She closes the door and starts to get changed. She wipes her eyes and tries to not cry. She felt bad about pushing him. She sighs and steps back out hiding her face as much as she can to hide the tear stained on her face. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Aug-22 08:28 PM
Travis rubbed his eyes sniffling, he didn't mean to make her feel like she did anything wrong, because she really didn't. He held the change of clothes in his hand sniffling. "Samie how did you know these were my favorite?" He asked her @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “they are on the top of your dresser…they are the newest things washed…” she says as she goes to him. She holds his hands and puts them on her face. She closes her eyes and takes some deep breathes. @ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Aug-22 08:32 PM
Travis held her face gently using his thumbs to wipe her tears away. "Oh, that makes sense ." He agreed with small sniffle. "Thank you for grabbing them. I truely appreciate you. W-when we get back to the farm I can give you a back rub if you'd like. I think I have lotion at the house." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smile and says “we will just cuddle…I want to help you calm down and relax…” she says as she kisses his forehead. “It is ok…” she says as she hugs him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 06:28 AM
Travis nodded. "As long as I get to make you feel relaxed and happy I'm down.' He said kissing her cheek, before carefully going to the changing room changing in his comfortable clothes. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and smiles as she watches him. She sighs and starts to get their stuff ready to head out. She sighs and lays onto one of the tables while she waits. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 06:45 AM
Travis came out carefully putting his Hat and boots on. He carefully kissed her cheek as softly as he could :love you." He whispered @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and says “love you more..” she takes his hand and leads him back out to the car. She grab two lollipops from the front desk and smiles. She leads them to the car and gets in, putting her bag with all of their stuff in it. “Are you ok to drive?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 06:49 AM
Travis nodded "Yep, I can drive, I'm sorry baby. I didn't relize I would of reacted that way, to deep pressure. Cause I like it when you or the dogs are sleeping ontop of me." He said carefully holding the door open for samie. "Do you think it's because my arms where held down?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds his face and kisses his cheeks. “Hey..it is ok…” she says as she blushes when he said that he likes her to sleep on him. She looks at him and says “I don’t know babe…but whatever it is…we don’t have to do it..you don’t like it so we won’t try that ok?” She says kisses his lips. “Just breathe..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 07:14 AM
Travis gave a whine kissing her back "Samie, how on earth can I breath, if your so gosh darn breath taking !" He smiled quickly attacking her face with multiple kisses "and your face is so soft I could kiss it for hours!" @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and pushes him away lightly. “Let’s get home…we can kiss and eat that dessert!” She giggles and kisses him once more before she sit back and looks at him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 07:31 AM
Travis just smiled carefully closing the door. He got into the driver side and took her back to their home. "What was your favorite part of the spa?" He asked her couriously @💕Blue💕
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“Hmmm…maybe when you were blushing like a tomato..” she says and giggles. “You were so cute when you did that…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 07:33 AM
Travis blushed heavily, he smiled sheepishly keeping his eyes on the road. "Well, I haven't seen you like that. So I was very flustered " he said with a chuckled @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and holds his hand. “I know I know..it was just cute..what about you?” She says as she looks at the bag. She had gotten the lotion that Charlie has recommended. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 07:42 AM
Travis held her hand happily. "I have to admit the back scratches. It tickles in some places but it really felt nice." He said "maybe I can give you a message later. Issac won't be back until dinner." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah that would be good…” she says as she holds his hands. “I am tired…” she says as she leans back in the chair. She closes her eyes and sighs.
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 08:07 AM
"Close your eyes, take a nap I will carry you inside." He replied with a happy smile. "Just relax." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and slowly falls asleep. Her breathing was normal and steady. She ver lets go of his hand.
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 08:14 AM
Travis hummed along to the radio driving home. Once at the farm Travis carefullt carried her and their things into the house and took samie to their room. Gently laying her OK the bed @💕Blue💕
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Samie grabs his arm and wraps around it. She sighs and stays asleep. She doesn’t move but holds into Travis’s arm. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 11:47 AM
Travis very carefully took his boots and hat off laying on the bed with her. He held her close gently kissing her head gently. He sighed happily closing his eyes waiting for her to wake up @💕Blue💕
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Samie snuggles close time him and sighs. She seemed to be holding back from fully laying on him. Like her subconscious didn’t want to make him panic. She breathes steady and normal. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 11:56 AM
Travis smiled gently petting he rback making sure she was safe and comfortable. He hummed happily. He was so innocent with her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie yawns and hugs him. She lays her head on his chest. She rubs her eyes and looks at him. “What..” she says before pushes herself off of him. “S-sorry..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 04:46 PM
Travis pouted "Hey, I was cuddling you?" He said snuggling her close. "You don't have to apologize .' She said softly. "I like your snuggles @💕Blue💕
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Samie rubs her eyes and says “I just..I don’t want to cause you to panic..” she says as she curls up and pulls her knees to her chest. She was away from Travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 05:02 PM
Travis sat up looking at her. "Honey, you won't." He promised gently holding her hand. "I swear you are not going to make me panic i-i think it was because I couldn't move my arms." He admitted looking at her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and nods. “I just didn’t want to hurt you…” she says as she looks at his hands. She sighs and bites her lip. “I am sorry..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 05:12 PM
He gently held her hands lifting her face "Hey, your fine?" He whispered kissing her lips "why are you sad? Is there anything I can do to help?"
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Samie shakes her head and wipes her eyes. “I just feel bad..I held you hands down I..I..” she says and she breaks down.
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 05:31 PM
Travis held her close "Ah, baby. I'm sorry Shh no don't cry." He said holding her closer as he rocked her , he felt so bad.."baby it'd okay you don't have to cry you didn't know." @💕Blue💕
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Samie shakes her head and hides her face. “I am sorry! I shoudlnt..I..I can’t..” she says as she cries.
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 05:38 PM
Travis gently did the relaxing motions trying to held her breath "Samie breath with me. In threw your nose and out threw your mouth ." He said softly having her copy his motions. "We are safe, your sage. I'm not mad, I love you so so much. And that will never, and i meam never will change " @💕Blue💕
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Samie tries to calm her breathing but can’t. She curls up and cries. She cries and cries. “I am sorry…I am so sorry…” she says. She holds herself and rocks back and forth.
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 05:45 PM
Travis gently picked her up in his arms as he stood up rocking her, he held her close gently petting her back and hummed a lullaby, he was at a loss and didn't know what to do, so he figured he'd try what he does when Issac cries. @💕Blue💕
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Samie slowly starts to calm down. She hugs him and hides her face. She was just mumbling sorry over and over again. She felt so bad for causing him to panic. She felt like she hurt him.
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 05:49 PM
Travis gently rocked her. "Now samie, have I ever given you any indication that I am upset with you?" He asked softly. "Darlin' I will never ever be angry with ya, if I am frustrated I will stop breath and come back. Because baby I believe on talking not yelling or being angry." He said gently rubbing her back @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs her and nods. She knew he was right. She sighs and wipes her face. “I..I just feel like I betrayed you…I made you panic..I am supposed to calm you down..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 05:52 PM
"But baby, I didn't even know that would make me panic. Hoe could you of know?" He asked her carefullt moving his free hand to brush her hair out of her face. "Honey it was an accident ." He said softly "you helped me feel calm after." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and leans into his hand. She sighs and wipes her eyes and says “I…I am sorry..” she says as she bits her lip. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 05:54 PM
Travis made a dramatic sigh "I guess I have to pull out the big guns." He said with a small smile "if you say sorry one more time, you will have to face my wrath." He said looking at her with wide eyes. "As if daring her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “what?” She looks at him and hugs him tighter. “I am sorry..for saying sorry…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 05:58 PM
"Thats it ." He said gently moving her hands "Excuse me puppies , but it looks like samie needs some love .'He said carefully tossing her on the bed. He carefully crawled on the bed making sure she didn't feel trapped attacking her face with kisses trying to make her laugh @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and tries to push him away “Travis!” She laughs as he kisses her. She kicks and pushes lightly. “Stop!!” She laughs.” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 06:01 PM
Travis sat up smiling at her "Hey I said face my wrath." He smiled at her. Laying on his stomach so she could see him better @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and wipes her eyes. “Thank you..” she says as she hugs and kisses him. She kisses her lip and sighs as she melts into his touch. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 06:05 PM
He smiled kissing her back softly "I love you, and I'm not going to let you beat yourself up." he smiled gently snuggling up with her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods snuggles with him. She felt alittle but better. She sighs and closes her eyes. “I just never want to make you panic or anything..” she says as she cuddles him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 06:10 PM
He held her close gently petting her back "baby, you didn't mean it, and I know you didn't." He said softly. "It just happens. I know you'd never hurt me." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “still…” she says and hides her face. She sighs and bites her lip. “Can we eat that cake now..” she asks as she looks up and smiles slightly. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 06:16 PM
Travis smiled "absolutely! I'd love to eat some cake ." He replied with a smile, carefully helping her up. "Would you like me to carry you?" He asked wiggling his eyebrows at her."
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Samie blushes and nods. She gets into his lap and hides her face in his neck. She kisses his neck and giggles. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 06:25 PM
Travis shivered , smiling when she started to kiss his neck. He carried her down stairs happily as he walked he carefully bounced her, he felt like he was sixteen again. @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds his neck and sighs. She looks up at him and says “I love you…” she whisper and hides her face again blushing. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 06:33 PM
He smiled blushing softly as he looked at her "I love you more." He said hugging her happily. He turned the corner and jumped seeing Issac there "issac! What are you doing home buddy? " He asked watching the teen sitting in Travis chair playing on his tablet. While Jessie and rose snuggled with him. Issac hummed "Grandma dropped me off when Jake said he was home, because uncle Eri couldn't watch me, and she had a emergency at work. Are you and Samie dating ?" He asked Travis blushed "Yeah , yeah we are. Are you okay with it?" Issac nodded "I've been giving you hints since you met her." @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes as she looks at issac. She gulps and gets out of Travis arms. “Are you sure you are ok with it?” She asks while putting her hair behind her ear. She wanted to make sure issac was good with her and Travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 06:38 PM
Issac finally looked up. "Why do you think I gave you his hoodie?" He asked gently holding Travis hand. "Im okay." Travis hummed "Oh, someone's sassy today. I'll send you back to grandmas " He teased gently ruffling Issac hair. With one swooping motion he picked up his little brother holding him he looked at samie with a smile "guess we have the big approval ." He teased @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and goes over to the two. “We have cake..issac you want some?” She says and smiles. She walks to the kitchen and takes out the cake. It was a cake that had 4 different flavors. Chocolate, villina, strawberry, and nepolian.
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 06:43 PM
Isaac nodded "yes please." He replied hugging Travis. Travis smiled walking into the kitchen, gently kissing Issac cheeks a bunch of times, letting Samie hear his giggles, which no one has ever heard."Oh man those look at good." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and grabs three plates. “What flavor do you want?” She asks issac. She smiles and resches out and tussles his hair. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 06:47 PM
Issac smiled leaning in so she could tussle his hair "may I have strawberry?" He asked politely. He seemed to be having a very good day, expecally after seeing samie and Travis so happy. Travis smiled softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and plates the strawberry cake. “What flavor do you want babe?” She says then blushes. She turns and covers her face. “Oh…Um..what f-flavor do you want Travis..?” @Ken thank you!
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 06:53 PM
Travis hummed "Hmm, I'd like chocolate." He smiled kissing her cheeks happily . "But I know one thing you and I are hungry for " He teased "i sure am hungry for some giggles ." He said quickly pretending to 'eat' Issac shoulder. Cause him to burst into a fit of giggles, that filled the kitchen. Travis sat up and hummed "Oh that shoulder was so yummy ." He smiled "would you like to try some Samie?" Issac is in a happy mood, so samie gets to be silly and happy 🤪❤️ @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and comes over and pretends to eat his other shoulder. She giggles as she does this and then says “well that is very good, very sweet!” She says as she picks him up and spins him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 07:02 PM
Issac held onto samie giggling, he had a wide smile. Something else he hasn't even showed her yet. His smile could light up a room, his eyes squinted and nose wrinkled with his smile he was just happy. "Im not a meal." He said in-between his giggles. "The cake is." Travis smiled "what? No way, I totally thought you where out snack." He said carefully getting their plates. "It's in this here parenting book." He said getting a dictionary from the counter. "It says right here. For parents to thrive, they must snack on their children to stay strong and healthy. Bonus health points if the food children giggle and laugh." Issac actually laughed "Thats not what the dictionary says !" @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “I know that is what it says. I have read that a lot!” She says and starts to pretend to eat issacs cheeks. “Mmmmmm so sweet and good!” She says as she tickles him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 07:07 PM
Issac shriked against her shoulder giggling wildly, causing Travis to laugh. "Woah sac, holy woah. The bigger you get he louder your voice is." He teased Issac laughs holding Samies hand giggling "not me, get dad. Get dad this time." He said causing Travis to freeze, Issac has never called him dad before @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at issac and smiles “oh you wanna get your dad?l” she says. She was fully lost in the moment. She moves towards Travis and smiles “ready? On my mark ok? Ready..go..” she moves her and issac to Travis and starts to kiss and tickles Travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 07:18 PM
Travis jumped not realizing they had moved towards them, he laughed trying to gain control again. "Hey not me." He smiled gently picking them both up in a bear hug smiling widely Issac laughed happily trying to use his weight to get him to drop them. "Dad let us go!" Travis hummed gently using his beard to gently scratch samies neck "I dont know I guess now you have to face my wrath." He teased, gently tossing them both over his shoulders. @💕Blue💕
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Samie kicks and says “No!!! Not the wrath!!” She giggles and laughs. She looks at issac and smiles big. “When we puts us down that is when we will strike! Ok?” She says and she giggles and kicks. “Let us go babe!!!” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 07:30 PM
Issac happily resting his head on Travis back wrapping his arms around him. Travis smiles "cake can wait, I'm hungry for something a bit sweeter.' He teased walking up the stairs. He yelped almost dropping Issac when he scratched his side. "Issac! Baby, not on the stairs?" He said re adjusting his hold on them both so they where infront of him safely now. Issac just gave an innocent smile. "I didn't do that. Samie did ." Travis snorted "ohh, you know what, for get the wrath for samie, we have a sassy pants here?" He said with a smile "sassy pants gets a nap." He teased walking to the bedroom gently setting samie down . @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and watches the two. Her heart was full. She smiles and giggles and she says “oh come on! Issac how about we watch a movie? We can build a huge pillow fort and not like Travis in yeah?” She says and smiles @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 07:34 PM
Travis fake gasped "what! Mean? No way. So rude." He said gently tickling Samie before he smiled "sorry Issac. So I have to show you, how to make a sassy pants burrito." He smiled "first we need toss the sassy pants on the bed.' He smiled tossing Issac on the bed. Issac laughed sitting closer to samie holding her hand @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and says “I will protect you!” She says and pulls issac closer. She says “stay away dad!” She smiles and giggles. She hugs issac and smiles. She doesn’t hold to tight. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 07:39 PM
Issac smiled holding samie sticking his tounge out at Travis. Travis smiled "well then, guess I'll get me two burritos." He laughed putting a blanket on the floor. "Alright wd got our shell! Now the middle he smiled carefully going over to them. "Who wants to be the middle first?" He asked Issac giggled moving over to Travis "I will, so samie isnt afraid ." Travis smiled kissing his head. "Okay! Okay lay down." He smiled letting Issac lay on the bed. "Okay! We have our middle we have to make add spices. What are you feeling samie spices? Non?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and says “of corse! I love spicy food!” She says as she sits up and watches the two. She smiles and looks at Travis. She wished this could be their everyday. Her eyes widen as she thinks. Would she move in? She is pretty much living here already..she pushes these though back as she focuses on the two boys. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 07:52 PM
Travis pretended to pepper Issac, making sound effects and everything. He hummed patting Issac stomach with a smile "Alrighty arms in or out?' He asked picking Issac up gently laying him on the blanket. "Out." Issac said happily putting his hands behind his head. Travis smiled very carefully swaddling issac" amd here we have it. A sassy pants burrito." He said picking him up, holding him like a baby "awee, but he looks like a baby how cute." He said walking over to Samie with a wide smile. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles then looks at Travis her face falls and she says “no…no Travis..no don’t even think about it..” she says as she starts to back up on the couch. She throws some pillow at him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 07:59 PM
Travis frowned "what?" He asked confused. He hummed carefully getting Issac adjusted patting his back as he sat in his arm chair rocking softly as he looked at samie, quickly using his free hand to move the pillows "what?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and walks over. “I don’t want to be a taco…just like you don’t like to be held down..I-I don’t do very well with tight spaces..” she says as she sits on the ground and watches him. She smiles softly and and closes her eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 08:03 PM
Travis looked relived "of course ! You don't have too! " He promised "would you like to hold the new baby sassy pants Issac? I think you'll enjoy this part of the burrito." He winked holding his hand out to her. Issac happily rested his head against Travis arm enjoying the rocking, he looked like be was in a trance, even more so when Travis gently traded his face eith his pointer finger. @💕Blue💕
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Samie shakes her head. “No it looks like he is getting tired..” she says as she stands and goes over tot he bed. She sits on it and watches The two. “I saw your face when he called you dad..I guess he doesn’t do that?” She ask
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 08:06 PM
Travis gave a small smile "you saw? Can't hide anything from you huh?" He asked with a soft chuckle. "Yeah, that was the first time. I feel so honored." He smiled looking at her. "I have a feeling you and mom had something to do with it." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him with confustion. “Why would you think that?” She says as she grabs and blanket and curls up. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 07-Aug-22 08:11 PM
"He's told me, when your here you make him feel brave ." He said softly. "And he's had the dad told with my mom alot, so I'm guessing he felt like with you here he had all the moral support to speak his thoughts." He smiled carefully walking to the bed sitting on it leaning against the headboard so he was there if she wanted held as well. @💕Blue💕
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Samie moves over and curls up. She sighs and curls up next to him. She traces a finger on Travis’s face and smiles “today was good…” she says before she lays her head in his shoulder. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 07:39 AM
Travis gently held her with a smile, relaxing softly as she traces his face "today was a good day. Tomorrow may be stressful, we have to get back to daily routine. But after we cab cuddle all night " @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and sighs “we will get though it..oh..also …I should probably head back to my home..I don’t want to take up more space..” she says sadly. She didn’t want to leave. She wanted to stay here with them.
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 07:49 AM
Travis looked sad by that "are you sure? I don't want you to leave, I'd be happy if you wanted to stay here." He replied gently laying his head down on her head. "Please stay?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and sighs. “I..I was just afraid of asking you..I want to stay..can..I stya with you guys? I can stay in the guest room…” she says plays with his head and loosing away blushing
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@Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 08:09 AM
"You are absolutely allowed to stay in here ." He smiled kissing her cheek a bunch of times. "As long as you don't mind a big snuggle bug." He teased gently moving Issac so he was on more comfort able. "Once the bugs trapped you, you are getting endless snuggled." He smiled Issac has a sleepy smile he carefully moves his hands like a crab going closer to samie "I will snuggle you until you can't anymore." @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and moves closer to issac. She hugs him and holds him. She rubs his back and sighs. “Ok I will stay..” she says and hugs issac. She moves and props herself onto Travis and leans her head against his chest. She closes her eyes and sighs while smiling.
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@Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 04:23 PM
Travis smiled holding them both in his arms with a wide happy smile "good. I can't wait ." He said happily Issac snuggled close to her he had a happy smile ad he hid against her shoulder. He didn't want moments like this to end @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and opens her eyes. She looks at him and jsut looked happy. “I…I love you..” she says and makes a kissing face. She could really move. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 04:25 PM
Travis smiles "I love you too." He replied happily kissing her back gently holding her close "we went from a family of 3 to a family of five and I'm excited to see what happens ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and smiles “I…I can’t wait..” she says as she looks down at issac and rubs his forehead with her fingers just like Travis did. She hums and leans herself against Travis chest and sighs as she closes her eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 04:40 PM
Travis smiled holding them close, he gently used his free arm to gently rub her back humming softly. He looked at Issac who had fallen asleep in her arms. He smiled "Hey, hold him tightly ." He whispered gently undoing the blanket so Issac was free to move around. @💕Blue💕
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Samie wraps her arms around him tighter. She held onto issac and slowly starts to fall asleep. “I..I don’t want to sleep..yet..” she falls asleep and breathes steady.
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 05:08 PM
Travis stayed close to them, he gently put the blanket over them kissing their heads "Thank you for making my life better." He whispered holding them close. By the time they woke up, Issac was at the end of the bed, snuggled close to samie and Travis almost falling off at the other side of the bed, the dogs snuggled with issac assisting issac in pushing travis off . Travis still had a hold of samies hand not letting her go. @💕Blue💕
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Samie grins not wanting to wake up. She curls up and yawns. She opens her eyes and smiles at the two. She carefully get up and makes her way down stairs she cleans up and puts the cake away before starting on breakfast. She hums as she cooks
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 05:41 PM
Tracks slowly lifts his head when samie left the bed . He gently held her hand walking towards the kitchen he yawned with a smile wrapping his arms around her resting his head on her head "morning." @💕Blue💕
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Samie says “morning.” She says and kisses him. She turns and wraps her arms around his neck. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 05:48 PM
Travis smiled holding her happily "you were pretty tired last night huh." He teased happily kissing her. "But hey, you got lots of snuggles. " @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods “yeah..I was tired..” she says and kisses him. “What is the plan? Is issac going to school?” She says as she turns back to the cooking of breakfast
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 05:58 PM
He smiled giving her one last kiss. "Yep, he's got about 20 more minutes until he need to be up. " he said carefully getting Issac lunch box and back pack. "What I do in the mornings is get his lunch packed and recheck homework, before making him some eggs." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. “I am making omelets! I can make the eggs if you want?” She asks as she goes over and grabs the eggs. She hums as she works
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 06:01 PM
He smiled "I'd love an omelet! Yes Issac likes scrambled eggs ." He softly carefully making Issac lunch. Issac surprised Travis and came Down early still in his pajamas
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Samie looks at issac and smiles “good morning!” She says as she starts to make the eggs. She makes issacs first and then starts to make her and Travis s eggs.
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@Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 06:05 PM
Issac hugged Travis as tightly as he could whispering a goodmorning to her. Travis smiled picking him up and continued the lunch "buddy Want cheese stick or cubes?" He asked gently rocking him. Humming when Issac asked for cubes. "Someone's extra sleepy I see." He teased softly carefully putting the lunchbox on the bag. @💕Blue💕
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Samie finishes his eggs and plates them. She sets the onto the table and smiles. She hums as she cooks the rest of the eggs. “Issac, you will have to tell me how the day goes ok?” She says and smiles
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 06:15 PM
Issac nodded gently holding his hand out to give her a pinky promise. "I promise ." Travis smiled kissing his head as he sat him down at one of the stools. He carefully looked over the homework softly. He frowned seeing a note from his teacher "Issac you hit someone ?" Issac nodded "Yep, they kept touching me. I said stop and they didn't." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Travis and then issac. “What happened?” She says as she goes over and looks at issac. “Can you tell me what happened now or do you want to wait?“
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@Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 06:23 PM
Travis ran a hand threw his hair reading the paper, as Issac explained. "I can. I was reading my book at study hall, and a guy kept poking me with his pencil, and made fun of me because I show little to no emotion at school so he was rude and kept going, so I hit him in the face with my book." He explained eating his eggs. "Yeah, buddy. We can't do that again." @💕Blue💕
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Samie sits next to him and says “it isn’t nice to hurt someone..you don’t like to be hurt right?” She asks as she smiles lightly. “How about if that happens again you move to a different area or go and tell a teacher?” She says and smiles
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 06:27 PM
Issac looked at them both with a bored expression. "I did ." He replied carefully putting his empty plate in the dishwasher. "They told me I need to try and make friends with the bullies before I bother them again." Travis sighed carefully getting a pen, signing the document that he got the papers "I know it's hard bud, I don't know whatelse to Do. I can't homeschooling you, I want you to be able to have a good highschool experience." "Dad...I'm sixteen and can graduate next year if I want because my teachers don't know what to teach me anymore." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Travis and smiles. “If I can…I think that if he wants to graduate..then let him..he can help on the farm..if that is what he wants to do?” She says looking at issac
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 06:33 PM
"Yes, I have been saying this for a while I don't want to be at school." Issac replied looking to Travis Travis looked extremely anxious, but he sighed and nodded "i-ill email the principal today." Issac nodded "thank you " He replied before going to change. Jessie and rose behind him. @💕Blue💕
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Samie goes over and holds his hand. “You ok?” She says as she rubs her thumb across his hand. “I think this is the best option…” she says and smiles. “He is a very smart kid..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 06:36 PM
Travis nodded softly. "Maybe we can work on life skills." He sighed gently holding her hand. "The schools promised me they wouldn't isolated him, but they have been doing that non stop since he's been in school." He sighed taking a deep breath so he could stay calm. @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs him and plays with his head. “I know…we can work on life skills and maybe getting him into some college classes..” she says as she holds him. “I have a friend who is a school consolor. She can help us navigate this and other stuff..” she says as she tries to calm him down.
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 06:40 PM
He nodded hugging her close "Yeah, Okay that sounds good. I have to give him to the bus stop, can you call your friend to give is some tips?" He asked looking at her pleading. "Its alot ." He admitted softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “of course..” she says and kisses him. “When you come back maybe you can show me around the farm?” She says and smiles. She pulls the eggs off the stove and pulling out her phone and starts to call her friend. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 06:48 PM
Travis gave her a gentle kiss before he got his boots on taking Issac to the truck driving him the 10 minutes to the bus stop..he had a long lecture eith him about why hitting isn't okay. He came back to the farm 20 minutes later, he looked tired. He got his boots off and went to eat breakfast with samie :thank you." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “of course..” she says and holds his hand. “You ok?” She asks. She looks at him with alittle worry on her face. “My friend says that if he can start to take maybe a few college classes then that would be great but she says working on life skills is the most important..” she says and smiles. She takes a bite of egg. She had made him a cup of coffee.
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 06:53 PM
He held her hand nodding. "I just have a bad feeling about today." He admitted softly, gently thanking her as he sipped on the coffee. "I'll show you around the farm after I send an email to the principal. His class has a field trip to the local theater. So here's to hoping he behaves." He hummed softly :yeah, I'll help him find some college classes. I think the first skill we need to work on, is sleeping alone. I love him to death and I don't mind the cuddles, but I want to cuddle with my girlfriend without another human in the bed." He teased. @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes as she hears what he says. She smiles and nods “yeah..well where does he sleep when he is at your mothers house? Maybe we can say maybe once a week we have the bedroom alone..then we up that to two the three and so on and so forth..” she says and smiles.
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 06:58 PM
"With her." He sighed running a hand through his hair. "But when he stays with my brother he sleeps in the game room with his older cousins. " He admitted "im not sure if it's because he doesn't want to feel alone, or if he's still scared of the dark. But I like yout ideas " he said with a smile @💕Blue💕
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“Well maybe we ask him…if it is because he doesn’t want to be alone then he can sleep with Jessie or rose…or he can sleep with a nightlight..we also have that lotion…” she says and rubs her face. “We could do where he falls asleep and then we move him to his room..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 07:04 PM
Travis nodded "that makes sense. " He agreed with a smile. "We can try tonight, and since he won't be in school the rest of the week, so we can start a new routine....wait...I can't show you around the farm today, we gotta get your things. I-i mean if you want ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and giggles “yeah I forgot about that..” she says and kisses his cheeks. “Let me get dressed ok?” @Ken maybe have him walk in? 😮
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 07:07 PM
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Travis smiled sheepishly :alright! I'll wait for you here." He smiled getting a note pad so he could work on a bedtime routine for them. He relized he left his phone and wallet in the bedroom way after samie had left @💕Blue💕
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Samie pulls off her shirt that she had been wearing. She rolls her neck and sighs. She goes and tries to find a shirt of Travis’s and a hoodie. She hums as she does this not really paying attention. @ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 07:31 PM
Travis carefully got up and went upstairs to their bedroom, he walked in not realizing she wasn't finished "Sorry, just making sure I got my phone and wallet. I swear if my head wasn't attached I'd leave it too." He replied looking up, his face went bright red ad he saw samie. :i-i" @💕Blue💕
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Samie jumps and turns towards him. She blushes and grabs a blanket and covers up. “Sorry..i-I-I shouldn’t have changed here..” she blushes and looks down. She was very embarrassed. She moves away and her eyes started to fill with tears. She had a few scars on her body. A bite mark on her lip a scar on her side and a scar on her back. She grabs her stuff and tries to move away from Travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 07:35 PM
Travis frowned "i-im sorry it's my fault I should of knocked samie are you okay?" He asked wortiedly seeing her scars "baby, I'm sorry." He said softly looking at her worriedly. He held his arms out to hold her "baby, talk to me." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and looks down. “I..I have some scars..I..I don’t really like them…” she says and wipes her face. “Sorry I am going to change ok? Then we can leave and get my stuff..@ she says as she walks towards the bathroom.
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 07:37 PM
"Baby, you are beautiful with and without scars. Don't even worry ." He promised getting his phone and wallet. "I won't pester you and make you worry more I just want you to know, no matter what I still love you." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “I will be right down..I..just..” she says and looks down “sorry...” She says and wipes her eyes. She walks over to her and hugs him. She still has the blanket. “Thank you..@
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 07:41 PM
Travis gently wrapped his arms around her kissing the tip of her head "you don't have to explain or apologize. Just know you are safe here, ans will always be safe." He promised softly gently rocking her in his arms. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and hugs him. “Thank you…I will be just a few minutes ok?@ she says as she walks to the bathroom and starts to change. She changes into shorts and Travis’s hoodie. She steps out and goes to find Travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 07:45 PM
Travis nodded "take your time ." He whispered, giving her a kiss. Travis was now in the kitchen talking to Jake about the new bedtime routine. Which Jake laughed at but supported them 100% . Travis sighed holding his head "I should of been working on this year's ago." "But you let Issac work through his trama , your doing great." @💕Blue💕
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Samie walks to him and smiles “hey..” she says quickly and quietly. She grabs her coffee and sits next to him. She just leans her head on his shoulder. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 07:51 PM
Travis smiles gently wrapping an arm around her waist "Hey beautiful, woah, I'm about to say forget your clothes you look beautiful in mine!" He teased kissing her gently Jake snorted "I'll pick Issac up from school. " @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and kisses him. She leans her head up and kisses his neck. She sighs and giggles. “What trama did issac have?” She says with a seriousness in her voice. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 08:11 PM
Travis blushed shivering when she kissed his neck. "Oh, um. Our bio dad, he snatched Issac from school one day, and wouldn't give him back for an entire week until the police finally got him back" he said before freezing "Oh my gosh that's why he's sleeping with us." He groaned. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him with a slightly confused look. “He might just feel like he will be taken away if he sleeps alone…” her eyes widen and she says “maybe we still go with the plan but we are just down the hall so we can jump up and get to him in no time!”!
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 08:16 PM
Travis held her hand "see. I've had him in my care since he was six weeks. So to be suddnely taken away scared him alot. He didn't even go to school." He admitted softly. He nodded "Yeah, I like that plan." Jake hummed "you know, I'm getting ready to move in with Leah and the twins. My room is down the hall, why not switch my room for his? Your closer to him." "You'd do that?" Travis asked "He's like my brother too, yeah." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “that is prefect! That way we are closer..” she says as she smiles at him and kisses his neck again. “Let tell him when he gets home ok?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 08:20 PM
Travis smiled a goody grin nodding. :y-yeah let's." He replied happily snuggling close to her. "But first we need to move you in here." He smiled kissing her head gently. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. “Yeah…shall we?” She says as she kisses him and sits on his lap.
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 08:24 PM
Travis smiled gently kissing her lips a bunch of times as he smiled "kinda making it hard, I just wanna kiss you, snuggle you and call you my darlin'" He smiled happily Jake made a face "that's my que to leave." @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and hides her face. She sighs and says “after..” she jumps off his lap and walks to the door. She slips on her shoes and smiles at him.
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 08:27 PM
Travis grinned happily following her. "After I get to cuddle with my baby, heck yeah best day ever!" He smiled, getting his boots on before opening the door for samie @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and leads him to the car. She gets in and yawns slightly. “You..you know I have never left this house…like once I moved in…I have lived there for years..” she says kinda sad. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 08-Aug-22 08:33 PM
Travis nodded softlt holding her hand "honey, we can take it slow if you need, like moving only a few things in at a time. They way you don't have to say goodbye so quickly." He offered @💕Blue💕
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Samie Shakes her head and says “no..I will be fine..” she holds his hand and sighs. She needed to make sure that she was ok. She needed to move on. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 07:52 AM
Travis nodded softly "remember we are taking it at your pace, don't push yourself. I don't want you to be scared." He promised gently kissing her head softly opening her door @💕Blue💕
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She steps out and walks to her small home. She opens it and look around. She bites her lip as she starts to grab suitcases and some boxes she had from moving in. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 07:54 AM
Travis waited for her to tell him what to and not to pack. He didn't want to rush her. So he laid on her bed waiting patiently
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Samie ties up her hair and says “Um..if it want you can start to take stuff out of the kitchen…I think I have some plates on the top shelves that I just have never used because I couldn’t reach them..” she smiles and starts to pack her clothes. She didn’t have a lot
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 08:13 AM
Travis nodded gently kissing her lips "I got you." He whispered going to the kitchen carefully getting her kitchen things packed @💕Blue💕
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Samie packs her clothes and some jewelry and her makeup. She then moves to pack up her photos. She grabs a photo of her, her mother and her father. She just stares at it. She takes a deep breathe before putting it into her suitcase
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 08:28 AM
Travis let his impulsive thoughts take over as soon as he found a marker, he completely forgot hus tasks and He went over to samie. He gently kneeling down by her legs gently lifting her pant leg and wrote 'I heart Travis.' Then drew her name and his name in a heart "there. I have you two amazing tattoos. If you want a bigger one I'll draw you fairy wings on your back." He smiled @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and giggles. She looks at the drawing and sighs. “Thank you..@ she says and hugs him. She hides her face and tries to not cry about her father. She kisses his cheeks and smiles.
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 08:40 AM
Travis held her close kissing her cheek gently "you got his honey, you are the bravest person I know."He whispered gently nuzzling their noses @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “I know…it is jsut hard…” she says as she stands and moves to move some more pictures. She gets to the last one of her and her father. She bites her lip and a tear falls from her face
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 08:52 AM
Travis gently wiped her tears away kissing her head softly "I love you." He whispered
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"That will never change and I hope you know your dad is extremely proud of you?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and hugs him. “He would have loved you…” she says as she tries to not cry anymore. She sighs and wipes her eyes “sorry..@
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 09:11 AM
"Baby your allowed to cry." He promised rocking her "never apologize for feeling emotions you are okay." He said kissing her head softly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and wipes her eyes. “I..I just didn’t want to cry today…” she says as she takes the photos and puts them up. She tries to distract myself and she starts to pack some more blankets. “I am really just packing what I need..then later we can..come back pack the rest..” She says with a wabble in her voice
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 10:16 AM
Travis nodded. He gently kissed her head "here, he wouldn't want you to cry, so here I'll make you smile." He said gently drawing a mustache under her nose. "But samie. You have to grieve at some point." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “I..I don’t..” she says before wiping her face. “I am not ready…”
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 10:41 AM
"And that's okay, ." He said gently sitting on the bed with you. "You are allowed to feel things. At your own pace ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and just hugs him. “Thank you…” she says as she kisses him. She sighs and just melts in his arms.
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 12:07 PM
Travis kissed her back holding her close as he rocked her "I love you so much, I got your back." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and looks at him. She had fallen hook line and sinker. She sighs and hugs him. “Let’s get this stuff back and unpacked ok? Then we can cuddle?” She asks with big puppy eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 07:13 PM
Travis hummed softly. "Sounds perfect ." He smiles gently kissing her cheek. "Maybe we can get into some comfortable clothes when we cuddle." He offered gently swaying side to side." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and gets out of his lap. She grabs a box and smiles at him. “We’ll come on..” she says as she starts to move the boxes to the truck.
