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@Bliss
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The only sound was the creaking of the carriage, the rumbling of distant thunder, and the hiss of her labored breaths as she fought to maintain composure between stifled sobs. Her damp blue eyes were transfixed upon a point just outside the window to her right but registered nothing of what she saw - her focus was turned inward upon the vast, swirling array of emotions which unprecedented recent events had elicited. Sold. Her father had sold her. She was little more than a slave now when once she had been born royalty. They had kept her locked away from the world since her sixteenth year, a time when she should have been preparing for initiation into womanhood - lessons in elocution and manners, invitations to balls and dinner parties…and yet twelve years later, her only memories contained images of a dark, windowless room and brilliant, limitless, hateful rage. Her jaw clenched almost to the point of pain as she slowly turned her head and looked determinedly forward at the drab crimson cushions directly across from her. A man was seated nearby but she paid him no heed. Orcs were of little or no consequence, even if he had just assumed ostensible ownership of her. At present, she was attired simply - her parents had stopped giving her the elegant, fashionable gowns to which princesses were surely accustomed years ago, and her copper hair hadn’t been arranged in anything but natural, loose curls since the tragic day of the explosion (the first one, that is) - an ugly, grey, ankle-length dress without even stays or a corset, and shoes which barely fit. At last she turned her burning gaze upon her would-be betrothed, fixing him with an expression which surely communicated all of her ire and distaste for him. Her voice when she spoke was low and trembling beneath the weight of her emotions, “Where are we going?”
17:37
@DH0123
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Gerkla sat across from her, his eyes watching her sob. Inside he was absolutely seething. There was a whole bunch of thoughts and feelings running through his mind. His soft brown eyes, the green face. He wore a smart jacket. A soft navy blue with silver trim sparkling over it. Glasses perched on the bridge of his nose. And soft tusks poked out of the corners of his mouth. He hadn't wanted to buy someone. But there were a few conditions that came to it. Firstly, well, getting access to old royal records was almost impossible. Especially for an orc like him. And secondly... well, the king had made it clear. Gerkla had to take this deal, or he would be chased out of the country. The thing that really stung was the magical contract he had been made to sign. A combination of marriage and slavery. He glanced at the palm of his hand. There was a rune. Her symbolic name, scared into his hand. He tilted it from one side to the other. It shone and sparkled like it was on fire. Well, if he had any doubts to what sort of magic she had they were put to rest then and there. She was fire. It made sense to him now. Elves were all about propriety. About being prim, proper and upstanding. He sighed and shook his head. What was he going to do. And she was being so... so prickly. Even though he had got her out of this position. Well, he supposed no one who became a slave would ever be happy with their master. He leaned forwards, resting his elbows on his knees. "We're going to a dig eventually. But first, I want to get you some clothes that fit you and make you feel more comfortable. I also want to get you a bath. I can see that your family haven't treated you well at all. And I am going to correct that."
04:25
@Bliss
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He was quiet after she had spoken - his response took far too long in her opinion, but when it arrived at last it caught her off guard. Her expression, contorted with grief and anger as it was, hardly altered however - what on earth was a ‘dig’? “Clothes? You would purchase clothes for me?” Her jaw jutted slightly as she fought against the continuous urge to weep. Her hand smoothed across her lap, drawing attention to the gnarled fabric of her current dress, “Is this not suitable for a servant?” A bath perhaps made sense, though - her face and body seemed perpetually streaked with soot. His subsequent comment regarding her family’s care of her stung bitterly and her head snapped sideways once more to gaze pointedly out of the window. She would say nothing of her ‘family’ - they were nothing to her now. When once she had been Merethyl Juliette Aguillard, only Merethyl remained. @DH0123
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The orc let out a long sigh through his nose. His mouth pulled in a tight line. Oh boy. This was going to take a long while to figure shit out. He took in a deep deep breath> Then let it out. "Merethyl. I do not believe in owning people. No orc does. We overthrew our kings years ago because we refused that. But, it waws clear to me that this was the best solution for us both. Those clothes are ill fitting and threadbare. They are falling apart as we look at them. They are not appropriate for anyone. We will be correcting that, and getting you a bath." He took a big deep breath. "I do not want some slave. Someone to hang off my needs. I was okay on my own. But, if you are here. I could use an assistant. Someone to help me uncover the past. Also, you have wild magic. I can help you learn to temper it. To work out how to best direct and guide it yourself. Okay?" @Bliss
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In her anger she could only perceive his kind tone in a condescending light and refused outright to either look at him or respond. He ‘didn’t want a slave’ and yet here they were, marked corporeally to bear evidence to the world of the contract which bound her to him! He insisted that her clothing was unsuitable - surely he would replace it with something equally modest and simple, if perhaps a bit sturdier. Slaves - for that was what she was now, whatever he claimed - did not received gifts or adornments. His further insistence that he could help her caused her lips to curl slightly over her teeth. Her parents had told him of her magic! Now whatever good will he might have had for her must surely be feigned - she was little more than an animal to him. He even called her magic ‘wild’. She clamped her mouth shut again, her breathing ragged as she fought to maintain control of herself. She would show him that she was perfectly capable of ‘tempering’ her magic - that her family was wrong, that she was entirely undeserving of this fate. And yet even where she sat attempting to be calm, she could feel her palms growing intensely warm. She tucked them quickly under the folds of her dress. @DH0123
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Gerkla saw the expressions. He was always attentive and he had always found elves especially expressive despite their best efforts. And when he looked at Merethyl he just saw pain. The hurt of what had been done to her. Of being sold. How could he blame her for what she felt. Well, the best thing he could do was always be there to offer his help. His support. "I know what they say about orcs. They're wrong. But to explain why would take so long. Your magic is tied to your emotions. It's... it's a wild source. And how you feel makes it come. Elves, your family, worship order and reason. So the intellectual, civilized magic is what they have studied. Magic you earn. But to someone with a gift like yours. They are just going to hurt. But, I don't expect anything from you right now. I understand how it is. We'll be at the town. And we'll find some clothes. Just... I ask you to trust me. For now at least."
