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The life cycle of a dark mage has been always the same for everyone. First years you are greeted as a hero, for becoming someone who is up against an unavoidable death, you get lavish clothing, respect from people surrounding you and privileges that even some of high ranking anima mages don't receive. The next years are of hard work and decent wealth. These are the golden years of every dark mage. The final years are ones of a grim reminder that your life is reaching it's end. And for Namtar the same fate was coming close by each day. The average life span of a dark mage during the service is 15 years. For Namtar, this was the beginning of his 15th year of service. The final one. The knowledge that every day could be the last one for him was always reminded by weekly checkups by the local priests who would take a good look at him, and be ready to act if worst had happened. The Dark mages don't really die, the death is always done by the guards or anyone who is assigned to the task. What happens to a Dark mage in reality is that their minds become blank, they become power hungry and slowly drift to darkness, causing terror upon the land. To avoid unnecessary catastrophe, the king had ordered all guards to execute any dark mage who has fallen into darkness in the early stages. This period is also known as the most hard working time of the Dark Mages time, as their last days of being sane are being used to the final extent. They work until they die in a sense. Namtar felt that lately, the work load has been really huge as of lately. However there was a hope in his eyes. Hope that he might stay sane whatever it would take. There have been many books talking about the fall of dark mages, and an interesting writing had crossed Namtar's eyes. A writing about a dark mage, who once managed to live 8 more years after the 15 year mark....
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"You have at most a year and a half to live." The physician announced as he loaded up his equipment. "There is nothing more than I can do. You should get your things in order now, before it is too late." With that he excused himself from the small ivy covered cabin in the middle of the forest. Yasmin had spent more silver coins to summon the doctor than she generally made in a year and to hear him tell her mother that there was nothing he could do royally pissed her off. She refused to believe this to be true. Her mother, her smart and loving mother only had a year and a half to live? No. She would change this fate, and she would prove to the physician that he was wrong. At least, that was what Yasmin had intended. A year and a half came and went in the blink of an eye and in that time the half-elf had spent studying books on all things pertaining to herbal remedies, legends, and alchemy. Months she did toil away, creating one concoction after another in hopes that her mother's worsening symptoms would be alleviated. After many fails she managed one or two successes. No longer did her mother cough up blood, the spots on her skin grew faint though they did not fully disappear. With the glimpse of hope she had been given Yasmin's drive to find an actual cure had begun. Three years came and went in the blink of an eye, each new potion or poultice that Yasmin had created had prolonged her mother's death by twice the expectancy that the physician had originally given. Yet she didn't not manage to find an actual cure. Currently the half-elf was hunched over at her worktable, bottles upon bottles, dried herbs, mysterious glowing liquids that bubbled our steamed in beakers and pots littered the old oak table. Tanned hands ground fermented leaves in a bowl. .
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"Yasmin..." The faint voice of her mother carried from a room reached her ears and Yasmin set the bowl down. Worried she rushed into the room in which her mother had lived bedridden. She had the look of death about her and Yasmin's heart dropped as she sat on the stool at her bedside. "Mother." She took her mother's frail hand in hers and tried her best to force on a smile. "Yasmin. It's time." Her mother's voice was barely above a whisper. "There is something I must tell you..." Her voice cracked as she continued, she tried her best to squeeze her daughter's hand. "It's concerning your father." Yasmin shook her head. "Mother, you're going to be fine. We have plenty of ti-" Her mother shook her head, her eyes closing as a tear made it's way down her cheek. "No child, listen..." She inhaled, her dark brown eyes meeting those of her daughter's. "There is a floorboard in the closet. When you step on it it creaks. Lift it, and in it you will find a journal. It belonged to your father..." She swallowed and lifted her hand to stroke Yasmin's cheek, it lightly shook as she did. "I'm sorry I have kept this from you until now... Please. Live, and do not repeat the mistakes I have made." She lowered her hand and shut her eyes and took what would be her very last breath. Tears began to stream down Yasmin's face, her hand still clung to her mother's. She would spend hours just sitting there as the night went on. By the time the next morning's sun rays shone through the window was when Yasmin would finally remove herself from her vigil. Her mother's words replayed in her mind and she glanced towards the closet but made no move towards it. Instead she covered her mother with her sheet, eyes closing in a moment for silent prayer before she headed out to begin digging her mother a grave...