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 07:16 PM
Travis smiled happily helping her carry the boxes to the truck, carefully adding them to the truck bed making sure they where tuck safely so nothing would break. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles as they move her boxes. She only had alittle. Once they are done she sighs and looks at her house. She quickly runs inside and comes back out. She held a small box. “This is my dream box…I have small keepsakes in here…” she says as she opens it. She pulls out a small dog name tag. The name tag read ‘sweet pea’ she looks at it and smiles. “I wanted a horse named sweet pea..I though horses were like dogs when I was younger…” she says and goes to Travis. “Just a cute thing..” she says and gets into the cad. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 07:22 PM
Travis smiled "well darlin' we actually have a horse coming to the farm this weekend, we rescued. Your more then welcomed to meet her and see if you both click, and if you do she's all yours." He offered softly kissing her nose. He carefully got into the driver's side. @💕Blue💕
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SMie nods and says “I..I don’t know..” she had never been around horses really. She might have a slight fear of the bigger animal. She looks down and blushes. She was in love with a farmer. She needed to know how to deal with horses. “Yeah I can try..” she says and smiles alittle. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Aug-22 07:30 PM
"How about this, me and Issac teach you the basics tomorrow, we can help you feel a bit comfortable. Heck, Issac is scared of other horses. He only likes carmel." He said holding her hand as he drove to the farm. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and holds his hand tight. “Yeah..I just love horse but have a slightly fear…” she blushes as she turns away. He probably thought she was a scaredy-cat. She blushes and tries to not look at him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 12-Aug-22 05:38 PM
Travis gently held her hand "its okay, really don't worry about it honey?" He promised kissing her cheek gently "really we can help." He smiled @💕Blue💕
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She nods and says “I..I just don’t want to be that girlfriend who can’t do the farm stuff and is just stuck at the house then a hot farmer girl comes around and you like her more than me..” she rants a little
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Travis Johnston BOT 12-Aug-22 06:15 PM
"But I wouldn't mind either way, I love being able to do things for you. You help out in your own way tho?" Travis promised looking at her with a smile. @💕Blue💕
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She looks at him and says “you really wouldn’t want a hot farmer girl?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 12-Aug-22 06:17 PM
Travis hummed "well, I have a hot amazing girlfriend who is multi talented, wo I wouldn't mind helping her around the house?" He teased gently kissing her hand as he drove . @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and mumbles something. She smiles and giggles. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 12-Aug-22 06:26 PM
"Now, how about we move your things into the house. And we can bale some cookies, before wr have to break the news to issac." He offered @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah…” she gets out of the car and sighs. Grabbing one of her bags she starts to move it. She starts to head to the guest room.
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 11:13 AM
Travis frowned "where you going? Your allowed to move your stuff in thr master bedroom." He replied watching her confused as he placed a box down in his room. "You don't have to ask permission to stay with me baby. I'd love you to stay with me." He smiled widely @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and nods. She takes her bag and goes to Travis’s room. She sighs and puts her stuff down. “I..I just didn’t want to..you know..” she says as she blushes hard
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 11:36 AM
"You are bot intruding. You are perfectly welcomed anywhere in the house and if you need I can even make you an office space how does that sound?" He asked happily kissing her nose. @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes And hugs him. She nods and says “thank you…” she says as she lets go of him. She starts to unpack her clothes and just looks around. She goes to the closet and takes up as little space as possible. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 11:55 AM
Travis smiled bringing in all the boxes, happily moving his things giving her more space. He had an excited look. "This is exciting, I can't wait to spend more time with you baby." He said cheerfully pecking her cheek before getting the rest of the boxes. @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and says “you don’t have to move your stuf…” she says as she watches her. She blushes and starts to put her stuff up. She hums as she did this. All she could do what think how she was pushing him out. She looks sad as she puts her stuff up. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 12:39 PM
Travis came back in and smiles "woah, I think we have everything." He replied looking at her with a confused look. "Are you okay? I don't want you to be sad." He said worriedly. "Are you okay?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. “Yeah..I just..don’t move stuff for me…I can find a place where you aren’t moving around me..” she says as she looks at her stuff.
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 02:28 PM
Travis nodded carefully on the bed. "Right sorry, I'll let you do it. I don't want to rush you." He agreed with a smile. "I just want to make sure you gave room." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and looks sad. “No…I..I just don’t want to move yourself..around me…I can have just a small space..you don’t have to worry about moving stuff for me…you know..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 02:35 PM
He gave her a bit of a confused look before he relized what she ment "Oh! Right sorry I didn't relize. Close space. I won't move around you that way you don't have to worry." He promised with a kind smile. "How about I unbox things out there and place them on the bed?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah…that works..” she says as she puts her stuff up. She moves from the closet into the bathroom. She takes up as small of a space as she can. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 02:39 PM
Travis hummed happily getting things out of the boxes putting them on the bed, every so often he would talk to himself then go back to work. He carried the dishes down stairs and put them away. Jake came home early with Issac. He didnt look happy, and Issac just looked to proud of himself @💕Blue💕
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Samie was unpacking her folded clothes when she heard them come home. She walked downstairs and smiles “hi issac!” She says as she walks down the stairs
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 03:04 PM
Issac smiled going over to Samie happily hugging her. "Hi what are you doing ?" He asked couriously, watching Jake and Travis talk. Which Travis did not look happy about. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Travis then to issac. “I am moving in…” she says as she hugs him back. “How was your day?” She says as she looks at issac. “Did anything happen?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 03:44 PM
Issac looked at her with a smile. "You are! That means rose can stay with us too." He said sounding very excited "my day was boring ." He admitted Travis ran a hand through his hair annoyed "Issac really ? You socked your teacher in the face!" Issac shrugged "boring ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at issac and sighs. “Hey bud..listen..ok.” She says seriously. She bends down and looks at him. “You can’t hit people…no reason understood? That is dangerous…you don’t want to be mean or dangerous right?” She says with a serious face and voice that they haven’t seen or heard before. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 03:57 PM
Issac looked at her with a frown. "I did have a reason. It was really loud, and scary getting on the bus. And he grabbed me and I swung." He explained to her. "I am not mean, dangerous....sometimes because I don't like to listen." Travis sighed holding his head "buddy you can't do that." He replied softly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “you can’t hit anyone…ok? That is bad.” She says with worry, love, and seriousness in her eyes. She says “we will work on not hit or swinging at someone as the first answer..ok?” She says as she smiles softly. “What happened? Can you tell ‘‘em that? What were you feeling?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 05:01 PM
Issac gently leading her to the binder, that remained on the kitchen table. He gently flipped through the binder finding the page that described feeling uncomfortable, lost and then to the page that had the words for feeling scared. "I felt like this when everything was loud. And then this when the teacher grabbed me." He explained. Travis watched them, he was so thankful samie was good with him. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “I see.” She says as she looks at issac. “Thank you for explaining everything. When you are in loud environments what makes you feel..” she points to lost and uncomfortable. She smiles as she looks at issac. “Is it all the noises?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 05:08 PM
Issac nodded. "Yeah, like I can't hear or focus." He replied looking at the binder with a hum. "And if I can't hear or focus then I feel lost ." He replied carefully trying to move to Travis so he can be held. But Travis just moved closer running his fingers through his hair watching to make sure they he was okay. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “ok. That is good to know. She stands and grabs a lollipop out of a bag. She hands it to him and says “when you are scared it can be hard to control that feeling…but we need to work on that ok?” She says with a smile. She looks at Travis and says “me and Travis was going to bake cookies….do you want to help with that?” She ask before running her hand though his hair. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 05:15 PM
Travis hummed softly. "But, just because your learning how to react, doesn't mean your off the hook. You are grounded for a week. so that means your going to bed early, no tablet, no movies, and your getting up with me to help with chores." He replied Issac nodded leaning his head back into Samie's hand. "Okay, I guess that's fair." He replied . "I'm still sleeping in your room right?' "Sorry kiddo, we are starting a brand new routine." Travis said @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at issac and nods “we are going to start to get you to sleep in your room..” she says as she rubs his head with her hand. “We will be down the hall and rose can come and protect you..ok?” She asks as she looks at Travis. She smiles to show her support of him @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 05:23 PM
Issac quickly grabbed the binder showing he was not happy nor respectful of their decision. "I will not listen." Travis hummed getting the cookie desserts. "Then I guess your just going to wake up grumpy then." He replied not backing down. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at the two and just lets them work it out. She goes and grabs milk and eggs for the cookies. “Think of it this way. When you are able to sleep in your own bed. Then you have overcome a fear. You have grown..” she says as she take Travis’s hand and smiles at him. She supported him though this. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 05:28 PM
Travis gently held her hand gently kissing her as he whispered a thank you to her. It was alot easier when he had someone to help him. Issac frowned "I dont want to grow, I want to stay in your room". He narrowed his eyes. Travis shook his head. "Nope, you are going to sleep in your own bed." He replied "and you know what, I'm gonna make you take a nap, it's not even lunch yet." He sighed @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and looks at issac. “If you take a nap then the cookies will be done..” she says as she starts to help Travis.
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 06:08 PM
Issac shook his head "no." Travis hummed gently picking Issac up kissing Samie "I'll be back soon." He promised. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and starts to make the cookies. She hums before turning on some music as she bakes the cookies. She also decides to make cupcakes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 06:11 PM
Travis went upstairs to Issac room to help get him to take a nap. It took alot of tears and only an hour of cuddles before Issac had fallen asleep with Jessie and Rose laying with him. Travis went downstairs with a smile. "He's out, something smells amazing!" He smiled gently hugging her from behind kissing her cheek. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and sighs. She leans into him and looks at him. “ you did great…it will take time..” she says as she looks at him and turn around to kiss him. She sighs and melts into his arms
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 06:16 PM
Travis smiled gently kissing her back. "You did amazing. You really know how to talk to him, i really can learn alot by listening to you."He said gently rocking her in his arms. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and says “I have some pratcis..” she says as she sits in his arms. She sighs and says “sorry…I fell like I making this harder sometimes…if..If I wasn’t here the he would be upset..” she says. She never wanted to make one of them upset or mad. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 06:26 PM
Travis laughed "well I need some more practices" he chuckled kissing her head. He listened to her worry gently hugging her closer. :baby, your not making things worse I promise. You are making everything amazing. We love having you here if you weren't I know he'd get very upset . Because he'd miss being with you." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and nods. She knew he was right. It just was her bad thoughts. She sighs and hugs him. A ding goes off as the cookies are done. She turns and grabs overmites before opening the oven and pulling out the cookies. She slides in the cupcakes to cook. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 06:31 PM
Travis gently rocked her. "And you know what, I'd miss you an awful lot if you left too, I love having you here. And I'm so excited to have you here with us." He smiled gently getting a hair tie off her wrist to gently put her hair up in a poney tail. "Plus, if your not here, poor Issac is stuck with me." He teased kissing her cheek happily @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and sighs as she plays with her hair. She leans into his touch and bites her lip. “I would miss you too..” she says as she looks at him and smiles. “Do you think he likes me?” She says with alittle bit of worry on her voice. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 06:45 PM
He smiled "I dont think so, I know so. I have never in my life seen him smile. Only time I have is when I tickle him to get him to laugh. All you have to do is just be there, and he's alright smiling ." He said kissing her cheek. "So I have to say he liked you." He replied rocking her. "Do you think rose likes us?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah she loves cuddles. She is a type of dog that’s I’ll just sleep…all day..” she says as she looks at him and hugs him. She stands on her tippy toes to wrap her arms around his neck. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 07:01 PM
Travis smiled very carefully lifting her onto the counter to hold her better. He smiled gently kissing her nose gently. "Sounds nice wish we could do that." He teased. "Her and jessie are keeping watch over Issac, I bet that will make him feel alot better tonight." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and kisses his cheeks and nods “yeah..I think he will be fine..” she says as she leans into him. She sighs and just lays her head on his shoulder.
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 07:23 PM
He hummed gently rocking her. "Which means, it's just us tonight. I can give you a message if you'd like. You know, at out date I did learn a thing or two." He teased winking at her @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods “I would like that…” she says as she looks up at him. She kisses him and pulls him closer to her. Her hands go into his hair and play with it. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 07:44 PM
Travis hummed leaning against her, melting in her touch "baby, you really know how to make me feel safe." He said nuzzling against her happily @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and smiles “of course…I want you to be safe with me..always.” She says as she leans her head into his chest and sighs. She smiles and hums to the light music playing. “You know there is a fair coming up…I was thinking we could go..” she says @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 07:49 PM
Travis hummed gently scratching her back as they cuddled up with each other. "The fair. Sounds like fun. As long as I'm with you, I feel like I can be brave ." He whispered with a wide smile. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and leans more into him fully relaxing. “There is going to be a rodeo…we can go and watch it!” She says. She sighs and says “god that feels good….” She whinpser. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 08:00 PM
He smiled continuing the back scratches "you know, me and Jake were in the rodeo." He said gently carrying her to the couch so they could lay together. "I did bucking Bronko and barrel racing. And Jake did bull riding. After he got home from deployment he hasn't been able to do it, well for obvious reasons ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie lays on his chest and closes her eyes. “Maybe. You can enter..if you want to!” She says “I don’t want to push you into it…I just..would like to see you do it..” she says blushe and laying back down.
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 08:04 PM
He hummed softly gently holding her close "you know what, if you and Issac watch me I will sign up again, with you both I'll feel brave again, like I can do it." He smiled looking down at her. "Will you be okay with it?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. “Of course!” She says and kisses him. She pulls away and looks at him. She was in love. If they ever had a fight it would break her. Her eyes started to fill with tears and she quickly hides her face. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 08:12 PM
Travis happily kissed her back "then its settled! I will get signed up tomorrow." He smiled. At her sudden hide he was worried. :hey, Samie, what's wrong darlin'" He asked gently patting her back "are you hurt? Talk to me." He said softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie shakes her head and says “nothing…just..I though shout if we ever got apart or anything g had happen to you and my heart just..I…I can’t lose you..ok?” She says as she hugs him tighter. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 08:23 PM
Travis held her close carefully sitting up so he could hold her "your not going to lose me, I swear to you. No matter what you won't. Samie, I see a relationship as two people. I don't want you to worry, about losing me. Because you won't lose me, you are stuck with me forever. If we have a fight I will make sure to breath and come back with a fresh breath so we can work it out together. Doing anything alone and with upset feelings is not in my vocabulary. " He promised holding her. "You are safe with me, I will never leave you. Samie I love you, you have a hold of my heart and I hope you never let it go." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and just hides her face. She knew she would lose him. She had to get rid of that fear. She takes a couple deep breathes before looking at him and nodding “thank you…” she says as she kisses him. The timer for the cupcakes go off. Samie jumps up and goes to get them out. She puts them out to dry and all Travis hear is “ouch!” Samie holds her hand and bites her lip. She just burned herself. “God ow ow ow ow!”
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 08:29 PM
Travis gently kissed her back. "Love you." he said softly. He watched her get up and go tend to the cupcakes. As soon as he heard the first out he was by her side Instantly. He gently got her hand under Luke warm water "I got you baby I got you." He said making sure her hand wasn't too burnt. Jake was there instantly as well getting the hot pan away and Turing off the oven. @💕Blue💕
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Samie blinks and says “sorry..I..I..” she was trying not to cry. “Dont cry don’t cry don’t cry..” she said to herself. The burn was bad but not bad enough to go to the doctor. She closes her eyes and shakes her head “god..why are cooking pans so hot..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 08:33 PM
"I have no idea baby, your okay." He promised holding her close, he used one arm to reach over to get the first aid kit, trying to get the things they needed "samie your allowed to cry, your hurt. Cry babu let out the tears fall it's better to let it out then hold it ."
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Samie looks at her hand and sees the redness. The blister that is going to form. She whimpers at the pain. She shakes her head and says “no..I am strong..” she says as tears fall from her face. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Aug-22 08:37 PM
"Baby, even the strongest people cry." He said kissing her cheek. "I cry, Jake cries, Issac cries. And I'm pretty sure the strongest body builders cry." He said gently wiping her tears as he carefully applied the butn cream. "Want me to cry with you? I can." He promised @💕Blue💕
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Samie shakes her head as she hisses in pain. She tries to take deep breathes and bites her lip. L”no no no..” she says as she wipes her eyes with her no burnt hand. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 06:44 AM
Travis gently hummed pulling her lip so she couldn't bite it. He gently wrapped her hand "there we go, let's get you some medicine." He cooed softly rocking her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie leans into him and whimpers. She tries to hide her face. She starts to bite her lip again to help with the pain. She nods and whispers just to herself “there you go again making yourself look like a fool…”
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 09:02 AM
"Hey, no you do not look like a fool, single. You are beautiful, amazing . Not a fool." He said kissing her head "it was an accident baby." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “I am sorry..” she was fully sad puppy mode. She whimpers as she moves her hand. “Ouch..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 10:59 AM
Travis held her "baby it's okay. It was a accident. Wsnt some ice cream?" He offered gently brushing her hair @💕Blue💕
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Samie shakes her head and holds onto him. She just hides her face. She bites her lip and sighs. “No..I am fine..” she says. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 11:00 AM
He nodded gently rocking her "I provide as much cuddled and kisses as you want baby I promise." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and just hugs him. She felt stupid. She shouldn’t have grabbed the pan like she did. She hides her face and sighs. “I will be fine…” she says as she rocks with him not moving. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 11:51 AM
"I know, but I still wanna hold you." He replied kissing her head gently "it's going to be okay, I promise." He said softly "can I pick you up?"
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Samie nods and makes small grabby hands. Or hand. She looks at him with big eyes. Once she is in his arms and picked up she hides her face. She kisses his cheeks and says “thank you…”
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 12:08 PM
Travis genuinely picked her up wrapping his arms around her waist holding her close "of course I will always hold you and take care of you." He promised happily rocking her gently. @💕Blue💕
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Samie snuggles against him and says “thank you…” she sighs and kisses his neck. “Are you sure it is ok?” She says @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 12:26 PM
"Im very sure." He agreed holding her close. "I want you to feel safe and as if yout allowed to feel your emotions. Because you are allowed." He promised @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and hugs him. She felt so safe. She felt good. She felt at home with him. She sighs and closes her eyes. “I do feel that…I feel safe..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 02:38 PM
Travis nodded softly gently rocking him softly "of course, I love you so much." He whispered happily holding her in his arms "and I will forever and always make you feel that way." He promised @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and kisses him. “Thank you for making me feel that way…I hope you feel that way with me..” she says as she looks at him. She felt better. Her hand still hurt but her mood wasn’t. She smiles slightly and sighs. “How do you think issac is doing?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 03:12 PM
Travis gently kissed her cheek a bunch of times before he hummed softly. "Probally still napping, rose and jessie were pretry confident keeping him close ans safe." he said softly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. “Let’s take a nap..” she says as she smiles. “Love you..” she says as she looks at him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 06:50 PM
Travis smiled gently holding her in his arms leading her upstairs. "I love you too. Yeah let's nap." He agreed, gently kissing her cheek. As they entered the room, Travis sighed seeing Issac there "let me carry him back to bed." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and shakes her head. “It is fine…” she says as she yawns. She sighs and looks at him. “At least he sleeps alone..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 06:53 PM
Travis hummed gently laying her down. "Yeah, but it needs to be in his bed." He whispered gently tucking her in. He gently picked up Issac taking him back to his room, before he came back holding her close . "I got you." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and curls up into his arms. She sighs and looks at her hand. “I am sorry…my hand hurts…I am a clutz…” she says as she looks at him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 06:57 PM
"Baby, don't apologize. Its okay. Accidents happen I'm just glad it wasn't worse." He replied holding her in his arms as he gently kissed her head softly "im not mad I promise ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and kisses his lips. “I love you so much..” she says. She curls up and smiles. “When..when you ride horses can they smell fear…”
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 07:03 PM
Travis kissed her back with a smile. "Our horses? No, they can't smell fear. They are trained thearpy horses. Well except scout, but he's my rodeo horse. I'll have you ride princess, she works amazing with adults who have anxiety." He said gently scratching her back. "She doesn't spooky easily, and she makes sure she goes nice and slow."
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Samie nods and says “good..” she says as she looks at him. “I can’t wait to see you ride..” she says and she sighs. “Do..do you think that…nevermind..” she says and she shakes her head. “Sorry it was a stupid idea..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 09:20 PM
He gently lifted her head so she was looking at him. "Nothing, and I mean nothing is stupid I swear ." He said looking at her. "Do I think what? " He asked her couriously looking into her eyes showing he was paying attention @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and blushes “I..do..do you think that…you..could teach me..how to..do trick and stuff?” She says with a blush. “You are busy with the farm and stuff so don’t worry about hehehe..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Aug-22 09:46 PM
Travis smiled widely "of course I can! Why don't we get you comfortable on a horse first, but I'd love to show you all kinds of tricks !" He offered with a wide smile. Gently kissing her head @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and hugs him. She loved that he always had a smile when she was around and that he tried alway to make her happy. She sighs and looks at him. She kisses him and moves so she is sitting on his lap. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 05:19 PM
He held her close, blushing when she sat on his lap. He just wrapped his arms around her waist kissing her neck and cheek happily. "We are going to go slow, that way you can rest your hand and you can feel safe with princess." He said kindly @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and nods. She lays on his chest and sighs. “Thank you..” she says as she lets him hold her. She just wanted to be held. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 05:23 PM
"Of course ! I dont want you to be scared baby!: he promised gently pulling a blanket over her. "We will go at your pace." He smiled gently scratching her back @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs as he scratches her back. She melts into a happy little puddle. She looks at him and says “I love you..” her eyes were tired but she didn’t want to go to bed. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 05:38 PM
"I love you too, I'll be here when you wake up." He promised kissing her head, he never put her down he just cuddled her and kissed her head gently. @💕Blue💕
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Samie slowly falls asleep and just peacefully sleeps in his arms. She loved being in his arms. She lightly snores as she sleeps. After a few hours she wakes up and looks at Travis. She sighs and just curls back up. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 05:53 PM
When she woke up, Issac was in bed with them, holding Samie's hand while he and Travis worked on homework. The two stayed together waiting for samie to wake up. Travis held samie close smiling softly "Hey sleeping beauty. Have a good nap?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and smiles “hi…what are guys doing?” She asks as she curls up and lays her head onto his chest. She didn’t want to get up. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 05:56 PM
"Just looking over the application for the rodeo, thankfully it's in paper form this year, I can't figure out that dang computer stuff." He sighed gently rocking her. "Its because he's old." Issac replied. While Travis grumbled saying "I'm only 26." @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and watches the two. “Oh good…” she says as she rubs her eyes. She sits up alittle so she can read it too. “You don’t have too…” she says as she looks up at him. She didn’t want him to feel lien she pushed him into this. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 05:59 PM
Travis looked at samie nodding "It would be good to be out of my comfort zone right?" He asked her seeming a but nervous. "And you and Issac will be there to help make me brave. So I think I can do it." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and kisses his cheek. “You can do it…I promise..” she says as she looks at the paperwork. She reads over and bites the inside of her lip. She just hoped he doesn’t get hurt. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 06:06 PM
Issac carefully crawled closer to them. "Dad can you show us some of your riding ?" He asked snuggling close trying to be cute so Travis would say yes. Travis hummed "that's up to samie I don't mind." He smiled @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at issac and ruffles his hair. “I want to see you ride..” she says as she looks at Travis. She makes puppy eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 06:13 PM
Travis smiled. "Okay! Let's get our shoes on, I gotta get Ace stretched out first. Sac, go ask Jake to help set the barrels up." He smiled Issac had a wide smile as he crawled ofd the bed happily running to Jake asking for help. @💕Blue💕
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Samie sits up and smiles. She rolls her neck as she gets out over bed and grabs clothes to changs into. She looks at Travis, blushes, and runs to the bathroom. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 06:22 PM
Travis smiled carefully putting his hoots and hat on. He carefully put on his jacket sitting on the bed waiting happily for Samie. Outside Issac and Jake was getting the ring ready. Excited to see Travis ride. Since he hasn't in a long time. @💕Blue💕
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Samie comes out in a cute pair of bootcut jeans and a long sleeve shirt. She smiles and pulls her hair up. “Ready?” She says with a. Smile “I am exited to see you ride..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 06:26 PM
Travis looked up and smiled, he whispered softly, gently holding her good hand giving her a twirl. "Dang, look at you, a beautiful cow girl." He teased gently putting his head on her head. "You look absolutely beautiful. Yes I am ready." He smiled @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and kisses him. “Good..let’s go..” she takes his hand and leads him outside. Then once out she lets him lead her. “Where should I watch from?” She asks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 06:34 PM
Travis happily kissed her back, smiling as he lead her outside. The truck was close to the ring, thanks to Jake driving it there. He smiled "the tail gates down if you wanna sit there ." He offered happily kissing her cheek. Issac was already sitting there looking at them. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and goes to join issac. She sits on the tail and looks at the ring. “How was your nap?” She asks issac. “Did rose and Jessie protect you?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 06:45 PM
Issac hummed watching Travis gp to the barn to get ace. "Okay, I woke up without dad or you, that was a bit weird." He admitted "yes rose and jessie stayed eith me." He agreed. Travis happily got on ace riding him into the ring ,let him warm up and stretch @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “well she can pritect you always..” she says. She watches Travis and bites her lip. Her hand hurt but joy at bad. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 06:52 PM
Issac nodded, gently leaning against her watching Travis. :dad hasn't raced in a long time. I think he will do good." He said with a soft smile. Travis happily went around the ring, looking so comfortable in the ring. He moved to the entrance of the gate, holding the rings tightly. He looked to Jake. Jake raised his arm, holding his hand in the air, before signaling Travis to go. With the speed of light ace ran
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Samie watches him and her eyes widen. He looks like he belonged there. She smiles and just watches him. She though how she wanted to ride with him, for him to teach her how to ride. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 06:57 PM
Issac was tense beside her, he had a stop watch in his hand watching Travis intensely. He watched as ace abounded the barrels, running at full speed, listening to his dad cheering on Ace as he ram. Ace seemed to be in his own elemate as well, he seemed to have a burst of energy ad he went around the last barrel, before running back to the start. Beside samie Issac suddnely cheered standing up on the tailgate, Jake holding his legs steady as the teen cheered. The amout of joy and excitment no one has ever seen from him, as he yelled "dad! You beat your record! You did it!" Travis and Ace carefully rode over to them with a wide smile "that felt amazing !" @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and looks at issac jumps up and cheer. Everything seemed to move in slow motion. She realizes that this is where she was meant to be. She smiles and looks at Travis. She clapped and jumps down. She goes over to ace and Travis and looks at Travis “you did amazing!” She says with a. Big smile. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 07:08 PM
Travis smiled widely "Thank you my loving family. That was a rush! " He smiled leaning down to kiss her gently. "Baby, would you like to pet ace ?" He asked softly. Issac was buzzing with excitment, he reached out for Travis to hold him, which he happily pulled the teen on his lap holding him close. @💕Blue💕
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Samie gulps and takes a step back. “No..I am good..maybe another time..” she looked at ace and her heart felt like it was going to explode. Her knees felt week. She was not just slightly scared of horse but terrified. She told Travis she only was slightly to not make him hate her. She takes shaky breath and sits back on the tail gate. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 07:12 PM
Travis saw her reaction and nodded. "In and out baby, you are safe we will not make you do anything you are uncomfortable with. Trust me, just breath." He promised Jake gently held her hand for Travis. "Hey Samie, I could use some help getting the fees ready for the morning, wanna help?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah…yeah that sounds good..@ she says as she stands. Her legs were alittle weak but she just followed jake. She looked down and sighs. She was a idiot. He wouldn’t want someone who was terrified of horses. She shakes her head and starts to help jake. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 07:16 PM
Jake hummed softly gently leading her into the barn office, gently leading her to sit on the office chair. "Dont beat yourself up Samie, this is actually the first time Travis has ridden in over 5 years." He said filing some paperwork. "So he understands the fear." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “why did he stop..?” She goes over to him and helps with the paperwork and fees. Samie didn’t know that it had been that long since he rode last. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 07:20 PM
Jake hummed softly. "Well, he got into an accident, the bucking bronco bucked him to hard and he ended up getting kicked in the head, which now that I think of it. Caused his anxiety to spike with everything." He hummed thoughtfully. "He keeps saying it was his fault. He took his helmet off to soon. I thought he'd never ride again. But then you came and worked some magic making him brave .c @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and then looks at the paperwork. She bites her lip. “I..I didn’t know..” she says. Was he just riding to make her happy? Was he doing this for only her and not because he wanted too? She rubs her head and sighs. “I..god I shouldn’t have brought up the fair..what if..” she couldn’t finish the sentence. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 07:26 PM
Jake shook his head "no, don't. He needed the push." He explained looking at her. "It just took the two people he loves the most to get him comfortable again. " He smiled softly. "He talked to me a bit while you were napping. He wants to do it, he misses it, and knows you both will make him feel safe." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and looks at him. “Ok…I..sigh I just don’t want him to rush anything…” she says. She helps finishes everything up and says “I am going go and get some food ready…just..let them have fun ok..” she says and sneaks away from the barn and yard. She goes inside and looks at the cookies. She sighs and starts to put them. She could stop thinking about her fear. She bites her lip and sighs. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 07:31 PM
After an hour or so, the boys came jack. Travis gently rubbed the back of his neck, going over to Samie happily hugging her from behind "I guess I'm not good at the whole, grounding thing. " He teased happily kissing her cheek, while rocking her. Issac happily sat in the livingroom with Jake watching Travis and samie @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles. She puts away the cookies and then the cupcakes. She doesn’t talk or anything bad just seems to be thinking. She couldn’t think that Travis would want her. She couldn’t even stand next to a horse. She sighs and turns to him “so how was the ride? Do you feel comfortable? Jake told me you haven’t really rode in awhile..” she says with a slight smile. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 07:38 PM
Travis gently kissed her cheek a bunch of times humming softly "felt good, but imma be so sore in the morning." He gave a soft whine. "Oh? He told you." He hummed gently looking at her. "Yeah, I've been really afraid recently. Which...I have a doctors appointment soon." He said getting off topic, he looked a but anxious. "Will you coke with me?" He asked get with wide doe eyes. He didn't want to go alone. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah I will come..” she says as she kisses him. “I will right back..I am going to run upstairs really quick…” she says before she kisses him in the cheek and runs upstairs and closes their room. She covers her mouth and slides down the door. She takes a few deep breathes. She wa so scared he would hate her for her fear. She curls up and just stairs in front of her.
