ROLEPLAY HQ - prince-and-his-guard

Tw: Erotic scenes, Violence, possible gore/death, descriptions of anxiety, and trauma

Eris sighed as he laid in his bed bored as ever, it was the beginning of the day. By looking outside Eris assumed that it was probably around 7 in the morning due to the sun just now starting to rise above the mountains. It was still quite dark outside though due to it being the middle of winter. Though wether it was winter or not it didn’t really matter because the kingdom was usually always covered in snow since it was so high up in the mountains. Sitting up he stretched and looked around yawning. Time for another boring day.. Moving to the edge of his bed he looked around his room and then glanced at the door to see if he could see a shadow of his guard waiting outside. He didn’t see anything.. at least not yet. Many would kill to be apart of the royal family and live in the castle. While on the other hand Eris would kill to not live in this place. He wasn’t never allowed to have any proper fun because he always had to act proper and like a gentleman. Not to mention the fact that his father was already trying to set him up with a Princess from another nation. Even the thought of an arranged marriage made Eris sick to his stomach.

7:41 AM

After a few minutes of him sulking to himself he stood up and got dressed in some simple clothes. He wasn’t going anywhere today and he needed some roomy clothes in case he was able to find an escape route.. right now that window was looking pretty promising. There had been a multitude of guards that had been assigned to him in the past few years. All of them had never been able to handle Eris and either quit or were retired by the king after enough failures to tame the mischievous prince who and become quite the escape artist. But this guard… he was different.. he was the head commander of the knights and was assigned personally by his father to watch over Eris. So far he hasn’t been able to succeed in any of his escape missions with this guards presence over him. It was like if Eris was two steps ahead of everyone then his guard was a good 5 steps ahead of him ready to intervene in each and every plan he had. After getting dressed Eris walked over to the window he had been eyeing and opened it up looking around for any sign of life.

7:42 AM

@Aims 𝜗𝜚⋆

The solitude of the night soon turned into the bright awakening of dawn as the people of the palace slowly awakened. Though for Selwyn, he was scarcely fortunate enough to awake with the other servants of the Royal household for he had been entrusted with guarding the reckless prince. You see, Selwyn is one of, if not the most well respected and capable guard within the nation. One who used to operate under the king’s orders alone - however he had been ordered to put his all into protecting Eris instead, seeing as the man managed to drive his previous men to insanity. This is how the young guard finds himself lingering within the shadows during the early morning bustle when he should be inside with warm confines of the palace walls instead. He had manoeuvred himself away from the prince’s door and settled outside on the grounds surrounding Eris’ bedroom window. Just as the sheer chill made its way down Selwyn’s back, he heard the telltale signs of a window cracking open. This is the oldest trick in the book. He inaudibly sighed to himself and humoured the slightly younger prince as he let a moment or two pass by going undiscovered so he thought he was going to escape unseen. “I do hope His Royal Highness wasn’t going to escape from the window.” Selwyn piped up as he leisurely stepped out from the shadowed cover and pointedly gazed up at the window where Eris had previously been searching. “Were you?” He prodded, his voice void of emotion as he made eye contact with him. He pressed his arms snug against his torso, his body language lazy and undeterred - in fact he was almost teetering on the edge of boredom. Selwyn had been guarding the prince for a little over a week now. Almost everyday he faced a new trick up Eris’ sleeve, but everyday he put the spark out before it got to turn into a flame - of course this morning was no different. In fact, he pulled a similar stunt of the first day the prince was under his protection. He was hoping for something a little

10:33 AM

more thought out if he was being honest.

10:34 AM

@Sol_

Eris was looking around a small smirk coming to his lips when he thought he may actually be able to escape this easily. Though he flinched slightly upon hearing Selwyn’s voice boom from below in the silence of the morning causing Eris to look down narrowing his eyes as he yawned and leaned his arms against the windowsill resting his head against his hands. He hadn’t actually expected it to work.. this was one of the simplest tricks that most everyone knew. It had been worth a shot though as he yawned bored. “Worth a try was it not? What a guard you’d be if you couldn’t see something so simple as this coming eh?” Eris spoke in a bored tone s small chuckle leaving his lips. “Though I do quite like the thrill of jumping from the window, since I’m dressed and you’re down there why don’t you catch me if you’re so great?” Eris spoke in a teasing ton looking down with taunting eyes smirking widely. Was he being joking? Perhaps.. but he didn’t come off as joking, he was more serious than anything. Even if he couldn’t escape he could still keep his guard on his toes as he made a motion to jump out the window just to tease the other but moved back away banishing from the window for a moment considering his options. He definitely could just walk down the hallways and stairs like a normal person would. But why would he? He wasn’t any normal person, and he was looking for a thrill in this boring life. So with a quick movement he ran back towards the window and without any hesitation he jumped out of it. Mind you Eris’s room was in one of the towers and was quite a ways off the ground so the fall was quite long as he laughed out having fun with the anxiety he’d cause the guard.