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"And that should be everything done regarding the necromancer water, just as requested. Is that everything for this week?" Namtar asked the old priest who had visited him to do the weekly check and take the order from his Majesty. "Young lad, you know well why I am coming here time to time, I hope it's not making your life a bit more stressful." The gentle old man asked him with a sad smile in his face, the white beard covering most of the face, only leaving open the lips that would show the fain expression that told more than hundreds of words. "It's alright grandfather!" Replied Namtar. He has a tendency to call any elder a grandfather, as everyone in the city is like a family to him. "Young Lad, you haven't seen the life yet, and now you are about to reach it's end so young, so innocent. Why did you become a dark mage at such an early age? You promised you'll tell me it when the 15th year will arrive, so maybe it's time to share this old secret." Namtar was entertained by the persistence of the old priest. It was always the question he would get time to time and would hear no end of. But now it seems that the 'I'll tell you late' date had finally arrived "Can I reply to you with I will tell you later or you won't accept that question anymore." Namtar looked at the old priests expression and understood the expected reply
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"Well, you know Grandfather, it was all because of one evening, I think it's funny how this evening made me change my life, while at the same time shorten it to such extent. It was all because I got heartbroken." The old priest looked at the young lad with a disappointment in his eyes. "So young lad, you want to tell me, that because all those years ago you were rejected by that young girl Nelly, you decided that if she won't take you as her husband, there's no reason for me to live?" Namtar chuckled and looked out of the window "Essentially that was my motivation. I told her that she is the only one I would want to live for the rest of my life, and there's nobody out there who can do it except her. She still rejected saying that I am so young and I will find someone more beautiful than her and will have a love that will last for decades.... I disagreed." Namtar then turned to his book that he used to study the dark arts. The book has a golden inscription of it's name Ereshkigal "That is when I picked up this book and started the path of Dark mage. And when I finally had became one I went to her and told her... My life has no meaning, so it's time I give it some meaning, even if it will cost me everything." The old priest than looked at Namtar and asked "How old were you back then." "16." The priest was even more disappointed by now "And Nelly was about 30 years old if I remember correctly... oh what a fool you were." Namtar replied calmly "Indeed...."
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Grave ready Yasmin thrust the shovel in the unearthed pile of dirt. Sweat drenched her brow as she glanced up at the early morning rays. With the sleeve of her shirt she wiped the beads of sweat that threatened to obstruct her vision. After a moment of respite she headed back inside to gather her mother's corpse. Yasmin's heart was heavy as she lifted her mother's body, she kept the sheet over her as she lifted her up into her arms. She hadn't realized just how much her mother had withered away into nothing even with everything she had done to try and keep her alive. Had it been worth it? Prolonging her mother's suffering just to satisfy her need of not wanting to be alone... Yasmin shook her head and steeled herself as she carefully turned and headed out of the room, down the stairs and to the grave where she gently lowered herself with her mother in her arms. Even more gently did she lower her mother into the grave, white sheet and all. Dark blue eyes filled with tears as she lifted the sheet for one last glance at her mother. Dark tanned fingers reached down and stroked the wrinkled cheek that was now cool to the touch. "May your eternal rest be filled with all that life denied you..." Yasmin replaced the sheet and stood, once again picking up the shovel but this time to fill the hole to protect her mother's body. It would be a few hours yet until she was done, well into the afternoon and past meal time though the young woman didn't feel like eating in her current state. Instead she would ready a bath to remove the stains in which the grass and dirt had left on her. Yasmin would scrub herself until she was beyond clean, she would scrub until her skin was red and raw and the tears finally stopped. .
