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📬 1:1 Roleplay (#A-B) / broken-claws
Triggers: potentially distressing sexual content, physical/sexual/mental abuse, possession of humanoids/slavery of species, violence
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/17/2023 11:16 PM
He wasn’t too sure what had brought him to the store again in the first place. After having been there several times already, Yusuke had kind of given up on the idea of finding what he was looking for. Someone to spend the lone evenings with, someone to talk to, someone to come home to, someone who just listens. He should have probably looked for a wife or a husband instead, he was looking at pets. Maybe he was slowly turning insane from all the work he did. Was he hoping it would get easier if he had someone waiting for him? Would that make him stop working so much? He didn’t think so, yet here he was… With a sigh, he pushed the door to the fancy store open once more, stepping inside, and getting greeted by the friendly staff that already knew him just too well. Yusuke should be on break right now, but if he hadn’t gone here, he would have probably just worked through it anyway. It may already be the start of something. Even if he was just watching the pets for a moment, not taking in any of them despite their big, pleading eyes. None of them seemed to be the right one for him, despite him not even knowing what exactly he was looking for. None suited his taste, none were beautiful enough, perfect enough. With everyone, he found something he didn’t like, despite them being the best of the best. Expensive, extravagant, just waiting for someone like him to take them home… “Sir, I’m afraid there haven’t been any new additions since you came here last week. You’ve already declined all the offers we could make you. I-”, Yusuke just walked past the clerk, ignoring him for the most part, as he walked into the store, feeling several pairs of eyes settle on him, watching him as he walked past them.
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/17/2023 11:16 PM
He had taken a look at all of them already. They still didn’t suit his taste. Frustrated that there really was nothing new, he was about to turn back, leave to never come back, and finally dismiss this stupid idea, as something caught his eye. One of the pens caught his eyes. He had believed it to be empty, but the pile of blankets moved slightly, a tuft of black hair peaking forth. “What’s with that one? Why haven’t I been shown him, yet?”, he asked, his voice stern, slightly annoyed, as he moved closer, trying to get a closer look at whatever was inside. They appeared bigger than the other, more delicate pets. Probably even a little older than them. It made Yusuke question why they were still here. This shop wasn’t taking in any rescues as far as he knew, so what was up with them then? “Oh, him? Sir… He’s not a good choice. You wouldn’t want him, even if we had shown him to you. Please, sir, we will do our best to find a pet suitable for your needs, as soon as possible. We just need a little while longer.”, Yusuke still ignored what the assistant had to say, curiously reaching a hand inside, to pull the blanket away and see their face. “Why don’t you show yourself? Don’t you want to get bought?” @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/18/2023 2:07 AM
The assistant quickly grabbed his arm as Fuyuhiko kicked at the door with enough force it bent outwards. "Please respect the sign sir. Even if he's drugged he's broken fingers." They'd taped a piece of paper over the door lock; Do not touch-agressive. and a bunch of legal jargon to protect the shop from any fools with lawsuits. He was a type of long haired cat, though what fur he had was lopped short messily to keep down matting. They'd clearly drugged him to keep him calm enough to simply sleep through the days. He pushed his weight back and put his back against the far wall, hissing all the while baring chipped teeth. Most pets didn't speak unless allowed, and even then some chose not to. "We can't sell him to a regular person as he's too much a risk. He's going to the research sector; his own decision." The assistant advised softly, bent next to Yusuke on the floor, offering the pet a small capsule pill. Fuyuhiko's hands shook as he carefully took it from her, green eyes staring Yusuke down as if daring him to move. The medication was all they could do for his mood, and he took it gratefully. He couldn't bare the client's anymore. The staring, the threats. Being sold and returned and sold again on endless loop. He wanted to kick the rich bitches face in. The research sector was a common ending place for problem pets, and not necessarily a nice place to go. Fuyu knew that. But he also knew if he kicked up a fight he'd be put down.... "Let's move on sir. Please. Let him sleep."
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/18/2023 2:49 AM
He would be lying if he said that the sudden outburst of aggression didn’t startle him, but he couldn’t help but feel fascinated by those green eyes. They stared at him, sure to put up a fight despite how weak the pet looked. It was… nearly sad to watch. The beautiful dark fur, the piercing eyes,... Surely he would be a beauty if someone took proper care of him. But apparently no one did if he ended up back here like this. Was this worth the challenge? Was this what he wanted? A broken, aggressive pet that would probably tear his apartment to shreds as soon as he turned the other way? It certainly would be a change of pace… “No…”, Yusuke answered, kneeling down to look through the slightly bent door, trying to catch those green eyes again. He wanted this one. For whatever strange reason that may be. Maybe he just wanted to show kindness, offer some of the many things he had to someone who may need them more. But… Would he even be able to do that? Wouldn’t he just disappoint in the end? He shook the thought off. Everything would be better than staying here or at one of the research facilities. Yusuke wanted to at least try to do his best. And if this pet was annoyed by his presence anyway… Maybe he would enjoy having the place all to himself while he was at work… “I want to spend some time with this one. Like I did with the others. To rule out if he’s as unfit as the other pets were”, he spoke sternly but quietly, turning to face the assistant, expecting her to stop pestering him with these words, instead expecting to be handed the small bag of treats that was usually used to make this process a little bit easier. Yusuke probably wouldn’t get her to open the door, and he probably wouldn't get out of the corner he had pressed himself into, but Yusuke was determined to at least try. If he remained unsuccessful, he could always just leave and never come back. With the small pouch of treats in hand, he kneeled on the floor in front of the door,
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carefully throwing one of them in the black cat's direction. It landed a few inches away from his tail, and Yusuke just watched intently to see if he would show any reaction. Was this even any good? Maybe he was just stressing him out even more… But maybe he was also giving him the attention he deserved. Or, at least, he hoped he was. The clerk behind him didn’t look too happy about this, slightly pale and already expecting the worst from this encounter. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/18/2023 5:13 AM
He shut his eyes curling up tight, and didn't open them even if one of the cookies hit his fingers. The clerk quietly held out a different bag to Yusuke. Gummy bears. "I got him to sit through a doctor's appointment for them once." They giggled. Fuyu opened his eyes hearing the package and sat close enough to the door that he could reach them, refusing to look at either of them but accepting the candy. He liked the sweets the clerk smuggled him. They'd made a deal he wouldn't kick a fuss if the clerk brought him better food than the basic meals they gave there. "If you're really wanting him, the best bet is to get him in the car. He's not going to willingly come out." They whispered softly, watching Yusuke feed him candy. "Cuffs and a collar would do. He's tired...." @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/18/2023 9:00 AM
Gladly exchanging the cookies for the gummy bears, he tried offering them instead, surprised to finally get a positive reaction. Like this… He nearly looked cute. Still quite sad and heartbreaking, but it strengthened his resolve to provide him with something better. Yusuke nodded along at the helpful comments, remembering them for the future, even if binding him… It seemed slightly extreme, but it was for his pets' well-being as well. So… He would be fine with it. His pet… A strange expression, but it had a nice ring to it. “I thought he wasn’t available for purchase?”, he asked, with one raised brow, but seemingly glad that there still may be an option for him to get what he wanted. Yusuke hadn’t expected this. He didn’t even have anything prepared to give a pet a suitable home. This… It had been rather impulsive, but considering that he could be at a research center soon… He'd better strike sooner than later. “I’m taking him!”, he replied determinedly, carefully handing another gummy bear towards the pet. “I’ll take him home right away! I will need other things for him as well. Whatever he likes best, if that is possible!”, Yusuke added, unsure if he would be able to choose himself with that attitude of his, but he wanted him to have nice and new things. But maybe he was going overboard with that as well. All those unfamiliar things… Maybe he should let them write down a list of things he liked, so he could work from there, and keep mistakes to a bare minimum… @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/18/2023 9:53 AM
"I don't want him to die either. Most I can hope for is you don't hurt him." She said softly hugging herself before stepping away to make a take home box. Fuyuhiko stole the package out of his hands when he looked away, popping more candies in his mouth and tearing open the packaging further with his teeth. The assistant brought out a large box, motioning Yusuke to her side. "Here's a diet booklet for him. Some brushes. Medication to help with regrowing his hair. Brushes." She lightly touched items inside the box for him, smiling softly. "A change of clothes and some flip-flops." She shut the container gesturing to a rack of collars and leashes, "Those should all fit." The collars and leashes could easily be tightened to keep someone under control, most of them having small metal pieces on the inside making them uncomfortable when tightened. Fuyuhiko hissed gently when the assistant opened the door to cuff him for Yusuke, his hands shaking gently. "Please behave Fuyu. It's okay..." She whispered softly, lacing the collar Yusuke picked about his throat. When Fuyu finally came out of the cage the assistant hugged Fuyu tightly, nearly tearing up, "Please just listen to him Fuyu...." She set the box in his hands and held out the leash to his new owner. Fuyuhiko was near glaring but put his eyes to the floor instead, digging his toes into the soft foam of his flip-flops. His fingers made the small cardboard box creak gently, gripping it until his knuckles turn white. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/18/2023 9:01 PM
Hurting him truly hadn’t been a thing he had considered, and he would try his best to prevent that as much as possible, though especially the beginning was going to be a bumpy ride. Maybe acting on impulse hadn’t been his best idea so far… But he was glad to receive at least some advice and help, as well as a few essentials to get them started, because just relying on gummy bears to get him to behave… It didn’t seem like the best idea, especially from a nutritional standpoint. Flipping through the different collar options, Yusuke was slightly startled by the spikes on the inside. Just brushing his finger against them felt sharp, imagining them digging into the soft skin of Fuyuhiko’s throat… But if it got him to behave and not run away, it may be the best option. He would just have to wear it until they reached his apartment. Surely then he wouldn’t need it anymore. Hopefully. “I promise to take good care of him!”, Yusuke said, his confidence slightly wavering as he was handed the emerald green leash. He had thought it went well with Fuyuhiko’s green eyes, though this thought process may have been weird. He… looked so sad now that he was out of his cage. But now that he was standing, he could see how tall he truly was, not comparable to the other pets he had met so far, who had been a lot smaller and cuter. It was hard to call him cute right now, but he certainly had to have been cute at one point in his life, right? Yusuke took his time leading him outside, giving his new pet time to get accustomed to the surroundings while slowly pulling him towards his car further up the street. He probably should take the day off. Unless Fuyuhiko preferred to stay by himself for now? He didn’t seem very fond of the idea of having to spend time with him yet. Yusuke sighed before turning to the Neko. “I guess you’re staying with me now. I’m Yusuke if you want to call me that, but I guess “Sir” would also be fine.” @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/19/2023 6:55 AM
He was an inch or so shorter than Yusuke, silently following. His cuffed hands were clenched into fists in front of him. He didn't look up from the ground. He didn't care about surroundings, nor the street. People who passed barely spared a look. Pets in poor state weren't abnormal, nor did they make assumptions of Yusuke's care. Pets were free toys for whatever desired without judgement. A scar crossed from the side of his eye to above his cheekbone, smaller faded lines down his jaw and throat. He hesitated before getting in the car, collar eventually poking him forwards and he crawled inside. He leaned up to the door, legs tucked to his chest. Kicking off the flip-flops annoyed with them, setting his heels on the seat. He'd only nod at the others words, gripping his seatbelt when the car lurched to a start. He silently watched outside, taking interest in food drivethroughs. There was more built since the last time he was out. His ears flicked up to attention seeing a small group of pets out shopping alone, laughing with each other. He physically turned in his seat to see where they were going. Fuyuhiko fully sunk down in his seat, watching the world pass by him. @SirFüncelot#0
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/19/2023 7:24 AM
Yusuke had thought about telling Fuyuhiko to sit properly, but he probably wouldn’t have listened anyway, so he hadn’t tried, not wanting to upset him even further. Moving to a new place certainly had to be scary, and he couldn’t imagine how his new pet was feeling right now, but he didn’t seem too happy, just staring out through the window. Should he strike up a conversation? Before, it hadn’t seemed like he was very keen on talking, but maybe he didn’t mind listening. “I… You’re my first pet, and… Well… I wasn’t imagining taking you, anyone really, home with me today, so… I don’t have anything prepared like I’d wanted to…”, he began, speaking slightly nervously. This was even worse than talking in front of a big crowd, despite there being just one single person in the back of his car who was probably not even listening to him. What was he so nervous about, anyway? He was his owner now. He shouldn’t have to explain anything, but… He felt like he needed to. This wasn’t what he had wanted to offer the pet he would finally bring home. Yusuke had meant to surprise them with a cozy place to stay, not whatever his apartment was right now. “But… I guess that means you get to choose whatever you want?”, he tried to lighten the mood after a few minutes of silence that felt too suffocating for his own comfort. Maybe this was a bad idea after all. He should have just gone with one of the easy-going, cute little pets he had been offered in the beginning. It certainly would have gone differently than this. Less… stressful for the both of them, and yet here he was, unable to abandon this miserable creature again, just wanting to make his life a little bit better. @Vox
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"It's not a cellar. So I'm fine." He said softly, accidentally hit the button of the door window and startling hissing at the window like it'd bite him. He snorted at his own idiocy realizing it was just an automatic window. He clicked the buttons amused by it then stuck his head to the open window, enjoying the wind. It felt nice to be outside. To feel the sun, bright even through his eyelids. He gently held the leash in his fingers keeping it loose about his throat. The cuffs made his wrist ache. "Where do you live? A house?" He asked lightly, rolling up the window. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/19/2023 8:31 PM
A cellar? Was that where he’d been kept before? Yusuke couldn’t even imagine doing something absurd like that, and he was sure he could do a lot better than that. A cellar… Who in his right mind thought that would be an appropriate home for a pet? They certainly could be if one made an effort to make them nice and comfortable, but he had a feeling that that hadn’t been the case with Fuyuhiko. And even then… he wanted to have his pet around him, just enjoying his presence as much as possible, but every owner was different. Still… It didn’t make much sense to him. “Not really… Though it is a penthouse, I guess…”, he replied, enjoying Fuyuhiko’s voice. It sounded nice. A little bit quiet and reluctant, hard to hear over the traffic around them, but nice. “It’s not as big as a house, but there is a small terrace, and I was planning on giving you a room if you want. It’s rather spacious if you’re living alone.”, he added, turning into a part of the city that had many high skyscrapers mostly made from steel and glass. Seemingly a more well-off part, and where he currently lived. Hopefully satisfying whatever needs his pet may have. Though it was probably mostly the same as his own, right? He should have read up on this beforehand, but better late than never. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/19/2023 8:52 PM
He got out of the car when the other did, looking up at the buildings, gently spinning in place to look up and the towers of shimmering glass. The fractals of rainbows and light that shattered and bounced amongst the sky. He started off down the street while the other was briefly distracted fetching his take home box, eyes up to the tops of the buildings, nearly mindless as he padded barefoot down the pavement. He wanted to climb the buildings, wanted to go inside them, to see every inch of the streets. He inched away from a small crowd, their stares as they passed making his heart freeze, shying aside. His ears pressed back to his hair whimpering softly and startled when he bumped into the wall, hissing and panting. Too many people... too much.... He shook out his head staring at his bare feet and cuffed hands, wobbling. A car horn made him clap his hands over his ears, unsure of the sounds and the crowds. He'd only lived in the middle of nowhere, previously living an hour out of the city. He hadn't seen a large place until he was 17. His past year had been sitting in the dark of the selling office.... Run. Run.... He wobbled, trembling, sucking breath through an aching chest. They're going to hurt you Fuyu. They are going hunt you again. The crowd are staring. They're going to hurt you. He whimpered, head tipped back, legs trembling. His sight blurred tearing up, cuffs over his head, covering his ears with his arms. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/19/2023 9:12 PM
Yusuke had just grabbed the box he had received as well as the flip-flops Fuyuhiko had left behind, not expecting him to carry them again. He had thought his pet would wait right next to him until he was done, but he had been wrong, and he should have probably expected it. His first instinct was telling him he had run away because, looking around, he couldn’t find him right away, but soon enough he spotted the dull black pair of ears amidst a crowd of people, his back pressed against a house wall. With quick steps, he made his way over there, moving in front of him to give him a little bit more space from all the people, ignoring their stares for now. He was unsure what to do, extending his hand to gently touch his shoulder but stopping before he even reached it, remembering that he didn’t like to get touched. “Hey…”, he tried with a soft and quiet voice, not sure if he could even hear him if he covered his ears like that, but he tried nonetheless. “Can you look at me?”, he added, his voice sounding a little bit more stern, not commanding, but certainly not wanting to deal with him talking back right now. While he spoke, he grabbed the leash as well. Not pulling at it in any way, just holding it in case he tried to run off again. Yusuke feared that he would get hit by a car if that happened again, he certainly didn’t want to risk it, so holding on to it seemed like the best idea. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/20/2023 8:06 AM
"It's too loud." He complained softly falling quickly into line next to him to get away from all the sound and people. The faster he listened the faster it was over. He kept his hands over his ears and retreated inside with Yusuke, letting out a soft sigh when the air conditioning wore off his anxious heat. "I'm sorry. I watched the light. I didn't mean to wander..." He said softly looking at his toes, bracing against Yusuke's potential rage. His tail wrapped about his thigh to keep it out of potential reach, Fuyuhiko sinking into himself out of terror. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/20/2023 7:27 PM
It certainly was overwhelming considering how calm the shop must have been, especially with him asleep most of the time. So it made sense to Yusuke, seeing how Fuyuhiko relaxed slightly as they entered the building he lived in. He still seemed a bit tense, but at least a lot calmer than in the crowd before, which relieved him. "That's alright. It's probably been some time since you've been outside.", Yusuke smiled slightly, raising his hand and tousling his hair before he even noticed it. It had been an involuntary reaction trying to cheer him up a bit, as they made their way over to the elevator, and up to his living space. The elevator ride was a little bit awkward, as they spent it entirely in silence, before it finally stopped on his floor after what felt like an eternity. Opening up before them was a wide living space, with a tall window front that looked out onto a terrace and the smaller buildings around them. A staircase led up to a small gallery and a few other rooms, but Yusuke set down the box and flip-flops first in the entranceway, before turning back to Fuyuhiko, glancing at the leash and the collar. "Should I take that off for you?" @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/21/2023 8:25 AM
He was already out of the cuffs and got his fingers into the lock, snapping them open and letting them fall. Rubbing his wrists he silently passed Yusuke into the house, glancing briefly curious of the man's response. All the cuffs and collars had the same lock types and his sellers frequently forgot to remove them. He'd learned the trick a few years ago. He went to the window and slid down to sit on the floor, looking out. Green eyes flicked amongst the shadows and beams of falling sunlight. He'd sat behind a couch and the window, blinking gently as he calmed down. He set his arms over his knees shuffling to get comfortable. He could deal with this place as long as the other kept far away from him... @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/21/2023 9:22 AM
Well... That answered his question, though I was kind of frightening to know how easily it would have been for him to take the collar off if he wanted to. But he hadn’t. Which was strange considering how unhappy he seemed to be here, hiding out of sight right away. Maybe he just needed some time to adjust. Yusuke decided to give him a little space for now, they could always get to know each other later. Or not at all if his pet preferred it that way, even if that kind of defeated the purpose as of why he had bought him. But... Well... For now, he would just give Fuyuhiko the time and space he may need, instead going to put the things away he had received and taking a look at the little guidebook that had been included in the box, regarding his preferred diet. Not that Yusuke could cook particularly well, but maybe he could order them some food? The other one was probably hungry, right?  Not entirely sure how long he had spent sorting through things and reading the book, but after some time he went to look for his pet again, to make sure he wasn't in need of something, and maybe to use the opportunity to show him around if he hadn’t done so by himself already. Maybe he wanted to wash himself or change out of his clothes, or even just claim one of the unoccupied rooms as his own. "Fuyuhiko?", he asked carefully, trying not to shout after he had been told before it was too loud. He still wanted to make sure his pet knew he was approaching. He certainly didn’t want to get acquaintanced with his claws after dodging them so far. "Where are you?", he added, walking to see if he was still sitting behind the couch or had wandered off to somewhere else. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/21/2023 9:38 AM
Most of the information for care was the same for humans, though needing higher protein and exercise. As well as they went through heat cycles of where they could become a higher problem. He looked over the edge of the couch, having found a book. He'd been flipping through the pages, figuring out it was a travel guide. He liked the pictures inside.... He'd knew the other was coming. He could hear his shoes on the floor. He set his chin on the back of the couch, worried Yusuke would punish him for taking the book. He pushed it beneath the couch out of sight.
