ROLEPLAY HQ - long-distance-surprise

@Would That I

The evening sky was overcast with a pale orange tint; breathtakingly beautiful. It was almost half past 6 O’clock and Rebecca was a complete bundle of nerves. To be honest, she could not remember the time she had been so nervous. But she had a good reason to be, especially considering what today was. Today would be the day that she and her long distance boyfriend would finally meet. She was both scared and excited. Scared because he may not accept her, and the fact that he may be a total creep who lied about who he was online, but she doubted that. Think positively. She mentally scolded herself as she readjusted the hem of her dress. Although this wasn’t the first time they had seen each other— this would be the first that they’d see one another in person. . And she wanted to look her very best. She slipped into her black LV heels, which had been given to her as a birthday present from her grandmother a year ago. She didn’t usually wear them unless there was a special occasion, and even then did she hardly wear them. After she finished getting ready, she grabbed her phone off of her bedside table and texted Bradley. Heading there now. Bradley had come all the way from Tennessee to Arkansas due to some wrestling tournament that was going to be taking place here this weekend, and that was the perfect opportunity for the two of them to see one another in person. And honestly, there couldn’t have been a better time. Her roommate, Cynthia was out for the weekend and went to visit her grand-mum in London, so she had the entire place to herself until then.

1:22 PM

Before heading out of the door, she took a once-over of herself in the mirror. Her hair cascaded down and over her shoulders, her makeup not cakey or a mess. She never allowed herself to put on too much makeup, and nor did she need to do so. Naturally she was beautiful. —- By the time she arrived at the hotel it was already 7’o Clock. Just to make sure this was the right location, she double checked the address that was sent to her. And as expected, this was the correct hotel. I’m here. Her heart was quite literally pounding in her chest as she parked and exited the vehicle. Why was she so nervous? Well that was a stupid question. She had many reasons to be. She knew to meet him at the front of the hotel, which she assumed was the entrance.

1:22 PM

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Bradley had spent the majority of the bus ride down between Tiktoks and messaging Rebecca. He couldn't believe that he had found this girl. A friend of a friend suggested to him to try something called Instagram and maybe he would find someone to connect with, even if they were a while away and that they did. Connecting over a beautiful portrary she posted from a lake, the two found a sparking romance that seemed to happen through his endless flirting and romantic desires. While the two were not so far away, things had prevented them from meeting for so long that he was thinkin that it might never happen, but finding out about the tournament this weekend in Arkansas was a welcome blessing. While he would have to report for several hours a day at the tournaments, this would leave the two of them open to find out more about each other for the next couple of days, enough so that Brad got a special accomdiation to not have to be at the hotel all night. Brad would text her and let her know that the bus had arrived to the hotel and the next message that he would receive was that she was there. He smiled as he seen it. Beginning out the door and towards the elevator, he would greet a couple of freshman who would be nervous but excited for the weekends activities, he would give them a smile and few words of encouragment before heading to the elevator. As soon as he would turn out of the elevator towards the doors, he would see her standing there, just waiting... He would rush over and without another moment notice, he would sweep her up in a giant hug that would lift her off her feet.

1:33 PM

@Would That I

In the moment that she seen Bradley exit the elevator, she was almost at a loss for words. Not because she was afraid or anything, but because he was real. The man whom she fell in love with was here in the flesh. Before she could so much as utter a word, she was swept off of her feet, a giggle escaping her lips. “I didn’t think i’d actually get to see you.” Even up until the hotel, she was still a bit doubtful. Without further hesitation her lips met his for a kiss, oh how she longed to kiss him. To see him. To have him in her presence. Unsurprisingly, he was even more-so attractive in person, and not to mention muscular. She knew for a fact that her mind wasn’t playing tricks on her. They were finally here and together, but yet something was still tugging at her chest. She had yet to tell Bradley about her. About her being transgender. She wasn’t always a woman, at least not until entering the 4th grade. She would have to tell him at some point, and she knew it would have to be tonight. “Have you eaten yet? We could stop by a restaurant for dinner.” It was an out of the blue suggestion, but she was quite famished herself. She hadn’t eaten anything since this morning. @Deleted User

"I am not sure what I can and can not eat," he would laugh as he held her up, "But, I am sure I am underweight right now, we can eat wherever or we could go back to your place..." He would be lying if he said he didn't have certain things on his mind. Sure they have went about things over a phone, but they were never like the real thing. But, feeling her there with him, her skin on his, he felt happiness. He felt desire. He felt a need for her... His lips would move up to hers again, passionate and hungry...

2:03 PM

@Would That I

Rebecca forgot all about that. He did need to maintain a certain weight, and the last thing she wanted to do was have him eat too much. “Well, I could just whip up something at home.” She did want to spend as much time alone with him as possible after all. As much as she wanted to keep kissing him right now, she knew they needed to get going. She couldn’t bear the piercing eyes on her skin from others. “Shall we get going then?” She questioned, her voice like honey. Being placed back on her feet, she lead Bradly to where her vehicle was parked. It wasn’t anything fancy, nor did she care for fancy vehicles anyways. “How was the trip here? Did you bring anything to change in?” If she remembered correctly, he was going to be spending the night. @Deleted User

"Decent, I was mostly just worried about getting down here and you... being real..." He gave her a soft smile as he would sit her down, a little over half a foot shorter than him and it showed. He would let his eyes fall to himself through, he didn't realize that he was still wearing his training gear, just a pair of sweat pants and a hoodie. "Should I go back up and get something extra? Or should this be okay for the night?"

2:39 PM

@Would That I

She chuckled softly. “I didn’t think you’d be real either. But here we are.” He was quite literally real, and she was glad it all worked out. “What you’re wearing is fine, unless you do want to go back and grab something to wear.” She didn’t mind it at all. “I can wait in the car if that’s the case.” After all, she had waited a year to see him in person. What more could a few minutes do? She fished her car keys out of her purse and unlocked the doors. @Deleted User

"Umm, maybe I should grab another change in guess... You never know what tonight might bring..." He smiled a nervous smile, but his face would grow red with embarrassment. He noted where her car was, gave her another soft kiss before he would head up to the elevator and then his room in a full sprint, grabbing more clothes.

