Cassandra was physically shaking on the way home, she hadn't stayed at the brothel after her encounter with Xaiden, she couldnt her mind was a mess with emotions, her hands clung to the steering wheel of her car probably driving way to fast for anyone's liking but she wasn't paying attention to anything . God her mind was a mess, visions kept flashing through her, visions of the past few decades, all what they had shared together, all they dreamed they would have together in their life...all their dreams and expectations, things they had wanted together, but now he was getting them, he was getting his happy family, he was getting the child he craved so much and it wasn't with her.
Pulling up to her home she felt her sadness pulling away and was replaced with anger now, a anger for him, she screamed out in the confines of her car her hands banging repeatedly against the steering wheel watching as the metal bent beneath her hands.
"no me has castigado lo suficiente!!! me abandonaron a esta vida y ahora a lidiar con esto!!" have you not punished me enough!!! forsaken me to this life and now to deal with this!!she screamed into the car.
Finally her anger subsided a little breathing deeply she opened her eyes to look to the steering wheel seeing it crumbled before her she frowned deeper.
"Otro problema para agregar a la mezcla." Another problem to add to the mix she finally stepped out of the car, wearing a pair of form fitting jeans and a top which also clung to her frame, reaching in she grabbed the steering wheel and with another cry she ripped it from the car tossing it out into the shrubbery behind her.
"eres tan inútil como todo lo demás en este momento " your as useless as everything else right now she shouted after it before heading inside slamming the door as she did.