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/21/2023 8:20 PM
Fuyuhiko was truly still situated behind the couch, peeking from it with a slightly worried expression. Should he have given him more time? But he hadn’t moved or done anything to become familiar with the place. It was certainly confusing. Maybe they should include a brochure about how to make a new pet comfortable at home as well, but it was probably a lot different with someone like Fuyuhiko than with one of the other new pets. Yusuke sighed, carefully approaching the couch but remaining on the other side, watching his pet while he spoke. “Do you want me to show you around? Or are you hungry?”, he began, suggesting the things he thought the other would prefer over what he would suggest next. “You could also wash yourself if you want. Or if you prefer it that way, I can let you be for now.”, Yusuke added, not certain what he would choose in the end, but giving him options seemed like the right thing to do. “Whatever you want. Just let me know if you need anything else.” @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/22/2023 3:43 PM
"Caaaaaan....." He debated asking, "...We order food?" He asked lightly setting his cheek on the back of the couch, chirping softly under his breath. The sounds were mostly uncontrolled, ears twitching about. He hadn't had much fast food before, nor an actual bath. Both interested. He got out from behind the couch untangling himself from the blanket he'd taken off it. "And a bath.... please." He added looking down, ears flicking back. The other liked when he listened. When he spoke. It was still in his head, the idea to run that was, but he could heal up first. @SirFüncelot#0
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/25/2023 7:23 AM
Yusuke hadn’t been entirely sure what to expect, but the answer he received… The way he said it… It sounded so innocent and cute that he couldn’t possibly deny Fuyuhiko's request. A small smile crept onto his lips as he followed his pet's moves with his eyes. “Of course we can.”, he replied lightheartedly, already imagining how he would have burned the kitchen down if he had tried to cook himself instead. Take-out certainly seemed like the better option. “What do you want?”, Yusuke added, still standing a bit away from Fuyuhiko, not wanting to intrude too much into his personal space. He seemed to be a little bit more comfortable than before, but he could also be imagining things. The shop assistant had given him medicine before they left to calm him down. Maybe his current, docile behavior was still related to that, even though Yusuke wanted to believe otherwise. “You can take a bath while we wait for the food to arrive.”, he wasn’t entirely sure if he was supposed to help him with that, but he seemed capable enough to bathe himself. He was probably much more comfortable with that as well. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/25/2023 9:13 AM
He fumbled over restaurant names before half stuttering, 'chicken?' rubbing the back of his calf with his other foot. He made Yusuke take him to the bathroom, following a step behind him. He'd been grimacing prepared for a shitty bath. Freezing water buckets to be dumped over his head.... He awkwardly stopped seeing there was an actual bath. "Do you have a pair of pants I could wear? You're bigger than me so they'd fit..." He raked fingers through his tangled hair, tail lashing anxiously behind him. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/26/2023 1:16 AM
He probably shouldn’t have expected a clear answer, but he certainly could work with the general direction of ‘chicken’, as well as the additional information he had gotten from the pamphlet he had read before. Yusuke would look for something while he took his bath, though he seemed to surprise Fuyuhiko even with that. He seemed taken aback by the room he showed him to, and he wasn’t entirely sure why. Observing him for a moment, Yusuke didn’t realize at first that he spoke to him, snapping out of it with a confused expression. “S-Sure… You can have some of my clothes until I get you some new ones…”, he stumbled a bit over the words, asking himself if they would fit. With his tail and everything… Would he have to cut a hole into them? “Do you need my help with that?”, he added, as he noticed Fuyuhiko trying to tame his hair. On his own, he probably wouldn’t get far. Even with the help of water and soap. It seemed matted, and it would be a shame if he had to cut it even shorter. Unconsciously, Yusuke had stepped closer, his extended hand touching the dark hair without him even realizing. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/26/2023 8:12 AM
He stepped out of the way of the bath, dodging the touch, so Yusuke could start the bath for him. With the others back turned Fuyuhiko stripped and stepped into the water passed him, keeping his back to Yusuke. He dunked his head into the water roughly scrubbing. It'd become clear he'd been taking care of himself, cutting out his fur when he couldn't deal. He had multiple thin scars across his upper arms from bring tied with coarse lines, faded from age. As long as his back was to the other he didn't mind him being there, though he was red in the face. The heat of the water made him purr, curling up, the lights making the tips of his ears transparent. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/26/2023 8:40 PM
Yusuke hadn’t managed to touch him, and now he realized what he was about to do. Like he had burned himself, he pulled his hand back, following Fuyuhiko into the bath and turning the warm water on for him. It was strange to suddenly witness him undress right in front of him. Even though he just saw his pet's backside, he averted his eyes, feeling a flush rise to his cheeks. The scars left him worried and made him stare for longer than he anticipated, but in the end he managed to tear his eyes away without asking some stupid question. “I guess I’ll get you a towel and some clothes then…”, he mumbled very quietly, and moved around the room to exit it. Taking one final glance at the pet, he noticed his blush and once again caught himself staring. It still felt so surreal to have someone else around now. Yusuke would probably need a little bit longer to get used to that realization. Contemplating to say something else, he scratched that idea and instead left the room to get what Fuyuhiko would need. He took a moment to order them some food before rummaging through his clothes, searching for something that may suit his pet's taste, returning with the clothes and a towel in hand, knocking at the bathroom door to make sure Fuyuhiko had time to prepare for his return. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/26/2023 8:54 PM
"Do you have scissors?" He said once the other had come in, looking over his shoulders. He'd never had a brush available so it was never his first idea.... "My hairs fucked...." He mumbled mostly to himself but it was audible to Yusuke. He looked like he was briefly mourning, running his tail through his hands. He got up to wrap up in the towel, thanking him quietly for the trousers, sliding on the pants beneath his towel skirt. He didn't bother with a shirt, walking past him, glancing back briefly curious of the others response. He'd seen the blush and it amused him greatly. Padding quietly back to the living room he flopped onto the couch stretching out on his stomach, groaning gently with his stretching. "Where should I sleep? Is it with you then?" He asked lightly when the other came in. Hes not half bad. And he's respected me.... he set his cheek on his arm, confused by the others lack of... demands. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/26/2023 9:15 PM
Surely cutting Fuyuhiko's hair hadn’t been the first thing that came to mind for Yusuke, letting he was slightly taken aback by his sudden request for scissors, as he handed off the towel and clothes, staring at him with a confused expression on his face. "Shouldn't we at least try to brush it out? It would be a shame to cut it even shorter.", he answered, with uncertainty in his voice, trying not to stare again as he emerged from the water and began drying himself off. Yusuke drained the water from his bath, still not very supportive of this, in his eyes, rather hasty decision, before he followed his pet back into the living room. Watching him relax slightly was nice. Or at least he hoped Fuyuhiko was a bit more relaxed right now. At least he wasn’t hiding behind the couch anymore.  "You can sleep on the couch or in the guest room if you want to. Until you get your own place to sleep, that is.", Yusuke answered, imagining what it would be like if Fuyuhiko would decide to sleep in his bed with him... Would he curl into a ball at the foot of the bed, or would he try to make his way under the covers? It was a rather strange strand of thoughts, and he was glad to finally shake it off, only slightly irritated by the second wave of a warm blush that washed over him. "May I brush your fur for you? It will only get worse if we let it dry like this, and... Well... It would look worse if you just chop it off sloppily.", Yusuke added, still remaining at a distance while he waited for a clear response, hoping Fuyuhiko would allow him that much touching. He would even try to be as careful as possible. Or at least he hoped he would, because to be honest, he hadn’t really brushed someone else's hair. But how hard could that be? @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/26/2023 9:25 PM
He shifted enough on the couch to see him from beneath his arm, but he got up to sit on the floor to make it easier to reach his hair, "Fine." Being touched felt strange after so long, his hair drying quickly to be soft and fluffy once it was brushed out. It wasn't hard at all, and even if the brush caught Fuyuhiko didn't move. He ended up with his short hair fluffed out until he looked more a lion, clean for once. Feels nice. he purred softly, rattling in his throat. His tail he left out of sight, hidden wrapped about one of his thighs. To do that would take more trust.... He startled at the sound of the bell for food, staring toward the front door not realizing why the bell went off until Yusuke came back with packages of food. "Wait. They bring it to your house?" He stuck his head out into the hall then shut the door behind him. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/26/2023 9:59 PM
A bit surprised to hear Fuyuhiko agree like this, Yusuke situated himself on the couch behind him and began to carefully brush out the tangles and mats with the brush he had been provided with. He thought he did a good job, and seeing the end result seemed to prove his point. Fuyuhiko's hair was fluffy and soft now, and probably wouldn’t have to be cut even shorter. Which made him optimistic to keep it that way from now on. A small smile remained on his face, content because he finally got to touch his pet, which truly felt nice. Though it was a bit awkward that he wasn’t wearing a shirt. Surely Fuyuhiko had to be cold or something, right?  As the doorbell rang, he got up from the couch, making his way over to the front door to receive their food. He hadn’t even realized how much time had passed, but his own stomach was telling him that it was time for some food. Fuyuhiko seemed to have followed him, confused by the food delivery, as he went to check out the hallway. It made Yusuke chuckle lightly as he made his way over to the kitchen. "They do. That's the great part about ordering food. It just arrives at your door without you doing anything.", he tried to explain, putting the paper bag on the table while he went and got two plates to put their food onto them. Because he hadn’t been quite sure what his pet liked or could even stomach, he had gone with something as simple as burgers and fries. Certainly not his go-to meal, but it would do fine for today. "Do you want to sit and eat with me?", he asked, pushing the plate he had put together for Fuyuhiko in his direction. Additionally, to the burger with chicken and the fries, he had gotten him a side of chicken wings, hoping that Fuyuhiko would find something he liked. @Vox
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He tore into it without distinction, arm tucked around the plate and eating fast enough one could worry he'd make himself sick. He finished anything set in front of him, crunching down wing bones in his back teeth and easily consuming the shards. He sat with his feet on the chair, chin on his knees, and watched the other eat silently once his own plate was clean. He didn't understand this odd man. He'd been so gung-ho of buying him but didn't seem to have an actual reason to do so. He just... did it. He looked outside to the moon rising to the horizon, the city lights washing out the stars. Wonder how far I can push him before he gets mad.... he noted, eyes skimming back to watch Yusuke, following his hands. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/26/2023 10:27 PM
Watching Fuyuhiko basically shovel the food into his mouth wasn’t surprising but certainly unexpected, and he couldn’t tell if it was because the other was that hungry or because he feared if he didn't eat fast enough that Yusuke would take it away from him. At least he ate. That was good. They could work on his manners at another point in time when they had some time to grow accustomed to each other. For now, Yusuke ate as well. At a much slower pace, while watching his pet stare out through the window. He wondered what he could be thinking about right now, but nothing came to mind. Did he miss the pet store? Did he like it here? Yusuke couldn't tell, but those thoughts swirled around in his head and didn't want to leave him alone.  "Do you want some more?", he finally broke the silence, pushing his plate a bit more towards Fuyuhiko, offering some of his remaining fries. They were no chicken, but at least something in case he was still hungry. Had he just been eating gummy bears? Yusuke hoped he hadn’t, but with his attitude... It would make sense. He should probably get some of those in case he needed them in the future. They probably had to go see a doctor or go somewhere else unpleasant. Or he had to do something Fuyuhiko didn't like... It would ease his mind if he was prepared for such a situation, but at least today he would be fine without them. "And you should probably put on a shirt. I don’t want you to get cold and sick. You can have another one if you don't like the one I got you.", he added, his expression thoughtful. They had to go buy clothes for him as well. Fuyuhiko couldn't keep on wearing his after all. There were still so many things left to do, he had wanted to prepare beforehand, but wasn't able to do because of this impulsive purchase... @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/27/2023 6:09 AM
He emptied the second plate and got up to take both to the sink and setting them beside it. "If you hand me one I'm not going to wear it." He advised, wandering back to the couch to flop over it. He wedged his legs under a blanket, laying tucked into the couch, setting his head amongst his arms. He very much saw how Yusuke looked to him and he planned to use that as much as he wanted. "I'm fine without it." He set his chin on his forearms grinning, sharp canines very visible. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/29/2023 7:02 AM
The answer surprised him slightly. Was it really his intention to walk around half-naked all the time? Well... As long as he wasn’t cold, it should be fine, right? It was slightly awkward to try and look at his face and not his chest, though, and Yusuke wasn’t sure yet what to do about that. Fuyuhiko may be his pet, and therefore it shouldn't be a problem, but it was still strange. He had to get used to this first. Someone else in his home... That was going to be a weird thought for some time, even if he could clearly see the other walking around, making himself comfortable again on the couch. At least his hair looked a lot better now. That was some sort of progress, wasn't it? And he hadn’t bitten or clawed at him yet. So, considering everything, he had to be doing at least a somewhat decent job.  Yusuke got up from his place at the table as well, following his pet into the living room with a quiet sigh. "I guess I can't force you to wear something you don't want to, but put something on if you get cold, alright?", he spoke gently, contemplating to ruffle through the now fluffy, black hair, but deciding against it. He wasn’t certain if that wouldn't cost him his hand. Fuyuhiko probably still needed some time to adjust. "You seem pretty comfortable on the couch. Do you want to stay there or should I show you the guest room?", he added, after looking out of the window for a moment, watching the lights of the cars flash in the distance as well as the slowly appearing stars on the horizon. Should he even treat him this way? Fuyuhiko was a pet, but it would feel weird to not give him the respect he deserved. Choices and the opportunity to voice his opinions. Was that bad for him? Should he take more control? Order him around? Yusuke certainly had to do some more research on this, so it wouldn't keep on being this weird. Maybe they both just had to get used to this. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/29/2023 8:59 AM
"I'm ok here...." He reassured softly and didn't move until Yusuke left him alone. He pretend slept, curled up tight on the couch, listening to Yusuke move about. Once he was alone he sat up, getting his book back from beneath the couch. He quietly wandered the house on the balls of his feet silently hugging the travel guide to his chest. Most of Yusuke's research pulled up rights groups or porn. It seemed few had a solid agreement.... Fuyuhiko's paperwork had a history report as well as past injuries with his age. He appeared to be 23 or 4 and joined the shop around 18 or 19. In the five years he'd been sold and returned from eight homes. -Sold: Returned in four months; took out another pets eye with a pen. -Sold: Returned with ear injuries, eye injury. Surgery required. Likely blind in left eye. -Sold: Returned with broken tail, 3 broken fingers. Punched another pet. -Sold: Returned. Unlisted injuries. Unlisted problems. It went on and on, his photos getting worse. In the first picture he was grinning, another pet boy hugging him, and his return photo he had the fresh cut through his face. Fuyuhiko found Yusuke's room and snuck passed the cracked open door, quiet steps making the floor creak.
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/29/2023 9:43 AM
He hadn’t been sure what his Internet research would bring, but he had at least hoped for something. Something helpful, that is. Instead... Instead, he had seen a lot of things he’d prefer to forget as soon as possible. Yusuke had forgotten that some bought their pets for other things, not just as company during lonely times but rather as... He closed those results as soon as they opened on his PC, not wanting to spend any thoughts on something like that. But all his other attempts at finding something useful were just as fruitless. Was there truly no guide on how to interact with a pet? Did no one care about? Or was this something personal he should discuss with Fuyuhiko? But wouldn't that be weird? Yusuke didn't even know how he would start a conversation like that without it turning very, very weird, very, very soon.  In the end, he left it at that, turning his PC off to go to bed instead. He had to leave early tomorrow for work, and he hadn’t told his pet about that. Should he take him along? Some of his colleagues did that to show off their expensive breeds, but... It didn't feel right. Fuyuhiko... He probably wouldn’t do great with all the people around, and if he kept on refusing to wear a shirt... It would give off the wrong idea, so he scratched that. He would surely prefer to be left alone at home, getting the peace and quiet he seemed to enjoy. Yes, that was the right decision!  Before turning in for the night, he went through the remainder of the documents he had been handed by the shop assistant. These documents were a lot more personal, going into greater detail about Fuyuhiko and his past and... It made Yusuke sad. All the things that were listed there... The pictures... The descriptions... It was no wonder he was how he was. Now he wanted to do even more to finally make the pet's life nice and give him the love and care and stability he needed, hoping he would be able to provide that for him.
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Yusuke spend a long time thinking about that, making plans and mental notes of things he wanted to get for Fuyuhiko to show him that he didn't have to be afraid here. That he would be safe and could just enjoy the new home he had been offered. At some point he must have fallen asleep, because he didn’t even notice him approaching, only stirring slightly as his dreams tried to make sense of everything he'd seen today. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/29/2023 5:11 PM
He peeked through the door to see where Yusuke was, ears pressed back, and cautiously padded inside. Yusuke woke to Fuyuhiko curled up by him, out cold asleep hugging a travel guide of Asia to his chest like one might a toy. He'd burrowed down into the blankets to sleep. He woke a few minutes after Yusuke left his room, thumping down the stairs yawning. "Good morning." He mumbled sleepily, pants slung low and tail lashing behind him. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/29/2023 5:27 PM
Yusuke certainly hadn’t expected to wake up to something stirring beside him. At first, it startled him, but as soon as he woke up more, and his vision got clearer, he realized that it was Fuyuhiko. Since when had he been there? Why had he even moved into his bed? Hadn’t he been adamant about having his space and keeping away from the human? It confused Yusuke, finding his pet basically snuggled next to him, but he seemed peaceful. He couldn’t help it but stroke his head lightly, making sure not to wake him before he finally got up to get ready for the day. Should he leave him a note? Would he even get worried? Could he even read? Every time he thought about it, more questions formed in his mind, making him feel like he was slowly turning insane.  With a sigh and coffee in hand, he sat down on the couch, thinking once again about everything that had happened. It still didn't make sense, and he was glad that his thought process got interrupted by the gentle sound of feet on the floor. He turned to face a still rather sleepy Fuyuhiko. "Good morning?", the way Yusuke said it made it seem more like a question than a greeting. Trying his best to not let his eyes wander, instead forcing himself to look at his mug. If he kept on staring, he would start asking questions about the scars, and they certainly weren’t at that point yet to be talking freely about something like that. "You can sleep more if you want. I have to go to work. I'll be back later.", Yusuke added, sipping his coffee, despite how hot it still was, just so he had something to do and keep himself occupied with. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/29/2023 9:11 PM
"You're not forcing me to go?" He murmured rubbing his eye on the back of his hand. He'd gotten up, assuming the other would come force him up if he didn't. The idea of being left home alone seemed foreign. He set down the book on the table and crawled into the armchair, stretching out in it. He'd stay up until the other left. He'd tried to sleep elsewhere in the house but the dark dogged him. Yusuke had brought comfort. Some sound amongst the silence. He hated sound and often dreamed of silence in the shop, but to have it was... alarming. Hugging a pillow he pulled the handle to the armchair to put up his feet swallowing down his worry of being left alone. He was just going to work. Not running away.