2:54 PM

@Would That I

Rebecca hadn’t quite registered what he meant by that, at least not until he left to go and grab a change of clothes. Was he implying what she thought he was implying? Instead of thinking too much about it, she quickly rid her mind of the thought and occupied herself with social media until he returned. She had the car started and getting warm. It was a bit chilly outside with the weather changing. @Deleted User

Brad had not been gone more than five minutes once he returned carrying a small gym bag. He had brought a change of clothes into something comfortable, a change of shorts and t-shirt, and something in case she did decide that she wanted to go out, a pair of jeans and a nice shirt. He smiled as he opened the back seat and placed the bag in it before he moved to the passenger side seat, smiling at her. "Ready when you are," he would say.

3:14 PM

@Would That I

“That didn’t take long at all.” Rebecca pointed out as she turned off her phone and put it in the console. She knew her way back home by heart so there was no need for a GPS. “Someone must have been in a rush.” A soft chuckle escaped her lips before she pulled out of the parking lot. —- It was not long before they arrived at her apartment. The complex was rather nice, not too shabby on the outside. Luckily her apartment was downstairs, otherwise she might have not worn any heels. “My roommate won’t be back until Tuesday, so I have the place to myself for the weekend.” Rebecca exited the vehicle, closing the door behind her. @Deleted User

The ride back to the apartment was almost too quiet, like two newly dating couples, and they kind of were, but not in the same time. Something that Brad was definitely not use too, he was a talkative guy, but he could not find the words for her. He did however, let his hand fall to hers o nteh car ride there. The ride did not seem so far away, so he was thankful for that in case there was an emergency call in or something, he would be right there. He looked over at the complex. It was definitely nice, nicer than what he was use to in student housing. "Oh, that is good in a sense and bad in a sense," Brad would giggle as he would get out himself, grabbing the bag from behind the seat, "I was hoping to meet her as well, but that leaves us plenty of just us time... You look extremely nice by the way. Beautiful..."

“Well, she’s currently in London, but she was hoping to meet you as well.” Cynthia was definitely surprised to hear that Rebecca’s boyfriend would be coming down to Arkansas, but she was bummed out once she realized it would be during the weekend she’d be away in London. “Thank you.” She couldn’t take well to compliments, only because she had no idea how to respond. She grabbed her house key out of her purse as they neared the apartment door. 109. “If you need to shower or anything, I can get you a towel.” She mentioned once they got inside. The living room was the first to come in view, and to the left there would be a kitchen. @Deleted User

Brad had planned on being so confident in his manuevars. He had planned to just push her up against the wall and take her just like those dirty little late night messages had said they were going to do to one another... However, his nerves seemed to be getting the better of him. As he entered, he would comment, "Wow, you have a lovely apartment, you must pay a lot for this place..." He would step in once invited and take his shoes off at the door as it seemed to be the place where they were piled, "Umm, I am okay with the shower for right now. Maybe later... together... though?"

4:37 PM

@Would That I

“The rent isn’t so much since my roommate and I split half and half.” But if it were just her alone, the rent would be almost $1,500. But in todays economy, that was probably cheap to most. Hearing his suggestion, she couldn’t help the heat rising up to her cheeks. Shower? Together? She wouldn’t have minded it if she wasn’t hiding a huge bomb. Metaphorically speaking. “Well, about that. I did need to tell you something.” Better now than later, right? At least then he’d have the chance to leave before it was too late. She wouldn’t hate him for it or anything, but she would be lying if she said she wouldn’t be upset. She removed her heels one by one, appearing ever shorter afterwards. @Deleted User

Brad would find himself taking in the apartment as he would slowly sit down on the couch, looking up at her... The way she said that... It did not give confidence... "I mean, only if you want too, no pressure or anything," he would quickly turn back on his answer, "I am not pushing anything. This is new, I get it..." He would look up at her with another smile, but his heart was racing...

5:02 PM

@Would That I

“No, no— it’s not any of that. I’d love to, actually.” She assured. “I just haven’t told you everything about me.” The only reason she was nervous was because she wasn’t sure how he’d react or what he’d even do. If it were anyone else, she wouldn’t be nervous at all to tell them that she was transgender, but she also knew it wasn’t a good idea to just broadcast that to everyone. Plenty of people were transphobic, to the point they even murdered transgender men and women out of spite. “I just haven’t told you this because I wasn’t sure how you’d react or what you’d even say.” She fiddled with her necklace before she continued on, her heart was also racing. “But I’m transgender. I would have told you before, a while ago, but I honestly don’t know why I hadn’t.” Because she was scared of loosing him then, but that was no excuse to keep such a secret away from him. @Deleted User

Brad would watch her, she was clearly building to something big and he watched her with supportive eyes... Until the words came out of her mouth, then he just stared at her, his mind unable to seem to come across what exactly he was hearing, but then a smile and a laugh, "Ah, you got me, good joke..." He laughed as he looked back up at her.

5:14 PM

@Would That I

Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “I wasn’t joking.” This was no laughing matter, and for him to just laugh in her face was surely both embarrassing and humbling. “I really am transgender. I don’t see why you think i’d lie about it.” But who could blame him? This was certainly a bomb to drop, especially being this was the first time they have met in person. “I was born male, but I started transitioning during a young age.” @Deleted User

The words that continued to fill is ears did not make sense... His laugh would quickly go away as a serious face would cross hers. There definitely was no joke or no laughing matter here, he was indeed hearing an actual truth coming from here, but he couldn't accept it for some reason. "You mean, that you are... were... a guy?" Brad would twist his head, almost like a puppy would look at a sound with confusion, "But, the pictures and... what...?"