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 07:48 PM
Travis watched her leave. He bit his lip hard, as he tried to figure out what was going on, and how he could make things right again. His mind was running a mile aminute, he tried to figure out how to make things better. He didn't relize he and Jake were on the floor until Jake gently pulled his lip down so he wasn't biting it aanymore,, he just sat there rubbing his tears away. Issac snuck upstairs sitting by the door gently tapping "samie. Are you okay?" He asked with a soft him @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “y-yeah..Um I just had to Um..try sometime…I..sigh I…I was just so afraid…” she says as she leans her head back. “I..I can’t..I face him..I am afraid of the thing he loves..” she curls up and wipes her eyes. “Issac I am fine…you..you don’t have to worry about me..ok?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 18-Aug-22 08:24 PM
Issac gently laid on the floor gently putting hid fingers under the door. He gently tried to hold her hand. "But, we talk it out together. Hoe Come I am forced to talk about my emotions, but you and dad hide away?" He asked her with a sad look. "I want to help, can I hug you?" He asked @💕Blue💕
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Samie listen to this and her heart breaks. He was right. It was unfair. She moves away from the door and opens it. She hugs issac and says “Your right…I am sorry issac..” she says. She hugs him and tears fall from her eyes. “Let’s go to dad ok…” she says ass he slowly stands. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 10:32 AM
Issac held onto samie, he refused to let her up. "Nope, not until you feel better." He replied gently patting her back gently. He had a tight hug on her. His hugs wasn't like Travis but just as comforting. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and hugs him. “I am better…I promise..” she says but she doesn’t move. She lets him hug her and hugs him back. “I am sorry for scaring you…” she says as she moves him so he is in her lap hugging her. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 11:07 AM
"Grandma said lying only makes one person feel better, and I highly doubt you feel better." Issac replied holding her close "um not moving until you are 100% better no lying ." He replied making himself comfortable @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs and holds him. She rocks the both of them and hums alittle. Her tears has stopped and she was still breathing alittle uneven. She holds him and closes her eyes. “I..I am fine really issac…” she says as she curls up with him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 11:12 AM
"Your breathing is not normal, it is uneven, your hiding, you were crying, and now your trying to make me believe your fine. By definition you are not fine." He replied in a serious tone looking at her, as she rocked them @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and sighs. He was right. “I..I just…I am now worried about Travis…I..god what if he thinks he did something wrong..” she says as she hugs him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 11:17 AM
"Its dad, he always thinks he did something wrong. But that's okay." He promised snuggling up to her. "He's more worried that your not okay." He hummed softly. "If you wsnt I can get him so you can talk to him." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and nods. “Yeah..that would be great issac…” she says as she hugs him before letting him go. She says sitting on the floor and she curls her knees up. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 11:23 AM
Issac just crawled to the door "Dad come quick we need you!" He called ad loudly as he could before crawling back to samie. Both Travis and Jake ran up the stairs "samie? Are you okay?" They asked Travis tripping on the floor, causing Jake to fall ontop of him. @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds issac and starts to laugh at them. She covers her mouth and nods “I am fine…” she giggles and as holds issac. She wipes her eyes and says “sorry..I am really fine..” she says @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 12:08 PM
Travis groaned gently pushing jake off of him. He went over to samie worried "are you sure? I don't wsnt you to feel like you have to hide ." He said gently holding her hand @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and holds his hand. She bites her lip and sighs “I..I just wa so scared…I didn’t want you to see that..” she says as she looks down. She was embarrassed. “I am sorry…I..I just didn’t want you to know that I..I am terrified of horses and big animals…” @ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 12:16 PM
Travis gently sat next to her, gently brushing her hair out of her face "baby, just because your scared doesn't make me think any less of you." He promised gently kissing her head softly. "Everything going to be okay. Trust me, I rather you talk to me about it, then have you hiding." He said kissing her head. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and wipes her face. “I..I just didn’t want you to know…just in case…” she could finish that sentence. She hugs issac and hides her face. She didn’t want to loose them. She couldn’t. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 03:35 PM
Travis hummed "baby doll, what kind of southern gentleman would I be, if I made fun of you because if your fear?" He asked, his thick accent showing. "Now, I have no right to make fun, expecally when you've seen me flat on my bad with fear multiple times. I don't want you to ever think I will think less then you." He promised gently holding yjem. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and just lays in his arms. She has stopped crying but still looked upset. She couldn’t stop thinking about how better he would be with a girl who wasn’t afraid. She wipes her face and nods “yeah..I..love you…” she says. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 03:53 PM
"I love you too, forever and always." He promised gently kissing her head softly. Happily. "How about wr get pjs on and cuddle yeah?" He offered "then we can get Mr sassy to bed." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah..let’s do that..” she says as she looks at issac. She hugs him and slowly stands. She moves into their room and sits onto the bed. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 05:31 PM
Travis carefully picked Issac up. "Go shower and change ?" He told Issac who just pouted but went to do as he was told. Travis laid on the bed with her, gently hugging her close. "I got you baby " he whispered softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs him and kisses him. “I…I am sorry…I shouldn’t have scared you…I just..I am sorry..” she says as she hides her face into his shoulder. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 05:36 PM
"Baby, you don't have to apologize your fine." He Said kissing her head. "In this house you are allowed to express yourself." He replied "now if I hear another apology I'm gonna have to keep kissing you, " He said giving her a kiss on the neck a few times. "Because you have nothing to apologize for." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and sighs. She hugs him and kisses his head “I love you…” she says softly. She didn’t want to let go. She couldn’t. She could never let them go. She was terrified if she had too. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 05:46 PM
Travis happily held her close. He hummed gently sitting up to grab his hoodie. It put it on, but gently pulled the hood over her body so she wad snuggled up on his chest. @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and just lays there with him. She hides her face and hugs him. “I love you so much…” she whispers into him. She kisses his neck and sighs. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 05:51 PM
He blushes, smiling happily at her "I love you too, never forget that." He smiled gently scratching her back. "We have that sleepy time lotion from the spa right? I wonder if that will help Issac sleep." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah..here..” she wiggles out of his hoodie and goes over to a bag. She grabs the lotion and bring sit to Travis. She curls up next to him and hugs him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 06:02 PM
He pouted, he gently held his hoodie up "Excuse you, I'd like your cuddled in here again, thank you very much." He teased. Carefully sitting up. Putting the hoodie back over her head "thwre, that's better he smiled happily snuggling her. "Thank you." @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and smiles. She sighs and curls up. She closes her eyes and hums lightly. “Are you ok?” She asks. She felt bad for not asking that sooner. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 06:05 PM
Travis nodded "im okay, I think I bruised my lip, but I'll live." He promised. "But, I think your kisses will definitely make me feel alot better." He smiled gently nuzzling their noses together @💕Blue💕
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Samie kisses his lips and says “how did you bruise your lip? Did I..did I cause that?” She says worried. She looks down and hides her face “I am sorry!” She says. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 06:09 PM
Travis frowned "no, baby you didn't do that." He said holding her closer. "Baby, I swear your fine you didn't cause anything ." He promised gently lifting her face. "It happened when I was in the barn, I do it without realizing when I'm thinking ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him. She pouts her lip and says “are you sure..?” She asks. She hugs him and says “I..I just..I don’t want you to hurt yourself…I am sorry..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 06:16 PM
He nodded "I am sure. Ah! Samie!" He sighed carefully hugging her "I good do it?" He said kissing her a bunch of times against her beck pretending to eat her. "Im eating all the apologies away." @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and tries to stop him. “Travis!” She laughs at him kisses her neck. She giggles and tries to get away but can’t due to them being in one jacket. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 06:25 PM
Travis ended gus kisses attack by giving her a big kiss on her lips "Ah, thank you. Now you did nothing wrong you are perfectly fine. Now we are going to be mean parents and put Issac to bed early. Then, we are going to come in here and I am going to give you whatever message you want. If you want me to paint your nails. Then by golly I'll watch a YouTube video." He promised "but what we are not going to do, is feel like we did something wrong ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “alright…” she blushes and looks down. “I..am I his mom?” She asks. “He calls you dad and I..I..” she stumbles. She wanted to be his mom. She loved the young boy. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 06:29 PM
Travis smiled widely. "I believe he does. I've caught him a few times mouthing the word mom trying to see how it sounds. I think he will soon." He smiled rocking her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “I..I just..don’t want to get my hopes up.” She didn’t want to think that he wanted her to be his mom and then he doesn’t. She sighs and curls up tighter. “We should get him ti bed…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 06:33 PM
Travis nodded "I know how you feel baby, it's hard waiting. He will call you mom, I promise." He said gently kissing her head. Jake came in carrying an upside-down Issac. "Someone tried to sneak into my bed, so you can have him." He said dropping the giggling boy on the bed. Travis smiled carefully getting the hoodie off him and samie so they could get Issac ready "Alright buddy, let's get some lotion on you alright ?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie takes the lotion and gets some on her hand. She takes his hands and rubs the lotion into them. She hums and smiles. “This is calming lotion..” she says as she rubs the lotion into his skin. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 06:38 PM
Issac gently sniffed the lotion. "Hey grandma has that lotion, she puts it on me when I have a shower there." He replied letting Samie rub it into his skin. Travis smiled gently putting the lotion on Issac back gently "Oh? Does it help make you calm?" He asked Issac shrugged "I dont know, I fall asleep while she's applying it." He yawned leaning on samie. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and rubs the lotion into his skin. She takes alittle and rubs it on the back of his neck. She hums and tries to get him to sleep. She looks at Travis and smiles. She motion that issac is about to pass out. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 06:44 PM
Travis smiled gently picking him up so he was snuggled up on his shoulder. "Lets go snuggle in your room yeah?" He hummed gently helping Samie up so she could come. Issac nodded letting his eyes close. "Mama stay with me?" He whispered reaching a hand out for samie Travis smiled looking to Samie @💕Blue💕
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Samie eyes widen as she almost cries. She takes his hand and nods “of course..” she says as she follows them to his room. Rose follows and jumps onto his bed laying down and yawning. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 06:53 PM
Travis smiled leading them to Issac room. He vary carefully laid him down on the bed, gently pulling the blankets over him. He smiled softly gently shushing the dogs and samie "listen." He whispered hearing Issac's soft snores. He smiled looking at her. "Guess new bed time is easy?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and she thinks for a second before she bends down and kisses his forehead. She pulls away and sighs happily. She goes to Travis and pulls him out of the room. “Let him sleep…” she says and smiles @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 07:02 PM
Travis hummed softly, carefully Turing on a night light , before he gently closed the door looking at samie. "Well mama, we did it." He smiled kissing her cheek gently, before leading her back to their room. @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and follows him. “I..oh my…” she holds her chest where her heart is. She wanted to cry because of how happy she is. She sighs and flops on the bed. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 07:06 PM
Travis laughed softly, gently sitting on the bed, with the lotions. He smiled happily "Alright baby, it's you and me. What would you like us to do?" He asked holding her good hand gently. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “massage?” She makes big puppy eyes. “I can do you first…” she says as she smiles. “We don’t have to do mine..I will do you! Hang on!” She says as she grab the lotions and smiles. “Lay down!” She says. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 07:09 PM
Travis pouted "no way, you first, you need the message first." He teased carefully putting alot of lotion on his hands. "May I see your back." He teased. Moving his hand closer to her being goofy. @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and falls into the bed. She bits her lip before slipping off her shirt. She just had a bra on. She blushes and flops over onto her back. She reaches up and undoes her bra so he has access to her whole back. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 07:15 PM
Travis smiled "Oh, why thank you." He smiled very carefully putting the lotion on her back as he gently messages the lotion into her skin, making sure he was being careful. "Maybe I put on to much." He laughed softly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and giggles at the cold of the lotion. “Travis…” she says as she sighs. She relaxes she messages her back. She shivers alittle but overall relaxes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 07:23 PM
Travis hummed softly "huh?" He asked softly looking at her couriously he continued to message her back being as gentle as he could "am I doing it right ?" He whispered @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah…you yawns are doing amazing…” she yawns as he rubs the lotion into her skin. She bites her lip to not make any noises. “Do..do you think that…maybe tomorrow we can go and meet the horses?” She says trying to hide her fead. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 07:29 PM
Travis nodded "Yeah, but we are going to go slow. At your own pace ." He replied gently moving his hands to her shoulders, being as gentle as he could. "Thank you for letting me do this first. I wanted to help you relax." He replied softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs and nods “thank you for doing it…” she says as she looks back at him. “I love you…so much.” She says and she grabs a hand. She kisses it then goes back to lay down. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 07:39 PM
Travis smiled widely "I love you too baby, always and forever." He smiled happily continuing to help her relax. He carefullt cleaned his hands on a towel before gently helping her put hey hair up into a bun. @💕Blue💕
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Samie clips her bra so she would flash him and sits up slowly. She yawns and says “ok..your turn..” she grabs his hoodie and slips it one over her. She grabs the lotion and smiles tired. “Once we are done we can sleep…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 07:48 PM
Travis smiled carefully changing into a pair of sleep shorts, gently taking his shirt off with a hum. He carefully laid on the bed "you gotta move me, I'm too lazy to do it myself." He teased with a wide smile. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at travis tries to push him onto his back. She cant really do that. She looks at Travis and kisses his cheeks and lips “please…roll over Travis! Please..” she begs with her puppy dog eyes. She blink and pouts out her lip. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 07:56 PM
Travis happily kissed get back, gently rolling onto his back, with a wide smile. "Okay, okay ." He said smiled. "Judt be careful, I don't want you falling asleep yet." She said happily. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and starts to put lotion on her hands. She rubs his back nice and gently just as it was done at the date. She blushes and smiles. “How is this?” She asks making sure that he was ok. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 08:01 PM
Travis moaned softly, he carefully stretched slightly before he finslly relaxed. "Amazing ." He whispered closing his eyes happily. "Samie you are magical." He said closing his eyes happily. "Man, I didn't relize how much my back hurt, now it feels Amazing." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and presses alittle harder on some knots she feels. She hums and looks at him. She makes sure that she gets all of the knots before she cleans her hands and lays next to him. “All done…” she says and sighs. She closes her eyes and says “I love you…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 08:08 PM
Travis was like puddy in her hands. He gently wrapped his arms around her with a smile. "I love you too, thank you baby." He replied holding her close, gently kissing her head. "My doctors appointment is tomorrow at noon. But we can see the horses before and after if you'd like ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nod and says “alright..” she yawns and curls up into his arms. She sighs and says “what is your appointment about? That way I know what we are doing..” she says as she curls up and closes her eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 08:11 PM
Travis hummed. "Making sure my head is doing better, checking to make sure my broken ribs healed well. Because of my fainting spells I kept landing wrong and last month I fell down a few flights of stairs at the hospital. It was before we met." He said holding her close. @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs him and whimpers “are you ok now? Does anything g hurt?” She went fully protective mode. She starting touch his ribs and looks at his face. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 08:19 PM
He hummed "just my back." He replied shivering when she touched his ribs. She hummed gently rubbing her back gently. He held her close. "Hey, I'm fine. It will take more then just a fall to knock me down ." He promised gently kissing her head softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “well hopefully you are better in the doctors eyes..” she says as she kisses him. She curls up and yawns again. She lays her head on his chest and and sighs. She was tried but she didn’t go to sleep. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 08:25 PM
Travis hummed holding her close, letting his eyes close, gently scratching her back gently. "Im sure I am okay baby. Get some sleep I love you." He said starting ti doze off. Within a few minutes Travis eas completely sleep, snoring quiet loudly @💕Blue💕
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Samie soon falls asleep. She curls up and doesn’t really move away from him. She was sleeping normally for a couple hours before she jumps up from a nightmare. She doesn’t scream or cry just stare off into space. She rubs her eyes and looks at Travis. She smiles and curls up even tighter into him. She sighs as she closes her eyes and falls asleep. @Ken time skip????
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 08:27 PM
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The next morning, Travis was up by 4, going outside with Jake getting their chores done. Travis accidentally pulled a muscle in his back but hid it well so samie couldn't see. By the time samie woke up, Issac was snuggled up with her, Jessie and rose laying on the bed with them. Travis was in the bathroom with the door open, trying to wrap his back brace on being ad careful as he can. He was getting ready for the day. Once he was dressed he walked over to samie carefully leaning down to give her kisses "goodmorning." @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs and looks at Travis. She smiles and says “morning…” she says softly. She yawns and looks over at issac. She smiles and says “when did he get there?” She says as she holds her hands out to have a hug. “Hug?” She asks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 08:37 PM
Travis smiled gently brushing her hair out of her face. "Morning, I was thinking we could go out for breakfast, how does that sound ?% he smiled Issac whined carefully moving closer to samie. "Tired." @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs issac and nods “ok…issac you need to get up bud…” she says as she yawns and looks at Travis. “Hug?” She says with a smile. She holds a hand out to him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 08:42 PM
Travis smiled. He was very slow and tense when he laid back down to hug her close. "Hugs." He agreed happily. Issac just hugged her close nodding "Okay, Okay." He grumbled holding onto rose and jessie @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs him and notices the different texture under his shirt. “What do you have on?” She says sting up and lifting his shirt. She touches the brace and looks at him. “Travis? Why are you wearing a brace?” She ask worried. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 08:50 PM
Travis paused "um...to, keep me sitting properly " He tried to lie. He sighed groaned as he tried to sit up, "ow, ow. Okay I'm sorry, I won't lie. I threw my back out getting a hay bale from the loft." He explained standing up. "It happens at the farm alot ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “Travis!” She sighs and rubs her face. She gets up and goes to her bag. She grabs some pain medicine for when her period cramps act up and hands two of them to him. “Take these..they will help the pain.” She says matter fo fact. She wa s’more upset that he tried to hide his injury. She goes and gets her clothes before she goes to the bathroom to change @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 08:55 PM
He sighed gently taking the medicine, carefully putting them back in her bag. "Im fine Samie I promise." He replied carefully walking to the bathroom. "I promise it's okay, I already took some meds, the doctor won't care, I've pulled my back out multiple times before, it's apart I'd the job, I just turned the wrong way." He replied softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him. “I am not upset about that…why would you try and hide it…” she says with alittle wobble in her voice. She sighs and tries to calm down. He just didn’t want to worry her. But still… @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 09:01 PM
"Because you worry so much, and I didn't want you to worry. It was a accident and I didn't want you to think it was your fault, because it isn't yout fault." he said softly looking at her. "Im sorry I hid it, I'm just use to hiding It and I'm sorry." He said looking at her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and takes a deep breathe. “I..i just..sorry..I overreacted…” she says and she looks at him. She hugs him and doesn’t squeeze to hard “I just don’t you to be hurt…” she says and she looks at him with a smile. “No more hiddjng ok?” She says as she holds his face. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 09:06 PM
"You didn't overreact I promise. I promise to not hide from you again." He promised kissing her gently. He carefully lifted his shirt wincing as he slowly taking the brace off, before putting it over his shirt, tightening it. "I can't take you riding for a bit is that okay?" He asked looking at her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and helps him tighten the braces alittle more. “There that should help…” she says as she lean up and kisses him. “That is fine..we can just meet the horses right?” She asks. “Are you going to be Abel to do the fair?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 09:15 PM
Travis gently kissed her back sighing on relief "thank you baby. It feels a hole lot better." He explained. "I should be. Rodeo isn't for a month or two but I should be okay with the fair." he promised nuzzling their noses together @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “well good..now get out so I can change..” she smiles and lightly pushes him out of the bathroom. She closes the door and runs a shower. She slips everything off and gets in quickly. She hums as she baths. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 09:19 PM
Travis smiled "Awe, what if I wanted to watch " He teased before going to Issac. Getting him up and ready for the day. Issac dressed in a pair of jeans and a hoodie Travis got in college, once he had watched his face and brushed his teeth. Travis gently did his hair, helping him look presentable. @💕Blue💕
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Samie washes up and then gets dressed. She wears a pair of black women slacks (pants) and white over size shirt tucked in and a pair of black heals: she pulls her hair up into a bun and puts on light makeup. She looks at herself and smiles. She walks out to find the boys. “Boys?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Aug-22 09:27 PM
"Bathroom." Travis called carefully. Issac sat on the counter while Travis gently helped him shave. He smiled sofrly seeing samie "woah, you look absolutely breath taking. It'd a good thing u have a doctors appointment, or I'd be worried " He teased softly Issac stayed very still. "You look nice mama,." He Saif softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and walks over to them. She leans on Travis and says “what we doing?” She smiles and sighs. She loved hearing issac call her mom. It made her heart flutter. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 06:12 AM
Travis smiled "helping Mr Issac get the stubble off. He doesn't want an amazing bead like me." He teased softly. Issac hummed "I just don't like how it feels." He replied carefully copying Travis moments as he shaved.
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Samie nods and kisses Travis cheek. “Well good…” she says as she walks out “I will be down stairs…” she says as she walks out of the bathroom and down the stairway. She got her purse and made sure she had everything. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 07:38 AM
Travis smiled carefully helping Issac after 15 minutes. They both made their way back to Samie. Travis struggled to get down the stairs but was trying hid hardest. Issac hugged samie tightly @💕Blue💕
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Samie turns and hugs issac. “Hi!” She says as she bends down and picks him up. She looks at Travis and her eyes went sad. She looks at issac and says “what do you want to eat for breakfast big man?” She smiles at issac. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 08:24 AM
Issac held onto samie humming softly, he laid his head on her shoulder. "Food, im just hungry." Travis smiled softly. "Hoe about waffle house?" He offered kindly with a wide smile. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods “I am good with that…” she says as she grabs her purse and the keys to her car “come on..I will drive…” she says as she walks to Travis and looks at him for a kiss. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 08:31 AM
Travis blushed kissing her back "Okay, do you want the truck or your car?" He asked putting his wallet in his pocket getting a red folder from thr kitchen counter. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “my car is fine…” she says as she walks out the door carrying issac. She opens the back and lets him get in before closing the door and getting into the front seat. “Come on babe!”
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 08:37 AM
He nodded putting his truck keys on the counter before walking with them out to the car, he took his time getting into the car, bitting his lip hard as he lowered himself. Once he was in the seat he let out a heavy breath "Okay, that feels good." He sighed. Issac sat in the back seat waiting for them. @💕Blue💕
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Samie takes his hand and smiles “will the truck be more comfortable for you? My car is smaller…” she says. She didn’t want him to hurt himself more. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 08:41 AM
"Nope, either way it's gonna hurt, plus I've never ridden in your car, so this is an adventure." He smiled looking at her gently holding her hand. "On ward, let's go fill out bellies!" @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and starts the car. She dive and hums to light music that is on. She drove slow and safe. She finds the closes Waffle House and pulls into the driveway and parking lot. She parks and makes sure she has everything. She gets out of the car and goes to get issac. “Come on bud! Let’s get some food!” She says as she opens his door. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 09:34 AM
Issac nodded getting out of the car happily. He hummed gently holding her hand "yes, I woukd like that " He agreed Travis got out of the car leaving the red folder. He gently held her hand tightly as they walked to waffle house. "Remind me to get the heating pad when we get home." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and kisses him. “Of course..” she says as they walk in. Samie takes change and gets them a table towards the back of the restaurant so they can have a private area to help Travis. She sits and pulls Travis into the seat next to her. She looks at the menu and hums alittle as she thinks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 09:40 AM
Travis gently put an arm around Samie looking at the menu as well. "Everything looks so good." He smiled softly "let me guess, your getting chocolate chip waffles eith hash browns yeah?" He asked Issac Issac nodded "and scrambled eggs." He replied @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and leans into Travis. “What do you want? I was thinking of getting the cowboy omelette…” she smile Ana flosses his cheeks with a giggle. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 09:46 AM
Travis blushed smiling . "Im thinking stake and eggs, they have the best stake." He replied gently kissing her nose happily. "With a coffee." Issac looked at him. "You do not need a coffee, your already hyper." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and giggles “he is right…” she says touching his knee that she had notice was bouncing up and down. “How about some juice? I was going to get apple juice and coffee..” she says with a smile. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 10:12 AM
Travis hummed stopping his knee from bouncing. He looked at her giving an anxious smile "s-sorry." He replied with a smile. "Juice sounds amazing." He agreed When the waitress came, Issac noticed Travis clam up and panic. He simple ordered for all three of them, telling her what everyone wanted @💕Blue💕
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Samie watches isssc and smiles as the waitress once she is gone, samei says “great job bud!” She pulls out a chocolate bar mini. “There you go..” she winks and looks at Travis “you ok?” She says taking his hand and looking at him. “Trav..breath ok?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 10:16 AM
Travis nodded holding her hand as he slowly breathed. He looked embaressed when he noticed people looking at them. He gulped carefully Turing his head so he was looking at her. "Im okay." Issac hummed :don't worry, I talk for dad all the time. I talk to his doctor for him too." He replied making Travis feel a while lot worse @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and rubs his hand with her thumb. “Travis..it is ok…just breathe…we are the only ones here ok? Just you, me, and issac…” she says as she kisses his cheeks. “Breath ok…” she says before the waitress come back with their drinks. Samie takes her and ask for a glass of water. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 10:26 AM
Travis nodded he was slowly coming down from his panic, but he went completely silent. He relized just hoe much socializing they actually had to do today. And he wasn't excited for it at all. He held her hand tightly as he closed his eyes just breathing. When he opened his eyes, he wasn't on the edge of the seat but close to the wall and a tissue on his lips. He blinked slightly looking around confused. "You almost fainted dad, don't worry mama got you moved and safe." Issac promised. @💕Blue💕
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Samie was holding a tissue on his lip with a worried look “you ok? Jsut breathe ok?” She says rubbing his hand. She grabs the glass of water and held it for him to drink. “You are ok. You are safe..@ she says trying to help calm him down. “Are you still hungry…” she asks
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 10:31 AM
Travis nodded slowly helping her hold the tissue. He offered her a kind smile "sorry love." He whispered. He seemed to be doing alot better then he had been. He carefully sipped the water. "I didn't mean too." @💕Blue💕
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Samie shakes her head “no sorry…” she says as she just waits for him. “It is alright…I am just glad you didn’t hurt yourself..” she says as she takes his hand. The food comes and the waitress asks if they need anything and Samie shakes her head “no we are ok thank you..” the waitress leaves and she looks back at Travis. “You wanna eat something?” She asks
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 10:37 AM
Travis nodded gently resting his head down on her shoulder. He carefully sat up carefully starting to each "I didn't mean to almost faint. I'm glad the seats are big enough you were able to switch me sides." He smiled. Issac happily ate his waffles @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “hey..it is ok..” she says as she holds his hand. She takes a bite of her omelette. “You are ok…we are ok…no one is hurt..” she says as she leans her head on his shoulder. “Just breath ok? Once we are done with the doctors appointment we can go home and cuddle…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 10:45 AM
Travis nodded as he was eating. "Yeah, yeah that sounds good, we are safe....I want to cuddle with you and issac." He replied gently resting his head down on her shoulder with a soft hum. He ate his food letting Issac steal some @💕Blue💕
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Same smiles and nods “of course!” She eats some more of her food and drinks some of her coffee. “We will do that as soon as we get home…” she says rubbing his hand so he knew she was there for him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 11:00 AM
Travis nodded holding her hand as he drank the juice. "I-is it okay if we ask my daughter why I keep fainting ?" He asked her in a quiet voice. "I can't keep scaring you and issac." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “of course…we can ask that..” she says as she holds his hand and eats. She watches Travis and sighs. She loved the man she saw now. Not just when he was strong but when he was weak. She leans her head on his shoulder and closes her eyes just sitting there with him. “It is ok…we are ok…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 11:27 AM
Travis gently wrapped an arm around her holding her close. "I love you, please don't ever forget that." He whispered gently placing a kissing on her forehead he never wanted to leave her. Once they finished eating he let Issac take his wallet to pay for their breakfast. @💕Blue💕
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Samie watches issac and once he is gone she kisses him and says “I would never forget thag…” she says holding his face. “Come on..let’s go and do the doctors appointment and then we can go home an dcuddle while watching tv ok?” She says as she kisses his lips and cheeks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 12:14 PM
Travis nodded kissing her back "sounds amazing. We can cuddle up on my recliner. I don't think I can make it up the stairs." He replied with a heavy sigh. Issac came back giving Travis the wallet back. "Thank you for breakfast @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “of course..” she smiles at issac and looks at Travis “ready?” She slowly him out from the seat and helps him out of the restaurant and into the car. She moves at his pace and smiles the whole time. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 01:33 PM
Travis nodded holding onto her as they walked, he tried not to bite his lip. He hummed holding onto her as he carefullt lowered himself in the car "Thank you samie, I appreciate you." He sighed softly looking at her with a smile. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and gets into the car. She moves the red folder and puts in the directions for the doctors office. She hums and holds his hand. “Just breath babe…I am here I will always be here…” she says as she dives. They get to the doctors office and Samie helps him out. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 03:16 PM
Travis nodded holding her hand as he hummed softly. "I trust you baby, I'm breathing ." He promised closing his eyes as he tried to breath. He hummed softly to the radio. Once they got to the doctors office he just stayed quiet. Carefullt getting out of the car with Issac and samie. @💕Blue💕
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Samie watches him and before they walk in she says “are you ok? We don’t have to do this…we can make a new appointment..” she says touching and holding his face. She looks at him worried. “Trav…babe…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 03:32 PM
Travis keep lookingnat the entrance. He carefully touched the car door handle he did not want to do this, he wanted to go home. "Home, let's go." Issac looked confused . @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “ok…issac can you go in and ask to move the appointment…” she asks him as he looks at Travis. “Are you sure…I will be there all the way…” he holds him up and touches his hand. “Babe..breathe…you have to breathe..” her voice was worried. She touches his face and makes him look st her. She breathes like he should do. “Follow me…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 03:45 PM
Issac went inside the doctors office, going get the doctor. Travis let her, guide his face to look at her, he anxiously looked at her "i can't do it, why would I think I can do the rodeo, I can't even take my girlfriend and son to breakfast " He said kept trying to open the door. He jumped when he heard a voice behind him. He yelped holding his back groaning. Issac walked hand in hand with Travis Dr. His doctor was a tall 25 year old kid, with blond hair. He had a confused look "everything okay?" He asked, having a deep Russian accent. "Dr Peterson, dad is scared and hurt his back." Issac explained @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and holds his face. “Trav…” she looks at the doctor and nods “he is having a panic attack…he is anxious about the appointment…” she says as she turns her attention to Travis. She makes his look at her and only. “Travis..only me..look at only me ok?…you are so brave..you can take us to breakfast…you can do the rodeo…you have grown and you have made so much improvements…you said you would help me ride…I will help you ride at the rodeo ok? Just remember riding ace…you loved it..you are amazing..” She says as she lowers him to the grown and against he car. She takes both of his hand and puts them on her face. She smiles and leans into his touch. “See I am here..” she moves one hand to her heart. “Feel that?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 04:10 PM
Travis nodded taking a deep breath, as she carefully leaned him back against the car. He closed his eyes gently holding his hands on his face. He listened to her talk, he couldn't really understand what she was saying, but he knew she was reslly holding him stay grounded. He gently nodded when he could feel his hand being moved to her chest, her heart beat causing him to finally begin to calm down. It only took a good 10 minutes before he finally was calmed down. He gave a soft hum, showing he was okay and able to get up. He gently kissed her hand gently, opening his eyes to look at her, he was tired, but was thankful she was there. Dr Peterson carefully went into the office getting a wheelchair. He went over to the group. "We can do the appoiment in a quiet dark room yeah?" He offered @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Travis and smiles. “Let’s do that ok?” She asks as she kisses his forehead. “Shhh..I will be there the whole time…” she says as she helps him up and into the wheelchair. She holds his hand and never lets go. “I got you..me and issac are here..the whole time ok?” She says as she follows the doctor in. They go into a dark and wuiet room. Samie sits next to Travis the whole time. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 04:41 PM
Travis nodded holding his head anxiously as he closed his eyes letting her take him to the dark quiet room. He kept bouncing his leg, trying to himself calm. Issac sat on the examining table holding the red folder, going threw all that thr paper was holding. Dr Peterson nodded carefully writing things down. "Has your dad been losing his memory Issac?"He asked softly "No, just fainting ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds his hand and just watches him. She doesn’t really pay attention to the doctor letting issac take care of it. She kisses his hand and says “hey…I am here..” she says as she looks at him. She wanted to just hug and hold him. She rubs his hand with her thumb. “Travis..can I do anything…” she asks. She felt so useless. She just says and rubs his hand softly. She takes deep breathes and kisses his cheeks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 04:47 PM
Travis held her hand, gently putting it on his lisp, gently kissing her hand, which he found helped him not bite his lip. He hummed softy looking around the door as he gently shook his head no. What he really wanted to do, he wanted nothing more then to go home amd nap. Dr Peterson nodded looking at the papers humming softly. "Are you able to help him stand ?" He asked Samie "I need to check his ribs and back." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at the doctor and nods. She stand and helps Travis stands. She holds him hug with a hug. She hums and she listens to his heart. Once the doctor is ready to check him out, Samie stands back but keeps helping his stand. She looks at him and holds his hands. She lets him kiss her hands or anything he needed to do to help him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 04:56 PM
"I know you don't like this part Travis , but I gotta make sure your broken ribs are healed." He said softly. Travis held her hand close, just nodding. He rested his head down on Samies shoulder holding her closer. Issac came over gently holding onto his arm trying to comfort his dad while Dr Peterson did the exam. He checked Travis ribs, which the Dr seemed pleased the ribs had healed perfectly and was no longer causing pain. But when he got to Travis back he winced seeing the red achy muscles on his back. "Looks like you threw your back out, your going to have to sleep sitting up, use the at home electric thearpy box to help message the muscles and a heating pad." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles at Travis and holds him. She rubs his hair and hums. “Doctor…there is a rodeo coming up..can Travis do it?” She asks while holding Travis. She lets his hair and just let him hold her. She kisses his head and sighs. She wanted to help him. She wanted to let him do what he always wanted to do. She hums and lets him hear her calm heart beat. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 05:12 PM
Dr Peterson looked up at Samie. "How soon? I can't say yes now. He needs at least two weeks of no heavy lifting and rest " he replied softly, carefully getting the back brace back on Travis so he can sit back down. Issac hummed looking at the list. "I think dad needs glasses he can't see alot." He randomly said , causing Travis to look confused, but the Dr laughed. "Well, I'm not that kind of doctor. I'm the doctor for cowboys who need a little extra care and help." He replied, waiting for Travis to give him the okay, to continue to the exams . @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at the doctor and says “it is in about a month…” she says as she sits down with Travis and hold ahi hand. She doesn’t let go. She would never let go. Her eyes on Travis with worry and sadness. She kisses his hands and just waits. She would do anything for him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 05:41 PM
Dr Peterson nodded. "I dont see why not, as long as he takes it easy the next two weeks." He replied , doing the normal check up. Making sure he was fast but effective. Issac held Travis other hand. "Dr Peterson dad faints when he gets too scared hoe can we help?" He asked looking to Travis. "Well, I don't know, it coukd be multiple things. If he faints here I will check him out and make sure he's okay, but I'd probally say the amount of adrenaline is what may be causing it." He said softly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Travis and rubs his hand. “He gets nervous or anxious and he passes out…” she says. “Can we do anything? Other than medication…” she says. She know Travis doesn’t want that. She looks back at Travis and says “I just don’t want him to get hurt…” she says. She kisses his head and grabs her bag. She takes out some of the lotion. She had gotten a. Travel size. She gets some out and rubs it into his hands. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 06:16 PM
"Thearpy, exposure." he replied softly softly "does he have any tells when he is about too?" He asked carefullt writing things down. Issac nodded. "His eyes look funny. " he replied "they look forward then look back." Travis shaknely held her hand tightly, he didn't want medication, but if it would help, he would. He liked at Samie giving her a small smile. Dr Peterson nodded "sounds scary." He said softly looking at them. "My older brother has this level of anxiety." He explained looking to samie and Travis. "He lives with me, it had gotten worse since childhood." He said having a hard time explaining it in English. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Travis and kisses his hand. She looks at the doctor and nods “we are working on exposer…” she says as she thinks. Thearpy….that was her job. Her face falls. She wasn’t doing her job. She was making it worse. She pushes these thoughts back and sighs “we will work on maybe getting more exposure..right Travis?” She asks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 06:34 PM
Travis gulped but nodded, he would do whatever samie thought best, he trusted her with all his heart. He held her hand gently. "Well....I personally don't recommend exposure until the fainting is under control." He admitted softly. "My brother does weekly trips to the libray. It helps him get use to being around people, and it's a quiet place where he can feel calm. " he replied softly. "If we continue exposure and he keeps fainting it may not be the best thing, he could feel worse " Issac frowned hugging Travis "I dont want dad to be scared. Mama can help." He said looking to samie @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at issac and nods. “I am a psychologist and therapist…” she explained to the doctor. “I can help..Travis is a great horse rider…” she says s she thinks. “I will help with everything I can issac..” she still doesn’t know if she can call him son. She smiles as Travis and turns to the doctor. “We don’t want any medication..Travis doesn’t want to rely on that…I don’t think medication is needed like you said I think if we just ease into exposure and trying to get the fainting under control then we can forgo the medication.” She went full doctor mode. She smiles at the doctor. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 06:44 PM
Dr Peterson blinked softly lookijg at her a bit shocked. But he nodded softly. "Well....let's not....rule it out." He said softly. "I dont prescribed the normal medicine. I only give what I know, or all natural." He explained looking a but confused at his own wording. Issac looked to samie. "He gives his patience medicine that he knows what they so personally. Or he makes sure they are all natural. That's why dad takes the adhd medicine." Dr Peterson nodded. "My apologies, English isn't my first language." He sighed "but you both have my number, if you change your mind, then let me know. I will give you the muscle relaxer for your back. No driving or riding ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says to the doctor. “ Спасибо доктор. мы подумаем.” thank you doctor. We will think about it. she says in perfect Russian. She smiles and looks at Travis. “No farm work either..me, issac, and jake can handle it..I swear if I see you out there..” she kisses his nose and smiles at him. “You ready to head home honey?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 06:58 PM
Dr Peterson smiled. Biding them a good day before he left the room. Once alone, Travis crumbled slightly, he quickly hugged Samie and Issac close hiding his face against her shoulder taking in a few breaths. Making sure he was staying calm. He nodded softly "Home please." He begged Issac held onto them humming @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “ok…let’s go home..” she moves away from him to use the wheelchair and push him out to the chair. She helps him into the car and then gives the wheelchair back. Once she is in the car she turns on some light and calming music and holds his hand. She starts to drive back to their home. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 07:12 PM
Travis hugged himself as tightly as he could. "Yeah, I'd like to hide out in the living room. We can hold you?" He asked worriedly. Looking at her, he held her hand gently grounding himself in the love he felt holding her hand. "I love you you know." @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds his hand and nods. “Of course…we will get a movie, some blankets, some snacks and all cuddle ok?” She says looking at him and smiling. She drives and pulls the car into the house driveway. She turns off the car and gets out rushing over to help Travis out. She helps him up and out of the car and then into the house. She moves him to the couch and sits him down. “Do you want to change?” She asks as she holds his hand and smiles. Rose comes over and kicks his hand to make him feel better. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 07:19 PM
He nodded "Yeah, I'd like that alot." He agreed holding onto her as they made their way into the house. He groaned as he sat on the chair nodding. "Yeah, just sweats and a hoodie? I'm sorry for not being careful." He replied looking at her with tears. "I love you so much." Issac carefullt put the red folder on the counter going to get his dad something to drink. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and smiles “I love you too…” she says as she stands and kisses him. She walks up to their room and changes as well. She changes into a Dino outfit and grabs Travis some sweats and a hoodie for him and for her. She walks down in her outfit and says “here you go! Do you need help getting to the bathroom? She asks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 07:34 PM
I want those jamies! Travis nodded carefully getting up. "You look beautiful, we should get matching ones." He said limping to the bathroom trying to change. He had to have Samie help him with his pants. Which he was so embaressed by. But was greatful she was there to help. Soon they were sat down on the recliner. He had them on his lap gently snuggling her close. Issac carefully put blankets putting a blanket over both Travis and samie before snuggling with them. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and blushes as she helps him change. She doesn’t talk about it or anything and just helps him. Once she was snuggling with her boys she sighs finally relaxing. Samie holds Travis head close to her chest so he can hear her heart to help ground him. She gives the tv remote to issac and says “pick someone ok?” @Ken same…I might get them…they are from shien…
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 07:59 PM
Issac nodded picking a cartoon for them to all relax too. The pain meds was finally kicking in, Travis laid his head down on Samies chest holding her close. "Thank you for being here, I know you didn't sign up for this, but thank you." He whispered sleepily, ignoring Issac laying on their legs getting comfortable. @💕Blue💕 yesss do it!
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Samie smiles and just holds him. She knew the medication was kicking in. She sighs as she lets his hair and says “I will alway be here…no matter what..” she says as she holds him. Those thoughts come back but she pushes them away. They are important. Her boyfriend and son are… @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 08:08 PM
Travis smiled "always and forever ." He whispered falling asleep on her chest. Snoring ever so softly as he held her close. Dream about their future and what it will look like. After a bit Jake came in, sitting in a free chair. "Howbwas the appointment?" He asked, gently petting Jessie. "Dad is scared all the time, but mama helped calm him down. I think she has magic but you never know." Issac replied holding rose close. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and looks at jake. “Everything went good..his ribs are healed. He can’t do any ridding or driving for 2 weeks. And no farm work..” she says looking at jake. “You see him out there smack him..” she says holding his head. “He had a fainting spell…he didn’t fall or anything..” she says as she returns her focus to him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 20-Aug-22 08:15 PM
Jake hummed "oh trust me..I will smack him." He teased, carefully leaning back in the chair looking at them "you know, I'm starting to think he's faking, I mean I would if I knew my fiance was holding me like that." He teased Issac had a very serious look as he turned to Jake "you do, Leah holds you all the time like that." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and light taps issac. “Hun..it is ok..” she says she holds Travis and smiles. She loved him. She sighs and says “when can I meet her? I haven’t yet and it is really bothering me..” she says as she smiles. Samie leans her head to lay it on top of his head. She closes her eyes and soon falls asleep. She hums as she drifts off. @Ken timeskip?
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 03:32 AM
yeah sorry lol I fell asleep Jake smiled softly. "She's coming over tonight, to had a doctors appointment for the babies."He explained watching her "go on to sleep. " He said gently taking Issac to the theater room so they could watch a movie. Travis woke up a few hours later. He hummed softly as he carefully snuggled into Samie, he felt alot better, and less sleepy. He looked up at samie and smiled "morning ." He whispered @💕Blue💕
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sorry for the late response!!! Samie snuggles closer and groans not wanting to wake up. She was alittle warm to the touch. “Five more minutes…” she whispers as she goes back to sleep. She lightly snores as she holds into Travis like she would love him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 08:23 AM
your finen!!!! Travis hummed gently putting his hand on her cheeks. "Awe baby, you sleep as long as you need." He replied getting his phone Jake to get the thermometer. "Are you feeling okay love ?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie curls up and stays alseeep. She was wearing a hoodie and had a blanket up and over her. She sighs and says sleepy “yeah…I…i…tired…” she yawns as she cuddles into Travis as much as she can. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 09:22 AM
Travis nodded carefully moving so she was on his lap. He gently kissed her forehead "baby, you may have a fever. " He said worriedly as he gently took the thermometer from Jake. "Here put this in your mouth." He hummed softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie hides her face and and shakes her head. “No…” she says before she looks at Travis and takes it into her mouth. She waits and the thermometer went off. She had a low fever of 102. She curls up and tries to get back to sleep. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 09:33 AM
Travis' eyes widened he quickly got up with her in his arms , getting her medicine and a coolcloth to try and cool her down. He has a worried look as be gently rocked her thing to get her to feel better "baby you have a high fever." He said softly, gently patting the clothed on her neck and face. @💕Blue💕
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Samie tries to@move away from him. “No..stop that is cold…” she says as she curls up into his arms. She was under so much worry about Travis that she had neglected her own heath. But she really didn’t care. She would be sick just to make him better.