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/29/2023 9:49 PM
Forcing him to come along? Certainly, that was something he hadn’t even thought about. It seemed… Like a bad thing to do, so he only shook his head in response, declining this suspicion with that. Watching Fuyuhiko like this… Still sleepy, rubbing his eyes and curling back up on the armchair… He was rather cute, and Yusuke had to fight with himself to make that thought disappear before it found its way deeper into his mind. He was glad he left for work soon after, though all he could think about while being gone was his pet at home. Would he be eating? Drinking? Or just wait for him to come back? The worry never left him, and so he returned earlier than usual. A small paper bag in hand with things he thought the other might like. Mostly various kinds of gummy bears, because he hadn’t been sure if Fuyuhiko would have any preferences for them. “I’m back. Are you awake… Fuyuhiko?”, it took him a moment to add his pet's name, only now realizing that he hadn’t said it yet. It still felt strange to say it out loud. Was he even supposed to do that, or should he come up with some sort of pet name for him? Taking off his shoes, he stepped further into the hallway, not expecting his pet to come and greet him, but still hoping for it. Wanting to see his face, even if he may be annoyed or irritated. It had some kind of calming effect on him. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/30/2023 1:04 AM
He felt himself perk up hearing the other then chastised himself. He'd found more books with pictures and fiddled with the TV to get it to a channel with reality TV. Crazy people selling things and crazier people spending too much on them. He'd found a hoodie sweatshirt in the back of Yusuke's drawers and took another bath by the look of it. He'd sat in the water till it'd gone cold and his teeth were chattering. He looked up when Yusuke fully entered and held up some letters someone had shoved through the letterbox. "Here." He looked back to his book, ears pressed back and tail tip flicking, annoyed at himself for being foolish. Just because of the treatment so far being good doesn't mean Yusuke was.... @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/30/2023 3:34 AM
He was surprised to find the other greeting him at the door. If one could call it that. Still, it made a small smile spread across his lips as he took the letters from him. Even though he wasn’t greeted or anything, just coming home to a home that wasn’t entirely empty and cold felt nice. It was all Yusuke had wished for, and Fuyuhiko certainly had already fulfilled that, even if he kept his distance. “I brought you some things. I’m not sure if you like them, but maybe you can make them work for now, until we can get you something you like more.”, he said, gesturing towards the paper bag while he was thumbing through the letters, absentmindedly reading the addresses. Some were bills, the others were useless spam, nothing he had to worry much about. Yusuke was more interested in Fuyuhiko’s reaction. Additionally, to the sweets, he had gotten him some high-quality bubble bath specifically made for his fine hair, as well as a fuzzy blanket to keep him warm. He seemed to have put on a shirt now, but just in case he wasn’t willing to do so some time in the future again. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/30/2023 4:07 AM
He unpacked the bag, curious of the soap and popping the cap to smell it. He eventually thumped sideways beneath his new blanket eating one of the bags of candy. "I don't like being here slone..." He mumbled, admitting it. He'd felt listless and bored. "Least without stuff to do." He looked away braced for the response. He eventually sat up once he realized he wasn't going to be punished for speaking. "Thank you for the candy." He said softly, confused but content, staring at the food in his hands. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/30/2023 4:19 AM
Glad that Fuyuhiko seemed to like what he had gotten him, the smile returned to his face as he watched him. At first, he didn’t even realize he had spoken, too absorbed in the joy this moment brought him. Yusuke had to shake his head to snap out of it and catch himself, confused for a second, unsure what to respond. Certainly not expecting his pet to be this honest with him, and… He had thought he would feel more comfortable being on his own, but apparently he had been wrong. Furrowing his brow slightly, Yusuke thought about the problem for a second, looking for a solution by himself. What kept a Neko entertained? Probably not cat toys, but wasn’t he too old for normal toys as well? Should he give him chores and errands to do while he was away? That felt wrong as well. He could just pay someone to do that instead. And taking him to work with him… “I may be able to do some work from home, if you’d want that, and we can find something to keep you occupied with.”, he began, trailing off into uncertainty. “I just don’t know what that is…”, he mumbled quietly, unsure if Fuyuhiko had managed to hear him. “I don’t know if taking you with me to work would be a good idea, though. It’s probably just as boring as staying here…”, Yusuke added after a short pause, followed by another thought that crossed his mind. “Some do bring their pets, though. If you want, you could probably spend some time with them?”, his words sounded more like a question than a statement. After what he had read last night... He wasn't sure if it was a good idea to keep Fuyuhiko around other pets. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/30/2023 4:46 AM
"I'd rather stick near you.... I'll sit quiet in the office." He promised, ears flicked back. He knew he was pushing but... he had a chance... to do more. Be more. "I'll stay here. I'm sorry to pry. It was stupid." He roughly shook his head, sinking down lightly to lay on his side beneath the blanket. "I've never had just... nothing to do. Clean. Cook. Watch children. Fight. But here there's nothing like that..." He explained, rushed, trying to settle Yusuke's potential ire. "I couldn't even find cleaning stuff... I looked."
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/30/2023 5:06 AM
Just having him sit in his office didn’t sit quite well with Yusuke, making his stomach twist and turn slightly with uneasiness. He wanted to give him something to do, but he just didn’t know what. After wanting to give him the chance to just relax and enjoy some peaceful time… Never would he have thought he desired to do something. But it did make sense. Yusuke knew the feeling just too well. Maybe they could find something he was able to do. Even if it was just something small to begin with. “You worry too much.”, Yusuke spoke softly, kneeling down beside his pet, carefully and slowly extending a hand, seeing if he was allowed to pet his head or not. “You can come to work with me, but it might be boring as well.”, he added with a sigh. They certainly could try that, maybe there was something he could help with at work. Sort some documents or cook coffee. Even if Fuyuhiko would just curl up and sleep… It would probably help him focus on his work. “And if you want to stay here, we can also find something for you to do. But something you want to do and like to do. I don’t care what that is, but I’ll support it!”, slowly he was getting up again, moving towards the kitchen, only stopping for a moment to turn back and look at Fuyuhiko. “Did you eat something yet? You can’t just live off of sweets. Come help me cook.”, Yusuke spoke gently, voicing it as a request and not an order, even though he wouldn’t be able to put something edible together if left to his own devices. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/30/2023 5:24 AM
"I'd not be alone. I don't care." He didn't move letting him pet his hair, He said softly, climbing to his feet to follow him. He stood by waiting for commands, watching what he was doing, wanting to help but not wanting to make Yusuke nervous by grabbing a knife. He rubbed his hands on his pants chewing his cheek lightly. Eventually when he saw what Yusuke was doing to cut vegetables he took out a small paring knife and helped, deft with a knife. His first home had him cook for them frequently. "I don't know why I asked. I'm fine alone. I just..." He sunk a little, face red. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/30/2023 5:42 AM
Yusuke wasn’t entirely sure what he was doing, chopping the vegetables he had found rather crudely and unevenly. He wasn’t even sure what he was going to cook with all of this. He had just kind of grabbed what he had found in the fridge and gone with that. Cooking certainly wasn’t something he was doing frequently, and with just a small glance to the side, he noticed how much better Fuyuhiko was than him. At least it gave him some hope that they wouldn’t burn the kitchen down, though he also didn’t want to make him do all the work. Stopping what he was doing, not trusting himself to be able to talk and cut something at the same time without an accident. “No one likes being alone. I… I can understand that very well. And… if it helps you to feel less alone, I can take you with me.”, Yusuke began, staying away from his pet, even though something inside of him urged him to step closer, offering more support than just his words. “But don’t feel like you have to do that just because you think it would be what I want. I… That concept is new to me. I don’t know if I have to order you around, or if this… if this is fine as well…”, he hadn’t meant to sound desperate, but it just escaped him. If anyone knew what would be the best course of action, it had to be Fuyuhiko. He could tell him exactly what he expected, wanted and needed, but that didn’t make it any less weird. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/30/2023 5:54 AM
He noticed the others stuttering and put some foodstuffs away, deciding to cook for them. He struggled at time with sophistication or taste but he could do well enough. "You have oil?" He glanced over lightly fiddling with the stove to light the burner. "I've never been given freedom. Of any sort. Every second of my day was decided for me. I'm accustomed to it. I don't know what to do with my time." He set a pan to heat, washing his hands then taking out steaks, trimming it down carefully. "Just... tell me what to do sometimes. I'm not that smart and I'm... I don't know what to do sometimes. I just don't want to be locked up again, whether in a cellar or a nice house." He blinked away tears that threatened to spill. He shook out his head, oiling the pan to sear steaks. "Cut more of these." He laughed a little feeling weird telling him what to do, holding out vegetables, and turned to make rice putting on a pan. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/30/2023 6:28 AM
The sudden question pulled him from his thoughts, making him go and grab the oil without question, handing it over to Fuyuhiko before he continued to keep staring at him. The things he said… They made him sad, but it also made sense. Still… He didn’t want to do that. Neither making him feel like he was locked up nor just barking orders at him. Maybe he couldn’t have entirely the same freedom that Yusuke had, but at least a little bit more than he was used to. Grabbing the vegetables he was handed, he put them down on his cutting board, not yet grabbing the knife. Instead, he turned, watching Fuyuhiko’s back for a moment. Watching him cook, seemingly carefree, before Yusuke spoke. “I… I can do that. Tell you what to do sometimes, if you want me to.”, he began, sounding unsure of himself, but his voice grew a bit more stern as he continued. “But I want you to tell me ‘no’ if I ever ask you something you do not want. I won’t be mad, and you aren’t trapped here. If you don’t like staying here… You can go. We can look for a better place for you to stay at… But you can stay for as long as you want. Even if all you do is help me not burn my apartment to the ground.”, he chuckled, hiding a remorseful expression by turning away to finally start chopping. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/30/2023 8:51 AM
"Alright." Was all he said, but his voice had a distinct wobble and crack that he was trying to not let through. He messily dumped the vegetables into the pan with cut straps of steak and rice, eventually spooning it into bowls. "I don't know how good it'll be. But it's food." He chuffed softly, looking at his feet. "I'll get better." He sat quietly at the table, face red, spooning rice hesitantly unsure of the taste. "I didn't really learn real recipes. So their sort of basic." He admitted, rubbing his feet together anxiously. He glanced to the windows and gauged the light. "Are you always back this time? The crowds aren't out..." Fuyuhiko noted softly. Either Yusuke left when he pleased or he'd come back quickly. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/30/2023 9:02 AM
Yusuke was sure this was a lot better than anything he could have made, so he gave Fuyuhiko a small but reassuring smile as he sat down. Even if it tasted bad or bland, he was determined to at least pretend it was good. Just to show his appreciation, even though it wasn’t really needed. The vegetables had a little more bite to them than they should have, but besides that… It was a pretty good meal. Surely something Yusuke didn’t mind eating. “It is amazing! Thank you for cooking!”, he answered after the first few bites, giving Fuyuhiko another sincere smile with that response before he continued to eat. The next question… It surprised him a little, but he supposed it made sense for him to ask that, considering that it was still rather early. “I… Well… I left early. I… usually work a lot longer than this, but… I… I left early to get some things and stuff…”, Yusuke wasn’t sure why he had trouble talking about this, but he didn’t want to make it as obvious that he had been worried about Fuyuhiko and had wanted to see him as soon as possible. That would be weird. Maybe he should stop doing that, though it would be hard now that he knew he was getting lonely on his own. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/30/2023 9:16 AM
"You were worried I was breaking your shit." He smiled at his bowl, voice slightly teasing playing accusatory. He grimaced at his own food idly mixing it, nose wrinkled, "You're a good liar. This is garbage..." He picked out the vegetables from the stir-fry to just eat the rice and steak. "But since it's early, stuffs still open. Since you're so insistent on shopping." He scraped the vegetables into the garbage disposal sticking out his tongue, and putting his dish into the washer. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 9/30/2023 9:29 AM
“I… I was not!”, he protested, not liking to get accused like this, even if it was done in a playful way. He didn’t want any misunderstandings, even though he wasn’t being clear about his true intentions either. He just… couldn’t bring himself to say that out loud. It was kind of embarrassing. Like a small child getting excited about a new puppy. Both of those things weren’t true, and Yusuke didn’t want to spread any misconceptions. Just humming in disagreement, he finished his bowl, not caring about the still partially raw vegetables. It wasn’t as if they were bad that way. But Fuyuhiko preferred meat anyway. So maybe it was more severe for him. Or he just didn’t like the texture. Whatever it was, Yusuke didn’t mind it, but at the mention of them going shopping, his interest peaked. “I’m not insistent… I just want you to have your own things. We don’t have to go, but it would be better to go together. You can pick out what you like that way.”, he clarified, putting his emptied bowl away as well, before turning to face his pet and waiting for a response. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 9/30/2023 9:48 AM
He flinched a little at the joke being badly received and made a note not to do it again, awkwardly itching the back of his calf with his foot. "I could use pants." He conceded, plucking the sweatpants. "And actual shoes..." He looked at his feet, chewing his cheek. "I'm sorry for.... the joke." He stated once they were heading from the apartment, following him. "I don't want it to be. Uncomfortable. I was just playing..." @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/1/2023 2:16 AM
Yusuke felt bad for snapping like that without a real reason, noticing how it startled Fuyuhiko. He wanted to apologize, but again wasn’t sure how. Was there something he had to keep in mind as well? It probably wasn’t common for people to apologize to their Nekos as well. He certainly could understand the notions of some of the right activists. They probably stemmed from a similar place as his doubts did. “We’ll get you pants, and shoes.”, he approved, smiling slightly to lighten the mood. “And whatever else you want. Don’t hold back. Show me what you like, alright?”, he added, as they were on their way out of the apartment. The collar and leash forgotten. Fuyuhiko certainly didn’t seem like a danger to anyone, and probably wouldn’t run away as well. Or at least that was what Yusuke hoped for. It would break his heart should that happen, but tying Fuyuhiko to him… He couldn’t do that as well. With a sigh, he turned to face his pet, his expression shifting to something indeterminable. “No… I’m sorry I snapped at you like that.”, Yusuke clarified, his eyes showing his sincerity, even though his hands were shaking slightly. Not out of anger, but out of frustration for his own actions. “It’s just… That’s not my intention.”, he added, followed by a quiet murmur. “But how should you know that?” @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 10/1/2023 6:51 PM
He'd only thought about the collar as an after thought once outside, breaking the crowd to get back to the others side. Most would push nekos out of the way and shoving them about, so Fuyuhiko wedged himself through the crowd to get through. He was large enough to protect himself if he had the motivation. He grabbed Yusuke's arm keeping tight to his side, ears pressed back to his hair, and his fingers tight about Yusuke. A small shopping center was nearby, close enough to walk, and would deliver purchases for you. Inside the center, he quickly perked up leading into a clothing store with Yusuke's wrist still in his fingers. He let go once he noticed, the clerk laughing softly at Fuyuhiko's eagerness. "New pet sir?" She giggled watching Fuyu go through a rack of tee-shirts. He picked up some choices holding them in a near hug, only glancing up in a gentle stunned look realizing how excited he was. To pick what he wanted was an odd feeling. He set the two shirts on the counter and glanced to the pants hung high on the walls. "I'm worried those won't fit me though..." He blinked laughing softly. At first he didn't understand they'd deliver it to the house so he was hesitant to let go of the shirts, but the promise of more places led him off. He stepped into the center walkway of the mall, blinking overwhelmed.
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/1/2023 8:14 PM
The sudden grasp at his arm surprised him. Yusuke hadn’t thought Fuyuhiko would do something like that, but looking at him, seeing his worry and anxiousness, he did his best to keep him out of harm's way, pushing through the people with his other hand. It was adorable, and for a moment he wished he would stay there, even if it was for just a second longer. Having someone close felt nice. Feeling their warmth and their slight heartbeat… He was pulled from his thoughts by the assistant's words, scratching the back of his neck a bit nervously before answering. “Yes… He needs some clothes.”, he answered, not taking his eyes off of Fuyuhiko. Watching him perk up, looking at all the different options, made him glad they had come here. Surely he couldn’t keep him confined to the apartment the whole day. Even if it was just something like this… Doing things like these together was a very nice way to pass the time. “If they won’t fit, we’ll look for some that do.”, Yusuke answered gently, handling the payment for the two shirts Fuyuhiko had picked. If it had been up to him, he would have picked more, but they would go to more stores, and he would make sure he’d pick enough, so they wouldn’t have to worry for some time. Leaving the shop, it became apparent that Fuyuhiko was still a little bit uncomfortable with all of this. Maybe it was the people or the new environment, but in the end, the reason behind it didn’t matter. Yusuke extended his hand, offering it to Fuyuhiko as some sort of anchor, helping him cling to something if he got uncomfortable. “You can hold onto it if you want. Or just stay close to me, while we walk.”, he offered without pressure, continuing to move on to the next shop specializing in different types of pants. Hoping they would find something that fit Fuyuhiko there. Yusuke left Fuyuhiko to wander the racks by himself again, picking whatever he liked best, while browsing the options as well.
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He wasn’t sure what the other would like, so he picked a few he thought would look good on him. Nothing too revealing or anything like that, even though the options for that were various. It was something more basic, chosen for comfort or because the fabric felt nice underneath his fingertips. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 10/1/2023 8:29 PM
He'd rewrapped his fingers about Yusuke's forearm, using it as a mild leash as they walked. He wasnt sure what stores to go in. What had things for him. Nor what he liked.... Inside the new block, he wandered the shop, eyes raking over the options. He roughly knew his size pulling down jeans from the shelf in blue and black, chewing his cheek. They made trousers for pets here giving him more comfort with his tail, having buttons above the back with coverings to hide about a quarter inch of the base of his tail. He eyed the women's lingerie as he passed, embarrassed, mind trailing off into thoughts of what it'd look it. Flat hanging on hooks didn't give him much to look at. He roughly shook his head as the images trailed to certain individuals in them. He couldn't look at Yusuke as he held out the few pairs of jeans and leggings to him, face red. "These will fit." He got distracted while Yusuke bought his clothes and he snuck in a large sweater; happy to find a 5X size. "Just to shoes next then." He laughed softly, mostly at his own foolishness and imagination, tucking his hands into his sweatpants pockets.
