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Triggers: Death so far; if I think of more I'll add them 😄
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TW: Death so far; if I think of more I'll add them 😄
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It's uncommon for deities to fade from existence. Even the gods and goddesses of old have managed to stay in existence, even if weakened from being believed as myths rather than actual deities. So when Byktrish, the deity of loss, found themselves growing weaker and weaker with each passing century, they weren't too concerned. The continued with their duties; guiding the souls Death had taken, while comforting the loved ones left behind. A lesser deity, they were never as strong as the bigger deities, such as Zeus, Odin, or Ra, but after a while they noticed they were significantly more weak, even to their standards. That's around the time they went to Earth for the last time. They had traveled, wanting to provide a sense of comfort to a grieving mother. Those ones hurt the most; the idea of a parent burying a child made the deity's heart ache like nothing else. However, something strange occurred; they couldn't return to their realm. No matter what they tried, they were unable to return home. They spent decades in the forests where they were stranded, screeching for their own loss. They earned a nickname during those years; The Lamenting Angel. They'd scoff if they had heard it; a deity, being falsely identified as a Banshee? However, they just kept screaming, tears overflowing as they roamed the forest, screeching with more pain and longing any mortal could understand. Although, with flowing white hair, and their white attire, they could probably see how mortals would associate their appearance with an angel.
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Decade after decade, the deity mourned, until they collapsed to their knees. To them, it hadn't been decades; mortal time was insignificant, just a speck compared to a deity's lifespan. Byktrish eventually left the forest where they spent their mourning, feeling even weaker. They made a vow to themself, to spend their remaining lifespan to continue their work. They still found ways to comfort those dealing with loss, somehow knowing just where they were needed. By this point, they had no followers, and few on Earth could recall their name. It didn't matter; even if their work went unnoticed, they could vanish with peace, knowing they were dutiful until the end.
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Daughter of a hard-working father who died at war and a dedicated mother who died of illness, Tina only has her younger brothers to call a family. She has no grandparents, uncles, aunts or cousins. Or at least none she knows of. No, all she has are her brothers. And all they have is her. The three of them manage to survive by selling herbs and medicine to those who need it and coupling it with small animals they manage to catch. Life is rough, but it's not something impossible to do. It's synonym of moderation and preparation, that’s all. Until a sad day of winter, a day that, for some reason, just makes your heart ache a little, when the younger of those brothers never comes back from the hunt. Tina and Tony immediately notice, but the heavy snow stops them from being able to go search for their brother. It would be suicide to try and find him right now. The next day, when the snow has melted a little, they're able to walk to the trail they leave small traps on. But no sign of their brother. The fresh snow has covered any footprint he could’ve left. A kingfisher catches Tina's attention when he flies back to a branch nearby, a small fish in its beak. With such temperature they've been having, no lake or water should be free from ice. She glances and notices some broken ice, but she doesn't look further, too scared to slip and fall into the freezing water. Only mere meters away, on the other side of the lake, another hole. And floating under the glass, the lifeless body of Tina and Tony's brother, the poor boy meeting a tragic end after losing his footing. The sun continues his course, and when the shadows of the trees grow bigger, Tina walks back to her brother, a chill running down her spine. There had always been a rumor surrounding these woods after nightfall. It was less scary during the day, which was why the kids hunted in these parts. But being out so late was not reassuring, especially with the disappearance of their brother so fresh in their hearts.
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MMS (Martin-Maraiste) 12/18/2022 6:21 AM
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Kneeling on the ground, Byktrish just kept sniffling. The cold didn't affect them; despite the thin white robes they were left with, they weren't shivering. No, the only thing causing them to shake was a feeling they had seen their whole existence, but never felt themself. The grief of their own impending demise was insurmountable; not even the gods knew what happened when a God was to fade from existence. They stood to their feet, bare feet crunching on the snow beneath their weight. When had they weighed anything at all? Every time before this, they gracefully glided across these sorts of conditions, but now they left footprints in their wake. The thought itself may have been enough to send them into another round of uncontrolled sobs, the screeching echoing once again in the forest they had been wallowing in for ages. No, no they wouldn't wallow anymore. Even with their fate oncoming, they existed for a reason. Even with their power fading, they felt someone else's grief, not too far from where they stood. They took in a deep breath, the icy chill filling them as they steadied themselves. No, grieving over oneself was not the proper way for a god to act. They walked to the edge of the forest, looking out onto the lake. They saw different holes and cracks on the glistening surface, then saw what had caused the feeling of grief; a body floating underneath the ice. Their heart ached for the loved ones who surely missed the boy. Surely, given the time, Death had made quick work to guide the poor soul to the afterlife he was destined to go, which just left them with their job. They saw the footsteps in the snow, and decided to follow.
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With the sun starting to set, and the blinding white surroundings, it was easy for Byktrish to be hidden; just something that someone could catch out of the corner of their eye. Despite that, they saw a younger girl walking in the snow; and judging by the sights they've seen, they determined the girl was the one with the heart full of grief. So, doing as they did for however long they have existed, they followed behind. They wanted nothing more to approach and comfort, as they had done an immeasurable amount of times before. However, this was now uncharted territory; their magic had never been quite this weak before. They had no idea how different their job would be now. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The young girl hurried out of the shadows of the trees, a chill running down her spine and telling her to hurry. She glanced behind before trotting just outside of the forest. Something felt...wrong. She hesitated and brought a hand to her chest. There it was, that feeling of grief. She wasn't even sure her brother had died so why... why was her heart already mourning? "Go ahead Tony!" she screamed at her brother, who was waiting for her on the snow path. She needed a moment, to think, to assess, to sort out how she was feeling. The absence of her brother surely left an empty spot in her heart but...he could’ve just gotten lost, right? A tear rolled down her face, leaving a cold trail behind. Why... why was she crying? She let herself fall to her knees, ignoring the snow that got her knees wet. It wasn't important. "Yann... where are you?" @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish kept following silently, watching the girl. It appeared that she hadn't seen what they had seen; maybe their powers had already faded enough to make mistakes? No, no that couldn't be it. Sure they were weak, but they couldn't possibly be that weak. They kept following, staying silent as they moved. They didn't want to scare the poor girl off, just waltzing up and breaking terrible news. So, they decided to retreat further in the forest, taking a deep breath. Metamorphisis, They said quietly, focusing on changing shape. If they were to approach a mortal, it had to be done right; just because they were about to vanish, didn't mean they had to go and forget their manners and how they behaved. Instead, they changed their form to look more human; unfortunately, they still looked a bit strange by mortal standards. They still had white irises, and their hair could still camouflage itself in the snowy backdrop. However, at least they didn't look quite like a deity now. Carefully, slowly, they went back to the edges of the forest, still following behind. They rehersed their story in their head as the followed behind, for if-or rather, when-they'd eventually be spotted. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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A branch snapping was all it took for Tina to snap out of it and be back on her feet, squinting trying to see something in the blinding white decor. She wiped her tears and sniffled loudly one last time. "Who's there?" she asked, her voice trembling. "Yann? Is that you?" She was still close to the forest, and it had only been a day, maybe he had just gotten lost. She hesitated, glanced back at the path her brother had taken just a minute before, then at the forest again. Taking a deep breath, she took a couple of hesitant steps closer to the forest, raising her head to see as much as possible ahead of her. It wasn't like her to give up so quickly. Once she'd tell Yann that, surely, he'd make fun of her. She couldn't wait to see him again. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish paused, accidentally stepping on a branch. They held their breath, watching the girl look around to find the cause. The deity stayed still, listening to her call out. They knew it would be cruel to let them be so scared, but they couldn't help but feel a twinge of fear themself. They watched as the girl approached the forest's edge, trying to find the source of the noise. Just as we rehearsed, they thought, taking a step out of the trees. "I-I'm sorry to have startled you," They said, their voice feminine, yet crackly. "I was wandering about, a-and it seems I may have gotten lost." They tried to play it cool, as if they were lost. They have interacted with mortals, true, but it was never quite like this, not in these circumstances. They held out a hand, trying their best to smile gently. "My name is Trish, by the way." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The young girl remained cautious of the stranger, but she wasn't quick enough to hide the look of deception that came on her face when she realized it wasn't her brother. Her eyes still glanced behind the person, a twinge of hope remaining that her brother would pop from behind a tree. But there were no sounds. No sounds aside that feminine voice. Tina let out a small sigh and shook her head. "It's nothing..." She took a second look at the person in front of her, their white eyes were captivating and a sort of aura emanated from them, something comforting but that still ran a chill down her spine. Tina shook their hand back and gestured to the path behind them. "I'm Tina. Can I offer you to stay the night?" @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish noticed as Tina glanced behind them, not saying anything as they did. This at least confirmed the girl didn't know the fate of her loved one; Byktrish could only imagine they were looking for someone that wasn't there. However, they gave a nod, a gentle smile on their face. "I would appreciate that; these woods don't seem like a friendly kind at night." They said softly, following behind Tina. "If I may ask, it looked to me that you were looking for something. What is it you seek?" @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The sound of crunching snow under their feet felt somewhat calming for Tina. It helped her collect and gather her thoughts before speaking again. "My younger brother, Yann. He... he hasn't come back yet." She glanced at them again and found some comfort in the soft smile she saw. She chuckled, realizing how childish it may sound. Worrying for just a day late? She could almost hear Tony make fun of her. "He was supposed to come back with a rabbit or maybe a pigeon, unfortunately it seems tonight's dinner will be carrots and mashed potatoes." she turned around to look at Byktrish once more, giving a resigned smile. "I hope it's alright with you." The small wooden house was just a couple of meters away, and from the chimney a white smoke was escaping. Wood was stocked outside, near the door for easy access. @No Faced Angel