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 09:59 AM
"Shh, baby I have too." He replied continuing on trying to make him feel better. " he hummed softly looking at her worriedl. "If you don't let me help you, we will have to go to the hospital." He replied worriedly. He carried her to their bedroom so he could take care of her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “but…we are supposed to ride today…” she says kinda sad. She holds onto him and whimpers. “I don’t want to go out…” she says as she tries tog eyes the hoodie off. “Your back! Put me down! Travis…” she says as she tries to get out of his arms. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 11:06 AM
Travis shook his head. "Baby, I can't not for 2 weeks. And you need rest let me take care of you." He said struggling to hold her. He didn't want to accidentally drop her or hurt his back, so he kept walking "baby calm, breath your okay and your safe." He promised. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “I..you aren’t…you aren’t..” she tries to speak but her breathing was harsh. She lays her head into his neck and tries to calm her breathing. “You can’t…you can’t be lifting me..” she says. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 12:12 PM
He gently set her on the bed "baby, look at me. Your fine." He said gently holding one hand on his heart and the other on her cheek "baby I swear your okay." He said looking at her "breathe, in and out." He whispered softly. "I had to get you to bed." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and tries to calm her breathing. She takes a deep breathe and lets it go. She looks at him. Her eyes were tired and she rubs them. She takes a deep breathe. “I..I can walk…your..back..” she says as she looks at him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 12:53 PM
"I know baby, I'm okay I promise. I'll put more heat on it. But baby I need to take care if you." He said gently kissing her head softly. "Trust me, im okay, your okay." He replied gently
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Samie looks at him and nods. She curls up and slightly shivers. “I..babe..I am cold..” she says as she looks for a blanket. She curls up and lays on the bed looking sick and missable. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 01:05 PM
He nodded gently wrapping the blanket around her. "I know baby, let me get you some medicine yeah?" He offered gently kissing her head going to the bathroom, going to get some cold medicine and a sick bowl just incase. @💕Blue💕
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Samie curls up and watches him. She lays down and closes her eyes. She didn’t feel good. She sighs and opens her eyes when he comes back. She takes the medication and sighs. “I am sorry…” she says rubbing her eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 01:15 PM
He gave her a smile "no need to apologize baby, I rather you not feel good and let me take care of you, then you hide your bot feel better and be miserable." He said softly gently putting her hair up in a pony tail, carefully tucking bet in. "Need anything honey?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and shakes her head. She yawns and says “where is my son?” She says as her eyes slowly start to close. She mumbles “I want to kiss him…I love my son..”. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 01:49 PM
She nodded softly "he's grooming carmal. The silly horse decided to take a mud bath." He replied gently kidding her head softly tucking her in. "As soon as he is done I'll bring him upstairs so you can snuggle with him. He loved you too baby. So very much." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and slowly closes her eye Ana falls asleep. She curls up and lightly snores. She looked warm and cold at the same time. She takes deep breathes and sighs as she gets comfortable. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 02:20 PM
Travis gently put the damp washcloth on her forehead, staying by her side every time the cloth dried up he would go back and get her another. Making sure she was comfortable, and safe Issac into the room cuddled up with Samie reading a book. He hummed softly as he head, reading Travis and samie the book. @💕Blue💕
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Samie stayed asleep and curls up even tighter. She wa shivering slightly and groans as she was sick sore. She opens her eyes and looks at Travis. “Hmmm?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 03:35 PM
Travis smiled. "Hey baby, how are you feeling ?" He asked softly gently kissing her head. "Issacs here to give you snuggles." He said gently petting her back to help her relax "we love you. " Issac gave her a hug "Hi mama." He whispered @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs issac and says “hi my baby boy…” she says as she rubs her eyes. She still felt hot. She looks at issac and then Travis. She looked tired. “I am hot…” she says as she lays on the bed. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 03:56 PM
Travis nodded gently getting a top sheet instead of a blanket. "This should help." He replied gently using the cool washcloth to wipe her sweat away. Issac just cuddled up with samie "can I ready to you mama?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at issac and nods. She curls up and closes her eyes as he reads to her. She was sweating a lot. She was also shivering. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 04:08 PM
Issac snuggled close reading her the book he was reading which was harry potter.. while Travis gently held her close wiping the sweet away whispering thay he got them, and wasn't going to leave her alone. @💕Blue💕
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Samie had fallen back asleep. A few hours pass before she wakes up. She whimpers as she moves. “Travis?” She says looking for him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 04:44 PM
Travis was awake by her sidem he gently hummed "I'm here baby, I'm here I promise. " He whispered gently holding her close. "Are you okay? Do you need more medicine?" He asked. Issac was asleep next to her snoring softly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says. “Come in the bed..” she moves over and pats next to her. “Medicine good..” she says as she is in the sick confused state. She touches issac and sigh. He was safe. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 04:56 PM
Travis nodded carefully giving her water and the medicine "why don't you take these first? Then we can get you to feeling better." He replied gently petting her hair as he very carefully laid next to them. "He won't leave your side I promise." @💕Blue💕
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Samie takes the medication and sighs as she looks at Travis. She kisses his forehead. Her lips were so warm. She curls up and snuggles into Travis. “I love you…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 05:51 PM
"I love you too, let's take your temp again yeah?" He asked gently getting the thermometer, carefully bringing it to her lips, gently brushing her hair gently. "Im sorry your so sick baby girl. We'll help you feel better ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie takes the thermometer and lets it take her temp. Her fever was alittle higher. She groans as she moves. She curls up and bites her lip. “I am sorry…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 06:12 PM
"Shh, don't apologize baby." He said worriedly. He carefullt got into his dresser getting her a pair of boxers and a t-shirt. He walked over to her gently moving Issac as he put the blanket over his head so he didn't see. "Baby, I'm going to change you into cooler clothes. If I can't get your fever down I need to bring you to the hospital. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and she tries to help him. She take off her sleepwear and yawns. She slips the tshirt on and blushes as she looks at the boxers. “C.can you turn around..” she says blushing. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 06:27 PM
Travis nodded, carefully Turing around so she could change. "Tell me when you finish. " He said softly making sure Issac remained asleep. He looked at the time and relized issac would most likely remain asleep the rest of the night. He hummed softly carefully sitting on the bed. "Baby, I'm worried, do you normally struggle with getting your fevers down?" He asked her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie changes quickies and says “yeah…I have a sometime that makes it hard to get them down…I normally have to wait it out…” she says as she yawns. She lays back down and covers up. “I am done…” she says as she looks at him. “If my fever get above 110 then we have to be worried…” her fever was 103 right now. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 21-Aug-22 06:35 PM
Travis turned looking at her shocked "if your fever gets to 104 I'm taking you, I'm not going to let you suffer that long ." He said gently holding her hand. Making sure she didn't cover up with the big blanket but the sheet. As soon as she laid back down Issac snuggled close to her relaxing more as he snored . Travis carefully put a cool cloth on her stomach, chest and forehead "these should help." @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs as the cold towls are put onto her skin. She looks at him and smiles “I am fine…just..have to wait it out…” she says. She looks at him and says “I am sorry…” she looks upset. “I am making things so bad..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 07:25 AM
"No baby, yout not making things bad. This isn't your fault ." She said looking at her worried "you just need to rest okay." He said softly. Gently kissing the top of her head with a soft hum. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and holds him. She slowly goes back to sleep and sleeps though out the night. Her fever had gone down and broke in the middle of the night. By morning, she didn’t have a fear anymore but she still looked sick. @ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 08:14 AM
Travis stayed awake all night, making sure she was okay. He was relieved when the fever finally broke. But he continued giving her the medicine. He made sure she had toast and Gatorade when she wake up. "Hey beautiful, want to try to eat something ?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie rolls over and looks at him. She nods as she moves so she is sitting up. She takes a bite of the toast and some sip of Gatorade. “I am sorry Travis…you had a bad day yesterday then I went and got sick…”
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 08:31 AM
"Baby don't apologize, no one can help being sick. I'm just glad I was here to help you." He said softly, gently fixing her hair again. "Now, I just want you to rest. I'm staying with you, Jake and Leah are going to take Issac out if you want them too. But if you wsnt him to stay he can stay." He promised gently holding his hand. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and leans into his touch. She nods and says “he can go…” she says as she holds his hand. She felt bad. She was supposed to take care of him..her face falls. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 08:44 AM
"Samie talk to me" He said holding her hand gently. "Whats wrong ?" He asked with a worried look. "Let me take care of you, what's up?" He asked looking her in the eyes. Very worried for her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and rubs her eyes. “I..I…I just feel bad…the doctor says that you need therapy..and I was supposed to be that and I can’t even do that…” she says as she hides her face. “I am supposed to help you…I..I can’t even do that…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 09:36 AM
He nodded softly "baby, I know. But think of it this way, you being sick gives you a chance to relax and think." He said softly holding her close "wait....since we are dating won't you lose your license for being my thearpist? " He asked looking at her @💕Blue💕
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Same looks at him and nods sadly. “I can’t officially treat you..that means that we will have to find someone else…oh issac…” she says as she hugs him. “What will he do…he likes me but a new therapist?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 10:44 AM
Travis hugged her close. "I think with Issac we just work at home with him. We can try a new one, but that's a decision we can talk about when yout feeling better." He said softly kissing the top of her head gently. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods as she curls into his arms. She felt horrible. Not just being sick but not even doing her job. She left her heart get in the way. Was Travis worse because of her? She shakes her head and tries to get rid of those thoughts. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 10:50 AM
Travis held her close gently kissing her head. "Your alright baby, I got you. Let's just rest yeah?" He asked with a soft hum, he wanted to comfort and protect her, but he wasn't sure how he could protect her from her mind. He hummed a soft lullaby , petting her hair happily. "I got you." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and nods. She curls up into his arms and closes her eyes. She really didn’t need to sleep but in his arms she soon fell right back to sleep. She sighs as she relaxes in his arms. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 10:55 AM
He smiled gently pulling the sheet over her, holding her close. Soon, Jake came in and took Issac out with him and Leah, giving Travis and samie the alone time they need to rest. Travis held Samie close, watching TV while he waited for her to wake up. @💕Blue💕
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Samie wakes alittle bit later and looks at Travis. “You don’t have to stay with me…if you have other things to do…” she says as she snuggles closer. Even though she says he doesn’t have to stay with her. She wants him too. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 11:01 AM
Travis hummed holding her close. He looked at her with a smile "what would I do? My backs hurt and you'd probally yell at me if I lifted anything." He winked at her with a smile. "I dont mind laying with you, I'm happy to provide the cuddles." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah…you shouldn’t have lifted me..” she says as she looks at him with mean eyes. “You can be lifting anything…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 11:15 AM
Travis just gave her a sheepish smile kissing her nose gently. "I know baby, I carried you, but I needed to get you to bed." He replied petting her hair gently. "Im not going to apologize for taking care of you." @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs and nods. “Still…” she says as she watches the tv with him. “I am feeling better…” she says as she looks at her clothes and blushes. She didn’t remember changing into his clothes. She hides her face and says “I will change…” she tries to move out of the bed. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 11:23 AM
"No, " He said gently stopping her. "You, are going to lay here and rest, your not allowed to move just lay here, get better and look pretty." He said gently kissing her cheek. "Please for me. Just rest, I don't want you to get over exhausted." He replied sadly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and blushes. She nods and says “but…I need a shower…” she whisper as she holds onto him. She didn’t mind being in his clothes. She loved it. But she didn’t want him to think it was weird. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 11:29 AM
"You can shower. Is it okay if I give you another pair of my clothes? I want to make sure they are lose so your not feeling sufficed and comfortable." He offered looking at her worriedly @💕Blue💕
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Samie blushes and says “no it is fine..I..I…” she blushes as she looks at him. “I don’t want to bother you…” she says as she looks at the shirt. She loved it. It smelt like him and she just wanted to keep if. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 11:48 AM
"Samie yout not bothering me I promise ." He said gently holding her face in his hands. "You coukd never bother me I swear." He said with a smile, gently kissing the top of her head gently. "I love you so so much." He whispered gently as he hugged her gently @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs him back and relaxes. She nods and says “ok…shower the clothes..” she says as she sits up and moves to the edge of the bed. She stands and wobbles alittle before walking slowly to the bathroom and turning on the shower. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 12:21 PM
Travis watched her worriedly. "C-can I sit in there with you just to make sure your safe ?" He asked looking at her worriedly. He stood up standing outside of the door not looking in, he was just worried and wanted her safe. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and blushes. “Um yeah. Sure…” she says as she slips off her clothes and slips into the shower. She sighs as the warm water rushes over her body. She felt better just by taking a shower. “Just turn around and don’t look…” she says. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 12:46 PM
Travis nodded he sat on a stood in the door looking at the bed making sure he was there just incase she needed him. He hummed softly "just take your time I'm here." He replied softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie finishes showering. She quits out of breathe. She grabs a towls and wraps it around her. She slips on his clothes before drying off her hair. “O-ok…done..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 02:30 PM
Travis carefullt turned around and smiled "lets snuggle yeah? You can pick the show I'd you'd like, I'm down for reality TV, I have no idea what their doing but hey I like it." He said carefully getting up, and helping her back into the bed. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah…” she walks to him and hugs him. Her legs were weak. She takes a few breathes before she stands and lets him lead her to the bed. She gets in and curls up. She wraps a few blankets around her and put on mysteries at the museum first show that came to my mind lol @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 04:06 PM
I love that show!
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Travis carefullt laid next to her hugging her close in her arms, gently kissing her temple as he hummed softly. "Jake sent me a photo, Issac's helping paint their nursery." He said showing her a photo on his phone, Issac was painting a nursery green, Jake's girlfriend stood near buy, very pregnant. But was smiling @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and takes his phone. She smiles and looks at the nursery. “That is so nice…” she says as she hands him the phone back and curls up. She sighs as she watches the tv. “Do..you think…would you…never mind…” she says as she hides her face, blushing. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 04:13 PM
He looked at her confused. "I wanna hear what you have to say. "Do you think I would what?" He asked her, gently putting his phone away so she had his full attention. He had a worried look. "I dont want you to quiet yourself Samie. I'm always happy to listen, what's up?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and blushes. “Would…Um…I..Um..” she blushes harder. “Would you…ever…want..another…” she got really quiet. “Child?” She whispers coving her face. “Sorry…I shouldn’t have brought it up…” she says turning away from Travis.
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 04:17 PM
Travis smiled blushing heavily. "Yes, one day I would love to have a child with you." He agreed gently kissing her cheek. "As soon we we are ready, I'd love too. Issac would love to be a big brother." He smiled holding her close. "You make an amazing mother." He whispered softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs him and hides her face. “I..I am sorry…” she says embarrassed. She holds him and sighs. “May we foster? We don’t have too..I just..Um..” she says blushing. She knew she would never leave him ever.
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 06:25 PM
Travis gently lifted her face to look at him. "I can sign us up to be foster parents tonight. I love the idea. Maybe it can help me with my anxiety, knowing we are parenting together. And helping those who are in need." He whispered "and if you ever get pregnant I will happily be a dad to our baby. Plus I can't wait to give your belly kisses to see the baby kick."He smiled at her, he carefully got his laptop on the bed. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and looks so happy. She hugs him and kisses him. “Yes! Oh I love you!” She says as she helps him fill out the form and get signed up. “I have a friend who might be able to set us up with a child! She is really nice!” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 06:32 PM
Travis smiled widely holding her close as he sent the application in. "Sweet! Let's give them a call when your feeling better. Jake's moving out soon so we definitely have enough room." He said happily. Holding very close to his chest. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and hugs him. She sighs and says “do you think issac will be ok with it?” SHe asks as as she looks around “where is he? Is he supposed to be home soon?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 06:43 PM
"He will be fine, he's always wanted more siblings around. He will have a blaste." He smiled. He was about to awnser where Issac was, but the teen walked into the room looking worn out, and covered in paint. Travis laughed softly "there he is." Issac hugged samie close "im never painting again." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and hugs him. “Hey you will ge taping everywhere..go and shower ok?” She says as she kisses his cheeks and smiles at him. “Go on. Once you are clean we can snuggle ok?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 06:48 PM
Issac nodded carefullt getting up, and going back to his room to go clean up. Travis smiled hugging her close with a smile. "Have you ever thought what it would be like to have multiples? Like twins or something?" He asked her @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and nods “I think everyone should have a pair…humans needs others..” she says as she kisses Travis. “Do you want to order pizza? So we don’t have to cook?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 06:52 PM
Travis hummed "Yeah, I'll order some pizza. " He smiled kissing her head gently "I think multiple would be fun." He chuckled getting uo to get his phone to order the food. @💕Blue💕 wanna time skip to when she gets the email?
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sure!! Samie started to feel better and was working to clean up the kitchen when she gets a email then a call. ” hello?” she says as she looks around. “Hey! Samie! Just wanted to say I got your paperwork and we actually have two kiddos looking for a home! They are 18 but they do still need a place to go..I think the would be a great fit for you guys!” Samie smiles and says “yeah! Hang on! TAVIS!” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 07:00 PM
Travis was starting to feel better with his back, the meds had helped amazingly. He was in the living room folding laundry with Issac. He looked up carefully going to samie with a wide smile. "Yes my sugar pop?" He asked with a goofy grin. He walked over to her gently kissing her cheek. Gently "Whats up?" @💕Blue💕
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“Hand on Mary…” she says as she puts the phone on speaker. “Hi Travis this is Mary! I am Samies friend! I was just telling her that..I have two kiddos. They are 18 but they need a place to stay and learn. I think they are a perfect fit for you two..they are brother and sister. Twins to be in fact so you would need to take both of them..” she says. Samie hold his hand and looks at him. She was pleading. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 07:04 PM
Travis listened to Mary, he had expected her to tell them about little kids, but aged out kids. That broke his heart. He looked to Samie and nodded "u-um. Yes ! Yes we will take them." He agreed not only proud that he spoke out loud, but proud they were going to be able to help these kids "w-when can er expect them?" He asked her couriously @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and kisses his cheeks. “Well…they are packing right now but we can have them ready as soon as you are able to take them in. We can drive out to your home and do a home check before letting them stay! Do you have at least two rooms for them? I don’t know if they would want one or two rooms…” she says “Yeah we have plenty of room..I would say maybe by dinner time..that way we can get stuff ready?” She says as she looks at Travis . @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 07:10 PM
Travis smiled widely. He nodded "we have room, we will get them set up." He promised gently kissing Samie, before he walked to the living room, having Issac help him get the folded clothes put away and the rooms set up for their guest. Travis was buzzing with excitmemt, he was excited when he was upstairs he texted samie asking 'is there anything we need to know, like are they scared of the dark? Are they allergic to things . Can you get rid of our peanut and nut products just incase.' Jake had moved out, and Travis had moved Issac into the room across the hall from him and Samie already, so he just needed to get the extra blankets and nightlight ready. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles at the text and asks those questions. She found out that one of them had no any known allergies but one is allergic to nuts and they weren’t afraid of the dark. She smiles and finishes the call before coming ups stairs and says “so one of them is allergic to nuts. Already got rid of those..they aren’t afraid of the dark but I say let’s get in just in case..” she says as she hugs him. “I love you.. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 07:19 PM
Travis smiled hugging her close. "I love you too, this is exciting. I hope we are able to help them feel safe." He said with a smile gently kissing her head gently. "That's a bad allergy, I'll make sure to write it on the fridge so we remember not to buy any." He replied rocking her gently. "Man, we will have a house full of teens. That's going to be fun." He smiled kissing her cheeks happily Issac looked at them. "Mama, dad. Can we take them to the store and get them a stuff animal? I don't wsnt them to be scared." He replied hugging them back." @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs issac and picks him up. “Of course! We can also take them to get snacks!” She says as she kisses issac and puts him down. She goes down and writes that one of them has a peanut allergy. She hums as she cleans the kitchen and smiles. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 07:22 PM
Issac gave a small smile, as he nodded "I love snacks. I can't wait to show them my binder. Maybe they can use it too." He replied hugging samie tightly Travis smiled gently following them downstairs. "And you know what they are just intime for the rodeo in a couple weeks." He said softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah!” She says as she puts up something’s. She hums as she sighs “I am going to be a mom…” she whispers to herself as she smiles. She looks at Travis and issac. “Should we make something for dinner for them?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 07:25 PM
Travis smiled "sure! Letdown make some treats and a extra special dinner." He smiled kissing her cheek happily, as he walked past to get their matching aprons. "How about my world famous burgers and fries ?" He asked Issac nodded snuggling with rose and jessie "yummy, I like that idea." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and giggles. “I will bake some more cookies..issac you want to help?” She asks as she puts in the apron and starts to get the stuff out for cookies. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 07:27 PM
Issac hummed "no thank you, I want to make sure rose and jessie know the plan." He replied happily taking the two dogs outside to his hammock. Where he lifted the dogs into, before getting himself settled. Travis smiled preparing the foor happily, enjoying the company. "We're gonna be parents ." He told her happily @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods “it is insane…” she says as she makes the Dough for the cookies. She rolls it out and cuts out the shapes. She hums and turns on the radio as they work together. Soon a knocks comes to the door. “ISSAC CAN YOU GET THAT PLEASE?” She yells for issac. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 07:32 PM
Issac nodded, he walked to the front door Jessie and Rose both close behind. He opened the door looking out "can I help you?" He asked them. Travis continued to cook the burgers humming along to the radio enjoying the time he was spending with his lover. @💕Blue💕
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Mary was a tall women “hi you must be issac. I am Mary! I have Peter and Chilam with me!” She says. Samie looks over and sees Mary. “Mary!” She says as she runs over and hugs the women. “How have you been?” She says and Mary and her talk. “Come in come in! Are they here?@ she asked. Mary nods and step aside. There was Peter and Chilam. Samie smiles and says “hello! Come on in!”
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 07:38 PM
Issac frowned "I dont know a Peter or Chilam. And I don't know you, stranger." He said , about to close the door. But stopped when he heard Samie. He stayed behind his mom watching the three strangers come inside. Peter looked up, holding Chilams hand in his. He nodded slowly coming into the house, making sure his sister was close to him. "Hi." He said quietly. Travis came into the house, offering them all an anxious but kind smile. They were actually doing this. He eas both scared and excited. Mostly excited. @💕Blue💕
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Samie rubs issacs hair and says “welcome! Come in! This is issac..” she says as she motions to the boy behind her. “My name is Samie! And that is Travis!” She says as she moves to the kitchen. “Have a seat at the table or the couch or the island! We are just finishing up dinner!” She says. Chilam hides behind Peter and looks at her brother. She bites her lip and says to Samie. “My brother has a peanut allergy…” Samie nods and says “we know! We have cleaned and gotten rid of the peanut stuff we did have!“ Chilam looks at Peter and stays behind him
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 07:45 PM
Peter slowly nodded holding onto Chilam. He very carefullt sat on the couch, with Chilam next to him.he held her hand as he gently traced a pattern on the palm of her hand, trying to help ground her and himself. They just had to make it until dinner, then they could hide in their room and relax. Issac hugged samie around the waist watching them. "Are they okay?" He whispered "I'll bring my binder." He said going towards the kitchen table. Travis smiled walking over. He tried to speak, but couldn't in that moment. So he just held Samies hand and smile. For once not panicking. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods at issac. She takes off the apron and goes over to the two. She sits not next to them but near them. “What is your names?” She asks as she looks at them. “Do you want something to drink?” She asks. She didn’t want to make them feel cornered. “We have water, juice, soda?” She says. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 07:51 PM
Peter tightened his hold on Chilams hand looking at Samie. "Im Peter, she's Chilam. No thank you, I'm not thirsty." He replied sitting up straight looking at samie. "We can go to our room, so we won't bother you." He promised, Peter just looked tired, he doesn't sleep much, he sits awake so he can protect his sister Travis went to finish dinner, that way they coukd eat and not have to worry. Issac came back quickly putting his binder on the coffee table infront of them. Jessie and rose both surrounded the twins, sniffing them and trying to snuggle them. @💕Blue💕
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Samie calls the dogs away. She smiles and says “let’s get you some food…and you can eat up in your rooms ok?” She says as she stands and makes them plates. Chilam watches her and looks at her bother. “C..c..can I have a drink?” She asks her brother. She looks at issac and hides. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 07:55 PM
Peter looked at Chilam nodding "Yeah, if you want one ." He whispered softly. "Your allowed to have whatever Chilam." He flinched when Issac just appeared infront of them. He slowly pulled Chilam into a hug. Watching Issac. Issac began to explain the binder, not minding if they didn't listen to him, he just proudly showed them the family emotion binder that they use when feeling overwhelmed. Travis looked to Samie and smiled helping her make the plates. "We got this." He whispered to her to her softly. Putting the burgers on the plates @💕Blue💕
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Chilam looks at the binder and her brother. She points to a emotion. ‘Nevous’ she hides behind her brother again. Samie nods and says “we just have to give them time..” she says as she takes the plates. “Here are your plates..you sure you don’t want something ti drink?” She asks. Chilam says softly. “Water..please..” Samie smiles and says “Travis can you grab two waters?” She smiles “let’s show you your rooms?” She asks as he walks to their rooms. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 08:02 PM
Issac watched her point to the nervous emotion, he nodded going to the back of the binder, to show her ways she can relax and let the nervousness go. "Here, I like to do this one. When I'm nervous I go yo my dad and ask for a hug. You don't have too, but hugs are always nice Jessie and rose give good snuggles too." He promised Travis nodded carefully getting the two bottles of water walking into the living room, smiling sofrly as he gently put the bottles down. Peter nodded carefully getting their one duffle bag full of their things, following Samie. He frowned when he heard the word 'rooms' he and chilam had never been in a separate room before. This will be nerve-wracking. But he stayed silent and followed. @💕Blue💕
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Samie shows them their rooms. They were right next to each other. “You guys can pick whichever one you want!” She says as she lets them take a plate and a water. Chilam looks at Peter and whimpers she doesn’t want to leave him. She looks into her room and shakes her head. She holds the food. She was very hungry. She looks at Peter and bites her lip before walking into one of the rooms. She sits on the floor and looks at her food. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 08:09 PM
Peter gave a tiny nod, slowly going into his room, getting chilams things out of the bag, slowly going to her. He placed them on the bed, before he hugged his sister tightly. He whispered in her ear "when they are asleep, ill come over I promise ." Travis looked a bit worredly. "Y-You can share a room if you want. I don't wsnt to force you two, to be apart." He replied with so much worry. He didn't want them to not be happy at all. Peter looked up and nodded quickly "please." @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods and says “we..we haven’t..been apart..” she looks at her brother. She takes a sip of water and sighs. Samie nods and looks at Travis “let’s let them eat..if you two need anything just let us know ok? We have cookies for dessert..” she smiles before taking Travis hand and leads him away “give them time ok?“ she says as she smiles and kisses him. She leads him to Mary to fill out any paperwork. Chilam looks at her brother then the food. She picks up the burger and takes a bite. She sighs as she says “this is so good…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 08:16 PM
Travis nodded , gently taking her hand , going back downstairs with her. "Do you think they may have separation anxiety?" He asked her with a worried look as they reached Mary. He gently kissed Samie back sitting at the island so they could fill the paperwork out. He looked at Mary. "U-um...how long have they been in the system?" Peter nodded gently braiding Chilams hair. "You can have mine chil, I'm not hungry." He replied making sure to carefully put their clothes away in the dresser. "You need it more then I do, keep your strength up." He replied kissing thr top of her head gently. "If you need to sleep , tell me . I'll keep first watch." He said with a kind smile "trust me, we are going to be okay." @💕Blue💕
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Mary nods and says “they have had bad homes in the past…Peter..he protect Chilam..he might not sleep or eat just to keep her safe..” she says. “They have been in the system since they were 5…14 years..” she says with a heavy heart. “I will be going but if you have any questions you have my number.” She says as she leaves. Chilam looks at him and says “but you need to eat…please? Just the fries..” she says. She leans into his touch. “I..I have a feeelign that this might be good..” she says turning to her brother. Please just try…I can’t go back to that place..ok?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 08:24 PM
Travis nodded softly. When Mary left he looked at Samie. "We will let them come down on their own time. Until then, maybe we can try and figure out a routine ?" He offered softly. "14 years...that's an awful long time...and bad homes." He hummed "we will provide a safe and comfortable home." He said softly Peter gave her a look, but nodded "I'll eat the fries, here you tske the burger." He replied sitting next to her, carefully putting his burger on jer plate. "I won't let us get sent back, I promise Chil. Just eat okay? I'll hold you so you can get some sleep too, maybe we will be lucky, and they let us use the TV there." He said pointing to the small TV that was on the dresser. "Maybe they have your favorite movies too, won't that be fun?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “yeah…slow and steady right?” She kisses Travis and goes over to get their food. She plates some for issac and Travis and her. She hums as she does this. Chilam nods and says “ok…” she looks at the tv and says “that would be nice…can..can we ask?” She says as she looks at her brother. She wanted a safe place and she just had this feeling this was it.
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 08:31 PM
Travis smiled gently kissing her back. "Slow and steady." He agreed, gently nuzzling their noses together. "Sac, once you finish eating, I want you to go shower, ans get ready for bed. We have an early morning with the vet.' He said softly Issac hummed "Okay " He teen agreed thanking Samie for the plate as he happily ate. Peter nodded "Yeah, Yeah we can ask." He agreed eating a few of the fries as he hummed softly. Eating just the fries made his stomach hurt, he knew he should eat more, but he wasn't going to let his sister starve, not again. "We can go ask when your ready, no pushing yourself right ?" @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods as she eats. She looks at him and says “please try and eat more…they gave us so much food..and they have cookies!” She says as she looks at him. She looks down and wipes her eyes. She stands and goes tot he door. “Miss..Samie c-can we turn on the tv?” She asks. Samie looks at Travis and smiles “I got it..” she stands and walks up the stairs and to the room. She nods and says “of course! Here let me get the remote and show you ok?” She says as she gets the remote and shows them how to use it. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 08:41 PM
Peter shook his head. "Im okay Chilam. I'm not hungry, you go ahead and eat." He replied drinking the water he was given. "Cookies are for sisters with braided hair, and beautiful smiles. Not brothers who have shaggy hair, with handsome smiles." He replied gently poking her nose with a smile, he wanted to make sure his sister had a chance to be happy. He tensed up, and prepared for the worse when Chilam called out to Samie. When samie came in and showed them how to work the TV, Peter couldn't help but feel a bit worried this is how the houses always started, nice and caring but he knew it would be diffrent soon. He just had ti stay prepared, and when that day came, he'd be ready to fight for her. Travis smiled softly. He made sure Issac ate and went to shower, before eating his own food. He hummed to the radio as he carefully cleaned up the left overs putting them in the fridge. He made a note to call Dr Peterson for a checkup for the twins that way they could make sure they both were healthy. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles at them before leaving them to themselves. She comes down and sees th notes. “That is a good idea…” she says as she kisses him. Chilam sits ont he floor and looks for a princess movie. “Peter…I have a good feeling..please just try..@ she says before letting her braid his hair as she puts on a movie. She hums and eats a burger. She doesn’t touch the other one. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 08:47 PM
Travis nodded. "Naybe we can get Issac an appointment as well so they arnt to afraid of it." He offered gently wrapping his arms around her close. "He's pretty good at fast appointments, do he may even get us in, tomorrow afternoon." He replied softly Peter nodded slowly just braiding her hair "I'll try chilam, I'll try. Last time I let mt guard down he got you, besides, I highly doubt they want two 18 yesr olds hanging around here....let alone me." He replied "just eat please." @💕Blue💕
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Chilam shakes her head and curls up. She doesn’t eat anymore and watches her movie. She soon falls asleep and curls up. She snore lightly. Samie nods and says “I will go and show them where the shower is..” she says as she walks up the stairs towards them. She knocks lightly as says “are you guys done? I was going to show you where th bathroom and shower is…that way you guys can take one if you want.” Her voice was soft and calm. She sees chilma sleepy and says “oh I am sorry..” she dimes the light and slimes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Aug-22 08:57 PM
Peter sighed heavily. Carefully getting a pillow and blanket for Chilam, tucking her in. He gently held her close wishing he had the trust she did. His head snapped up when he heard Samie's voice he didn't relize she came into the room, which scared him alot. He gave her a small nod "yeYeah, it was great thank you." He said softly watching her gather the plates. "Its fine we can look tomorrow, I promise, you don't have to make us breakfast, i-i can run and get me and her food.... don't worry." he replied waiting for her to leave, that way he could get chilam to Bed, and not have his back turned. "Thank you for allowing us to stay...goodnight ." Travis sent Dr Peterson a message about the doctor's appointments. He frowned when he relized the times, he could get all three kids in, but during the time the vet was coming, so samie would have to take them alone. He'd have to talk to her about it @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at them and shakes her head “you do not have to worry..we will make you breakfast. You are staying with us we will provide for you!” She smiles before taking the food and leaving them. She goes to Travis and sighs. “Peter just said we don’t have to make them breakfast..that he would go and get them food….god who hurt then…” she says with a sad looks. She knew this would be hard but she couldn’t and wouldn’t give up. Chilam rolls over and curls up tighter into the blanket. She sighs and looks peaceful as she sleep. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 06:51 AM
Travis gently hugged Samie close. "I dont know baby, but we will make sure they are safe and well taken care of." He promised gently rocking her . "Dr Peterson can get the three in tomorrow, but I have to stay for the vet. I can call jake or leah to go with you if you need. Or have Jake stay for the horses and I go " Issac smiled "don't worry mama, ill go with you " He said giving her a thumbs up. Peter carefully held chilam close. He kept watch, making sure she was safe and protected. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “me and issac can go…” she says as she kisses him. “I don’t want to keep you from doing important stuff..” she says. She cleans up and makes sure that there is water out just in case. As well as a note saying where their room was. Chilma holds into Peter and sighs. She starts to have a nightmare and whimpers as she tries to fight whatever is in her mind. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 06:58 AM
Travis kissed her back. "But the appoimemt is important too." He said softly. He carefully got his wallet giving her his card. "If I'm not done by the time the appointment is over. You go ahead and give them a shopping spree." He smiled "plus get those ones things you were telling me we needed. " He smiled kissing her cheek again. Peter gently sang her a lullaby, gently holding her close. "Im here chil, I'm here ." He promised gently petting her hair gently kissing her cheek softly. "Your okay chilam, your safe." He said hugging her making sure the blanket was around her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie kisses him and takes his card. She smiles and leads him upstairs to get ready for bed. She changes into a shirt of his and jumps onto the bed and curls up. Chilam grips onto Peter before shoots awakes and whimpers. Tears follow from her eyes. “Peter..he..he was here I..I…” she struggles to calm down. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 07:03 AM
Travis smiled softly, going to take Issac up stairs and putting him to bed, making sure he got the bed time snuggles and kisses. Once he was asleep, he went to the bedroom changing. He smiled laying behind Samie so he could hold her. "Hey, you know I love you." Peter was quick to wipe her tears "He isn't. He isn't here I promise you, your safe ." He whispered kissing her head softly holding her close "I got you Chilam. Just breath." He said gently petting her back gently @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “I love you too!” She kisses him and curled up into his arms. She spins falls asleep and sighs as she slips into deep sleep. Chilma hugs him and says “I..I..” she hides her face. She wanted a warm blanket and a home. She wanted a home. “Can..can we try and stay here…they..they seem nice…they can protect us..” she says as she cries into Peter. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 07:18 AM
Travis smiled holding her close, to his chest, he fell asleep dreaming of the future. He felt safe and comfortable with her, thankful for everyday he gets to spend with her. Peter just held her close. He was quiet, quiet for a long time. He nodded sadly as he sighed "okay...Okay we can....we can try." He replied quietly gently rocking her in his arms "I trust you chiliam. I trust you with my heart." He said carrying her to the bed so he coukd comfort her. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam hugs him and makes it so she is laying on his lap. She curls up and closes her eyes to fall back asleep. She sighs as she falls into a deeper sleep. She holds int him like she will lose him. The next morning Samie is up and making breakfast. Waffles, pancakes, bacon and eggs. She hums as she sets everything out and ready for the kids to come down and get food. She is dressed in a monochromatic sweat pants and shirt outfit. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 07:26 AM
The next morning Peter quickly showered, he didn't want to be gone from Chilam for two long. He dressed in a pair of jeans, and a long sleeve shirt. He carefully came back into the room "Hey, chilam. It's time to wake up." He whispered gently shaking her awake. Travis was out at the barn with Jake, trying to get a list of their worries for the horses. While Issac was helping Samie make breakfast, Issac had woke up in a clingy mood, hugging his mom tightly, he was wearing jeans and one of Travis hoodies. @💕Blue💕
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Samie hums as she cooks and sets everything ok. “Issac do you want to eat?” She says as she lifts him into a chair and says “I will be right back.” Chilam wakes ups nod rubs her eyes. She smells food. She yawns and gets up. She picks out one of peters hoodies and some jeans as well. She quickly takes a shower and brushes her teeth. As she comes out Samie knocks on the door. “Hey just letting you know breakfast is ready! We also so things to get done today if you want to come down and eat before we head out.” She says before she leaves the door and heads back down. Chilam looks at her brother and smiles “breakfast?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 07:40 AM
Issac nodded watching samie go upstairs. He carefullt sat on the floor with rose and jessie sharing his breakfast with them. Peter sat on the bed. He looked up at Samie and Chilam. He gave a tiny nod, slowly putting his shoes on, letting Chilam lead him down stairs towards the kitchen. Travis and Jake came inside. Travis sighed heavily as he rubbed his face. "Well Issac, while your away with mama, we are going to make sure carmals feeling better." He promised kissing his sons head gently, as he looked up and smiled at the twins "goodmorning! Would you like some juice? Or chocolate milk?" He asked couriously. Peter shook his head "im okay." He replied sitting next to Chilam. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam looks at Peter and scowls. “C.can we both have some juice please?” She says as she sits and kicks her feet slightly. Samie smiles as she makes them a plate. She makes Peter and Chilam small plates to make sure they don’t feel pressured to eat slot. She hums and says “you can always have seconds!” She says as she makes her and Travis a plate. “Issac stop feeding jessic and rose your food.”