5:22 PM

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“Out of all of the pictures i’ve sent, not one of them have included my…” You know what. If anything she only sent pictures of her breasts. There had been instances of her sending full body nudes, but none of which Bradley actually had a view of her genitals. And surprisingly, he never questioned it. “I’m still a woman— and have always been since I could remember. But then again, I understand how this all may sound. I was just scared of what you might think of me.” But telling him now instead of before could have made that worse. @Deleted User

Brad sat, his hands on this elbows, he was almost stunned at this point, stunned to the point that he couldn't speak. He looked up at her, "You have a...?" Brad fell back on the couch for the moment. The person that he thought that he had fallen head over heels for, fell in love with, a serious thing for him... was lying... "I am not sure what upsets me more..." Brad said, calmly as he looked up, "The fact that you never told me straight up... Or the fact that you led me this far before you told me. What did you expect my reaction to be, Rebecca?"

5:36 PM

@Would That I

She simply nodded at his question. Rebecca knew there could be multiple outcomes of this, and majority of them weren’t good ones. But she put her own self in such a predicament. And that was something she could take responsibility for. She felt as though a lump formed in her throat, taking her far too long to respond. “…Far more worse than this.” She replied honestly. “I didn’t tell you before because I was scared. I know that isn’t any excuse, in fact it was very selfish of me.” She let out a soft sigh. “And I completely understand if you don’t want to continue with… This. Us.” She knew it was important to tell anyone whom she was getting to know romantically that she was transgender, but she was stupid enough not to say anything at that. By the time she wanted to say something, it seemed as though they were in too deep. @Deleted User

Brad would continue to stay quiet for the moment, letting the time pass between them. He was unable to find the words that he wanted to use in this situation. This was rapidily becoming a delicate one indeed... "I don't..." Brad stopped himself, stopped his words in the moment, "This changes a lot of stuff, but I still feel about you the same way I felt about you before... What does that say about me?" His question opened in the air, but it was not pointed towards her or him, just a loose thought. "I don't hate you..." Brad would add, "If that is something you are worried about..."

5:46 PM

@Would That I

Rebecca wasn’t expecting for him to be so calm in a situation like this. She totally would have understood if he yelled, or stormed out even. But he had done neither of those things. “It doesn’t make you gay or anything if that’s what you’re asking. I’m still a woman, just under different circumstances.” She truly was in love with him, but she understood how it must have felt in his shoes. She wasn’t completely honest with him until now after all. “I’m sorry for not telling you the truth. I didn’t want to hurt you.” @Deleted User

"How does it not make me gay!?" Brad would look up at her, "You have a dick, I have a dick... We both have dicks..." Brad would get a little louder in the moment, but his voice would quickly go back to its regular cadence. "I don't know what I am feeling right now. Thank you for the apologizes... I don't know if I can accept them though. Right now, I don't know... I... This is..." Brad would bring his hands up to his face, wiping a stray tear that began to fall and choke finally hitting his voice, "This is alot..."

5:55 PM

@Would That I

She was startled by the sudden change in his tone. What the hell had she gotten herself into? Her first relationship was already beginning to go to shit. And she had herself to blame for that. “It isn’t gay because I’m a woman. I’ve told you that already.” As annoyed as she was with his idea of this being gay, she wanted to remain calm. It would do no good if they were both yelling. “There’s more to me than just having a dick, Brad.” She scoffed. She knew this was a lot, and she did want to give him time to think about it all. “No, no. Please don’t cry.” She wished she could go back in time and just tell him. No matter the outcome. “Do you need time alone? You can still stay the night if you want. I can sleep in Cynthia’s bedroom.” @Deleted User

"I..." he would slowly begin to wipe his eyes at her acknowledge of crying, "I didn't want too, it just kinda slipped..." He still looekd at the ground for a few more moments, the same confused face covered his... "I... don't feel differently... I still love Rebecca Stone, but Rebecca Stone just became something different in my mind. Just... Yeah, it is going to take some time, but I have had plenty of time alone in my life. I don't want alone time. But, I don't know what to say or do right now. I am just kinda... numb... that is a bad word..." He lost his words again and began to look at the ground once more, "Thank you... for telling me?"

6:12 PM

@Would That I

Rebecca bit at her bottom lip, pure force of habit when she was nervous. She didn’t know at all how to respond to that. Became something different in his mind? Instead of a woman, she was sure he could only see her as a guy. What else could that have meant? The last thing she even wanted was to be with someone who couldn’t even see her as a woman. “I understand.” She mumbled, deciding it was best to do much less talking. Besides, what could she even say or do to make this better? “I was going to have to tell you at some point, Bradley. I wouldn’t have kept it a secret from you for forever, even if I wanted to. Which I didn’t, of course.” She added on. @Deleted User

Brad would finally pull his head up to look at her, she looked the same... He didn't know what he expected... "I just..." he bit his lip as well, seeing hers, those were the nicest pictures he had of her, when she did the cute lip bite, he thought before continuing, "Can I just talk my feelings out right now...? Judgement free?"

6:23 PM

@Would That I

Rebecca looked over at him and nodded. "Of course, go ahead." She figured that was the best thing to do anyways. Whatever he wanted to get off of his chest and say, she was going to be here to listen and try her best to understand. @Deleted User

Brad sat a little straighter, trying to collect himself before he spoke... "I know this is going to sound stupid and childish," he would begin with, wiping his face again, "But I have looked so forward to seeing you that it almost clouds every thought in my head right now behind that. Like, just a second ago, I looked up at you and my brain expected to see someone entirely different staring at me like I said. When I did though... I only saw you. The same girl... Person... That has been waking me up every morning with funny messages and videos. The same one that wishes me good night. Why does it not change with this info? "

@Would That I

"Because I've always been the same, even after telling you the truth. I may not be a woman biologically, but that doesn't make any less of one." She knew this was so much all at once for him. For the woman he'd fallen in love with to drop such an unexpected bomb. "Did you expect to see someone different?" @Deleted User

"Too be honest," Brad would say with a smile, curing his cheeks a little tighter, causing two soft tears to fall, "I wanted the same person from about fifteen minutes ago in my mind to show up and... She did." Brad looked at her for a moment longer, "You are still Rebecca, right? Why does that change regardless of what's there, right?" He didn't know if he was trying to convince her or himself at this point...