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"I see," Byktrish said, quietly listening as Tina explained. They wanted to tell her what they saw, to try and quell the unknown with certainty. However, that was not their place. They were there for comfort, to ease the ache that came with a grieving heart. However, hearing the girl chatter on about dinner, she came to her own decision. "Carrots and mashed potatoes sound lovely." Byktrish said, smiling warmly. "If you would like, I can help you search tomorrow if your brother still is not here." While they didn't want to break the news outright, they did feel the poor girl should know the fate of her brother. So, they decided that they would lead her there; to find her brother and process the news herself. While she did that, Byktrish would be there to do as they always did; to comfort, and to soothe. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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"That would be very kind of you." Tina opened the door ald invited Byktrish inside, calling for her brother to add some wood to the fire. The latter came running from the corner of the house, seemingly busy with something. When his eyes trailed up to their guest, he let out a yelp of surprise. The combination of white hair and white irises seemed blinding, just like the snow outside. "S-sorry." he mumbled with his head down when he walked past them. Tina sighed and mentally noted down to scold him later for that lack of manners. She approached the fire and the cooking pot fixed above it, the water was already boiling. She looked around for a seat to offer to their guest while she grabbed a knife and some carrots. "Have a seat, it will be ready soon." @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish gave a nod, still smiling a bit. "It's the least I can do in exchange for your hospitality." They said, stepping inside the house. They looked around the house, thinking about what a marvel mortals were, when they heard the brother make his way over to where they were. They gave the boy a smile, not flinching when he gave a surprised yelp and hurrying along. "It's quite alright," Their voice was soft, doing their best not to spook the poor boy further. They gave a nod to Tina, taking a seat. "Once again, I appreciate your hospitality." They said, still looking around at their surroundings. "Do let me know if you would like help." They added, a warm smile still on their face. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The young girl slowly shook her head, she wasn't going to ask anything of their guest. After peeling the carrots, she threw them into the pot and started doing the potatoes next, peeling them quickly and joining them with the carrots. When she put down her knife and dusted her clothes, she took a seat facing their guest. "You... Are you a traveler? It’s uncommon to see folks traveling by this weather.." Common manners taught her to not pry too much into a guest's life, but a part of her childlike curiosity was eager to learn more. And the return of Tony further pushed the question as he took a seat next to his sister after adding some wood to the fire. He couldn't look at Byktrish in the eyes but he stole glances here and there. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish gave a nod as they watched Tina prepare the food, still smiling a small bit. "I suppose that's the best way to explain; I found myself an awfully long way from home." They explained softly, looking between the two. "It appears I cannot find my way back, unfortunately." They looked down at their lap, trying to swallow down their own feelings. They weren't particularly lying, however dwelling on their sad state did bring that heavy feeling of grief onto themself. It was an odd feeling, being on this side of things. However, they tried to shake it off. "A-anyway, what about you two?" They asked, looking back up. "You seem quite a ways from the closest village." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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From time to times, she'd stand up and stir the vegetables, checking if the potatoes were ready to be mashed. Once they were, she signalled to her brother to help her and both sat back down with a bowl of very soft potatoes they started mashing. Listening to their guest, they exchanged an understanding look. They could only guess what it was like to be far from home. It occured in Tina's mind that her lost brother probably felt a way similar to their guest, and a veil of sadness fell on her heart. "Our parents died when we were kids," she shrugged. "We found a way to survive by selling herbs." As she spoke, she took back the mashed potatoes and shared it in three bowls, taking the carrots out of the cooking pot and adding them to each bowl. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish would watch as she went back and forth, working on dinner. They had to admit, the food smelled delicious. Even if they didn't need to eat, they always were fascinated with the action. They listened intently as Tina spoke, giving a nod. "I'm sorry for your loss," They said as she walked back, giving a nod of thanks as she added food the the bowls. "At least you have eachother though," they said, giving a warm smile. "Family is always an important asset in life." They waited for everyone else to dig in first, taking a bite after everyone else did. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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_Briefly, quietly, Tina prayed for her brother to come back to them. She had long stopped believing in a higher being that would help them, the day their mother died, she lost all faith. A part of her, in her most desperate times, still believed though. She nodded, it was true that their bond between siblings was part of what kept them going for so long. She could only hope that Yann was thinking the same and finding strength in the thought of his siblings. "It's ok, we... we never really got to know them." And with that, she took a spoonful of her meal, signaling that the topic was closed. @No Faced Angel
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Taking a bite once Tina and Tony had first, Byktrish couldn't help but smile a touch. They knew food wasn't a necessity, but it was nice to indulge in it every once in a while. They gave a nod, looking over at Tina. "This is delicious," they said softly, taking another bite. While they did want to ask more about their lives, they could tell the subject was sore. They didn't want to pry into such a raw wound, lest they make their hosts uncomfortable. They couldn't even relate fully; they themselves weren't too sure about their family tree. So instead, they allowed the silence to sit in the air. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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Seeing that everyone was enjoying the food, Tina savoured her food as well. There was at least something that she had learned from her mother, and it was that a meal was better when shared. Tina and Tony's bowls were soon empty, and their hunger calmed down. The boy got up and went back to the corner he was before Tina and Byktrish came. It was an attempt to be forgiven for his lack of manners, and he came back with a couple of biscuits that he offered to their guest first. @No Faced Angel
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This was another new one for Byktrish. They had never interacted with mortals this long in one sitting; always living on their own in the realm of the gods. They had to admit, the company was nice. It was almost enough to drive their demise from their mind. "Would you like help cleaning up?" They asked Tina as everyone finished up, watching as Tony went back to the corner. "It would be the least I could do for your hospitality." As Tony came back with the biscuits, they gave a warm smile to the boy. "Why, thank you very much." They said gently, taking a biscuit and taking a small bite. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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She shook her head as she took back the plates."Thank you, but it's okay." After clearing everyone, she sat back down near the fire, her eyes lazily following her brother. She gave him an encouraging smile. _Tony was a bit more reassured, and finally he spoke sone words after glancing at his sister. Their new guest had such an uncommon appearance that he wasn't sure how to act. "May we... Could we hear a story of yours?" he looked at Byktrish, eyes almost pleading. "..please?" @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish gave a nod, watching as Tina cleared away the dishes. They were lost in their own thoughts for a moment before Tony asked for a story. They looked over at the boy, giving another warm smile. "I suppose I can; although, I don't have many interesting stories..." They thought for a moment, trying to think of something that wouldn't be gloomy. Eventually, they gave a nod. "Back at home, there were at least two ladies in my village who had many cats. They were such lovely little things; very friendly, always knew just when to come by for treats." They laughed softly, remembering Freya and Bastet. "There was one holiday, where they both decided to gift me with one of their cats. It was a huge honor, but they didn't know that the other had the same idea. So, now I have a cat as gold as the sun, while the other is as black as the night sky. It worked out well, and both ladies were happy that the cats who grew up in two different places became fast friends." They smiled warmly as they remembered the two cats, looking almost wistful. They hadn't thought of what would happen to the two now they couldn't return home; all they could hope for was Bastet and Freya would take them and care for them as much as they did before. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The fire was still alive, but Tina checked it regardless. She would be a bit embarrassed to admit it but she, too, wanted to hear the story. She was still a kid in some aspects, and now was one in a few times that she was allowed to behave like one, and not like a mini-adult. Tony's eyes were glimmering with excitement, the unease he felt a moment before seemingly vanished. They didn't hear stories often, most of the times it was just Tina, Yann and him. They rarely had guests too. When Byktrish fell silent again, Tony couldn't help but put on a saddened face. He was thinking of his brother, how cold he must be and how he would have also loved hearing this story. Tina caught a glimpse of her brother’s sad face and decuded to do the talking again, to give him some time to collect himself. "Did you name the cats? How were they? We've only seen strays here, are they different?" @NovaRose
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Byktrish kept reminiscing over their cats, a wistful smile on their face. They snapped out of it quickly though, hearing Tina ask questions. "I did," They said, still smiling. "Their names weren't entirely inventive; I named my golden one Sol, while my black one was named Nox." They explained, feeling a pang of longing for their companions. "Sol is a little rascal; he always tries to get into where he doesn't belong. There was one time he ended up on my roof!" They laughed at the memory. Waking up to meowing on the roof was definitely an experience. "Nox is a very quiet girl though; always curls up on my lap when I sit." Their smile turned a touch sad for a brief moment, remembering how Nox would curl up in the crook of their knee at night. They took a deep breath, trying not to let their thoughts linger in sadness for too long. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The young girl smiled when she heard more details on the cats, before their mother died she also told them stories of the cat she had before Tina was born. She wished she could've been there to see them. "Sol and Nox... It's pretty names, you named them well, I'm sure they love you." the brunette smiled gently and stirred the fire with a little branch. She stole glances, finding the courage to ask for one more story about Byktrish's home. "Can you... Could you tell us of where you're from? Is it covered in snow in the winter? How are the trees once spring comes around? You mentioned a village, is it big?"