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Everything was too silent, everything was less now that she was alone in the world. What was the purpose of her life now? She was twenty-three years young and had lost the reason in which she had to strive towards something. Yasmin felt hollow as she dried herself and redressed in clean clothing. The old worn mirror that leaned against her bedroom wall reflected her form and she stared at the stranger within the glass. "What to do now?" Live, and do not repeat the mistakes I have made. Her mother's words replayed in her mind, the echo of the voice in which she would never hear in this life again. Sighing Yasmin turned and left her room and went into the room that had been her mother's just hours ago. Two more hours passed while she cleaned her mother's room, removing the rest of the bedding and clothing that were no longer needed. The empty bottles and half filled poultices, all of it would be thrown away cast into the bin to be discarded the next time she would set a fire. The room now bare Yasmin looked around, the closet door wide open. Her body moved on it's own, one foot after the other until she was on her hands and knees in front of the floorboard her mother had spoken of. Just like her mother had promised the floorboard came up with ease. Reaching into the darkness of the holes depths Yasmin picked up what she believed to be the journal. Pulling it into the light she noticed it had been wrapped in a cloth to protect it. Undoing the string bindings she let the dirty cloth fall away to reveal a black worn journal with gold lettering on the cover. Property of: Arius Darkshiede
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Namtar sat down and looked over a few diaries that he had acquired from various travellers, that used to know dark mages. These diaries most often contained exactly 4 sections. The first section would always talk about their lavish lifestyles, about how much wealth they would get and how everyone loved them in the city. The second section talked about their golden years. Some talked about how they finally got their love of live finally accept them and give their hand in marriage. These personal writings often would shift to a more desperate writing in section 3 where some dark mages pondered about how to prolong their lives, some would attempt to create a personal harem. Hoping that happiness of woman would prolong their lives. Some others would instead write about how they helped everyone around them, giving gifts and helping many friends to rise up from poverty.
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Most writings went the same, they did whatever they thought is necessary to do to in order to avert the effects as if living in constant denial Namtar thought that it's a bit ironic, he himself is sitting there also, thinking how to prolong the life, it does seem to be a desperate end of a life of a dark mage. The 4th chapter of the writings went for everyone almost the same, the so called acceptance, which indicated that every dark mage actually should feel that their time is coming. How it is happening is not written, but all dark mages felt that their time is up. All writings went the same, asking for forgiveness to all friends in the diary.... But one account went a bit different. It was an account of a dark mage who wrote the page as follows [REDACTED] ... just when I thought that my time on this world is up, I was greeted by a mirracle, today I met the legendary Dark mage who has managed to live 3 more years after the 15 year mark, when I talked to him about how he managed to achieve this goal, he told me what he had done. This is giving me a light of hope. Starting tomorrow I shall do what he instructed me to and see if it will helps. I haven't felt so excited in so long. Who would have thought that it was so simple.... yet so odd at the same time. Tomorrow is the day when I will live as a brand new man! [End of last page] The writings abruptly end here. Whatever information he had gotten seemed to be too late. A really unfortunate fate.
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Her fingers trailed over the embossed text. "Arius, my father... huh." She pushed herself up and carried the book from the room and moved to the chair by the fireplace. With the extra added light she settled into her chair and opened the book carefully in case of the possible damage from age of the book. Afterall Yasmin didn't know exactly how long her mother had kept the book there, or when the last time anyone had touched it had been. As she had grown over the years there had been many a time when she had wondered who her father had been, what kind of man he was and how he could have left her mother to raise her himself. Each time she had asked her mother she would always get the same response, "When you're older." or her favorite "I'll tell you when the time is right dear." To think she would find out from a book instead of her mother's lips...and only because her mother knew she was dying. The first page of the journal was too faded to read, as were a few of the pages after. Yasmin was beginning to grow frustrated until she finally found a page she could legibly read, it's contents were as follows: [first page] I have come to regret my decision in becoming a dark mage. Despite all of the prestige and my overflowing coffers I am reminded that I am alone. I am left alone other than when I am needed by the kingdom or the wealthy to accomplish some menial task for them. I am respected yet at the same time I am feared for what I am. Am I doomed to live out these last three years of my life alone? Is it too late for me to experience the pleasures of life I had denied myself before? -- I have discovered what it means to yearn for another. While out running an errand for [redacted] I came upon a woman and her elderly grandmother stranded due to their wagon wheel being damaged. I managed to help them and by the grace of the gods I did not fumble around like an idiot. To thank me they let me join them for a meal and it was the first home cooked meal I had in ages.
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-- Her name is Isolde, she is ten years my junior but I daren't care. The way her face lights up when she smiles... gods, why now? I have asked her for permission to court her. If I am to lose myself to this madness then I might as well get a glimpse of what could have been. [end page] Seeing her mother's name made her heart tighten. He had found her mother beautiful, which was a promising start. Yasmin went through several more pages, skimming as she went and seeing a glimpse into her father's mind. Most of it was recounting dates he had taken her mother on, then him asking for her hand in marriage just a few short months later. Even more pages were filled recounting their first few years together until it the writings began to shift it's focus. Yasmin sat up straighter, her eyes focusing on the scribbled words. [Start page] … I need more time, this is the last year. I can feel the madness beginning. The darkness has finally begun the process to claim my life. I am afraid. I refuse to leave Isolde behind. I must find a means to prolong my fate. We had begun talking about creating a family...how can I leave now when I am about to be gifted that which I never could have imagined? --- There are rumors of dark mages who have surpassed the coming end. I have sought out more information. The scraps I have gathered so far are not enough. But I refuse to back down, I can see the worry on Isolde's beautiful face. I have frightened her... --- I have a daughter! Gods, she is as beautiful as her mother but with my skin and ears. Bless the gods, yet curse them all the same... my time is running out. -- I have begun my own research. The rumors... I could not solidify enough evidence from them. [end page] .