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/1/2023 8:53 PM
Relieved to see that Fuyuhiko had managed to find a decent amount of pants he seemed to like, he let his own choices get put back by one of the assistants. The sweater didn’t go unnoticed, but it just made him smile. It was big, but if it made him comfortable and happy, why shouldn’t he have it? The only thing Yusuke feared was him not wearing any pants with it, which made him feel embarrassed for a second as the thought suddenly crossed his mind. Where was it even coming from? Once again, he handled the transaction before joining up with Fuyuhiko again. The clothes should arrive some time tomorrow, he was reassured. Surely his clothes weren’t the most comfortable for him. Maybe the sweater, but the pants… They weren’t just too big; they were probably also uncomfortable around his tail. He fell into pace beside Fuyuhiko, keeping his eyes open for a shop selling shoes. They walked for a bit, mostly in silence. “If you don’t want anything else, that is.”, Yusuke finally spoke up, turning to glance at Fuyuhiko. It would get colder, and if they were to go out more often like this… “You probably need some kind of jacket too…”, he thought out loud, furrowing his brows, as they stepped into the shoe store. Just as before, the options were plenty. “But we can look for that later. I guess this was enough for today?” @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 10/1/2023 9:15 PM
"I don't really get cold. I get too hot more than I do too cold." He admitted, standing on a mat with little color displays to help find the sizing, twisting his hands in the pocket of the hoodie. Being pampered felt funny now that the excitement fell of a little. He'd taken some of the items Yusuke decided for him, sure that maybe the man had picked them on personal preference. He eventually settled on slip on canvas shoes, nice enough they'd not be improper and just a simple black design. They paid, and he tucked them on to throw away his cheap flip flops, wiggling his toes inside. He'd never been one for shoes before, but they were always too small or had holes.... Yusuke would catch him frequently looking at them, tipping his feet about when they were standing still.... He'd be convinced to get a thick hoodie rather than a coat, the front printed with cartoon slime monsters; fluffy and thick fabric making him look a marshmallow with the hood up. At first on the walk home he'd not touched Yusuke, but when a car hit a pothole and the sound startled him, he grabbed the others hand for guidance so he could watch the sidewalk. His fingers tightened laced amongst Yusuke's, praying he wouldn't be forced to let go.... @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/1/2023 9:33 PM
The shoes were easy to find, and they could always get Fuyuhiko a jacket later on, in case it was getting colder than he could handle. Until then, the hoodie was certainly a cute option. It made him look even fluffier, and a lot more huggable. It made Yusuke want to do just that, but he stopped himself, before the thought fully settled in his head. Fuyuhiko probably wasn’t very thrilled about hugs. He just held on to him for support, nothing more. As for the shoes… He wasn’t quite sure why, but the other kept on staring at them. They should fit just fine, the assistant had made sure of that, but maybe he wasn’t used to them yet. With the flip-flops he had worn before… It probably was very different from that or walking around barefoot. But it was a lot better as well, keeping his feet safe from potential danger. The car hadn’t startled Yusuke, but Fuyuhiko suddenly grabbing onto his hand did. He hadn’t expected him to, but the offer from before still stood, so he squeezed his hand lightly as reassurance, returning the grip. With his ears, the sounds were probably a lot louder, especially if one wasn’t used to them. Still, it made him happy. Fuyuhiko’s hand was warm and soft, a little bit shaky because of the jump scare, but very nice to hold onto. They continued walking on like this, returning to his apartment building, and taking the elevator up to the highest floor. “Do you want to come to work with me tomorrow?”, he asked on the way up, adding more as the elevator ride progressed. “You’ll have to get up early in that case. But you don’t have to. I can just try to get home early again as well.” @Vox
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"I've never lived in a big city..." He laughed embarrassed at himself, choosing not to speak of their... close situation. "Biggest I've lived in I never went out." Fuyuhiko explained softly as they stepped into the elevator where he finally let go. "And I can't really see on that side. So it just scared me." He shook his head gently leaning on the elevator rail. "I'd love to go tomorrow." He beamed, following Yusuke from the elevator to their door. Inside, he near immediately stripped; sweater, shirt, shoes and socks being brought to the laundry room, tail tip flicking lightly and ears to attention. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/1/2023 10:37 PM
His eye... He had forgotten he couldn’t see well from it. It had been in his binder, though the circumstances that led to the injury were still a mystery. It made sense for Fuyuhiko to be more vary because of that. But having him slowly open up a bit his past... As sad as it was, it was helpful. What not to do. Not locking him up, keeping him inside the entire time... Yusuke was determined to allow him as much freedom as he wanted and needed. Not just allow but also have, even though that wasn't something common for pets it felt like the right thing to do, to have. Maybe not right away, Fuyuhiko seemed to need a little bit more time to get used to the new environment, but some day he wanted him to be able to go outside alone if he wanted to. Go do things he wanted to, buy things for his own or for them, meet other people and needs, that would probably help with him feeling lonely too. He didn’t need to have Yusuke around him the entire time.  "Then I'm more than happy to take you along.", he replied, returning the smile, as he took off his shoes. Yusuke had expected Fuyuhiko to do the same, but instead he was taking off his clothes as well. His eyes widened slightly, as he tried not to stare, tearing his eyes away and walking through the hallway and into the living room. This had certainly been nothing he would have expected. The clothes weren't even here yet. Maybe he should have told him that? Or would he just walk around like that until tomorrow? Maybe he was going to sleep? Covered with a blanket it was a bit more bearable, and it wasn’t too different from seeing him naked while in the bath yesterday. He was worrying about this for no apparent reason. Fuyuhiko probably just hadn't been thinking about him being here as well. That had to be it. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 10/2/2023 8:59 AM
He kept on the boxer shorts the other had given him, setting his clothes and towels into the wash to start it. He came back with only his oversized hoodie and his shorts. It wasn't hard to notice the others... embarrassment? Attention? He reeked of it. He thumped on the couch, stretching enough his sweatshirt rode up his stomach lightly. He barely watched Yusuke out the corner of his eye, biting his cheek gently. What's he thinking.... @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/2/2023 9:08 AM
Glad that Fuyuhiko was wearing something more than just his boxer shorts as he returned, Yusuke still couldn’t help but at least glance at him out of the corner of his eyes. Was he doing this on purpose? Was he teasing him? Or was he just overimagining things? He couldn’t find a clear answer, and to stop his mind from wandering, he turned the TV on. He just had to distract himself with something, not wanting to give off any more wrong impressions. Certainly he wasn’t interested in Fuyuhiko in that way. He just wanted to give him a safe place to live and spoil him with all the money he had. Nothing more. Scolding himself for even thinking about anything like that, staring at the others bare legs and stomach like that. It wasn’t much, but he better extinguish any thoughts like that as soon as they emerged. Fuyuhiko was cute and adorable, like a cat was supposed to be, and he was here to help him feel less lonely. Nothing more and nothing less! So Yusuke gave it his all, forcing himself to concentrate on the show on TV instead. A rather badly made romance between two forbidden lovers with too much drama added to it. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 10/2/2023 9:33 AM
He got up, walking to Yusuke's seat, and leaning holding against the arms of the chair. Too close to Yusuke's face to let him look elsewhere. "You do realize I can read you better than you can... right?" He cocked his head lightly pupil shifting. Fuyuhiko being so close gave Yusuke a chance to see his damaged eye. One of his pupils was stuck as a thin black line. Tail lashing behind him he leaned gently in closer, noses nearly touching. "I can smell the pheromones you make. Your skin." He noted softly, then straightened up and walked for his room. "I'm going to bed." He crawled into Yusukes bed, leaving his sweater on the floor, wiggling under thr blanket. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/2/2023 10:27 AM
He hadn’t realized that Fuyuhiko had noticed something, but having him this close this suddenly... It nearly made him yelp, as his eyes widened at the realization. Had he noticed something was off? For a moment he wanted to pretend he hadn’t, but it was rather hard with both of their faces being this close to each other. He could see his face so clearly... His eyes, the damage done to one of them, all the small scars and imperfections, as well as his nice features. It certainly wasn’t helping his case, leaving Yusuke wanting to raise a hand and touch his cheek, curious if it felt as soft as it looked, despite just getting found out... How could one even smell something like that? Was it arousal? Or something else? Because he wasn't aroused, was he?  Glad, as Fuyuhiko left, he noted that he hadn't seemed angry or irritated. More like curious? Or accusatory? Yusuke wasn’t entirely sure what Fuyuhiko's intentions had been, but watching him walk towards the direction of his room, made a new panic emerge inside of him: Where should he go to sleep? His options were the couch, which wasn’t as comfortable, but at least the less awkward situation, even though he couldn’t avoid Fuyuhiko forever, and his bed... Well... It was his bed, shouldn't he be the one sleeping inside of it? Struggling with coming to a decision, Yusuke was pretty sure Fuyuhiko had fallen asleep by now, as he quietly made his way to his room as we, noting the other already peacefully sleeping underneath his blanket. Or at least he hoped, he was already sleeping... @Vox
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He was laid out on his stomach, arms over a pillow, eyes shut. He wasnt able to sleep. He'd debated going to the restroom to take a bath but didn't move much as Yusuke came in. He'd left enough space for the other to lay down without needing to move him. Once Yusuke laid down properly Fuyuhiko shifted closer, pressing up against his side, tail wrapping over Yusuke's thigh carefully. The warmth was nice. Settling and calming his heart his mind. "Just tell me to move if you want me to." He murmured softly, forehead gently against his skin, keeping his arms to his chest. "You're warm..." a soft purr rumbled in his throat. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/2/2023 5:21 PM
Carefully, to not wake Fuyuhiko, he climbed into his bed as well. Crawling underneath the blanket, while hoping to not disturb him. Yusuke had been sure to do his best and not wake the other up, but as soon as he was settled, eyes shut closed and ready to drift off to sleep, he felt something moving and then latch onto him. The suddenness made him jolt slightly, but it was just Fuyuhiko. Still... Having him this close... All this touching... Despite him obviously disliking it in the beginning... He wasn’t sure what to make of this. Did he want to do this, or did he feel like he had to? Yusuke didn't really want to know. The sensation was too nice for him to want and stop this, so he didn't.  Closing his eyes to take a deep breath before answering, he gently stroked across Fuyuhiko's head with his other hand. Only once to not overstay his welcome, but he just had to for reassurance that his pet certainly wasn't doing anything wrong. "Stay.", he answered quietly, his breath going slow and steady now, even though he was very aware of Fuyuhiko being right next to him. He could feel his warm skin pressed against himself, and it wasn’t helping much with the thoughts from before. Maybe if he just fell asleep fast enough... "I don't mind. You are warm, too." @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 10/2/2023 6:53 PM
He wedged his hair back into his palm, ears pressed back, tail tightening across Yusuke's leg. Settling up to get comfortable against Yusuke, he debated what to do... to say. He just kept his mouth shut. Eventually he gently took Yusuke's chin, pulling it down to him, pressing a kiss gently to his lips before he could protest. Silently he pulled back, face scarlet red and laying back flat properly. Blinking sleepily Fuyu smiled. "You looked too handsome to not..." was his excuse to do so, adjusting to lay half atop Yusuke. @SirFüncelot#0
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/2/2023 7:36 PM
Content with just getting to stroke Fuyuhiko's soft hair while slowly drifting off to sleep, he wasn’t expecting anything else, but once again he got surprised. Yusuke's eyes widened, shooting open at the sudden kiss. A sensation that left him as soon as it had appeared, but made him crave it again. Even his lips were soft and warm... No, he had said he wouldn't think like that. He would treat Fuyuhiko special, even if he was making it rather hard for him right now. How was he supposed to find sleep like this, while he just pretended this wasn’t anything special? Just laying on top of him, snuggled close... It was tempting. Everything he'd seen in those short glimpses at the videos yesterday... They were all over in his head, and maybe he slightly regretted not looking at them a bit longer. Maybe this could have been prevented if he wasn't as pent-up as he was...  "You... don't have to do this, you know?", he finally mustered the willpower to respond staring up at the ceiling, forcing any of his thoughts to not run completely haywire. "The cuddling... or... the kiss... or anything else...", he added, turning slightly to look at Fuyuhiko nestled on his chest, with a stern expression, wanting to make sure he got his point across to prevent any misunderstandings. "You are... very pretty, and attractive, but... My thoughts... You don't have to please me in any way, Fuyuhiko. Don't feel like you have to, just because I'm a mess.", Yusuke added with a whisper, lowering his gaze in shame. Two days. It had taken him two days to admit that he found his new pet undeniably hot, and he felt now their situation could just get more awkward from here on. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 10/2/2023 8:15 PM
He rolled his eyes a little, teasing, using his knuckle to lift his face to his. Holding Yusuke's chin he pressed another hard kiss against him, closing his eyes. He kept propped gently up on his arms to lay fully atop, tail tightening high around Yusuke's thigh. The other talked so much. He seemed as terrified as Fuyuhiko had been.... but he didn't understand why. There was no negatives to indulging to him. He pulled back with a soft breath, lips parted softly showing a small bit of his teeth. "You talk too much." His ears flicked softly as be nearly loomed above him, looking down with a gentle expression. "And you worry too much of me." He bent nudging his forehead against Yusuke's, nuzzling into him. "I am happy. And if I didn't wish to I'd sleep I'm the other room..." @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/2/2023 8:43 PM
Fuyuhiko’s second kiss shut him up, his eyes widening once more. He wasn’t able to close them, too taken aback by this strange situation that had unraveled itself in front of him. Not knowing what to do, he just laid there, letting Fuyuhiko do the talking while he just listened. His surprise just kept on growing with every sentence he added, leaving him slightly speechless. Was he telling him it would be alright to indulge? That he wouldn’t mind? Enjoy it even? It was hard to believe, but he guessed lust could go both ways, and Fuyuhiko had already told him he thought he was handsome, so maybe… It would be alright? Still a bit unsure of himself, his hands grabbed onto Fuyuhiko’s exposed waist, feeling the warm skin under his fingers once again, as he flipped their positions, now kneeling over him, his eyes still wide, mouth slightly ajar, as he just looked into his eyes, searching for… something. Curiously, he leaned down for a quick kiss, more of a peck to test if it truly was alright to do this. If Fuyuhiko was alright with this. With them. Would they just kiss… Or would there be more? Touching? Even more than that? Glad that the darkness was hiding the slight blush on his cheeks while he whispered. “Are you sure this is alright?” @Vox
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He wrapped arms about his neck, burying fingers to the back of Yusuke's hair. Pulling him gently back down, Fuyuhiko hooked his legs against his sides. Yusuke was safe. He was kind and calm.... He wedged his fingers against Yusuke's shirt trying to tug it up, rubbing palms to his back. "Yes." He reassured firmly pulling his hips down, holding tight to the back of his pants. His hands shook gently but he held onto Yusuke firmly, determined to keep him there. He wanted to be held... reassured... Yusuke looked at him with such confused adoration. It was cute. "Please. I want to feel good...." @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/3/2023 7:08 PM
It was strange. He had been against this, not wanting to force Fuyuhiko to do anything he didn't want to, but now that they were both into it... He couldn’t hold back. Not with him clinging to him, pressing their bodies together. Yusuke felt hotter and hotter, as if someone had turned on the heating in the room, but it was just the pet making him lose himself to pleasure he hadn’t known he needed. His hands roamed across Fuyuhiko's chest, feeling the arch of his rib cage, his soft stomach the dip of his hips, before they wandered up again towards his chest and nipples, gently circling them. Their hips were already pressed together and through the thin fabric of both of their pajamas it was still a rather nice sensation as he started to slowly move, grinding against Fuyuhiko.  "I will...", he promised, his voice more a whisper against his sensitive ears before leaning in for another more curious kiss, trying to wedge his tongue between his lips and take it to the next level that way. Fuyuhiko was making him lose his mind, simply by being there. By looking perfect. Adorable, cute, yet handsome and just the right amount of sexy. Never would he have thought to do this with the pet he would bring home, he had struggled against it, yet here he was. Desperately rubbing himself against him, feeling himself grow harder with each second that passed. Silently hoping for this to never stop. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 10/3/2023 8:02 PM
He let him in, purring softly, his tongue twisting with Yusuke's. The others grazing touch made him shiver and stretch out. Muscles crossed over by scars, a testament of abuse and past secrets. He flexed beneath Yusuke's hands and hooked a leg over his hips to make it easier to be close. He peppered kisses down Yusuke's throat gripping his sides, moaning softly as Yusuke skimmed his hard on. A kind touch felt new and strange, like it wasnt the same as what he'd felt before. It could feel almost... good before but this, it made his head swirl with want. Fuyuhiko hooked arms about Yusuke to flip him back over, tugging off Yusuke's shirt carefully over his head. Pressing kisses between his collarbones, he trailed them lower of Yusuke's front, his scent heavy until he could taste it. Sliding in his fingers to the waist of Yusuke's pants he glanced up before fully moving them, kissing just above the base of his cock. A momentary pause to make sure the other was alright. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/3/2023 8:17 PM
He had meant to make Fuyuhiko feel good, but their roles were soon reversed again, Yusuke on his back with the Neko on top of him. He enjoyed it. The small kisses and touches, letting him undress him, while he just watched, slightly taken aback by the sight before him. The dark hair, the twitching ears... Yusuke couldn’t help it, he buried one of his hands into it, combing his fingers through the long soft strands, before gathering the courage to carefully touch his ears. They felt just as warm as Fuyuhiko's entire body and equally soft, but he didn’t stay there long, not knowing if this may be uncomfortable, instead returning to his hair, gently guiding his head to wear it felt good.  "I feel like you are the one going to make me feel good right now, and not the other way around.", Yusuke mumbled, a slight grin on his lips. He could imagine that he enjoyed this as well, even if he couldn't quite reach his body to return the touches. Fuyuhiko wouldn't continue if that wasn't the case, right? At least that's what he hoped, as he gently tried to move his head lower, towards his aching half hard cock. "You can continue. I would like it if you licked it.", he clarified his intention, hoping he wasn’t too forthright with that. The pace wasn’t too fast, was it? After all, Fuyuhiko had been the one to undress him in the first place... @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 10/4/2023 6:01 PM
The touch up the crest of his ear made him shiver so hard it was nearly a shudder, leaning up to his touch. His ears were thin and silky, nearly see-through in the light. The one he touched had small nicks in it, tough under his fingers in comparison to the rest. He followed the others push, purring softly, and stripped off his bottoms to free his hard on. The pad of his thumb gently rubbed the slit of his cock, long fingers wrapping about his length, gently kissing his base. He met the others eyes to watch him as he gently lapped against the base of his cock, tongue gently rasping against his soft skin. Purring and licking against him, he nuzzled against his length softly before tucking Yusuke's head to his mouth. He gently sunk lower, his tongue redhot, suckling gently and purring. It was slightly obvious he was new, fumbling and gagged slightly, but didn't stop, fingers pressing into his hips to keep his balance. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/4/2023 6:54 PM
His breath hitched as Fuyuhiko continued his touches, his slightly rough tongue dragging along his erection, all while he maintained eye contact. It was very damp hat like that, tinting Yusuke's cheeks slightly pink. Paired with the vibrations of his purrs... It was driving him mad, making him gasp and groan with each new sensation he made him experience. Yusuke didn't care about his inexperience. It was endearing in its own way, though he made himself hold back from pushing his head down faster or meeting his mouth with a thrust of his hips to let him get used to it first. Instead, his hand kept running through his hair, gripping into it every time Fuyuhiko made him suck in his breath when he was licking along the underside or tip of his member. It was... Getting overwhelming fast, simply because of the unfamiliarity with his purrs and the strange texture of his tongue. Paired with him being pent-up as well... It was a rather bad combination.  "God... Fuck...", he mumbled, digging the fingers of his other hand into the sheets next to him, trying to get a grip, as he felt his mind slipping away. How could someone's mouth feel this good, despite obviously lacking in technique? Maybe this was why Nekos were so sought after... Because of how good they felt... Yusuke had to chase that thought out of his head right away, otherwise it would have settled there and just made everything worse. Instead, he shifted his focus back to Fuyuhiko, watching through hooded eyes how he was slowly going down on him. "Like that...", he mumbled, stroking his head, and ears. "Keep going. You're doing... fantastic.", his voice broke slightly in between, his cock twitching as a response to one of the touches of Fuyuhiko's tongue. "You can... stop when you... can't take more...", Yusuke felt like adding that bit in case he thought about taking more than he could handle. Just this was more than enough, as much as he wanted to see him take his entire length. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 10/4/2023 7:16 PM
