Growing up, I had always been in “high society”, though this meant that I had to wear pretty dresses and go to parties for my parents. It also meant I had arranged marriages, and I didn’t really get a say in my life. It’s always just been crazy, but because of my abusive father, I learned to stay quiet. Eventually when I turned 18 by parents married me off to 30-year-old. He was 12 years my senior but it was still legal. We got married just a month after my 19th birthday, he will need to make sure to have a long enough engagement. He proposed to me on my 18th birthday, and with my parents present I had no choice but to say yes. I was skillful enough to not have to always deal with him. I would avoid him as much as I possibly could.
Thought, that all changed our wedding night. He took me. I had no knowledge of what anything was. And he said he was going to teach me, well, I didn’t exactly want to be taught. After six months of me, fighting him every single second he tried to touch me, he finally signed me up to go to this island called Paradiso. He told me, “This is where you will go to learn how to be a good fucking wife. You will learn to submit, you will learn to serve. You are learn how to be submissive bitch.”
On the boat ride to the island, I think about him. He wasn’t as bad as my father, or at least I thought. my father wouldn’t ever take my face, he didn’t want anyone to know his abuse, but Tyler wasn’t as careful. One of the guys on the boat sent to supervisors, seem to take attraction to me. He told me that he was going to be teaching me my first lesson. I don’t take kindly when people grab on me.
We ended up getting in a tussle, and I ended up grabbing his knife that he had upon him that he was trying to use against me…. And I stabbed straight in the chest. The other girls seemed terrified…. Of me. Were they here by choice? I was confused. The rest is about right to the island. Everyone ignored me. I wasn’t upset about it at all, I like to be alone