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MMS (Martin-Maraiste) 1/8/2023 6:35 AM
@No Faced Angel
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White eyes flicked back over to Tina as she spoke, a spark of warmth in them as a smile tugged at their lips. "Oh, it's gorgeous in the winter," the said, eyes going distant for a second as they recalled their home. "The snow is always sparkling in the moonlight, and despite it blanketing the village it never gets too cold." The smile on their lips grew, a pang of longing filling their chest as they recalled the sights. "Some of the people there would cook special foods for the season, sharing with everyone. I believe it's because they missed their own family." They added, remembering Hestia and her wonderful bread. "Then in the spring, a lot of us would help tend the fields to help grow good crops." The more they spoke, the bigger the smile on their face grew. Remembering all the gods and goddesses from the different pantheons was always a welcome thought; bringing some comfort to them when they were on Earth for a while. However, as they remembered their situation, the smile faltered and became more bittersweet. "I hope someday I can return...I do miss home." They added softly after a moment, more to themselves than anything. But, time marches on, and they shook their head to rid of the heaviness in their chest. "But I'm sure you also have stories to share; what kind of wildlife do you see around here?" They asked, trying to ignore the longing in their soul. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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Seeing the smile grow on their guest's face was almost as captivating as the place they were describing, and without noticing both the young girl and her brother found themselves gasping for whatever they were telling, their minds running wild trying to imagine a place similar, yet different from outside. Tina imagined crops surrounded by green hedges, big fields of fruit trees you'd get lots from all year long, wild animals grazing on the shining green grass. She gave them a little re comforting smile when she noticed theirs disappearing. She wanted to hear even more but she could tell their guest didn't want any more reminders of the place they had lost, although she was still curious as to how it was lost. Could they not travel back home? Was it a distant land not that accessible? She shook the thoughts away and shrugged. "Nothing much happens here... Sometimes if we're lucky we can catch a boar or a deer, but most of the time it's barely a pheasant or a shrew.." she dusted her robes and got up after stirring the fire once again. Time was going its way and the time they went to sleep was approaching. She didn't really want to stop their guest, but in her mind, she'd wake up early the next day and search for Yann.
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MMS (Martin-Maraiste) 1/8/2023 8:47 AM
@No Faced Angel
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Stories about their home were usually something Byktrish could speak of with ease, but the longing for home made them ache. Despite this, they smiled as Tina spoke about the wildlife they could catch. "I'm sure once spring comes, more will come out and be easier to catch. Winter is always the harshest." They commented, watching as she tended to the fire. Glancing out the window, they saw night had fallen quicker than they would have thought. "I suppose it's almost time for bed," They said softly before looking back at their hosts. "I can leave you be to do what needs to be done. I deeply appreciate your hospitality." The added, dipping their head in respect with a friendly smile.
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The girl gave Byktrish a thankful smile, the last guest they had didn't show that much curtsy when the kids started showing signs of being tired. She gathered some furs and took some more from a wooden box at the foot of a bed, before she stepped aside, gesturing the third bed to their guest. It was too cold out to get changed into a nightgown, and as long as the clothes weren't too dirty, it felt okay to sleep with them on. Without saying anything, the young boy had gone outside to fetch some more wood he'd add to the fire, leaving the rest next to it. Back inside, he quietly got to his bed, lined up with Tina's so it seemed bigger. Usually the three of them would sleep huddled together for warmth, but although it would've been a better idea to separate them once again, it was a bit too late for that. Plus, they had a feeling their guest wouldn't mind if the two siblings slept together. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish walked over to the third bed, a soft smile on their lips as they gave a grateful nod. Taking one of the furs, they lay down on the bed and stared at the ceiling. They did glance over at the siblings, but their eyes went back to the ceiling, the smile still present on their face. It had been a while since they had been in a house with other beings, let alone a sleep over sort of situation. Despite that, it still felt nice to have company for once. It helped ease the ache of homesickness. Despite the brief moment of calm, their thoughts did drift back to what tomorrow would bring. *I should stay with them until they find him," They decided, hoping it would be the best course of action. Their whole purpose of existing was to comfort those who's loved ones had passed, so what kind of deity would they be if they weren't there to comfort? They kept thinking on like that, closing their eyes. While they didn't need sleep in order to function, it was still a pleasant state of existence. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The night that had already fell went on, and sleep quietly welcomed each one of them, giving room for dreams to happen. Sometimes they'd dream of gold and richness, sometimes of running wild in the skin of a mighty wolf, tonight the young girl had a disturbing dream. She was alone, cold and behind a window. Her brothers were on the other side but they couldn't hear her call out their names. She kept yelling, unaware that she was whimpering and muttering in her sleep. And right before she was able to open her eyes, her second brother turned to face her, and with horror Tina saw that he had her face. Waking up in a cold sweat, she looked around. It was still dark outside and the fire was almost out, so with a sigh of relief she added the wood her brother had brought. It was just a dream. Terrifying, but not real. She sat in front of the fire for a moment, her gaze lost in the dancing flames. @No Faced Angel
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In the quiet of the night, Byktrish just kept thinking and reminiscing about their home. Eyes closed, just imagining their little home with Sol and Nox. They thought of the other gods and goddesses, how they all would just spend time together and enjoy each other's company. They felt a tear slide out of the corner of their eye as they let their imagination run, however they quickly snapped out of it and was brought back to the present by a sound. When Tina started whimpering and muttering, they cracked open one of their eyes. They quietly observed her as she dreamt, waiting for her to wake up. While they wanted to go over and comfort her then, they also knew it would be strange if they were just sitting next to her unprompted. They quietly watched as she woke up, seeing the panic as she looked around. They didn't make any moves until she tended to the fire, watching the flames. They got up, walking over and sitting next to her. "Did you have a bad dream?" They whispered, looking over at her. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The young girl wasn't expecting their guest to be awake, she was even unaware that she had made noises before waking up. Her brother Tony was a heavy sleeper and he was hard to disturb. Sitting by the fire, she let out a gasp of surprise when Byktrish whispered, paused a second, then nodded quietly. She gazed into the fire, her eyes drifting to the flames dancing around the logs. A shiver ran down her spine when she recalled her dream. "My brothers were in it..." @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish gave a nod in response, their gaze going to the flames in the fireplace. "I see," They whispered, biting the inside of their cheek. "I'm sorry to hear it; bad dreams are stressful, but at least they're just that. Dreams, I mean." Their white eyes kept watching the flames, the shadows on their face looking almost like someone splattered a dark ink on them. If one were to look closer, they could almost see what looked like silver threads dancing across the flawless skin around their eyes and mouth; almost like stardust illuminated the veins underneath. "If you feel it would help, I wouldn't mind hearing about it; sometimes talking helps alleviate the negative feelings bad dreams bring." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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After a long pause, she started telling her dream to Byktrish. Her voice was soft and unsure, often hesitating on her choice of words and correcting herself. It was even more obvious now that she didn't enjoy the luxury of a proper education, but she managed to get her message across after some time. She felt....lighter. Byktrish was a good listener, and after she fell silent again, she thought to herself that they were right because she was feeling less afraid to go back to sleep. "Thank you for listening. I..I shouldn't keep you up further."