10:47 AM

@Aims 𝜗𝜚⋆

Selwyn’s brow rose questioningly at the prince’s remarks - with the light laughter and teasing tone, he had an inkling the man would do exactly and he said, though he thought he’d have a little bit more common sense than that. Truly that was his own fault for thinking someone who drove his previous guards away would be on the right side of sane. “Your Highness..!” He near shouted as the prince played around, pretending to jump but to no avail. Before he could say a word more, he had disappeared from sight which oddly was just as, if not more so nerve wracking than him being directly within his eyesight. Selwyn simply stood for a moment or two, eyes swiftly searching the open window, waiting to catch any sign of Eris’ next move or if he was even still within the confines of the bedroom. Without warning, he had carelessly flung himself from the window at such a speed that Selwyn was barely able to contemplate what was happening until he found himself lunging backwards as if on autopilot, arms widely stretched and stiffened as he knelt down to decrease the impact on his legs once he caught the prince. Eris had landed directly into his arms just as predicted. His own magic slightly flaring up as his body went into a frenzy to save him. His eyes glowered a deepened red as his scanned the prince’s unharmed being for any signs of distress. “Are you trying to get yourself killed?!” He was enraged at the young man’s actions - more so as the remnants of nothing but sheer joy was evident over his face. It was his duty to ensure no harm would ever be done to him yet here we was being the sole reason he needed such intense protection. If it was any other day, for any other action, he would likely find the situation something to scoff at - but this was beyond stupidity, even for him.

11:36 AM

Selwyn’s hold on him was strong and protective, unwilling to release the prince onto the icy ground even though he deserved it. But at the end of the day, Selwyn was there to do his job even through his petty thoughts. He closed his eyes for a second to collect his thoughts, to focus on calming the situation before he stood, the prince still in his arms for a moment before he let him down. “Do you realise what would have happened if I hadn’t caught you?” He was stern as he spoke, his face deepened into an angry frown.

11:36 AM

@Sol_

Eris laughed as he felt the wind zip by him, it was a perfect way to get a breeze as he fell into Selwyns arms giving one last laugh before he quieted down looking up at the guard with a wide smirk. Leaning back in his arms, getting pretty comfortable in the strong hold. Most if what Selwyn said to him went in one ear and out the other as Eris played with his fingers standing up straight after finally having been let down from the guards arms looking up at the man with challenging eyes. “What? Well you did catch me so why are we bringing up the what ifs? I was testing you to see how fast your reflexes are~ I could have just used some wind magic or ice magic to soften my fall.” Eris spoke confidently, that was a lie, Eris was horrible at controlling his magic. So he most likely would have *not( been able to soften his fall and instead he’d most likely be dead by now. But that was what added to the thrill! “What’s wrong with keeping you on your toes? Many of guard have quit because of me and you’re no different. I’ll drive you insane long enough that all you want to do is leave..” Eris spoke with a wide smirk on his lips. His plan was if he could drive enough guards away that his father would FINALLY get out of his hair and let him live the life he wanted to live.

12:18 PM

“Besides, I’d much rather die than have tea with some random Princess that can’t even hand,e a temperature below 60.” Eris spoke his gaze narrowing voice becoming stiff as he crossed his arms lookin at Selwyn sternly. There was no way in hell that he’d be forced to meet with someone he doesn’t even know to discuss possible marriages. “If I am to get married I’d like to choose my partner on my own without the influence of my unbearably horrible father.” Eris and his father had a pretty… interesting relationship to say the least. When he was young his mother had died from so called natural causes. natural causes his ass! She had only been 30 at the time! Eris had always swore that the king, his father, killed her. He was sure of it. The facts didn’t make sense.. but no one ever believed him and his father always ignored him.

12:18 PM

@Aims 𝜗𝜚⋆

With a long frustrated sigh, Selwyn stood straight to keep the picture perfect image up for anyone who may pass them by. Which is a stark contrast to how he is feeling. “Trust me, Your Highness. I don’t give into amateur rebellions that easily. There’s a reason I have yet to succumb to any of your playground games.” Selwyn remembered himself in his very early twenties, blowing up a storm and acting out whenever the chance arose. Unfortunately for Eris, he did know all the tricks in the book - this one just tested his patience. He matched the prince’s piercing gaze with ease, though he imagined the man’s sharp leer hadn’t been held by very many before. As he spoke, Selwyn did feel a bout of guilt swell up within him - not being able to choose your life partner wasn’t an ultimatum he would want to go through. A small part of him did feel for the prince but that small part will never be shared, nor will many of his opinions on the King’s parenting lest he desired a swift demise. “Your life is worth more than a meal, is it not? How do you intend on choosing your own partner when you’re long gone?” Truthfully, Selwyn was unsure if Eris was flaring out a few extra dramatics or if he was being serious. Whichever way, he had to say something. Although the prince’s life seemed perfect on the outside, it had many cracks in it, some which may be irreparable some which may still yet have hope — he would he a pretty awful guard if he hadn’t caught onto that at the least in his years. The breeze was chilly and he’d rather not be on the receiving end of the king if he were to find out that his prince caught a fever due to his doings so he took a step or two forward with a gesture towards a side door. “Should we liaise inside? You aren’t wearing correct outside attire, you’ll catch a chill.”

3:13 PM

@Sol_

Eris looked at Selwyn with sharp eyes, the upset look in his gaze staying as clear as ever as he glanced down feeling the cold air blow against him. It felt nice.. Most people on the outside looking in thought that Eris’s life was so perfect and amazing.. it was anything but. His father does nothing but ignore him and when he does pay attention to him it’s to lecture or shout at him. No one had ever seen the king become aggressive with Eris but it had happened all too frequently. He just refrained from doing it in areas where the maids and staff were to avoid suspicion. Many who worked in the castle have been present for at least one of Eris and his fathers nasty arguments, some more than others. He looked at Selwyn as he gave a light nod and walked through the side door back into the warmth of the castle. He looked around as they had walked into the staff kitchen and many of the cooks immediately turned and bowed upon seeing the prince come through those doors with Selwyn. “No need to bow..” Eris spoke as he took a deep breath glancing down, he truly did hate being treated like he was above everyone else as he noticed one of the older ladies sweeping the floor with a tired look on her face. In an instant Eris walked over and took the brook from her hand smiling gently at her. “I’ll handle it, get some rest ma’am” Eris spoke kindly as the woman looked at him surprised but a kind smile came to her face as he patted his shoulder. “You really are a kind boy dear.. Thank you” She spoke as she then turned and left to the servants quarters and Eris looked down starting to finish the task of sweeping the floor. Everyone who worked in the castle also was aware of how Eris was quite kind with the staff. Well everyone except his guards. But that was for a reason.