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The last few bits of text were just scribbles that were in a language she could not understand. Frustrated she shut the book and stared into the fire as the flames flickered. "He was alive when I was born?" Her heart clenched. What more secrets did this journal hold, and where could she go to find someone who might understand the language in which was written?
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On one peaceful evening, Namtar was looking through a lot of old texts, which talked about what are the dangers of dark mage and summoners. "Heh... Summoners. I haven't heard of anyone even attempting to try and learn that art in over a hundred years." The reason for this was quite simple. While the lifespan of a dark mage was approximately 15 years. For a summoner it was merely quarter of a hour. Last person who actually managed to do anything as a summoner merely summoned a beast which disappeared when the summoner went mad and was executed on the spot. "So much for any good news ey...." Namtar was looking through many writings about what could have been the fate of the legendary dark mage who managed to live so long after the deadline. What he found instead was a rather interesting discovery. Namtar discovered that the profession of dark mage used to be a normal profession one that did not have any causalities. The only mention of first deaths of a dark mage due to a corruption was noted after the great war. The great war was the event when almost all known dark mages were brutally slaughtered at the great battle of Ereshkigal. Battle named after the Godess of the underworld, as it's said that this day many souls joined an eternal slumber in her domain. Namtar began to read the passages about the great battle of Ereshkigal.
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[Start of the writing of one of the observers] I had come to see the place where the day prior the sky was burning purple with hundreds of lights that shined through the horizon. Today approaching this place, first thing that was obvious, was the deafening silence. Not a single soul could be heard. No dark mages had returned to the home. As such scouts like me were sent to see what had happened. What I found was a river flowing down the hill.... river of blood. It seemed like there's no end to it... After passing the river I could see the forest of dead bodies, all impaled on sticks. Blood flowing down from all dark mages. And from all ladies singers. No soul was spared. And what was the strangest was that all mages were impaled right along their wives, the singers. [End of the report] "Singers? I haven't heard of such profession." Namtar was rather ammused by this odd term. A singer who were they, why did singers exist. And most importantly why there is no such profession today. Looking through the archives Namtar didn't find much. But the only thing he did find was a song, titled "Song of Healing" which was written in a strange language. Below there was a writing. [writing] The first word is Kuga. Rest becomes readable to a singer.[end of writing] Namtar decided that he can't find any more answers at this state. What he needs to do is to go and see the battle field of Ereshkigal. There he might possibly find any answers. Today that place is a sacred reminder of the horrors of a land wide war. and a grim reminder of what horrors dark mages once held and what was their so called punishment.
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Namtar gathered his cape and his clothing. Nobody else is going to find the answers. Taking with himself the song of healing, he went out and looked at the evening sun. It was getting late. And as he has some free time from his duty of dark mage, he decided to gather up and head to the field. His road is long and difficult. He mounted his horse, Neilia, and headed out to the outskirts of the city, where he was greeted by a guard. "Lord Namtar, what are your travels today?" "I want to visit the sacred graveyard. Have to pay respect to our ancestors after all." "Yes indeed Milord. But please be back by the beginning of next month. His majesty is worried about your well being. Godspeed!"