6:45 PM

@Would That I

For some reason, she didn't sound convinced at all. Just a moment ago he was pretty damn convinced that he was gay. "I don't want you to feel obligated or forced to be with me, Bradley. I don't want you to see me as a guy, either. Because that isn't what I am." And she had come way too far to be told otherwise. "I know I messed up by not telling the truth beforehand, and I do regret it still." @Deleted User

"I don't feel obligated or forced to do anything..." Brad would say as he continued to look at the ground for the moment, then back up at her, "I just... this is..." His brain was lost for words. He couldn't find what he wanted to say or what he should even try to say... "I don't want to go if that's okay, but it is going to take me a minute to process everything. I can't promise anything right now..."

6:48 AM

@Would That I

She nodded once again. Honestly she didn’t know what to expect from a situation like this but there weren’t any positive outcomes in her mind. “I’m uhh, going to go get ready for bed then.” Not only that but she knew he needed time alone and to process this. Removing herself from the couch, she roamed down the hall to her bedroom, which was to the left and right across from Cynthia’s. She herself also needed time alone, or else she probably would have broke down in tears right then and there. Not once had she ever felt comfortable— or wanted to feel comfortable around someone to cry. Gathering a graphic t-shirt and some pajama pants, Rebecca took a trip to the bathroom, getting the water started and running. @Deleted User

Brad would nod softly continuing to stare at the floor in the house, he almost didn't know if he should call it Rebecca's place anymore... Surely this was nothing that should change his perception of her, right? She is still Rebecca, the person he had been talking to for so long, but just to drop a bombshell like that, so easily... He sat there as he listening to the room, the quiet air of it all being interrupted softly by the sound of a running shower. He looked up at the hallway. He didn't know what he would see if he walked to the bathroom right now, but... was it odd that he was curious? He shook his head and sat on the couch, unmoving, unflinching, letting his thoughts roam.

7:30 AM

@Would That I

She let her thoughts run freely as she showered, almost a soulless vessel. Guilt gnawed away at her, so much so even after telling the truth. She knew that she was not the woman that Bradley was hoping for. If anything, she was less of one in his eyes and that wasn’t something she could bear to think about. But what done was done and there was nothing else she could do about it as much as she wished she could. @Deleted User

Brad would sit there for a while. He felt alone... he felt worse than he ever had before. He needed to make this right. He needed to make sure she knew that he was... here. He couldn't expect himself to be just immediately okay with all of this, but they could still talk, right? Brad would stand, softly walking over to the door where he heard the shower continuing to rain down, he softly knocked on the door. "I know your showering, but can I come in and just... talk?"

7:44 AM

@Would That I

Hearing a sudden knock surely interrupted her from whatever thoughts that clouded her mind. For a short moment, she had almost forgot who it was. What else did he want to talk about? And here she thought he needed time alone and to think. “Uhm, yeah, sure.” She responded, unsure of her own words. It wasn’t like her body would be exposed to him or anything thanks to the shower curtain, though it wasn’t like it made it unable to completely see anything, a figure at that. “Door is open.” @Deleted User

Brad would slowly open the door, giving himself a deep breath for what he might see once he opened it. He would slowly begin to walk into the room, a smaller little quiant bathroom, but enough room for two if needed. He would slowly find his way to the toilet, sitting down on the cover of it as he looked sideways at the curtain, seeing her figure behind it, but things seemed to be hidden in the moment... "So, I have a sort of confession as well," Brad would say with a sigh as he would look up at her figure, "I... I don't come from the most loving and caring family..."

7:55 AM

@Would That I

She was silent for the most part, hearing whatever it was he wanted and needed to say. The reason she wanted to try and keep distance away from him was because she thought that was what he needed, but she didn’t ask, all she ever did was assume that. She wasn’t exactly sure what she was expecting him to say, but whatever the case she wanted to listen. To hear him and be there for him if he allowed her to be. @Deleted User

Brad would continue, "My family, it was all about what you could contribute. Not about who you are as a person or what you wanted to have in your life. That meant that no one got hugs, no one got kissed, no one got affection unless you accomplished something worthwhile. My wrestling... it seemed to take that spot. It made me feel like I was accepted and wanted..." Brad would look up at her figure, the steam in the air, "I never expected in my life to have met someone like you. I know it has only been a few months of talking, but you... you are more than I could have ever imagined. You are kind, you are smart, funny at times, and just... amazing..."

8:09 AM

@Would That I

Hearing Brad go on about his parents, she truly felt sympathy. That was no way a child should have grown up. To only be shower affection when accomplishing something. And for him to long for that affection so much to the point he took up wrestling made her hurt for him. Sure, he may have enjoyed it now but that doesn’t change the fact. “That doesn’t sound like any way any child should grow up. You were, are deserving of affection whether or not you’re accomplishing something. Affection shouldn’t be seen as an award.” After a while the water came to a stop, which meant she was done with her shower. The last thing she wanted right now was to be naked in front of him, because then she wasn’t sure what he’d say. Sure, she did say she had a dick, but for him to actually see it would be a different story. “… Even now, do you still think all of those things about me?” She questioned, a hint of worry in her voice. She did enjoy the compliments, but she wanted to know if he truly felt that way about her, even now. @Deleted User

Brad would smile up at her figure, the question seemed to linger in the air. "I do still think those things," Brad said with a little bit of confusion in his tone, "I don't know, I feel like this shouldn't change things with us, but it... kinda does. It is a big part of you that was hidden from me. I am not okay with that. Is there anything else that was hidden?"