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 07:48 AM
Peter looked at the plate gulping. He kept telling himself they were only going to be nice to them this week, the next they would go to being mean to them. He only ate a little, making sure chilam was able to take off his plate if she needed. Issac looked at samie with a smile. "Im only giving them bacon, because the rest they can't have ." He replied happily eating as well. Travis just smiled gently kissing Samies cheek sitting with them at the table. Happily eating enjoying them. He looked at the twins with a worried look.."how did you sleep?" He asked them kindly @💕Blue💕
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Samie sits with Travis and eats some of her food. She hums and looks at the twins. Chilam looks at Peter and says “ok…” she says as she takes a bite of the food and sighs. She eats the whole plate. She looks at Peter and nudges him to eat more. “Thank you letting us stay here…” she says as she smiles light. Samie smiles and nods “of course. We have a doctors appointment this morning then we were think of getting you guys some of your favorite snacks? And anything you need to feel more comfortable here..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 07:58 AM
"And stuff animals. Dad said you can get a stuff animal of you want ." Issac replied eating his food happily. Peter looked at the food, he ate a little more, per chilams request, hut not much that would be noticed. "Thank you." He whispered Travis smiled "of course, yes whatever you need to be more comfortable we will try out hardest to get you. I'm thinking we can have a movie night tonight, what do you think?" He asked them with a smile. Peter shrugged hugging himself ad he looked around, as if mapping a exit or places to hide. "Its your house....we will do as you say." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Travis and says “you don’t have too..Peter we want you and Chilam to feel safe here…we don’t know what your past homes have been like but we promise that we aren’t like that..you can ask issac. He will tell you the truth..” Chilam looks at Peter and says “I would like to watch a movie…if..if that is ok…” she says as she looks at her brother. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 08:05 AM
Peter looked to his sister, he sighed nodding "we can watch a movie ." He agreed looking at the table. , while Issac nodded "lying is bad, so I never lie." He said bluntly , as he ate his food happily. Travis gave a small smile. "I think the wheel of choices is a good idea for our movie tonight. I'll get the app on my phone, can you all think of a movie to watch and we will add to the list?" He asked them with a smile. Peter shook his head. "Chilam, you can choose for me." He replied quietly @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and says “I think maybe a princess one?” She says as she smiles. Chilam Preaks up. She nods her head and says “Um..maybe..Spider-Man? …Peter likes that movie…” she says as she looks at the group. She looks at Peter and says to him “please…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 08:16 AM
Travis smiled "I love Spiderman, I'll add those to the list." He smiled carefully getting his phone to add them. He smiled softly looking at Samie. "A princess one will be amazing as well! Issac what's your pick." He asked Issac hummed "tangled. It has action and a princess." He smiled happily finishing his breakfast. Peter looked down nodding. He felt bad for her, and he felt guilty for being on guard, but last time he wasn't chilam got hurt. He zoned out, looking at the table. He flinched when he felt a hand on his.he looked up seeing Travis there. "You okay kiddo? You zoned out for a whole there." He said softly "you look like you need a nap." Peter took his hand back as he stood "im fine." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Peter and says “well we are going to be late if we don’t get going.” She says as she gathers the plates and puts them up. She grabs the truck keys and kisses Travis “we will be back ok?” She says as she gather all of the kids and gets them to the car. Chilam gets into the car and looks at Peter. “Pete..please…don’t loose this because you are scared…” she says as she hugs him. Samie starts the car and heads to the doctors office. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 08:31 AM
Travis gently kissed her back. "Be safe, you got this ." He said walking to the porch waving to them. He was worried, but he trusted Samie. Peter stayed silent as he hug her back. He just nodded, he looked down at his lap. Once at the doctors office, Peter got out holding Chilams hand watching Issac and samie lead them to the office where Dr Peterson took them in quickly. Dr Peterson smiled "Hello! Welcome back. Who wants to go first? This appoiment will make sure you are healthy!"He explained to the three with a kind smile. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and says “Issac do you want to go first?” She rubs his head and looks at Chilam. “Chilam if you wan I can go with you…” she smiles and looks at the doctor. “This is chilma and Peter.” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 08:53 AM
Dr Peterson smiled "Hello there. You all are allowed in the room together, I understand first appointments can be scary ." He smiled leading them back to the examining room. While Issac sat on the table looking around. Peter slowly sat in one of the chairs looking at his lap nodding. He held Chilams hand carefully watching the doctors every move, making sure he was safe. Dr Peterson did the exam. Issac's exam ended with nothing but smiles and some giggles. He looked to Samie and smiled "Issac is very healthy, and he's grown a few inches since his last exam, he is due for a flu shot. We can do that when the appointment is done" He offered Issac sat on Samies lap "I'll be brave ." He promised @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds him and nods. She looks at the other two and smiles softly. Chilam stands up and slowly moves to the doctor. She sits where issac was and gulps. “This won’t hurt right?” She asks as she looks at Peter. She bits her lip and lets the doctor look her over.
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 08:58 AM
Dr Peterson gave her a smile. "It won't hurt. I will explain everything and make sure you feel comfortable ." He promised , carefully showing her all the tools and allowing her to use them. Issac happily let chilam use the tools on him, showing her they where safe. Peter sat at the edge of his seat just in case she needed him. Biting his lip hard, he was ready for anything. Dr Peterson smiled continuing the exam. "Have you been feeling sick ? Or dizzy lately?" He asked chilam sitting in his chair after the exam looking at her softly. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam looks at the doctor and shakes her head. “No…I have nightmares but I am not sick or dizzy..” she says as she looks at Peter and her face falls when she sees how tense he is. She turns back to the doctor and says “I..Um..I do have a small bruise on my leg..I ran into a table to the center…that hurt but other than that I am ok..” she smiles and kicks her feet slightly. Samie looks at Peter and moves to sit next to him. She touches his shoulder. “Are you ok?” She ask worries. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 09:06 AM
Dr Peterson nodded , he carefullt went to his cabinet and got some lotion. He rolled back to her. "This is bruise cream, apply this to your bruises then they should go away within a week." He said softly. "Nightmares you say, how often do you get them?" He asked softly Peter flinched when she touched his shoulder. He moved away quickly looking at her with a shakey nod, looking back to chilam @💕Blue💕
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Chilam thinks for a minute and says “Um…maybe every night..” she looks down. “They are about…” she doesn’t finished that sentence. Samie looks at Peter then Chilam “Chilam you don’t have to tell us anything that you don’t want too ok?” She says as she just sits next to Peter. She turns back to him and says “Peter? You have to breathe? Ok?” She sets issac in another chair as she tries to help him relax. Chilam nods and says “they are bad..@
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 09:16 AM
Dr Peterson nodded "you don't have to tell us anything. I have a suggestion." He said carefully getting a Blue box from his desk putting it next to her. "Why don't we try something. I think this may be a fun way to help lessen your nightmares." He smiled showing her fun notebooks and pens he had in the box. "Every time you feel scared, or anxious or haveva nightmares why don't you write them in here. "Or If you have a good dream or a happy memory, write then in the notebook. And when you feel safe and ready to can share them with anyone you like, Issac I want you to do that too." Issac slowly went over to chilam "woah, those are pretry note books. Chilam do you want to match pens with me?" He asked with a wide smile. Peter took a deep breath watching Chilam closely. He didn't relax until he saw his sister relax eith Issac. He slowly leaned back in his seat rubbing his face "im okay." @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods and says “ok…” she smiles and looks at the notebooks. She picks a pink one and looks for a nice pen “how about this one?” She says and shows issac the pen. Samie smiles and says “you protect her hmm?” She looks at him. “You make sure she is safe? You know we would never let anything happen to you..the both of you…” she says as she holds out her hand if he wants to take it “we don’t care about your age or your past homes…we just want you to be happy…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 10:24 AM
Issac picked put a blue notebook and looked at the pen.."yes! I like that one. " He smiled getting one that matches her. "How we are pen best friends." He replied happily writing his name in his notebook. Dr Peterson smiled softly. "Those are lovely pens. The fun part about those ones." He smiled carefully pushing a button showing the pen lit up. "Those are the fun pens." He chuckled softly, gently holding a hand out for chilam to step off the table. Peter nodded , looking at her hand anxiously. "I can't, not yet." He replied "I can't trust you yet. Please dont make me ." He whispered to Samie looking up at Chilam.. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “I will never make you do anything…I want to earn your trust…just..don’t shut us out ok?” She smiles and says “wow! Chilam looks at that! Peter it is your turn!” Chilam goes to Peter and says “look! Maybe you can get one too!” She says as she sits next to Samie and writes her name in her book. Samies smiles and pulls out some stickers from her bag. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 10:31 AM
Peter just nodded. He looked at Chilam and smiled "woah, looks amazing chil. Maybe I will match with you." he offered carefully sitting on the table. Emile Issac sat with Samie showing her his pen and notebook. Dr Peterson begn Peter's exam, after a few minutes he had quickly had to lay him down. "Alrighr, alright Shh. " He said carefully getting a notebook so he could fan him.."he's severely dehydrated, and malnourished. I need to test his blood sugar." He replied looking at Peter who was just pale. "Chilam can you stay by hid head, and make sure everything it going to be okay?" He said softly going to his phone to call a nurse so he could give him an IV. Peter turned his head to chilam whimpering "i-im sorry chil. " @💕Blue💕
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Chilam runs to her brother and hugs him. She kisses his forehead and says “I told you to eat!” She almost starts to cry. Samie comes over and bends down next to Chilam. “Shhh..hey it is ok..that is why we are here..we want to make sure you are all healthy…” chilma turns and hugs Samie. Samie eyes widen before she returns the hug. She looks at Peter and holds out her hand. “Just in case…” she says as she hugs Chilam. “Issac do you want to come over too?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 10:40 AM
Issac looked up nodding. "I'll read to help distract everyone." He replied getting one of Dr Peterson medical journals as he began to read whatever paper he eas on. Peter stayed quiet, he just nodded and let whatever was going to happen happen, at that point he gave up. He held onto Samies hand , tilting his head to look out the window. Dr Peterson came back into the room, getting an iv started. "Alrighty. We are going to get you some juice and cookies, to see how your sugar does after that, they both are not up to date with their shots so they will need that." He said softly looking at samie. "Chilam has some redness in her ear drum, but we caught it in time so I recommend being extremely careful when showering to not get water in your ears." He smiled getting his candy jar out for the kids to take some. "I recommend lots of rest and protein filled foods for Peter to help get his strength up." @💕Blue💕
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Chilma hugs Samie and looks at the doctor. “Will he be ok?” She was about to cry. She wipes her eyes. Samie nods and says “oh course..we just have to help him get there ok?” She says as she looks at Peter. She nods and says “ok..Chilam and Peter let’s get the shots ok? They won’t hurt and me and issac are going to be here the whole time..” she says as Chilam nods and goes to Peter. “Peter…why? You are supposed to be there for me..you can’t do that if you are hurt…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 10:51 AM
Peter let some tears fall, he sat up, ignoring Dr Peterson as he looked at chilam extremely hurt, he jad never left her, he has been therr for her, protecting her , and noe she has the audacity to say he eas supoose to be there. He just shook his head carefully moving so he was sitting at the far end of the table. He didn't speak or look up, he just let his tears fall. He whimpered wiping his tears away. Issac just looked confused, "mama I think we should go home, not the store." He said whispered to him. Dr Peterson just left the room to get the vaccines they needed. He was back within a few minutes, carefully doing Issac flu shot first before he carefully did Peter's. "There we go, now you may expect achyness and a fever please tell Travis and Samie if you feel those ways." He said looking to Chilam with a small smile."ready?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Peter and then to Chilam. She sits Chilam onto the chair and says “Issac…can you hold chilams hand?” She says as she goes over to Peter. She grabs some tissues and wipes his tears. “Hey…can you talk to me? What’s going on?” She says as she looks at him. She wouldn’t force him to talk but she wanted to let him know she is there. Chila looks at Peter and tears of her own fall. She holds issacs hand as she gets the shot. She whimpers and bites her lip. “I..I am sorry…Peter..please don’t be mad at me…” she says wiping her eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 11:03 AM
Issac held Chilams hand. "Dont worry, it doesn't hurt you can have some candy when your done." He promised trying to make sure she was okay. He looked at Peter worried, he wasn't sure what to Do, he wished he had his binder. Peter shook his head and looked away from Samie to chilam. "Dont apologize I'm not mad. Your okay chilam." He promised looking at her seriously. He locked up his feelings, he would feel then later, he wanted his sister okay. "They dont hurt you'll be safe." He promised. Dr Peterson was quick with chilams shots "see, there you go, all done." He smiled carefullt going over to his desk properly disposing the syringes "Alright I will go get you, your prescriptions, and the epipen prescription " He smiled giving them time to talk. Issac frowned "mama can we go home ?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Peter and then issac “yes..we can go shopping another day..” she says as she picks issac up and grabs all of their medical stuff. She leads them to the car and loads everyone up. Chilam sits next to Peter and looks at him. She looks at his hand but doesn’t hold it. She felt bad. She would punish herself by not being able to touch or hold his hand. She keep her hands to herself. Samie looks at them and texted Travis thag they are headed home and starts to drive home. Once home she unloads everyone and leads them in. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 11:13 AM
Peter gently held Chilam's hand, making sure she knew he wasn't angry with her, but he didn't talk at all. He looked out the window, watching as they arrived at the pulled up to the house. He carefully helped chilam come inside, he got his shoes off putting them beside the door. Issac went inside and went straight to the back porch were jessie and rose followed him quickly. Travis was in the kitchen running a hand through his hair "you'll never guess what news we got. Aparently Carmal is pregnant! Can you belive it? I'd say screw it and let's just start movie night sooner ." He replied looking up at everyone frowning when he saw the Long faces. "Heg what's up?" He added worried. @💕Blue💕
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Samie walks to him and explains everything. She starts to make some snacks. Apples, blueberries and other fuite. “You guys want a snack?“ she asks the twins. Chilam looks at Peter and brings him over to the snacks. She picks some apples and eats them. She looks at him and pleads. Samie smiles and says “Peter if you want maybe Travis can show you the horses?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 11:27 AM
Peter let chilam drag him over. He looked up at samie nodding slowly as he ate a few apple slices. "Okay." He agreed getting up and letting Travis lead him outside. Travis hummed softly taking leading him to the horses. "Though day today." He asked softly as he brought Peter into his office, having a seat, while Peter sat infront of him. Peter nodded sadly. "You won't hurt chilam right? I don't care what you do to me, just don't hurt my sister ." He replied sadly. Spunding so tired and broken. "Buddy, we won't hurt either of you. I promise we will protect and keep you safe." Travis replied sitting next to him "you don't have to talk to me, but know I'm here okay?" Peter nodded sadly. "Im tired." He admitted "I want to sleep, but I cant....I have to be here for her. And....she doesn't think I am here for her....I have to try harder." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Chilam and says “do you want to help me cook some lunch?” She asks. Chilam nods and goes over to start to help. Her and chilma talk about diffferent things. “So….Chilam. What are somethings that you want to cook? We want to make dinners that you guys want to eat..” Chilam thinks and says “I like pasta…I know Peter likes sweets…” she says as she wipes her eyes “I didn’t mean to hurt Peter…he bottles stuff up..I..I just want him to be ok..” Samie hugs Chilam. She holds the small child in her arms “you are safe here…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 11:54 AM
Travis nodded gently holding his hand. Bringing him into his arms. "Shh, I got you kiddo, she's just a bit stressed that's all. She didn't mean yi make it sound like you weren't there for her." He replied gently running his fingers through his hair Peter sniffled letting Travis hold him. After a minute or so he pulled away "promise chilam will be allowed to eat whenever She wants ? " He asked looking relieved when Travis promised. "I dont want to be alone." He whispered sadly ""can I sleep near you all?" Travis smiled "Yeah kiddo let's get you a spot set up in the theater room yeah, get you comfortable. Can you go change into some pajamas ?" He asked softly Peter nodded going back onto the house with Travis. He went back upstairs and changed into flannel pj pants and a hoodie. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam watches Peter and looks down. She wipes her eyes and Samie says “you can go…go and see him..” she smiles as she runs up stairs and waits for Peter. Once he comes out she looks at him and starts to cry. “I am sorry!!” She cries and she stands infront of him. Samie goes to Travis and hugs him. She smiles and goes to get the theater room set up. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 12:14 PM
Peter, hugged her tightly "chilam its okay dont apologize ." He promised gently using his sleeve to wipe her tears away."I promise I'm not mad at you" He promised carefully picking her up as he gently rocked her. "Really it'd okay chil." Travis gently hugged samie, before helping her get the room set up. "He may need a mom hug." He said softly to samie. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods and she hugs him. She wipes her eyes and says “can we watch the movie now?” She says as she looks at Peter. She yawns and gets out of his arms to change into some sleep clothes. She grabs his hand and leads him down stairs. Samie walks up to them and hung the both of them. She hugs them in a tight mom hug. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 12:29 PM
Peter nodded "Yeah, let's watch the movie ." He agreed holding her hand, as they walked down stairs. When samie hugged him, he tensed slightly. But soon relaxed in her hold. He had never had a mom hug before. He gently hugged her back, slowly laying his head down on her shoulder. "Thank you." Travis smiled softly watching them. "Alwaus kiddo, and if you need a hug, you never have to ask. We will always provide the hugs." @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs Peter and smiles. She keeps hugging him and even picks up the boy. She is quite strong. She hugs him as she Carrie’s him to the movie room. She sits him and down and sits next to him. “Hey…are you ok? What’s going on?” She says as she rubs his back. She knew he was hungry and tired. “Do you want some water?” She says carefully. Chilam follows them and lays next to her brother. She curls up and smiles at Travis and issac. She pats the stop next to her for Travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 01:34 PM
Peter wrapped his arms around her rightly nodding. "Water please " He agreed snuggling close to her. It was clear he was so desperate for positive touch, he was going soak this in as much as he could. "I don't feel good Mrs Samie." He admitted Travis smiled gently sitting next to chilam holding her close. "Hey kiddo, same goes for you wr are always up for snuggles and hugs. You never have to ask." He said gently petting her chair. Issac came inside sitting on the other sofa, claiming it for him, Jessie and rose. @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds him and says “it is the medicine…we will get you some water and maybe a snack?” She ask as she looks at the boy. She feels his head and sees he has a small fever. She smiles and holds him. “How are you feeling Chilam?” Chilma curls up and hugs Travis and says “I am ok…I would like some water?” She says and Samie nods. “Ok I will be right back..” she says as she stands and goes to get fever medication and water. As well as some snacks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 02:00 PM
Travis nodded staying with the kids. He carefully hummed "you know what, you three need a blanket" He said humming as he got bug fluffy ones from the closer "this one seems like a Chilam blanket ." He said carefully tossing it onto her so the blanket gently landed on her head "and this one is a issac." He said doing the same action causing their youngest to giggle. "And finslly a Peter one!" He did putting it on Peter causing him to have a small smile. Peter smiled pulling the blankets off his head carefully curling up just enough so chilam had room to lay on his legs if she wanted. He actually looked a bit relaxed. @💕Blue💕
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Samie comes back with some water and snacks. She sits down and says “can you take these?” She says. They were to help with his slightly fever. He hands Chilam a water bottle and makes sure Peter can lay on her. She holds him as she smiles. “What movie are we watching?” She says as she smiles and Travis. Chilam curls up and leans onto Travis. She sighs as she takes a drink of water. “I don’t know…” she says as she looks at Travis and issac. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 02:47 PM
Peter leaned against Samie slowly taking the medicine and drinking the water he was a bit hesitant about the snack, making sure chilam had something to eat before he even thought about it. Once he was sure and saw her eating the snack, he was able to eat a little bit. Travis hummed "how about a princess one first?" He offered giving Chilam the remote with a smile gently petting her hair softly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds Peter and rubs his back. “It is ok…we have plenty for the both of you…” she says as she looks at him. Chilam nods and says “yeah..repunzal!” She smiles and says “Peter you want a strawberry?” She smiles as she give him a strawberry. She curls up in the blanket and yawns. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 03:04 PM
"Oh. Um yeah okay." He nodded gently taking the strawberry. He slowly ate it watching chilam he slowly sat up so he could keep himself awake. He needed to watch over her. Travis hummed softly putting on tangled for them. He gently played with Chilams hair making sure she knew she was safe and could sleep if she wanted too. Issac was asleep as soon as the movie started, rose and jessie snuggled up with him, making sure their human was comfortable. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Peter and says “hey…you can go to sleep ok? It is ok..everyone is safe..” she says as she hugs him. She moves so he is leaning against her and hears her calm heart beat. She watches the movie and plays with his hair as well. Chilam yawns and leans into Travis. She tries to keep her eyes opens but soon falls asleep. She curls up and latches into Travis. She snuggles with him. Same stay up with Peter to make sure he isn’t alone. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 03:22 PM
Peter told her he wanted to stay awake, but once he could hear her steady heart beat, and feel get playing with hid hair, he finslly ended up falling asleep against her. Snoring ever so softly. Travis hekd Chilam close continuing to hum softly, as he held her close. He rocked her gently, moving the blanket so she was more comfortable. He looked to Samie and gave her a smile. "See...we got this." He whispered softly kissing her cheek. "Once their fevers break we can take them shoping ." He offered softly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and holds the child. She looks a trh kids and smiles. She sighs as she soon falls asleep as well. Chilam starts to have a nightmare and whimpers as she cries into Travis. She jumps up and screams. Samie jumps up and immediately goes and holds her. She shushes her and rocks. “It is ok..your safe..shhh…” she says as she holds Chilam. Chilam hugs her and cries. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 03:39 PM
At the scream Peter jumped up quickly looking for the danger. Travis quickly and gently pulled him into his own arms holding him close. "Hey Petey, your fine I promised your safe." He hushed gently holding him close gently using his free hand to hold Chilams. Peter cried softly he was half asleep and wasn't really aware of his souroundings. Travis carefully sat on the floor carefully rocking him gently craddling him against his chest , using the blanket to wrap him up and gently shush him, singing him a soft lullaby. Which slowly put the young adult back to sleep. Issac came back from the upstairs holding his big pink dinosaur amd a blue stuff dog. "Mama, dad here." He said giving them the stuff animals. Travis smiled "thanks buddy?" He said gently taking the blue dog having Peter snuggle with it.
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Samie holds Chilam and rocks her. She hums and tries to calm her. “It is ok…shhh..” she says as she yawns. She holds the child close. Chilam cries and hides her face. She was trembling. Samie looks sad before she snaps out and focuses on Chilam. She picks her up and sits on the floor next to Travis. She leans on Travis as Chilam starts to calm down. She slowly closes her eyes and goes back to sleep. Samie doesn’t really fall back asleep. She stays awake. Almost like to protect the children. “Issac come here..” she says as she opens her arms for the smaller kid to curl up and cuddle with them. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 04:01 PM
Issac went over to them, cuddling up with samie "are they okay?" He asked hugging Samie tightly. Looking at Peter and chilam Travis nodded "Yeah buddy, they just need lots of snuggles and time to feel safe." He promised gently putting an arm around Samie. Holding the three of them close. "We just need to be patient with them yeah?" Issac nodded "Okay I trust you guys." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods as she holds Chilam and issac. “They just need some time..” she lets everyone else fall asleep and she doesn’t. She just holds them all. She wanted to make sure they felt safe. She holds Chilam and issac right. She sighs as she starts to doze off. She snaps awake and looks at the four. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 04:11 PM
Travis stayed awake with her. Making sure they all where safe. He gently kissed her head gently "should we move them all to our bed?" He whispered softly, gently running hid fingers through her hair gently wanting to make sure they all where comfortable. Issac fell asleep in her arms, cuddling close to them, the kids slept soundly in their arms. @💕Blue💕
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Samie shakes her head “no..let’s not move them…I don’t want to wake them up..” she says as she says as she leans into his touch. She sighs and smiles at him. “You want to do this right?” She says as she looks at him. She couldn’t let these kids go back. She wouldn’t. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 04:35 PM
Travis smiled holding her close "Okay, I understand. I'll hold you and the kids." He agreed happily kissing her temple, humming softly. "Did you notice, Issac and Peter have the same amount of freckles on their face ." He smiled showing samie that both Issac and Peter has lots of freckles on their cheeks and noses. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. She yawns and leans on him. She was very tired. She slowly falls asleep and stay asleep for the rest of the night and late into the morning. She finally wakes and looks at the still sleeping kids. She looks over at Travis and kisses him. “Good morning…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 05:16 PM
Travisbsmilrd gently kissing her back "morning, did you sleep well?" He asked gently shifting Peter so he could hold him better "the kids seem to be resting well. That's a good thing ." He commented gently kissing her cheek a bunch of times trying ti be sweet. @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and kisses him. “Yeah..they are tired..” she says as she looks down. Chilma rolls over and sighs. She rubs her eyes. “Good morning..” Samies says. She sighs as rubs her forehead. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 05:37 PM
Issac woked up looking very grumpy. He carefully moved to snuggle up with Chilam hiding his face on her arms so he wasn't looking at his parents. He just snuggled with his new sister. Travis hummed softly watching the kids with a soft smile.."morning you two. Ready for the day?" He asked softly with a smile. "We are going shopping ." He smiled looking at Peter, who remained in a deep sleep, in his arms. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and looks at Chilam and issac. “Yeah we are going to get you everything you need.” Chilam smiles and hugs issac. “Yeah…Peter is still alseep.” She says as she looks at Travis and Samie. “He never sleeps..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 05:44 PM
Travis smiled softly. "Must of been worrying huh?" He asked her softly gently shifted so Chilam could see Peter if she needed. "Does he normally not sleep or eat chilam?" He asked softly. Issac hugged her close, snuggling into her with a happy sigh he held his hand out to take samie's hand, trying to stop feeling grumpy. The snuggles helping alot. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods. “He protects me…makes sure I eat and sleep…” she says as she hugs her brother and sighs. She hugs issac and smiles “it was because of him…I…he hurt me..Peter protected me..” she says as she holds him. Samie looks at Travis with a sad looks before she smiles and Chilam. “Well you are safe here..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 05:53 PM
Travis nodded softly. "Here you have more people to protect you, and we will help protect Peter. " He promised softly. "Trust me Issac is a good protector ." He winked. Ad Issac looked up, sticking his toung out at Travis snuggling closer to chilam. Travis laughed softly "alright bud, you got 20 minutes before we gotta get ready. Can you go shower. When your done upl help you shave okay?" Issac nodded "Okay." He agreed giving chilam a huh before he left to go shower. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and sits up. Chilam yawns. She looks around and says “can..can Samie help me…I..I never have shaved…”she blushes. Samie nods and says “of course..let go ok?” She and Chilam leave the boys alone. Samie helps Chilam shave and change before they go and make breakfast. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 06:34 PM
When they came down stairs, Peter was sitting up on the sofa looking at rose and jessie. They both were looking at him with courious looks, while Peter just looked at them with a very sleepy look. He had a blanket wrapped around himself and the blue stuff dog in his arms. He was also freshly shaven. Travis came into the kitchen with a smile gently kissing samies cheek. "Hey..Pete woke up long enough to shave. I think he may crash again so we better feed him." He teased with a smile. He looked to chilam and smiled "chilam would you like me to braid your hair? I may be an old cowboy, but I'm a great hair stylist." He winked. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and starts to make waffles. “Ok I will get started.” She says as she goes and gets started. Chilma nods and says “yeah!” She goes and sits down infront of the sofa and looks at Peter. “You feel alittle better?l she asks as she touches his arm. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 06:39 PM
Travis smiled going to get the hair ties and the hair brush. He hummed softly going back to the sofa, sitting behind chilam. Peter laid down so his head was on Travis leg "Yeah, I dont feel well still, and I'm still tired but I'm okay chil." He promised holding her hand close gently kissing her cheek. "Are you okay?" He asked her @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and says “we will get some food into you Peter…that will help ok?” She says as she cooks. Chilam looks at him and nods “yeah..I am good…” she smiles and holds his hand. She smiles and says “go to sleep…it is ok” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 06:48 PM
Peter nodded. He gently kissed Chilams cheek gently before he fell back asleep against Travis leg, still holding Chilams hand. Travis smiled softly "Alright Chilam would you like one braid? Or two? Or I can do the tangled braid or the Elsa one. " He smiled softly getting his phone so they could google braids. Issac went to samie hugging her tightly , snuggling against her happily. @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs issac and says “you want to help me?” She says as she pulls a stool so he can help her. Chilam says “two braid!” She says as she smiles. She hums and says “can I..Um..maybe get a heated blanket? I always get cold..if not it is fine..I can also work to pay you guys back..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 06:54 PM
Issac smiled, carefully getting onto the stool so he could help samie get breakfast made. He looked at her and said "Thank you for letting me have a brother and sister. I'm excited for them to teach me new things ." He whispered "Honey, you don't have to pay us back, we will absolutely get you a heated blanket. That way your all snug as a bug." He promised softly. He gave her a blanket to wrap around herself so he coukd gently spray her hair with water so he could brush her hair gently. He began to braid her hair, being as gentle as he could. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and hugs him. “Of course..we want you to help them ok?” She says as she takes the waffles out and says “can you help get the toppings?” She says. Samie emailed and nods. “Ok…I..just..” she says and looks down. “I…are you sure..I can help around the house and give up food..” she says sadly. She just wanted a blanket. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 07:04 PM
Issac smiled "I promise ." He replied happily walking to the fridge to get the toppings. He hummed happilymaking sure he got all the favorites . Travis gently stopped braiding and had her look at him. "Darling, you don't have to do anything. I promise." He said softly :you are not going to give up food. Chores are equally separated amoung everyone, but not yet, we want you both to feel better. I promise Chilam you are safe here. We will get you the heated blanket. You get to pick the color and everything." He smiled @💕Blue💕
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Chilam looks at Travis and nods “ok..” she says and sighs. “I..I am sorry…I just..” she says as she pulls her knees up. “I..I just…that is how it was before..” she says as she looks down. She looks sad. Samie smiles and finishes up the waffles. “Foods ready..” she says as she bring the stack of waffles and the toppings to the dining table.
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 07:14 PM
"You don't have to apologize honey, I know it's going to be a hard transition, from the scary house to feeling safe and happy here." He said gently hugging her close. He gently placed a kiss on the top of her head. "Your safe with us chilam. Please trust us. We have your back." Issac smiled happily sat in his chair waiting patiently. Travis smiled gently waking up Peter after he finished chilams hair leading them both to the table. Peter sat next to chilam and samie yawned @💕Blue💕
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Samie plates their plates. She puts just one on their plates. “You can always have more! Just start off with one ok?” She looks at Peter and rubs his head. “He still has a slightly fever..” she says as she tops her waffles. Chilam starts to eat her waffles and kick her legs. “Thank you..for the food..” she says as she eats more waffles. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 23-Aug-22 07:25 PM
Peter hummed leaning into the cool touch of her hand. "I'll be fine, I've had to go to school with a fever of 104, before." He replied eating a small corner of his waffle. Eating it Plaine. Travis smiled softly carefully tying cute ribbons at the bottom of chilams braids "no probaly sweetie. There we go your braids are finished ." He smiled sitting down next to her eating his waffles. "Dad, mama we need to get our clothes for the rodeo, that means we all can dress up together ." He smiled widely "I wanna match eith Peter and chilam." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Peter and says “well we won’t do that to you ok?” She says standing and get a thermometer. “Let me see what we working with. “ she says as she takes his temperature. Chilam smiles and tilts her head. “Rodeo?” She was confused. She didn’t really know what a rodeo was. She just ate her waffles and looked a Peter. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 06:19 AM
Peter waited patiently. His fever thankfully was only 102. He hummed softly looking at it . "Not bad. I'll live." He replied with a shrug. Issac carefully got his tablet shoeing chilam videos of the rodeo "it's this stuff! It's alot of fun and dads gonna be in it with uncle jake!" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and gives Him some more medicine and pulls into a hug. She rocks back and forth listening to Chilam and issac. “Ooo” she says watching it. “C..can we go?” She says unsure. She didn’t want to overpush. She plays with her fingers as she watches the videos. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 07:11 AM
Peter snuggled close to samie looking at Travis confused. "I'll take you Chilam. Promise." Travis smiled "well of course I want everyone yo go if your okay with it. I'd feel alot calmer and safer knowing all of you were there." He smiled Issac looked to chikam "Dad has bad anxiety, and you and Peter help him feel safe!" @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and hugs Peter. “Yeah you both are able to come! We can get good food there too!” She smiles as she holds Peter. “Hey Pete? Can we maybe eat alittle more?” Chilam smiles big and nods “I have anxiety too!” She says as she eats some more. She watches some video and giggles with issac. Samie smiles and rubs peters back. “How are you feeling?”
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 07:24 AM
Peter nodded, he slowly ate a little more of the waffle, rubbing his eyes tiredly. "Are you sure it's okay for me to eat? Chilam needs it more then i do" He whispered to Samie. Shivering when she rubbed his back. "Tired, and light headed." He admitted Travis smiled "well, whenever you feel anxious I want you to tell us okay? Then we can figure out how to feel better together ." She replied softly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods as she holds him. “It is ok…we will make sure that both of you have enough food..no one is going to get food taken from them…” she says as she holds and rubs his back. “Eating will help..” Chilam nods and says “yeah..I will! But I haven’t felt that yet…@ she says as she eats another waffles. She blushes and says “sorry….I will stop…” she says pushing the plate away. She felt bad. She was jsut eating their food. Not hers theirs.
