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Jake 24-Oct-22 07:46 AM
TW: Serial killing, murder, death, smut, obsession, Stockholm Syndrome, more to be added.
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John Smith BOT 24-Oct-22 03:33 PM
They finally did it... It only took them seven long months, but they finally found me, they finally caught up with me. How couldn't they not have found me though? I left the train so clear and so open, an eager puppy could have found me. But, yet, her I am in the back of "Deputy Dandy's" squad car. I didn't even care to look at his real name on his badge, he is just a pre game treat to the real main event that is coming. I know that this will be sent to the newest detective in town. She is someone that I have wanted to meet for such a long time and I am more than willing to give her any type of story she would prefer. I smile in the backseat as I look up and catch the eyes of the officer moving me to the station, "Just a few more minutes, yeah?" I say with an eerie smirk, "I can't wait to see what you have done with the place." "Shut up, freak..." He would say with an unbelievably harsh tone, I just smile... A few more minutes, maybe thirty, pass until we arrive at the police station. I am taken to the lower levels entrance, where the police enter for their shifts. Once we arrive, I am greeted by several other police officers. I am locked in not only hand cuffs, but feet shackles as well. They take me to an interrogation room or a holding cell, I am not sure. But, they never ask me my name or for any other information, referring to me solely as John Smith.
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 24-Oct-22 04:06 PM
As a new detective in town, I’ve got to earn my strips. I’m given the interrogation scene as well as few low profile cases. Or what the consider to be ‘open shut cases’. But the one I’m going down to right now isn’t so simple. I’m curious to see why this case was given to me. Even tho the guy I’m about to see has many links to the recent murders we still know almost nothing. Don’t get me wrong I’m very excited to finally work an interesting case. There’s just something off about it. As I walking down the stairs, I can hear my black Mary Jane’s click on the floor below me. The sound echos through the hall way, this sound only a little louder than my heart beat. im not nervous. I know what I’m doing. I’ll be fine. You can do this. I give myself a mental pep talk before I look through the one way glass. I see a fairly rough looking man, dark shaggy brown hair. It’s tousled over his face and it gives him a look of innocence. Thats one hell of a juxtaposition. I do take note of the shackles and hand cuffs. I take one deep breath before I put my shoulders back and stand up tall. I open the door to the room and speak in my work voice that commands respect. “John Smith. I’m detective Jaqueline Seymour. I’m here to talk to you about your involvements in the recent murders.” @Jake
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John Smith BOT 24-Oct-22 04:23 PM
"John Smith," I mock in the moment as I sit back in the chair as far as the restrains to the metal table in the room would let me fall back in it, "Does that make you my Pocahontas?" I smirk up at you, my dark brown eyes glaring into yours with a quiet intensity as take in your complexion, the room, and what kind of mood the interrogation is going to take. I look over the room, see the camera out of my right hand corner of my eye as I glace back at you, "Ms. Seymour, ask away, I am always willing to help the Tolkien City Police Force..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 24-Oct-22 04:32 PM
As I set my papers on the metal table, he mocks my words. He relaxs back into the chair. I take note of this relaxed behavior. For normally those who have things to hide, hide those secrets with complacency. ‘Does that make you my Pocahontas?’ His words take me a back a second. Is he… flirting with me? I shake my head and watch his actions that come next. ‘Ms. Seymour, ask…. Police force..’ Well I mean that’s good, I like it when they help and don’t hinder. I walk over to the wall, the click of my heels are again the only sound that bounces around my mind. “Where were you Sept. 24 2022 at 9pm?” I grab the cold steel chair and walk back over to the table. I sit down as I watch him and his every move. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 24-Oct-22 04:39 PM
I completely ignore the question for a moment... "I love your boots," I say with a smile, "Very vintage. Where did you get them? How many men have you choked out with them? Would you do it to me if I asked please?" I laugh for a second before looking back up at you and the camera, "I suppose they want an answer, huh? September 24th, umm..." I give the shine like I am thinking for a moment, but I know exactly where I was... "I have no idea, was that a Monday or a Tuesday or... Umm, the idea escapes me in the moment..." I smile up at you. Let's see how far I can take you on this ride.
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 24-Oct-22 04:56 PM
My boots? Huh what? Your question takes me a minute to register. “ Yeah they are vintage. Genuine leather. And no I wouldn’t choke you with them.” Why would he ask that of me? This is very odd I listen to listen to you. “It was a Monday. Where were you at this time?” Who does this guy think he is? I’m trying to keep my cool, but the feeling that I’m in over my head is slowly increasing. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 24-Oct-22 05:05 PM
"Monday's are my spa days..." I smile up at you as I swoop my hair up and out of my face in the moment, "There is a wonderful hot spring in the lower east side of the Tinselwoods. The Devil's Hottub? You ever heard of it?" I look up at you with my eyes almost glazed over, "It is a perfect place for seclusion and just hiding."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 24-Oct-22 05:18 PM
As I listen to his story, there are some many questions that come to my mind in that moment. “You take a spa day? The devils hot tub you say? Why were you hiding the woods?” I try to sound commanding so that I can get the answers I need in order to earn privileges around here. Cause being a woman in a police department is hard enough. Now add being a new young detective. It’s hard to get anything close to respect. Maybe I’ll earn that if I can get this case right. Get out of your head Jacqueline! There’s a suspect in front of you. Get your head in the game. I refocus on the man in front of me. Who I’ve got to admit is very attractive to put it lightly. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 24-Oct-22 05:31 PM
"I was never hiding, Pocahontas," I would say as my face goes blank for a moment, "I have never been hiding anything from anyone. It has all been out in the open for anyone to see..." He would stop himself in the moment and look up at her, "I know you are asking about my involvement in murders, may I ask why you think that I could have murdered anyone? I am just a software engineer who lives alone in his own little apartment? Why would I kill anyone?" @Holey Ivette
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 24-Oct-22 05:50 PM
I Watch him and his first few words seem to have a hidden meaning. But then I’m the blink of an eye it gone. Then he seems to read my mind, he asks me if I think he’s suspicious. “Yes I am inquiring about your involvement in the recent murders. Your DNA has been found on several of the crime sites. Therefore you are our leading suspect. So were you a part of them accomplice or perpetrator or just random passerby that happened to be there at every single seen? the last one seems quite unlikely if you ask me.” I Watch his every move and comment @Jake
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John Smith BOT 24-Oct-22 06:07 PM
"My DNA!?" I would say with a hand raised to my mouth in a shocked manner, "How do you know it was my DNA, Ms. Seymour? Could it have been John Smith of Eugene, Oregon, or John Smith of Buffalo, New York... John Smith is a pretty common name. How do you know that my name is even John Smith?" I smile at her and give a soft chuckle, "I don't know what scenes you are even referring to, Ms. Seymour," I smile as I look down at the folders that she carried in with her, "Sure, you have a John Smith's DNA, but are you sure I am the John Smith that you are looking for? Maybe there is another John Smith out in these woods killing Native Americans, Pocahontas?"
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 24-Oct-22 06:17 PM
“Yes i agree. It is a commen name. Are you saying that John Smith isn’t your name?” As he chuckles my brain starts to hurt for the mind games being played on me. ‘Sure, you have…. Pocahontas?’ The audacity of this man. And he’s playing these childish games with me. “Do you have or know any information about the murders or the scenes? Also I’d appreciate if you called me detective or officer or Ms. Seymour. No more of the nicknames.” @Jake
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John Smith BOT 24-Oct-22 06:25 PM
"I mean," I say as I sit forward in the chair, "Not one of your precious officers has asked for an ID or a note of my name or even asked it. Just took me to this room in handcuffs with no inkling of what was going on other than that I was involved in something..." "Do I know anything about murders, sure," he would say with a smile, "Jeffery Dahmer, John Wayne Gacy, etc..." "Ms. Detective Office Seymour," he said with a smile, "I don't know about any other murders though..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 25-Oct-22 04:37 AM
No one ID this man? Did they even read him his rights? I listen to the man speak. He doesn’t make any sense. He says he was involved in something, what does that even mean? Then he goes to talk on other serial killers, not exactly something you would normally bring up in a police investigation. Though he does say he doesn’t know about any of the recent murders I have a few more questions. “Did the police read you your rights when arrested? What’s your name and can I see your ID?” Hopefully this would clear some things up. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 25-Oct-22 09:55 AM
"Oh, they did..." I would say to her with a smile, "But, they never took my ID, I am sure they were just going on a print out of what I would look like. I have a very familiar face to people. Some people I look like a million other people." Lifting both of my hands up slowly to her, the chains of the handcuffs clinging off the bars of the table I am handcuffed too, "I would, but unfortunately, you caught me when I am all tied up." I would giggle for a moment, "I am just joshing ya... they took my wallet before I came in here. I would bet good money that they are scrambling to head to the door right now after some poor officer was sent to retrieve it and bring it back to the other side of the window where they are watching this. I bet they will knock right about..." A knock was heard at the door, "Now..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 25-Oct-22 09:57 AM
I tilt my head at his extensive knowledge about how all of this works. Interesting I get up and go to the door to see who is there. My mind never leaving focus of John behind me.