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The first night alone was hard, everything in the house was too quiet for Yasmin's taste. So quiet that it had taken hours for her to actually fall into some sort of slumber . The rest she had gotten barely but a dent into her exhaustion as she awoke the next morning. The sun had only just begun to rise in the morning sky as Yasmin exited her bedroom. Standing in front of the door that had been her mother's Yasmin felt the weight of her loss. Her eyes stinging as she turned away and bounded down the creaky staircase, out the front door and even further still until she came upon the well her mother had dug once upon a time. Falling against it Yasmin threw her head back, her eyes shutting as she took deep gulping breaths of air into her lungs as she tried to calm herself. She was unaware how long she sat there, her head pounding lightly against the stone she'd leaned against. "I can't stay here anymore...but where would I go?" She thought back to the journal that had belonged to her father. Where did dark mages generally reside? "The city..." It was so obvious on where she should go that it was almost laughable it had taken her this long to figure out. "Alright." Sniffling Yasmin wiped her eyes and her sleeve before rising from the earth's floor, her eyes were puffy from unshed tears but she had a remedy for that. "Time to pack..." An hour and a half later Yasmin took one last look at the cabin she had lived in her whole life, her heart squeezed as she gripped her rucksack and slung it over her shoulder and turned away from it. She walked down the short path to where she had buried her mother and set a single stem of a forget-me-not flowers. "Wish me luck, Ma." She kissed her fingers and touched the mound of dirt. .
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It was a pivotal moment in the Yasmin's life, never before had she thought she would be alone and departing from the only home she had ever known. There wasn't much of worldly possessions that she had that would possibly be robbed and what she did have of value she had on her person. In truth she was nervous as she headed down the hardly used path. It was long and winding and took her at least two hours before she made it to the main stretch of road where people traveled. It was where her mother used to meet someone for supplies. "Right...which...way?" She'd never gone to the city and there was no indicator of which direction the city was and she didn't have a map. "Fates." Biting her lip she looked left and right, hopefully she picked the right one, and if she didn't she hoped to cross paths with someone who might know or even offer her a ride. Inhaling she settled on going left, if anything she had been too young to think to observe when the deliveries had been made, but Yasmin felt hopeful on her choice as she lifted her cloak to cover her pointed ears and protect her from the harsh morning rays. She didn't know how long it would take her to make it to the city, but at least she was actively doing something to discover more about her father, and by proxy herself.
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Namtar was driving his horse slowly by now, the excitement was running low as he was just on the verge of exhaustion for both his horse and himself. He was sitting besides the horse and took a small nap at the nearby tree while his horse was eating some grass and resting as well. During his small nap Namtar saw a nightmare, he saw that his time was running up and that the girl which was the cause of his pain and agony was laughing at him at his death bed while he was just wishing to have a nice life. His young stupidity had killed him and in his dream he felt the dreadful silence and emptiness. Namtar woke up from his nightmare and looked around to see if someone had by any chance ambushed him. Luckily for him there was nobody around which made Namtar make a sigh of relief.
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This silence was however interrupted by what seemed to be silent footsteps in the distance. Namtar's horse was first to hear the steps, but Namtar could hear them soon after as well. He looked far into the distance and noticed a lady walking his way, dressed in nice looking dress. Namtar didn't know what to do now. Being a dark mage had given him many chances to talk to ladies, but he never used them.... Now he was standing in an awkward position and seeing a girl slowly approaching. He could clearly tell that the person coming was a girl, thanks to the shading of the sun which highlighted the bust of the chest for Namtar. For some bizarre reason Namtar was an expert of telling apart these things... partially because he was always curious but terribly inexperienced in the said area. As the girl approached closer, Namtar was thinking about what kind of personality to set fourth for the girl, a really calm and serious one, just like how dark mages are seemed to be portrayed for the people all around. Or maybe rather to be friendly and kind as he wanted people to think about him. These thoughts had crossed his mind for a little while up until the girl had approached him as close as possible. He took a deep breath and decided to greet him in the 'Cool fashion' as follows. "Hello there, miss..." But as Namtar was about to step forward he messed up his steps and then tripped on his own cape making him fall down on the ground and hitting his head against a rock. "Way to go Namtar. Now the girl will think that all other dark mages are cool, and you are the stupid one...."