8:37 AM

@Would That I

“I didn’t lie to you about whatever else I told you if that’s what you’re asking.” But she knew how much of a horrible secret that was to keep. What if he wanted children in the future? She couldn’t bear any of her own. What if he couldn’t be sexually attracted to her anymore? “Could you uhm, hand me my dry towel please?” She asked, hesitant to even step foot out of the shower while being completely exposed. @Deleted User

Brad would smile at that response. She was open about everything else, which was something that gave him a bit of a pulse of happiness in this time of overthinking. When asked to get her a dry towel, he would smile, standing and looking around the bathroom for a moment before noticing the towel on the towel rack in front of the toliet. He would turn his body, but his foot placement would find a rug that was sitting in the floor, that he must have slightly kicked up when entering the bathroom. He would fall forward. Almost directly into the curtain for the shower, with a small jerk of the curtain, he would switch momentum and fall backwards, but he would drag the curtain with him, tearing it off the rod and over his head...

8:54 AM

@Would That I

It all happened in the blink of an eye. One moment he was going to grab her towel and the next Brad literally fell in the tub and not to mention bringing down the shower rod and curtain with him. Fortunately she was in no way to get harmed, but her plan to not be seen naked by him was a no-go. How embarrassing this was. “Are you alright?” She questioned, trying her best to stifle a laugh. It was a pretty hilarious sight to see. But to feel his eyes on her was enough to want her to shield herself, quickly exiting the tub to grab her dry towel. “You didn’t hurt yourself, did you? That was a pretty hard fall.” @Deleted User

Brad couldn't help but laugh, the curtain still blocking his view of everything, but he could feel his back and butt getting wet from the water that was still draining. He let out a huge chuckle, "I am fine, don't worry... I... uh... didn't see anything so I will stay like this... You get yourself proper..." He couldn't help but let his body relax for the moment. He laughed. No immediate pain, but he felt like this was definitely needed.

9:04 AM

@Would That I

That was a relief at least, but it was still nerve wracking. “How did you even manage to fall?” She asked, followed by a short laugh. While he sat covered with a shower curtain, she quickly dried herself off and put on her nightwear, which was just a graphic t-shirt and pajama pants. “You can remove the curtain now. I’ll have to fix that later.” The last thing she needed was Cynthia returning home and complaining about a broken shower curtain. @Deleted User

"Don't worry, I will fix it as soon as I can..." Brad would say with a smile as he would slowly peek out from under the curtain, "I think my butt is completely water logged now..." He stood up, indeed, his pants were wet, but not dripping, so he smiled up at her, "Umm, that rug," he would point down at the now misplaced rug, "I guess I was shuffling my feet too much." As he stood, he eyed the curtain rod holder, "Oh... That is broke, broke. We are gonna have to get a new one."

9:14 AM

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“Well that’s an excuse to go ahead and get in the shower then, hm? Well, I don’t think that’s an option right now unless you want to get the floor wet.” She chuckled softly. “Babe, I don’t think being big and clumsy is a good mix.” She teasingly said. “You’ll end up killing someone.” He did have a nice muscle mass after all. “It’s fine, shower curtains don’t cost much anyways.” Rebecca said as she opened up the medicine cabinet and pulled out a bottle of pills. Popping one in her mouth, she washed it down with water from the sink. @Deleted User

Once her suggestion of going ahead and getting in the shower hit, he would smile, something about that still made him feel happy that she would still want him here, but his mind would float to her joining him again. Which he would quickly shake again because of everything, "Sure, umm, I am might be able to jerry rig this to make sure we have something until we can fix it..." He laughed for a moment as he tried to tried the curtain and the rod togther, but would catch a glimpse over at her, "Umm, I am not trying to be nosy at all, but what was that you just took?"

9:45 AM

@Would That I

“It was my hormone pill.” She responded as she grabbed a hold of her toothbrush and Colgate toothpaste. “But yeah, so, what do we have planned for tonight?” She assumed this wasn’t going to ruin their entire weekend together, and she’d be bummed out if it did. I mean, Brad confirmed that he still wanted this, but she knew he was still going to need time to think it all over. But until then, they could enjoy the time they have together before he had to leave. “Maybe we could watch a movie together.” @Deleted User

She was very open about it, he thought something like that would be kept a secret. He smiled at her, "Does that help?" And when she would open up about what to do tonight, he smiled, "I mean, a movie does sound good, maybe something that doesn't require alot of attention so we can just talk..."

10:08 AM

@Would That I

She chuckled softly before nodding. “Considering my breasts are natural, yes.” She did start taking the pills at a very young age, and that was by far one of the best things her mother could have done for her. “And they help with a lot of other things.” “Yeah, that’s a good idea.” She did want to spend a lot of time talking and getting to know him some more after all. @Deleted User

He would give a smile as he would begin to pill off his hoodie, which was damp with water, he looked over his shoulder at her with a smile. "Umm, you can stay if you want, I really would like to talk to you during, but I am not sure how much this shower curtain is going to cover," he said with a giggle, "Besides, you have seen all of me already before..."

10:34 AM

@Would That I

She had seen almost every inch of him, that was true. But never had she seen him naked in person, and the thought of that alone made her cheeks grow warm. "I don't mind staying." She responded. "Neither do I mind talking to you.." She smiled softly. @Deleted User

Brad would give her a smile as she would agree to stay with him, "There is a reason I always stuck around people, I have always been afraid to be alone, if that makes sense..." As he spoke, he would pull his hoodie completely off finally, revealing his hairy chest that covered a well defined and fit body. One that took years of hard work to get.

11:07 AM

@Would That I

“I didn’t know that.” She mumbled. “I wouldn’t have suggested to give you time alone if that were the case. I just thought you wanted to be away from me for a while.” Seeing his exposed chest sure did something to her that she couldn’t quite explain. She had seen him naked multiple times before, but once again— it’s nothing like the real thing. “I know you’ve told me before, but how long have you been wrestling?” @Deleted User

Brad would give a soft 'mhm' to her reply regarding leaving him alone, but when she asked how long he had been wrestling, "Since I was four years old, it just came natural, you know," he would say as he would begin to loosen his sweats, "Something about it, I was a natural. I might not be the best in the world, but I know that I could hold my own." Even with his back to her, letting his sweats lower and reveal his lower half, his body was just as tone and fit as the rest of him was. He had muscles that shown through on almost every part of his body.