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“So you are saying that they asked your name but not your ID?” I was curious to how careless the officers have gotten with this guy. I’m hoping I don’t have a law suit on my hands. That would suck. I open the door and take the wallet from one of my colleagues. it’s a regular leather wallet nothing special. As I open it and take out the ID and read the name. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 25-Oct-22 10:10 AM
"No, my name was never asked," I would say with a bit of confidence, "Not once..." The faint echoes of, "That's horseshit," could be heard from an angry voice behind the mirror as I answer you, "Uh, oh... Someone's upset..." I would say as I look at you and see you read the name on the driver license. Ray Washington. "See, just a little Ray of sunshine..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 25-Oct-22 11:35 AM
Oh shit…. We got the wrong guy! I look at you and smile nervously. I walk over with my keys and unlock the cuffs. “I’m eternally sorry Mr. Washington. My team made a mistake.” I kneel down and unlock your ankles as well. “Please forgive the police department, you just matched the name of our suspect.” Faint fighting can be heard on the other side of the glass. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 27-Oct-22 03:17 AM
"The pleasure was all mine, Office Detective Pocahan... I mean Seymour," I would stop mid sentence, correcting myself intentionally as I look over at her with a smile and laugh, "It happens I am sure, but sometimes we do need to make sure that we have the right person." As you would go to unlock my cuffs, I hear another voice growing louder before it moves to the door, a surely older man with a brown mustache and a salt and pepper hair cut walks to the door and opens it, "Jackie! Don't let him out yet, meet us back in the office..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 27-Oct-22 04:43 AM
I look up confused. I hate it when they call me Jackie. It makes me feel like a child. I stop what I’m doing and look over at the chief. He’s face angry but also tame. He’s trying not to loose it. My lip finds it’s way in between my teeth and I walk over to him. “Sir? We have the wrong.”
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John Smith BOT 27-Oct-22 05:09 AM
I sigh as the chains are still attached and every plan that I had in the moment completely fucking gone in that point, I almost yell in frustration, "Yeah, wrong man!" But before I can say anymore, he pulls you out of the room and out of my sight. I am unsure of what happens next... The chief would pull you out of the room and bring you back to the observation room, "Yeah, the license is wrong, but look at this..." he would pull up a screen. On the computer screen, it was a picture of me. Over and over again. On multiple IDs, "We did a facial scan on the license," he said with a huff, "I don't know how he did it, but he got into the DMVs system and made an ID for like 20 different people..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 27-Oct-22 06:32 AM
He’s the captive yells to me, I jump in reaction. Oh boy, i should get him unlocked. Not a moment later, I’m yanked out of the room by the chief of police and he shows me the IDs this man has made. Holy shit! “H-how did he do that?” My mind is so overwhelmed I’m this current moment but I keep my calm @Jake
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John Smith BOT 27-Oct-22 08:01 AM
"We have no Earthly clue..." the chief would say as he grabbed his nose between two fingers, "Son of a bitch had to have gotten in there somehow, now we have no fucking clue who this guy is and this is not going to help matters." He sighs as he looks down at the monitor intendly.
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 27-Oct-22 04:33 PM
I follow his eyes down to the monitor. My mind rushing with a million questions. But my mind sticks on one. Did they read him his rights? I suck my lip between my teeth and take a deep breath. “Chief did the officers read this man his rights? Cause if not legally we can’t hold him and we can’t arrest him again for this suspicion of crime” Shit knowing my coworkers they didn’t. God and I was so close too. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 29-Oct-22 10:53 AM
"I am not sure," he said with a groan as his fingers would pinch his nose and look up at you, "I need to check body cams real quick. Just stay here... He can chill for a few moments..." In the moments that pass, he would leave the room, heading down the hall way. In the opposite room, I would look up at the window in the room, staring directly into it. As you would look up, you would see John staring directly at you through the two way mirror.
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 29-Oct-22 11:18 AM
As the chief leaves the room, I look over to see John staring right at me. Shit! That scared me. I step back a little uneasy. The nervous energy pooling in my face making it blush. I look away when the chief walks back in looking disappointed and upset. “They didn’t read him the rights did they?” The answer I already knew was only just confirmed by the shake of my chiefs head. A sigh escapes my lips as I look down and move past my chief into the room with John. Or whom ever is locked up in here. As I walk in, his eyes snap to me. “Well since you were not read your rights. You’re free to go. I’m sorry about all this.” I walk over and unlock his hands. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 29-Oct-22 01:44 PM
I would sit there as I look at the mirror, never flinching in the motions. After a few moments, the door would swing open and you would find your way into the room again. I smile up at you, "Did read my rights did they?" As you would come over, unlocking the chains around my feet, I smile over at you with a grin that could not be surgically removed, "It's okay, I won't hold it against you Officer Detective Seymour," my hands being freed as well, "Maybe you could make it up to me with a drink?" My arrogance is off the charts in the moment, I want her to fear me, find me creepy in the moment, it helps with plans...
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 29-Oct-22 02:06 PM
‘Maybe you could make it up to me with a drink?’ What the hell? Is this guy asking me to get drinks with him later? I clear my throat that is suddenly dry. “I- uhm I’m not off work for a while and I’m not sure if it’s allowed.” I stand back up and step back. Hopefulky that’s an answer enough. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 30-Oct-22 01:12 PM
Did she actually think about it, I think to myself, it drawing a chuckle from me, I didn't even think about the option that she would say yes to a drink, I was just being a sarcastic asshole. I would slowly look down at the spot where my cuffs craved into my wrist, spots still showing, "I mean, it is the least you can do..." I would smile at her before I stepped forward, just matching her stance in front of me, but right to the side of her, hiding my face from view of the windows and camera... "If you change your mind, I will be at O'Flannigan's bar tonight at 8pm... First round is on you..." With that, I would walk out of the room and find my arresting officer with a scowl on his face as he would escort me, not so kindly, out of the building...
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 30-Oct-22 04:59 PM
His response was dripping with audacity and entitlement. Did he honestly just say me giving him a drink was the least I could do for him? I shake my head as he stands up. I’m about to stroll out into the angry faces of my coworkers when his breath hits my hair and then filtered down onto my neck, a shiver corses through my body. I suppress the undesirable shake that begs to show its serpants head to this man. ‘If you change your mind, I will be at O’Flanmigan’s bar tonight at 8pm. First round is on you.” My face burns a deep crimson red of embarrassment. As I watch him leave I consider his offer of drinks. It might be fun.. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 01-Nov-22 04:52 PM
I step out into the cold night air of the mid-Winters night. Looking over the area in general, nothing about this area attracts me to it, but that is the best thing about the area. I look over the faces of the people that walk the street. While it is a small town, the night life seems to bussle. A bar across the street has live music, a pool hall down the street aways has several patrons out front, but my destination is across town. I pick up my phone, hailing an Uber, one of the three drivers that actually work the town and head for the bar, waiting to see if my hook has landed.