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She'd spent hours walking at a slow and steady pace along the beaten path. She'd seen carriages and lone riders pass by and each time she had tried to flag one down to ask if she perhaps was headed in the right direction... however each time the individual or group refused to stop. Yasmin couldn't outright begrudge them for it, in fact she was leery of strangers herself only reaching out for necessity. Eventually though Yasmin gave up asking the people who passed by after being completely ignored so many times. Yasmin took a few breaks every now and then on the side of the road. Opting for the shaded areas she used the time to snack on some of the dried fruits and nuts she had packed to take with her, as well as her waterskin in which held the spring water from behind the cottage. It somehow retained the coolness and it was the best at making her feel refreshed during those breaks. Yasmin would even glance at her father's journal from time to time as she ate, careful not to damage or ruin the pages. After the last break Yasmin had decided to push the next break even further, it was true that she was healthy and thin but she was not used to walking such long distances and already her legs were starting to protest, the muscles in her calves burned and pretty soon she wondered if she would need to just call it a day and pitch up her tent. It was as this thought crossed her mind that she was greeted with the sound of someone calling out. Eyes wide she looked up form the gravel beneath her feet, her eyes fell on that of a man. He was taller than she, and his skin much paler. Hesitant Yasmin stopped in her tracks, her hands tightening on her rucksack straps. The male seemed to trip over his own foot, stumbling forward and falling flat on his face as his head hit one of the bigger rocks that littered the road. She rushed forward, his words were muffled so she wasn't sure what he had said but she bent down and offered the stranger a hand. "Are you alright sir?" (edited)
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Namtar stood up from the place where he had fallen. He was quite embarrassed at what had happened just now and couldn't bare to look at the lady approaching him. His gaze was on the ground, watching the pebbles and grass mixture on the road, and the grass, where he had hit a rock with his head. At that moment his head was spinning a little bit. He was barely able to think at all. His head being in a pulsating pain at this moment. Namtar took a few short breaths and then stood up, his cape being covered in mud didn't help either to give fine first impression. He was trying his best to keep himself balanced on his two legs, which seemed to be a failed attempt as he fell back and landed on the ground with his butt. Namtar looked up to the sky and finally could see the girl coming close up. The pretty looking lady was standing there and extending her arm to him. As he got his vision back in place he finally could tell the details, he was quick to note the beautiful pointy ears and the eyes that were looking at him. His dark skin and the beautiful hair. Namtar was at that moment at loss of words. He at first thought that a random village girl was coming but the reality was far more beautiful than he had expected. He took her hand and pulled himself up and stood up right against her body, just touching her chest with his own a little bit. He realised how close he was to her so he took a few steps back and scratched back of his head, feeling a small bit of blood on his fingers, but he tried his best to hide it with a small laugh, hiding his left hand covered in blood under his cape. "Thank you. Are you a traveller?"
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Namtar asked curiously as he wanted to know who this girl was. He was a bit nervous too looking at the girl and her features, he could take note of how she was actually beautiful and a bit soft too, even if it was a second he could tell her natural gifts were soft. To ease his tension and nervousness he wanted to grab and fondle his spell book, but as he failed to locate it under his cape he went in a small panic mode looking for it. Could he have had lost his book? Oh dear. "Where's my book, can't find it... I am going to get in big trouble for loosing it...." Namtar was right now at a small panic, looking for his spell book. He started to look in his cape inside out, while he didn't notice the book laying on the ground just where he fell a few minutes ago. That was the spell book of the dark mage. Just one that would be similar to Yasmin's father's book. At least the cover was extremely similar. For the dark mages,there were some things that were kept similar, for the sake of tradition.
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He was rather clumsy Yasmin noted as she helped him up. He thanked her and she offered him a small smile, her eyes still wide with worry as he scratched the back of his head. She could tell he was trying to hide his hand but for the moment she didn't press the issue, instead choosing to focus on his question. "Oh yes, I am travelling..." The nervous energy that radiated from the man before her was quite obvious as he fidgeted and Yasmin felt at a loss on how to ease his discomfort. She wondered if the fall had perhaps made his mind a bit of a mess or if he was always this was normal. She'd only ever had her mother for company so she wasn't that well versed on social cues. "Book?" She asked curiously, looking about as he became frantic. It didn't take her long to spot the missing item, moving over and picking it up carefully. Yasmin dusted it off lightly, turning it over in her hands as she did so. "is this-" She stopped mid sentence, her eyebrows scrunching together as she noticed the similarities. "Um, excuse me for intruding but...w-where did you get this book?" She asked, placing it into his eager hands. To offer an explanation to why she would ask such a thing Yasmin pulled out her father's journal. She clutched it tightly to her chest. "I-it's similar to this one..."
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Namtar looked over her too see what she was referring to right now. As soon as he heard words, similar too this one, he froze in place. Thinking about what this girl could be talking about. Woman were never dark mages, not because they didn't want to, it was just impossible for a woman to bear the dark arts. Many had tried, yet nobody had achieved any level of dark magic. That is why there are no female dark mages. His next thought was that she got it from someone. This thought was also turned down as almost every dark mage's book is collected by the kingdom. There were never any exceptions. Even Namtar was expecting that his book would be taken away from his corpse. There were only a few cases of the books being left to the loved ones, and one of the most famous case was indeed of the long living dark mage. This in turn intrigued Namtar as he turned to her and asked calmly "Excuse me milady... Where did you get that book from?"