11:56 AM

@Would That I

“Four years old… That’s young as hell.” She chuckled softly. At least it was something he enjoyed and kept him busy. “Hmmm, so then, how exactly does this wrestling thing work? I’ve seen short clips on TikTok, but that’s pretty much it.” If there was one thing she hadn’t seen of his body, it was probably his ass. And for a toned dude, he sure did have quite the nice one. Instead of being a total pervert, she averted her eyes as to give him privacy. “So is wrestling something you plan to do for a long while?” @Deleted User

As he would lift up and step out of the pants, he would try to hide himself just a little bit behind the curtain as he would hand his clothes out of the shower, asking without asking her to grab them and put them somewhere to dry... "Well, the main goal in wrestling is beating your opponent. Either a pinfall, out pointing them, or just making them unable to compete further..." Brad gave a giggle, "Last one is little more brutal..." He would turn on the water, stepping back, revealing himself to her slightly as the curtain was only half way across now, "Sorry, cold water sucks..."

12:14 PM

@Would That I

Taking notice of the clothes, she grabbed them out of his hands, along with hers that were still on the bathroom floor. Luckily they had a washer and dryer already. “Ohh, I see. That does sound pretty difficult, although I have no idea what those look like.” She chuckled softly. “It’s fine. I’m not looking,” she assured. For a couple, they sure as hell were pretty awkward. And that didn’t help at all that this was Rebeccas first relationship she’d been it. @Deleted User

"I mean, if you wanna..." Brad gave her a little laugh, just chaking off the rest of the comment as he would readjust himself behind the curtain and begin to just shower off gently. He didn't need much of a clean, it just a long bus ride, but he had been sweating a little bit as some of the guys required heat to be on and jogging up and down the bus to try and get to their weight before they made it to the facility... He sighed as he looked over at her, "So, when did you know?"

1:54 PM

@Would That I

She wasn’t sure if he was joking or completely serious, but either way she had no clue how to react to that. Hell, she had already stolen a few peaks at him already. His body was a work of art, and well, mainly hard work. “When did I know what?” She questioned , not fulling grasping his question. @Deleted User

"That you were not..." Brad wanted to choose his words carefully, he didn't want to upset her, but it was a lingering question for him in the moment, "...a guy?" They way he just blurted out his words, he wanted to shoot himself right then and there out of pure embarrassment.

3:18 PM

@Would That I

She took a moment to think back. “Well, I was around ten at the time. I never did like things that boys played with. It was a day before Halloween and my mom took me shopping for a costume.” She chuckled softly. “I was upset when she wouldn’t let me get the Tinker-bell costume. Eventually she caved in.” Rebecca’s mother was also the only person that supported her through her transition. “I’d say that I was twelve when I came out. But by then, i’m sure my parents had known.” @Deleted User

"Oh, wow," Brad had used a small bit of shampoo and was lathering himself over as he listened to her story, "I mean, did you always feel like you were more feminine? Or just like you were someone else before you actually came out?" He would stand under the water, beginning to wash the suds of shampoo off of himself as he continued to listen.

4:19 AM

@Would That I

“Well, yeah. . I’ve always been feminine. My dad wouldn’t accept it though, even now he does not.” She chuckled softly. “He would sometimes throw away certain clothes of mine— the feminine ones. I was only a kid at the time, so I had no idea what was so upsetting about me preferring certain things, stuff that boys weren’t interested in.” Rebecca shrugged, folding her arms against her chest. “But my mom was different. She wasn’t upset, if anything she was confused for a little while.” @Taiga On The Shelf 🐅

"That is terrible..." Brad would give a soft sigh as he would reach down and turn the water off, "I mean, this is a shock to me, but I would never... could never..." His words would die at that point, his mind drifting back to what this could mean for him as he would go silent for a moment before his hand would appear, "Spare towel?"

6:13 AM

@Would That I

6:13 AM

(Think you tagged the wrong person... lol.)

(Holy shit i did

I literally had just woken up then)

9:33 AM

“It’s fine, i’ve been past all of that already.” Once she turned 18 and moved out, she never did once stay in contact with her father since then. “Oh, right.” She got up and grabbed a towel out of the nearby closet. It was the closet she kept wash and dry towels in. “Here you go,” She handed one to him, being sure not to let her eyes wander. “But I do believe that the lack of a father figure… A real father figure in my life has been difficult.” She didn’t want to go too into detail about that, maybe a story for another time. @Deleted User (edited)

"I am sorry," he would say as he would begin to dry himself the best he could behind the cover of the currain, "I don't even know how I would be able to handle things..." His whole world had been turned upside down in the last half an hour and he was still kinda reeling from it, so he honestly didn't know how he would react to that in the past for her, but he would pull the curtain back, giving a smile as the towel was wrapped around his waist. His body almost glistened in the light of the bathroom as he looked over at her, "I will have to get those extra clothes, I guess..."

1:24 PM

@Would That I

It sure as hell was something to see her partner naked and only had his waist covered with a towel. He was attractive in every which way, and as embarrassing as it would be to admit. . She desired him, sexually. But she already ruined the perfect night that she had in mind. “Right… I’ll go and get the movie started. Are you hungry or anything? I can make something quick.” @Deleted User

"Umm, not at the moment, but something just in case might be worthwhile," he smiled another shy smile as he looked up at her, following her as she would exit, he would grab his bag from the couch, "So, where is our room at?" As much as things had changed, it seemed like she was still she and he was going to try and make the best out of the night. He wasn't trying to be away from her.

1:31 PM

@Would That I

“My room is down the hall to the left. It’s the door thats cracked open.” She responded. He still wanted to sleep with her in the same bedroom? And here she thought he’d be against it. But then again, after what he told her earlier in the bathroom, she knew to think differently. “You can put your bag in my room, anywhere is fine. She made her way into the kitchen, opening up the refrigerator to grab sandwich meat and mayonnaise. Entering her bedroom, Brad would have easily taken notice to the various amounts of potted green plants, and green decoration. @Deleted User (edited)

She definitely seemed to be into nature from the look of things, he would give a soft smile of acknowledgement to himself. If he was ever needing to get a gift, he would most certainly know what she would like from the looks of the room. He would place his bag on the bed softly, pulling clothes out from it. He would look over the room as he began to change into more appropriate attire for the evening. He would pull on his comfortable shorts and a tighter t-shirt that the wrestling program would have gave him to wear. He would place the bag on the floor in front of the bed and out of the way. Exiting the room, he would give her a soft acknowledgement that he was in the room and find his way to the couch again.