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 01-Nov-22 06:02 PM
All of my work day is spent trying not to obsess over the very hot man that was is my interrogation room earlier this morning. He wanted to have drinks with me. He’s not a suspect so I can. I decide that I’ll go home take a quick shower and get changed to go to the bar and get drinks. I leave early to go get ready for this bar date. I get in the shower and let the water wash the day away. And finally feel clean. I do some light make up and get dressed. I finally get a moment to check the time and see it’s 7:55 pm. “Shit.” I curse and rush out the door to be able to get to the bar at 8:10pm. I walk in trying to look confident as I search the bar for you. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 02-Nov-22 01:50 AM
I would arrive at the bar around 7:45pm, taking my place on the side of the bar. A normal spot for me, people would be familiar with Jim Swanson here, another name that I would go by. I pull up the bar stool and order a beer to patiently hold me over for the moment as I wait. I didn't know how to feel when five after eight passed on the clock on my watch, but I knew that I should still hold out hope... Was I worth enough? Did I intrigue her enough? As I finally see her body move into the bar, at 10 after, I smile as I see her, looking down at the bar. As she would approach me, I motion to the bartender, "Jack Daniels, whole bottle, two glasses..." Once you are beside me, "Hello Pocahontas," I say with a smile, "Or should I keep referring to you as Detective Officer Seymour? Just know if you want me to do that, you might need to handcuff me again..." A small wink following.
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 02-Nov-22 04:38 AM
As I walk over to him, my heart is beating out of my chest. I take a seat next to him. I roll my eyes at the first nickname and am about to speak when he makes the joke. Instantly there is blush on my cheeks. “I well you can just call me Jacqueline or my friends call me Jackie. And do have a reason to cuff you?” @Jake
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John Smith BOT 03-Nov-22 04:31 AM
"I don't know," I would say with a sly grin as I would take the final swig of the glass bottle in front of me, "Maybe by the end of the night, you will have a reason to cuff me to a bed post..." The brash and cocky attitude, it was something that I had been practicing for a while and I felt that it came off perfectly in the moment, "I hope whiskey is good," I would add in, "You seem like the girl who can take whiskey well..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 03-Nov-22 08:28 AM
My heart speeds as he speaks to me so boldly, in a public place none the less. It’s difficult to hold my calm as I squirm in my chair a bit. “I certainly hope I don’t have to cuff you.” I sound a little dominant, I surprise myself a little. I smile at the confidence I’ve found. “Yes I take most whiskeys.” I add with a smirk. Maybe I can hold in date setting after all. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 03-Nov-22 08:41 AM
"That's the spirit," I would say at her comment about not wanting to cuff me, "I love a good challenge, are you a good challenge, Ms. Jackie?" I would grab the whiskey that was delivered and the two shot glasses. I look over the glasses before looking at you. I push the glasses to the side and pop open the bottle, taking a swig straight from it before looking over at you, "Have at it."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 03-Nov-22 08:50 AM
I look at the bottle, Fuck it. I take the bottle take at least a two shot swig then a shot glass after it and keep a straight face for a second then it changes to a smile and a laugh. “Omg that felt amazing!” I turn and look at my date and all his features hit me. He was stunning. Shit. I bite my lip and face heats at the thought. I take the other shot to stop the thoughts and shake my head after it. “Shit I haven’t done this in a while.” I say my voice shaky. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 03-Nov-22 05:28 PM
"Good," I would say with a smile, "The better to get us both drunk..." As she would sit the whiskey back down on the bar, I would grab the handle and take another huge swig himself, holding my thumb over the top of the bottle as well, "Fuck, I knew there was something to like about you, Jackie... You have that spark about you. Fuck, if you want to take this elsewhere we can..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 03-Nov-22 06:03 PM
The alcohol slowly hits me and I giggle. As I take one more swing of the whiskey and it goes to my head. He talks to me and blush creeps up my cheek. “Oh I have a spark?” I smile drunkenly. “You got something to you. You are hot mister.” I playfully shove him a little. “Where would we go?” @Jake
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John Smith BOT 03-Nov-22 06:09 PM
"Umm, where would you wanna go," I ask playfully, a small wink and smirk looking at you in the moment after the shove, "Where can this hot mister take you? Maybe the hand cuff offer is back on the table?" Not even ten minutes in and things were already starting to turn in my direction...
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 03-Nov-22 07:02 PM
I laugh. “Well I mean Where is there to go?” God I’m drunk. Shit dude. Eh this the most fun I’ve had in a while. I sway a bit and smile. “Where does the hot mister want to take me?” My face flushed from the alcohol and being flustered. The alcohol making my brain go fussy. “Do you want me to cuff you?” @Jake
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John Smith BOT 09-Nov-22 02:29 PM
I watch her over the course of the next five minutes, as it slowly begins to take effect over her body, maybe a little quicker than I was preparing for... I have to think fast... "Maybe you could cuff me up in the back of my car right now," I say as I shoot her a dirty little smile looking over at her, "I am parked in the back and I am feeling fucking hungry if you catch my meaning..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 09-Nov-22 02:33 PM
“Hungry you say, mmm Mr. Smith, hungry for what? It could be naughty.” I bust out laughing in my drunken state, my body slowly succumbing to the drug. “You’re cars out back you say? Well maybe I’d better make sure it isn’t in violation.” I giggle and take another sip of alcohol. The feeling of this freedom was something new and I couldn’t help but feel amazing. I swear the world was falling away under my feet as I lifted to cloud nine. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 09-Nov-22 02:40 PM
I watch as you stand, almost beginning to stumble, I look over to the bar man, waving a couple of hundreds and placing them on the bar for him to see. Paying the tab that I had set up. I grab the bottle of whiskey, pocketing it for the moment as we begin outside. Your feet seem to keep going in the direction you are asking, but I am beginning to see strides in either direction. I reach up and let my hand fall around your waist to help guide you.
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 09-Nov-22 02:54 PM
As I’m trying to walk I probably look like a new born deer, stumbling over my own legs. He must’ve seen my struggle because his hand wraps around my waist, the air is sucked from my lungs as I feel sparklers across my skin. I bite my lip and let him guide me to his car. The drug really starting to take effect, once I reach your car I start to gain awareness of what happened. I look at your car and our surroundings. I realize that we’re all alone, I try to gain my bearings. “Well tonight’s been fun, I should probably get a taxi home. T-Thank you. “ I try to hold myself together. But it proves to be difficult @Jake
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John Smith BOT 09-Nov-22 03:09 PM
"No, no," I would say with a smile, "Remember, I said I was hungry..." I pull out a syringe that I had hid in my right pocket as I begin to look around, slowly sliding the cap off of it. She was beginning to realize what was going on and I didn't need that. I would angle her towards the car, feeling resistance before I would bring the needle out, poking her in the side of the neck and pushing the liquid inside of her. With a quick motion, I am able to pop the trunk, flinging it open. Watching for what might happen next...
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 09-Nov-22 03:13 PM
When I see the syringe, my eyes nearly fall out of my head. I try to get away from him, but he just end up putting me against the car. I’m trying to fight him, but my brain is too fuzzy from the alcohol and the drugs. I feel the syringe, stab my neck in the liquid go in, that’s when it hits me. What he meant by he’s hungry, oh God what if I got myself into? I look around quickly and start to yell and scream for help. “ Help! Help he’s drugged me he’s trying to kidnap me! Help!” I will my legs to move me away from you. I’m stumbling over myself, but at least I’m making a little bit of ground between us. I continue to scream for help. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 09-Nov-22 03:20 PM
The empty parking lot hears the warnings you scream, I sigh as I begin to walk behind you. It is not hard to keep up with you as you keep ground, I pull the bottle of whiskey from my hand, "What a waste..." As I say this, I flip the bottle over with the neck in my hand and send it directly into the side of your head, hoping it knocks you out completely.
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 09-Nov-22 03:23 PM
As the bottle connects with my head my world goes black, my body falls and hits the car. And then gravity takes me down to the asphalt below. I lay there completely knocked out, still breathing. The whiskey bottle broke on my head, the whiskey, spraying all over the ground, along with some pinpricks of blood. As some of the glass went into my scalp. Upon contact with the glass bottle, there’s only a small yelp that is able to escape my mouth before I’m completely knocked out. I lay there limp and unmoving other than the small breaths I take. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 09-Nov-22 03:29 PM
I shake my head before saying, "It didn't have to be this fucking hard, Jackie!" I sigh as I pick you up, holding you like I am walking a drunk home who just passed out, moving you to the back to the car. I give a look around. There is a reason I picked this area, this is not the greatest part of town, no cameras anywhere on the stores streets or the street lights, and broken glass everywhere as well. I move your body to the trunk and let you fall into it softly. A tarp already prepared. As I shut the trunk, I look back to where you would have fallen off, bringing a flashlight out. I see the broken specks of glass with blood on them and blood droplets on the ground. I take my boot and quickly swipe across both the glass and ground. Wiping away the specks to the bottom of my boot before scrapping them off in the direction away from the bar. Hiding tracks is something I would like to keep. I kick off my boots once I get to the cleaner side walk, picking them up and walking back to the car, making sure to take a different path to the driver side door. I turn the car on and begin to move.