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 08:04 AM
Peter nodded eating again, but he stopped seeing chilam push hers away. He sat up watching her eith a frown. "Chilam." Issac was quick "chil! Quick! You havevto eat your food. Look at dad he's stealing mamas!" He teased pointing to Travis who took a strawberry from her Waffle. Travis pouted "well then you can always steal my chocolate chips." He winked causing Issac to just giggle. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam looks and smiles. She looks at her food and closes her eyes. Samie holds Chilam and says “hey..you can eat as many waffles as you want…it is our food..” she says as she looks at the two. “We want you guys healthy!” She says kissing the top of their heads. Chilam looks at her and nods. “Sorry..I…it was just…” she says before stoping and eating some more. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 11:05 AM
"Chilam by our food, we mean everyone in the house. We will not withhold anything " Travis promised offering to her hand, trying to ease the anxieties. "See that note pad on the fridge, that's the family grocery list anything you want to eat put it on there. As long as you know it doesn't go against allergies your more then welcomed to write on it." Peter suddnely got super emotional. "No one's ever been this kind to us?" He said wiping his tears away. "Why are you both so kind ?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds Peter and says “because we care…we don’t want you to be hungry or sick…we want you to be happy..” she says as she hugs the boy. She looks at Travis. “If you are up to it we can go shopping? Get some snacks..” she says as she kisses peters head
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 11:16 AM
Peter nodded sniffling as he hugged samie back. "We haven't felt safe since they took us from our older siblings". He explained sniffling "Thank you for making us feel safe." Travis heart broke. "Kiddos." He said softly gently bringing them all in for a hug @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs Peter and rocks him. “Shhh…it is ok…we are here…” she says as she looks at Travis and has a sad look. She kisses peters and Chilam head. “We are going to make sure you feel safe..always…never again you will feel not safe…” she says. Chilam hugs Peter and Travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 11:26 AM
Peter hugged his twin, thankful they finally were safe. He whispered a thank you to chilam before he gently pulled away, wiping his tears away. "I think I'll be okay to go shopping." He replied with a soft nod. Travis smiled "we need to get our rodeo out first. You okay with clothes shopping?" He asked holding them all close @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “ok..we will take it easy. If you need to go home we can.” She says as she moves away and gets all the plates and starts to clean. Chilam hugs Peter and kisses his forehead. She jumps up to Samie because she wants too. @ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 11:38 AM
Peter gave his twin a small smile, drinking his juice slowly, so he could calm himself down. He watched watched them with a smile. Issac frowned looking at his tablet. "Dad, my tablet is being weird. Help." He said quickly giving Travis the tablet. Travis looked at the tablet confused "Glitch?" Peter shrugged "weird ." @💕Blue💕 (edited)
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Samie sighs as she goes over takes the tablet and turns it on and off and it starts working. She hands it back and says “there you go..” she says before going to the kitchen. She and Chilam finishes the dishes and Samie says “ok! Let all get dressed and get ready to go!” She smiles and goes to Peter feeling his head. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 12:13 PM
Travis laughed "well, that's one way of fixing it." He laughed gently kissing Samies cheek. "Thank you baby doll." He smiled at her, he was awful eith technology, but was thankful samie was there. Travis smiled taking Issac upstairs so they could get ready for the day. Peter hummed resting his forehead against her hand. "That feels nice....Mrs Samie, may I ask what I'm supose to do? By now the other homes made me work from sunrise to sunset. I don't know what you and Mr Travis wants us to do." @💕Blue💕
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Samie sits next to him and smiles “you don’t have to do anything…you can just relax..we need to get that fever down but the medication will help…you don’t have to do anything…once we get into a routine will can add a few chores like dishes or laundry…ok?” She says as she holds him. “But let’s get dressed ok?” She says to him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 12:31 PM
Peter nodded, gently hugging her tightly. "Thank you for everything. I appreciate your kindness and protection ." He replied. He carefully got up going upstairs to change. He changed into jeans and a hoodie he was really cold, and couldn't get warm, so he worse double socks. Travis and Issac was now dressed going to the living room to wait for everyone @💕Blue💕
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Samie goes to change and changes into a nice but laid back outfit. It was leggings with a hoodie of Travis’s. She walks into the kitchen to get some more coffee. Chilam runs upstairs and looks at her brother. “Are you ok?” She says as she goes to hug him. She wanted to make him feel better. She looks at him worried. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 03:26 PM
Peter jumped at the sudden hug, but relaxed seeing it was Chilam. "Im okay chil, just cold are you okay?" He asked hugging her tightly gently kissing the top of her head. "Im sorry for scaring you, I'm feeling a bit emotional." Travis smiled "woah, you look beautiful." He smiled going to kiss his cheek gently, holding her close. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods and says “it is ok! We are safe…ok?” She says as she hugs him. She wanted to make him feel better. “Do you want me to tell ms Samie you aren’t feeling good?” She asks. Samie giggles and hugs back. “Hi…” she says as she kisses him and sighs. She missed him holding her. “I think we are making progress..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 03:38 PM
Peter quickly shook his head. "No, I'm find promise." He smiled gently holding her, he gave her a smile . "Im fine chilam promise. I'll be okay, it's only a few hours right ?" Travis smiled kissing her back. "Hey, small progress is great progress ." He said gently rocking her gently. "How about tonight when the kids are asleep you and me can cuddle up by a fire?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and kisses him. “I would love that…” she says as she lays her head onto his chest. She sighs and closes her eyes. She pulls away and packs her back with a epipen just in case. Chilam nods and gets up to start to change. She wears lose sweatpants and a hoodie. “Ready?” She says as she takes his hand and leads him down to the rest of the house. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 03:44 PM
Travis smiled "let's get a big fluffy blanket while we are out. That way we can snuggle and stay warm." He said gently kissing her cheek, making sure he had his keys and wallet. "We are going to a small store? Or the mall?" Peter nodded gently holding her hand as they walked down the stairs. "M-may I have a water?" He asked samie and Travis looking a bit nervous @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at Peter and smiles. “Of course!” She grabs a bottle and hands it too him. “Are you feeling ok? I can stay back with you so you can rest…” she says as she looks a Peter. Chilam says “c..can we go to the mall? We don’t have to if it is too expensive..” she says playing with her fingers. Her clothes were old and I’ll fitting. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 04:06 PM
Peter gently took the water "Thank you im fine ." He promised taking a drink of the water gently holding onto Chilams hand looking at them. Travis smiled. "Sure! Let's go to the mall, all I ask is we be patient with me." He said softly , but mainly looked at Issac. "Im talking to you Issac. " He said Issac just hugged chilam "I'm always patient." He replied @Ken
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Samie smiles and kisses him. “Ok let’s go!” She says as she grabs the keys and tosses them to Travis. “You drive..” she says as she grabs her bag and leads the kids to the truck and loads them up before she gets in. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 05:00 PM
Travis smiled taking them all to his truck, unlocking the door as he carefully got in. Once everyone was in the truck, he held Samies hand and began to drive happily. By the time they made it to the mall, Travis had taken a few deep breaths, looking at samie with a small smile. "Ready kiddos?" He asked looking in the back. Issac giggled nodding, happily getting out pulling chilam and Peter next to him. He happily looked at his parents with a smile. Peter stood there holding Issacs hand waiting for Travis and samie to lead them inside. @💕Blue💕
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Samie gets out and holds Travis hand. “We got this..” she says as she kisses him and leads the group into the mall. It was as crowded as normal and so there was less people. She leads them to a clothing store and says “ok! Go and pick out some outfits! We can decide which ones we all like!” She says with a smile. She kisses Travis and goes with Chilam to the womens section to look. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 07:36 PM
Travis kissed Samie back going to help the boys, helping figure out sizes, he held the clothes the boys and himself picked out, before they went to the dressing room to meet up with samie and chilam. Travis smiled "ready for a fashion show ladies?" He asked with a kind smile, ushering Peter into one of the dressing rooms. After a few minutes, Peter came out of the dressing room, wearing a pair of jeans, a long sleeve floral snap shirt. With a puffy vest on. He looked at them nervously. "D-does it look good?" He asked Travis whistled softly with a smile "kiddo, you look like you were borm to be in the rodeo." He smiled giving him a thumbs up holding Issac on his lap. Peter blushed heavily "really?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles as she claps “of course! You looks great!” She says as she takes Chilam and gets changed with her. Sami comes out and does a spin. “What do you think?” (See image 1). Chilam comes out and looks at Peter. “Ta da!” She says as she also does a spin (see image 2)
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 07:44 PM
Travis smiled widely putting Issac down as he walked over to Samie, gently holding her close "you look, so beautiful." He smiled kissing her happily. "I say this is a definite yes!" He agreed happily. Peter smiled widely "you look amazing Chil! I'd say that Is a beautiful outfit." He agreed happily "a-ate you going to get it?" He asked her with a small smile. "I think it looks nice on you." @💕Blue💕
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Samie kisses him and smiles “you like it?” She says as she looks at Chilam. Chilam nods and turns to Travis and Samie “can.can we get these outfits?” She asks nervously. She wanted to make her brother happy. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 24-Aug-22 07:53 PM
Travis smiled "Oh I love it. Want to wear for a date night let me know. I'll be down." He hummed happily kissing her cheek, and lips eith a wide smile. He looked over at the kids and smiled "of course kiddos! We can get them. Do you want more clothes? " He offered with a smile." Let's add these to the basket of things to buy. After the rodeo there's a cow boy dance. Why don't we pick out some dressy outfits." He offered Peter looked worried "i...I dont know how to dress up." He replied looking at them with a worried look. Travis smiled "we will help. Don't you worry. Well, Samie can help, I can't dress up for the life of me. I always run my clothes by her." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and leads the boys to some more fancy outfits. She looks at picks out some that they should go and try on. (You can pick the outfits!) Samie goes and takes Chilam to get a dress and they go and change as well. Samie come out in a nice light pink foral dress. Chilam comes out in a light blue dress. Both of their dress are sundress and Samie smiles at Chilam “it looks great!” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Aug-22 06:57 AM
Travis and Issac wore matching white button ups and jeans that would match their hats and boots. While Peter came out wearing a light blue button up matching chilam. Travis smiled "well would you look at that, we all cordanate ." He smiled holding Samie close, he happily kissed her cheek gently "you my fair lady, are the best at picking clothing ." He smiled happily. Peter gave chilam a smile. "You look amazing chil. I think you should get it." He said gently holding his sisters hand @💕Blue💕
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Chilam smiles and nods “you look great too! You should get the two outfits!” She says as she looks at the two grownups. “They are nice right?” She asks Peter. She hugs him and kisses his cheeks. Samie smiles and kisses him before saying “thank you…now let’s get change back into our normal clothes and we will check out and go around the mall!” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Aug-22 07:02 AM
Travis smiled nodding. He looked to chilam "nice? Heck no, chilam you look absolutely beautiful. Just like the princesses in the movies." He smiled gently holding her hand to twirl her around. "You look just like a princess and the boys look like knights in shining armor. Let's do like Samie said change, get the clothes and go explore." Peter had a small smile. He nodded gently kissing Chilams cheek before he changed back into his normal clothes. When he finished, he carefully put his clothes in the basket along everyone else's. He held Issac hand so he wouldn't get lost. "How much can I add for the clothes? I.. I think I have 50 in my wallet." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “nothing…you aren’t paying for it..that is your money to spend on things other than clothes, food, and essentials like bathroom stuff..” she says as she comes out with Chilam and they are back into their normally clothes. Chilam had got a new set of underwear as well. Samie starts to hand the clothes to the cashier and pats for it. “All I ask is that you keep that money for something you really want..” she smiles as she rubs his hair and grabs the bags. “Ok let’s go!” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Aug-22 07:07 AM
Peter nodded slowly "oh...okay." he nodded Gently taking Chilams hand as well. "Okay, I'll try snd remember that." He replied gently leaning into her hand as she played with his hair. Travis gently tool Samies hand helping hrt with the bags, as they walked around the mall, he made sure the kids and samie stayed close to him, he tried not to show them hoe anxious he actually was, because he didn't want them to feel anxious. "Where do you want to go first chilam, why don't you pick." He smiled kindly @💕Blue💕
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Chilam looks around and bites her lip. She looked scared. Samie bends down and says “hey..it is ok…do you want a stuffed animal..?” Chilam nods and looks at some of the stores. There was a store that was selling weighted stuffed animals. She points and says softly “c-can we go there?” Samie nods and says “of course!” She takes Travis hand and leads the group into the store. “Ok kids go and pick out a stuffed animal!” Chilam pulls Peter to look at a wall of animals. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Aug-22 06:38 PM
Peter held her hand, following her towards the wall of stuff animals. He looked around at all the bright colors. He couldn't help but feel overwhelmed. He held his sisters hand looking at her with a smile. "Which one would you like chil?" With a kind smile. Travis smiled holding Samies hand , watching Issac walk around the store trying to find the perfect stuff animal. He smiled gently holding samie close watching the kids. "Hey Pete how you feeling?" Peter looked over "a bit tired, but I'm okay." He promised.."there's...alot of colors and choices." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and says “it is ok..take your time ok?” She turns to Travis and kisses him. “How are you? Do you need a break?” She says as she plays with his hair alittle bit. Chilam picks a pink Dino with yellow in it and shows Peter. “This one!” She says as she holds it and says “are you ok?” She holds his hand and makes sure he is ok. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Aug-22 06:57 PM
Travis smiled looking at her. "Im okay, I may need some quiet time cuddles. But I have a feeling the kids may take a nap when we get home." He said leaning into her hands gently. Peter smiled "I'm okay looks good chil! What are you going to name it?" He asked holding her hand happily. He gently petted the stuff animal with a smile. Issac went over with a smile "look Peter I found you a little blue doggy." He said happily giving it to Peter. Who smiled holding it close. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods as she watches the three kids. She sighs as she starts to think that Peter and Chilam would be going to a forever home. She starts tears up and turns quickly from the kids. She didn’t know how that would end for her. She loved these kids. Chilam smiles and says “pinky! Or pink lemonade!” She says as she lets the blue dog. “Issac are you getting one?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Aug-22 07:04 PM
Travis gently held Samie close. "I was thinking...what if we make our home their forever home. The school year just started, the twins start their senior year. Maybe we can homeschool them for a bit before we send them." He offered gently petting her hair.."I dont want to lose them, they are our family ." Peter smiled holding the blue dog close. Feeling so calm, and happy. "I love those names. I'm thinking of naming my puppy max." He replied softly Issac nodded "I found a penguins! I named him pebbles." He said showing her his purple penguin. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “we..I..” she couldn’t really answer. She just knows she didn’t want to lose them. She wipes her eyes as a few tears fall. Chilam smiles and pets pebbles. She looks over and see Samie. She walks up and hugs her. “Are you ok?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Aug-22 07:12 PM
Travis holding her close , petting her hair gently. He looked at chilam gently humming. "She's okay princess, she's just feeling a bit emotional. Oh my look at these lovely friends we have here. Hello there Dino, penguin and puppy." He smiled softly.. Issac giggled, happily introducing Travis to all their new stuffies. Making sure Travis knew their names. Peter just stood there looking the happiest he has all day, the weight of max caused the teen to relax and enjoy the pressure on his chest. @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs him and looks at the kids. She takes a deep breathe and says “we all ready?” She pulls out her wallet and goes to pay for the animals. Once she is done she says “ok how about we get some food! There is a food court above us!” She smiles. She still had tears in her eyes. Chilam hugs her and says “thanks mom!” She says and Samie looses it . She hugs back and cries. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Aug-22 07:20 PM
Issac happily joined the hug snuggling both chilam and samie "thank you mama, I'm having slot of fun today!" He said excitedly, standinf on his tip toes to kiss her cheek.. Peter gently leaned against Travis hugging him gently. Travis smiled holding Peter close gently kissing the top of his head. "Well get you some soup kiddo, that way it's easy on your stomach." He promised , gently rubbing Samies back. @💕Blue💕
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Samie wipes her eyes and leans into Travis. “Sorry..” she says as she wipes her eyes. Chilam hugs her and tries to help her calm down. Samie leads the group up to the food court and gives the kids $20 to get some food. “You can pick anything you guys want!” She says. Chilam takes peters hands and leads him to a soup place. Samie hugs Travis and cries alittle. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Aug-22 07:34 PM
Travis held samie close, carefully sitting with her, just holding her close "baby, they don't have to leave, we can keep them. I love them so much, I don't want to lose them." He replied softly. Gently rocking her. Peter held her hand , following with Issac by his side. "Chilam, I'm not very hungry, you and Issac get something. " He replied, not sure if he could hold anything down. He gently wrapped an arm around his stomach, overwhelmed by all the food smells. "Your okay." He promised. Issac frowned "we can go home. Mama and dad won't mind ." He replied softly. He held peters arm looking at him worriedly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie just hides her face. She couldn’t think about loosing them with out crying. Chilam says “we can go home…”she hugs Peter and says “come on…” she takes peters hand and leads him back to Samie and Travis. “Um..Peter isn’t feeling well..can we go home and eat there..” she asks. Samie nods and wipes her eyes “of course …what’s going on Peter? What’s re you feeling?” She says as shopens her arms for him to come and hug her if he wants. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Aug-22 07:44 PM
Travis looked a bit worried "Yeah kiddos we can go home. I'll make us some lunch, how does grilled cheese and tator tots sound ?" He asked with a small smile. Peter laid his head on her shoulder giving a small whimper. "My stomach hurts, and the smells made it hurt more." He replied gently hugging her. He didn't want to be let go. He just stayed close to her. "You know what, how about after lunch we can all snuggle Yeah? How does that sound?" He asked softly, gently leading them all to the truck @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods and looks at her brother worried. Samie hold him and picks him up as they walk. “Ok..it is ok..we will get you some medicine and maybe we can try food later ok?” She says as she holds him. Once they got to the car she loads everyone up and gets in. Chilam leans her head against her brothers and says “you are going to be ok..” Samie smiles and nods befor saying “if he doesn’t get better we might want to have the doctor come and see him..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Aug-22 08:02 PM
Peter shook his head holding Chilams hand. "No doctor I'm okay." He replied sitting up straight so he looked fine. "I promise see I'm okay." He replied looking at them with watery eyes. He felt dumb and wished he wasn't sick. :I'm sorry." Travis drove them home "Buddy don't apologize. It happens. Why don't you lay back and close your eyes. I bet max would love some cuddles." He said. While Peter gently curled up in the middle seat with max, holding him close. By the time they got back home, Peter was asleep , Travis carefully picked him up, rocking him ever so slightly, in Travis arms, Peter looked so tiny. Issac held onto samie "mama, can we all cuddle with you and dad? So later feels better?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “how about you guys go and get changed into some comfy clothes and we will cuddle and watch some tv ok?” She says as she puts her bag down and goes over to Travis. She felt peters head and says “I will stay with him..” she says as she leads Travis over to the couch and sits down. She takes peter and just holds him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Aug-22 05:25 PM
Travis nodded gently laying Peter down, gently getting his shoes off. "Of course. I'll get the clothes put away and make the kiddies some food." He said gently kissing samie before he walked downstairs to the kitchen Peter woke up slightly snuggling close to samie "mama?" He hummed sleepily "are we okay?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie hold him and smiles. She almost started to cry but hides it. “Yeah baby…we are ok..we are just laying down ok..you have alittle fever..” she says as she holds him and gently rubs his forehead. “Shhh go to sleep…” she says as she looks at Travis and the other two. Chilam walks to Travis and says “I..I can help…” she says as she starts to get stuff ready. She didn’t want to be useless. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Aug-22 05:35 PM
Peter nodded as he snuggled close to Samie closing his eyes. "Thank you for my clothed and for max. I think max will scare away the nightmares." He replied gently opening his eyes to show her max. "He's blue, I like the color blue." Travis smiled. "Sure kiddo, I'm making grilled cheese. Want to help with the tomatoes soup?"
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Samie rubs his fore head and says “he is great…” she says as she lets max. She slightly rocks him and says “are you hungry? We are making soup and grilled cheese..” she knew he needed to eat but she didn’t want him to be sick. Chilam nods and starts to make the soup. She grabs two cans of tomatoes and tries to open them but can’t seem to figure it out. She was starting to get frustrated. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Aug-22 05:42 PM
Peter hummed "I can try. " He promised leaning his head gently on her shoulder. He loved the snuggles. "Can I tell you a secret mama?" He asked looking at her, he held max close to his chest tightly. Travis hummed "Hey chilam, want to switch jobs. If not that's okay sweetie. I just don't wsnt you getting too upset." He replied worriedly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and nods “of course…you can tell@me anything…” she says as she leans her head on his head. She held him and was deep breathing. Chilam looks at the can and says “I..I can’t do it…” she looks down and steps away from the soup stuff. She rubs her eyes and switches spots with Travis . @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Aug-22 05:53 PM
"I was convinced we'd never find a Home. And I'm glad you and Mr Travis took us in. I thought you'd ship us away, that's why I was kinda rude. Our last home. The adults hurt me alot...I didn't tell Chilam. " He replied, carefullt sitting up to show her his scared back. Travis gently hugged her close. "Its okay baby, I think the can opener is broken so we may need to do it the old fashion, don't tell mom." He winked getting a kitchen knife to try and poke a hole in the top of the can. @💕Blue💕
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Samie touches his back and tears started to form. She pulls him into a hug and tears rolls down her face. “Oh hunny…I promise that won’t ever happen again ok?” She says as he looks at him and kisses his forehead. Chilam looks at him and smiles as she watches him. “Be careful..” she says @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Aug-22 06:04 PM
Peter hugged her back, gently hugging her tightly. He closed his eyes sniffling "don't tell chilam. I don't want her to know ." He replied sound extremely worried. Travis smiled getting the cans opened. He gave them to chilam and smiled "there you go kiddo. Thank you for making the soup." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “I won’t tell her…it isn’t my secret to tell ok?” She says as she holds him and moves him so he is on her lap. She hums slightly and rubs his hair. He felt warmer than he should be and she knew he still had a fever. She hums as she slightly rocks. Chilam takes the tomato’s and nods “of course! I can cook…alittle..mostly noodles..that is all we were aloud to eat at our old home..” she says as she makes the soup and warms it. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Aug-22 06:09 PM
Peter nodded holding onto her. He nodded letting his tears fall, due to the fever he was very emotional. "I miss my siblings, I want Chilam to be happy....s-she hurt my feelings last night." He said softly "She said I wanst there for her, but I was." Travis nodded "well honey, your in a house full of people who love to cook, if you ever find a recipe you want to make we will definitely make it." He promised with a smile carefully plating the grilled cheese on plates. "Your grilled cheese. Want it cut in squares or triangles ?"
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Samie nods and says “I know…I know..shhh..it is ok..she didn’t mean it..she was just scared because you haven’t been eating enough…we all want you heathy…she just wants you to be safe and healthy..@ she says trying to help him calm down. “I bet if you tell her that she will apologize…I know she loves you very much..” Chilam thinks and says “um…I..can I have it with no crust? And it squares…” she asks. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Aug-22 06:14 PM
Peter nodded wiping his tears away as he hiccups. "I know she didn't mean it, I didn't mean to not eat or sleep. But they came when I did sleep. And they never gave her food when I ate ." He replied taking a deep breath "im sorry " Travis smiled "perfect ! " He replied gently cutting the crust away and into squares "how does Peter like his grilled cheese?" He asked her softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds him and says “hey..it is ok..you shouldn’t hold in your emotions ok? You can talk about them all you want here…” she says as she wipes away his tears “you don’t have to worry about her or you not getting food…or anyone coming to hurt you or her when you sleep..ok?” She says as she hugs him. Chilam takes her plate and says “the same..I think..we never really got a lot of food before…never grilled cheese..” she says looking at her plate. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Aug-22 06:19 PM
Peter hugged her gently hiding his face in her shoulder. "I'll try my best not to hide anymore mama. I don't want to feel sick all the time i-or like I can't do anything. I-i don't want to leave either." He said yawning mid cry, he rubbed his eyes sleepily he couldn't stay up much longer. Travis nodded softly "would you like to try it first? To see if you like it. If you don't I can make you something else. " He offered eith a smile. "Tonighy I'm going to make us marshmallow French toast, ."
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Samie smiles and grabs a blanket. She covers them and says to him “you won’t…we are going to make sure you feel better…” she hums as she holds him and rocks slightly. Chilam takes a bite and blinks. She chews it and says “it is good..” she smiles and takes the other plate. She walks to Samie and Peter and says “we have food…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Aug-22 06:27 PM
Peter nodded holding onto her and max, he sniffled closing his eyes sleepily. "I trust you . Thank you for everything ." He replied slowly falling asleep in her arms, when chilam and Travis came in he slowly sat up again watching them. Travis smiled carrying more plates updating. Issac came in carrying his own food, happily sitting on the bed with a wide smile. "Eat up gang." He said softly carefullt putting water bottles on the counter watching them with a smile
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Samie takes a plate and looks at Travis “do you want to try and eat?” She says as she offers him his plate of grilled cheese. Chilam comes and sits next to Peter and eats her grilled cheese then eats some soup. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Aug-22 06:34 PM
Peter nodded "Okay, yes please ." He replied, gently taking his plate, trying to eat. He ate half of his soup and half of his grilled cheese, before he finally couldn't keep his eyes open any longer. Travis smiled soft gently putting the plate on the night stand, eating his food as well. Issac smiled softly looking at them with a smile. He happily sat on Travis lap "chilam, want to do a puzzel with me?' He asked her @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods and says “yeah! What puzzle?” She asks as she sets her plate down and moves closer to issac. Samie holds Peter and smiles. She looks at Travis and pats the place next to her. She wanted to cuddle too. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Aug-22 08:03 PM
Issac smiled happily "I have one about the lions in Africa, and a fairy one ?" He said gently taking her hand leading her to his bedroom. Travis smiled sitting in the other side, gently hugging her gently "I got you baby." He hummed softly. "How are you feeling ?" He asked her softly. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam smiles and says “can..Um we do the fairy one?…we don’t have too!” She says as she walks with him. Samie smiles and leans into him. She rubs peters back and sighs “I am ok…I..I told him I wouldn’t tell Chilam but I am going to show you…” she slightly pulls up his shirt and shows him the scars. “Their from his old home…” she says as she leans into him. “I can’t let them go…” she says as tears rolls from her eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 26-Aug-22 08:16 PM
"Yeah! Let's do the fairy one !" Issac agreed, happily walking to his bookshelf, carefully getting the fairy puzzle. He smiled Turing to her "do you want to do it in mama and dads room, or the dining room?" He asked couriously. Travis nodded slowly. He looked at him worriedly, his heart shattered seeing the scars. He nodded gently holding Samie closer. "I promise I won't tell, and I promise you we are not going to let them go, let's call Mary, and ask her how we can get the adoption rolling. Even if they aged out ." he said softly. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam looks at her and says “I…Um..I..dinning room is fine…I don’t want to bother them…and we can go into their room?” She asks with a tilt to her head. Samie nods and says “yeah..I…” she bites her lip and rubs peters forehead. “God..I can’t…why would anyone hurt them…” she says as she leans into Travis and sighs. Tears rolling down her face. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Aug-22 06:20 PM
Issac nodded "we can go in there. That's were Peter is. Mama and dad will love it if we are in there. They will be okay with it. Dad likes to watch us put the puzzles together and pretends he knows what he's doing ." He giggled Travis held her close, gently wiping her tears away. "I dont know baby, bad people. But they are safe, they will be able to feel love and care here. I bet within a few weeks they will feel completely safe ." He said holding her close. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods and says “ok! Then their room!” She smiles as she follows issac. Samie nods and leans into his touch. She sighs and closes her eyes “I…I just can’t even imagine what they have gone though…” she says as she holds Peter safely. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Aug-22 06:32 PM
Issac smiled, happily taking her hand, before leading her towards samie and Travis room . Travis nodded kissing her head. "Its hard to say baby, it's hard time imagine how they survived it all. But they are alive and here. And that's a good thing." He whispered kissing her cheek gently. He looked up offering the kids a smile. "Hey you two, putting a puzzle together? Me and mom's going to be up here alright ?" He smiled at them. Peter slept in Samies arms snoring softly. He dreamt about him and chilam, when they were first put in a home. Their big siblings gave them hugs and kisses, promising they would be safe. He gave a small sniffle as he hugged samie close scrunched his nose. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods and sits in the floor. She looks at Peter and smiles “I am exited!” She says as she looks at the puzzle. She never had games at any of her old houses. Samie looks at Peter and hugs him tighter. She rubs his back and breathe normally. She looks at the two kids and smiles. She curls up and sighs. “We…I..I don’t want to push you into taking them..I..” she say worried. She was pushing him into having them here. She looks down and her face was sad. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Aug-22 06:41 PM
Issac happily sat on the floor with chilam, Jessie and rose. He happily sat next separated the pieces from edges and middles. Making sure they had enough space. Peter slowly calmed down amd slept normally against her. Continuing to dream about his siblings, but no longer in a panic. "Baby, your not pushing me into anything. They are the second and third people, I have never been anxious to speak to. That's because you helped me , ans are always helping me. You are the first person who helped me kick my anxiety to speak." He smiled kissing her gently. "I promise you, I won't leave, I'm happy being here, and my heart is so full, because our home has two more bundles of joy, and whatever the future brings I welcome it with open arms." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. She just was so happy he wanted them here. She curls up and moves Peter so she can lay side ways and he is in the middle of them. She closes her eyes and sigh. She soon falls asleep holding Travis and Peter. Chilam starts to put the puzzle to together and hums. “I think this one..” she says as she puts a piece into the right spot. “Issac…what..Um..what can I do around the house? I want to help ms Samie and Travis…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Aug-22 08:01 PM
Travis held the both of them close. He gently played with samies hair softly. He laid there looking at the ceiling as he thought, he hummed softly he wanted to make sure they were safe and happy. He was going to make sure. Issac looked up "well, mama and dad said next week when you and Peter are 100% feeling good we are going to decide house work. And outside chores unless your alleric to hay and horses " He smiled "I set the table and feed the dogs ." @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods and says “right…I…I just feel bad…” she says as she places another price. She hums and looks at the bed. “They let you sleep with them?” She asks as she grabs pinky and holds her tight. “We couldn’t ever sleep with the other parents…” she says as she places another peice. Samie sighs as she moves and gets more comfortable. She sighs and smiles slightly. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 27-Aug-22 08:07 PM
"Yeah, they let me sleep in here all the time...well not many times now but don't worry, if you come in at 11. They don't out you back to bed." He whispered with a wide smile. "I dont recommend sleeping with dad, he snores alot " He replied with a small giggle happily putting the puzzle together. Travis smiled listening to the kids, he pretended to be asleep, and just listened to them, he had wanted this life for so long, and he finslly had it. @💕Blue💕
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Samie moves closer and wraps her arms around Travis. She seemed to be more relaxed. She was breathing normal. She looked peaceful. Samie smiles and nods. “Ok..” she says as she yawns but still helps put the pieces in their spot. She lays on her wieghted animals and soon her eyes close. She soon falls asleep. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Sep-22 02:49 PM
Travis held her close, he felt so much peace. He knew Samie would more then likely have a hard time this week, with going back to work, but he had a plan that would help her and the kids. Issac stayed quiet happily putting the puzzle together letting them all sleep. Peter woke up a few hour later, looking confused and dazed. "Ne, NiNi, chil?" He whispered shakenly, the fever had gotten a bit worse and he was dreaming about his siblings. He whimpered holding onto Samie tightly @💕Blue💕
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Chilam curls and sleep until she wakes and moves onto the bed. She curls up next to Peter and hugs him as she falls back to sleep. Samie seems to sense Peter in panic and grab onto him. she pulls him closer but doesn’t wake. She also grabs Chilam and they all cuddle. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 05-Sep-22 06:20 PM
Peter hugged his sister and Samie close, he whimpered softly as he slowly relaxed, laying his head back. He looked at Travis, with a sad look. Travis gave him a small smile, gently coveting them all up in a blanket. "Your okay Petey, we go you." He promised gently petting his hair softly. "Dont worry, just go back to sleep." He said humming softly, helping Peter fall back asleep. @💕Blue💕
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Samie snuggles in and so does Chilam. They all sleep together and soon the morning comes. Samie opens her eyes and looks at the pile of bodies on her. She smiles and looks at Travis. She kisses his cheek. She sighs as she knew she had to go to work again. She didn’t want too. She moves softly and slowly trying to grab her phone. She opens her phone and starts to read though emails. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Sep-22 05:27 AM
Travis opened his eyes sighing toredly, he really didn't want to get up, and do house work. He rolled over, holding Issac close, watching Samie with a smile. "Hey baby, sleep well?" He asked with a kind smile, gently petting her hair softly. "Im sorry you have work today, I wish you didn't." @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and smiles. “It is ok babe…i will be gone for just a few hours..i was thinking of maybe doing a virtual therapy..” she says as she puts her phone away and moves out of the pile. She grabs her outfit and goes to the bathroom to shower, change, and get ready. She comes out of the bathroom after a few minutes and was in a nice pencil skirt and a nice blouse. She puts on her jewelry and looks at the pile. “I love you…i am going to get breakfast started ok?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Sep-22 05:29 AM
Travis gave a soft quiet whistle "you, are absolutely breath taking ." He said , gently sitting up to give her a kiss. "Alright, you start on breakfast, I'll get the kiddies downstairs. I have a feeling the hardest one may be chil, she's a cutie and super polite. But all nice girls have a grumpy side ." He teased kissing his lovers cheek. Peter was slowly starting to wake up, he lifted his jeans ever so slightly shivering ad he moved closer to Travis. Travis gently ran his fingers through peters hair, noticing the fever broken. He was relieved, gently picking up the teen and smiled "you alright kiddo? Want to go get ready for the day?" He asked as peter nodded @💕Blue💕
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Chilam curls up and hides under the blanket. She didnt want to wake up. She sighs as she falls back into a deeper sleep. Chilam was breathing slowly and softly. She looked peaceful. Samie nods as she walks down stairs and starts on making pancakes and waffles. She hums and turns on a radio and even started to have a phone call with a co worker. She seemed to be in her zone as she worked on breakfast and dealing with a issue from work. She plates pancakes and puts out the toppings as she makes coffee for both her and Travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Sep-22 05:49 AM
Peter went to his room, changing into another a sweater, that looked old, but was very well kept. He put on a pair of jeans and socks before he went downstairs, sitting at the island watching Samie. Travis carefully laid next to Chilam, holding a very sleepy Issac. "Chilam, honey it's time to wake up, Samie has work, but you know what, we are going to do some fun stuff." He promised, gently petting her hair trying to wake her up. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles at peter and says “how many pancakes or waffles do you want?” She says as she grabs a plate and then gets some orange juice. She looks at him and shows him some powder “this is some vitamin and supplements that will help you ok? We are all taking it!” She says as she adds some to her coffee. She pours a scoop into the orange juice. She lets peter plate his own food. Chilam groans and tries to hide again. She sighs as she stays asleep. She curls ups and hides her face into Travis’s chest. “No”
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Sep-22 06:59 AM
Peter nodded slowly taking a sip of his orange juice. "Um, can I have one of each?" He asked her, gently holding the plate close as he hummed. "Do you have to go to work today?" He asked with a sad look Travis hummed holding her close. "But we have a super yummy breakfast, and I gotta take you and Petey shopping for a hat, and boots. We are going on a trail ride this weekend ." He said , gently sitting up to hold her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie makes his plate and walks to next to him. She sits and sets the plate down before hugging him. “I am sorry hun…i do..but it will only be a couple of hours…Travis will take care of you then i will be home ok?” She says as she hugs him. She eats her breakfast with him and smiles. Chilam shakes her head. She didnt want to get up. “No.” She says as she hides her face more. She curls up and sighs. She just wanted to sleep. She never wanted to move. She wanted to stay safe in the bed with them. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Sep-22 01:12 PM
Peter nodded eating with her. "Okay, I trust you." He replied hugging her before he ate breakfast. "Can we bring you lunch?" He asked him crouiously as he ate happily. Travis chuckled "we can come back and cuddle later, but wr have things to do, and the first thing is to have a healthy and amazing breakfast !" @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “if you get Travis to bring you then yes! I can show you around the office! We have some pretty cool things in there!” She smiles as she eats. Chilam looks at him and nods. “Ok…” she sits up and rubs her face. She was tired. She curls in to his arms and rubs her eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Sep-22 01:32 PM
Peter smiled widely "I'd like that! I think Mr Travis would, I think he said yesterday . But I don't want to assume ?" He replied eithba smile drinking his orange juice. Travis smiled gently carrying her and Issac downstairs "I found two sleepy heads." He smiled @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and stands. She makes Chilam and issac plate. She hums and almost spit out her coffee. “Oh shit..i have to go!” She kisses travis then peter. She rubs Chilam and issacs head. She grabs her stuff and waves at them as she leaves for work Chilam yawns and looks up. She looks at petter and smiles “hi..” she says as she rubs her eyes more
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Sep-22 01:40 PM
Peter smiled. "Hi Chil.'He said ,looking like he felt a whole lot better. "Are you hungry?" He asked holding his arms out to hold his sister. Travis smiled gently giving Chilam to Peter before he got their plates "Alright kiddies, we are gonna head to the shops, then at lunch we are going to give Samie lunch how does that sound ?"
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Issac yawned sleepily "good, I can't wait." @💕Blue💕
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Chilam gets into his lap and takes her plate. She starts to eat and hums as she does this. She looks at Travis and nods. “How are you feeling peter?” She whispers to him as she eats and smiles at Travis. She drinks some orange juice that Samie had out @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Sep-22 01:52 PM
Peter hummed softly "alot better. I feel like I can run a marathon." He smiled gently kissing her cheek "how are you feeling ?" he asked softly. Gently rocking her happily, drinking his orange juice as well. Travis smiled happily eating his breakfast eith the kids making sure they were okay. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods and says “i feel better…” she says as she eats and finishes her food. She climbs down and goes to do the dishes. She hums as she does this. “Mr travis…can i clean up and surprise Ms. Samie?” She smiles and looks at travis. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Sep-22 02:03 PM
Travis smiled "of course you can! Imma have Peter and Issac sweep the livingroom while I do laundry is that okay?" He asked her with a smile Issac pouted but nodded going to go vacuum sighing . While Peter just followed @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods as she movs to get all of the plates and dishes. She humans and listens to the music as she cleans the dishes. She cleans the dishes then he counter, then the table. She hum and wipes everything down. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Sep-22 02:16 PM
Travis smiled getting the laundry down stairs, going towards the laundry room, makingnsure everything was getting washed. After 45 minutes he was dressed and by the front door "Alright kids! House works done let's get going. Everyone make samie a note?" He asked holding samies lunch box. Issac happily ran to the door putting his note in the box "Yep! Mine says I missed her." He replied hugging Travis waist, watching Peter and chilam come downstairs @💕Blue💕
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Chilam comes down and she has her note. Well two of them. She couldn’t decide which one to give her. “ here you go!” She says as she gives the notes to travis. “Will we be able to eat with Samie? I want to see her office!” She says with a big smile. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Sep-22 03:47 PM
Travis hummed "Yeah I think we should be able too. Now let's head to subways and get our lunch." He smiled putting the notes in the lunch box with a smile. He lead the kids to the truck making sure they all were okay. At Samies office, her two interns were there helping her schedule the next few sessions that she was back. Neil and Niles Phillips were their names. The two 24 year olds were the newest members of thr office, and was exemley helpful expecally to Samie as she was just starting to come back to work. "Now you a new client meeting this week, as well as two normal consultations." Niles said looking at the schedule. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods at her interns and says “can you do the client meeting. Must get a base line…” she mumbles as she is in full work mode. She hums as she rushes from office to office. “Also do we have a timeline on when a doctor can come and fill prescriptions?” She asks the two interns. She loved them but their names did sometimes get mixed up. She looks at her phone and smiles as she saw a remind she had set saying that her family was visiting. “Also my boyfriend and…” what would she call the kids.. “my children are coming to drop off lunch and see the office.” She told the twins
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Sep-22 04:04 PM
Neil nodded "Niles can do that, I'll make sure the doctor actually comes in on time." He eldest twin replied, emailing the doctor to come into work. Niles smiled widely "Oh, I bet that's fun! Good for you! We got the office you go and enjoy your family." He said softly, he had a sad look. He looked to his twin, who just gently bumped his leg with his foot. Soon Travis came to the office with lunch. He wasn't going to bring all the kids until after lunch but some were very persistent. He waited patiently while the receptionist called one of the twins to come get them to bring them to samie. Peter's eyes widened when he saw Neil. He suddnely began to panic "c-chil." He whimpered hiding behind Travis so he couldn't be spotted he thought he was hallucinating @💕Blue💕
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Chilam looks at Neil and her eyes widen. She drops her Dino and backs up. “No…” she says as she looks at him. Her face was white. She wobbled before falling back and passing out. Chilam lays on the floor and was out cold. Samie comes around and see Chilam. She runs and grabs her. “Chil…chilam!” She calls out and holds the small child. She touches her forehead and even picks her up and rushes her back into her office were she has a bed chair. She lays chilam down and whispers wanting her to wake up. She grabs some cold water bottle and places it on her head. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Sep-22 04:15 PM
Travis was super worried, he quickly held Peter gathering all their things as they walked them to the room "what just happened ?" He asked trying to ease Peters panic the best way he could. Issac held Chilams hand looking scared "mama help chilam." He begged looking at his new sister scaredly Peter cried in Travis shoulder shaking his head. Telling him that the man wasn't real. And they were just apart of their imagination. His crying got to the point Travis had to sit on the floor to hold him better. Neil and Niles looked at each other trying to help give them privacy. @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds chilam and looks at Neil and Niles. “What did you do? You scared them!” She says almost scary. She was mad. She would protect them with her life. “What did you say!” She screams as she holds chilam. She brushes her hair out of her face as chilam opens her eyes and groans. “What…” she says softly. Chilam looks at Samie then at the twins. Her eyes widen and she tries to get away. She starts to cry. “No no no! You left us! You left us!” She screams as she hides in Samie arms. Samie looks at the twin and growls out “WHAT DID YOU DO?!”