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MMS (Martin-Maraiste) 2/3/2023 9:21 AM
@No Faced Angel
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Byktrish gave a nod, listening silently as Tina spoke. While they didn't sleep, they could imagine how scary a bad dream could be. Especially the one Tina was describing; that sounded particularly scary. Once she was done speaking, Byktrish gave another nod. "That does sound bad," They said quietly, their gaze lingering on the fireplace before glancing over at Tina. "Don't worry about keeping me up though; I don't mind at all." They added, eyes going back to the fire. Despite that, they did stand and held a hand out to Tina. "However, I'm sure you could use some more sleep; especially if we're going to look for your brother in the morning." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The young girl nodded and walked back to her bed after adding an extra log to the fire, just in case. Her brother seemed to feel her warmth as he shuffled closer to her, linking his feet with her leg. She chuckled and brushed his face, taking a moment to realize how lucky she was to still have him with her. She looked back at Byktrish, thanking them again under her breath. She wished them goodnight, although she had the feeling it was useless, and promptly fell alseep again. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish waited until Tina was back in bed and asleep, smiling some to themself as they saw the two siblings cuddle eachother. They felt a small pang of lonliness themselves; they missed their friends, the gods and goddesses that they have grown to see as family. However, now was not the time to feel pity for themselves. Not wanting to seem too odd, they went back into the bed they were resting in themself. They lay down and pulled the blanket over themself, more so for the comfort than to keep warm. They closed their eyes, again remeniscing about the past. They faintly felt a tear or two leak out from their closed eyes, but they didn't care. They ignored the sensation, just allowing themself to exist and remenisce until morning. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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When the first rays of sunlight made their way into the house, the fire was in its last moment, despite the extra log Tina had added. But the air wasn't so cold, and the sun was slowly warming whomever it fell on. The siblings couldn't really afford new curtains, so the ones they were stuck with had holes in them and strings falling out. It still did the job of blocking most of the view to keep some privacy, but it wasn't that effective at blocking light. Slowly emerging, Tina was the first to wake up. Rolling on her back, she grunted quietly and stretched, still laying down. She stayed like this a moment, staring at the ceiling, before she sat up and glanced at the bed they had offered to their guest. What time was it? She hoped they could rest and weren't too bothered by the sun. Tina and her brothers usually always got up when the sun was nearing its peak, and she worried Byktrish had been awake since sunrise, quietly waiting for them to wake up. @No Faced Angel
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As soon as the sunlight started to light up the room, Byktrish sat up. They rubbed their eyes, trying to adjust them a bit to the brighter surroundings. As they looked around, they noticed the curtains were growing a bit threadbare. Frowning a bit, they gave a quiet sigh after thinking. If they had been better prepared before coming down to this realm, they would have packed their satchel; and in that satchel would have been mending supplies. Well, technically they'd be embroidery supplies, but they could do for mending in a pinch. So instead, they stayed sitting on the bed for a few moments longer. When that got too boring, they stood and quietly slipped outside into the crisp winter air. They didn't want to wander too far and have Trish or her brother worry for them, so they made sure to stay close to the little cottage. With how much snow was around, they almost blended into it; the sun shining around them almost had a halo effect, as if revealing a previously unseen aura. They walked around quietly, admiring the different birds that flew by and trying to identify them. Blue jays, cardinals, they were all so picturesque against the white landscape. They gave a small smile, even holding out a finger and allowing a cardinal to perch on it. They kept admiring the nature around them, the time slipping away from their grasp. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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Seeing the bed empty, her first reflex was to hope Yann had come back and was outside, maybe playing some prank. Then she recalled their guest, and the corners of her mouth lowered while a hand came to her chest. The ache from yesterday was still there, still without explanation in sight. She took a sharp breath and shook her head, deciding to be patient and sort out her feelings later. She'd have time once their guest would have left. She woke up Tony, and the two of them went outside after getting ready. Had it snowed again during the night? Neither of the siblings could tell. But what they saw was that it was blindingly white, and immediately after stepping outside, both of them started squinting. Going around the house, they stopped when their eyes made out the silhouette of Byktrish amongst the heavy snow. They wouldn't have seen them if they weren't looking for them, and knew they blended in very well. While Tina, who was walking first, noticed the birds around them, Tony did not, and when he stepped forward to greet their guest, he scared the birds around. "Good morning!" @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish watched as the birds flew off, still smiling slightly before turning to face Tina and Tony. "Oh, good morning!" They called out, walking over to the siblings. "I hope you slept well; I didn't want to wake you." They explained, stretching a bit. They studied the two for a second, trying to think. Would it be too strange to suggest searching for their missing brother right after they had woken up? Probably better to suggest breakfast first, They decided, offering a smile to them. "Should we eat breakfast?" They asked, starting to walk back. "I can cook if you'd like; I feel I should at least offer as thanks for a place to stay last night." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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She gave Byktrish a grateful smile, knowing they had been awake at the same time as her that night. "I hope you could rest too." she politely replied. With a nod she accepted the breakfast offer, while Tony hid a bit behind her, shy to ask more questions about them that had been sitting in his mind all night. Bending down, Tina took some wood for the fire and followed them inside, taking a sharp breath of freezing air to finish waking up. "What do you need? We don't have much unfortunately..." @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish gave a nod, a smile gracing their features as they waited for Tina to grab wood for the fire. "I was able to rest fine enough," They said, holding the door for the siblings before walking inside themselves. "I can work with whatever you have." They added, walking to the kitchen to see what ingredients were there. "I've always been a resourceful sort; always able to survive despite the circumstances." Despite speaking about food, the statement made them feel a pang in their chest as they again remembered the circumstances they were in. Even though they were resourceful like they said, that wouldn't save them this time. Being a deity facing their own mortality, it was almost paralyzing. However, they gently shuffled the thought to the back of their mind as they continued to figure out what to make for breakfast. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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Back inside, she showed the shelf on which they kept their ingredients. There was flour, a bit of sugar, lots of dried herbs, smoked salmon and rabbit. In a little box were sitting five eggs and in a small plate, a palm of homemade butter. Tony went and sat near the fire, his eyes still glued to Byktrish, but moving away everytime they fainted glancing his way. He'd look at the fire, then their guest, then the fire again, and something about their guest reminded him of the fire burning in front of him. Something...not quite real. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish looked at the ingredients, then nodded to themselves as they grabbed the butter eggs. "I may not be the best cook, but I do think eggs are good." They said softly, glancing over at the siblings with a smile before going to crack three of them. After thinking for a moment, they also grabbed some of the herbs to add in, carefully adding a pinch of this and that into the eggs and pouring them into the skillet. As they waited for the bottoms to cook before scrambling, they noticed Tony kept looking over at them out of the corner of their eye. "If you want to know something, you can ask." They said, giving a warm smile. "I promise I won't bite." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The young boy finally took his courage in his hands and stood up, walking up to Byktrish. Looking up at them, he didn't say anything at first and simply opened his mouth, making him look like a fish out of water. They smiled at him and he felt a rush of shyness spread to his ears and the tips of his fingers, but he didn't give up. "You're... strange." he murmured, not wanting his sister to hear and reprimand him. "I don't know how I know but... it's strange." he pauses, looking at his feet then back at Byktrish. "Yann disappears, then you appear, and you look just like snow!" Finally, he murmurs again the last part, shyly glancing at the shelves. "Are you like... the Holy Spirit?" The young girl took the blanket from the bed and started doing some needle work, patching up the holes and little tears in it, glancing at the two others from times to time from the beside the fire.