3:34 PM

@Aims 𝜗𝜚⋆

Selwyn kept in toe, following closely behind the prince. Near enough so that if an emergency were to occur, he’d be right there but distanced enough to allow Eris his own personal space. Once he was satisfied with the surroundings of the kitchen and its possessors, he let the door shut with a soft click behind him and swiftly fell back into a poised stature. His gaze travelled from the numerous exits of the kitchen to the prince and back again several times. Though he couldn’t help but notice Eris’ genuine cordiality as this was the first time he had been witness to such a side of the rebellious prince. Though he inwardly scoffed at the utter difference in the man’s personality as just moments ago he was cocky and absurd but within this moment, he turned into the epitome of sweet. As the moments ticked by, they were gradually teetering around on being late for the prince’s archery lesson - not to mention the other activities which filled his already jam packed schedule. Selwyn’s arms dropped to his sides as he waited a beat or two before speaking up. “Your Highness.” As the words left his mouth, the plethora of staff still within the confines of the kitchen, peered in his direction. But the guards gaze stayed unwaveringly fixed on the prince. “Are you ready to leave?” He still had to escort the prince back to his chambers so he could dress in the attire desired for archery.

2:14 AM

@Sol_

Eris was quietly sweeping a look of peace on his face, that was until his guard spoke as Eris glanced up looking at Selwyn a little confused as to why he was interrupting his peace. He was t ready to leave in any way, this was calming to him. Also he hated being called your highness for the same reason he hated everyone bowing to him when he entered a room. When he becomes king, if ever, his father was a power hungry beast. But if and when he did.. he’d make sure to heal this kingdom and the w people within it. Though he didn’t want to become king.. he’d rather have a simple and calm life. He did enjoy all his activities though especially the ones where he could get physical and learn new things but that wouldn’t be happening today. “Father cancelled my lessons… that Princess is coming today.. you don’t even know that?” Sol spoke Ashe glanced over at his guard though there was a look of hurt in his eyes as he looked away taking a deep breath. “There’s no way you could have known.. he told me late last night, you were probably asleep by then.” Sol corrected himself as he straighten up taking a breath as he put the broom away. He did want to drive this guard away but that didn’t mean that he enjoyed acting like such an ass to him. He was hardworking.. and Eris only acted like an ass to those who deserved it. Which Selwyn didn’t his rage. “I’m hungry, and I’m sure you are too. Let’s go to the dining hall.” Eris spoke as he looked at the other staff giving a kind smile before walking towards the door that led to the hallways of the castle. Eris could just pray that the princess has complications and doesn’t arrive.

3:29 AM

@Aims 𝜗𝜚⋆

It was unlike Selwyn to miss out on any major adjustments in the prince’s day, in fact, it was practically unheard of. He was unable to understand why he hadn’t been updated on any changes but he let it go, instead opting for a slight bow of his head. “My apologies. I hadn’t realised your morning had been cleared.” Which was genuine. Selwyn had known a princess would be travelling down some time that week but was unknown on the exact date. Clearly today was that day. Before they exited the kitchen, he too gave a small nod to the household staff in farewell. The castle was extravagantly large, in fact if Selwyn hadn’t been so accustomed to the confines of it, he’d likely find himself lost more often than not. They turned several corners and walked down multiple conjoining hallways of marble clad floors in silence before they reached the hustle and bustle of the staff readying for the arrival of the princess. It seemed that Selwyn wasn’t the only one to find out so late. With a grimace, he went to stand just in front of Eris, shielding him from several people who appeared to be in such a rush that they neglected watching where they were going, nearly barging into the both of them. “Perhaps His Highness would prefer to go the slightly longer way?” Selwyn questioned just as a stray staff member accidentally bumped past his shoulder, causing him a small jolt but barely a movement come from him. “I believe it would be safer for you.” As his job was to ensure the safety of the prince, he was always weary of taking Eris through a crowded and busy group. Who knew how careless or lethal any one of those people could be. Of course he recognised the majority of them but who was to say they didn’t have a change of mind overnight? He was fully aware of those who wished to burn the castle to the ground. One sure say of doing that was by killing the prince outright.

4:32 AM

@Sol_

Eris walked down the constantly twisting and turning hallways along with his guard. He had grown up in the confines of these walls so he was quite accustomed to the layout of the palace. He knew where most everything was, including some secret passageways that had been built into the castle in case of emergency. Eris would often play hide and seek with his mother when he was young and he’d always hide in the secret passageways though his mother would always find him. It was a nice memory.. back then life was simple. And the town was free and loved the queen. She was a very kind woman.. that was until she died.. when she died his dad took her place. And ever since this place has become miserable yet there were many who still supported the king as Eris sighed. The town has never actually seen the princes face. He was pretty sure some were convinced that there wasn’t even a prince to begin with. He’s been locked in this castle ever since he was born. The only people to know him being the staff. “I think I’d like that, yes.” Eris spoke seeing how crowded the area was. He wasn’t a big fan of crowded areas as he turned away and walked the opposite direction to take the longer way. He’d much rather add a few more minutes into their journey than go through such a crowded corridor. Taking the long way Eris and Selwyn ended up at the front door of the castle. Eris had probably took a wrong turn being so caught up in his thoughts.. oh well, it was easy to get to the dining hall from here. It was just down the main hall so they just took an extra detour or two. Though he was stopped when he heard the blow of a horn as Eris looked over at the two big doors as they opened dramatically. There stood the princess in a big ballgown walking up the stairs his face covered by a fan. She had on what seemed to be a good 5 layers of clothes as Eris rolled his eyes at that turning away wishing he could leave right now and maybe she wouldn’t see him.