He knew the other was holding back. He wasn't a fool.... Gently, he tucked Yusuke's fingers into his hair to make a firmer grip, following the pull of his hand. He huffed softly through his nose, sinking down far as he could. He nearly made it to his base before he had to pull off. "Just... use me." He muttered softly as he'd paused slightly to get a breath, licking his slit. "Whatever you want..." He mumbled softly, smiling softly, cheeks scarlet. For once, saying that didn't feel bad. Even if it was mild, he had trust. Yusuke wouldn't hurt his heart.... and he doubted the soft-hearted man could truly hurt him physically..... He gently snaked his own hand between his legs, cupping himself, heart racing and tail lashing behind him. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/4/2023 7:29 PM
How was he supposed to resist this offer? He didn't want to use him in any way, but it was tempting, letting his heart beat faster with anticipation and excitement. Fuyuhiko had made him grip his hair tighter already, and... He didn’t seem like he disliked it. If he enjoyed it... They couldn’t possibly call it 'using him', could they? Even if that was exactly what it was, Yusuke was determined to make it up to him, to make Fuyuhiko feel good as well. Judging by the hand between his legs, he was already doing that himself right now, but... Maybe at a later point in time, he was able to return the favor. Letting himself get used as well. As strange as that sounded.  He nodded slightly, readjusting the grip of his hand, grabbing a larger chunk of hair to make it hurt a little bit less when he pulled at it, also making sure he hadn't accidentally grabbed his ears as well. The small break allowed him to catch his breath, remembering that Fuyuhiko had said he preferred orders. Was right now the right time for those? He didn’t know, but he was too far gone to recontemplate that decision. "Be a good pet and open your mouth.", he murmured, waiting for Fuyuhiko to follow along, before gently pressing his head down, giving him a slow rhythm to start, occasionally pulling at his hair slightly to get him to change position slightly until he had found the right angle, then using his mouth as he pleased. Trying to be as gentle as he could, while pulling at his hair, and slowly but surely introducing the thrusts of his hips as well. This... It felt even better than before, now making him moan as well, followed by quiet curses. Yusuke wasn’t particularly loud, but it was pretty obvious that he was enjoying himself very much right now. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 10/4/2023 7:51 PM
He moaned softly with every glide into his throat, spasming over his length, tongue trailing every push and pull. His grip twitched gently against Yusukes hip, claws extended but careful of the thin skin. Ready to sting should he need to tear Yusuke's mind off his own wants.... He kept his eyes squeezed shut, occasionally forgetting to breath which made his breathing huff and tightened his throat. His tail flicked behind him, ass in the air and legs half off the bed. He gently skimmed fingers between his legs, keeping himself entertained. He couldn't help but purr, happiness making his chest ache. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/4/2023 8:31 PM
The fact that Fuyuhiko was purring made him calm down a little. It eased his mind that it couldn’t be that bad what they were doing, so… He continued pleasuring himself, feeling a lot better with Fuyuhiko than with any toy out there. “Don’t forget to breathe…”, Yusuke mumbled, slowing down a little bit as he noticed it hitching occasionally. “Slowly… Through your nose.”, he continued to guide him, picking up his speed again after he had made sure Fuyuhiko had had a moment to catch his breath. Yusuke switched his strategy slightly, hoping it would allow Fuyuhiko a better opportunity for breathing by holding his head steady, instead just raising his hips and thrusting into his mouth that way. It made him feel better. As if he were fucking something, which he kind of was. But it also made him imagine other things… Touching Fuyuhiko’s body, stroking him all over, maybe getting to really fuck him… His thoughts trailed off, imagining other things, as his thrusts got faster, a little bit longer, and deeper, Yusuke felt his orgasm approaching, chasing after it with everything he had, forgetting a little bit to pay attention to Fuyuhiko, who was kind of at his mercy right now. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 10/5/2023 6:09 PM
He gently wrapped his hands over Yusukes thighs, drool running down his length, his tongue wrapping slightly about him. He squeezed his eyes shut, loose hair sticking to his temples with sweat, fingers pressed to his skin. He was determined to not need to stop. Refused to stop.... he'd stopped thinking fully, mind drifting through his thoughts. What they could do together. He pressed a palm against Yusuke's stomach, laying between his legs, soft sounds loud in his own ears.... He knew he was making a mess of the blankets, dripping between his fingers, throbbing in his palm. His nails dragged gently over Yusukes stomach, tail thumping against the blanket. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/5/2023 7:08 PM
It was hard to keep his eyes open through the pleasure, but he didn't want to close them. Yusuke wanted to keep watching Fuyuhiko, even though he couldn’t see much of him besides his head and face as well as the additional flick of his tail. There didn't seem to be a problem with him keeping up, he was doing a fantastic job, earning himself a slight stroke of his ear with Yusuke's thumb. There was a knot forming inside his stomach, that only grow with each desperate thrust. Groaning every time Fuyuhiko's tongue rubbed along his length, his hips started to move more frantic, uneven, but fast, bringing him closer and closer to release, until the point he couldn’t take it any longer.  "I'm... I-", a sudden gasp stopped him from finishing his sentence and his attempt to pull Fuyuhiko off of him in time, didn't go too well either. He managed to yank his head up, at least making it slightly easier for him to take the ropes of cum that started to spurt from his tip, but it wasn’t enough to pull him entirely away. Yusuke hoped he wasn’t weirded out by that or, even worse, disgusted, but he couldn’t care less about that right now. His eyes had rolled back in his head, both hand grabbed tight onto the respective sheets and hair they had been holding onto, and his hips kept going with slow shallow thrusts. Yusuke felt like he was floating on clouds, his head nearly empty, just filled with happiness. His breathing was going fast, as he sunk back onto the bed, needing a moment to catch his breath. He used the time to thoroughly show his appreciation through head pats, gently placed between Fuyuhiko's ears. @Vox
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He purred against his length feeling his hips lose rhythm, throbbing against his tongue. Yusuke breaking startled him at first making a muffled noise but he didn't move, letting him fill his mouth. He pulled off him and flopped to lay, panting, his head set on Yusuke's stomach. Sucking his teeth to get the taste of him out of his mouth, he set clawed hands against Yusuke's chest not having forced them to retract. Eyes closed he shifted to press his head firmly into Yusuke's hands cheek against his upper stomach and eventually shivered slightly as the adrenaline wore off, making him only cuddle closer to keep warm. He didn't expect much more nor personal attentions. Tugging up the blanket over himself, he forced his claws away, purring nuzzled into him. He wasn't sure what to say so he kept quiet, face red as he tried to not overthink what he'd done. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/9/2023 7:32 PM
Yusuke slowly came down from his high. Head still a little hit dizzy and slightly out of breath. He hadn’t expected Fuyuhiko to swallow his load, he even meant to tell him to spit it out or something, but he hadn’t been fast enough. His eyes remained fixated on him, how he rested his head on his stomach and started to purr, cheeks red and warm. He felt nice and very relaxed, but he couldn’t help but wonder if his pet was satisfied with this. Yusuke was sure he had been touching himself, but he wasn’t able to pay close attention to that, so he wasn’t sure if he had the opportunity to climax as well.  His hand found its way back into Fuyuhiko's hair, stroking his ears and petting his head, while he laid on him like the fluffiest blanket one could imagine. "Fuyuhiko?", he tried to grab his attention, his voice still a bit hoarse and breathy. "Do you want me to touch you too?", Yusuke asked, eyes searching those of his pet, trying to find an answer. It felt good to lay down like this, and he probably would fall asleep right away, but he wanted to make sure that this wasn’t just something one-sided meant to only please him. Especially after it had become obvious that Fuyuhiko had enjoyed himself enough to get turned on as well. Leaving him like that would be cruel. Or letting him deal with it while he thought Yusuke was asleep. After all, he had meant for the both of them to feel good together. "You don't have to hold back. You're allowed to feel good too.", he added, stroking his hair with a little bit more force, not to hurt him, but to show that he meant what he said and that he enjoyed being able to pet him like this very much. @Vox
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Fuyuhiko BOT 10/9/2023 8:36 PM
He shifted slightly so he wasn't laying his weight entirely upon him, chewing his lip a little as he debated what to say. How to answer that... He nodded softly, looking aside with a very noticeable blush and eyes closed. Seeing the other made him feel vulnerable, nervous. Before the other moved he grabbed a drink from the nightstand, a water bottle he'd stashed before. It was an excuse to build up the nerve. He didn't know even how to go about his own pleasure.... He set the water aside, arms crossed his own stomach and laying on his back. Part of him wished he could melt into the blankets and disappear. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/9/2023 8:48 PM
He nearly had expected Fuyuhiko to protest once more, but the small nod, followed by his obvious embarrassment… It was rather adorable and put a smile on Yusuke's face. His tiredness seemed to vanish simply because of that, as he sat up again, stretching himself a bit. Watching him drink and then lay back down, slightly nervous, just made him want to show him that nothing scary was going to happen. Yusuke moved closer, placing a hand on Fuyuhiko’s cheek as he leaned down for another kiss, meant to distract his pet and maybe ease some of his nerves. After all, he seemed to have enjoyed himself so far if his erection was anything to go by, and from here on out, he just wanted to make him feel better. “Give me your hands.”, Yusuke ordered calmly, seeing how awkwardly he was holding them in front of his chest and because they were a little bit in his way. Pinning them onto the bed above Fuyuhiko’s head with one hand, he began trailing kisses down his neck, over his collarbone and towards his chest while his second hand closed around his cock, rubbing a thumb across his tip, before starting a slow rhythm of strokes. @Vox
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He swallowed hard before meeting his kiss, fumbling slightly to get a breath as the other pulled away. The order to give his hands made him shift stiffly, crossing his wrists into Yusuke's hand. The kisses made him pant softly, head turned aside, twitching against hips bucked softly at the grip of his cock, throbbing in his fingers. "Nnn... shit..." Fuyu gasped softly and hit his face into his arm, face twisted in an odd mix of pleasure and embarrassment. It barely took anything to make him gasp, dragging his heels as he tried to keep still. He was quiet and reserved, soft purrs echoing his throat at most. It seemed to be his primary focus; keeping quiet. He couldn't think straight.... it made him tremble, heat burning his core. "Mnn... wait wait..." He grabbed Yusuke's wrist, precum wetting his fingers. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/9/2023 10:41 PM
Fuyuhiko still seemed reluctant and not quite comfortable yet, but Yusuke didn’t think he was making him uncomfortable. It was probably the fact that he was making him feel good as well. Maybe this was something that went against how Nekos were usually treated or what Fuyuhiko had experienced so far, but he was determined to show him that it was alright to let himself fall and just let himself feel good because of Yusuke’s hands. The sounds may have been quiet, with him trying his best to muffle them as much as possible, but they were still there, and each gasp and low purr made him go a little bit faster, his hand stroking up and down his member while his lips had finally latched onto one of Fuyuhiko’s nipples, licking and sucking lightly at it, still too shy to nibble or bite. He didn’t even get that far, trying to test the limits, as he was interrupted by his pet’s voice. Abruptly, he stopped, raising his head in confusion, searching for Fuyuhiko’s gaze. “Everything alright?”, he asked first, slowly letting go of his cock, and sitting back on his heels, watching the other still lying on the bed. “Didn’t you feel good?”, Yusuke added, still confused, what could have possibly made him want to stop him, but maybe he had been the one to make him uncomfortable? “Did I go too fast? Do you want me to do something different?” @Vox
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He thumped his head back into the blanket, whimpering softly into his arm. "I... just need a minute..." If he broke so soon it'd meant it'd be over. He took the break to settle his racing heart, not daring to look at him lest it made it worse. He eventually let go of Yusuke's wrist, letting out a soft breath. "I don't want to... disappoint." He said softly debating the last word, finding none that weren't embarrassing to say. "It feels different when it's not. Just me." He laughed softly gently burying fingers into Yusuke's hair to pull them back together. "Nothings wrong." He shook his head softly, ears flicking forwards to attention. He pulled him to a kiss, carefully opening his mouth to suck Yusuke's lip, trailing his tongue across. Gently he hooked a leg over his waist, pulling him close. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/9/2023 11:53 PM
If he needed a break, did that mean he was feeling that good? It put a sly smile to Yusuke's lips, certainly rubbing his ego in all the right ways. It also made his worries disappear slowly, because he hadn’t been doing anything wrong that way. If anything, he had been doing too well, overwhelming Fuyuhiko with that instead. It made him feel a lot better, happily grinning down at him, though he wanted to clarify something too, but getting pulled into a kiss before he could do so. Feeling Fuyuhiko hitch his leg around his waist, pulling them close together again, it made Yusuke gasp slightly into the kiss, surprised at how eager he already seemed again.  "You can't disappoint me.", he mumbled against his lips, after they had to break the kiss to catch some air. "I don't mind doing this again if you want me to. After all it does seem like you enjoy this more than using just your hand.", Yusuke smirked once more, leaning in for a second kiss, not able to resist Fuyuhiko's lips, wanting to feel his tongue against his a little bit more. For now, he just focused on kissing, his hands just roaming across his chest, not wanting to go too fast, even if he thought it would be alright, Yusuke didn't mind getting to make out like this a little bit longer. "Because I did enjoy what you did a lot. It felt much better than my hand ever could.", he brought a bit of space between them, looking into Fuyuhiko's eyes. "May I keep touching you?" @Vox
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He nodded softly, thin black hair sticking to his temples with sweat. His throat was numb, making it hard to talk. His breath made his stomach flex from every one of Yusuke's skimming touches. They made him shiver and tremble. He wrapped arms over Yusukes back, fingers in his hair. He kept his eyes closed too embarrassed to properly meet his eyes. His foot slipped off Yusuke's back but his thighs kept pressed to his sides. It all was too much, too good, too overwhelming.... "Go ahead..." Several small scars peppered his skin; thin pale lines about his throat, notches in his ears, deeper marks in his arms and thighs from rough cord. And the deep ridge in his face that he kept hidden to the pillows or turned away. Long testaments of history.... "Do what you want... Anythings okay..." He relented, hesitantly allowing trust. A fragile half structure he knew he shouldn't give again. If it was broken again he wasn't sure if he could take it again...
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/11/2023 1:42 AM
Fuyuhiko clung to him like a baby koala, arms around his neck and legs around his waist. They were so unbelievably close to one another... Yusuke could feel the warmth radiating off of him, his breathing flowing over his skin. Desperately, he seemed to control himself, head moved to the side, partially buried into the sheets while he spoke. A smile spread across his lips as he heard the words again, carefully asking him to continue, something he didn't have to be told twice. Yusuke's hands moved down over his stomach, gently brushing around the soft skin around his member while keeping eye contact with Fuyuhiko, watching all his small reactions as he began to cup his balls with one hand, stroking his cock with the other. “I like doing this and getting to see you enjoying yourself.”, Yusuke whispered into his ear, giving it a gentle kiss right after, while his hands kept on moving, determined to keep going like this. Sure, there were other things they could possibly do, but he felt a little bit too tired at the moment to give any of them more thought. Just watching Fuyuhiko’s expression shift was satisfying enough for now. And if they both enjoyed this… Who said they couldn’t keep enjoying this together? As long as it didn’t completely mess with their relationship, it should be fine, shouldn’t it? “Do you like this? If you like something different, I can try doing that as well.”, he added, wanting to do just as good of a job as Fuyuhiko had done before. @Vox
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"Do whatever you want..." He whined rolling up his hips into Yusuke's hands, holding tight to the blankets. He spread his legs apart gently, heels dragging on the blankets. He closed his eyes to focus throbbing in Yusuke's hands, face scarlet with blush. He knew he was a fool acting like this, but today he could pretend.... Pretend like he wasn't broken. Pretend like he wasn't hurting.... Yusukes fingers skimming a nerve made him arch, crying out softly, precum rolling down his length. "Shit!" He crossed an arm over his mouth embarrassed and muting himself with his wrist. His other hand had found a place against his leg, fingers pressing hard into his inner thigh, trying very hard to keep still. He had the constant urge to stop Yusuke, even if it inevitably frustrated the both of them. Actually breaking through that wall to cum made Fuyuhiko squirm, hesitant to accept the lack of control. Not to mention the others insistence on reciprocation. Owners and Masters took, pets enjoyment not being hardly a thought in their minds.... If you enjoyed, congratulations but Yusuke's attentions felt so... new, even if the act wasn't. He rolled his hips to fuck Yusuke's hands and moaned into his wrist with his mind clearly slipping off to float on sensation. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/12/2023 8:37 AM
With keen eyes, Yusuke kept on watching Fuyuhiko’s expressions shift and change depending on what he was doing to him. Seeing him desperately trying to get even more friction from his hands, moving his hips to meet his fist somewhere in the middle between both of their bodies… It was something very hot to watch, and if he hadn’t climaxed before, he would be pretty sure he would have managed to do so now without problems. There just was something about Fuyuhiko that made his insides twitch and churn, yearn to hear more of his sweet sounds, see more of his flushed cheeks and the twitching of his ears. Yusuke didn’t have enough hands to touch all the places he wanted to touch. Fuyuhiko’s head, his hair, his chest, but also the more intimate places he was touching right now, picking up even more speed to meet the thrusts of his hips a little bit better. It was just a shame that he had started to muffle his moans and whines with his arm. He had enjoyed hearing them, and there wasn’t a real reason for them to keep quiet around here. No one would be able to hear them anyway. Removing his hand from Fuyuhiko’s balls, he moved it up and used it to gently move the arm out of the way, pinning it on the bed above his head once more. Yusuke watched just for the first few seconds, then used the opportunity for another kiss. “You know you don’t need to hold back.”, he began, followed by a second kiss. “No one will hear you besides me, and I enjoy knowing that I’m making you feel good.”, his thumb began rubbing Fuyuhiko’s tip again, spreading his precum around his hand, feeling that he had to be close. “Don’t hold back… Cum as loud and as much as you want.”, his voice was nothing more than a whisper at this point, trying to make his pet lose whatever was still holding him back from embracing this sensation fully. @Vox
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His panting breath caught at the kisses, hot on Yusuke's face, hand lax above him on the blankets. Previously he'd slightly fought being held but now he just let Yusuke pull his arms about. Haze over his eyes, heart racing in his throat, Fuyuhiko whimpered tail wrapping over Yusukes thigh. He buckled shuddering and thumped his head against Yusuke's shoulder. His hips bucked up into Yusuke's hands, cum spilling over his fingers. He couldn't breath. His fingers dug into Yusuke's back, arching up into the other with a keening whine. Twitching and sinking down against the blankets huffing breath loud in his own ears he eventually settled. With a soft groan he covered his eyes with a groan, embarrassed from the high pitched sound he'd made. "Mnn... that was unfair." He laughed a little, voice hoarse. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/12/2023 5:11 PM
A slight gasp escaped him as he felt the sharp nails dig into his back. It wasn’t painful, just unexpected, but in combination with Fuyuhiko cumming in his hand, twitching and spasming it made sense. He was feeling good right now, which put a smile to Yusuke's face. Letting go of his wrist, he gave him time to come down from his high, thankful that he had gotten this opportunity to return the favor. Yusuke had enjoyed every second of it, even if this was helping very much with the attraction he felt towards his new pet. If anything, this encounter had just made it worse, but at least now he knew that Fuyuhiko wasn't opposed to doing things like this. Or at least he hoped it was that way, and the other hadn’t lied to him about that.  The satisfied smile still evident on his lips, Yusuke sank down on the bed right next to Fuyuhiko, rolling on his back, with his arms wide open in case the Neko wanted to cuddle or at least rest his head on his chest again. He had liked that gesture, and feeling his warmth against his skin... It was very nice and relaxing. "Why would you say it was unfair?", Yusuke asked curiously, rolling onto his side to face Fuyuhiko again. He didn’t seem upset or anything, so him doing something unfair surely couldn't mean that he had done something wrong. It seemed more like he was teasing him or joking about it, which wasn’t too bad. Still, he kind of wanted to know what would make him say that. Maybe Fuyuhiko had expected something different? Though he had asked him to say what he wanted, maybe that was hard for him? After all, he seemed to not have much of a choice before... It may have been overwhelming getting all these options, making it therefore unfair. @Vox
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He got up to get clean, tossing Yusuke a wet washcloth too, bending to wash his face in the bathroom sink. He couldn't settle his heart, sparks running across his skin. His tail near dragging on the floor he went back to bed thumping down, hiding his face in the crook of Yusukes arm. "The bloody... noises." He muttered embarrassed. He hated the natural noises he made, often them used against them by others. They were too... soft. He curled up slightly against Yusukes side, blanket over his head, uncaring that his ass and legs wasn't beneath the blankets. Tail lashing lightly, he set his cheek on Yusuke's stomach. "I hate them." He admitted about the sounds tsking softly.