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 09-Nov-22 03:36 PM
As my body hits the tarp, it just lays there limp. The second I start to wake up, I’m confused. All my memories are jumbled and weird from the alcohol and the drugs. As I slowly start to revein my consciousness, I start to remember the bar. Yes, the bar there was a guy that borrows meeting at the bar. Then I had some drinks and I went out to his car. He drugged me! Then smashed a bottle over my head! Panic seeps into my body as I shoot my eyes open, looking around, only to realize that I am tied to a table. But not only that I’m covered in plastic. the panic only gets worse as I realize I can’t move and I’m completely helpless on this table. “Hello? Hello can anyone hear me? Can anyone help me?!” I try to pull out of the restraints. It’s no use there too tightly bound. That doesn’t mean I give up though, I continue to fight the things that hold me to this table. Slowly, realizing there’s no point. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 09-Nov-22 03:43 PM
I prepare the room as I did with everyone else, I would strip her naked, make sure to move her into the plastic tarp covered room, slowly take my time wrapping her body down with plastic, making sure she has nowhere to go. I go to prepare myself. Stripping my body of its clothes as well. I look in the mirror that is set up in this abandoned homestead that I have used for this... My body is covered in ink, but I examine closely a tattoo on my upper thigh that is marked with 37 tally marks... I smile, "One more coming," I whisper as I look up a small amount further, my cock sitting softly against my thigh as well, semi hard, as I hear her screaming for help, "Showtime." I walk out of the opposite room, through the tarp curtain I had set up, "Hello, Jackie..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 09-Nov-22 03:50 PM
I’m still struggling against the restraints, when I hear his voice. It freezes me in my tracks. This is also the point in time that I realize that I am completely naked. I freeze and turn my head to look where he’s coming from. How could I have not seen this coming? He literally had hundreds of IDs with different names. That has psycho written all over it. How could I have been so stupid? As he walks more into my view, I can see he is also naked, that can only mean one thing. And that one thing would not be happening, I know it’s embarrassing to be a 25-year-old police officer that’s never had sex. But that’s what I was. And I was not about to have my virginity taken by a psycho killer. Or at least that’s what I thought he was at this current moment in time. I don’t have any proof that he’s going to kill me, just that he’s psychotic. “John, what are you doing? You don’t have to do this, I’m probably not the person you should do it too. Considering that I am a police officer, and I will be looked into thoroughly.” I tried to sound confident, it might’ve been fake, but maybe it would be intimidating a little. Maybe it could get me out of this crazy situation. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 09-Nov-22 11:04 PM
"Oh, I am hoping so," I would say I walk in, giving a smirk as I do, "You see... I have done this so often that, I am bored..." I begin to walk into the room, I pick up a rolled up black cloth that is very thick, but makes clinging noises as I walk it over and place it on surface nearby. As you look over me, the tattoos on me seem to be tribal in nature, but also seem to tell a story, but something you can not make out in the moment. I look over at you, letting my hand start at your toes and my fingers slide up your body. "Jacqueline Grace Seymour," I say with a smirk, "First year cop and detective for the town, very impressive resume coming out of school, but always seemed to lack one thing... The respect of your peers..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 09-Nov-22 11:12 PM
I Watch you taking in ever detail I can, the tattoos the words you say. Any and everything. Wait, he said he’s done this before… that he’s getting tired… shit! It all makes sense. In that moment I connect all the dots and that your the one behind the killings. It’ll make sense now, all the ids. Everything. I jolt away when your fingers touch my foot, then as your reciting my record. He knows everything. Well almost everything…. My heart damn near beats out of my chest as he takes a mental stab at me. Pointing out that I get no respect from my coworkers. “I know how to do my job.” I try to jolt out of the restraints again with no use. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 09-Nov-22 11:21 PM
"Oh, I don't doubt that one bit, Detective Officer Seymour," I say with a smirk as my fingers begin to move up your leg, taking in every aspect of your form with my fingers, stopping at the knee, "But, see what we both know is that they don't respect you and they don't think you can do your job at all... Which is why you are the perfect one to add to my record. You are a challenge, sure. A beautiful young woman and a dedicated and decorated police officer, but you lack the respect of your co-workers..." I step away for a moment, back to the table, unrolling the rolled cloth. The sound of metal clanging together echoes in the room as I pull out a small butchers blade from the bag as I walk forward again. "See, those men, those dirty pigs in the office," I say as I bring the knife back over to you, placing it right where I had stopped a moment earlier, "They wouldn't give a damn if I cut this leg off right now and left you to bleed out. All they would say is 'Poor Jackie, but she had it coming'..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 09-Nov-22 11:27 PM
As he lays out my painstaking reality, I can’t really fight him on the fact that I don’t have my coworkers respect. I still try to pull away from his fingers as they glide up my leg. I actually feel a moment of relief when he stops at my knee, that’s only to be taken away from me when he walks over and unroll something that clings with metal. And then, when I see him turn around with a knife I swear to God my heart stops. I swallow hard, and I watch him. “You know you don’t have to do this, you don’t have to kill. None of them would believe me anyway, and I can’t bring you in again. I don’t even know your real name with all of the IDs. I need my legs. I I don’t wish- I don’t wish to bleed out. I like my blood inside me.” I go on a rambling tangent, trying to find any thing that I can hold onto that. Maybe we’ll save my life. The most important thing that I am forgetting though is that he’s done this before. I’m not his first. And I can almost guarantee I won’t be his last. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 09-Nov-22 11:32 PM
I slowly move the knife away from your leg looking up at you, "Oh, I don't plan on taking your legs," I would say with a smirk as I would bring the knife down with a heavy impact beside your arm in a free wooden spot on the table, "Not until you don't need them anymore..." I smile as I look down at you, seeing a decent set of panic in your eyes in the moment, "Oh, calm down," I say with an annoyed tone, "You know what is coming, might as well just accept it. No need to be in a panicked mood for this..." As I say this, my fingers begin to move up your body again. Purposefully, I have left your body uncovered around the hips and crotch. My fingers begin to run up your thighs and stop just short of your hip.
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 09-Nov-22 11:38 PM
When he tells me that he doesn’t plan on taking my legs, I feel a sigh of relief escape my mouth. But it is quickly sucked back in when he stabs the table next to my arm. I hope back a yelp threatens to escape. Then he tells me not until I won’t need them. When will I never not need my legs? The heavy breathing starts, my breath coming in ragged heavy pants. Then he assumes that I know what’s coming, I do, but I don’t wanna believe it. I’m panicking because I can’t stop it. I need to hide this better I need to be better! Then his fingers returned to my leg, it’s slowly dances up my thigh. I jolt the way, the though the restraints don’t let me go far. His finger slowly dances up getting closer and closer to me. Closer to my crotch, I’ve never been touched. But I don’t need a serial killer to be the first one to touch me. “No stop stop…” I pull away from you hard. My body strains to put distance between your hand and me. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 09-Nov-22 11:46 PM
"Oh, come now, Jackie..." I say with a smile, "No need for you to be so pent up when it comes to this, let me get you that relief you need. I bet it can calm you down..." I let my fingers dance up her inner upper thigh as she bounced and jolts trying to get away. I knew that the extra supports would come in handy today. She is a feisty one. I slowly let my fingers move up her thigh until her pelvic bone curves my fingers touch and then suddenly I am met with her lower lips. My finger slowly moves up and down the lips, separating them over so slightly. "Oh, look at that," I say with a smile as I look over her pubic hair, "You definitely were prepared to get attention today, it seems like, what would you have done if we had actually went to bed, hmm? You remember that you did want this right? You remember that you were practically falling over yourself to get to my car earlier?"