4:54 AM

“Oh are you one of the staff? Here could you hold this for me?” She asked tilting her head as she took off one of the coats throwing it over to Eris and he gave a really look chuckling a bit. Great.. she was an asshole too.. “You’re quite handsome, you must be the prince right? Why’s this measly peasant following you?” The princess spoke directing her words to Selwyn smiling, her tone turning into one of disgust when referring to Eris and he just stared at her with eyes void of emotion.

4:55 AM

@Aims 𝜗𝜚⋆

Selwyn had noticed as soon as they took the incorrect turn what had happened but he kept quiet and let the prince go his own way. As they ended up trailing through the main parlour, the sudden burst of opening doors caused him to clasp his grip around the hilt of his sword before he unsheathed the weapon halfway. Once catching onto the long gown and the plethora of personnel standing at the door with their backs situated in a deep bow, he sheathed his sword carefully back into place. From the corner of his eye, Selwyn noticed the woman stalking over to them but what he didn’t expect was the unadulterated disrespect shown to Eris. She discarded her garments with little thought and made a beeline for himself. Selwyn bowed his head in polite greeting before she spoke. He hadn’t been mistaken for a prince before as the people of the Kingdom already knew who he was, he supposed the princess hadn’t been briefed in the slightest. He cleared his throat albeit a little awkwardly and took a few steps to the side to grant full view of the man who was standing there, coat still bunched up in his arms. “Your Highness.” He directed towards the princess before gesturing to Eris. “This is His Royal Highness, Crown Prince Eris of Arcania.” Selwyn was far from fond of the insolent attitude which dripped from every word the princess spoke but he kept his inner opinion to himself. Although the prince was showing no indication to his own judgement apart from the low chuckle which escaped his lips mere moments ago, his eyes were ice cold. For a moment, he wondered if the princess was just as bold with her actions as she was with her words. Selwyn gave a pointed look to one of the maids closest to them, silently gesturing for them to rid the jacket from Eris’ arms.

6:45 AM

@Sol_

The princess looked from Selwyn back to Eris was was standing there with the coat still in his arms a look of shock on her face. Finally the cost was removed from his person as one of the maids took it and Eris took a deep breath closing his eyes as he looked down rubbing the bridge of his nose. It was clear to those who have spent enough time with Eris that he was annoyed and was trying his best to stay proper even though it was clear that he wanted this over with. The princess looked at Eris and gave a nervous smile before going to take his hand and Eris immediately pulled himself away before she could touch him looking at her with sharp eyes moving slightly closer to his guard. “If it’s possible ma’am.. could you.. not touch me? I’m not too big a fan of skinship.” Eris spoke in a proper tone though there was a hint of annoyance in his tone. This was something that most all staff knew about Eris though maybe not Selwyn since Eris had let him freely touch him without saying much anything. For example letting himself be carried by the guard or having his hand taken to be led somewhere. He’d often refrain from allowing that to happen but he didnt really care with Selwyn. “Sir.. my apologies… I just thought-“ The princess attempted to speak but Eris cut her off. “What? I’d be taller? More handsome? Sorry to burst your bubble but that’s not the case. If you think a marriage between us would ever happen then you’re-“ Eris spoke but got cut off himself as he stiffened hearing the deep voice of his father. “Then you’d be right, Miss Luna, it’s a pleasure to have you here. I do hope my son has been welcoming of you…” The kings voice boomed out and Eris looked down clenching his fists as the princess gave a small smirk seeing his reaction. “Actually no… he’s been quite rude..” She spoke in a complaining tone as Eris flinched a bit feeling his fathers sharp gaze on him at those words.

6:59 AM

@Aims 𝜗𝜚⋆

It should’ve of shocked Selwyn just how quickly the princess’ persona changed but he has seen his fair share of - and to put it nicely - Royalty arse kissers. He must admit that that was his first time seeing such behaviour coming from another member of Royalty. Although his features didn’t convey it, he was impressed with the prince’s tone and ability to stand up for himself in the face of something he’d rather not do. Though that whole facade faded immensely quickly as the King’s overbearing voice reverberated throughout the hall. Selwyn bowed a full ninety degrees as the king stepped closer to the trio. “Your Majesty.” He spoke in a low but confident tone. Again, “Your majesty, may I?” With the kings attention crossed over to the guard, he subtly nodded his head signalling for Selwyn to speak. “With all due respect to Her Highness, she did disrespect His Highness.. Several times” He peeked a look at the King under his bangs before continuing. “His Highness only responded in a way which was warranted.” Selwyn knew Eris didn’t need anyone to speak for him and perhaps the guard was crossing a few lines in that moment but at the end of the day, his job was to protect the prince, right? Not just physically but as best as he could emotionally and mentally too. He was met with silence for a few moments but he straightened out his posture once more, hands clasped politely behind his back. His gaze traced the small indents on the floor, not daring to hold eye contact with his majesty but not quite backing down. “If His Majesty requires verification - Plenty of servants were within earshot.”