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/12/2023 6:38 PM
Yusuke's eyes followed Fuyuhiko as he left to get cleaned up, mostly fixated on his tail and where it attached to his spine. It looked different seeing him naked like this compared to how it had looked with him wearing pants. Still a strange sight, and he had to force himself to look away, not wanting to make him uncomfortable again because he kept on staring at his ass like it was a delicious piece of cake. He thanked him for the washcloth, putting it to good use right away, removing the sticky fluids as best as he could, before just tossing the cloth out. He would deal with that later, tomorrow to be exact, because right now he was simply exhausted, but in a good kind of way. Yusuke felt warm and comfortable and very happy, especially as Fuyuhiko came back, snuggling up against him as if it were the most casual thing to do.  Without even noticing, his hand wandered back to the other’s head, stroking and petting it lightly while listening to his complaints. He couldn’t help but chuckle lightly, not expecting that answer, though he could see it, with how much he had tried to muffle them... Yusuke felt a little bit bad for making him let them all out for him to hear, but he just couldn’t have helped it. They had been too erotic and cute to keep quiet. Still, he ruffled his hair, sighing before he replied. "Sorry... I thought you were just shy...", he mumbled, pretty sure that that wouldn't suffice as an apology, but he didn’t even know himself what he had thought at that moment. It just had happened so fast and without him really thinking. He had been lost to the pleasure, it seems. "I did like hearing them, though. It sounded like you were enjoying yourself very much.", Yusuke added, a sheepish smile appearing on his lips, as he scratched Fuyuhiko behind his ears.  @Vox
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He had thin down fur in the centre of his back, thickening at the top and bottom to blend into his fur. His tail was normally curved, but straight it nearly reached the floor. "I am shy." He acknowledged softly as he clumbed back into bed, making a soft sound as he adjusted how he laid. An arm over Yusuke's stomach and head on his chest, Fuyuhiko quickly started getting tired as the adrenaline wore down. He didn't care the other made him be vocal, in honesty. He flushed softly with his face hidden, he closed his eyes settling in to sleep. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/12/2023 7:06 PM
Fuyuhiko may be shy, but he had also been the one who provoked this, so it was a little bit hard to believe. Yusuke was still glad, though it had come to this. He couldn’t remember the last time he had been this happy over something this simple like getting a blowjob or handing out a handjob. It certainly was a little bit strange, but he didn’t mind it, too absorbed in the moment, stroking from the top of Fuyuhiko's head down his back, feeling his soft fur there was well. It was a nice sensation, and having something heavy and warm draped on top of him... It made him fall asleep very soon as well, mind slowly drifting off, relishing in these happy feelings for as long as possible. This hadn’t been the original plan and never would he have thought he would do something like this, but... If both of them felt good... Where was the damage?  When his alarm woke him up the next morning, he was slightly confused by the additional weight on top of him as well as the unfamiliar warmth that clung to his body, but it was a welcome surprise he just hadn't really gotten used to. Stopping the alarm, he let himself sink down in the pillow once more, watching Fuyuhiko's face, while he picked up the stroking of his head again. It just was something he couldn't stop doing. His hair and fur were so soft, and his ears twitched slightly if he brushed against them. It was fascinating to say the least and could probably occupy him for quite some time. It was relaxing and nice, and he already hated the idea of getting back up for work, though Fuyuhiko had expressed he wanted to accompany him today, so at least that was something. He just hoped he would do alright in the new environment. @Vox
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He'd groaned at the sound of the alarm, rolling once the other moved to get up. He distangled himself from the bed, going to fetch clothes from his delivered packages. Stumbling a little sleepily he dug through for nice jeans and a large sweater, barely opening his eyes as he dressed. He curled up on the couch until Yusuke was ready to go, hair brushed and arms tucked into the chest of his sweater to be warm. Before they left he picked up the collar, knowing it was an expectation for others. Yusuke could be considered poorly for giving him too much reign. He hooked the leather band on loosely and buried his hands in his pockets, following Yusuke out. It was quite obvious he was still tired but stubbornly coming with, not talking and rubbing his eyes. As they entered the building he finally started to look around, making a soft noise seeing some pets following their owners. They were allowed to help with work as long as it was done correctly. "What do you do again?" @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/12/2023 7:49 PM
Yusuke went to take a shower first after finally getting up, indulging in petting Fuyuhiko’s head for a few more moments. After that, he got dressed, deciding they would get breakfast somewhere on the way, seeing that Fuyuhiko was probably still too sleepy for that. He wanted to tell him that it would be fine to stay here if he was still tired, but he also remembered how he had told him yesterday how boring and lonely he had felt, so he scratched that idea, instead gently getting his attention to signal him that they were leaving. If it weren’t for Fuyuhiko, he would have forgotten to put the collar and leash back on him, only remembering afterward that it was in the business policy to try and avoid accidents of any kind. All the pets that got brought to work wore them, most with pride, while helping their owners out. It didn’t sit quite right with him, but if it was what had to be done… At least in his office he would be able to take the leash off of him, which was a small bonus, making him a little bit more comfortable with the idea. Both of them arrived on time, acquiring breakfast on the way there. Fuyuhiko now started to perk up a little bit more, finally looking around and even speaking up again as they made their way over to the elevators to reach his office. “I don’t know how to explain that.”, he answered honestly, trying to come up with something that would make sense. “You could say I'm overseeing everyone working here?”, Yusuke started while they got on the elevator, and he pressed the button to reach his floor. “I’m the one that needs to sign the contracts and make decisions for the company. But I’m also dealing with any problems around here—meeting clients or sponsors, checking on complaints—I'm really not sure how to summarize that any better.” They got off at one of the higher floors, greeting the lady at the front desk, who glanced at Fuyuhiko with curious but also slightly confused eyes,
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but didn’t seem to muster up the courage to ask any questions before they had walked past her and down the hallway towards the room at the end. A small golden sign revealed it to be Yusuke’s office, a larger room with big open windows, a fancy-looking desk and chair, as well as a small, more comfortable area probably for guests or meeting partners, though right now it would probably be more an area for Fuyuhiko to stay at. @Vox
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He was obviously excited by drive through food, walking with a happy sway into the office with a hash brown potato. He didn't pay much attention to being stared at visually, but he did notice. He thumped down in a seat spinning in it. "So. You're a manager." He got back up to look out the windows, eating his hashbrown. He left Yusuke to his work, watching out the windows, looking up when a call came in for a meeting planned for the day. The man owned several businesses and often came with a small cat-girl pet who worked as a secretary. The man greeted him with the normal boisterousness, his pet following. She dropped the folders when she saw Fuyu and he startled at the sound, noticing her. "Miri?" "Fuyu!" She squealed and basically tackled him where he was sat on the floor, and he laughed falling over. Her owner chuckled. "Apparently they know each other." He chuckled watching the two hug on the floor.
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/12/2023 9:13 PM
Even with Fuyuhiko not doing much besides sitting quietly, yet Yusuke couldn’t help himself, occasionally getting distracted by him, glancing up from his work to watch him for a few seconds before catching himself doing this and forcing himself to go back to his work. He didn’t even know what was causing him to act this way. Was it because he wasn’t used to having someone around while he worked? Probably. Or at least that was what made the most sense to him right now. Time passed, and one of his meetings, which he had nearly forgotten about, came around. He knew the client, having dealt with him several times already, so he was well-acquaintanced with his secretary, but never would he have thought that she and Fuyuhiko knew each other. It was a surprise to him, and as much as he wanted to ask and pry for more details, he didn’t, standing up from his desk to shake the man’s hand and offer him a seat. “It appears to be that way.”, Yusuke chuckled lightly, his eyes resting on them now as well. Seeing Fuyuhiko laugh and look this happy… It was a rather nice sight, but while clearing his throat, he returned to a more serious approach. “May we start? I’m sure those two can handle their reunion just fine.”, he suggested, the man nodding and taking a seat, starting their meeting that way. They went over some contracts regarding a few buildings and a potential expansion of the company, with Yusuke not really paying any mind to Fuyuhiko because he had to focus and not let himself get distracted that easily again. @Vox
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Both kept quiet talking softly with each other, curled up together to sit on the floor. When the meeting was over Miri got up to leave with her owner, their hands lingering together. She whispered a quiet promise to talk again retreating to her masters side. It was painful to let her hands go. He didn't want to let her out of his sight again.... He watched the door shut behind her and sunk a little, already missing her again. "I'm sorry for the distraction, Yusuke." He said softly, watching the door, twisting his hands softly. His heart hurt again.... "She was my friend. At the store." @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/12/2023 9:31 PM
The meeting went by rather quickly and well, and he even managed to not keep glancing at Fuyuhiko as they both came to an agreement on the possible locations for their new building. They would meet at the site the next time around, sometime in the next few days, a week, or so, to check it out and talk with an architect about his plans. It would give Fuyuhiko reason to see the other Neko again, and Yusuke hoped he would enjoy that. Saying his goodbyes, he watched them leave as well, before his attention shifted back to Fuyuhiko, who already looked like a beaten and wet puppy, despite his friend leaving just a few moments ago. Yusuke just smiled at him, extending a hand to ruffle his hair. “You weren’t distracting. I’m glad you got to meet someone you know. I imagine it must have been some time since the two of you saw each other?”, his voice sounded gentle, attempting to calm Fuyuhiko and maybe make saying goodbye to her again this soon a little bit more bearable. “If you want, you can tell me about her while I eat breakfast. And… You’ll see her again. I can promise you that.” <
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"Five years..." He said softly, voice cracking a little. He pushed himself up from the floor, running a thumb over the scar of his cheek. She'd been one of the few in his corner in the first house, protecting him especially after they lost.... he shook his head roughly to forget it, following Yusuke to get food. "Just was a surprise. I thought she was dead." He said in a harsher tone clearly trying to solid up his wobbling voice. In the Cafe he got distracted and wandered, finding a sandwich and candies and coming back with them in his arms. He was jumpy, ears twitchy and tail tip flickering back and forth. Eyes skimmed about hyperaware of everyone around him, suddenly worried his past would start cropping up like Miri did.... @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/15/2023 7:39 PM
That was a long time, and judging by his words and reactions… It wasn’t something Fuyuhiko was particularly fond of or enjoyed very much. Yusuke felt bad for even asking, but he was also glad that meeting that girl had been something good. He would certainly make sure they would be able to meet a bit more often in the future. Maybe even outside of work if it made Fuyuhiko happy. He had meant to ask more questions, but Fuyuhiko already seemed very irritated as of right now, and he didn’t want to make it even worse, so he kept quiet as they went out to grab breakfast, unsure if they would stay in the café or go back and eat in his office. Seeing how nervous he seemed, it may be a good idea to go back. After all, he couldn’t do much for Fuyuhiko here to calm him down or give him the space he needed. Yes, he had to get used to more busy places, but not right away, and so far he had been doing rather well, grabbing his food despite being obviously uncomfortable. “We can go back to the office and eat there.”, Yusuke offered, approaching Fuyuhiko in a way he could shield him a bit from the people around them, holding his own breakfast in hand while looking him in the face. “I can see that you’re not comfortable yet around here. You don’t have to tell me why, but you also don’t have to pretend.”, he added with a sigh, closing his eyes for a moment before adding a gentle “Come!”, afterward, turning to leave the shop, finding them a more secluded park bench outside without too many people around. Maybe this was better than his stuffy office. A bit of fresh air and sun would do them both nicely. Or at least that’s what Yusuke hoped. @Vox
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"Only crowds I ever dealt with were in the shop." He said lightly, ripping his sandwich carefully with his claws. "I'm sorry it's been a frustration. I appreciate the patience...." He watched the people in the distance, tucking his legs to sit crisscross on the bench. "A previous house would take me into crowds but they'd drug me out to hell so I never really... got used to it." He admitted popping bread into his mouth. "Why did you buy me..." He asked after a moment of quiet, "You're not quite. The same. As the rest." He slowly said, haltingly. Waving a hand lightly he stuffed his mouth with food so he didn't have to talk more until his brain caught up. "Can I go out? Until you finish work?" He asked suddenly, crumpling his package to throw away later. "And I'll meet you at the apartment?" @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/15/2023 8:07 PM
Yusuke just shook his head, declining his frustration. Maybe it was, but it hadn’t been that bad. They were both doing their best and still had to get used to each other. There were days when he didn’t like dealing with crowds either, though it was probably a little bit different for Fuyuhiko. Just what had happened to him in the past, and how had he managed to get that unlucky with each and every owner? It made him worry slightly that he would be no different, despite reassurance and knowing that that wouldn’t be the case. Still… He couldn’t help but be anxious about it, wondering if he would treat Fuyuhiko right in the future. “Why would they do that?”, he whispered nearly inaudibly between two bites of his own sandwich. He certainly could understand it. What was the reason? Why take him if he wasn’t himself anymore? Well… He could think of reasons, and none of them could be classified as anything even remotely nice. Yusuke shook off the thought with a shake of his head, instead listening to Fuyuhiko’s question, unsure how to respond to it. Was there… a reason? “To be honest… I don’t know…”, he replied, lowering his gaze down onto the cup of coffee in his hands while he took a short moment to think. “I’ve spent months looking at all the different pets at the store, spending some time with them, but… It just never really clicked, I guess…”, he sighed, lifting his gaze to look at Fuyuhiko. “Like… All of them were cute and great company, and it would have probably been nice to have them around and spoil them, but… I don’t know… I just never felt right. You, on the other hand… I don’t know what came over me. I don’t want to play it down, but it probably was an impulsive decision after seeing you and hearing what would happen to you…”,
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Yusuke wasn’t sure if this was what Fuyuhiko had expected, and he hoped it didn’t sound weird or otherwise unkind. Yes, he’s had pity on Fuyuhiko, but he still wanted to try to make the best of this. Intending to spoil him as much as he wanted and enjoy the time they had together. What followed was a short pause until Fuyuhiko asked more questions. Nothing regarding what he had just said, but instead… He wasn’t entirely sure what to think of that, worrying that something would happen to him while he was on his own, but he couldn’t keep him locked up, could he? Yusuke would feel a lot better with some reassurance, like a chip or something else that would allow him to locate Fuyuhiko or at least keep in contact with each other, but he also wanted to trust him. “Of course you can.”, his smile was slightly crooked, but he tried his best to seem genuine. “Can you find your way back there? If not, just come back to my office and ask for me at the front desk, okay? I’ll come and get you.” @Vox
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He only quietly absorbed Yusukes answer to why he was purchased. It was expected after all.... But he'd so far done nothing to stress him. Didn't push the lines he hesitantly drew in the sand... so it was time for him to push. "I'll be fine. Swear it." He promised, grinning, eyes squinting thin much like a happy housecats. He walked until he hit the corner then broke into a jog, thinking hard. He knew where the carpark was and then he could look.... He jogged back to the building and slipped into the carpark; I have a spare phone. I'll leave it in the stairway for you.... Miri had promised. He found it in the stairway, an old thing with a cracked screen, clicking it on and texting her. Got the phone. Where can we go? ~~ Within the hour Yusukes phone lit up with a text from his client with Miri. Your pet is in my house. Come get him now before I put him in the ground. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/15/2023 9:06 PM
Tousling Fuyuhiko’s hair as he saw his smile, he returned it a bit reluctantly. He had a strange feeling about this, but what was the worst that could happen? As long as he didn’t get hurt… Yusuke was trying to trust him, shaking from the strange sensation he felt as he watched him walk off. He returned to the office to continue his work, but was unable to achieve much. His thoughts kept wandering back to Fuyuhiko. He hadn’t even given him money… Or the key to his apartment… He probably should head home earlier today as well, so he wouldn’t have to wait for him too long. It wasn’t unusual for him to get a text, especially at this time of day, so at first he hadn’t thought much about it. Stopping his search for a phone he could surprise Fuyuhiko with, to look at it. His face lost all color as soon as he finished, needing to read the text two more times to make sure he wasn’t seeing things. Putting his phone to his ear, he tried to call the client, but to no avail, already on his way out of the office. The glance his secretary threw at him as he told her to cancel all upcoming appointments for today and postpone them to a later point in time, said it all, but he had no nerve to deal with that right now. His mind was going in circles, trying to think of a reason why Fuyuhiko would be there in the first place, as well as how he had gotten there. Had he wanted to see Miri? Had they discussed this before? During the entire drive there, he kept on calling his friend, but the phone never got picked up, leaving him more and more worried. What was going on? Why had he been that stupid? He blamed himself for the entire ride, hoping Fuyuhiko would be alright and this could be resolved in one way or another. Yusuke stopped in front of the house. It was big, and could possibly be classified as a manor, with the fence all around it.
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How had Fuyuhiko managed to end up here? Ringing the doorbell, he was let in shortly after, awaiting answers as he stood in the foyer, waiting for anything to make sense. @Vox
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Information BOT 10/15/2023 9:17 PM
Two of the clients pets were holding Fuyu's arms twisted, Miri screaming angrily in the house from what room she was locked in. "Your bloody pet tried to take my car and Miri with him. Get him out." He tsked and Fuyuhiko snarled. "You're a fucking liar. I didn't try to take your car. We were only fucking talking!" He snapped and both glared angrily at each other. He didn't trust the house to not be bugged to hell.... He yanked his arms out of the others grip, storming to Yusukes car and getting in with a loud slam. His friend sighed softly, "I'm not mad. I just don't want him thinking he's not in bloody trouble." He sighed softly rubbing his face. "I've been having so much trouble with Miri." "They both were sitting in the back of my car. I'm assuming because Miri knows of the cameras in the house. I'd just watch him..." He sighed softly, passing the broken phone. "She also gave this to him. I took away hers." He groaned hearing glass breaking inside, motioning for the other two pets to go inside to stop her. "Thanks for coming to get him so quick. He wasn't happy at all..." @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/15/2023 9:31 PM
Seeing Fuyuhiko restrained made him worry, but at least he didn’t seem to be hurt, considering how much of a fight he was putting up to get both of the Nekos off of him. Eventually succeeding. For a moment, Yusuke feared he would run away, but watching him willingly get into the car… It filled him with relief, even though what he heard… He hadn’t thought he would have to get stern with him this early on, considering how well he had been doing the past few days, but… It was probably for the best. “I will take care of it. But I’ll also listen to his side of the story…”, Yusuke replied with a sigh, glad the situation hadn’t escalated further. The text message certainly had him worried, and he could only hope Miri wouldn’t get into too much trouble. But judging the other… He could get loud, but he wouldn’t think he would get violent with her. After knowing both of them for a while now, he never got a hint that their relationship might be violent in any way or anything like that. “Thank you for calling me right away. I should have known he would get himself into trouble, even if I hadn't thought it would be like this.”, Yusuke added, taking a look at the phone and the few messages that had been exchanged. There wasn’t much more than the address to this place, as well as a short text saying that Fuyuhiko was on the way, so he wasn’t too sure what to make of it. “I’ll let you know if I find out something.”, with a crooked smile, Yusuke returned the phone, before wishing him farewell, and getting into his car as well. He didn’t even glance at Fuyuhiko as he got in, only starting the car and driving off. Yusuke had no idea what to do now. He hadn’t thought about having to discipline his pet and… Everything he thought of made him worry that it would reawaken some old, unpleasant memories for him. @Vox
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He pouted in the backseat, arms tightly crossed, bare feet set on the seat. Angrily he thumped his head into the window, the pain a mild relief from his thoughts. He only wanted to talk to her again without them prying on their business and immediately they hauled him out of the car and took the phone. He angrily blinked away tears restraining the urge to rip at his hair. He stiffly got out of the car at the apartment, his feet like lead. He didn't want to go up.... Yusuke had to lead the way up with Fuyuhiko slowly trudging after. He set down his shoes inside the door, tears streaming silently down his face. Thumping down on his knees on the carpet, he visibly braced for the onslaught. "Just get it over with...." He didn't know what to expect. Some secret sadist? To be returned? Legally, Yusuke could do what he wanted.... @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/15/2023 10:22 PM
The entire time during their ride back, his mind was racing, trying to think of what he had to do. Yusuke couldn’t come up with anything, and watching Fuyuhiko in the backseat, obviously distressed, fighting with tears. It just made him rethink everything once again, leading to the silence continuing until they reached his apartment. Yusuke had been taking off his shoes and jacket, meaning to lead Fuyuhiko into the living room onto the couch, so they could have their talk, but as he turned, he found his pet kneeling with tears streaming down his face. It broke his heart to see him like that, and made him forget all the words he had carefully put together, as he rushed to his side, kneeling down beside him, putting his arms around him in a tight hug. “I’m sorry…”, he mumbled, tightening his grip. “I’m not gonna do anything. I just want to talk.”, Yusuke added, making sure his voice remained calm and quiet to not startle Fuyuhiko more. “That doesn’t mean I’m not mad, I trusted you, Fuyuhiko… I would have helped you if you had told me you wanted to meet with Miri…”, he sounded visibly disappointed, but still didn’t loosen his grip, hoping it would help ground him and calm him down a bit. @Vox
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Rage bubbled under his skin and he shoved Yusuke off him, barely breathing through his grit teeth and tears. "Stop fucking with me!" He snapped hands tight in fists. "You're twisting up my heart like it's fucking funny. I'd rather you just hit me..." He wouldn't let the bastard break him, especially using Miri. Hes all fake. They're always fake. Heaving for breath, he choked out more. "Why would I tell you anything for you to use?! Do you think I'm an idiot?" He didn't bother to hide his anger, nor his distrust. No one bought a pet for nothing. An entitled rich bastard with a hero complex pretending he could twist everything to his wants... "She is more important than your fake approval of me." He snapped, feeling better letting out his random anger fueled ramblings, and he went to the spare room without letting the other respond. Slamming the door shut behind him, he slumped down to the floor. He knew Yusuke was too big a coward to force him to obey. He assumed anyways.... His head knocked back against the door, breaking down into silent sobs.