8:00 PM

@Would That I

By the time Brad returned, Rebecca had already prepared herself a ham sandwich. It was something light but fulfilling to her enough. “So, what movie do you want to watch? Or am I going to have to pick it?” She questioned with a slight raise of a brow, taking a seat next to Brad, making sure it was a comfortable distance. She did want to be close to him, but she also didn’t want to push her limits. @Deleted User

He respected the distance between the two of them that she would have given. It was almost like trying to learn someone that you knew... but not really knew anymore. It made Brad's head hurt to even think about it, but he shook his head, "I mean, I can choose, let me see the remote..." He would take the remote and start flipping through the movies that were presented on the front of the Netflix page. He smiled as he would see one, "Look Robocop, I have watched this a million times, we can watch this and it would be perfect to interrupt if need be..."

8:06 PM

@Would That I

Rebecca grabbed a hold of the remote, passing it over to him. “Robocop? What is that about?” She questioned after taking a bite of her sandwich. Usually she was one to watch romance and drama movies— and she sure as hell loved reading them. If she had to pick one of her favorite authors, it would surely be Ana Huang. She knew how to write her male leads… And my goodness were they something. “Is this some sort of action movie? I don’t mind watching it.” @Deleted User

"Action, murder, death, bloody," Brad would say with a smile, "So, basically, they... well, we can just watch. No spoilers..." Brad would give her a soft smile as he clicked the movie on, the beginning of it playing as he would watch her a little closer. She held herself as if she wasn't holding a secret. The pills she was taking sure helped as well as her figure screamed out at him. A confusion filled his brain on how he should honestly feel about all this... But, the lonliness he felt in his heart. That was completely gone. He enjoyed her presence with him regardless of the feeling of confusion. He would smile as he looked at her.

8:13 PM

@Would That I

“All of the things guys are into.” She said teasingly, followed by a roll of her eyes. “So, are you excited for the meeting? Do you think you’ll win?” As much as she wanted to watch a movie with him, she also wanted to talk to him more. After all, who knows how long it’ll be before they see each other again. @Deleted User

"Yeah, it should be a good weekend of wrestling," he would comment as he looked over at her, "We have two different duals, which are basically us vs. them and whoever wins the most matches wins the dual." He would give another smile as he would move slightly in his position, "Hopefully you didn't have any plans that I ruined by coming here this weekend..." What a terrible way to put it.

8:22 PM

@Would That I

“Oh, really? Well it seems you’ll have a good chance of winning then.” She chuckled. “I’ve never really watched sports or anything, nor have I ever been to any kind of game.” But she wasn’t too interested in any of that anyways. “What? Why do you say that? I didn’t have any plans… I would have told you if that were the case.” She shrugged. “I don’t really do much besides study all week. I guess i’ve been stressed lately this past month, especially with finals coming up.” @Deleted User

"You mean you have never watched the links I sent you when we were on ESPN!?" He would say with a fake shocked face, he never really expected her to anyway, but he wanted to add a little fun to the conversation...

8:51 PM

@Would That I

Caught red handed, she couldn't help but laugh. "Hey, I tried watching them, but they're so darn boring, and I understand none of the stuff that goes on in those." She folded her arms against her chest. "Can you really blame me? I bet you haven't watched any of the lifehack videos I sent you, either." @Deleted User

"Quick Cold Drinks," Brad would repeat almost as if he was watching them right in the moment, "If you need to cool down a drink quickly, try wrapping it in a paper towel that has been wetten with cold water!" He even did an over-exaggerated hand gesture to give emphasize to the point before giving a huge dorky smile to her.

9:02 PM

@Would That I

She turned away, obviously defeated. "Alright, fine. I guess i'll give you a brownie point for that. But still, at least the videos I send are interesting and helpful." "So then, I guess you've chickened out. All of the things you said we'd do when we finally met in person... Hmpf." That sentence alone could have been pertaining to multiple things. @Deleted User

Brad fell back with a smile on his face that seemed to be covered by an intense redness on his cheeks that seemed to grow red... "I seem to remember a certain couple of things that Ms. Becky would have wanted to do as well," he said with his cheeks growing even redder, "Seems like she has not once attempted said things..."

9:08 PM

@Would That I

She laughed softly. His embarrassed blush sure as hell was cute to see. Seeing a man with his statue.. Blushing? "What? Said what such things? It seems someone has to refresh my memory." But it was true. She was way too inexperienced in any of that sort. @Deleted User

"I remember someone being in a particular mood one night and telling me, and I quote," he would scoot just a little closer to her, "I want to kiss you from the top of your head to your most private of regions and taste every bit of you..." He gave her another soft smile, "And again, just quoting!"

9:19 PM

@Would That I

Being reminded of such an embarassing thing she said while ago, a blush crept onto her cheeks. "I don't remember saying such things," That was a lie. She remembered every dirty little thing she told him. "You must have been imagining things, hm? That sounds way more likely." @Deleted User

"Definitely not imagining things," he said with a smile as his head would fall back into the couch seats, "I can definitely see what I was looking at when those words were said..." A soft moan would escape his lips as the last word slipped through before he would look over at her from the couch, ready to be embarrassed if she gave him a disapproving look.

9:29 PM

@Would That I

It was almost as if the mood in the room had completetly shifted. One minute they were laughing and joking, and the next they were being quite sexual with their words. "And what exactly were you looking at?" She questioned, her voice low but seductive. @Deleted User

Indeed, Brad felt the same way, he wasn't sure if it was all the pent up months of needy video calls and promises of what they would do to each other or just being in one another's presence, but it seemed to spike the room in a teenage like excitement towards one another. He would give her a smile again as his head fell to look at her from the side, "A nice pair of supple breasts as I had my hand on something else..." He was not holding back now, her voice gave him all the confirmation that he needed to keep going...