7:41 AM

@Sol_

Eris looked down his fists clenched as he closed his eyes attempting to get a hold on himself but he opened his eyes a little surprised when he heard Selwyn start to stand up for him. He stared at the guard with a shocked look on his face before narrowing his eyes. Was he trying to get killed?! Everyone was aware that the king was a hard and strict person. So why would Selwyn risk his own safety to stand up for him? The concept was foreign to him. “Is that so?” The king asked tilting his head slightly and glanced around at the staff to see their answers. Most of them nodded agreeing with what Selwyn said. Taking a breath the king closed his eyes and shook his head before speaking again. “Despite that, there is no excuse in treating a lady with disrespect regardless of her own actions Eris was in the wrong. Do not stand up for him so boldly Selwyn. Unless you’d wish to be reprimanded.” The king spoke harshly as Eris looked down sighing. Even with the attempt it hadn’t been enough.. he was burning in anger when he saw the Princess smirking widely at him. “We will have a talk later son, in private” He spoke in a tone voice of any emotion as Eris raised his head widening his eyes slightly and he looked down hanging his head some anxiety entering him as he took a deep breath. God how he hated living here.. it was hell.. with that the king walked away escorting the princess down the hall as Eris stared at the ground before turning to follow them. “That was foolish. Do not stand up for me every again.” Eris spoke harshly towards Selwyn. It probably came off harsher than he had wanted. But it was coming from a place that truly cared about his guard. “Save yourself when it comes to my father, not me” Eris added on, he did not wish to see Selwyn hurt because of him. “That’s an order..” It was a surprise to some of the staff because Eris usually never used his status to ask something.

8:03 AM

@Aims 𝜗𝜚⋆

Selwyn wanted nothing more than to reply to the king with a ‘You assigned this job to me, I am protecting the prince as requested.’ But he didn’t, simply kept his gaze astray as he mentally thanked the other household servants for speaking the truth along with him. Once the king and the princess went on their way, only then did he lift his gaze once more only to be faced with Eris’ leer. Selwyn grounded his teeth and voiced his previous thoughts out loud to him. “I am simply doing what His Majesty requested of me. Which is to protect you and you alone.” He took a short breath, and continued. “I will abide by your order for now, Your Highness. But if the time arrises.. I’m afraid I cannot promise to obey you. Not on that anyway.” He tilted his head in a show of respect to make up for the lack of it in his words. Once he had his say, he took up a slowed pace behind the prince. Selwyn regretted speaking to Eris in such a way but he wasn’t foolish enough to believe his life worth more than his. He knew that when push comes to shove, he would die for him - he took on that risk, took that oath when he agreed to work as a royal guard. A small part of him was thankful that he’d now only reach his demise at the sake of the Eris and no longer the King - Selwyn was happier that way.

8:30 AM

@Sol_

Eris looked away as he took a breath listening to what Selwyn had to say as he shook his head. Foolish.. Eris thought to himself as he sighed and walked to the dining hall where the king and princess were as he silently took his seat looking down. After being served a plate of food Eris started to eat quietly as the king and princess had a conversation amongst them. The meeting went just about how Eris assumed it would have. His father attempted to get him to participate but he barely took part in any of it making it quite clear how unhappy he was. He didn’t care what might happen to him. All he knew is that if he didn’t stand up for himself then who would? He never expected to get anything past his fathers twisted brain but it was worth a shit always. The aimless conversations went on for hours and it was nearing nightfall by the time Eris was dismissed and the princess was led to her temporary room in order for her to return to her kingdom tomorrow. As Eris stood up his father stopped him as he looked down, the king looked over at Selwyn with narrowed eyes. “Please give me and my son a few minutes alone, he will be out shortly.” The king spoke towards Selwyn as Eris looked down his body tense. He wished Selwyn would stay but at the same time he did not wish that. After the knight left his father immediately slapped him across the face as Eris stayed silent staring down at the ground. “What do you think you’re doing boy? You need to show some respect.. you will be marrying one of the neighboring kingdoms princesses and that’s final you hear me? No son of mine will be so disrespectful..” The king spoke in a harsh tone as Eris took a breath before looking up at him.

8:44 AM

“I’ll tell you again father.. I am not interested in marriage… much less with a girl like her.. if anything I’d rather marry a man, one who respects me.” Eris spoke his voice unwavering, he had been questioning for a while his sexuality.. he didn’t find women attractive.. he thought it was just something wrong with him.. well that was until he started to find that men were catching his interest instead of women.. ever since then his father has been constantly trying to ’cure’ him of the so called disease he referred to as homosexuality. Those words only earned him another slap as this time he stumbled back at the force falling to the ground.

8:44 AM

@Aims 𝜗𝜚⋆

As they entered the dining room, Selwyn watched as Eris took a seat at the table, he himself standing guard at a far corner which granted him full view of each party in attendance. The few hours saw servants leaving and going, hands full of a variety of different foods - more than what three people needed if the amount of uneaten food was anything to go by. Selwyn artfully tuned out the majority of the conversation with a guarded sentiment which settled across his features. Before he knew it, he was being addressed by the King and made his way outside the doors, but still kept close. He hadn’t particularly wanted to leave but he had an inkling that refusing his request would make it that more difficult for both himself and the prince. Several minutes passed by before the doors swung open, revealing a vexed looking king. Selwyn bowed his head as the king took no notice and stormed down the hall. Without wasting any time, he stepped past the threshold and winced at the picture of the rebellious prince on the floor with a bloodied cheek. He swiftly made it to him, kneeling on the ground ahead of the prince. “Your Highness..” He murmured, sadness and pain colouring his tone. It was awful, seeing someone so strong looking so defenceless. Selwyn pulled a handkerchief from his pocket and place it as gently as possible against the prince’s cheek. Soothingly running his thumb against the relaxed part of his cheek. “I placed a few medical necessities within your chambers once I figured you’d be a bit of a nightmare to keep unharmed.” He tried to make a light comment as he lifted Eris’ hand to take place on his cheek as he removed his own hand to shuck off his jacket. “I’ll just put this over you,” the royal guard attire was fairly heavy and broad, it seemingly swallowed up the prince who had a much smaller physique than he did - he couldn’t help the light chuckle which passed his lips.