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/15/2023 10:48 PM
Should he have expected this? Probably, but it still caught him off guard to get pushed away like this, as well as screamed at. But Yusuke decided to just power through it. He had been naive in trusting him. They had known each other for just a few days, and knowing his past… This was on him. It wasn’t Fuyuhiko’s fault he was a stupid idiot, so he just let him walk away and hide, deciding to give him space if he needed it, but making sure to lock the apartment door in case he decided to make a run for it. Yusuke kept himself occupied with work, with Fuyuhiko’s words occasionally drifting into his head again, making him wonder. He didn’t hear from him again, and as dinner time came around, he ordered food for the both of them. Putting Fuyuhiko’s portion in front of the door, making sure he had a little bit extra, before softly knocking. “I left some food out here for you. Please eat it. We can talk when you are ready.”, he spoke through the door, his voice remaining neutral, despite how he felt on the inside. “I’ll leave for work tomorrow morning like usual. You don’t have to come with me or anything.” @Vox
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Yusuke could hear him vomiting sick, groaning. ~ He laid on the bathroom floor to feel the cold tile, sweat making him burn up. He'd taken some of the medication Miri had snuck him. She'd said it was the same from the shop, but the dose had to be different or something.... he groaned again as if making noise made him feel better, laying on his stomach on the floor. He was too tired to respond to Yusuke, the flatness in his voice making Fuyu's heart ache. He grit his teeth refusing to let his heart bleed for him.... Curling up his legs he tried to close his eyes to sleep or relax at least.... Miri's owner had insisted Yusuke take the broken phone the two had been using, but added an app that'd track the phone and texts without Fuyu knowing. It buzzed, a small photo of Miri and an actual dog in her arms...
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/15/2023 11:08 PM
Despite being able to hear him through the door, he decided against his desire to open the door and check on him. Fuyuhiko would probably want to see everyone else beside him right now. But what else was he supposed to do? He returned to the kitchen to try and eat by himself, but even though they had just spent such a short amount of time together, everything already felt empty, despite his pet still being here. It had been so warm and cozy so far… So, having it like this now… Yusuke didn’t manage to eat much, feeling sick to his stomach as he returned to the door, softly knocking once more to get Fuyuhiko’s attention, who either hadn’t touched his food yet or had put the trash back outside. He didn’t want to check; instead, instead only interested in making sure he was alright. “Do you need anything else? Medicine? Something to drink? A blanket?”, he suggested a few things, not able to hide the worry in his voice any longer. @Vox
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He couldn't move, exhausted and vision swimming. Yusukes voice was hollow in his ears. He whimpered softly trying to form words and only got soft sounds that were barely audible. "Help..." He didn't care about being angry or not trusting him. He felt beyond sick. Trembling he half dragged himself part of the way to the door but had to stop. "Please help." He dry heaved but had nothing left to throw up, body raked with chills. "Yu-su..." @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/16/2023 6:41 AM
The soft voice on the other side was nearly impossible to hear, only the word ‘help’ reached Yusuke’s ears, but that was more than enough to put him on alert. He didn’t care that he was still slightly upset and mad at Fuyuhiko, he just pushed it away for now, opening the door, gasping at the sorry state he found him in. Once again, Yusuke kneeled down next to him, feeling his forehead, noticing how hot it felt to the touch, while Fuyuhiko was shuddering as if he were freezing. He couldn’t be mad at him like this. He looked so utterly miserable, and Yusuke didn’t know what put him into this state. Had it been his doing? Hoping that wasn’t the case, he carefully scooped the Neko up into his arms, not caring that his shirt got dirty from where it touched Fuyuhiko’s sullied clothes. “Let me take care of you, okay? You can continue to ignore me and be mad when you feel better.”, he spoke softly as he laid him down on the couch, giving him a once-over look and brushing a hand through his hair. “Stay here. I’ll get you some fresh clothes and something to drink.”, Yusuke added, giving him a stern glance before he left, returning just a few moments later with a comfortable and warm pair of pajamas as well as a big glass of water, offering both to Fuyuhiko. “Does anything hurt? Do you need something against the nausea?” @Vox
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He held onto him about the neck, cheek against his shoulder. He'd set the bottle of medication on the coffee table, stiffly trying to change clothes, wet with sweat. It was more of the medications from the shops, though it was expired causing his apparent sickness. Tugging on the change of pajamas he shook his head softly. "I'm sorry... I..." He'd grabbed Yusuke's wrist, "I didn't mean it all...." his grip was barely there on his arm. He silently burst into soft tears letting go, terrified. He didn't want to go back to the shop. He didn't want to die.... "I'm okay. Just dumb." He swiped his eyes on his arm, keeping his eyes down, too afraid to meet his face. He kept away, hugging himself, sinking down.
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/16/2023 7:32 AM
Yusuke barely glanced at the medication, recognizing it from a few days prior, but with the subtle change that these had expired nearly two years ago. Had Fuyuhiko been taking those? Carefully, not to disturb him, Yusuke sat down on the edge of the couch, taking a deep breath as he turned towards him, his expression soft, trying to be as gentle as possible, as he cupped Fuyuhiko’s face with one hand, pulling him close against his chest in a slight hug with the other. “It’s alright. I’m sorry… I just don’t know how to do this.”, he began, just holding Fuyuhiko, squeezing him to give him a little bit of comfort. Or at least as much as he allowed him to give. Yusuke held it for as long as he was allowed, pulling away slowly after, but keeping a hand resting on Fuyuhiko’s thigh. “How many of the tablets did you take?”, he finally asked, glancing over towards the bottle. At least he seemed to have gotten all of it out of his system already. That was good… But he probably still should keep an eye on him and take him to the hospital if it was needed. Would Fuyuhiko even let him take him to the hospital? Yusuke sighed, pulling away entirely to hand him the glass of water again. “Drink. You lost a lot of liquid. You’ll feel better afterward. Do you want something to eat?”, the situation was still awkward, but as long as he had something to do, he could kind of bear with it. But as soon as he hadn’t… Yusuke wasn’t sure yet what he would do then. @Vox
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Melting against his touch, Fuyu buried his face into his shirt to hold him there. The comfort was all he wanted. He still was trembly and cold, but at least the vomiting had stopped. "Two. We didnt know theyd make me sick..." He shook his head softly at the question of food, sipping the water glass. He fell asleep quite quickly on the couch, wore out from adrenaline and sickness. Yusuke's phone buzzed from an unknown number but at least identified themselves; Master gave me your number. I didn't want to wait until who knows when to apologize. Please don't be cross with Fuyuhiko he was very scared. This is my fault. I'm sorry sir. If you have any questions about Fuyu, I know of the first and second house he was in. But you have to promise to not know to Fuyu. But you should know stuff. Anyways. -Miri She sent a picture of Fuyuhiko when they were younger to validate her claims. His face was unscarred and he was holding a smaller man under his arm like a sack of potatoes.
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/16/2023 10:00 AM
Just two… Yusuke was relieved, gently stroking Fuyuhiko’s head as he stayed close to him, slowly falling asleep due to his exhaustion. Making sure to tuck him in on the couch, he also brought him a new glass of water in case he needed it during the night. Yusuke thought about staying here as well, but he probably should give him the room. He also needed the rest, so accidentally waking him up certainly wasn’t his intention. Quietly, he left the living room, getting distracted by the vibrations of his phone before he could even think about cleaning up the bathroom. The message surprised him. He hadn’t expected to hear from Miri, of all people, but her offer… It was intriguing. He had so many questions regarding Fuyuhiko’s past, but having someone other than him share them? It felt like he would betray him in some way, which probably wasn’t the best way to start building the trust he wanted. I am not mad because you two talked. But I am mad because you did it behind my back and because you gave him expired medicine. He’s been sick since we came back, but I finally got him to lay down and sleep., Yusuke started writing, rubbing his temples with a sigh. What was he even doing? I’m not sure if you should be the one telling me about Fuyuhiko’s past. I am curious, but it feels wrong to not let him tell me about it at his own pace. Would he even do that? How high were the chances Fuyuhiko would open up to him about that? Probably slim, but should he rely on someone he knew even less than him? Yes, he was curious and even a little bit desperate, but this… He couldn’t preach trust and then do something like this. @Vox
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Information BOT 10/16/2023 10:38 AM
At least a little. Four of us were purchased by one man. For a week or two it was great. We thought we lucked out. We'd heard the horror stories and stuff by the returns. Fuyu and my brother Jack were very close like discussing running away together close. Our master figured out and punished all of us. Fuyu far worse than all. I respect you not wanting to know why exactly or anything but you do need to know that. He told me he was terrified you are lieing to him. I don't think you're lieing. He doesn't like to talk about any of it but he's going to freak out alot and you need to know why. Hes afraid youre taking the week before you snap at him. She started on another message, deleted it, then rewrote. Sorry about the medicine. He asked if I had any. There wasn't a bottle and he took them anyways. If he starts turning blue he's gotta go to a doctor. If he's stopped being sick he should be alright. Give him a hug from me. She went offline. Within the hour Fuyuhiko got up, padding to the bathroom to clean what he hadn't made to the toilet. Scrubbing his hands clean after he wet his hair under the faucet tap. He was a little wobbly, but he didn't feel he needed to sleep anymore. Fuyuhiko went to go find Yusuke, having to stop and lay on the floor of the hallway to recollect his energy. I need to explain... he curled up a little sighing softly. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/16/2023 6:45 PM
Yusuke read through the first message several times, trying to think of a response, glad that the second one arrived after a while. Despite seeing that Miri had already logged off, he replied to her. Thank you for telling me. I can understand his worries, and it probably won’t do much even if I’m telling you this, but I don’t intend to snap at him or do anything he doesn’t want. But it will probably take more time for him to realize and understand that. Have a good night, I’ll make sure to give him a hug! With a sigh, he put his phone down, suddenly feeling exhausted. He should probably deal with the mess in the bathroom, but if the both of them were sleeping anyway… Yusuke decided to postpone it until the morning, heading to bed early today. Or at least he had intended to, after checking on Fuyuhiko one last time, making sure he was alright and sleeping well. He just had drifted off as the sound of running water and quiet rummaging woke him up again. It couldn’t be longer than ten, maybe twenty minutes, so a bit disoriented, he went to investigate, quite shocked to find Fuyuhiko laying on the floor in the middle of the hallway. Had he fainted? Rushing to him, he was relieved to find that he was conscious, gently touching his shoulder. “Everything alright? What are you doing here? Why aren’t you resting anymore?”, he asked curiously, helping Fuyuhiko sit up in his arms, unsure if he should pick him up again to bring him back to the living room. “Do you need something? I shouldn’t have left you like that…” @Vox
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"I had enough energy to clean but had to lay down." He hugged Yusuke tight, ears pressed back. "I'm sorry. About everything today." He said softly, arms about his neck. "I won't do it again..." He got up with Yusuke, padding with him to bed. Crawling into bed he buried himself under the blankets quite clear he was sleeping here. He slept just out of arms reach legs curled up, hugging onto a pillow kneading it gently in his fingers. Part of him wanted to snuggle up but he also wasn't sure if the other was angry.... He crashed out quickly ears flicking in his sleep completely buried under the blankets. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/16/2023 7:07 PM
Of course, he would clean his mess despite obviously not feeling up for the task… Yusuke could just shake his head, returning the hug Fuyuhiko gave him just as tightly, stroking his back while doing so, to show that it was alright even if he couldn’t find the right words right now. They went to bed together, even if it didn’t really feel that way. Fuyuhiko stayed away from him, which… Made the bed still feel empty. He was already used to having him curl up at his side or on top of him, and before it hadn’t been as noticeable, but now that he was right there… Yusuke missed the warmth, the steady rise and fall of his chest. It had something calming about it, but he also didn’t want to force him to come cuddle. Maybe he still didn’t want to be close to him. But why should he have come here then? Fuyuhiko fell asleep before he could build up the courage to ask him if he wanted to come closer, so Yusuke was left to toss and turn, trying to find sleep but not being very successful at it. Throughout the night, he kept on waking up, making sure Fuyuhiko was still where he had left him. Not that he was fearing him to run away, but… There was a possibility, wasn’t there? @Vox
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The next time he woke Fuyuhiko was sitting up on the edge of the bed. He hadn't been able to sleep for a while, leaving Yusuke asleep by him. It was a comfort.... He eventually settled down next to Yusuke, comforted by not being alone even if it was a potential lie. Closing his eyes he made a soft noise as he hugged his pillow, burying his face against it. He woke again in a similar panic, hugging tight to the pillow as he settled his heart. He'd not had dreams for three years and now he'd been dropped right back into them.... He rolled, careful to not disturb Yusuke, looking to him for comfort even if the man was asleep. He wasn't alone. That was so long ago. He wasn't in that house.... @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/16/2023 9:45 PM
Apparently the both of them had trouble sleeping if Fuyuhiko's stirring next to him was anything to go by. Sometime during the night, he moved to lay next to him, even though he was still hugging his pillow. It eased his mind a little bit to have him close by, but it didn’t prevent Yusuke from waking up again some time later. He felt… stared at, and a confused glance out of his half-opened eyes revealed that it was Fuyuhiko who looked at him. “Hey…”, he mumbled sleepily, extending a hand to stroke his pet's cheek. “Can’t sleep as well?”, he asked with a chuckle, already knowing the answer, before raising his arm a little bit. “If you want, you can cuddle something a little bit warmer than that pillow of yours.”, Yusuke offered, a small smile on his lips. Maybe that would help them both. And even if they didn’t manage to fall asleep… Maybe it at least brought them a little bit of comfort. @Vox
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He crawled to thump down next to him, mumbling softly. "I keep having shit dreams." He still hugged the pillow, wiggling down into the blankets. His hands hurt and he gently rubbed them, sighing gently as he stretched out in the bed. He lightly tucked his tail under his legs, silently staring into the dark. "Do you have to work tomorrow..." He murmured softly. "I'd stay here... I don't care for it there." He mumbled, ears pressed back sleepily. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/17/2023 7:28 PM
Realizing that Fuyuhiko wasn’t comfortable with a hug, he tried to make the best of it, rolling over onto his side to at least look at him while he spoke. It made him sigh as well, and as much as he wanted to comfort him, he didn’t extend a hand, not wanting to scare him off again. Not after he had finally gotten a bit closer again. “I do, but if you prefer it that way, you can stay here.”, Yusuke replied, even though he was afraid that Fuyuhiko would run away again if he didn’t keep his eyes on him all the time. But with the door locked and the people down in the foyer informed… It would be alright? Yes? He wouldn’t run away right away again? Yusuke didn’t have an answer, and even if he did, he feared what it might be. “I know it’s boring at work, but…”, Yusuke began, already feeling bad for even implying this. “You didn’t do what you were told today, and… I can’t help but worry that you’ll try that again if I leave you on your own here…”, he mumbled, averting his eyes, unable to look at Fuyuhiko properly. “I would feel better if I could keep an eye on you. I… I was so worried, and… This won’t be forever, just… Until we get to know each other a little bit better…” @Vox
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"Lock me in then. I don't care." His ears pressed back. He'd expected the distrust but it still hurt. "I didn't run off. I asked if I could go out alone. I didn't say where. You didn't tell me where I couldn't go." He tsked turning his back to Yusuke to sleep, "Be mad at me all you want." He grunted annoyed. He understood being mad he went to Miri's. But putting all the blame on him too? He grit his teeth angrily trying to force himself to wall asleep. He wedged his nails against his palm to make his hand ache, eyes squeezed shut. He eventually got up finding sleep eluding him, leaving the room to go to the living room, sitting by the windows to look down on the city. What he'd wanted made everything bad again. He set his chin on his tucked up knees, trying not to cry. "I miss you Jack... you'd be able to help me." He murmured softly, touching his scar with his thumb. "You'd know how to make this better." @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/17/2023 7:57 PM
What he said was true… Fuyuhiko had never said where exactly he would go, and Yusuke had never specified where he couldn’t go, but… How was he supposed to know he would go there? He had thought he would look at the shops, maybe meet some other pets, or just take a walk to get outside for a change of pace, but apparently this was on him. Was he the stupid one? Probably… Maybe it was a mistake to think that he would be able to take care of someone else as well as himself. Sure… He had the money to do so, but the skills? They certainly were what he lacked. Not knowing what else to say, Yusuke could just stare at Fuyuhiko’s back, feeling bad, his mind racing. Returning him was out of the question, it would just be the same as before for Fuyuhiko… But what if he found him a better place to stay? Where he would be treated right. Where he could be free and be himself, getting everything he needed. Would that be better? Yusuke wasn’t sure, and he wasn’t able to think about it more, falling asleep at some point, mind still filled with so many questions, worries and doubts. As his alarm pulled him from his sleep, he felt like he had been hit by a truck, groaning as he opened his eyes. The bed was empty, making all of his worries a reality once again. Was Fuyuhiko gone? Had his words upset him so much that he had left? Yusuke got up with a slight panic, looking for him, not wanting to be left alone. Fortunately, he found him in the living room, a sigh of relief escaping his lips as he saw him there. He hadn’t left him… yet. @Vox
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His eyes burned from crying most of the night, barely keeping them open. His fear of dreams kept him awake. "I'll be here." He promised softly assuming Yusuke was leaving for work.... He didn't look over, rubbing a thumb claw over the scar on his cheek. He'd rubbed the skin raw, cutting his face slightly from repeated soft scratches. An obsessive repetition.... "I promise I won't leave..." He added, looking up at Yusuke with clear pleading. A chance to prove he wanted to stay. A promise to. He looked back to the window and the few crowds, rubbing his eye on his knuckles. He couldn't bring himself to eat breakfast, remaining curled up on the floor, wrapped in a blanket. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/17/2023 10:12 PM
Fuyuhiko looked like he hadn’t slept a single bit during the night, but he probably didn’t look any better. Not that it mattered. He was glad he was here, even if he looked miserable. Forcing him to come to work with him like this… Yusuke couldn’t do that even if he feared he would run away again, he was in no state to do something like that anyway. Giving him a soft but crooked smile, he nodded, a sigh leaving his lips. “Get some rest. I put your food from yesterday in the fridge. Eat something. I’ll try to be back early.”, he replied, wanting to trust him but unable to really bring himself to. What if he was gone in the evening? This would probably be something that would be in the back of his head the entire day, but he would find a way to deal with it. Somehow. Fuyuhiko would still be there. At least that was what he told himself over and over again, not knowing what he would do should he be gone. Yusuke slowly got ready for work, saying goodbye to Fuyuhiko before he left. He wasn’t certain if he could leave early again. Not after he had already done so the last few days. There was so much work waiting for him that it just wasn’t possible, adding to his guilt, now also leaving Fuyuhiko alone at home for longer than he had said. Hopefully he would be alright and not bored out of his mind… But maybe that gave him the opportunity to catch up on some sleep or… Yusuke wasn’t entirely sure what he would do, but he hoped it wouldn’t make their relationship even worse. As little as there was to make it even worse. @Vox
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When Yusuke returned the apartment smelt like pine sol and Fuyu had fallen asleep on the bedroom floor, having been folding laundry. He still had a shirt in his lap leaning back on the side of the bed. He'd bathed and eaten, throwing away the remains of the expired pills. For once dreams didn't dog his sleep too exhausted for them and Fuyu mumbled softly hands twitching. He'd been asleep long enough his hair had dried from his bath. He'd left the apartment locked and kept himself busy. He'd obsessively cleaned, scrubbing the floor and the kitchen. He'd figured out the laundry and did all he could find. He was determined to stay. Determined to prove he could be alright.... @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/19/2023 6:58 PM
Yusuke hadn’t managed to leave work early like he had hoped he would, staying until it was already starting to get dark outside. He probably would have stayed longer if the thought of Fuyuhiko wasn't a constant reminder in the back of his head. Despite his promises, he couldn’t help but worry if he would find him in his apartment or if he'd done anything else stupid, he wouldn't know how to react to. The entire drive back this was all he could think about and despite the front door still being locked the apartment was very quiet and dark. No one came rushing to greet him, or at least walked over slowly to see who it was. It kind of hurt. Just a little but, but they did have some sort of fight, so maybe that was how it would be for now until they managed to work through this. Awkward and mostly quiet between the two of them.  Originally he had gone into his bedroom to change clothes, but as he stepped into the room and turned on the lights he was surprised to find Fuyuhiko there, sleeping while sitting up. Yusuke had already noticed that he had been cleaning, despite not needing to do so, but there still wasn’t anything else for him to occupy himself with, so he guessed this had to be the best thing he could find to keep himself entertained. But working so much that he fell asleep? He didn’t really want to wake him, he was sleeping so peacefully, but this certainly couldn't be comfortable and if he slept now he wouldn’t be able to sleep much at night again.  Carefully he approached him, kneeling down besides him and taking the shirt from his lap, before he gently nudged his shoulder to get him to wake to up, hoping it wouldn't startle him too much. @Vox
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He stirred a little, blinking sleepily then smiled softly. "Mm... hi." Rubbing his eye on the heel of his hand and pushing back his hair, Fuyu pushed up off the floor. "Work okay?" He asked lightly sitting onto the bed rather than the floor. Folding his sweatshirt he dropped it into the basket, embarrassed by having fallen asleep and not having it done.... "I cooked but it's cold so microwave else oll make something new." He offered, tail wrapping about his leg. He wasn't sure what to say... how to bridge across to Yusuke. Swallowing his anxiety, he got up, tucked his hands into Yusuke's coat and pulled him down into a kiss. It was anxious and worried and panicked, but he'd done it. He let go red in the face hands loosening on his coat and breath soft and hitched. "I-... I'm sorry." He said softly looking at his feet. He let go of his coat completely, turning a little, looking aside. "I-I'm sorry." He shook his head, embarrassed, tail lashing roughly.