05:42
@Bliss
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Was he…lecturing her? As if she hadn’t realized years ago that her magic was dramatically impacted by the alteration and severity of her moods? It meant nothing! If she could not control herself then there was simply no controlling her magic. This knowledge little served her and certainly not well. Still she kept her face turned from him, her only words, “Of course, sir,” dripping with venom as she uttered them low and warningly. Let him feel intellectually superior if he must - she would find a way to break those mystic chains which bound her to him and then she might silence him, herself. The carriage rolled on as a steady curtain of rain fell over the market. A curt command to the horses could be heard above them and the vehicle rocked to a halt - her eyes gazed up through the window at the shop front just without. It was not one of the dingy holes where the poor could purchase flimsy, mass-produced cotton articles for precious little coin, but a tailor’s store front. She bowed her head, fixing her eyes upon her lap as she waited for her Orc master to disembark, confusion swiftly replacing the anger her expression had held. @DH0123
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Gerkla stepped out of the carriage first. And held a hand out to Merethyl to help her out. His lips were tugged into a smile as he saw that confusion. Maybe she was starting to learn some things that she thought about orcs weren't entirely true. He shook his head and walked into the tailor shop. "Merethyl. I'm not against you here. Please understand. Let me ask this. Have you noticed how after your magic pours out, it's easier to control, your feelings are easier to control?" Part of the deal was that they leave the capital. Gerkla had taken them to a free city near the orc lands. He gave a call, and then a wizened old Goblin woman stepped out. She looked grumpy until she saw Gerkla. A smrik crossed rhe wrinkled face, then she frowned. Looking at Merethyl. "What are you doing in that sort of contract young man. And what have you come here for?" Gerkla shook his head. "It's not like that. I had no choice. She is a princess. She's used to finery. Please can you make her some outfits that'll make her feel comfortable."
06:03
@Bliss
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She sensed him exit the cabin, felt the vehicle bounce slightly as he stepped off onto the street, then turned to do likewise when she suddenly realized that he was holding a hand out to assist her. She stared at it for a moment, not quite comprehending what she was looking at - were Orcs not notorious for their bad manners and aggression? - before she tentatively accepted it. Best not to totally offend him.. She would not answer his ostensibly queries, however. Even if his observations were technically (inexplicably) on the mark. With her head bowed and her hands folded in front of her (still roiling with unnatural heat) she followed him into the shop and waited silently a little behind him as he called for the shopkeep. An elderly woman appeared possessing all the hallmarks of a Goblin with her pointed ears and mottled skin. She seemed familiar with Merethyl’s master and even went as far as to lecture him for Merethyl’s presence. To her great surprise, the man still seemed determined to identify her as a princess and, likewise, felt that she required the finery to which she had once been accustomed. Merethyl turned her head away, suddenly feeling the unnatural warmth in her palms dissipate as tears began to fill her vision. She lifted her eyes then, fighting desperately not to begin sobbing once more when her gaze fell upon a display on one side of the shop - a magnificent gown of pale green, with a full skirt and delicate cream trim. It was not the most elegant thing she had ever seen, of course, but it reminded her very much of a favorite dress she had once had, and of days spent in her father’s garden… The bitter tears which slid down her smooth, pale cheeks seemed softened by the rare and pleasant memories of her own distant innocence. @DH0123
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The old Goblin looked from one person to the other. Her shrewd eyes taking in details. There was a lot a tailor could learn. And there were plenty advantages to elf society that one could work to one's advantage. She went to the display case and plucked out the dress. Then took hold of Merethyl's hand. Leading her to the measuring area. "Mr Gerkla, you'll wait here. I'll get everything sorted out." As soon as the door closed behind her, she set the dress down on a table and turned to face Merethyl. Her eyes went over the figure hidden under the shapeless tunic. "Okay. So how did you wind up owned by an Orc? The last time I heard any of the. Having anything to do with slaves was freeing a slave ship and passing off the East felsoon company. Do you know anything about orcs? And what is going on with your magic?" She had the slightly stern attitude of an old teacher. And even though she was so much shorter than the elf, she still stood her ground. Her hands placed on her hips as her beady eyes stared at the younger woman.