9:46 AM

“Are you able to walk?” He wasn’t sure if Eris was injured anywhere other than his face and he didn’t want to take any chances. He’d carry him to his chambers if need be - he has done it plenty of times.

9:46 AM

@Sol_

Eris kept his gaze down on the ground as he took a deep breath hearing the door open as his father stormed off as he stayed quiet. Even when Selwyn approached him with a worried look Eris couldn’t bring himself to speak as he looked down. He hated being vulnerable.. and that’s exactly what he was in this situation, vulnerable. Prome to injury.. he couldn’t even muster a laugh when the guard made the joke about keeping him unharmed. He just looked.. empty really.. void of emotion.. though he did find it a little humorous when the royal guard armor practically swallowed him up a slight chuckle leaving his lips. Looking up he saw Selwyn’s kind caring eyes and a light blush came to his cheeks before Eris looked back down again as the blush deepened trying to stop it but it was no use. He shook his head when the guard asked him if he was able to walk. Could he? He probably could.. but he wanted to take advantage of this affection while it was available as he was lifted into Selwyn’s arms and carried all the way back to his chambers. No one came up here after dusk, it was really only Eris that would walk this tower often. Once they arrived at his doors he was let down as Eris stared at the ground before he reached out to stop Selwyn who was moving to leave. “Don’t… don’t go… stay.. please..?” Eris asked in a bit of a weak tone as he managed to get the words out without turning into a tomato lightly tugging on the guards shirt looking at him with hopeful eyes. He could feel his heart beating rapidly… shit.. this can’t be happening… but it was. Eris felt a deep desire to be more than just guard and prince for a moment but he pushed those thoughts away as it was just a pointless dream. Something that would never happen in real life.

10:07 AM

Walking further into his chambers he hoped Selwyn would listen and follow him into his bedroom as he sat on the bed and glanced down at his hands quietly. “What would you say.. if I told you.. I don’t like women? Would you look at me differently? Is it truly a sin.. to love another man? Why should I be treated any differently? Wether it be I like men or women.. what difference does it make?” Eris spoke quietly. “Would.. would you.. hate me? Like my father.” Eris asked his voice breaking slightly.

10:08 AM

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The fragility which haunted the young prince’s eyes, played painfully at the guard’s heartstrings. He wouldn’t say no to him, not when he was in such a delicate state. Plus, be wanted to make sure Eris tended to his wound properly and knowing him, he’d ignore it until it become infected. Selwyn followed him into the room, softly closing the door behind him before he padded across the floor to find the medicinal herbs and bandages he had left a while back. In finding them, he noticed they hadn’t even been touched. Typical. He thought to himself with a fond smile and pulled up a chair to sit directly in front of the prince who was sat on the bed. Selwyn placed a few things beside Eris as he begun talking - keeping the ointment in hand, unscrewing the lid and placing a generous amount on his hand. “I’m just going to put some ointment on the graze.” He murmured quietly to not disrupt the man and gently covered his skin in the healing gel. He listened intently to each word the prince uttered, his heart aching as he went on. Selwyn was all too accustomed to the prejudice and hatred which poisoned the land. The ‘abnormality’ of a man liking a man and a woman liking a woman scaring them, causing them disgust just because they know no different. It made him sick to his stomach, the cruelty of others, how they think something as pure as love could be anything other than beautiful. He manoeuvred his hand to the prince’s chin, gently urging him to look up. “I would never hate you. Especially not when I’m just like you.” Selwyn waited a beat or two for his words to sink in, to show Eris that he is a safe person. “Nor should you- we be treated any differently. Some people just don’t understand.. They become defensive when they are faced with the unknown.” The guard wished he could offer him comforting words, wished there way something anything to say which could heal the prince’s mind- but they live in a society where people like them are treated like scum.

12:48 PM

He wrapped his arms around the smaller frame, holding him close and tightly. “It doesn’t make any difference, I promise.” The telltale signs of tears pricked at his eyes as he held the prince.

12:48 PM

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Eris looked down tears pricking his vison holding tightly onto his pants anxiety moving through him. Though his mind blanked a bit when Selwyn tilted his chin to look up at him, the blush came back as he glanced away unable to make eye contact. It took a few minutes for the following words to register in Eris’s head.. Selwyn.. liked men? Just like him? For a moment Eris felt a burst of job strike through his body upon the realization that he wasn’t alone. And unfortunately it only made his longing grow more as he moved into the touch craving more of it. Needless to say Eris was very touch starved as he had constantly been against skinship ever since his mothers death. And it was something about Selwyn’s touch that sent a calming feeling down his spine.. he listened quietly to the words tears coming back to his eyes a little surprised when he was pulled into a tight hug but Eris returned it wrapping his arms around the guard burying his head into their shoulder. This was calming in a way.. he enjoyed this.. the silence as they just he,d each other spoke a million words. After a moment Eris pulled his head away slightly to look at Selwyn, his cheeks red as he glanced down. His heart was beating rapidly as he took one of the guards hands and placed it on his cheek, closing his eyes as he pushed into the touch breathing out calmly. He finally had someone who accepted him… after a moment Eris opened his eyes and looked up at Selwyn biting the inside of his cheek seeing his handsome features and his caring eyes.. “What… What would you do.. If I said.. that I wanted to.. kiss you..?” Eris spoke hesitantly as he looked up at Selwyn the words coming out before he could properly process what was coming out of his mouth blushing madly upon realizing just what he had said looking back down to hide himself.