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 09-Nov-22 11:53 PM
His fingers move closer and closer, my body reaction is to pull away. When his fingers spread my lips, I gasp and thrash hard. “No I said no! Stop.” His words stop me though, he’s making a comment about my pubic hair? I just like to keep it nice just for my own sake. I don’t get attention like this. I don’t know what he means and then he hast to bring up the fact that I was almost falling over myself to get into bed with this man. It really tells you don’t really know a person. “ I wanted it when I didn’t think that you were going to kill me. But now… stop!” my voice starts to reflect conflicting emotions in my body. Everything is so confusing. Why is he doing this? Why me? “Why? Why are you doing this? Why are you doing it to me?” @Jake
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John Smith BOT 09-Nov-22 11:56 PM
"Well, would it help you get there if I told you I wasn't going to kill you," I say with a smirk, as my finger moves from between her lower lips, slowly finding the small button that I want as I begin to slowly move in circles around her clit, "Not until I feel like we have our fun." "Why you?" I say with a bit of confusion, never slowing down or speeding up the process as my other hand begins to trace the rest of your body, "I thought I explain it... I like a challenge and you, Jacqueline Grace Seymour, are a fucking challenge..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 10-Nov-22 12:01 AM
As his fingers once more found there way in between my lips, but this time they find a spot. A little button that shakes a gasp out my body. How could he do this? Why is he doing this? If he’s just going to kill me then why doesn’t he kill me? But he just said that he’s not going to kill me. So maybe I will die. But then again, he’s done this before and he’s killed every other woman. Then he goes on to answer my question about why did he pick me, He says that he likes a challenge. And that somehow I am a challenge? How? Why? It kinda feels mi- no shit! I’m contradicting my own thoughts. The circles he rubs on my clit start to bring me euphoria, but I hold back the moans or any sign of it. “H H-how am I a c-challenge?” @Jake
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John Smith BOT 10-Nov-22 12:24 AM
"You are a tough nut to crack," I would say, continuing my pace, but my fingers slowly moving over the plastic covering on your stomach and finding your breasts that, again, were purposefully left out, "I think I can break you. I think I can turn you..." The words were sharp and commanding, "If not, I will just kill you." With that a slowly increase the pace of the circling of her clit, feeling it pulse under me, "You, you would make a good killer," I say with a smile, "A broken home, a broken family, a broken life... You just need the right craziness, the right guidance, the right final straw and you will snap..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 10-Nov-22 12:29 AM
A tough nut to crack. that’s what he said. That’s what he called me. He wanted to crack me break me change me. He was very concise about his want to change me. I think him saying that if I didn’t he just kill me. Like he was simply stating the weather, my life meant nothing to him. No life means anything to him. As the pace increases on my Clit, I struggle to keep my breathing normal. I struggle to keep my moans down. Then he brings up a very interesting point, that I would be a good killer. He says I have a broken home broken family broken life. “How do you know any of this?“ I didn’t understand how he had so much information about me. I wanted to know I needed to know. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 10-Nov-22 12:32 AM
"Oh, I know you, Jacqueline Grace Seymour," he said with a smile, "More than you will ever know. I have followed you for a very long time, maybe longer than some of the other girls. I have learned more about you than I have anyone. You attracted me." With that, my hand would fall to your breast again, giving them a gentle squeeze as I feel like I have you like putty in my hands. I feel your buddy jolt and move with each pressure point. "My God, the fun that we could have together," I say as I look down at my self, my cock almost stick straight out and sitting on the table near your hand at this point, "It is so exciting, but I need you to give in."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 10-Nov-22 12:38 AM
“F-followed me?” Hes been following? How long? How did I don’t notice? I start to breathe heavy with all of the sensitivity and sensations. “I attracted you? H-how?” I struggle to keep the pleasure from my voice but it still seeps into it. “Fun? W-wha-at fun… mmm.. what do you mmmm-mean?” every single breath I take it gets harder to hide the pleasure that is slowly building in my body. I can’t give in to him. I just can’t. Maybe it would feel good though.…. Maybe you could release…. I swear the devil on my shoulder is going to be the death of me in this situation. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 10-Nov-22 12:43 AM
"God, you have so many questions and just want to talk..." I would say, almost annoyed with the line of questioning, "I have my hand on your clit and your tit, but yet you still just want to ask fucking questions..." I go silent for a moment, letting my hands continue their work. I look down at you and the moment of pleasures seem to be slipping through. I look at you with a smirk, moving my hips ever so slightly, touching your balled fist with my cock. I am rock hard at this point, "Wanna touch it, don't you?"
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 10-Nov-22 12:48 AM
“I ask the Uhmmm the Uhm the questions because… because I want the answer.. mmm…” I move as I try to calm myself. But even in the moments of me, trying to calm myself, and moan escapes my mouth. The embarrassment is plain to see on my face as the rose red creeps up my cheeks. I can feel it heat them like an oven. That’s when I feel something brush against my hand. When I glance over, I can see that it’s his cock. My eyes go wide, I’ve never seen a guy before. Hell this is the most interaction I’ve had ever. I didn’t know what to do with that. I don’t really know what to do with my own body. Now the breathing really starts to come a complications. My breath so shaky and ragged. I struggle to even think, let alone get words out. “mmmm damn it…” I whisper breathlessly. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 15-Nov-22 08:46 AM
"Mmm, there you go," I would say with a wicked grin crossing my face, "Lean into it, accept it." "You can't lie to me and tell me you haven't seen one of those before," I smirk, "I bet you have sucked and fucked all of your police buddies... How do you get to the position you are, huh?"
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 15-Nov-22 08:53 AM
“I- I havent. I Uhm I never fucked anyone. And- I I got my job because o-of my qualifications-s.” My voice shakes and I shut my eyes. My breaths coming in quickly. My hips bucking and trying to pull away. “John- stop p-please….” My legs tremble with every touch, my body betraying my mind. My needs starting to over power my weak logic. What is happening?! I don’t know what this is? My back pulls away from the table, arching towards the ceiling. As fog slowly falls over my brain. The tension and strain in my muscles, is so tight that it might snap at any moment. I’ve never felt such a way before. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 15-Nov-22 10:25 PM
"Oh, don't worry," I would say with a smile as I look down at you, "The don't part of that sentence will be added later, I assure you..." I never slow my pace, keeping the same rotating finger over top of the little pulsing button of your clit, "I find it surprising that you have never fucked anyone. Surely you have given plenty of mouth kisses to all the boy's Johnsons, huh?" I sigh as I reach down, pulling the knife from the board beside of your head. Looking over it slightly, I look down at you, bring it to your throat... "I don't like people who lie to me..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 16-Nov-22 07:14 AM
He makes a lewd comment on the uses I’ve put my mouth to, it wasn’t true. I knew what he was implying and I’ve never done that to anyone ever. “No mmm no I’ve never, I’ve never d-done any-“ My words are quickly cut off by a knife to my throat. This is how is die. ‘I don’t like people who lie to me…’ Tears prick my eyes as I struggle to not panic, my breath barely moving through my body. The tightening pleasure of my body is even more confusing to the frazzled brain within my skull. “I- I’m not lying. I swear… I swear I’m a virgin! I don’t know how to do this. I’ve never done this!” my voice, weak and shaky. Tears stream down my face as my body shakes, and I try not to move so that the knife doesn’t slice my throat. Fear is eminent in my face, the shaking of my body gives away the terror in my mind. “Please I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m not lying to you. I have no reason to lie! Please don’t kill me….. I don’t want to die” I shut my eyes from fear and not wanting to see the blood come from my neck, if you decide to slice it. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 16-Nov-22 09:34 AM
As I held the knife to her throat, the tears, the genuine tears... Maybe she wasn't lying, maybe she truly was a virgin. I have never felt a virgin in my life... "You aren't lying..." I would remark, moving the knife away, I would actually stop touching you as well, the slow move from your clit though left some juices on my fingers that would glide out with it, spilling to the table you are strapped too... "It would be a shame for you to die and not feel it, I think," I say with a sigh as I begin to walk backwards, moving away from you for a moment, "I will give you an option..." I have never done this, why am I doing this? She should be dead and bleeding out into a bucket right now, she shouldn't be alive... But here I am getting ready to ask a question I shouldn't do. The evidence it would leave behind if they found her body should make this a bad decision alone... I slowly grab a lounging chair, not too low, not too high. One that you could sink back into, "I am fucking horny. I am going to get off. So, you can either experience it like this," I say as I sit down and look over at you with my cock falling against my stomach, but sticking almost straight up in the air, "Or I can fuck you so you find out what it feels like. The choice is yours..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 16-Nov-22 10:07 AM