9:39 PM

@Would That I

She didn't expect for him to be so bold, but it was oddly exciting. Honestly, she wasn't surprised that Brad got off to her pictures. But to hear him admit it was another thing. "For someone who speaks so bodly, you have yet to do anything. What's stopping you, hm?" Being unusually bold, she scooted closer towards him. @Deleted User (edited)

He would blame it on the loneliness, the affection cravings that he had, but he would look over at her, the same girl from the pictures, the same girl that he feel for sat right in front of him. In that moment, he had no other thoughts but her, and when she asked what was stopping him. It was all the invitation that he needed. He would move his body into hers, slowly easing the distance between the two of them before he would softly land a kiss on her lips.

9:50 AM

@Would That I

It was reassuring to feel his lips against her own. To be kissed. Kissing him back, she climbed into his lap without much thought all while deepening the kiss. She wanted him, more than she had realized before. @Deleted User

Brad was almost surprised to feel her move into him as quickly as she did. It seemed like the shyness, the awkwardness of it all seemed to almost just fall away in the moment. He moan a happy moan as she would climb onto him, his hands moving to her hips to softly pull her even closer to him as she kissed him.

10:06 AM

@Would That I

She broke away from the kiss momentarily, as well as to tease him. “Should we do this elsewhere?” If they were going to have sex, she’d rather it be somewhere comfortable for the both of them rather than a couch. @Deleted User

"I mean," the nervousness began to set in as she moved away, "We definitely can... Are you not interested in the movie anymore?" He would give a raised eyebrow on the last question with a smile.

She nodded. “We can watch that later,” Depending on how good he fucked her, it may be tomorrow. “Besides, ever since it started we haven’t been paying attention to it.” She smiled. @Deleted User

"I mean, you are a hundred percent right," Brad would say as he looked up at her, too be honest, his mind was set, "Let's go..." With very little ease, he would stand and begin to move the two towards the bedroom.

10:34 AM

@Would That I

She let out a soft giggle, not expecting him to carry her to the bedroom, but it was way faster then. And well, she didn’t seem like much of a weight to carry. “Someone seems pretty eager.” Rebecca said with a teasing grin. @Deleted User

"A little, it has been sometime..." Brad would look up at her, nothing in his mind other than her face and her... body... The soft thought of what was being hidden underneath would begin to creep in again. But, he would try not to let his face show this...

10:47 AM

@Would That I

Once in the bedroom, she insisted Brad put her down. “I also have to admit that i’ve never done this before— had sex.” It was embarrassing to admit, but she didn’t think it was a very baffling thing to admit. Using dildos was nothing compared to the real thing, and that she was sure of. @Deleted User

"I mean, I have never done stuff like this with..." he fell on his words, placing her down as requested, "I am not sure how things should go either. I know I don't know what to do with... it..." Brad looked up and sighed, "I am sorry..."

12:31 PM

@Would That I

An embarrassed blush appeared on her cheeks. Maybe they should have just waited. I mean, he was still trying to get used to this whole thing… “I’ve watched plenty of videos, you know? It’s almost the same as doing it with a female from birth.” Except she herself didn’t have a self lubricating hole. “You don’t have to see me naked, if that scares you. I can turn the lights off… If you prefer that.” @Deleted User

"I mean, I know you know how to go, but it is like..." Brad would find a seat beside of her, "It is like no going back, you know? Something about all this..." He sighed as he looked over at her, "You don't have to turn off the lights and fake who you are for me... You are who you are..."

2:23 PM

@Would That I

“Going back? How do you mean?” She was obviously confused about this. What in the hell was he talking about? “Maybe this isn’t good timing then. You’re still confused about it all.” She muttered. @Deleted User

"But, if not now, then when...?" Brad looked over at her, he almost looked like he was going to cry again. His emotions were high, "I mean, I have never thought I would be doing anything with anyone who has a penis..." He put it out blunt, "Not that it doesn't mean anything bad for you, or I have any bad feelings, I still care for you deeply. But, like what does this mean for me...?" He looked so confused in the moment.

2:37 PM

@Would That I

“See, that’s not what I’m understanding.” Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “What do you mean by that? What does this mean for you? I’ve told you already that i’m a girl, and yet you seem to be unable to believe that. Listen, If you’re having second thoughts about us, I completely understand that and wouldn’t be upset if you wanted to break things off,” she went on to say. “Just don’t do this. I can’t be with someone who can’t even see me past what I used to be.” @Deleted User

Brad looked at her, listening as she spoke... She was right... She didn't deserve him feeling like that. She didn't deserve him questioning things even for a second. They fell for each other, they are mad over one another... "You are right..." Brad said as he looked at her, "You deserve a better me. Someone who isn't worried about such things like that. Do you love me like you say?"

2:51 PM

@Would That I

She was surprised to hear him admit that she was right. “Of course I do.” Although they hadn’t seen in each other in person before now, she had fallen in love with him. “Do you?” @Deleted User

"I do..." Brad would look at her, his hand would move to her cheek, softly stroking it for the moment before he would move in and let his lips softly move against hers.

2:55 PM

@Would That I

That was what she needed to hear. That he loved her, no matter what she had in between her legs. Her heart was warm, happy as she met him halfway for the kiss. It was now than she wanted to make love to him more than ever. @Deleted User

Brad would let his hand continue to linger on her cheek as he pulled her into him more now, but now, his kisses, they began to get hungrier, more needing of her kiss...

3:04 PM

@Would That I

She guided her hands underneath his shirt, wanting to feel every inch of his chest. He sure did have an attractive body, one that she had seen pictures of one too many times. She wanted him to touch her, anywhere at that. It wasn’t long before she had grown impatient, abruptly breaking away from the kiss as she lifted his shirt up and over his head, being sure to pull it off of him completely. @Deleted User (edited)