2:58 PM

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Nothing was heard but the ragged breathing coming from both men as they confided in one another. Selwyn would be lying if he said he disliked the soft yet reassuring atmosphere which clouded the room. He was content holding the prince and and was ashamed to admit he missed the comfort from Eris even though he moved away just by an inch or two. But that warmness soon returned when he found his hand being placed on the other’s cheek. As a smile tugged at the corner of his lips, he softly wiped at the stray tears which had escaped Eris’ eyes. The words which left the prince’s mouth caused the guard to cease his caress out of pure surprise. The evening- hell the whole day hadn’t gone the way he thought it would. Eris’ incredulous act that morning, the princess, finding the prince is such a fragile state.. and now this. Selwyn was unsure of what was going on inside the younger prince’s mind, most of the time it was impossible to tell. He knows Eris is upset, knows how it feels to finally converse with someone who is like yourself, knows how overwhelming but fundamental it is. And the prince was the epitome of beautiful - anyone blessed with sight would be stupid to not see that. His piercing eyes, light tone and the new kindness he saw from the man today - they were all the more reasons to further prove the guards point. But Eris wasn’t in the right state of mind, not with everything that happened today and he wasn’t going to take advantage of him. He’d wait until the prince had the ability to properly process his own words. “You don’t know what you’re talking about, Your Highness.” Selwyn whispered as his heart skipped a beat or two.. or three. He just barely removed his hand from Eris’ face and cautiously picked up the stray medicinal equipment before taking a stand and going to put them away.

6:29 AM

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Eris looked up at Selwyn as it stayed quiet for a while a look of panic filling his eyes afraid he had ruined everything. He stared to spiral as he looked down attempting to calm himself and the storm inside his head. He shouldn’t have said that… it’s as wrong.. though he calmed down a bit when he saw the conflicted look in the guards eyes. Thankfully there was no hate.. just surprise.. Eris couldnt blame him, he’d be shocked too if someone said that to him. He glanced down tensing up at the words about him not knowing what he was talking about. He saw how cautious Selwyn was in his movements and tilted his head slightly. Those words… for some reason they made him upset as he looked down before standing up. “I don’t know what I’m talking about..? I’m always told by everyone.. that i don’t know what I’m talking about.. everything.. I’m treated like I know nothing. I’m very aware of what I said Selwyn.. you can reject me. I expected that much.. I’m not a very lovable person.. I’ve only put you through hell.. but.. do not tell me I don’t know what im talking about.” Eris spoke his voice wavering and shaking as he turned to look out the window a few tears falling from his cheeks as he stared at the ground. “You can do whatever the hell you want with the information I gave you.. I know what I said.. just don’t tell me that I don’t know..” Eris spoke quietly once more looking down starting to tremble slightly. So much had happened that day.. too much.. “I just wanted a little comfort that’s all.. but I’m not worthy of such a thing from you.. I’ve tested you horribly.”

6:42 AM

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Once Selwyn’s back was turned towards the prince, he found it easier to listen as his frustration seemingly bounced across the walls. He hadn’t meant to upset him further, in fact he thought his words would extract the exact opposite reaction, given him an out, given him a chance to process his own words. Oh had he been wrong. He took a deep breath and turned around only to see that Eris was pointedly looking outside the window where the rolling mountains clad in snow lay. “I didn’t..” Selwyn thought for a moment, choosing his words carefully to not further upset the man. “I assumed you decision was that of the spur of the moment. Something you’d later regret. I don’t want that for you.” He took a few shallow breaths once again before continuing, albeit in a quieter tone “You are so loved. Look at how the servants respect you. Their respect doesn’t come because of your title, it’s much deeper rooted.” He wanted to speak about how he would’ve left if he didn’t find the prince particularly endearing to be around but he thought better of it, instead focusing on others clear affection for him. At his pause in conversation, Selwyn took the chance to gradually pad closer to him, just a little, in the chance the prince were to turn his gaze back towards him, he’d see that he wasn’t running away from their conversation. Comfort. Wasn’t that what the guard had though? That his wish to kiss him was all that was. Nothing more, nothing less, just an act which by the time the sun touched the horizon, would be the equivalent of regret? But instead of drowning within his own thoughts he too spoke up. “That’s what I mean. You seek comfort because I’m the closest convenient source. I do not wish to make you uncomfortable or to..” He trailed off, not knowing how to finish or what he was going to say. Instead he sighed and placed his hand gently atop Eris’ shoulder as he gazed pointedly at the stone cold floor. “You’re worthy of so much more. More than you’d imagine.”