As he pulls the knife away, I suck in a delectable breathe of cold air. He talks to me and give me a choice. A choice? Can I live? I watch him with intense and very attentive eyes. ‘I am fucking horny. I am going to get off. So either experience it like this,’ Oh god I don’t know what this means for my life.. ‘Or I can fuck you…’ WHAT?! My eyes nearly burst out of my head. ‘…so you find out what it feels like. The choice is yours.’ The choice… the choice is mine? I look at the ceiling unable to think with the tension in my body. I finally find the words for the killer beside me. “Will I live if I choose to let you fuck me?” I prayed all above he answered with a yes. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 16-Nov-22 10:10 AM
"I don't know..." I let her know that answer, but surely, I couldn't kill her immediately. I would have to give my DNA a chance to die inside of her before I could even think about disposing of her body. The smell that would come after I had to kill her though, that would attract folks... "I am not going to let that be a factor, you decide."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 16-Nov-22 10:19 AM
“I don’t know…” Oh god I don’t know if that’s worse or better… I bite my trembling bottom, trying to hold back the tears. But the a thought hits me, maybe if I let him have me… then maybe he won’t want to kill me and I’ll live. Maybe even get away. I swallow hard and muster up the courage to speak to him. “I’ll let you have me…” my voice shakes and barely above a mutter. A few more tears fall down my cheeks, before I push them back. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 16-Nov-22 10:24 AM
I would look her over, the words coming out of her lips in almost a shake, but they cause a wonderful smirk to cross my lips. I stand and begin to move towards the table, "You are going to love this, I know you are," I said with a malicious glee in my voice, "It has been so long since I had pussy... Fuck..." I smile as I move to the table below you, grabbing my knife as I do. I easily cut through the plastic that is holding your legs down, "Any moves, I will end you, understood," I say as I move the plastic and let her legs go free, "I will give you your legs to move, but not your arms. I don't trust you for that."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 16-Nov-22 10:31 AM
He tells me that I’ll love this, I pray to god he is right. I’m letting him have something that I was going to my future husband or wife. I push back as tears fill my eyes at the fact that I won’t get to have the family I always wanted. I’ll never get to be a mom or a wife. A few tears slip from my eyes, but im pulled back when he cuts the plastic away from my legs. ‘Any moves, I will end you, understood,’ I nod quickly at him as he moves the plastic away. Honestly the amount of emotions in my body were slowly starting to overwhelm me and I can’t think straight. ‘I will give you your legs to move, but not your arms. I don’t trust you for that.’ I nod again and watch him intently. “Please don’t hurt m-me John..” @Jake
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John Smith BOT 16-Nov-22 10:40 AM
Something about the please don't hurt me in her voice... Her calling me John. She didn't know me as anything different. I... I did a double take. I wouldn't have done this with anyone else... I stop as I was about to climb on the table with her, just standing at the end of the table. I look up at her. I can't bring myself to do this now... Why can't I bring myself to do this now? "Jackie," I say with a look up at her, "I want you to know that I have this place wired. Anything and everything can and will hurt you, kill you even, so, what I am about to say next, I don't take lightly. I am going to unstrap you."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 16-Nov-22 12:06 PM
He says my name and my eyes go to his eyes, they are locked on mine and the intensity in his voice starts to worry me. Then he tells me that he has the whole place wired, if he was trying to scare me it was working… “Un-unstrap me?” My words shake as does my voice. I’m unsure if he was going to hurt me or not.. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 16-Nov-22 05:17 PM
"Yes," I say with a shaky tone, unsure of my own actions in the moment, I am still unsure of why I am going to be doing this, "Just know, if you try to run, if you try to fight, or if you try anything I don't like, I will kill you instantly. I will put you in the fucking ground, is that understood?" I look down at her eyes for confirmation.
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 16-Nov-22 08:24 PM
His tone of his words did not fall on deaf ears, I knew this man was dangerous and meant every word. Though there was one thing that sparked my attention, his shaky voice when he gave the affirmation of my question. Though he brings the intensity back with his promise to put me in the ground. I lock with his eyes and nod quickly, I’m not about to hesitate with a man who’s got a knife and has killed before. I watch him closely, he’s every movement, every breath. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 16-Nov-22 09:25 PM
I would step forward, almost cautiously, waiting for her to spring away and start to run as soon as I would cut her loose, as I pilled the sharp knife through the plastic, cutting her loose from the table. All of her extremities were cut loose, her body, still nude as mine, shined in the light of the room. "You deserve some freedom before this happens, I suppose," I would say as I moved back to the chair, knowing that everything around me was secure, or at least I thought it was, "I don't know what you want to do right now, but now would be the time to do it. Within reason. Don't think you are getting out of this..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 16-Nov-22 09:30 PM
Once the plastic is cut I actually find myself surprised, he speaks to almost like he wasn’t just about to kill me. When his back is too my I quickly allow my eyes to look for an exit out of this hell hole I’ve found myself in. ‘Within reason. Don’t think you are getting out of this…’ I look over at him just as he turns and sits in the chair once more. Finally able to move my body, I sit up and cover myself a bit. Still feeling the virgin blush on my cheeks, having never being seen causes my cheeks to hear with embarrassment and nerves. “Im not trying to. T-thank you for cutting me free…” I stumble a bit over my words and sit upon the table not wanting to upset him or get myself killed. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 16-Nov-22 09:42 PM
As I would sit, my body would seemingly deflate in more ways than one, I am not sure what I am doing right now, just letting you walk freely. I have killed 36 people. I have never felt remorse for them, but none of them have ever said please don't hurt me in that way. Something about her... I can't... "You're welcome?" I say, almost confused to her thanking me for cutting her free, "You don't have to hide, I have seen every part of you already, just like you are seeing every part of me." I sit forward a little, the chair is not dirty. As a matter of fact, it is almost brand new, "I figured I owe you something," even I don't know what that is, "I made you look dumb in front of your cop buddies. So, you are owed the truth before all of this goes down, right? Ask away..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 16-Nov-22 09:49 PM
“I Uhm i didn’t think I looked d-dumb…. I uhm just made a mistake. Everyone makes mistakes.” I rub my arms as I hold them close to my body. The ringing from the light above causes my nerves to be fire. The prickle of electricity feels like pins over my skin, causing my body to shiver. “How are doing it? How many? Why?” I ask quietly and quickly. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 16-Nov-22 09:55 PM
"Like this..." I would say as I motion my hands around me, "Just exactly like this. I knock them out with Etorphine, bring them to this location, plastic everywhere. I give them the dialogue. But, with everyone there is a reason behind their killing." "36," I would say as I point at the tattoo on my thigh, "All for their own reasons, corrupt politicians, scumbags trying to defraud hospitals, rapists, murders, child abusers... Everyone gets a reason. Do you want to know yours?"
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 16-Nov-22 10:05 PM
When he says there were reasons why he killed each person, I started to wonder why I was chosen. I wasn’t corrupt, god knows I wasn’t a rapist. I didn’t abuse any children, I was just a girl police officer trying to gain some amount of respect in this world. It was hard enough. And 36 people that had done horrible things died, but why I am here? “M-my reason sir?” My icy blue eyes turn to lock with yours. The small amount of confidence allowing me to look you in the eyes for this accusation. @jake
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John Smith BOT 16-Nov-22 10:09 PM
"Does the name of Johnny Riggins ring any bells?" I would ask as I look up at you, my face void of any emotion, "Five years ago, this very night, Johnny was 15 years old and sitting out of his apartment complex when two cops pulled up in front of the building. A lot of drug dealers in the building, but not him, he was a good kid. Got good grades, was destined for something more... But, he got scared. He ran. Someone shot him in the back..." I would watch your face to see if you realize...