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MMS (Martin-Maraiste) 3/7/2023 9:38 AM
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Byktrish kept glancing at Tony as he walked over to them, smiling slightly to themselves as he kept opening and closing his mouth as he tried to find his words. When he said they were strange, they paused for a second. They heard him out, slowly going back to the eggs as they talked about how they had appeared out of nowhere right after Yann had disappeared. However, they froze when he asked if they were the Holy Spirit. They tried to think quickly; the longer it took for them to answer, the stranger it would be. A mortal had never asked such a bold question, but then again they had enough power to disguise themselves better. The looked over at Tony again, a soft smile on their face. "N-no," They said slowly, trying to avoid direct eye contact. They were never the best of liars, and while right now it was easy enough to be honest it would be harder if he pressed the subject more. "I'm not the Holy Spirit...but I don't mind looking like snow." The added, going back to cooking the eggs. "Winter has always been my favorite time of year." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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"Oh, ok then!" The answer seemed to satisfy the curiosity of the young boy, and his sparkling eyes quickly came back when he started to smell the food being prepared. He grabbed a stool and brought it closer to Byktrish, climbing on top of it to better see what they were doing. "Yann and Tina prefer the spring but I like the autumn more because the leaves fall and we can eat pumpkin." he added, all signs of shyness seemingly gone. Seeing her brother warm up to Byktrish brought a little comfort to the young girl, she had always worried that Tony might grow up scared of meeting new people because of their secluded lifestyle. It seemed she had worried for nothing. Her gaze that had softened went to the trees behind the window, and once again, she mentally prayed to God and every possible deity, to bring her other brother back safe and sound. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish glanced over at the boy again as he grabbed the stool to stand and watch them cook. They couldn't help but smile a bit; despite the short amount of time their grieving was, it was a bit comforting to be around people again. "Pumpkins are always delicious." They said, chuckling a bit. "The harvest season is always a fun time; I have a few friends who embrace the change of seasons, when the final big harvest is ready and everyone feasts to celebrate a good crop and a good year." As they spoke, the smile grew warmer, more genuine even as they recalled the different gods and goddesses who helped with the seasons. The feasts were always wonderful, and brought with them laughter, some nectar of the gods, and full bellies. However, they snapped out of their own thoughts quickly; now wasn't the time to get lost in old memories and reminisce over times that were long over. They noticed the bottoms of the eggs had cooked enough, and started to mix them around to scramble them. Despite not looking over at her, Byktrish could feel the prayers coming from the girl. They felt a twinge of guilt, knowing it probably had to do with her brother. If they were back at home, they would be able to know for certain; unfortunately, they could only feel the prayer, and even then it was just the faintest tingling sensation. "The eggs are done," They called over to her, plating the eggs and setting them on the table. "I apologize if they aren't the greatest; it's been a while since I could cook with decent ingredients." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The young boy got down from the stool once the eggs were ready and helped set the table, although there wasn't much to set aside from forks. Ready to dig in, he sat down and waited for everyone to be sitting and served. Tina put away the blanket she was patching up, brushing away imaginary dust on her dress. Joining her brother and their guest at the table, she paused and, once again, said a small prayer, thankful for the meal in front of them. When she was done, she tried to reassure Byktrish saying that the fact they offered to cook them breakfast was enough for them. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish nodded as Tony helped set the table, the warm smile still on their face. How long exactly had it been since they were able to enjoy a meal with company? They shook the question from their mind; it didn't matter now. In this moment, they had company, and they were happy with that. After the table was set, they gave everyone a serving of the eggs before sitting down themselves. They again felt the slight tingling sensation as they waited for everyone to dig in, wanting to make sure everyone was fed before they took any food. "After this, let's go look for your brother." They said, glancing over at Tina. "I can tell you're worried still, and the least I can do for your hospitality is to help you search for him." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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She had just taken her fork when Byktrish spoke, and she gave them a grateful smile, her eyes gaining a little glimmer of hope. Maybe they'd find him now. Maybe he had just gotten lost somehow, and had to spend the night outside. Her eyes fell on the eggs, and it appeared as if the only thing between finding her brother and the present time was this egg. Without saying anything else, she dug in hastily. Tony was slower to eat, savouring each bite of the food. He did nod energetically when Byktrish spoke of looking for his brother, but he didn't say anything, too busy eating. He was worried for Yann, too. But probably way less than his sister, who always had a habit of jumping to the worst conclusion possible. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish gave the siblings a soft smile, giving a nod of their own in confirmation as they took a bite of food themselves. "I'm glad we're on the same page." They said quietly, enjoying the eggs. Once everyone had finished up, they collected the dishware and put everything in the sink. "I can do the dishes once we get back, okay?" They added, glancing back before turning and facing the two. "We should head out now though; the day can slip by us quickly if we don't hurry." They approached the two siblings, then looked at the door. "What places should we check first?" As they continued to play ignorance, they could feel their stomach sink down into the darkest pits. They had already seen the poor boy's body under the ice, but they couldn't bare to say so. Instead, they thought it best to gently guide them to the discovery themselves; maybe just slowly moving the search to the lake. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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MMS (Martin-Maraiste) 3/22/2023 8:04 AM
Tina: Politely helping Byktrish put the plates away, Tina nodded before grabbing a warmer cape for her and Tony, not offering to their guest who seemed to have their own and not be too bothered by the cold. She opened the door and looked back at Byktrish, taking a moment to think of all the places her brother could possibly be. "Mmh.. maybe further into the woods, he could've gotten stuck under something..." Once outside, she took a deep breath of the cold air and let her eyes get adjusted to the blinding white snow; she turned to the two others and put her hands on her hips, determined. "Tony, you stay at the edge of the woods and you look under every rock! We'll go further in." she looked at their guest, looking for confirmation. "If that's okay with you of course..." (edited)
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Byktrish looked over at Tina as she helped them take care of the dishes, giving a grateful nod as the duo finished up. They waited for the two to put on their cloaks, and followed behind as they walked outside. "That does seem possible," They agreed, their eyes wandering to the woods in front of them. There wasn't a trace of the cold bothering them; not even a shiver as they listened to Tina talk and direct everyone. When she asked them for confirmation, they gave another nod. "That seems to make the most sense," Their eyes trailed off to the woods again, trying to navigate their own thoughts. They were trying to figure out exactly how to nudge the girl in the right direction without outright saying where their brother was. It would seem suspicious if they led them directly to the lake and where the body was; on the other hand, this prolonged socialization was getting more awkward. They were never around mortals for this long, never mind before the grief had actually set in. They looked to the left a bit, trying to remember if that was the right direction of the lake. "It might go faster if we split up," The silence had been broken by their words. They weren't sure exactly how long they had been walking by this point, but they decided to take a chance and hope they would point her in the right direction at least. "Here, I can go look over here. How about we reconvene back here in an hour or so?" @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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Walking along the forest edge with Byktrish, Tina enjoyed a moment of silence. Living alone with her brothers made it something not that common to interact with others and she wasn't sure she did it properly. "You're right," she paused and looked then pointed at the other direction, on the opposite edge of the lake. "I'll go look over there." She took a few steps before turning back to them, thanking them with a smile for helping them look for their brother. "It's really kind of you to offer your help, I'm sure we'll find him with your help!" She sounded...hopeful. Completely unaware of what had truly happened to her brother. @No Faced Angel
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When they heard the hopeful tone of Tina's voice, Byktrish flinched internally. Guilt started to make their chest tighten, but they silently gave a nod with a warm smile. "I'll let you know if I find anything." They said, and without another word, they parted ways with the girl. They walked slowly, almost as if their feet were made of lead. They didn't want to find the body right away; they wanted to prolong the inevitable as long as they could. It would be suspicious if they found the body too quickly, but they also felt a heaviness in their chest at the idea of Tina finally knowing the truth. Despite them trying to take their time, it seemed as though they reached the lake all too soon. In reality, it was probably only half an hour. They took a sharp breath, the cold air filling their lungs as they hesitantly looked over the edge. The hole was still in the ice, but the body seemed to be sinking a bit lower now that some time had passed. The air was probably leaving his body slowly, but that didn't matter to them. They took a few steps onto the ice, looking almost like they were floating a few inches above the slick surface of the lake. They gently reached down into the water, not flinching from the cold as they pulled the body up. Taking a shaky breath, they called out to Tina, hoping the girl was close enough to hear them. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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Her eyes glued on the ground and the surrounding snow, the young girl was quick to focus all of her attention on finding her brother, barely hearing when, after half an hour, Byktrish called her. Snapping out of it, the glitter of hope in her eyes lit up again as she ran to them, a smile already forming on her lips as she expected to see her brother. But what she saw... was a mass. Inert. Very, very still. Too still. "Is that...?" she didn't finish her question, the answer now obvious once she had gotten a bit closer. "Yann?" she called out, closing the gap with slow, hesitant steps. Her voice was trembling and her eyes were quick to fill up with water, although she sniffed and wiped them away, trying to put on a brave face. "Yann! Yann?" she dropped to her knees in the snow next to him, her shaky hands grabbing onto the wet coat he was wearing, trying to shake him awake. "Wake up! It's me, Tina, your sister." a sob escaped her lips as she shook him more violently. "Yann! Please!" @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish only felt their heart break more for Tina as she ran towards them, the hopeful glitter in her eyes quickly being snuffed out as she looked at her brother. This part of their existence was always the hardest; despite this being their purpose, it never got easier, and they never got used to it. They tried to stand strong, tried their best not to break down in tears along side her, but couldn't help but have their own eyes well up with tears that they'd try to blink away. They'd stay quiet, just standing by and allowing Tina to cry and grieve. They knew better than to speak before they were addressed in times like these, they knew they needed to just allow her to let it all out. Once Tina had calmed down, they would finally speak up. "What do you need to do next?" They asked, voice soft. They didn't want to suggest anything; rather, they wanted Tina to take the lead, and they would comfort the best they could every step of the way. "Whatever you need, I will try my best to assist." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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After a while, the sobs became more quiet and the tears stopped falling from her eyes. The grief and pain were still there, but the more logical, practical part of Tina was taking over again and pushing her forward. Craddling the body of her brother in her arms, close to her as if she was trying to share some of the body warmth with him, she let out a single, strangled "No." Her eyes looked up at Byktrish's face, then her head turned quickly to the direction Tony was supposed to be, before going back to Byktrish. "No..." the words came with more struggles than she would've thought. "You've done enough... Enough." Although she repeated the same word, it was almost like she had just spoken a full sentence. It wasn't really mere repeating, it was omitting so many words from her sentence that the only words kept were the most important ones. It spoke length about how she was feeling, and right now, she was trying to blame someone, anyone, for her brother's death. And the only other person here with her was their guest. "Enough. Just... leave us." She managed to get out some words before a sob broke her voice again as she hugged the cold body of Yann. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish remained silent as Tina ushered then away, only giving a silent nod before retreating into the woods. Despite being the diety loss, it still hurt when those grieving blamed them for their losses. They turned away, walking deeper into the woods, but still sticking close just in case. After walking a few yards into the woods, they sat down underneath a tree. They sat on their knees, hands resting in their lap as their eyes closed. They started to meditate, trying to send comfort to the poor girl mourning her brother. It was weaker than they would have liked, but it had been a while since they could return home to gain the energy needed to do their job. They had no idea how long they sat like that, but when they opened their eyes again the sun was just past the middle of the sky, showing them it was a little past midday. They rubbed their eyes a bit, feeling weaker from exerting so much energy. I can just... For a moment, they forgot how they ended up here. They forgot they were essentially stranded as they tried to recall themselves back home. After a brief moment of confusion, the reality settled in again. Tears of their own pricked at the corners of their eyes, but they didn't move to brush them away. They thought about moving from their spot, to try and find the siblings that had been so kind to them, but all they did was shake their head. I'm here for whatever they need from me, They thought, watching a cardinal fly by before perching on a branch above them. She made it clear that means distance right now. I can do that. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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Tony had been, in a way, forgotten by the two others. And when, by midday, he realized that neither were coming back to the meeting point, he started to worry. His child's imagination quickly took over, and he imagined a ferocious beast living in the woods that would take people away from their homes if they dared venture a bit too far. But Tony was a brave boy, Tina had once told him they all inherited that from their father. So he picked up the trail Tina and Byktrish had taken, while still scared to call out for them. After walking in the dense snow for a while, he was looking both sides when he thought he saw something. It was white, it didn't move, but it was too...human-like to be snow. It took him a moment to realize it was Byktrish, and when he did, he ran towards them. "What's happened? Where's Tina? Have you found Yann yet?" he asked, not picturing the possibility of what was happening. Not so far from them, Tina and Yann's body were still at the same spot, but Tina had stopped crying. She was still cradling her brother's body like a mother would her baby, gently caressing his hair as if he was just sleeping. Her cheeks may now be dry, but her eyes were staring at an empty spot in the snow as she was still processing the shock of the loss and all that it meant for her going forward. @No Faced Angel
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Bkytrish looked up as they heard Tony's voice, heart sinking yet again as the boy asked about his brother. They knew he'd have to figure out the truth eventually, but they were torn; trying to figure out what the best move was. Ripping off the bandaid and telling him now was probably the most logical, but grief doesn't react logically. Not only that, but they also figured it wouldn't be their place to tell him. No, no it was his sister's place to tell him, not theirs. "I believe she's still looking for him; I had to take a small break." They said, choosing their words carefully. They stood up, carefully brushing the snow off of themself before taking a step towards the boy. "However, it is rather cold out here; why don't I take you back to your home?" They suggested. Despite being midday, they could tell by the steam Tony made with every breath he took. "I can keep helping Tina find your brother, there's no sense in letting the cold get to you." The fate of his brother weighed heavily on their heart. They hated keeping it from the boy, but they knew Tina was the best person to tell him of his brother's fate. Even if they could help with the grief and sorrow of loss, they still shared that pain with the mortals. Maybe that's why I'm being forgotten, The thought crossed their mind before they could stop it as they waited for Tony's answer to their suggestion. I was blamed for a lot of loss in my existence, I suppose it'd be natural for them to forget me. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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Tony seemed to think hard for a moment, carefully weighting Byktrish's words. Eventually, he nodded, agreeing to their suggestion. Leading the way, he looked back a couple of times to check if Byktrish was still following him. It seemed as if his previous fear had not yet completely left him. Hesitant at first, as they walked side by side, he reached out to grab a hold of Byktrish's clothes, as a way to not get lost. "Can I ask something?" he stopped walking and looked up at them, but without waiting for an answer, he asked regardless. "What do you do when you're not not at home?" @No Faced Angel
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A faint feeling of relief was a nice reprieve from the sorrow they felt for the siblings' fallen brother; they gave a warm smile as Tony agreed to their suggestion. They followed the young boy, quickly catching up to walk beside him. When he grabbed her clothing, they didn't seem to react; although, the fabric felt warm despite the snow, almost as if the heat of stars burning far away managed to stick with the deity. It probably felt a bit strange to mortals, but to Byktrish it was the most comfortable thing they owned. Their attention snapped back over to Tony when he asked his question, pale eyes flashing over to him before the sky. They very well couldn't just say outright they lived in a realm unlike this; not only would they appear strange, it wasn't like mortals could comprehend their home. "Well," They started, trying to figure out their wording. "I take care of my cats, and tend to my garden. My friends taught me how to grow different herbs, so I trade them for other goods I need." To be fair, it was the truth; the rare instance they weren't completing their duties at least. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The young boy nodded as he drank their words like a sponge - which wasn't uncommon occurence for kids his age. "Do you miss your home? Do you have a lot of friends?" he started walking again, letting go of the clothing and excitedly hopping in the snow. "I don't have many friends because Tina and Yann always say that it's dangerous if they're not with me." A bit further from where the two were, Tina was finally processing her loss. It was fast, or was it rushed? She couldn't tell. All she knew was that she still had Tony to take care of, and she couldn't spend more time over a dead body, even if it was her beloved brother's. "I need...Tony... where are you?" she mumbled, closing her eyes one last time and graving the face of her brother in her mind. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish thought for a moment, footsteps silent on the snow as they continued walking. "I do miss my home; I probably won't be able to return for a while..." They trailed off, somewhat scrambling for an explanation. After a few seconds, the came up with one. "It's pretty far away, and it seems I've gotten lost. I...I miss it a lot." Their last sentence was quieter, almost choked from the emotions they felt. However, they quickly shook it off; they didn't need to be like that for now, not when they had to make sure the boy got home safely. "As for friends, I had a few; Demi would love visiting with her daughter, and Bess and Freya loved to come over and see the cats." There was somewhat of a bittersweet smile on their face; it was both warm and mournful at the same time. They glanced over at the boy then back ahead to try and see the cabin. "I will agree though, this forest is probably dangerous without someone with you. Be sure to lock up once we get back, I'll be going back out to help your sister." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The young boy stopped hopping when he detected the sadness in their voice, turning to study their face. The sadness gave room to what he identified as a bittersweet smile. He wasn't sure what to say. "You can visit us if you feel sad, I'm sure Tina will agree!" He gave them a bright smile, with a touch of comfort in it. "Yann said that our mother offered a bed to anyone who was sad and needed to rest for a bit." he brought a hand to his chest. "It's like it's something she left us." Looking back at them, he walked to them to grab their hand and drag them to the house. "If we have each others then we have no reason to be sad!" Leaving the body of her brother, Tina slowly got up, her knees wet from the snow. But she didn't seem to care. She carefully put down her brother's head and shook her legs to regain some feeling in them. She needed to find Tony. Where could he have gone? And where had Byktrish gone? Had she...made a mistake pushing them away? Why couldn't she shake off that feeling that they knew what had happened? She shook her head and cleared her throat before calling for the two. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish couldn't help but a small look of surprise dust itself over their face. They'd rarely interacted with children, but when they did it always threw them for a loop. However, they quickly replaced the look with a smile; one that was both warm, but ancient. "Your mother sounds like she was a wise woman," They said, their voice full with the same warmth of their smile. Once they were within sight of the cabin, their pace slowed a bit. "That is a wonderful way to look at the world." Their words were soft, eyes shining with an old kind of joy. Yes, it seemed that humans were still as optimistic as ever. In the distance, they heard Tina calling for them. They paused, looking behind themselves before back to Tony. "Here, you go inside and lock up, okay? I'm going to find your sister and help keep looking for your brother."