06:32
@Bliss
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Rendered more docile by her sorrow, Merethyl allowed the Goblin seamstress to lead her where she would and stood quietly as she, now in relative privacy, proceeded to interrogate her. Her voice cracked slightly as she formed a tentative response and she fought the unladylike urge to wipe her eyes without a handkerchief, “Madame, I only know that which I have been told - I have been sold into the ownership of the Orc outside..” Her further queries caused Merethyl to furrow her brow slightly and she bowed her head once more, fixing her gaze upon the floor between them, “My only knowledge of them - Orcs - is that they are…uncivilized. Uncouth. Violent. I am sure that this reputation contributed to my father’s - …to the king’s decision to sell me in this manner.” She would not answer the questions about her magic. Lifting her chin (though her eyes remained determinedly upon the floor), Merethyl once more addressed the Goblin woman, “Madame, I am here only to obtain a more suitable gown than this.” She indicated her present attire with a jerky sort of gesture toward the unbecoming folds of her skirt before continuing, “If you must ask questions, please direct them to someone better suited to answer them.” She was tired. She wanted to be left alone. @DH0123
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The Goblin tailor pursed her lips and stepped forwards then. Her hands were a little curt as she pulled the clothes off Merethyl's body and then the tape measure was in her hands. "Orcs are.... well, uncouth and violent sometimes. They speak their mind. And they respect no kings or slaves. A thousand years ago they over threw their kings. Decreed that all were equal. He will follow that. They don't like commerce. They live to support one another." She sighed and shook her head. But she started to make some adjustments. "You are not here just to get a suitable gown. He told me to clothe you. To help you feel more comfortable. And look how you want. So, you're not just going to get some gown. You're going to get some clothes. I know Gerkla. He digs up the past. So, you'll need travelling clothes. Digging clothes. Hmmm, given the connection, probably something to fight in. Something comfortable to rest in. And something for parties. Merethyl, what sorts of styles do you like? What sorts of colours? You are very pale, but with that bright fire hair. Hmmm, that will be interesting. What sort of magic do you possess?" The goblin, having said her piece about orcs, set about her work. She was skilled. And her slightly smaller hands worked well getting into place. "I don't charge orcs for any work I do for them. Its an old agreement that we came to that works well. They bring me silk, its the nicest stuff. ANd if I need a favour they do it for me. In return they can have anything in my shop if they need it. And they've never taken advantage of me. That is who you're dealing with. Now, what colours? I'm thinking whites, blacks and maybe silvers."
08:12
@Bliss
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Despite her new status as slave, Merethyl had not quite shed her royal ways and expectations. The casual way in which this Goblin addressed and lectured her grated on her nerves and she forced herself to remain in stoney silence as the woman performed the necessary task of measuring her. Why should she care about the nature of Orcs? She would learn soon enough, wouldn’t she? That they apparently had a distaste for ‘kings’ came as no surprise, but also sent a cold shiver up her spine - what might they think of princesses? The further explanation of the Goblin’s dealings with Orcs went in one ear and out the other - Merethyl was wholly consumed by thoughts of escape or, if the situation came to it, fighting. Her Orc captor was larger than her, but she doubted he could withstand a column of fire the size and breadth of an oak tree…assuming she could muster one. “Blues,” she replied, suddenly realizing that the Goblin had ceased her droning to ask a pertinent question, “And greens.” @DH0123 (edited)
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The Goblin tailor could feel the indifference coming from the princess. Working to make her ready, make her beautiful. "Princess Merethyl. You can... you can have your feelings. They are not wrong at all. But I would like to ask. Have either I or Gerkla done anything to you? Anything wrong? Anything to harm or hurt you?" She pulled over a gown, this one was the sort made to get an idea of her shape. It had plenty of seems and places where it could be pinned, where various shapes and styles could be tried out. Her skill was easy to see, the way her fingers carefully constructed the dresses. She made outfits for different occassions. Travelling with long skirts. Working with pants and pouches. And others that were gorgeous. Her hands nimble and careful. "It'll take about a day to make them all. What I would suggest is that you make some good effort in getting to know him. You and he now have your fates bound together. What he does effects you. And what you do effects him. These sorts of contracts have... interesting side effects when orcs are involved. Okay. NOw, you were looking at that pale white gown. Would you like that one as well?" @Bliss
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