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 16-Nov-22 10:27 PM
As I listen to the story, the memory of that night hits me and I pulled back there in perfect detail: It was the night of my very first mission. I’ve finally gotten allowed to come along on a drug bust, we arrive at the scene and there is already commotion inside. My night on the job basically, and we hear running. My Sargent draws his gun, so I do the same. My hands shake from nerves and the anxiety building within me. As the my team of the Sargent and myself creeps in we see someone run, they look too small, child like. I hesitate, but as a scared first day woman when you have your Sargent yelling telling you to shoot, you do as your told. Little known to me he was yelling fire at the grown men running out the building. Terrified at what I had just done I run to the person shot, I see the Johnny. My heart drops to my feet as I drop to my knees pulling him into my lap shaking. Tears start streaming down my face as I try to stop the blood. I hold him close to my chest as I know there’s no point. “Auntie… auntie Jackie?” His voice broken and painfully. Those two little words broke me, I pull my sisters child to my chest and rock him with me. I hold his head to my heart, kissing on top his head as I cry from my mistake. “I’m sorry Johnny I’m so so sorry…” I hold him until my Sargent finds me and grabs my arm. “Jacqueline we’ve got to go! Leave him! The death team will ta-“ Though he is my boss and the person who could change my career. In that moment it didn’t matter. “No! No I killed him! I killed my sisters son! My own…. My own flesh and blood….” My voice breaks and chokes on itself, my Sargent ends up having to sedate me and drag me away for I won’t leave the little boys side.
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I’m ripped back to reality to find tears in my eyes falling down damp cheeks as well as trembling hands from the memory. “I- I didn’t mean to… it was my first night. The s-Sargent- the Sargent yelled fire in my ear so my muscle memory did. I ran to him… I ran to him and saw him. His voice…. His pain…. I heard it. I heard it all in his voice when he spoke those words. I didn’t know…. I know I did wrong by him. But I’ve done better…. I did better for him… I loved him like he was my own child. I loved him so much…..” @Jake
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John Smith BOT 17-Nov-22 12:42 PM
I watch as the moment in time was moving through her head, watching her relive the moment over and over again in her mind before she would speak up. The pain in her voice was real, he could tell, but one thing that she said seem to stick with him, the Sargent yelled fire in my ear so my muscle memory did... Did this excuse her from what she did? No... But, did her words scream remorse and scream that she didn't want to do it? It felt like it and he wasn't sure how to feel going forward... She told me she had done better for him. She loved him like her own child. I stared at her, my face still void of any emotion or reaction to her words as I listened, "That is the reason that I have chosen you for this."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 17-Nov-22 03:02 PM
The memory of that night still fresh in my head and aching in my heart, I hear him speak to me, he tells me that for killing my own flesh and blood is the reason he’s brought me here. The reason he’s chosen me to kill was because of a mistake I’d made, a mistake I’d paid for. The pain that ached in my heart was punishment enough for it never left. I’d though of that little boy every day of my life. I visited his grave any day that I could, my sister wasn’t the best mom so I had to step in many times. But that didn’t change the fact that I’d shot that little boy, had I known nothing in this world could’ve made me shoot. But I did…. I shot… i killed…. “I see… though I’d like you to know I’ve punished myself throughly for that, I visit his grave at least 5 times a week. I think about him every day. I loved that boy…. I loved him….” My hands find there way to my stomach just above my womb, the burning pain within me pulls rivers of tears from my eyes. “I never had children… but he was like one to me…. Trust me when I say I know what I did, and I regret it. I weep because of it. I cry often over his face, his words, him….” As my body shakes with tears and grief, I shut my eyes, hoping the world stops and turns around. Wishing I could change that night with all of myself. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 13-Dec-22 12:38 AM
Listening to her words, it doesn't change the fact of what is coming for her in my mind, but it makes sense now. She has tormented herself over this more than I could ever do, but was she just following orders. Was that all that this was to her? I can't bring myself to stop now, what is to stop her from just killing me herself if I let her go... "You know what I have to do then," I would say, the casual nature of the conversation even though both of us are nude and sitting on either side of this murder chamber is not lost on me, "So, you tell me. Do you want this before you go? Or would you rather me just kill you?"
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 13-Dec-22 08:22 AM
As I grip my stomach trying to stop the pain that aches within me from the boy who lost his life to misinformation, John speaks to me again telling me that I can have my virginity taken before I die or I could just die. The fear and pain that I felt in that moment was overwhelming but the police training tells me that I need to speak fast for he will kill me. He had done it before, so it’s not out of his character. I quickly lick my lips to wet them and stop their trembling, I open my mouth and speak in as calming tone I can muster. “I’m sure you’d prefer to have a warm live woman to finish in. Besides go out with a bang right?” I nervously laugh, hoping that John wouldn’t just change his mind and just kill me instead. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 13-Dec-22 08:21 PM
"I don't fuck corpses..." I would say sternly and almost with no hint of any kind of sway in my voice, "That is just awful..." I look over at you, "I don't think you want to fuck. I think you want to delay the inevitable. I get it. No one wants to die, huh? Even if I was to welcome the idea of death into my life and maybe like when it did arrive, I wouldn't want it to happen. But, I tell you what Jackie... I have given you more than I give the rest, but you are the only one who seems to understand your crimes as well. I would definitely let you decide when its time."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 20-Dec-22 01:03 PM
As I ponder over the options in front of me, I realized had a choice that was quite literally life and death. Even possible death or more pleasureful death. The realization hits me that I have very few options in which I don't die before the end of the day, it causes a cold shiver to course through my bone and body. On top of the impending decision of whether or not to choose death or sex, I feel a pang of guilty from accusing John as a necrophiliac. I look down at the floor over my knees that I have curled in on myself to my chest. And then a thought hits me. “I don't want to die. Death is too good for me and what I've done. I deserve to suffer everyday for his death. Said that my mistake was the reason you'd brought me to kill, but killing would just end the time that has to suffer in this world without him. Having to live with the pain is my mistake.” My voice shakes with sincerity and the pain is evident in every word I say. In the back of my mind I'd hope this hell on earth would save me from John sending me to hell below. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 24-Dec-22 08:23 AM
I would sit there and listen to her comments, but I see where she is going with all of this. As she finishes, I look up at her, "I am afraid it is too late to leave you alive, Jackie," I would proclaim as I sat forward, as you would look over my body, any sign of arousal or pleasure in this situation completely gone at this point, "No, I can't. I know what happens if I just let you go. You go to the police, or even better, you come after me yourself. I can't allow you to just go. Death is the only way you will leave here. But, I am not cruel..." I smirk at the thought for a moment as I lay back, I am not cruel, I think to myself, yet I am punishing her to death and now making her think about it. "You are not leaving, I am sorry," I would say again with a genuine sadness on my face, "While your option would be more pleasurable to me, after all this, seeing me, me explaining myself... Nothing about that turns out well for me. So, you can choose what I told you could choose. Or you die."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 24-Dec-22 10:02 AM
He speaks for a while explaining that my words are just words and that in the end I don’t get to live. I have to die that I don’t go to the police about it all. Actually probably coming after him myself, but that’s not happening so I have to choose whether I want to die a virgin or have sex with my killer? In the grand scheme of things this decision is one I didn’t think I’d ever have to make. Let alone be in the middle of it. Thinking about the options, the light for the thought of escape slowly vanished. As I let out a dejected sigh, I look over at John. Seeing that all signs of arousal are gone gives me an unnerving sense of fear. I shiver on my spot on the table. After a minute of sitting on the table with my knees pressed into my eyes, I finally speak my decision. “I’ll take the other option, I’ll- I’ll let you take my v-virginity…..” I look at the floor feeling my heart squeeze as I wait for the response. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 30-Dec-22 11:53 AM
I would look over at her, an eyebrow raised as she seemed to take the option to let me take her virginity. I didn't expect that an answer at all. I fully expected her to go ahead and accept fate and let me kill her without a second hesitation. But, she wanted me to do... that... But, I don't believe that is what she truly wants in the moment. She just wants to try and see a way out of this and I explain as much, "Are you sure you truly want this? This is not getting you out of the fate that is coming..."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 03-Jan-23 12:29 PM
I think that John may have seen through me to the base of my idea, in which I don’t want to die and just try to get out of the whole death part. “Why would you want to kill me afterwards? What if its amazing and you enjoy it a lot? Would you still want to kill me then?” I try to pose these questions in the attempt to make my captor think about how letting me live maybe beneficial in the end. Though unsure if it will actually work is another story. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 03-Jan-23 12:49 PM
She had a point, I thought to myself, what if she did rock my world in a sense that no one had ever done... Stop... You can't think like that, you have to kill her, I think to myself, she knows too much now. You told her what it was and what was going to happen. "I am sorry," I would say as I look up at you, "I have to kill you. You know far too much to be left alive and go back to your life." With that, I would begin to stand. I walk over to a garbage bag, softly pulling clothes out of the bag. She would recognize them as the clothes that she wore on the date. I would gently hand them back to her, "Cover yourself," I would say, the idea of the moment completely turning on me now, "You can have 12 hours to prepare yourself."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 03-Jan-23 12:54 PM
He looks up at me and tells me that he’s sorry. I know at this moment in time that there will be no getting out of it for me. He is going to kill me and I’m going to die a virgin. He goes over to a garbage bag and I start to get scared. So I scramble back onto the table watching his every action. He pulls out, the clothes that I wore to the date and slowly walks over to me. He hand them to me and tells me to cover myself. Never did I think that I get so offended by two words. Especially in the situation, my brain is apparently dumb. Or just horny. “P-prepare myself? What am I to prepare for? You don’t want this? But I thought it was my choice. And I told you my choice.” my voice shakes, but is convicting. It’s a town that forces you to respond. It’s one that I would use on the chief when he wouldn’t giving me any answers. I hope it works here as well. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 03-Jan-23 01:04 PM
"Your choice was only to get out of the inevitable," I would turn almost screaming directly at her, "You have no intentions other than that! I WILL NOT BE FUCKED WITH!" Little did she know about how much the mere thought of all this has fucked with my very being. Her making me second guess this... This should have never have happened. I am not someone that should be second guessing myself, "YOU WON'T MAKE ME STOP FROM WHAT IS COMING!"