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They stood still, waiting for the boy to get inside before turning to find Tina. "Yes?" They called out, trying to find the girl. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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With a smile painted on his face, Tony opened the front door and ran inside, immediately tending to the fire so it would be warm for everyone. When he turned around to seemingly talk to Byktrish again, he couldn't make them out from the snow on the ground. Hesitating a moment, he finally decided to close the door shut and wait obediently for them to return. Still calling for the two, she took hesitant steps away from the body of Yann. She didn't want to get too far in risk of losing her way and never finding his body again, never being able to give him a proper burial. But she also couldn't neglect her responsibilities as host and older sister. "Trish?" she vaguely thought hearing their voice. "Is Tony here?" @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish made their way towards Tina's voice, almost appearing like they were gliding. "Yes?" They called out, still walking; they barely seemed to place their feet on the snowy landscape. It didn't take too long for them to find Tina; they offered a small smile as they approached the young woman. "Don't worry, I took Tony back home." They explained, stopping once they stood in front of her. "I did not tell him though; I thought you would know best how to tell him." Not one to fidget, their arms stayed at their sides; pale white eyes meeting the girls. With how still they stood, it was a wonder how they didn't get lost in the snow. Their eyes trailed from Tina, to where Yann's body lay. "If you wish to speak to Tony, I can stay with Yann as to not lose his body; however, if that's not what you want, I understand. You've been so kind to me, I would like to assist however I can." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The young girl let out a sigh of relief when she finally caught sight of Byktrish, she had feared she had lost them both. Slowly shaking her head to the sides, she motioned that there was no need after thanking them for taking care of her brother. He was all that she had left now, after all. Giving them a small but grateful smile, she held out her hand for them to grab. "Thank you." She felt and sounded more at peace than earlier. "For everything." Glancing back at her brother's body, she looked back at Byktrish with questioning eyes. "Do you...want to help me bury him?" she paused. "Or at least....you know." She didn't want to say to get rid of the body by respect for her older brother, but that's what she meant, since by that time of year, the ground was way too hard to dig. Maybe if she had brought some flint with her, she could've burned his body, but she hadn't. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish carefully took the girl's hand, offering a soft smile themself. "It was no problem; I wanted to make sure he would be safe as well." They had noticed the peace that had seemed to eminate from Tina, feeling a bit better themself. If they said they weren't concerned about her, they'd be lying. However, when the question about helping her with Yann's body came up, it gave them pause. It had been a while since they bared witness to funerals, and even longer since they'd taken an active role. Despite this, they slowly nodded their head. "Of course." They said simply, starting to walk to the body. "Would you want Tony to be here as well? It's understandable if not, however it may be helpful for him to grieve properly if we're to take care of your brother." Their steady gaze tried to meet Tina's, trying to use what energy they had to expand their aura to help bring comfort. However, after a moment, they spoke up again. "Also, if it's alright, could you tell me about your brother?" They asked. It was a simple question, but they knew from experience it could also be a sensitive one. However, experience also told them that talking about the deceased could also bring comfort; especially when their death was untimely. All in all, Byktrish just wanted to help the siblings grieve properly. It was their duty, even their calling, as the deity of loss. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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She looked back at the body before looking at the house in the distance. Byktrish was right. But also... "No, he shouldn't." she looked at her trembling hands. "I... I'll find something." She was thinking at miles per hour, trying to find an answer to Tony's future question. She still wasn't sure if she should tell him the truth, or when to tell him the truth. She shook her hand, leaving the matter for her future self to deal with. Right now, there was another task at hand. "Yann's... he was charming." She blushed violently and shook her hands in front of her. "Not that I was interested! I simply always pictured a knight to be someone like him." She calmed down, fidgeting as she walked back to his corpse. "He always took care of us, and he often told us about our mother. I was too young when she died. Tony was barely one... He owes his life to the neighbor's goat who also lost its child. It was a hard winter..." She started rambling and quickly stopped herself, glancing at Byktrish to see their expression. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish listened quietly, still strangely still as they listened. While they didn't agree with the decision Tina had come to, they understood the reasoning. "Well, if that's your decision, I will help the best I can." The poor girl looked torn, as though the future was already troubling her before she shook her head. They knelt next to Yann's body, listening as Tina talked about him as a soft smile came to their face. "He sounds like a remarkable young man," They said, looking over at her. "Cherish the good memories; if you keep them close to your heart, it will help ease the grief." Despite saying this, they found it hard to heed their own advice. The happy memories they held about home were hard to keep close; small moments they hadn't appreciated nearly enough. They blinked a few times, trying to abandon that train of thought. Now wasn't the time for their own grief; right now, they had to fulfill their duties. This was what they were for; they needed to help the one mourning her loss. "How do you wish to send him off?" They asked, looking back up at Tina. "I wish to pay my respects in the proper way; many places have different ways to go about that." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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Seeing that Byktrish didn't seem to mind her rambling, she smiled fondly at the memories, allowing herself a moment of reminiscence. She caught a brief sense of...longing? Or was it loss? from Byktrish, but she wasn't sure wether or not she was projecting her own feelings, so she kept quiet. Kneeling again next to her brother, she gently brushed his forehead. Now, he looked like he was asleep, if the blue-ish lips and paleness were omitted, of course. She would miss him a great deal, but there was nothing she could do to change the present. She had no other choice but to accept it. Swallowing with difficulty, she looked back up at Byktrish and let out a defeated sigh. "I wish we could bury him next to our parents, but the ground is frozen and un-dig-able..so I guess... it's not something we're used to but..." she paused, it was a weird feeling, discussing how to properly send him off. "I guess we could burn his body. Maybe it will also help Tony if I tell him he's all around us, in the air and in the land." @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish gave a nod, listening carefully as Tina spoke. They felt bad for the poor girl; the weight of this had weigh heavily on her. Although, they did smile a little to themself as she talked about how she'd tell Tony. "Okay," They said, trying to think. "We can do that. Should we go back to the cabin to get what we need?" While the questions were simple, they hoped it would help the girl. Some humans needed structure for their grief, although some may not feel the same. They used their best guess however. Tina seemed orderly, always finding something to do from what they've seen. They looked back up, giving a soft smile. "Or, if you'd like, I can wait here with him." They offered, pulling some of their hair behind an ear. "Whatever you would like." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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"I'll go-" she stopped when Byktrish spoke again, mentally biting her tongue for speaking so fast. "I'll go, could you make sure no wolf or fox comes for him?" Getting back up, she took a last look at the face of her brother. It was almost painful to leave him behind. No, it was painful. It felt like abandoning him. Running back to the house, she didn't say anything to Tony, promising him the truth once she gets back. The young boy was anxiously watching the figure of his sister disappear towards the forest, the same one he had been warned about. What could be happening? Once back with the flint, some dry wood and a small knife, Tina started trying to light the fire after disposing the woods around and on Yann. But her hands were shaking too much, she realized. Still, she refused to give up and kept trying, clicking her tongue each time the fire wouldn't start after an unsuccessful attempt. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish walked closer to the corpse, kneeling down beside them. Seeing how he'd been gone for a while, someone had already collected his soul to go to the proper afterlife; it was only his body that remained on earth. They looked at him, placing a hand on his shoulder for a second. "I wonder who picked you up," She mused, talking without expecting a reply. "Whoever did, I hope they at least let you see Cerby. He's a good pup, lots of licks and nuzzles." They smiled a little more, remembering her visits to Hades and seeing his pet dog. "Persephone should be there now...I hope she gives him extra pets for me." Again, the deity blinked a couple times, trying to keep the tears at bay. "Either way, I'm sure you'll be well looked after; I'm sure you'll be waiting patiently with your parents for the day everyone is together again. It might be a long time, but well worth the wait." As the spoke, they looked up at the sky. "I've seen people get reunited...it's always so lovely to see." They removed their hand after talking, just sitting quietly next to the body until Tina came back with the flint. They stood and got out of the way, watching Tina spread the wood and try to spark the fire. After a moment, they looked over at the girl. "Would you like help?" They asked, waiting quietly for an answer. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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Finally giving up, she looked up at Byktrish and held out the flint, her eyes suddenly watery again. Wiping the tears away, she sniffed and played it out with a laugh. "What an idiot I am for not being able to start a fire!" she said in a trembling voice, her hands then gripping the fabric of her skirt. It was obvious to any adult that she was putting on a brave face, although who was it for? That was harder to tell. Maybe it was to prepare herself to face Tony, or it was to convince herself that she was already past her grief. Even Tina didn't know. From the house, Tony could see nothing, and the hurry of Tina earlier had left him with more questions unanswered. Dying of curiousity and against his sister's and Byktrish's words, he unlocked the door, grabbed his coat and headed out, following the footprints in the snow. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish paused for another moment, gently taking the flint from the poor girl. However, before they tried to light the flint, they walked to stand beside Tina. They put a gentle hand on the girl's shoulder, pale white eyes looking into hers. "You're not an idiot," They said softly, giving a bit of a nod. "You are grieving; everything is harder when you grieve. Please be gentle with yourself, and let yourself feel whatever you need to, okay?" With that, they patted the girl's shoulder and went to work on trying to strike the flint. It took a few tries-the diety wasn't used to using such tools for fire-but eventually they got it, the small sparks falling onto the body. They gave a bit of a sigh, striking the flint a few more times until a fire had properly started. They looked over to Tina, handing her back the flint. The sadness and grief the girl felt was palpable to them, so they placed a hand on her shoulder again. They didn't say anything else as the body burned, just stayed close to Tina in case she needed them. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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With a trembling smile, she thanked them for their kindness. She knew she wouldn't have heard such kind words had she been alone, or with a neighbor. They would've just told her to man up a bit, as the older sibling of the house now. But it was nice getting some compassion from Byktrish, and especially because in a way, she felt that their words held power. They truly meant them. As the fire started, she put her hand on top of Byktrish's, looking for some comfort in the contact. But the fire had barely just started that she heard footsteps behind them in the snow. Turning her head, she saw the familiar figure of her brother running - or rather trying - towards them, a curious expression on his face. "Tina! Tina! What's going on?" he called out, too far to make out the silhouette of his brother in the flames. Once he got closer and he saw who was burning, he gripped Tina's shoulders as the young girl was holding him close, afraid he'd try to drag the body out of the flames. His eyes were quick to fill up with water and to overflow, running down his cheeks while he sniffled and hiccuped. It seemed as if he had understood the situation, and from a logical standpoint, it wasn't hard to realize. But was he emotionally ready? And was Tina ready to deal with her brother's sadness? It seemed not. While Tony's tears were silently rolling down his cheeks, Tina had started crying again, sobbing loudly as she help her brother tightly close to her, whispering how she was sorry. Who was she apologizing to? Maybe to Tony, for not telling him the truth. Maybe to Yann, for not being there in his last moments. Maybe even to herself, for showing this weakened side of her despite always trying to keep up a brave front. It took some time for the body to burn, and when it was almost done, Tina grabbed the clothes of Byktrish, looking up at them with teary eyes, soon exploding in sobs. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish stood silently as they watched the body burn, offering a look of compassion to Tina as the girl put a hand on their own. They weren't used to the feel of mortal skin, and was thrown off for a brief second from the warmth, but didn't show it. Instead, they turned their head in the direction of Tony, the boy running over to find the two beings. Despite remaining cool and collected, trying to be a rock for the two, they couldn't help but feel a twinge of heartache for the siblings as they clung to each other, sobbing from both. The heartache grew as they heard the girl whisper her apologies, but pretended not to hear as they watched the body. Crying was a part of loss, and they wanted to allow the two to grieve properly. They weren't sure how long it had been, but they felt someone grabbing their clothes. Their head turned, meeting Tina's eyes as the girl broke into more sobs. Without thinking, they quickly pulled her into a hug, rubbing her back. "It's okay," They said softly, trying to channel some energy to the girl. "Both of you cry for as long as you need. I will help in anyway I can." They looked over to Tony, inviting him into the hug as well with an open arm. Now that the makeshift funeral was done, their focus could go back to helping the siblings grieve and ultimately learn how to continue on without such an important figure in their lives. @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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In between sobs, Tina found the strength to thank Byktrish, although she couldn't expand her thanks further than a couple of words as they would be cut off by more sobs. Tony had his face burried in his sister's clothes and when he looked up at Byktrish after feeling them pull Tina into a hug, snot was slowly drooling out of his nose. He wipped it with the back of his arm before joining in on the hug, his emotions feeling too big for his tiny body. How long did they stay like this? Tina couldn't say. But by the time both her and Tony got physically tired of all that sobbing and crying, the body had long stopped burning and the day was reaching the middle of the afternoon. Wiping the tears off of her and her brother's face, Tina gave a small, sad but grateful smile to Byktrish. "Thank you, for being here for us." Slowly getting back up, she tried her best to give them another, more confident smile before helping Tony up. Their house still needed them, and now they'd have to work twice as hard. It was going to take a bit to get adjusted, but she knew they could pull it off.
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MMS (Martin-Maraiste) 6/5/2023 3:57 AM
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Byktrish kept holding the siblings close, saying nothing. All they did was be there for them, and tried to channel some healing energy to them. They didn't try and rush the siblings; rather, they stood with them, holding them close until the sun had started to lower just slightly. When Tina had thanked them, they gave a soft smile and a nod. "It's no problem," They said, watching as the two got back up. They went to talk about what they did, about how at home they'd help the grieving, but stopped themself. How could they explain that without raising more questions? Normally, mortals didn't take kindly to them if they learned they were the diety of loss. Most of the time, they mistook that as being a diety of death itself, but that wasn't the case. Sure, they worked closely with dieties of death, but they themselves weren't one. "Why don't we go back to your house; I can make some tea if you'd like. Tea helps soothe the soul after all." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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Nodding, Tina accepted the offer. Tea sounded nice. It was cold, so of course, a warm drink sounded good. As the two siblings walked back to the house, neither spoke a word. Tina was obviously ruminating and thinking of everything more that needed to be done around the house, Tony was still processing everything. At home, Tony headed directly to Yann's bed and held his pillow close, burrying his face in it, trying to remember his brother he had just watched turn into ashes. It was true that loss wasn't easy for a kid young as him, but he seemed to handle it pretty well. For now at least. Who could say how he'd be in a couple of months from now? Or a year from now? With a sympathetic smile, Tina motioned for Byktrish to use the kitchen as they liked while she'd sweep the floor a bit, to get her mind off from everything that had happened today. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish walked in silence behind the siblings, trying to allow space if it was needed. This what was familiar to them; this was what their purpose was. They could help soothe and comfort the living, and being able to do so gave them a sense of comfort. They watched as Tony ran to another room in the house, their heart heavy for a moment. This ordeal couldn't have been easy on the boy, and they wished more than ever they had more of their power. If they did, they'd be able to send more healing energy; however, their energy was low. Sure, it was technically to replenish their energy in the mortal realm, but it took so long; especially with how few worshippers and believers there were for them. When Tina motioned them to the kitchen, they gave a nod and a soft smile. They made their way in, filling the kettle with water and putting it on a burner. After picking out some tea, they walked back to Tina and sat down. "The tea should be ready momentarily." They said, trying to offer another small warm smile. Trying to think of a conversation, their thoughts drifted back to home. "My cat Nox was quite a silly cat," They started, gently placing their hands in their lap. "He'd manage to get to the top shelf of a bookshelf, only to knock everything over. It always made Freya laugh whenever I'd tell her about it." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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The silence fell on the house, the siblings trying to digest what happened while Byktrish was giving them room to do so. When they spoke again, Tina stopped sweeping and stayed still for a moment before she put down the broom and went to sit next to Byktrish. She appreciated the effort they put into distracting them, and decided to play along. After all, they were an adult and probably knew how to deal with loss better than her. With a grateful smile, she encouraged them to keep talking, enjoying their story. "Nox is a very pretty name," she remarqued. @No Faced Angel
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Byktrish looked over at Tina, offering another warm smile. "Yes, a pretty name for a pretty cat." They agreed, looking up at the ceiling as though they were loosing themselves in their memories. They wished they could see their home once more, or even say hi to their old friends. Alas, it wouldn't happen ever again. In some weird, poetic way, both the girl next to them as well as themselves were grieving in one form or another. "I wish I could tell you it gets easier." They said softly, still staring up at the ceiling. "It doesn't really; you just get better at carrying the weight of the memories you hold. They still weigh heavily, but you get strong enough to carry them without collapsing to your knees." They gave a bit of a sigh before blinking, finally tearing their gaze away from the ceiling before looking over at Tina. Here they were, mourning over their own loss, when someone right beside them needed their help with her own grief. "For now though, you can allow yourself to collapse. You'll be able to stand again once you develop the strength you need." @MMS (Martin-Maraiste)
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Following their eyes to the ceiling, when she realized they were probably lost in their thought, she looked back at her own hands, rough and dry. Yann had once told her that he was jealous of her hands, his being too soft and delicate. She recalled that moment, a feeling of warmth and a light sting spreading in her heart. As she looked into Byktrish's eyes, she could feel that they were speaking from experience and suddenly, she wanted to console them too. She had no idea what could be giving them such a hard time, but in a motion of compassion, she reached out her hand to put it on their hand. "I'm not alone in this," she pointed out. "I still have Tony to help me get back up." With a hopeful smile, she added "That's what siblings do, be there for each other." @No Faced Angel
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