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Sep-22 04:24 PM
Niles jumped scaredly hiding behind his twin brother. He whispered as he held onto the back of his shirt "w-we didn't do anything ?" He said scaredly Neil stood his ground keeping his twin behind him, he gave Samie a defensive and scary look. "Look lady, we didn't do anything. Sally called us to get then, we did then they freaked out. " He growled back. "Do you want to shout at us more? BECAUSE I CAN GET LOUD TOO!" He yelled. Peter shakenly looked up, looking at them with wide scared eyes, that's when Niles gasped "o-oh. Neil." He whispered gently pushing his brothers back, "its them, look." He said with tears. "Not now ni-" Neil, paused as his eyes widened "Petey? Chilly?" He asked putting a hand to his mouth @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds chilam and looks at them and the to peter. She was still mad. She holds chilam and motions for peter to come to her. Chilam was hiding her face. She was just repeating the words “they left us.” Over and over again. Samie holds chilam and tries to calm her down. “Shhh i got you i got you..” she says as she kisses Chilam’ s head and looks at the twins “how do you know them? Why is chilam saying you left them..” she was still mad. She did like to see them upset. She was scared. She didnt want to lose them. She and Travis haven’t adopted them yet. If a family member can take them the state will take them away. Samie starts to cry as she holds onto Chilam and holds out for peter to come to her
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Sep-22 04:38 PM
Niles sniffled "their our little brother and sister." He said looking very worried. "We got separated when we all were first put in the system. And when we got out the state wouldn't let us find them." He explained letting his tears fall, wiping them away. "Chilly we didn't want to leave, we tired to find you." He promised. Neil carefully knelt infront of Peter. Staying very low. "Petey bear, it's me, Ne. " He whispered, the first time Samie has ever seen the gruff young adult so quiet, and caring towards anyone besides Niles. "Petey we didn't want to leave you, I promise." Peter stayed on the floor watching Neil shakenky , he hid in Travis arms. "Your not Ne, or NiNi. They wouldn't of left us." He said letting Travis gently lead himnto samie. Travis gathered his family into his arms trying to figure out what was happening. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam hides her face and shakes her head. “No you left! You left!” She yells. Samie holds her and looks at the two. She was scared. What if they wanted to be with them? Samie pushes that fear away and says “peter…” she says holds the small boy. “Peter hunny…i know you are hurt..but they didnt leave by choice…they were taken…and now they have found you…they are probably just as upset for being taken away..” she says as she holds the two. “It is ok…they are ok…” she says trying to calm everyone down. Chilam looks at them and wipes her eyes. “Why did you come for us….why…” @Ken
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(( meant to says why didn’t you come for us in the last sentence))
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Sep-22 04:53 PM
Peter laid his head down against her shoulder shaking his head, whimpering. "Can we go back to your house?" He asked letting his tears pour down his face. Neils heart broke "we tried Chilly, when we got out we had been searching for you, we even ended up homeless because we hired someone to help us look." He promised "I will even bring all the evidence, wr have searched 6 years." Niles let his tears fall. "We promise we arnt lying. We tried, " he whispered. They stayed back, as to give them room. To breath "w-wr can leave to give you all time to breath?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at them and then looks at the children. She sighs. “ she pulls Chilam up and holds her face. “Hunny…they tired…that is was counts…” she says as she bites her lip. “We found them….and…and…you can now be a family…again..” she says as tears rolls down her face. She wasn’t going to be selfish. “You can be a family with them again…” she says. Chilam looks at her then at them. She wipes her eyes and says “I believe you…but…Samie and travis are….are nice…and I don’t want to leave them…” she says. Samie holds back her tears and shakes her head. “It is ok…you can go wiht them…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Sep-22 05:04 PM
Neil and Niles looked confused. "You think....no, we arnt taking them away... the way you talk we know they are safe with you, and you both badically adopted them, we dont want to seprate them" Neil said serious "We just....we would like to be apart of their lives...but we can talk about that later when...when the kids arnt here ." Niles offered not wanting to cause them any stress. "Chilly, Peter we don't wsnt to separate you." Peter didn't reply, he continued to hide not looking up ot saying anything. Travis nodded. "Tonight, come out to the farm." He offered "we can...we can talk and let the kids decide." The twins agreed @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and holds the two. She couldn’t really think. Her face was vacant. She stands up holding chilam. “Lets get you home..” she says as she takes the kids out and gets them into the car. She goes back in and grabs her stuff before she gets into the car. She doesnt say anything and just asks travis “just drive home please.” She was short with her request. She just stares at her hands as she thinks. She doesn’t want to loose them. She couldn’t. She wouldn’t. She just stares ahead. When they got home. She got chilam out and peter and took them inside. She set them on the couch and says to the three kids. “I will be right back ok?” She smiles softly before going upstairs and closing her self into the bathroom. This is where she sobs. She falls to her knees and sobs
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Sep-22 05:35 PM
Once they where home, Peter laid in bed hiding under his blankets with his stuff dog. He just wanted to disappear. Issac ended up going to snuggle with him and Chilam to try and comfort them. "Its okay, I got you." He said snuggling them close. Travis gently sat infront of the bathroom door, gently placing a hand on the door. "Samie, they arnt leaving baby, I promise I won't let them take them away." He promised @💕Blue💕
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Chilam curls up and hugs issac. She wipes her eyes and hugs the two boys. She wanted to just be like they were this morning. She kisses peters forehead and wipes his tears. “It is ok Peter…” she says softly. Samie holds her hand over her mouth as she sobs quietly. She didn’t want to lose them. She curls up against the door and just cries. She cries and sobs not wanting to worry the kids. She curls up and just wants to have her family. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Sep-22 06:08 PM
Peter shook his head upset. "Its not, it's not them, don't believe them." He replied shakingly as he hugged Issac and Chilam close. "Its not them, it's all fake." He said hiding his face against the pillow refusing to look up. Travis slowly opened the door, if it's unlocked he would carefully go into the bathroom, and sit behind her, gently wrapping his arms around her kissing her head. "I got you baby, I won't let them take the kids. They are with us, they are our babies." He promised gently rocking her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie just melts in his arms. She sobs as she holds onto him. She was broken right now. She was scared and mad. She curls up in his arms and just cries. She didn’t want to let them go. Chilam holds her brother and just lays there. She wipes her eyes. “Peter..do you want to go upstairs and sleep and cuddle in the big bed?” She says as she pulls on his shirt. If he got up she would lead them to the main bedroom. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Sep-22 06:19 PM
Travis gently petted his back gently, kissing her head gently. He rocked her, carefully making sure she was safe in her arms. "I love you baby, we are going to get through this ." he promised Peter nodded, he held onto his stuff dog, gently taking Issac hand as they followed Chilam upstairs. Once they got back into the bed, snuggling close to Chillam, he let tears fall closing his eyes. Issac laid on chilams other side, laying his head down gently on the pillow looking at chilam. "Is our family bigger now?" He finally asked when Peter was finally asleep. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam looks at issac and shrugs “I don’t know…” she says softly. She yawns and looks at the bathroom. “Travis? Samie?” She calls out to the two. Samie hears Chilam and wipes her eyes. She looks at Travis and says softly “go out there..i jsut need to change..@ she says as she wipes her eyes and says to chila “don’t worry hunny, I am just changing really quick..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Sep-22 06:25 PM
Travis gently kissed her gently before he went out to the kids, he gently closed the door and gave Chilam a smile. "Hi baby girl. You going to take a nap?" He asked laying on the bed with them, gently petting her hair. Issac laid there rubbing his eyes as Travis tucked them in. "Dad, is our family bigger?" Travis hummed "I'm not sure kiddo me and mama, are going to talk to them, and I'm going to see if uncle Jake can come and keep you three company up here." He offered @💕Blue💕
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Samie stands and goes to change and wash her face. She changes into some shorts and a Travis hoodie. She comes out and comes to lay on the other side of them. She curls up and holds Peter and issac. Chilam holds her Dino and curls up. She shakes her head “they left us. They arent part of the family..” she says kinda mean. Samie has laid down and has fallen asleep with in minutes @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Sep-22 06:30 PM
"Baby, chilam they didn't want to leave you, they were only 11." Travus said gently holding chilams hand. "They had no choice to stay or go, they were just little." He explained sadly. "They are still family, it just took them a very long time to find you." He said gently petting her hair. "You don't have to talk to them, but we have to try and understand ." Travis said softly @💕Blue💕
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Chilam jsut curls up and hides her face in Travis chest. She sighs and shakes her head. She doesn’t speak before she also soon falls asleep. Samie opens her eyes and looks at Travis. She was tired. “What’s going on? Is she ok?” She says scared. She breathing sped up.
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Sep-22 06:44 PM
Travis gently soothed her, holding Samie close "everyone's napping, we are safe, your safe and everyone is going to be okay." He promised helping her with some breathing exercises. He gently rubbed her back trying to help her stay calm "i got you baby girl." @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds onto him and sighs. “Do you think…they will want to leave..” she says softly. She didnt like to say her fears outloud. She hides her face and pets Chilams head. “I cant lose them…” she whispers as she sobs alittle. She was tired and had a headache and yet she couldn’t stop thinking about losing them. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 06:54 AM
"I dont think they will baby, I know they will stay with us. They may want them to visit sometimes. But I don't think they will leave ." He said holding her close, gently kissing her head gently. "I promise baby, I promise ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and rubs her eyes. She slowly falls asleep. Her breathing calms down as she falls into a deeper sleep. Chilam curls up and pushes her way inbetween Travis and Samie. She curls up and hugs Samies stomach. She whisper as she starts to have a nightmare. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 07:40 AM
Travis gently held them close. Whispering that they are okay, and nothing is going to happen. His heart broke for them, he tried his best to help her out of the nightmare. . When Peter woke up he was a complete mess refusing to do anything. Yelling and stomping his feet he was being ridiculous. @💕Blue💕
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Samie wakes up and holds Peter. “Peter baby…shhhhh” she says as she holds him. “What’s wrong..talk to me…” she says as she rocks the kid back and forth. She looks at Travis and says “maybe I take a few day more off…” she says. She didn’t know what to do. She was scared. Chilam wakes up Tom and hugs Travis. She curls up and sighs. “Can I get some water please?@ she looks at him
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@Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 08:01 AM
"Maybe that would be best, I'll see if Jake can help more on the farm." He said gently holding Chilam "Yeah baby, let's go get youbsome water ." He said gently picking her up. Peter just cried "they arnt real! Mama make them go away!" He sobbed holding onto samie @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds Peter and rocks him “it is ok. They aren’t here Peter. They aren’t here…” she says as she holds him. She curls up and rubs his face. “Shh shhh I got you…I got you…” she says as she holds Peter. Chilam holds onto him and sighs. She rubs her eyes and says “I..Peter is upset…can I make him happy…how can I make him happy…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 08:22 AM
Peter held onto Samie crying "why are they lying ? The doctor said I won't see them again, I'm dreaming ." He sobbed heavily, curling up in her arms. "I want to hide here I don't want to see them." "I think, the only thing we can do is let him think baby. Your upset too." he replied softly "let's get a drink and snack. Then let's all cuddle yeah?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds him and rubs his back. “It is ok….shhh I got you..I got you…” she says as she holds him. She leans against the bed board and rubs his back. “Baby boy…what going on…what did the doctors say…” she says as she tries to calm him. “Do you want some water? I think Travis and Chilam went to go get water…” she says as she holds him. Chilam nods and says “ok..” she says as she wipes her eyes and leans into his arms. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 08:31 AM
Peter nodded, he was finslly able to calm down enough to talk clearly "I would like a water please." He replied sniffling "the doctor said NeNe and NiNi wasn't real. So they arnt real right ?" He asked staying close to her Travis gently kissed her cheek. "Lets get our drinks and snacks. I know, why don't me and mama show you all, some things we learned to help us relax and stay calm yeah?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie rubs his back as she takes deep breathes for him to follow. “It is ok…they are real…but they won’t hurt you..I won’t let them..” she says as she pulls him into a tight hug. “I love you Peter..I will make sure no one hurts you. I will never leave you” she says as she holds him. Chilam nods and says “ok..” she wipes her eyes as she holds some snacks. She looks at him and says “are we going to have to leave? I don’t want to leave…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 08:57 AM
Peter sniffled laying his head on her shoulder "I dont want to leave ." He agreed wiping his tears fall. "I just wanna stay here with you mama ." He whispered looking at her. Travis shook his head "no you are not leaving, you are always and forever welcome to stay here." He said gently rocking her. "And I'd you want to visit them you are completely allowed, and they are welcomed to come here ." He promised @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs him and says “you aren’t leaving. You don’t have to…” she says as she holds him and says “how about we do some breathing exercises? Hmm? They help me calm down and kinda get a clearer head..” she says as she takes deep breathes in and out. She holds her breath in for a few seconds before letting it out. “See just like that ok?” She says as she rubs his back and smiles at him. chilam hugs him and says “ok….but peter doesn’t like them…I don’t want to make him upset.” She says softly. She curls up and holds the snacks @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 10:10 AM
Peter nodded, he followed Samie as she helped him breath, he sniffled softly as he held onto her "Thank you for letting us stay. I don't wsnt to leave ever." He replied leaning into her, finslly calming down. "Is chilam mad at me ? I didn't mean to scare her." He replied sadly. Travis hummed gently rocking her. "Honey, I promise you will not upset him if you want to see them." He whispered "you are allowed to do what your heart tells you?" he said softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds him and shakes her head. “No…she was just scared..she was worried about you. That’s all..” she says as she holds him. “We are ok. We are safe. We are healthy. And we are together.” She says as she holds Peter. Chilam looks at him and shakes her head “I…I just don’t want to upset him…he took them leaving hard…I was a lot younger I don’t really remover them…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 10:20 AM
Peter nodded sniffling. "They were taken in the night. I got in trouble for crying. And I kept dreaming about them and the doctor said it was bad?" He replied carefully moving closer to Samie. "So it's hard to remeber them ?" He offered gently rocking her "Maybe you'll be able to reconnect yeah? I think it may take a bit for Peter to relize this is okay." @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds him and says “hey..it is ok..the doctor shouldn’t have said that..you missed them…it is ok to dream about them…” she holds him and rubs his back softly. She looks up and sighs. “I use to have a brother…” she says softly. “He..he was driving one night and…he got into a car accident…we were 10 years apart but he cared for me like I was only a few months apart. He included me and made me feel great…I was alseep when my parents got the call…I couldn’t even see him one last time..” she says as she wipes her eyes. “I still dream about him…it is like those dreams are him checking in on me…make sure I am ok..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 10:42 AM
Peter looked at samie nodding. He hugged her as tightly as he could, making sure he knew he was there to comfort her. "Im sorry you lost your brother. But I'm glad he comes to check on you, that makes it better." He said looking up at her, gently wiping her tears away. "Its okay to dream about them?" He asked her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods “yes. It is completely ok for you to dream about them. That means you miss them. And that you want to keep seeing them even after they are gone or lost..” she says as she hugs him. Chilam curls up and yawns “can we go cuddle now? And does Samie have to leave for work tomorrow…” she asks as she curls up. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 10:51 AM
Peter nodded wrapping his arms around her tightly. "Im glad it doesn't make us crazy. " He whispered, yelping ad Issac suddenly jumped on them. "Well...now we have a little brother so that's good." He smik3d Travis kissed her head "no, samie is staying home for a bit to make sure you and Pete are okay." He said carrying her back to the room. "Is there room for cuddles?" He asked gently tossing chilam on the bed, causing the boys to giggle @💕Blue💕
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Chilam giggles lightly as she is thrown onto the bed. She giggle and sits up. She looks at Peter and hugs him. She squeezes and sighs “I am sorry I passed out…I am sorry if I made you upset…” she says worried for her brother. Samie hugs the two and kisses their heads. Samie looks at Travis and moves to cuddle into him. She sighs as she lays her head into his chest. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 11:03 AM
Peter gently hugged his sister close "your okay Chilam, you got scared that's why you passed out. Your okay." He promised gently kissing her cheek. "You didn't make me upset, I was...I was scared. I use to be told I was crazy when I dreamt about them. And I didn't want to worry you....I really hope it's them, I miss them...but I don't want to leave ." Travis hugged her close gently kissing her head gently "I sense tension ." He said holding her close. "Shall we teach the kids dome of the messages we can to do help them calm down ?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie leans into Travis and sighs. She smiles and nods. “I will get the lotion..” she says as she stands up and goes to get the many different lotions. She had gone back to the store and got different kinds of lotions for all of them. She comes back and sits on the bed. She rolls her neck and leans into Travis. Chilam hugs him and nods “I don’t want to leave either…but maybe…w..we can see them once…just to say hi..” she says as she looks at Travis and tilts her head “what’s going on?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 11:15 AM
Travis smiled gently kissing Samie as he looked to the kids "well, me and mom went to this message thearipist a few months ago, and we learned some ways to help us stay calm." He smiled holding samie close. "We have some smell good lotions and they will help you stay calm and such." Peter looked to chilam "Yeah I think we can do that." He agreed with his sister. He looked to samie a but nervous "what do we do?" He asked @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and takes some lotion. She rubs it into her hands and then starts to rub Travis’s neck. She hums and says “just be gentle. We don’t wan tot push down too hard ok?” She says as she rolls her neck. Chilam goes over and looks at the different lotions. She hums as she smells them. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 11:56 AM
Travis smiled melting in Samies hold, he gently got her favorite lotion gently rubbing it on Samies neck. "Yep, and if you don't want it on your necks, you can do your arms." he said softly Peter picked up another lotion and smelled it. "Hmm," Travis smiled "or me and mom can give you back scratches. But mom's is the best, she has nails ." He said as Issac agreed @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods as she melts into Travis arms. She sigh as she closes her eyes and soon falls right back asleep. Chilam takes some lotion and looks at the peter “do you want me to give you a neck or back rub?” She asks as she sits there with the lotion. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 03:20 PM
Peter slowly nodded "Okay, sure ." He agreed "I like this one ." He said pointing to the lotion in her hands. "Then I can do it for you as well." He said kindly kissing his sisters cheek. Travis smiled holding Samie close, gently kissing her head as he rocked her. "If you want next time we are at the store we can get new smells if you'd like." @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods and get some lotion and moves so she can lightly rub his neck and his back. She hums and looks at travis. She nods and smiles. She looks at peter to make sure she is doing it right. Samie curls up and moves so she is on top of him. She hugs his neck and sigh as she lets sleep come to her. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 04:40 PM
Peter relaxed under chilams touch, he smiled carefully doing the same to her "how does this feel chilam?" He asked ver with a kind sweet smile. Travis smiled holding Samie and Issac watching the kids. He made sure they all were sage and happy. Around 6 he went downstairs to greet Neil and Niles, who waited patiently to be let into the house by Travis @💕Blue💕
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Chilam nods and smiles “that is nice..” she says as she finishes up. She puts away all the lotions in the stop jsut like Samie would and curls up next to the still sleeping Samie. Chilma pats for her brother to join her. Samie wakes and yawns. She gets up with Travis and tucks the kids in turning on a movie for them. “We will just be down stairs. She says as she kisses each one of their foreheads. She walks down with Travis and starts to make a simply meal. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 04:55 PM
Peter nodded holding onto his sister and little brother. When Samie tucked them in. "Thank you." He whispered snuggling his siblings Travis let the twins in, "go ahead and sit in the living room. Samie should be in soon." He said softly Neil and Niles nodded coming inside, Neil carried a big cardboard box "sure. We brought documents proving wr are siblings and proving that we didn't stop looking ." He said putting the box on the coffee table @💕Blue💕
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Samie brings them drinks and then brings in a mixture of small food such as salad, cheeses, finger foods. Samie sits next to Travis and looks at the box. She curls her legs up and looks at the box. She was so scared they would want to take them for her and Travis. “We believe you…they…Peter and Chilam have told us alittle bit..Peter was told that his dreams of you were bad so when he first saw you he was scared…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 05:04 PM
Niles looked really sad. "The same thing happened when out mom and dad died." He admitted "they were 4 when it happened, and he dreamed about them alot...but they told him it was bad." He replied sadly Neil nodded "I bet they both are...probally afraid we'd take them away right ?" He sighed "wr don't want too, we won't do that, we just want to see them again." He admitted "even if it's five minutes." Travis gently put an arm around samie holding her close. "We understand, Peter is extremely distraught, I don't think it would be a good idea to see him right now." He admitted "and I don't think Chilam remembers you both much ." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “we are more than happy to help you build that relationship. But Peter he is still…processing everything. It is going to take time…” she says as she leans into Travis. “Chilam she…I don’t know if she remembers you…she passed out and then that scared Peter but…” she rubs her face and sighs. She looks at the box and says “do you..do you have any pictures of them…when they were small?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 05:18 PM
Niles nodded getting into the box, getting a photo book. "The last photo we have together we were 12, and 5 and 6." He said gently giving it to Samie. The first photo in the book, was a photo of the twins asleep with Peter and chilam asleep under their arms. They all were cuddled up, protecting each other. Neil, dug in the box, getting a picture Frame. "We got this photo when chilam was born... my little chilly penguin. " He said sadly looking at the photo. He sighed giving the photo to Travis. "We don't want to hurt them we just miss them." Travis studied the photo and smiled "you look like your mom, and Nile you look like your dad." He said softly. @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds the picture and smiles. She hands back the photo and the. Looks at the baby one. She smiles and sigh. “We believe you..” she says as she leans against Travis. Chilam climbs out of the bed and moves to the door. “I am going to get some water…” she says as she walks down and looks at the four. Samie sees her and stands “hey hunny, what’s up?” Chilam plays with her shirt and whisper that she wants water. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 05:26 PM
Travis looked up and smiled. Carefully putting the photo down, getting walked over to her holding hid hand out "Hey baby, let's get some water." He smiled "want some of that fun flavoring in the water?" He asked Issac peeked out from the stairs "mama? Can I sit with you?" He whispered , making his way to her. Jessie and rose following close behind. Neil and Niles stayed silent sitting next to each other not wanting to scare or bother them. @💕Blue💕
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Samie stand and says “if you come down with Peter..” she says as she goes up and rubs his head. “Peter you wanna come down?” She says coming into the room and smiling. She stands and holds her arms out. “Come on..” she says and smiles. Chilam nods as she takes his hand and looks at the twins. She gulps before walking over to them and looking at them. She really didn’t remember what they really looked like before. She looks at the old picture and tilts her head. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 05:38 PM
Issac smiled widely "he's sleeping, but I'll go wake him up!" He said excitedly as he ran upstairs jumping on Peter as samie came in. Peter lifted his head with a pout, he was taking a nap when Issac had woke him up. He slowly sat up hugging samie, he snuggled close to her "Are they gone ?" Neil gave her a tiny smile. "Hey Chilam. Would you like to see some of your baby pictures?" He asked her kindly. Travis stayed close making sure she knew she was safe. He smiled sitting on the sofa watching Chilam. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam runs her arms and looks closer. She stood away from them. She looks at see her brother. She reaches out and touches the photo. “That’s..me and Peter?” She asks. Samie hugs him and shakes her head. “No..they aren’t but do you want to come and just sit down there? I won’t force you …you know that…but I think it would be good..you do t have to talk or anything…you can stay in my arms ok?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 05:45 PM
Niles smiled "Yeah, Thats you and him. You both were always close. We have a Halloween photo of you both." He said softly. "You both where dressed as lambs and mom was little Boe peep." He smiled carefully getting the picture book to show her. Peter sighed "i don't want too, but if you hold me I guess I can." He replied looking at her before he hid his face against her shoulder hugging her as tightly as he could. @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs him and holds him tight. “How about just for a few minutes and then we can get some ice cream and come watch a movie ok? Deal?” She says as she takes him in his arms and walks down the stairs. She looks chilma and smiles. She walks to the couch and sit down letting petter hide in her arms. Chilam looks at says “that isn’t mom…” she looks at Samie “that’s my mom…” she says as she points at Samie. Chilam didn’t temper the lady. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 05:50 PM
Peter nodded hiding his face against her shoulder, gently playing with her hair. "Okay mom I trust you." He whispered holding her tightly. Travis could see the twins heart shatter. Neither of them spoke, and neither of them knew what to say. They just looked at each other and down to their laps. Travis hummed. "Well, samie is your adopted mom, the boys are meaning your bio mom, she dressed you up as lambs ." Travis explained softly. @💕Blue💕
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Chilam looks at the picture and rubs her arms. She started to breath harder. “I..I don’t..I don’t remember..” she says as she starts to panic. Samie says to her “Chilam…hey bunny..It is ok..breathe..in and out… look at me..in and out…” her and Chilam breathe as Chilam rubs her arms. She takes deep breaths and says to the twin “I don’t remember…I am sorry…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 05:57 PM
Travis gently had Chilam sit between him and Samie, that way she felt safe and comfortable. He gently kissed the tip of her head "we got you baby girl. " He whispered Peter carefully sat next to samie curling up as he hugged his knees, he didn't look towards the twins, nor even acknowledged them. Neil held Nikes hand "i-its okay kiddo. Your fine tig don't have to remeber them." He said worried for her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie rubs peters back and looks at Chilam. “It is ok..you were really small…” she says as she looks at the photos. She looks at Peter and says “do you want to see any?” She asks him. Chilam nods and says “ok…it is ok…” she takes a few deep breathes before looking at the twins. “Are you going to take us away? “ @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 06:04 PM
Peter forced his head down shaking his head no. "No. " He whispered leaning into samie as he whimpered "I dont want to talk to them." Niles quickly shook his head "no, of course not. Wr would never want to take you away." He promised "we just....we really miss you both" He whispered. Yelping when Neil pulled him back when Peter threw a bottle of water at him @💕Blue💕
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Samie picks Peter up and holds his arms “Peter. We do not throw..” she says as she holds him and hugs him. Chilam looks at the two and then Peter. She blinks and goes and stands infront of Peter to kinda block the off. “He is just scared…” she says @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 06:11 PM
Peter just held onto samie shaking, he felt like he needed too, so he just hid. "Sorry." He whispered. Travis gently held her hand, gently leading her back down onto the sofa. "Its okay, let me and mom protect you." He whispered Niles shook slightly, he whispered starting to become stressed out, but Neil was by his side holing his hand gently "its....not okay, but it is at the same time " He said softly @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at the twin and shakes her head. “It isn’t ok…” she says as she holds onto Peter. Samie looks at the two boys and says “if you want we can set up a dinner…maybe next week?” She says and looks at Chilam and Peter. Chilam looks at the boys and walks up to them. She looks at the twin and takes the hands. She says “breathe…it is ok.. in and out..” she shows them. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Sep-22 06:27 PM
Neil gently rubbed Niles back nodded "Yeah, next week." He agreed gently looking at chikam he didn't move he let her come to them. Peter stayed hidden refusing to apologize which shocked Travis. "Peter, apologize or your grounded." He eas really shocked when Peter flipped Travis off. Niles sniffkd looking at their hands "its okay.' @💕Blue💕
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Samie stands up and take Peter upstairs. She sets him in his room and says “why? What’s wrong Peter?” She says trying to figure out what’s going on. Chilam watches this and says “I think he is over stimulated…maybe we say goodbye? We can see each other later. She says trying to help the situation. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 12-Sep-22 04:57 AM
Peter laid his head down on her shoulder "I dont want to apologize, they made chilam panic. " He replied simply, he was just upset and didn't know how to express it. Niles and Neil nodded slowly. They said their goodbye, but Neil had to help Niles walk out. Travis hummed kissing chilams head "you and Issac get ready for bed alright ? We will eat some dinner then go cuddle yeah?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs and holds him. She looks at him and says “you can’t throw stuff ok?” She says as she holds him. “Do you want me to get issacs book? That can help..” she says but doesn’t move. She doesn’t want him to feel that she is leaving him. Chilam nods and stands. She goes up stairs into her room. She takes some sleep clothes and goes to take a shower. Once she is done she goes into the main bedroom and curls up wiping her eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 12-Sep-22 05:41 AM
Peter shook his head " no, I don't want his book. I just want to stay here, and not look at pictures that will make me sad, then make you sad." He replied softly. Once everyone was done with their showers Travis hummed seeing almost the sad faces. "You know what mama?" He said looking at samie. "I see max looks hungry." He said picking up the blue stuff animal. "Max Please their our babies don't eat them." He said in the most dramatic way. 'But I'm, hungry.' he mocked in a deep voice quickly moving the stuff animal against the kids neck gently, making sounds to make them laugh. Peter and Issac laughed trying to hide from Travis. Travis just wanted his family to be okay, and if being silly was the only way, he was willing to do that. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and says “ok. Ok…then that is what we will do..” she says as she hugs him. “Do you want to get changed and then we can cuddle ok?” She says as she kisses his fore head. “You are ok…we are safe ok?” She makes sure that he feels safe. Chilam smiles and Samie giggles. She gets into the bed and sighs. She wanted her family to be just like this.. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 12-Sep-22 06:48 AM
Peter nodded gently and carefully moving to hide behind samie "Yeah, but dads attacking us with kissing ." He smiled hugging samie tightly. He had so much love in his eyes, feeling alot better Travis smiled "it's not me, it's max." He smiled "if it was me, I would of gotcha already ." Peter giggled "now you sound like chilam." @💕Blue💕
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Chilam giggles and jumps onto travis. “Help me take him down!” She says and Samie jumps on him as well. She keeps her weight mainly off of him to not hurt him. “Come on! Petter, issac! We need your help to take down dad!!” Samie says as she smiles @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Sep-22 05:29 AM
Travis laughed catching samie and Chilam holding them close. He smiled falling onto rhe bed holding them close. Issac and Peter grinned happily flopping ontop of Travis with them. "Help, I've been piled." Travis smiled taking the opportunity to give them a bear hug. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and starts to tickle travis and peter and issac. Chilam joins and they start to tickle the boys. “Get them chilam!” She says as she and the girl tickles
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Sep-22 05:53 AM
Travis yelped as he laughed "no fair this was for hugs only!" Peter tried to fight back laughing "chilam! Get dad not me!" While Issac just giggled trying to get samie back, but was unable successfully @💕Blue💕
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Chilam smiles and tickles his sides. Chilam giggles as she turns onto travis and starts to tickle travis. Her and Samie jump ontop of the male and start tickling. They both were laughing. They stop as they fall onto the bed laughing.
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Travis Johnston BOT 14-Sep-22 10:58 AM
Travis laughed holding close "that is no fair..how are you both stronger then all three of us? Two against 3?" He giggled softly gently poking samies side. Peter and Issac giggled holding their sides as they tried to catch their breaths . Peter looked at chilam amd grinned wiggling his fingers at her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie giggles and wraps her arms around travis. She kisses him and sighs. Slightly melting in the kiss. She pulls away and looks at him. Her eyes were big and happy. She sighs and leans her head against his chest. She whispers “i love you…” she smiles as she watches the kids Chilam looks at peter and shakes her head. “No no no no no>!” She says as she laughs and giggles. She tries to back up and goes alittle to far. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 14-Sep-22 11:05 AM
Travis using his super dad speed quickly grabbed Chilams arm before she fell off the bed, he gently pulled her back up "I got you princess your safe ." He smiled before looking at samie kissing her happily. As he held her close. Peter smiled "sorry chil." He said just hugging her sister "I love you." @💕Blue💕
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Chilam holds onto her brother and moves so they are resting next to travis and Samie. She hugs him and say s”i love you too!” She says as she hides her face into his neck. She just wanted to cuddle. Samie smiles and looks at travis. Something comes to her mind and before she can stop herself she says “i want to marry you..” she whispers. She blushes and hides her face in embarrassment
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Travis Johnston BOT 14-Sep-22 11:13 AM
Peter smiled gently pulling Issac into the cuddle pile, the two boys happily cuddled their sister. Peter gently kissed her cheek happily, while Issac just hugged her. Travis smiled holding her in his arms. "I want to marry you, but when I pop the question i want it to be a total suprise that way you can enjoy." He whispered kissing her cheek happily. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and cuddles everyone. She was so happy. She kisses travis and pets the kids head. She curls up and sighs. Taking her phone she answers some emails and set up some appointments. She read and email and jumps up. She reads it again and again. “Oh my god! I got! I got!” She jumps down and runs around happily @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 14-Sep-22 11:23 AM
Travis sat up looking confused. :I'm excited , but have no idea what we are celebrating ? What's up?" He asked. As peter sat up holding his sister. Issac just laid there looking very confused. Travis smiled "what did you get baby?" He asked standing up looking ag her with kind and happy eyes. @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at them and says “ok, so i applied to go remote therapy. It is a very competitive market but i got. I have a spot. They are going to give me a computer, mic, everything i can need! That means i can stay here with you all and do my work i love!” She hugs travis and kisses him @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 14-Sep-22 11:33 AM
Travis smiled wrapping his arms around her happily kissing her. "Oh my gosh! Baby that's amazing! I'm so happy for you!" He praised happily holding her close. :when do you start remote? We can help you pack your office ." He replied softly. Peter smiled widely "congratulations mom! I'm so happy for you!" He promised happily @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and says “i can start anytime. I said for them to give me a day or two and they said no worries!” She smiles and looks at peter. She smiles and leans into travis “now when we do homework we can do it together!” She smiles and kisses travis before getting back into bed and hugging the three kids @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 14-Sep-22 11:41 AM
Travis smiled "what about your assistance the twins? " He asked couriously "will they still working with you? Or do they lose their jobd ?" He asked with a small him The kids smiled happily hugging samie back, making sure they gave her love and congratulations. @💕Blue💕
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Samie says “they will still have a job. I will just be working remotely and they can come to the house and work with me or stay at the office..” she says as she holds the kids. She s lies and looks at travis. “I am so happy..”
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Travis Johnston BOT 14-Sep-22 11:51 AM
Travis nodded with a smile. "That's good I'm so happy for you baby." Hebsmiled joining the group hug kissing their heads happily. "We get to spend more time together, we need to get you a sign for the office door." He smiled @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. “Tomorrow we can do that…tonight..we can cuddle and watch a movie ya?” She smiles and hugs peter and chilam and issac. “I love yuo guys!”
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Travis Johnston BOT 14-Sep-22 01:19 PM
The kids cheered hugging her back while Travis smiled agreeing to the suggestion. Peter and Issac took chilam to go change into their pajamas whole Travis happily held Samie kissing her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs and kisses travis. She sighs as she looks at him. “Can we have a family..me you and the kids…jsut us…” she says as she hugs him and lays on his chest. She curls sup and just wants to be held. She says as she looks at him and kisses. She kisses hard. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 14-Sep-22 02:03 PM
Travis smiled happily kissing her "I would love nothing more ." He agreed happily swaying ad he kissed her head. With a smile as he danced with her humming a song. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and looks at him. “What song are you singing?” She says as she hums with him. She smiles and kisses his nose. “Maybe…one night we have a date night? I can cook a nice meal so we dont have to go out..” she says as she looks up at him @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 14-Sep-22 05:00 PM
He smiled happily swaying with her. "Would you go with me, by Josh turner." He smiled happily holding her. "I would love to have a date night in, maybe wr can do it, and out the kids to bed early ." He offered kissing her face happily @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and nods. When the kids come back. She pulls them into cuddle and start watching a movie. About half way she and the kids fall asleep. The next morning samie wakes up early. Like super early and sneaks out of bed without waking the 4 others. She makes her way down stairs and grabs her keys. She gets into her car and runs to a special spot. Once back she unloads her surprise and smiles. She starts making coffee and drinks for everyone. She feeds the dogs, goes out and makes sure everything is good on the farm and sneaks back upstairs. She places two peice of bacon on the bed. She then release the two dogs to go upstairs and jump on the 4. They licks and eat the bacon before licking and waking everyone up. Once they get up and come down stairs, Samie smiles as they see a how cake made out of doughnuts. There were some of chocolate, original, frosted, and many others. She smiles as she says “i wanted to surprise you guys!” She chuckles as she has a whole spread from the doughnuts to bacon and eggs. She has travis some coffee and the kids some milk or juice. She smiles and looks at them with love and happiness. @Ken there is your fluff!