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/19/2023 7:51 PM
Glad that he hadn’t managed to startle Fuyuhiko, he watched him slowly wake up, a bit surprised by his timid but positive greeting. Well... He hadn’t really been angry yesterday as well. Mostly sad and scared, so seeing him warm up a little bit more now was rather nice. It certainly eased Yusuke's worries a little bit, leaving a small smile on his face as he got up off the floor, putting away his suit jacket and tie. "It was alright. I've had to do some catching up because I left early the last few days. That’s why I’m a bit late.”, he explained, turning to softly smile at Fuyuhiko. What happened next… It surprised him, leaving him speechless despite wanting to tell him that it was alright, he didn’t mind heating up his dinner in the microwave. Just having Fuyuhiko cook for him was nice enough. The kiss, though… Yusuke didn’t really return it, mostly shocked, eyes wide, as they pulled away from each other. Was this his way of apologizing? “I…”, Yusuke started, but was still not able to find the proper words. He had thought the situation was already confusing, but it had just gotten so much worse. “I… I’m sorry, too. I just… didn’t know what to do…”, he finally managed to bring forth, similarly embarrassed and insecure as Fuyuhiko. “Thank you for cleaning and cooking.”, Yusuke added, petting the other’s head lightly, trying to just pretend their awkward kiss hadn’t happened. He hadn’t minded it while they had touched each other the other night, but now… It was just very strange, in his opinion. “Have you eaten?” @Vox
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"I want to go back to before. We both fucked up. Know not to now...." He rubbed his eye again with his knuckles, "anyways...." He shook his head no at the question of food. "Not dinner anyways." He mumbled, tail tip flicking, picking up the laundry basket to put away. "I couldn't really eat." He admitted. He crossed up his legs sitting on the bed, rubbing his palms on his pants. Part of him wanted to drag Yusuke to the bed again. At least then it was obvious when the man was happy.... Running his tail through his fingers he sat there quietly to stay out of his owners way. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/19/2023 8:46 PM
It would be nice to return to the evening two days ago, when all of this hadn’t happened yet, but that wasn’t possible. Gently shaking his head, he denied this suggestion. They had gotten themselves into this situation, so they would have to deal with it now. As much as they wished to forget about it. It just wasn’t possible. They just had to make the best of it and somehow navigate around the awkwardness. “Do you want to eat dinner with me then? At least a little bit?”, he asked, not knowing what was going on inside Fuyuhiko. His tail usually gives him away, but right now… He could be anxious, annoyed, or a thousand other things because he wasn’t entirely sure what the constant flicking meant. It just showed Yusuke that he wasn’t entirely happy right now, which made sense. But he still should eat. “Come, you should eat something.”, Yusuke finally said. Not in a forceful tone or anything, but wanting for Fuyuhiko to follow him when he left the room to go into the kitchen, looking at what Fuyuhiko had cooked for him, smiling at this small but nice gesture. “Do you want to tell me more about you and Miri? Or is that something I shouldn’t ask about?”, he was putting out two plates and silverware for them, setting the table, hoping Fuyuhiko would join him. @Vox
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He immediately flinched and shrunk into himself, praying the earth would swallow him up. "I... you have to promise to not... be disgusted with me." He whispered softly staring at the table. He knew he should just tell it all but how could you even go about it? "Me and my friend got bought the same time as Jack and Miri. They were siblings. All four of us were close but me and Jack the most. Our master had... 12 or 13 pets?" He'd hugged himself, voice wobbling, shutting his eyes. "He was alright at first. But he got cruel. Started making us all fight. If you wanted to eat or sleep, you had to win. If you didn't fight he'd hurt all of us." He trailed off softly looking aside. Yusuke would remember a news article from some time ago about that house. The man was a psycho, collecting and killing pets because it was legal and he couldn't kill humans. It changed the laws regarding pet welfare.... "The last day we were there, he made me choose. Fight or he'd kill everyone." He petered off because he'd burst into silent tears, shoving food into his mouth to hide it. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/20/2023 6:45 AM
Yusuke... Yusuke hadn’t expected this. He had expected to hear something nice about Miri. Like... What her favorite food was or what they used to play together as children, but this... It made his stomach twist and churn, and Yusuke lost his appetite pretty quickly, despite how good the food Fuyuhiko had made tasted. He wasn’t sure how to react, what to say, or even what to make of this information. It was... a lot. There had been a time when the news had been full of things about this 'tragic incident'. Never would he have thought Fuyuhiko could have been involved in that.  His face had grown pale, and he'd put down his fork, looking at Fuyuhiko with... Yusuke wasn’t entirely sure what he felt. Sympathy? Sadness? It didn’t make sense, but... Had he known... He would have reacted differently. God... No wonder Fuyuhiko had acted like that. But still... No... There were too many emotions and thoughts inside his head right now, that he tried to sort, but to no avail. Yusuke looked up from his plate, trying to catch Fuyuhiko's gaze before talking. "I'm not disgusted by you. Why should I?", he began slowly rising from his chair to walk around the table, stopping next to where Fuyuhiko was sitting. "Is it alright if I hug you?", he asked, waiting for a clear response before even thinking about initiating something, just wanting to show that he was there for him, that it wasn't his intention to hurt him again. Yusuke wasn’t sure if he could convey all that with one single hug, even if it was tight, but he wanted to at least try. Afterward... He could attempt to maybe do the same with his words. @Vox
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"I don't think you're understanding." He said softly, standing up, meeting his eye. His teeth grit and set his jaw, fists by his sides. He'd expected... more of a reaction. Yusuke apparently couldn't read through his lines.... "I'm telling you I tried to kill someone and you're trying to hug me." He said softly, mostly confused and uncertain. Yusuke should be angry. Disgusted. But he was looking at him like he was a mewling kitten. Shame clogged his throat and thickened his tongue. He'd gotten close... but his owner had finished it. It was his fault. He'd lied for so long he hadn't killed him but he had... Fuyuhiko was buckling, wanting the hug. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/20/2023 7:06 AM
He certainly had gotten a vague idea of what Fuyuhiko had meant to tell him, but... It hadn’t been his fault, a d judging him because of that... Yusuke just couldn’t bring himself to do that. Not when it was very apparent that he regretted, suffered even under what he had done. Making him feel bad for that over and over again, just wasn’t right. Even if Fuyuhiko hadn’t embraced his offer yet, Yusuke slowly opened his arms expectantly in case he did change his mind, just wishing to give him some he obviously needed right now.  "Fuyuhiko... I... I did understand, but... That wasn't something you wanted, was it? Someone forced you to do that. So why should I put the blame on you if it wasn’t your fault?", Yusuke answered quietly, overnight his gaze. "I'm sorry for asking... That must have been hard to talk about. You didn't have to tell me that...", he continued to mumble, slowly trailing off into uncertainty. "Thank you that you told me. I... I'm sorry for making so many mistakes and for... making you remember this... I... You didn't have to tell me, but you did. I'm sure you still don't trust me, but thank you for trusting me with that.", he wasn’t sure what he was saying anymore. The words just left his mouth without his doing, but apparently they were what he felt on the inside? Or what he hoped would calm Fuyuhiko? Yusuke wasn’t sure. He was unsure about so many things the last few days, so what was one more? @Vox
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He crumpled, crying, holding onto Yusukes front, grateful to be held. "It feels good to say..." He said softly leaning into him. "I don't want to leave. I like it here. I like you." He murmured softly holding tight to Yusukes front. "I'm sorry... I ruined dinner again..." He laughed a little, shaking his head. "Do you want to drink with me? I could really use one." He half laughed trying to settle his crying. It felt reliveing to say what had happened. To explain his side that no one believed.... At the end of the day the other was still dead but. Yusuke believed him. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/20/2023 7:28 AM
Tightly, he wrapped his arms around Fuyuhiko’s upper body, holding him close, his face buried in his hair. He may not be the one who had experienced all of this, but Yusuke also felt like he needed this hug very much right now, not wanting to let go of the other unless he pulled away. Listening to what else he had to say and just squeezing him a little bit tighter. “You can stay as long as you want. You don’t have to leave unless you want to. I like having you around as well.”, Yusuke replied honestly, squeezing his shoulders to show that he meant what he said. “You didn’t ruin it.”, Yusuke chuckled, moving away a bit to be able to look down at Fuyuhiko, wiping a tear from his cheek with his hand. “We can drink something. What do you like?”, he wasn’t entirely certain how and if Nekos could handle alcohol, but so far there hadn’t been any warnings, and Fuyuhiko would know what he could take and what he couldn't. Because this certainly wasn’t something that could be settled over water or juice. A drink would probably do wonders for the both of them. @Vox
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"Anything." He laughed a little again, embarrassed by the tears. "I'm putting on a movie..." He wandered to Yusuke's room to find something on tv, coming back to make snacks. Popcorn and chip bags, and candy. "Come movie with me." He stood in the hall hugging food bags to eat on the floor. He spread out his food prizes on the floor, rocking gently back and forth looking up at the tv. He gratefully took whatever drink was given to him, sipping the glass carefully. "I've only ever had moonshine like wine. We'd make it in glass bottles." He laughed a little holding up the drink, "This is definitely better." @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/20/2023 8:23 AM
The mood had obviously lightened up a little bit now, with Fuyuhiko's laughter. Yusuke couldn’t help but return a smile as he went and got their drinks ready. Usually he was content with a glass of wine, but for this special occasion he opened one of the more expensive bottles of whiskey he had gotten as a present during one of his last birthdays. It smelled and looked nice, but the alcohol was probably more important than everything else, so he didn't care particularly much about that, still making sure everything looked nice. In the end, he had two half full crystal glasses filled with whiskey and ice as he joined Fuyuhiko in the living room, looking at his assortment of snacks with a slight shake of his head.  Yusuke sat down next to him on the floor, leaning his back against the couch and handing Fuyuhiko his drink. "I'm glad you think so. I can’t imagine what that would have tasted like.", he added, knowing that he couldn’t imagine himself in most situations Fuyuhiko had been through already, but that was alright. He took a sip as well, surprised that it didn't taste as bad as he thought it would. Certainly strong and bitter, but bearable, especially in combination with some of the sweeter things Fuyuhiko had spread around them. Yusuke wasn’t sure if they would keep on talking, or if he should try and focus on the movie. It was some kind of action movie he'd never seen before, but the story was easy enough to follow, allowing him to occasionally glance to his side at Fuyuhiko, making sure he was doing alright and didn't need any more comfort. @Vox
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He slid to lean against Yusukes legs, finishing his glass and setting it aside empty. He wasn't paying any attention to the TV really, nuzzling against his leg. Happy the other was talking to him again.... Getting up to refill his glass again he settled on the couch next to him curled up. "I have no idea what's going on in this movie..." He muttered softly laughing a little, tipsy. "It makes absolutely zero sense..." He set his head on Yusukes shoulder, shuffling up his legs to be more comfortable. For such a big person he liked to curl up in a ball alot. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/20/2023 8:58 PM
Having Fuyuhiko curl up next to or even on top of him… It was one of the nicest feelings Yusuke had gotten to experience. He was so soft and warm, and it just made him feel very comfortable and safe. Without even really realizing it, he had started to stroke his head while still trying to pay attention to the movie. It felt nice. As if they had moved beyond their differences for now. Sure… There would still be more problems, and the road would continue to be bumpy, but for now… Yusuke was content with where they were right now. “They are trying to save the world from the monsters.”, Yusuke explained, glancing at Fuyuhiko shortly. Was he already feeling the effects of the alcohol? Yusuke hadn’t finished his glass yet, but he was already on his second one. Well… He wouldn’t deny it to him unless it got out of hand. Right now, he still seemed to be having fun. “They need to find the crystal and return it to them or the world is doomed.”, he added, trying to give him a little bit more context, even though he was right. The movie didn’t make much sense, but at least one didn’t need much brain power to watch it. Yusuke had moved his arm around Fuyuhiko, pulling him a bit closer, seemingly hugging him slightly like before to keep offering his support. @Vox
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He stopped drinking with two, buzzing, tail thumping the couch softly. He snuggled up against him with a soft purr legs over Yusukes lap. He wasn't paying attention to the movie, happier to be snuggling against the other. Yusuke was warm and his hold was a comfort. He didn't need anything else.... He fell asleep not long after, arms about Yusukes shoulders and legs over his lap, cheek smushed against Yusukes shoulder. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/22/2023 10:38 PM
Fuyuhiko seemed to creep closer every time he wasn’t looking, and soon he was basically sitting in his lap, hugging close to his shoulder. Yusuke couldn’t help but smile a little bit at this sight, his hand gently stroking his pets back while he continued on watching, slowly finishing the drink he had. Fuyuhiko fell asleep on him and didn’t move even after the movie was already done. Yusuke thought about waking him up, but he looked so peaceful, and he probably needed the sleep, so he carefully picked him up and carried him to his bedroom. Gently, he laid him down and covered him with his blanket, going to get changed and ready for bed, joining Fuyuhiko soon after, still a soft smile on his lips. Never would he have thought that something so insignificant could make him this happy… Just cuddling while watching a movie… It didn't even matter that it was a bad movie. Yusuke had still enjoyed himself. “Good night!”, he whispered quietly, stroking Fuyuhiko’s head once more, brushing a few loose strands of hair back and out of the way. His scars… Yusuke tried not to stare, pulling his eyes away rather quickly, laying down on his side of the bed, his back turned to Fuyuhiko. He wanted to keep on holding him even while he slept, feeling his warmth and steady heartbeat, but now that he was already asleep… He felt weird just doing this without asking for permission first. @Vox
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Yusuke woke to Fuyuhiko awake and moving about in the apartment. It was morning before the alarm was to go off. He'd gone to sit in the living room, keeping occupied with some books and the TV on mute. He'd not been able to sleep long. He was unsure what exactly to do. He'd broken the trust of leaving the apartment but... he was bored. He didn't like just sitting about waiting for Yusuke to return. Sighing softly he looked for something to watch, trying to read the people's lips considering he couldn't read the subtitles. Quietly, he half hummed- half sung a tune he'd memorized. A kids song Miri used to sing to him when he'd been stressed.... he let his head fall back, eyes closed. Part of him wondered what happened to the rest from the houses. The faces that rose behind his eyes in his dreams... "I'm sorry... I couldn't save you guys. Broke my promise." He said softly to the air, voice wobbling. @SirFüncelot
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Yusuke Hasegawa BOT 10/25/2023 10:17 PM
This morning he woke up alone again, a little bit disappointed, but he had kind of already expected it, and at least the noises he could hear were enough to put him at ease. They may be quiet, but Yusuke was pretty sure it had to be Fuyuhiko who was already up and about. He was certainly trying hard not to wake him, and that thought put a smile on his face. There was no reason he had to, especially not this much, but him just being considerate… It was nice. Yusuke got up slowly, moving into the living room, still a bit sluggish and sleepy, yawning as he found Fuyuhiko on the couch, surrounded by several books. “You know, you can watch TV with the sound on.”, he spoke, grabbing the remote and turning the volume up a bit. “As long as it’s not too loud, I don’t mind.”, Yusuke gave him a small smile, moving closer to ruffle his hair, something he had grown to like over the last few days. Since they had started to take care of it a bit better. It had gotten so soft… Yusuke just couldn’t help it. “Good morning. Have you eaten something yet?”, he finally asked after a short pause, taking a look at the books Fuyuhiko had surrounded himself with. Most of them were travel guides or other issues with big, colorful pictures. It made him wonder, did he like or want to travel? He wouldn’t mind that, though, with what just happened… He was a little bit more cautious. “How are you feeling? Any headaches?”, Yusuke added, making his way over to the kitchen, stopping and turning back around to glance at his pet. Fuyuhiko just had two drinks yesterday, but he wasn’t entirely sure if that was a lot for a Neko or not. In case he wasn’t feeling well, he wanted to offer his support regarding that. @Vox
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