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"It-" Yasmin paused, her mouth clamping shut as she placed the book back against her chest. Biting her lip she wondered if it was a good idea to give him that information. After all she had literally just met the man. But if she didn't...how would she find out the information that she wanted? The internal struggle of her only continued for a few seconds but to her she felt like perhaps she had been quiet for an awkward amount of time. "Ah, well. It...belonged to my father." Chewing on her lip she slipped her book back into her bag and tucked some of her hair behind her ear as she returned her attention to him. "I...actually left home to find out more about him...some of the things in the book I don't understand." She cleared her throat. "I was trying to find my way into the city you see..." Yasmin looked down the road. "My mother recently passed...and I ah, only learned of the book and of my father on her death bed." She wasn't sure why she had tacked on that last bit but she assumed he would want to ask her more questions to which she didn't have any answers. It was at this thought that Yasmin realized he had never answered her own.
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Namtar was at that moment a bit cautious. He kept his distance and looked at the girl with a curious gaze. Taking his book out from his cape, he handed it to the girl and asked kindly. "Is this the exact same book that your father had?" The book cover used in that book was one of the dark mage standard. There was no doubting that fact. Namtar was far too familiar with his own book that he wouldn't mistake one if he ever saw one. But his thoughts now went on something more important, how many of the dark magic books were given to the family members, after all it was rare for a dark mage to have a family, due to how they knew their short life term. The church almost never approved any of that too. There were some cases where some woman would claim that their children are born from a dark mage, yet these claims often would come after the dark mage had died. As such it was often speculated that these woman wanted to gain the empty riches that the dark mages had. Such false cases made some of more honest and actual woman to be in disadvantage... Namtar could only think of 3 people who's books were left with families, two of them were a close family that was started just as the dark mage had became one. Or before. And last one was by the legendary mage, who requested that his book never gets to be public. He feared that dark mages would kill each other if the secret was released to public.
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Yasmin stared down at the book in her arms. "Yes, it does look...very similar. Though I am only going off of that. I never knew my father, you see." Nervously she chewed on her lip and shrugged. Why it mattered about the book she was unsure, but she hoped that he would tell her more about it or maybe offer to lead her into the city. "If you don't mind my asking, sir..." She shuffled nervously on her feet as she clung to the book. "Are you possibly heading towards the city? I could use some directions if I am to be honest. I've never left the woods though now that my mother passed I'm left alone and I am unsure of how to get there." She gave him a curious look, her eyes scanning over him. The blood trickling from his scalp told her he was more than likely wounded in some form from his fall. "I have...some healing poultices and potions if you require help with that bump on your head." In truth she sort of felt like she was responsible for it though she was so awkward she wasn't sure if he would want her help.
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Namtar was sitting down and calmly thought of the situation at hand, as he was looking, he took a good look at the girl and then at the book that she was carrying. There's no way that book isn't one of the Dark Mages. It was rather obvious, but Namtar didn't want to stare away the girl or make himself look more like an idiot than he did already.... So, his best course of action right now was to just to sit silently and nod with his head Namtar turned his back downwards, exposing the bruise that he had at his head. Where his bloody would was between his white hair, there were also some parts of dirt stuck between them, making the procedure to be a bit of a painful one. Namtar would be ready to endure it all. No matter how painful it might have been. His arms being pressed against his arms he was thinking about the graveyard he was heading to as well as if it would be worth it to turn back just for this girl... YET she had a dark mage's book, so there had to be something about her. Namtar pulled from under his cape a paper cone that was tightly sealed, showed it to the girl and said. "I would gladly show you the way to the city, yet I am heading from the city to the great graveyard of dark mages. Maybe you know where that place is located? It's just where the great dark mage onslaught took place... a lot of great mages are buried there alongside for their great achievements." Namtar unwrapped the cone to show flowers that he intended to place of the graves. "I need to pay respect to my brothers, as I myself too am going to join them soon enough."