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 03-Jan-23 01:27 PM
He makes a comment that my choice is only to get out of the inevitable. He wouldn’t be entirely wrong. But I’m not going to admit that, for he doesn’t need to know. The next part scares me to my absolute being. As he turns and yells directly at me, I am shocked. I scramble back far away from him, falling off the table onto the ground. He continues to scream at me that I won’t be able to stop him. It only scares me more and I back up as far as I can against the wall. Painful tears prick my eyes as I realize that I’m going to die in a room with a man scares the shit out of me. I am painfully aware that I had literally just 30 seconds before this. Ask this man to be my first time. I should be grateful that it’s not, but there’s a small part of me that wish it was. “i am sorry…” My voice is very small. Shaking with fear I hold the plastic on the edge of the room. Gripping onto it for dear life. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 03-Jan-23 01:44 PM
As I watch her almost fall back into the wall at my screaming, something that I had triggered, not even meaning too. My face filled with concern, regret in the moment, I look over at her with a sorrowful look, "I am sorry it has to be this way," I would say with a sadness, "I am sorry that I yelled too, I just..." I wouldn't let the words finish in the moment. Still standing nude, I would move closer to her, seeing her visibly wince, I would place the clothes beside of her in the moment, "I..." I am truly speechless in the moment. I walk over to the chair after placing her clothes beside of her and just sit in the chair, looking down at the floor for a moment.
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 03-Jan-23 01:57 PM
After, forcing myself to have some of the courage to look up into his face, I see something that shocks me. Instead of his face full of anger. It almost looks like concern? Maybe regret? I’m not sure really what I’m seeing. But it causes me to tilt my head and confusion. How can someone go from being so angry at me too all of a sudden being caring. Or looking caring. He apologize for it having to be this way, and then apologize for yelling to. “ it doesn’t have to be this way you know….. you don’t have to do this… if I’m being honest, you’re doing something good to here. And we could work together. You’re not killing mindlessly. You’re killing to help the community. We could work together and make this place better. Make it better for people like Johnny.” my body, betrays my words as it flinches. So he places the clothes gently next me, then walks over to the chair he was sitting in before. And he sits down looking at the floor almost is the he is upset or sad. This confuses me because he was just angry at me, saying that there was no going back. I don’t understand. “ it doesn’t have to be this way John. It doesn’t.… it doesn’t have to end with me. It could be so much more. So much more.… but you have to be willing to give it a try” @Jake
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John Smith BOT 03-Jan-23 02:02 PM
"Something good?" I would say with a confusion as I look up at her, "Give it a try...?" I look over at her, the confusion very apparent on my face, "Do you not understand that I am a monster, a demon? Someone that should never see the light of day, but I am able to get myself out of this and continue to hunt down people like you and your cop buddies just let walk. I kill them... I kill them..." I emphasize on the last part. "There is no going back to normal for me," I say with a sadness as I look up at you, "There is no magic or good work that I am doing here, Jacqueline... I am not a good person at all and the fact that you think I am doing good works reassures me that I might be doing the right thing by killing you... What do you see in me?"
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 03-Jan-23 02:07 PM
He seems to think that, emphasizing that he kills my “cop buddies” would upset me. Half those boys I believe also should be dead. They are bad. They are the corruption of the system. They are the reason why bad things happened. It stings a little that he includes me in that. But I did make a mistake, so I am rightfully in that category. But I’m not in that entire category. Just that I made a mistake in killing someone that didn’t need to be killed. He says he’s not a good person and I can’t exactly deny that but at the same time, he’s not killing innocent people. And I go to explain that to him. “ You’re a good person because you’re not killing innocent people. You’re not killing for a vendetta or revenge against innocence. You’re killing people who are bad. You kill corrupt leaders. You kill corrupt cops. And my cup buddies. Don’t need to know about our alliance, if we were to create one. I would just make sure to leave them in the opposite way for clues. And I could also help you plant clues to help frame another person who has done multiple killings that I know about. That are being covered up by the police station. I see someone who’s trying to change things. Maybe you’re not doing things in the right way, but I could help with that. Let me help you. We could make a team that could change this town. Make it better.” my voice holds a lot of emotion as I am passionate about the idea of changing this town for the better. It’s why I became a cop. It’s why I graduated top of my class. It’s because I wanted to change things. Only to learn that I was going to be a part of the very corrupt system and I see what John is doing here with some thing that’s helping fix it. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 03-Jan-23 02:10 PM
"I am not a good person," I would reiterate as she called me it again, but then goes on to explain herself and how she could help me, my head would tilt in confusion, "You want to help me, you want to bring these people to justice as well..." I look at her for a moment, my head tilted like a confused puppy still, "You don't want to do this, Jacqueline," I say with a sincere thought in my voice, "You don't want to go down this road that I am on, it is a road that you would never get out of. Something that you can never come back from."
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 03-Jan-23 02:14 PM
I sit there, listening to him telling me I don’t wanna go down this road. But the road that I’m currently on is not causing any change and it’s just doing the same thing over and over again the thing I was trying to fight. So I’m not gonna sit here and do nothing. And if that means I need to go to the dark side, I’ll go to the dark side. But I can go to the dark side while still playing the “lawful” side. I shake my head. Anger starting to build with a new from the years of this treatment that people have been caused by the hands of my coworkers. “ I can’t sit here and let it happen anymore. I’ve been trying to do change by the lawful way. Trying to make it happen the correct way. But nothing is changing. They see me as inferior! They see me as if I am just there for the look of it, and for the betterment of the force. So that the force looks more diverse. I won’t do it anymore. I won’t be there a little play thing to parade around!” The anger in my voice, doesn’t seem directed at the situation. More of a frustration of something else. @Jake
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John Smith BOT 03-Jan-23 02:22 PM
I watch her tone, her demeanor almost change. The anger in her voice, it was very reminiscent to the anger that boiled in me when all of this started. I see use in her, I see anger in her, I finally see the desire in her as well. The devilish smile returns to my face again as I watch her become madder and angrier. "Are you sure?" This is the only question I can ask in the moment, as I look over at her, my heart pounding, I swear for a second as the room goes quiet, I can hear hers pounding just as quickly, "There is no going back if you decide to do this. And if I smell the hint of betrayal, just know that what I would have done to you today will not rival what I will do to you if that happens, understood?"
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Jacqueline Grace Seymour BOT 03-Jan-23 02:45 PM
As my blood boils from the remembrance of how much I’ve been betrayed by my coworkers. John’s voice rings through the pounding of my own heart in my ears. He asked me if I’m sure. I almost spit out yes but then he continues. He threatens me but logically so. But if I even try to betray him that what might’ve happened today. * does this mean he’s not?* I look over at him, and he has his devilish smirk, returned to his face. So, this time looking at it, I don’t feel scared of it. There’s an odd satisfaction and seeing that with him. I stand up watching him closely yet there’s a part of me that has given into the desire. @Jake
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