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Travis Johnston BOT 15-Sep-22 03:23 PM
Travis slept peacefully holding the kids close. He normally had his alarm set for 4 so he could get the farm chores done, but he had forgot to turn his alarm on the night before. When the dogs jumped onto the bed he ended up jumping, looking around with fear until he relized the dogs had gotten onto the bed, he sighed falling back "jessie...rose, this was a strange way of saying goodmorning." He teased happily giving the dogs their respectful cuddles and kisses. Then he moved on to give the kids kisses and cuddles to help get them out of bed and down stairs. His eyes widened as he saw all the treats. "Woah, baby! This is amazing !" He praised happily wrapping his arms around her giving her lots of kisses. "Thank you so much!" Peter gasped seeing everything, he held onto chilams hand as he looked amazed. He smiled happily joining Travis in the hug, happily snuggling close to samie. "Thank you so much mom! I'm so excited!" He smiled kissing her cheek. Issac stood there looking at everything, he didn't show any reaction, he was so sleepy, plus he wasn't quite sure how to show how he was feeling, so he just hugged Samie snuggling close. @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs issac and picks him up. “Aww i know you are tired..” she says as she kisses his cheek and snuggles into his cheek. “What do you want?” She ask as she starts to make their food. She hums and smiles “i am glad you like it! They are fresh!” She says as she sets issac down but lets him stay close to her. She hums as music fills the room. It was a certain song…. @Ken COUGH song COUGH
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Travis Johnston BOT 15-Sep-22 03:36 PM
Issac snuggled get close, humming as he ate his food. "This is yummy , thank you mama." He replied gently holding onto her hand , as he following her around the kitchen. Travis looked up and smiled widely, he sang the song carefully getting up to her her hand to try and dance with her. He kissed her head happily with a wide smile as they danced. @💕Blue💕
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Samie sets down the plate and dance with him. She smiles as she sings with him. She hums as they dance. Chilam had gotten a plate and was sitting next to peter. She watch the two and smiles. “You two are perfect..” she says sighing. She didnt know if she would find someone like that. Like what they had. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 15-Sep-22 03:50 PM
Peter smiles watching them with so much love, he wanted that one day. He held Chilams hand gently, watching their parents. He watched as Travis gently scooped Issac into his arms, holding him on his hip so he could still dance and sing with samie. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and looks over to the other two. She calls them other and chilam jumps down and pulls peter with her. Samie takes the two and they all start to dance and sing. She smiles and laughs. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 15-Sep-22 05:21 PM
Travis smiled gently kissing her head gently, taking a peek at the time, he relized he needed to somehow get her out of the house, and to his super secret date area. "I have a suprise of my own." He whispered, gently kissing her lips softly, he smiled putting Issac down ruffling his head, to send him to his siblings, as he looked back to Samie, giving het the cutest innocent smile he could muster . "Jake is here, he came last night when you fell asleep. We are going out, i have your dress in our bathroom, I want you to get dressed and meet me in the truck."He smiled kissing her passionately, before gently nudging her towards the stairs. He waited for until he heard the bathroom door clothes before he looked to the kids "operation Make mom's day is a go, I'm going to go change you three eat breakfast." He smiled kissing their heads gently, before he rushed towards the bathroom, to get ready for the date, he was so excited Jake came down the stairs rubbing his eyes exhaustedly. He hummed watching Travis come out of the downstairs bathroom, dressed up in his best Rodeo clothes. Jake hummed, gently giving him a fist bump. "I got the kids, you go make things happen." He replied with a smile, carefully sitting next to chilam, giving the kids a winked, as they all just smiled as if they had a secret they were keeping. "Thanks Jake, kids be good for uncle Jakey, I love you all." Travis grinned, carefully walking to the front door, he waited for Samie to come down the stairs, he smiled happily taking her hand, leading her to the passenger side of the truck. He carefully opened the door, waiting for her to get into the truck. Once she was inside, Travis closed the door and quickly getting into the driver side and driving her to a super secret location. Travis took Samie to a lake, that had a beautiful view of the morning sky, it was just the two of them. He smiled looking to Samie. "Leah told me , this is the most romantic place to be at this time, I decided we nee
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ded to come out here on a date just you and me, a spur of the moment, no plans needed date, how romantic huh?" He smiled happily, kissing the top of her hand with a soft smile. Travis carefully parked the car and helped Samie out, he had a wide smile as he held her hand, leading her to the edge of the long dock, holding her in his arms with a wide smile, he had so much love for her, and he was so nervous he could feel himself try and go mute, so he needed to work fast, but not to fast. He turned to Samie, holding her hands in his as he smiled. "Samie, we've been dating for a few months now, but I feel like we have been together forever. I feel like I have known you a life time, and I am so so excited to continued to learn more about you. " He said with a wide smile. "Since we have been together, I have learned so , so much about myself, all thanks to you. I can now be brave, I know how not to allow myself to subside into panic, and you taught me its okay to be anxious and scared, but most importantl, you taught me thags its okay, to be vulnerable and rely on everyone. We have three beautiful children together, and hopefully more to come down the road. I can see everyday, how much you impact our kids, and show them how a mother is suppse to treat them. We run the family farm together, and soon we are going to the rodeo! I am so excited to start the next chapter of our life. Who knoes where life will take us next, and you know what I am so excited to see were we go, together. As a family " He promised.
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Travis couldn't keep the tears in, he let the happy tears fall as he held her hands close. "I love you so much Samie, more then you will ever know, and if I was able, and if I wasn't so shy, I would shout it from the roof tops, I'd shout . 'I LOVE YOU SAMIE GREY', And you know I would, i dont care, i will embaress you as much as i can, always a good way never a bad. You are an amazing person, an amazing parent to our kids, an amazing partner to me, and I hope you will be my forever partner, and be my wife!" He smiled carefully getting down on one knee, holding a ring in his hand as he held it up infront of them, with a wide smile. "Samie Grey, will you make me the happiest man alive and be Mrs Travis Johnston? Samie will you marry me?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie looks at him and smiles. She goes to change. She follows him and looks at the beautiful scenes around her. She smiles and looks at travis. She smiles and her eyes showed happiness. She listens to him and she starts to get nervous. Tears start rolling down her face as she covers her mouth. She cries as he gets down onto on knee. She nods. She nods and hugs him. She couldn’t speak she was crying so hard. She was so happy. She cries into his arms as she finally says “yes…yes..” she cries and jsut holds onto him. Once she calms alittle she leans back and looks at him. She looks at him and smiles. “I had a surprise for you…i want to tell you but i wanted to wait…” she says as she looks at him. “I..i am…” she says as she holds her stomach with one hand. She looks at him and smiles. Tears rolling down her face. “We will have another face in the home…” she says as she starts to cry. She had been hiding her sickness from him. Taking long showers and such. She smiles as she says “i am pregnant…you will be a dad..” she says as she looks at him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 15-Sep-22 05:51 PM
Travis smiled widely, carefully putting the ring on her ring finger smiling as he stood up kissing her gently. He looked at her confused. "Another face?" He asked confused, until he relized, he started crying as he kissed her happily. "We're going to be parents again!" He cheered happily holding her in his arms, he smiled widely hugging her happily. "Oh my gosh, I am the happiest man of the world I could just yell!" He smiled happily bouncing as he carefully knelt down kissing her stomach, letting his tears fall as he smiled. "Hi baby, I'm your dad, you be nice to your mommy while your growing." He smiled happily @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles as she pulls him into a hug and holds him. “I wanted to wait but I couldn’t anymore…” she says as she hugs him. She was crying. She was so happy. “Are you sure you are happy? I want to make sure..” she says. She knows she didnt talk to him about it. She should have. She hugs him and looks at the ring. He loved her. He would love their child. She smiles and hugs him tiger.
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Sep-22 06:38 AM
Travis smiled widely "i am more than happy! I am extricate." He said happily holding her close. He kissed her happily "want to see your next suprise?" If she said yes, he'd turn towards the parking lot and whistled. After a few moments their three kids peeked around the truck watching them
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Samie nods and as they get to the car she sees the kids. “What is going on?” She says as she looks up at Travis. She smiles and holds onto Travis. She felt slightly sick. She smiles and hugs his arm. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Sep-22 06:49 AM
Travis smiled, gently covering her ears as he called out "She said yes!" Carefully moving his hands to hugging Samie close kissing her cheek. "They wanted to see their mom get proposed too. Your secret is safe ." He winked kissing her . The kids cheered wanting to go give them a hug but wait for permission. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and leans into him. She opens her arms “we’ll come on!” Chilam jumps out of the car and hugs Samie. Samies hugs her and the other two. She smiles and leans down. Tears start flowing out her face. She cries into them. “God I love you…” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Sep-22 07:18 AM
Peter jumped out beside chilam happily joining in the hug. While Jake came to carry Issac who seemed to be asleep. Peter happily hugged Samie with a wide smile. "Are we going to be in the wedding mom?" Travis smiled gently taking Issac into his arms holding everyone. "Of course Petey, I'll need another grooms men." He smiled watching Jake go over to a very pregnant woman, who held a camream @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and hugs them and says “of course!” She says as she wipes her eyes. She hold them and sighs. “I love you guys..” she says. She looks at the group and smiles. She would wait till they got home to sit in the bathroom and become sit. She was holding in her morning sickness. She rested on the toilet as she breathes out.
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Sep-22 08:40 AM
Travis gently went into the bathroom with her, gently putting her hair up into a bun, kissing her cheek. "Im sorry your sick baby. " He said gently rubbing her back :I won't let you do this alone." he whispered softly. "Issacs down for a nap, Pete and chil are with Jake on a trail ride, what can I do to help baby?" He asked her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie just leans into him and says “nothing…I..I just am sick right now..” she says as she goes back and throws up again. Nothing comes up. She covers her mouth as she reaches for a towel. She felt embarrassed. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Sep-22 08:43 AM
He gently got a wash cloth, carefully getting cool water on it before he gently wipes her out gently "I got you baby, don't be embaressed." He whispered holding her "I can get a sick bucket and get you laid down how does that feel?"
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Samie nods as she stands up. She moves tot he bed and curls up. She looks at him and says “I am sorry..” she says quietly. She holds her stomach. It was slightly bigger but not too much. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Sep-22 09:04 AM
"Baby, don't apologize it's okay " He promises flushing the toilet before getting her the bucket and cloth. "We need to get you some vitamins." He said softly gently kissing her head. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and curls up. She was slightly pale due to sickness. She sighs as she looks at him. “Are you sure..” she ask. She didn’t want to worry him. She sighs as she hides her face still embarrassed. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Sep-22 09:16 AM
"Im sure baby. How can I get upset at something natural." He asked gently kissing her head softly. "You rest okay? I'll stay with you." He said gently gently petting her hair. "Baby don't be embaressed." @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods and she looks at him. “I just hate beening sick..you have to go and work on the farm..and I am here..sick..” she says as she wipes her eyes. She was alittle but more emotional. She looks at her ring and smiles. “I am needy..I am sorry..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Sep-22 09:28 AM
"Baby don't apologize ." He smiled holding her close. "That's why Jake said he is here to help on the fstm." He said softly, holding her close, gently kissing her cheek. "Im going to hold you close, just rest." He said gently rubbing her back. @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods as she snuggles into him. She sighs as she says “I love you..” she yawns and then says “move or you will get thrown up on…” she moves him out of the way and throws up. She groans as she lays back in bed and closes her eyes. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Sep-22 09:57 AM
"I love you too, I won't move ." He promised, gently holding her hair back whispering hoe much he loved her and promised he'd take care of her. He gently kissed her cheek gently petting her back to help her stay calm @💕Blue💕
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Samie opens her eyes and says “I love you…” she says as she curls up and pulls him closer to her. She holds onto him and says “I have a doctors appointment…I..you don’t have to come…I know you don’t like hospitals…” she says as she messes with his hair. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Sep-22 10:19 AM
"I would be honored to go with you my love." He promised gently kissing her head softly. "Now let me clean the bucket then I will come back to cuddle with you." He promised gently kissing her head, carefully getting uo to clean the bucket. @💕Blue💕
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Samie let’s him go and sighs. She curls up and holds her stomache. She smiles as she looks at her stomach. “You have a great father…” she whispers as she closes her eyes to rest. She holds herself. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Sep-22 10:50 AM
Soon Travis came back gently putting the bucket beside her again , being ad careful ad he coukd to lay next to her. Gently kissing her cheek. "I love you " He whispered. @💕Blue💕
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Samie curls up into him and sigh. “I love you too…” she says as she looks at him . “ how should we tell the kids?” She says as she looks up to him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Sep-22 12:06 PM
He hummed "im not sure. Something cute? We could give them all big siblings t-shirts?" He offered kissing her cheek. "The twins called earlier. They'd like yo try again talking to the kids, on the kids terms." @💕Blue💕
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samie smiles and looks at him. “Yeah we can talk about it with them…” she says as she yawns and curls up. “Maybe we have them tie dye a shirt and it has a design that comes out that says big sibling on it..” she says as she closes her eyes. She held her stomach. She was alittle big. Still not enough to show show. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Sep-22 02:25 PM
Travis smiled kissing her cheek. "Sounds like a plan." He said softly holding her close. "Now the hard part, not blabbing and spilling thr secret." He chuckled. "How well can er keep a secret?" @💕Blue💕
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samie smiles and says “as long as they dont ask why i am throwing up..” she says as she kisses his cheek. She leans into him and sighs. “I might see if i can get some medicine…this sicknesss really doesnt help anything…” she says as she closes her eyes and tries to not throw up. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Sep-22 02:30 PM
He nodded kissing her cheek "I know baby, we will just say, I cooked you breakfast, and it didn't go so well." He smiled gently rubbing her stomach trying to sooth her. @💕Blue💕
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Samie sighs as she nods. She knew the sickness would get better but she didn’t know when. She just wanted to get over it. She hated throwing up. She holds her mouth with her hand and gulps. She tries to not be sick as she leans and whimpers. “God i feel bad..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 19-Sep-22 02:42 PM
He nodded "im so sorry baby, if I can find a way to make you feel better, you better believe I will find a way " He promised gently rubbing her back as he sat up with her. He carefully grabbed his phone, Turing on the baby monitor he had in Issac room, only used when he was sleep to make sure he was okay at night. @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds her and whimpers. She sighs as she closes her eyes and soon falls asleep. She stays asleep for a few hours before she wakes up and jumps up to run to the bathroom. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 09-Oct-22 04:15 PM
Travis carefully got up, walking to the bathroom, gently holding her hair up for herm making sure she was okay. Issac wad in their bed watching a movie. "Is mama okay?" He asked Travis smiled "she's okay baby, mama just is feeling a bit sick today." @💕Blue💕
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Samie whimpers as she lays her head on the toilet. She sighs as she says “I am sorry…” she says as she stands and kinda stumbles. She leans on the wall and sighs. “God..” she says as she moves slowly to the bed. She curls up and pulls issac into her arms. She kisses him and smiles “just not feeling great baby boy.” She says as she holds him. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 16-Oct-22 06:26 PM
Travis gently helped her to bed, gently rubbing her back softly. "Baby don't apologize it's okay." He whispered kissing the top of her head. Once she was laid down, he carefully went back to the bathroom flushing the toilet before trying to find things to help her with the sickness. Issac nodded, gently snuggling close to her. "I can hey Peter and Chiliam. We can help you feel better." He offered hugging her close. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles as she nods. “Yeah we can all cuddle..” she says as she yawns. She closes her eyes and sighs as she falls back asleep alittle. She laid in the bed and whimpers alittle as she was sore and sick. She would move and slightly wake up. “Travis? Have you eaten?” She says softly as she sits up and holds her stomach. She knew that she had to eat. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 31-Oct-22 08:39 PM
Issac nodded, and get Peter and Chilam. Peter was laying on the floor with a book over his face while chilam was doing her own thing. Issac happily grabbed their hands going to samie and Travis room. Travis hummed "i haven't, I can make us some soup how does that sound?" He asked carefullt setting the buckey next to her @💕Blue💕
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Samie nods as she curls up and holds her stomach. She sighs as she closes her eyes. “Yeah that is fine..” chilam climbs into the bed and curls up. She holds her hands to samie’s stomach to provide heat to help with the pain. “Mommy..you cant be sick..” she says as she curls up and yawns. She wanted to help. Samie smiles and holds the girl close. She sighs and the two cuddle close.
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Travis Johnston BOT 06-Nov-22 11:07 AM
Peter hummed carefully laying behind chilam, he gave her a small smile. "But it's okay, if your sick then er can just take care of you." He promised, gently holding her hand. While Issac gently held onto her. Travis tucked them in before going downstairs to make them soup. @💕Blue💕
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Travis Johnston BOT 12-Nov-22 06:35 AM
(Gentle poke)
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((Sorry!!)) Samie smiles as she holds her children..her children. She smiles and seems to feel better with them around. She sighs as she curls up and just lays there. She doesn’t get sick or anything. She holds her children and lays peacefully there. Chilam hugs her and her brothers. She loved her family so much. She smiles and soon falls asleep. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 12-Nov-22 09:14 PM
Peter fell asleep in Samie's arms. He held Chilams hand, and His new stuff dog max, holding it close while he stayed snuggled close to her enjoying the comfort of his family. Issac continued to play on his tablet staying close to his mom and siblings. Looking up at Travis ad he came into the room, Issac gave hum a thumbs up showing everything was okay.. Travis smiled carefullt dropping a big bla ket on her, ordering the pregnancy announcement shirts ordered.. @💕Blue💕
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Travis Johnston BOT 22-Nov-22 08:09 PM
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Dec-22 08:00 AM
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Samie groans as she sits up and she moves to the bathroom and closes the door. She doesn’t throw up just sit there. She felt sick and didn’t want the kids to worry. After a@few minutes she leave the bathroom and goes to find Travis
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Travis Johnston BOT 03-Dec-22 12:05 PM
Travis was downstairs making his famous soup, humming softly as he added the ingredients. He smiled softly looking up hearing Samie coming downstairs. "Hey baby, I got you some things ordered, hopefully they will he'll your sickness." He promised gently kissing her head
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She nods and leans into him as she watches him. She hums lightly and says “thank you…I think i feel better..the kids are like a heatbox though..” she giggles as she leans into him and moves to help him get bowls and add ones like crackers, toppings and other things. She grabs a few bowls and spoons. “What is the plan for today? Do you need to work with the animals?” She asks as she puts down the bowls. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 10-Dec-22 07:49 PM
Travis laughed softly gently holding her in his arms. "That's true they all can be heatboxes, well except chilam. She is kinda chilly." He teased kissing the side of her head as he walked over to get them some juice. "Yep, I gotta quickly take care of the horses and get them ready for therapies. But the rest of the day is blocked off to spend time with you and the kids, we promised Peter and Chilam they could decorate their rooms today, if your feeling to to it." @💕Blue💕
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She smiles and nods and holds her neck as she rubs her neck. “I think i can do that..” she says softly as she gets the food ready adn then moves to call the kids. “Kids! Food is ready!” She calls before moving to the table and starting to eat. She sighs and her body just relaxes. “You are amazing travis..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Dec-22 09:12 AM
Travis smiled gently kissing her head. "Anything for you baby." He smiled carefully getting the kids plates, before he hot his boots and jacket Peter came into the kitchen stretching slightly. "No matter how much I sleep, I still feel tired." He said sitting at the table with a small kind smile. "Goodmorning mama." He smiled widely at Samie. Issac held Chilams hand not really ready to come downstairs, but when he saw Samie he erny to give her a hug. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and says “hello baby..how was the nap?” She asks and moves her arms to say to issac and chilam ‘come down and eat then we will cuddle’. She smiles and eats her soup before picking up Chilams and issac and places them into her lap. “Eat up..after this we are decorating the twins rooms!’ She kisses the two children and chilam wipes her eyes and starts to eat
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Dec-22 12:50 PM
Issac smiled happily happily holding onto Samie. "Good, but wr miss you?" He replied happily, snuggling close to Samie as he ate his food. Peter hummed "sweet, I'm not sure what should go into the room. I'll let chilam pick." He replied eating slowly letting Travis ruffle his hair Travis smiled elderly. "Yep! We are decorating and later on uncle Jake is watching you three. I got a suprise for your mama." He smiled kissing all of their heads gently. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and eats her food as she looks at the three. Chilam eats alittle and then curls up quickly going back to sleep. Samie holds the child before moving issac and saying “i am going to go sit with chilam..” she kisses issac before moving to the couch with chilam and cuddling with her while the others eat. Chilam was quickly back asleep as samie smiles
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Dec-22 01:05 PM
Issac nodded "Okay mama, I'll let you go to Chilam, she needs cuddles." He agreed, quickly snuggling up with Peter. Humming softly, as they both ate their food. Peter smiled holding his little brother making sure Issac ate all his food. He looked up at Damie and chilam with a frown. "Mom can I ask you a question, it's about our older brothers." He said Travis kissed Samies head, placing a blanket over Chilam before he went put to finish the chorse
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Samie nods at peter and smiles “of course baby..whats up?” Shesays as she rocks gentle back and forth with chilam. The small girl holding onto Samie tightly as she snores slightly. Samie taps the couch of peter to come and sit wiht her and chilam “whats up baby boy? What’s going on?” She asks
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Dec-22 01:12 PM
Peter went over to Samue, carefully sitting next to her as he hummed. "I feel like I made you and dad disappointed in me, because I didn't treat them with the same respect and kindness as you and dad showed me and Chilam." He explained leaning back as he tried to think. "I remeber them a little, and i miss them but I'm afraid they will want us to move away. Do you think they will let us stay here?" @💕Blue💕
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Samie moves her free hand to his head and pulls him into a cuddle lean. She smiles and says “baby boy..you did not make us mad or disappoint us..you made us proud for standing up and advocating for yourself..ok?” She kisses his forehead and sighs “i think they will let you stay..but even if they dont wnat you to it is your choice..we will support you and chilam..ok?” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Dec-22 01:16 PM
Peter carefully moved so he wad able to rest his head against Samies shoulder. Gently holding his sisters hand he nodded. "I'd like to stay with you and dad, and see my older brothers. But if they arnt nice to you, dad, Issac or chilam I may have to be mean." He grinned looking up at Samie. "Your my family and I'll protect you all. Even If dad makes us go to bed early ." He teased kissing Samie's cheek @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and kisses his head. “You are amazing ok baby? We will make sure no one get hurt..and we can start small…one or two visits out and bout then here and then maybe you stay th night..at your pace ok?” She says as she leans and hold them. She sighs and closes her eyes as she leans back. She jsut was tired. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Dec-22 01:20 PM
"Actually that sounds like alot of fun, it's not to much for me and Chilam to feel freaked out, but also at a good pace where we can reconnect. Dang mama , your really smart, don't let anyone know, next thing we know Nasa will take you away to solve math problems, like 4+4." He teased happily holding Samie close. Issac soon joined the cuddle pile, laying his head against Peter's shoulder, all they were missing was Travis @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds her kids close and smiles. She loved her family and she just hoped that her family will@love the new member. Her eyes tear up as she hides her face and cries softly. Chilam wakes up and hugs Samie “why you cry…” she asks. Samie shakes her head and just holds the child close
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@Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Dec-22 04:53 PM
Peter and Issac looked at Samie worried also hugging their mother they wanted to make sure she was safe and felt okay. "Mama, did we make you cry I'm sorry if we did." Issac said worriedly as he hugged samie as close as he could. Peter gently wiped his mom's tears away "do you need dad? I can go get him."
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Samie shakes her head as she holds her kids. “I just love you guys..” she says softly as she hugs them and kisses him. She hides her face and tears still roll down her face as she thinks that she could lost them. They haven’t officially been adopted yet. She grips them and sobs as she cries @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Dec-22 05:13 PM
Peter hugged her close frowning. "We love you too, we just wanna make sure your your okay mom." He he said worriedly he looked to his brother and sister worried. Issac tried to sneak away to get Travis worried for samie @💕Blue💕
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Samie hugs the two and just holds them. She just wanted to hold them and not let them go. She cries softly and chilam looks at peter. Chilam plays with samie and says “it is ok mom…we are here..we love you..” she says and tries to calm her mother down. “DADDD!” Chilam yells out as she was worried. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Dec-22 05:19 PM
Travis rushed into the house "Hey yall what's up?" He asked quickly taking his boats and coat off before rushing over. "Baby what's wrong?" He asked kneeling down infront of her, gently placing a hand on her knee. Peter look at Travis worriedly "I think we broke mom." He said as Travis looked even more lost.
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Chilam looks at travis and says “we broke her..” her eyes started to tear up. Samie shakes her head as she says “i jsut love them..i dont want to lose them..” she says softly as she hugs chilam and chilam hugs her back. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Dec-22 05:29 PM
Travis gave a small smile. Kissing their heads. "Awr babies. You didn't break mama, she's just feeling extra emotional. So you'll be getting lots of hugs and kisses for a while." He promised kissing samies cheek. Peter frowned "why? Is mom sick?" He asked worriedly "Well, not exactly." He said not sure how to tell the kids about their new little siblings." @💕Blue💕
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Samie holds chilam. She looks at Travis and pouts her lip. She holds her children and sighs. “Please..dont leave..” she says says softly as she holds peter and chilam. “I jsut am alittle more emotional babies…ok? I am not broken jsut alittle emotional..nothing is wrong babies..” she says as she wipes her eyes and sighs. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Dec-22 05:34 PM
Travis nodded carefully making himself comfortable as he rested his chin on her knee watching them with a soft kind smile "she's okay?' He promised. Peter nodded, slowly relaxing against Samie holding her close. "As long as your okay, I don't want you to be sick." He replied nuzzling his head against hers. "Im not going to leave, but I'd anyone needs the bathroom I'm afraid we have too." @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and holds her children. “Yes yes..i know i know..” she says softly as she sighs. She looks at the children and smiles “should we decorate your rooms? Or do we want to stay here and cuddle..” she says softly as she smiles nad kisses the children before reaching up to travis
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Travis Johnston BOT 13-Dec-22 05:53 PM
Travis smiled kissing her back. "Both sounds so tempting. If we cuddle then we can make a petey, chil and sac sandwhich." He teasing causing the boys to laugh. Peter smiled "I'd like help decorating my room, I'm not sure what I want in it." He admitted softly. Causing him to Poke chilam. Travis smiled. "Well we can move your bed like we talked about, so you can see the stars when your sleeping, and the door incase Chilam needs you." He offered @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and sighs as she looks at the boys. Chilam looks at Peter and Travis and whimpers “you aren’t staying in my room?” Her eyes were big and she hides her face into Samie. “Oh baby…hey, if you have your own room you can have all the blankets..and just because y’all have tow rooms doesn’t mean you can’t have sleepovers!” Chilma shakes her head and hides even more. Samie sighs as she holds Chilam and rocks lightly. “It is ok baby..” @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Dec-22 07:44 PM
Peter's heart sank. "N-no I'm not moving out, dad means move my bed by the window in our room." He said softly. "That way I can watch the stars when I can't sleep at night. And when you come to me you will be able to see them as well." He promised trying to help Chilam feel better. Travis rubbed the back of his neck as he quickly apologize "yes that's what I meant. Why don't I show you what I mean Chilly baby. That way your able to see the plan, and help us change it up " @💕Blue💕
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Chilam looks at her brother and then to Travis. She nods but doesn’t let go of Samie. Samie smile softly as she moves and says “how about we all go up there? We can all help!” She says softly as she kisses chilams head and Chilam nods “I don’t want to be let down..” Samie smiles but looks at Travis and says with her eyes ‘I can’t carry her up the stairs..’
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Dec-22 07:55 PM
Travis smiles. "Well why do you think have muscles?" He asked carefully flexing to show his muscles. "I can carry you." He said carefully picking Chilam up giving her a kiss on the cheek. " and I can also do this ." He teased picking up Peter and Issac, causing the boys to laugh. "Mama ill be back for you." He smiled carefully carrying the kids upstairs bouncing slightly to make them laugh. When he got to Peter and chilams room, he dropped the boys on the bed, but continued to carry Chilam as he went back to get samie. Carefully picking her up with a grin. "See, I'm strong." @💕Blue💕
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Chilam giggles as she is lifted and carried. She grips onto Travis as she is moved around. Samie giggles and she is picked up and carried “very strong babe..” Sammie says as Chilam smiles. She makes grabby arms to Samie and Samie smiles “wiat till we get to the room baby doll.” Once they get to the room, Samie gets down and takes Chilam to sit with her on the bed. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Dec-22 08:07 PM
Travis laughed "that's true, I have befs and dressers to move around. And then shopping." He teased carefully helping Samie get comfortable on the bed, before he had Peter help him move the bed closer to the window. Showing Chilam what he meant. Peter carefully laid on the bed, giving Travis a thumbs up. "I can see the sky perfectly here dad." Causing Travis to smile. "Perfect, Chilam, would you like your bed moved to the other side so you can see as well?" @💕Blue💕
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Chilam looks at Travis and shakes her head. She just lays with Samie and Samie looks at her. “ what’s wrong bab?” Chilam just hides her face as Samie holds her. Chilam finally speak softly and says “I just feel you need love…” Samie smiles and hugs Chilam tight. @Ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 17-Dec-22 08:28 PM
Travis nodded slowly. "Okay! No worries. You both can stay there." He smiled carefully kissing the top of her head. He walked over to move Peter's dresser, which gave the room more space. "Alrighty, I think we are ready for our shopping trip, what do yall say?" He smiled softly. Carefully picking Issac up to hold him close. Peter nodded staying whete he was. He hugged his knees as tightly as he could watching them. "Yeah, let's go." He agreed, carefully putting his blue stuff Animal on the bed. @💕Blue💕
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Samie smiles and chilam nods. Chilam gets off the bed and then moves to peter and hugs him. “I love you..” she says softly as she holds his hand and smiles. Seeming to feel better. Samie smiles and sighs as she stands and then leans against the bed for a second before she stand and moves to the group. “Lets head out kids..make sure to wear jackets!” She says as she kisses all of them
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Travis Johnston BOT 30-Dec-22 04:46 AM
Peter held his sister's hand with a wide smile. "Love you too Chil always and forever." He said softly, this simple phrase meant so much to Peter, he told his sister this every night before they would go to sleep, it was a promise he had control of, a promise he will never break. It became a common thing that even Issac started to tell her that, making sure she knew he would never stop loving her as well. "I'm glad you're feeling a bit better. On the drive to the shops, we should brainstorm together and try to figure out what we'd like in our room. Like pictures and stuff, maybe a few posters dad showed me a photo of a police officer that he can print out, if it's okay i'd like to print it out and put it on the wall. and I would like to talk to you about something important but I won't do it if you're uncomfortable. It's about our Brothers" He smiled gently, kissing her cheek with a kind smile, he promised her it wasn't anything bad, and also promised they would talk once after their fun day, so for the moment they needed to just focus on each other and the day ahead of them. He carefully stood up pulling chilam with him. "Yes mama, I will make sure we all have our coats and shoes. You know I'm the most responsible one here ." He teased and poked Chilams cheeks with a wide smile before he happily pulled her and Isaac beside him, going down the stairs towards the front door gently letting his sister's hand go so he could put his shoes and coat on, once he did that he quickly took her hand again, giving her a wide smile carefully helping Isaac get his Coat and shoes on. Travis carefully wrapped his arms around Samie, kissing her forehead as he hummed softly. "You are absolutely stunning. How on earth did I get so lucky to have someone love me the way you do?" He asked carefully, placing his hands on her hips, giving her a gentle kiss on the lips he smiled. "Now, how about this. After we get the kids settled, and get them things for their room and we put them to bed
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early, I will give you a comforting spa night. A lovely foot massage and lots of kisses to make sure you have the most relaxing night we can possibly have." He smiled, giving her one last kiss on the lips. Once they pulled away, Travis carefully helped Samie down the stairs towards the door, giving Peter the keys he sent the kids to the truck so that he could help Samie with her shoes and coat, treating her just like a princess. When Samie was ready to go, Travis quickly grabbed his boots, hat and jacket putting them on Quickly before he offered her his arm again, taking a deep breath he prepared himself for the scary journey to the mall, but he knew he would be okay, he had his soon to be wife and their kids, what more could he possibly want. Travis carefully opened the passenger side door, helping Samie into the truck making sure she was safely inside before he closed the door walking to the driver side. He had a grin on his face as he closed the door, turning to the kids. "Who's ready to have an adventure!" He asked laughing when all the kids cheered loudly, with a wide smile he began to drive, taking the family to the shop ready to enjoy their day as one big happy family. The entire car ride to the shops, Issac was snuggled up with Chilam letting her play with his hair while Peter held his emotions binder trying to help him understand the feeling he was feeling in that moment. The two being so kind and patient with him, it warmed Travis heart to see how far they all had come. Peter held Issacs hand carefully describing a situation of when each emotion may accuse, before Issac quickly stopped him and pointed to the notebook. "You're not saying it right Petey, I don't feel those things, I feel this one." He replied pointing to the word 'Excited', then pointed to the word 'Weary.' He looked to Peter to explain those, which he was quick to describe. "Oh! I get it, okay well you woke up way early from a nap, you went to bed too late last night
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and you weren't feeling well. So you're feeling a bit Weary because you're sleepy, and I bet you're excited because we get to go shopping for new things to put in our rooms!" Peter said with a wide smile. Issac was quiet for a bit, causing Travis to worry that Peter may of confused him more, but soon Issac said 'Woah, your good at this Petey, your smart like mama.' which warmed Travis heart so much, he was thankful for his kids, and was so glad the kids were getting along he loved his little family. Soon they arrived at the shops, Travis parked the truck and gave each of the kids a mandatory list of things they needed to get just in general. On the list were Bed Sets, one blanket for the living room, a book and movie, and snacks for the house. After they made the briefing Travis smiled, parking the truck taking the family inside. Peter held Chilam's hand walking with her inside, humming softly walking beside Travis and Samie going towards the Bedding. Picking out the bedding seemed to be the hardest thing Peter could do, there were so many colors and textures the poor kid wasn't sure which one to get. Issac on the other hand, picked out the exact same begging he had at the house, when Travis told him he was allowed to get a different set, Issac just told him he liked that one better because it was soft and he loved it, which Travis couldn't argue with. Peter slowly went over to Samie giving her a sheepish look "mama, can I have some help please? I don't know which one to pick. And I trust your choice." He smiled, holding his free hand out for her to take. @💕Blue💕
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Sammie gave Peter a gentle smile. “Well, you know, since you and Chilam are sharing a room, maybe follow her lead. If what she picks out is something you would like, then you can be matching. Or if not, then maybe you could find something that is maybe still complementing what she has picked in some way. Suppose Chilam wants a burgundy set of bedding. What would look lovely juxtaposed to that might be a violet or even a deeper purple color. A royal purple even. And Peter is a regal name in many ways isn’t it? Regal, biblical, all kinds of compelling associations with your name. Truly a name worthy of compelling bedding.” Chilam however was decidedly amused and snorted gently while hiding her laughter with one hand.

 “Come on, Peter,” Chilam began leading him away. “I’ll help you out.” Chilam was smart enough to know that Sammie wanted Peter to grow more comfortable with making choices for himself. She wasn’t sure just how ready Peter was for all that growth. Maybe that was pushing him too hard, too fast. Maybe it wasn’t. But regardless, it would probably be great if maybe she could encourage him to work on being more confident and willing to engage in decision-making without giving up before an attempt was even made. “Just so you know, there’s no way in hell I am picking burgundy bedding. So if you were getting your hopes up, any burgundy bedding can be all for you, buster.” @ken
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Travis Johnston BOT 25-Jan-23 02:18 PM
Peter’s face fell as he listened to Samie, he wasn't sure what she meant by all of that, he just wanted to make sure he was making the correct choice when it came to their room, and he thought his mom would have a better option than him. "Um, I think I'm named after that one guy people make fun of from that adult TV show, but I could be wrong." He gave a small nod, looking at his mom giving her a small smile. He jumped, not expressing someone to take his hand, but he allowed Chilam to take his hand and lead him away, looking to his sister he gave her a time smile. “Awe i thought you liked that color” he teased, holding her hand as he looked at all the sheet colors and styles. He rubbed the back of his neck as he gulped. “ u-um, you go first.” he whispered to her with an anxious look. The amount of colors and styles of bedding started to give Peter a lot of anxiety. He just gave Chilam a smile as went over to Travis, who gratefully held him in his arms to help him breathe. Issac, bless him, picked out a color for Peter, going up to his older brother to ask if he liked it. If he said yes, he would find one with that texture and color. He would do this until they finally found one that Peter seemed to be okay with. Travis kissed the top of his head "we all will work on being independent together " He promised, gently rocking him in his arms, as Peter just felt disappointed in himself. But Travis was quick to have him try again. "Well let's go pick out the blanket for the living yeah? We can do one of two things. Get a big fluffy one, or we can make our own tie blankets. How does that sound?" He asked @💕Blue💕
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Travis Johnston BOT 11-Mar-23 06:36 PM
@💕Blue💕 gentle reminder)
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