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"I...do not. I've never really left from home before." She admitted though she probably shouldn't give so much away. Putting her father's book back in her bag she pulled out a jar with a muddy looking thick substance as well as a pair of tweezers and a cloth. She sat her bag down beside him and knelt down so she could look him in the eyes for a moment. "My name is Yasmin...what is yours? If you don't mind me asking that is..." She chewed on her lip a moment before showing him the items in her hands. "I'll need to clean out the wound before I can apply the poultice if that's okay with you?" Yasmin would wait for his approval before she would begin the work. Carefully picking up the small chunks of gravel and dirt that she could. She tried to be quick enough to not cause more irritation but also slow enough that she didn't provide him with more pain. As she cleaned he began to speak and she offered him a small smile at seeing the flowers. "It is nice of you to want to pay respects to those from before. Are...all dark mages buried there?" The thought of seeing her father's grave...it made her feel something she couldn't put descriptive words on and her heart thumped wildly inside of her chest. "I...could travel with you to the graves if you wouldn't mind? I don't particularly have a timeline..." She wondered what he meant by he would be joining them soon... Yasmin wanted to ask but she bit her tongue, they had only just met and she was sure that was a very personal matter.
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Namtar was sitting tight at the moment, he could feel the irritating pain from the injury, yet he just moved his fingers at each moment. The pain slowly went away by the each touch as he waited for her to clean the wound. Namtar really enjoyed the care taking that he received. Her palms felt so good against his head... And she was really careful and considerate... "My name... It's Namtar.... Namtar Ereshkigal." But then Namtar's eyes had caught something else staring at him. His gaze was slowly fixating on her bust, that was right before him in all it's glory... Namtar made a gulp sound as he closed his eyes, trying his best to calm down his internal desires or anything that would be related to it. And to reassure that everything is alright, he said "Please continue, it doesn't hurt that badly, just need to concentrate." As the pain was slowly dwindling, he just tried to keep himself in place and not move too much. Worst thing he could do now was to interrupt her and make things go even worse, than they already were. "It would be nice to go to that place with someone, I'll pay respects to some of greatest mages... and so you know, not all mages are buried there.. Only the great ones, who achieved big things... or outlived the 15 years they are given.... my 15 years are soon gone. So I have almost nothing left hahah....." The clumsy laughter died down as Namtar realized that his doom is slowly but surely coming to him.
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"Well, Namtar. It is a pleasure to make your acquaintance." Her fingers were gentle, as if she had done this time and time again and the pain would be bare minimum though she supposed it all came down to his pain tolerance. Yasmin heard the gulp, her hands stilled for a moment as she felt him fidget. Perhaps she could ne gentler but when he told her to continue she did, careful of where and how her hands pressed at his scalp around the wound. Once it was completely free of debris she began to apply the poultice. "There." She lightly blew on her handy work before stepping back and wiping her hands on her skirt to get the remaining residue off. "That should do for now." She offered him a small smile. He seemed... unique, though she had no way of knowing what others were generally like. Yasmin only had her mother and the few traders she had seen from afar to compare him to. His last statement about his time almost being up caused her to frown, and the laugh he gave furrowed her brow. Was he lonely? He was so young and he was going to die? Yasmin mentally shook herself, her heart aching for him. "Well, then it's settled. I'll accompany you."
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Namtar was really grateful for the treatment that he had received. It was really nice now that his head no longer was hurting, and on top of that, he had never before felt his head being so light weight as it was right now. That was a remarkable feeling that he didn't know how to handle. He wanted to thank her for the treatment, but didn't know how yet. Maybe best when both of them would return back to the city, then he could give her a gift from the house, where he could afterwards give her some sort of bracelet or... at that moment he remembered about the bracelets that he wanted to once give to his love interest. This made Namtar's mood shift to more upset mind. It would be already almost 15 years since his heartbreak, but his profession and the duty, for which he lives for always reminds him about why he became a dark mage and about the big heartbreaking moment that happened. Namtar stood up and walked to the way of graveyard. He was vastly different by now, his mind being in dissonance, as he would try to just drown back down his memories and feelings, which always come up and make him regret so many things that he had done wrong. If it wasn't for that small foolish hope, maybe his life wouldn't have been cut short so badly. Namtar had already accepted this. His stages of grief had been completed. He accepted his fate and now just walked the road to greet those whom he will join. Silent and stiff Namtar walked the path. Not thinking that someone else is walking besides him. He hears nothing and sees only the few steps, as his mind has flown in thoughts and memories.
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