8:12 AM

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Eris looked down at the ground his fist clenched his eyes a little teary as he took a deep breath trying to calm himself down the temperature of the room becoming drastically low as he started to lose control of himself ice creeping at the corners of the room. This was his magic.. he should be one of the strongest heirs to exist in their kingdoms history.. the ability to control multiple high level elements.. his mother couldn’t even do that.. his father only had access to wind magic.. but Eris? He could manipulate an assortment of elements.. ice? Fire? Wind? He could control all three. And doctors concluded that it’s very likely he will be able to control more elements as he grows. The only person who had been able to do what he could do had been the first king of the land.. The downside? He had absolutely no control over them. He can’t manipulate them at his own will. Which makes his magic overall a burden instead of a blessing. He stared at the ground flinging when he felt the hand come to his shoulder. “You.. you are my only sort of comfort.. you’re the only one I can find refuge in.. someone who lose touches me? I get freaked out.. you? I feel a sense of peace wash over me.. I’m not saying these things because you’re convenient to me Selwyn.. I’m saying these things because I truly mean it.. ever since you started here.. even before you became my guard.. when I saw you I felt a sense of peace.” Eris spoke quietly but he didn’t move away he stayed still allowing the hand to stay on his shoulder as he stared out the window. “The allegations about my mother.. I’m not sure your own thoughts… but you’re the only one who never looked at me like I was crazy… instead you had a look of understanding in your eyes. Maybe you’re right.. I may feel this way because you’re the first one to actually treat me like I’m truly human.. but.. I don’t care.” Eris continued as he looked down before looking back at the snowy mountains wishing he could explore those soft white peaks.

8:58 AM

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As the ice begun to slowly crystallise around the room and the once warm temperature dropped a couple of notches, Selwyn darted his eyes around to double check Eris hadn’t triggered his other elements - it seemed he hadn’t. A moment later he removed his hand and once again manoeuvred himself to sit with him - though this time on the bed, sat just in front of the prince. Eris’ words were sweet, they fluttered delicately around his mind leaving the man with a light sense of happiness. “I have no negatives thoughts on the late Queen.” It was true, as he was a mere three years older than the prince, it allowed him to remember what the kingdom was like under her rule. She was strong and welcoming - a shockingly stark difference from her husband. “I’m sorry for upsetting you, Your Highness. It wasn’t my intention.” Selwyn went to hold the prince’s hand or place his hand back to his shoulder but he stopped short and let out a low breath. “And I’m not saying that to clear my own guilty conscience or to make you feel better.. you must understand- My position as your guard I..” He was blabbering, he didn’t know where he was going with his sentence but he alas decided to place his hand comfortingly upon Eris’ and with a small smile spoke. “It’s an honour to be as such for you. I’ll continue to be a place of comfort for you for as long as I can.”

10:13 AM

@Sol_

Eris looked at Selwyn as he was sat right in front of him and glanced down as he started to calm down a bit after a few minutes of listening to the guard as he closed his eyes taking a deep breath. He stayed quiet for a bit just enjoying the silence and the gentle touches relaxing as the ice started to disappear from the walls showing he truly was calming down. “It’s fine… i overreacted..” San spoke quietly as he hung his head just enjoying the silence that was until there was a weird sound from outside his window causing him to tense up looking towards the window. In an instant the window was broken and Eris being the person he was he wished to protect his guard from the flying glass pushing his guard to the left away from the spray. In an instant there was someone at his throat as Eris looked up alarmed.. so fast… Eris thought to himself as he gulped a bit. It seemed that the man had not realized that Selwyn was present in the room yet.

6:12 AM

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“You aren’t overreacting, your feelings are just as important as any others.” Selwyn spoke in a comforting tone, but before he got the chance to continue, his ears pricked up at the sharp sound which reverberated from just outside the window. As the glass smashed and hundreds of tiny shards flew in at furious speeds, he found himself being pushed to the floor by Eris. Momentarily stunned at the action, it was a beat or two before he found his footing but it was a second too long as the intruder had already laid his filthy hands around Eris’ neck. Selwyn instantly unsheathed his freshly sharpened sword at such speed that it could be heard whistling through the air. He took the man by surprise and took advantage of the shock to slide his sword along his neck, the slight touch causing droplets of blood to form under the silver. “I suggest you let go if you value your life.” Selwyn spat the words, tightening his grip on his sword which had begun to glow with orange embers to further prove his point. The guard had killed many before, hell it had been eight years since he entered the palace, that was to be expected. In fact, he had become numb to the feeling - he had no problem being this lethal machine he had been trained into, especially when it meant protecting innocent people. The intruder hadn’t budged, hadn’t moved closer nor further away and it angered Selwyn that the man had disobeyed his simple yet stern request. “I. Said. Let. Go.” Without a second thought he clasped his hand around the back of his neck with an ironlike grip. “If I have to repeat myself for a third time, you will not live to hear the end of it.”

6:54 AM

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Eris was surprised a little bit of fear running through him. Though he had faith in his guard and trusted him with his life as he stared at the man in the dark room a small smirk creeping onto his lips when he saw the sword swing in between them as the blade as pressed against the intruders neck a small laugh leaving his throat as he looked at the intruder he would survive to see another day all because of his guard. He truly was indebted to him. No matter how much he hated to admit that, it was the honest truth. The intruder didn’t budge one bit even after the second warning. Eris looked into their eyes looming for any remnants of fear.. he found none.. “Do not kill yet..” Eris glanced at his guard taking a deep breath as he looked back at the intruder his eyes cold as the room started to drop a few degrees once more. Moving a little he stared at the intruder coldly. “Who put you up to this? Was it the king?” Eris asked titling his head in question his eyes sparking with what looked like amusement when they flinched at the mention of the king a small chuckle leaving his lips. “I see.. heh.. he really does wanna keep the power all to himself doesn’t he?” Eris spoke as he stared at the ground with blank eyes and he shook his head nodding to his guard to signs that if he wished he could strike and kill the man. “He wanted to kill me just like mother… the people don’t deserve such a cruel person as their king.. If only I could use my powers properly..” Eris spoke to himself as he closed his eyes a few tears coming to his vision as he took a deep breath.

5:30 AM

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